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sanchoyo · 2 years

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convinced the universe doesnt want me to finish nano bc on top of getting the flu at the start of the month, my (mysterious dead anime mom) illness flaring up out of nowhere for 2 days straight, and possibly having strep, i woke up today with my shoulder blade/dominant arm on FIRE with pain. out of nowhere! I didnt DO anything! I just SLEPT on it weird! what the hell . well I am Not Quitting Nano No matter What >:(

#LIKE WHAT THE HELL THOUGH. ITS ALREAYD SEASONAL DEPRESSION SEASON I DONT DESERVE THIS!!!#the kicker is like . getting the flu should NOT have happened to me #bc 1. i still have been masking. 2. i barely left the house aroun that time #my nephew brought it to our house...bc since starting school hes been bringing all Kinds Of Germs. no offense to kids but my god they are l #like . germ factories. i love him but god i am never having kids of my own i hate being sick #but yeah ive actually pushed thru things that were arguably worse so its rly w/e. just kinda funny #that year i did a daily drawing for the entire year?#my mom was in the hospital for a while that year #and i literally dragged my whole ass laptop to the hospital so i wouldnt fail the challenge.#i also wrote 90% of climats d'amor on my phone in various parking lots and on lunch breaks #and thats probably double the length of my nano goal if not more than double #so. when i say this is nothing. its like. its really insanely bad timing BUT I have written/drawn in worse conditions yk #im like literally either just at 50000 or just under i think its hard to keep track bc i have 4 diff word docs for ekleipsis but #im gonna hit that goal either way #whether i finish the book in november is a diff story but even if i go a few days over #the main goal of nano is hitting that word count i think. so its fine #sanchoyorambles

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