#when ur obsessed w ur vet >>>>>>>

[freethrows]

Q: Klay is inching close to passing Reggie Miller on the all time 3-pointers made list. What's your experience like of being teammates with him these past 30 games or so?

Dec 21, 2024

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#I feel like anyone who writes Tony stark for marvel should have to go watch bojack horseman first as like a mandatory assignment

#because that show understood the premise of Tony stark better than any MCU writer ever has and it wasn’t even writing for tony stark

#in sum bojack horseman follows the titular bojack who is a washed up 90s sitcom television star

#bojack himself is extremely self destructive and the show follows him as his selfish and egotistical tendencies erode at his relationships

#However bojack himself is an extremely sympathetic character. his harmful acts are all tied very directly to the trauma of his life

#he’s a survivor of generational abuse whose own substance abuse problems stem from the fact that he was in such a neglectful environment

#that he had started drinking at an INCREDIBLY young age got himself sober only to relapse due to a spiked drink after fame

#this sympathic is increased by the fact that he does geninuinely love and care for his friends and often goes to extreme lengths to show it

#but what the show understands that MCU writers dont is that his tragic past doesn’t excuse the harm or pain he causes and the show goes to

#LABORIOUS extents to emphasize the consequences and suffering his actions cause in his attempt towards making amends

#it is FASINCATING to me that MCU just fails to grasp this because it’s really the core of Tony’s character. his story is one of redemption

#and regret. but what it never seemed to get is that requires recognition of wrongs and change and his relationship with steve is a prime ex.

#when they meet tony is 40+ and Steve is 23-25. steve has been awake from world war 2 for less than 2 weeks everyone he loves is dead and hes

#visibly haunted by his time in the ice. his ptsd flashbacks to crashing the plane is how his character is introduced. Tony spends the time

#calling him ‘capsicle’ and talking about how much he can’t stand steve. the narrative plays it off as a gaff of little consequence but

#practically speaking that’s INSANE. like can you imagine you’re a traumatized war vet who got out of a coma 2 months ago and woke up to

#discover everyone you ever loved is dead and this stranger twice your age at your new work nicknames you coma boy and hates your guts bc of

#his daddy issues? like Tony in avengers is borderline cruel but the narrative and the fandom never acknowledge it. it’s like removing the

#laugh track on a scene from one of those old sitcoms and realizing how mean it is. and while we can fully acknowledge that Howard hurt Tony

#that doesn’t make it Steve’s fault and doesn’t give Tony the license to take it out on him. like at the end of the day your healing is your

#responsibility and the MCU fails to grasp that with Tony. honestly it does a disservice to the depth of his character b/c Tony should have

#already grown past this by the time of Avengers. he had already gone through iron man 2 and grappled somewhat with his relationship w howard

#while that doesn’t mean he’s healed yet it does mean that his character needs to learn to grow past it or he risks stagnation. mcu just

#happily embraced stagnation and it made the character worse for it. Theres a scene in the comics where Tony is the first to reach out to

#Steve post ice. he takes him to the air&space museum and welcomes him to the future. THATS the growth we want. Bc fundamentally even if we

#sympathize for Tony’s abuse by Howard lashing out at someone who was functionally dead at the time of ur dads mistakes is a very juvenile

#mindset. /growth/ is deciding to be better than the person who hurt you and the MCUs obsession with blaming Steve for howard cut that off

#CW would have been SO MUCH MORE COMPELLING if Tony had formed a relationship with Steve bc Steve would be torn between past and present but

#instead Tony is saying how much he hated Steve during the fucking movie and Steve’s taking it with grace. like you’re 50 man you gotta work

#past this at some point. out of tags but I have Opinions about Tony and actually zola too but we won’t get there give me more tags tumblr

Once again remembering how Tony wasn't one of Steve's friends, but merely his annoying ass co-worker

The Stark that was actually Steve's friend is Howard

I still think one of the most disappointing things about the Avengers movies is that they never liked each other. It never felt like they had a fun team dynamic that grew and developed in satisfying ways over time. Tony feels partly responsible for this because everyone basically hated him before he had his martyr moment in Endgame. He was just endlessly cruel and mysoginistic to his teammates.

Civil War lacks the punch it should've had because Tony tells us that he and Steve were friends, but you have to laugh because since when?! Why was that never shown? Why would Steve choose a bully coworker over the one person who's always been there for him? Age of Ultron and Civil War were huge mistakes that caused irreparable harm.

[getofy]

kuroo as your best friend would include...

genre: headcanons, fluff | wc: 2k | pairing: kuroo x gn!reader cw: brief mentions of alcohol/implied underage drinking; platonic hcs; no spoilers!

DISCLAIMER: i based y/n off of me so some of the hcs are going to include y/n acting in an introverted manner. i did try my best to be as neutral as possible though!

a/n: im genuinely obsessed with the idea of me and kuroo being BEST FRIENDS. maybe it’s the kenma kinnie in me, but i know he’d literally love me so much. my bsf!kuroo brainrot is so bad guys. it’s not a joke anymore. anyways, headcanons are below the cut :]

btw, this is not proofread. so uh...sorry about that.

**CLICK HERE FOR MY KUROO SOUNDTRACKS! ↴

best friends w/ kuroo: a playlist | kuroo ranting to you: a playlist

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BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH HIM SOUNDS LIKE:

01. REST MY CHEMISTRY by INTERPOL

02. SLOW HANDS by INTERPOL

03. WEIRD SCIENCE by OINGO BOINGO

04. SHE WORKS OUT TOO MUCH by MGMT

05. ALIEN BLUES by VUNDABAR

06. THE QUEEN OF WHITE LIES by THE ORION EXPERIENCE

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kuroo is an incredibly fun person to be around. his dynamic personality means that a friendship with him would be nothing short of absolutely incredible!! being acquainted with mr.rooster head would consist of...

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-> HIM LOOKING OUT FOR YOU:

kuroo is totally the ‘big brother’ type of friend! tbh i hc him someone with a bit of a motherly vibe to him. like, not enough to classify him as a mom friend, but mans has def got some sort of milf energy surrounding him. literally tell me im wrong. maybe he’s like,,, a cool aunt that gets it? idk. anyways.

you’re in the talking stage with someone? you BET this man is vetting them to make sure they’re good enough for you

no stone will be left unturned

he’s so protective of u man he genuinely cares so much

he’ll be SUPERRRRR annoying abt it tho lol

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-> HIM MAKING SURE YOU’RE COMFORTABLE:

he’s the type to stay by your side at a party full of people you don’t know :]

kuroo fr just wants to make sure ur feeling okay at ALL times!!

will also HAPPILY escort you out of an establishment if you’re feeling unsafe there

OKOK FUN SCENARIO TIME:

one night, ur social battery is running particularly low. you can’t leave since kuroo is the host, so you do what any reasonable person would do in that situation...

you decide to rot in a corner until the end of the party

your plan to avoid everyone and everything had been going well...that is, until a certain bed-headed man sees you

not having any of your introverted mood, he comes up to you

KUROO: what’s got you in a mood tonight? you should loosen up and dance with me right now!!!

Y/N: no thanks

KUROO: not even for meeeee?

Y/N: especially not for you.

KUROO: cmon, just one and you’ll feel better.

Y/N: i sincerely doubt that.

this makes him frown, and the stupid little gears in his head start moving

KUROO: i’ll leave you alone for the rest of the night if you agree.

this catches your attention.

KUROO: i have the key to a bedroom you can hide in when we’re done

Y/N: let’s go.

after this little exchange happens, the two of you dance for way longer than one song and talk until you’re in a better mood.

he does let you slip away eventually to lay down though!!

hehe ily kuroo

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-> HIM TAKING CARE OF YOU WHEN YOU’RE NOT FEELING WELL:

okay ALSO he definitely brings you food and water to help you out after you’ve had too much to drink/are low on energy. he is a man of science so he understands the importance of hydration when ur feeling awful!!!

will stay RIGHT by your side until you’re feeling better

refuses to leave

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-> HIM CONSTANTLY NAGGING YOU:

it’s partially bc he likes helping you but also bc he loves watching you get all annoyed at him tbh

whether it’s to remember to eat or to do your homework, he’s always got something to remind you of

very much enjoys lecturing you about the awful chemicals companies put into their food

if you wear makeup he’ll check the ingredients that are in your products and will TOTALLY lecture you if he finds something sketchy in them

KUROO: you’ve got to start paying more attention to the stuff you buy. this makeup’s gonna burn your face off!

Y/N: yeah yeah, whatever mom.

KUROO: MOM?!!? im just trying to save your LIFE here.

so dramatic gn

he cares so much about you and your well-being sobs

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-> HIM ALWAYS TRYING TO GET A RISE OUT OF YOU:

okay the only thing kuroo likes more than taking care of you is making fun of you tbh

he’ll go to SUCH lengths to mess w you

such a bad influence bruh

will literally encourage you to go talk to your crush drunk and then record you as you make a fool of yourself

(he’ll swoop in and save you before you completely ruin ur chances tho dw)

HE ACTS NEEDY TO MESS WITH YOU TOO. LIKE PURPOSELY WILL BE CLINGY AND STUFF TO ANNOY YOU.

also lowkey that’s just how he is bc he’s very attached to you but we won’t talk abt that

okay so like i think y’all would go to concerts together and buy matching merch lol (his idea, not yours)

anyways, he basically forces you to wear it to school (let’s pretend uniforms don’t exist here or it’s a free-dress day) makes it a POINT to let everyone know that the TWO of you guys are MATCHING

kuroo: kenma!! look at mine and y/n’s shirts!!

he does this to embarrass you and he does it w the SMUGESTTTT grin on his face

like don’t get me wrong he’s still a nerd but like,,, kuroo has some tricks up his sleeve fs

literally ALWAYS throwing funny little side comments about you into the conversation too. 100%.

WOULD ALSO TEACH U VOLLEYBALL JUST TO MAKE FUN OF HOW MUCH U SUCK PLS

I HATE HIM SO MUCH HE WOULD MAKE IT HIS PERSONAL MISSION TO EMBARRASS YOU AT LEAST ONCE A DAY. SUCH A LITTLE INSTIGATOR THIS MAN IS BRUH.

it’s okay you and kenma get him back for it later

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-> HIM COMFORTING YOU:

after you break up with your s/o or smth, he’ll fr let you cry into his chest for HOURS!!!!!

you and him have really good boundaries, so you’re both okay with being physically close to each other.

always has the right thing to say too

will stroke ur hair and be like, “oh, y/n, it’ll be alright. just let it all out. it’s not healthy to keep it in.”

he’s so. MAN!!!

very good listener too

will listen to you vent and be happy that you came to him for support.

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-> HIM HELPING YOU OUT WITH SCHOOL:

THIS FEELS OBVIOUS BUT LIKE IF UR STRUGGLING WITH ACADEMICS HE LITERALLY JUMPS AT THE OPPORTUNITY TO TUTOR YOU

lowkey just wants to show off how smart he is lol

no but okay fr he wants to see you succeed in every capacity

will stay up super late on call with you the night before the test and walk you through the ENTIRE unit

he’ll be lecturing you in a sleepy voice :(( i love him so much guys pls

sometimes he gets a little overly excited and you have to remind him to slow down though

“kuroo, please, speak english.”

also if he’s in the year above you, he’ll fs lend you his work as reference

he’s super thorough with his assignments too and always gets good marks so you can def trust him

literally ENJOYS helping you out with this kind of stuff and makes it known so you never feel like a burden

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-> YOU HYPING HIM UP/GIVING HIM ADVICE:

i feel like i’ve only been focusing on what he does for you so let’s change that lol

i have INCREDIBLY SPECIFIC headcanons for what it would be like helping kuroo pull someone he really likes

like okay you would carry him through the WHOLE thing.

this man has no game at all so he HAS to listen to whatever you say bc he’ll ruin his shot with if he doesn’t.

for example, when he gets nervous, he tends to use SUPER big words.

you had to have a whole talking-to with him about it bruh it was that big of an issue

Y/N: kuroo, stop using words no one understands when you’re flirting. you sound pretentious, not smart.

KUROO: harsh. does my extensive vernacular intimidate you?

Y/N: no, but you’ll probably die alone if you keep this attitude of yours up.

KUROO: hmph

anyways he’ll talk to you for HOURS about how much he’s interested in and you’ll hype him up if he’s feeling insecure about whether or not they’ll like him back

this could make for a rlly good ‘they’re both idiots’ thing tbh

like kuroo is venting to you about his crush (you) but you’re oblivious to it lol

okay anyways

it’s not only with dating advice though!! a lot of the times, he’ll come to you with problems—whether they be about volleyball, home life, whatever—and ask for your input

he values your opinion IMMENSELY

holds on to every word you say

thanks you for being such a good friend afterwards too

love you bestie kuroo

he just,,, trusts you. A LOT.

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MISC HEADCANONS!

-> he thinks your music taste is REALLY cool

he tries his best to send you songs he thinks remind you of him!! but he’s lowkey kind of insecure about the stuff he listens to so he’ll text either kenma or tsukishima for confirmation as to whether or not the song is acceptable to send to you.

kuroo cannot deal with the relentless teasing that would ensue if he sent you a ‘cringey’ song.

he’ll add all the songs you recommend to him on a playlist. he holds your opinion in high regard.

unfortunately, this playlist is called ‘good vibes’. needless to say, you were incredibly disappointed in him when you found out. the conversation went a little smth like this...

Y/N: “kuroo. you are NOT putting [insert song name here] on a playlist with the word ‘vibe’ in it.”

KUROO, pouting: “why not??”

Y/N: “it’s the rules.”

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-> one time, somebody asked if you two were dating, and you both straight up laughed for HOURS about it

if you want some angst, imagine kuroo having a crush on you and faking his amusement so you don’t catch on to the fact that he desperately wants you to be his

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-> you and kenma have this strange alliance with each other .

both bully kuroo RELENTLESSLY.

someone has to put him in his place

kenma also 100% acts like he likes you more than his childhood friend.

maybe it’s because he actually DOES like you more than kuroo

nah jk

#kurokensupremacy

lol

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-> he wants to try everything you try

it’s partially out of genuine curiosity and partially because he thinks its funny.

you’re eating your favorite kind chips? he’s gonna dip his hand in the bag and shove a handful of them in his mouth—without asking to, might i add

you’re raving over this cool movie you watched over the weekend? he’ll go home, watch it, and drop a 4 page analysis essay on your desk the next day

he rlly likes indulging in the things you indulge in bc he appreciates your opinions on things

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-> literally he’s the friend that’s an angel to your parents and then the WORST around you

needs no explanation. we all know it’s true.

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-> he calls you about the RANDOMEST things

will literally FaceTime you in the dead of night to tell you about this interesting thing he read on a random science blog

it’s so annoying that you love him for it

calls you about anything and everything tbh

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-> you’re super familiar with his team

while you’re not his s/o, kuroo does still want to show you off in some respect. he’s the type who’ll ramble for hours about you and all your interests. and since he’s always around his teammates, they’re the ones who hear it the most.

he loves telling them the story of how you guys met lol.

it got to the point where he was retelling how you guys met so much that yaku had to yell at him to shut up.

anyways

eventually, after practice one day, he introduces you to the team.

they think you’re very neat:] and it makes kuroo very happy to know that the team thinks you’re as cool as he thinks you are.

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tl;dr: whether it be platonic or romantic, kuroo thinks the WORLD of you. he’ll be there for you through the thick and thin so long as you’re willing to put up with his less than desirable personality traits. have fun being besties with the best middle blocker (next to tsukishima) around!

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( troye sivan. 21. demiboy. he/they. ) ❛ emery redd, a pisces from queensland, australia, moved into holloway three years ago. they are a med school student/intern at a vet clinic that lives in apartment 5d and their neighbors don’t particularly mind them. some say they can be passive and insecure but others say they’re intelligent and soft-hearted. anyways, one thing is for sure: you hear catastrophize by noah kahan, it’s emery blasting it.

hello friends! i’m nev ( she/her ) n i’m so excited to meet all ur characters n plot with you !! i’m bringing u a tiny soft anxious nerdy baby about whom you can read a bit below ( it’s like……….half bio half intro idk rly just bear w me im tired !! ) anyway smash a like and i’ll come @ u or hmu in my dms xo

trigger warnings for: anxiety disorder, homophobia

emery was born in the gold coast in australia with a twin brother ( winnie ) and a younger brother, both of whom managed to capture their parents’ attention more successfully than emery ever did. with winnie being a phenomenal dancer and following in their mom’s footsteps and their younger brother being the more masculine son their father had hoped for, emery grew up feeling distanced from his family and not especially important–save of course for winnie, who always went out of his way to make sure emery never felt neglected. because of this–and because of a moderate-to-severe anxiety disorder as well as burgeoning gender confusion–winnie became from a very young age emery’s life support. as children, you would never find emery anywhere that winnie was not, and when winnie was at his dance classes, emery was typically at home, either reading his animal biology books or practicing piano ( for which he had an incredible affinity, but in which neither of his parents took much interest )

he’s been obsessed with animals since he was little, used to get in trouble with his parents for bringing in birds and things from outside to try and keep them as pets, and even kept a sketchbook with him for a long time where he would draw birds he saw and then catalogue them later

when he and winnie moved to new york he immediately got a dog, whose fc is troye’s actual dog yuergiuhjsa and is emery’s best friend in the world he loves her so much. her name is galadriel from lotr but he calls her lady

when he was very young, emery had a stutter as well–he’s mostly grown out of it through a combination of aging and speech therapy, but he’ll still talk a little slower out of anticipation of messing up, and because the anxiety still exists to a large degree, he doesn’t talk a lot in general. so when he does, it’s something he very much wants to say, and he’s painstaking about trying to articulate things clearly

because he was unable to explore his gender confusion at home for fear of alienating his parents further, it was only once he and winnie moved out together that he began experimenting and learning to be more himself. you’ll typically find him in soft, oversized sweaters and a pair of jeans, and although he generally refers to himself using he/him pronouns, he’s pretty flexible

he’s a little nerdy, wears glasses most of the time unless he feels like putting in his contacts, and aside from his bird drawing and fascination with animals he spends a lot of time transcribing piano music as a hobby

he finished his undergraduate degree at nyu early and is now in his first year of med school to become a vet. he’s an intern at a vet clinic but makes very little money doing it

he got broken up with about a month ago by a bf who was cheating on him with winnie but em doesn’t know………that’s the case. so he’s still very sore about that bc it was his first bf and he’s heartbroken !!!

all in all, em is a very soft, anxious little baby with a warm heart and a great yearning to start living life in a way his anxieties have always kept him from doing

connection ideas

a close-knit group of friends, people emery can be himself around and shed a little bit of his crippling shyness

maybe?? some?? people who are not particularly nice to him?? idk bc he’s rly quiet and weak looking he’d be easy to pick on euyrafghdjs i just want angst ok

the bf! who cheated on him w winnie! i’ll make this a wc if no one takes it up ✌️

probably a boy he has a lowkey new crush on but will absolutely NOT SAY ANYTHING EVER and just admire from afar and barely be able to talk to him tbh

alternatively someone who has a crush on em but he literally has no idea

would love to have the kind of thing where?? em was friends w someone when he first moved here 3 years ago but they sort of drifted away from him eventually bc he’s literally so shy and impossible to get to go out

AND in that same vein somebody he didn’t get along w originally but has become rly close to these days for whatever reason !!

somebody who’s rly protective over him

hookups of winnie’s that em’s rly awkward w when they’re over at the apartment

somebody or somebodies who have mistaken em for winnie and tried to make a pass only to realize!! they’ve got the wrong twin

um anything angsty ok hmu to plot w any other!!! ideas!!!!!!

[choisgirls]

Hello! I've had a busy few weeks and really need some fluff :3c would I be able to request the RFA with a mc who really, really loves cats? Like will get teary at the sight of one because they love them so much? I hope you guys have a great day! (And that you'll see many beautiful cats in ur life time ^^)

A/N: I LOVE CATS SOMUCH. I’M NOT EVEN KIDDING. I HAVE 6 CATS. DON’T MESS WITH ME OR MY FLUFFYARMY. I GET THIS HIGH PITCHED SQUEALING WHEN I SEE CATS AND ANY CAT RELATEDITEM. I OWN CAT EARS. SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM THIS HELL. (And I too hope you areblessed with multitudes of the kitties) ~Admin 404

*YOOSUNG:

               -He is completely okay with itbecause honestly?? That’s him with any animal??

               -As a vet, he sees cats prettyoften but they still get him every time

               -When you come in to visit, therest of the staff is very concerned for the both of you

               -They’ve walked in on the two ofyou holding each other, crying, a tiny kitten sitting confused on the table

               -The two of you go home to Lisaand just cry

               -You take turns sending picturesand videos of Lisa to the group chat

               -Though everyone hates watchingthe videos because all you can hear is the two of you sobbing in the background

               -They’re usually able to makeout a few words like “so cute” and “i love her so much”

               -Mr. Jumin Han aka Cat Mum hasactually had to talk the two of you out of taking in every stray cat the two ofyou see because it’s that bad

               -So 10/10 Yoosung completelyloves that you love cats that much!! Because now he isn’t the only one whoreacts like this and the rest of the group won’t pick on him anymore! (Now heshares the pain with you. He even jumps in and picks on you every now and againuntil you show him another cat)

*ZEN:

               -Uhg he hates cats but he lovesyou??

               -Your eyes water out of youintense love for the cute kitten across the street, his eyes are wateringbecause of his allergies to that same cat

               -He thinks it’s absolutelybeautiful though? You have so much love for this one species, just IMAGINE howmuch love you’ll have for your child?? (If you want one that is)

               -Feels absolutely terrible thathe can’t get you one??

               -You’ve told him that youcompletely understand why, and that you’d settle for just looking at some catpicture when he isn’t around to see

               -You even have some cat plushiesyou hide from him to cuddle when he isn’t home!

               -I say you hide them but heknows. He k n o w s and he completely avoids even thinking about your hiding spot because he doesn’t want to sneezefor days

               -It does scare him when he comeshome and you’re bawling your eyes out though, because he wonders if somethingis truly wrong and he should comfort you, or if you’re just looking at catsagain and he should let you have your alone time

               -For your anniversary, he took at o n of allergy medication and dealt with whatever his body had to throw athim because he took you to the cat cafe you had been eyeing for m o n t h s

               -WHO USED MORE TISSUES THAT DAY,HIM OR YOU???? You literally covered yourself in cats and just bawled and allhe could do was laugh?? (and sneeze)??

*JAEHEE:

               -She never wants to see anothercat in her life (after she finally was free from having to watch Elizabeth)

               -But there you are, in yourshared cafe, sitting at the window, bawling your eyes out as your face pressesagainst the glass (that she literally JUSTcleaned MC)

               -The moment you started to cry,she looked out of the window to see what was wrong and all she saw was thiscat.

               -Just sitting there, doingnothing special, literally just licking its paw

               -But you were so in love?? Andshe could obviously see how much you cared for this cat

               -Even helped you make cat-safetreats for the little guy, because she wanted to see you smile!

               -Lets you draw cats on the cupsof coffee or on customer’s napkins

               -Has to hide the cat calendaryou bought when the cafe opens

               -Because mORE THAN ONCE, acustomer has become extremely concerned and was afraid something had happenedbetween the two of you

               -Jesus chRIST MC YOUR LOVE OFCATS IS MAKING PEOPLE THINK WE’RE FIGHTING PLEASE STOP LOOKING FOR A FEW HOURS

*JUMIN:

               -Mr. Cat Mum™ now has aCat-Lover Spouse™

               -His life is complete. You lovecats? He loves cats. And you, he loves you too.

               -He is concerned for you mental health quite often though because hecomes home and you’re crying

               -And crying scares Mr. Han.Crying does not compute.

               -“Mc?” he askedcautiously, coming home late one evening. He stumbled upon you sitting at thefoot of your shared bed, Elizabeth sitting in front of you, tilting her headeach time she heard a soft sniffle from behind your hands

               -He sat next to you, rubbingyour back softly before even attempting to ask you what might be wrong

               -“It’s just… Elizabethdid this thing where she looked up at me, meowed, then just flopped over so Icould pet her belly and I just- It was so cute! I didn’t know what to do!”you managed to claim through your hiccups

               -When he looked up the homesecurity footage to see what you’re talking about (because let’s be honest,Elizabeth doing something cute?? That’s something worth looking up)

               -And he started to tear up aswell, that’s when any judgment against your emotions were thrown out the doorbecause?? Shit?? He’s crying too??

               -“MC, I… I understand. Iget it now. She’s just… I knew she was adorable before but that wasamazing.” “I TOLD YOU!”

*SAEYOUNG:

               -He loves cats too but he won’ttear up at the sight of them

               -But you can find a lot ofcat-related items throughout his house to express his obsession

               -Cat mugs, cat plates, catpillows

               -The first time he discoveredthe extent to your love of cats was when he dressed up for you- just to messwith you, he had you sit in bed and wait as he “slipped into somethingmore comfortable”

               -He came out in a maid outfitand cat ears(+tail), posing seductively in the doorway, meowing at youplayfully

               -BUT HE WAS MORTIFIED WHEN HESAW YOU STARTING TO CRY?? OH GOD HE JUST WANTED TO MAKE YOU LAUGH HE DIDN’TTHINK YOU’D BE UPSET???

               -You had to explain that no, youweren’t upset, you just really love cats and you felt blessed that he’d walkout in some cat ears kinky

               -When he wants to see you smile,he taps into Jumin’s security system so you can watch Elizabeth play around

               -You both cry. There’s nodenying it. You both love Elizabeth. If she were to ever go missing Juminimmediately accuses the two of you

               -Saeran hates going in publicwith the two of you because you guys practically get heart-eyed towardsabsolutely any cat the two of you see. You will physically s p r i n t to anyand every cat and he just walks away like he doesn’t know the two of you

*V:

               -He feels bad that you’recrying, but he’s so in love with how in love you are with cats??

               -Like he’ll laugh at you buthe’ll still gently wipe your tears away

               -He thinks you’re absolutelySTUNNING when you see a cat, if he’s honest with you

               -You think you look gross andridiculous because?? You’re crying over a cat just existing??

               -But all he sees is the passionbehind it all?

               -How the water in your eyesmakes them shine, the soft smile on your lips graces the rest of your features,how your love just pours out for this cat

               -All of it, he loves it all,please MC, never stop loving cats, he’s begging you

               -10/10 always taking pictures ofyou whenever you see cats

               -He takes you to so many catcafes around the world! He literally made a gallery out of the photos

               -“I call this gallery, ‘Thelove of my S/O’, and it features all of the cats they have fallen in lovewith”

*SAERAN:

               -Oh god are you crying??? Over acat???

               -It’s a CAT. They’re evil littlefluff balls!

               -And he loves them. But he’s notabout to cry over one like you are

               -He just groans every time youstart to tear up

               -But?? It doesn’t even have tobe a physical cat? A cat in a movie makes you cry as well and he thinks you’reabsolutely ridiculous

               -He does laugh at you in publicwhen you see one though

               -You don’t hesitate to sprinttowards the cat just so you can pet it

               -God forbid someone’s in yourway. They’re shoved over and more than once they have fallen over

               -GO MC, THAT’S MY MC!

               -Seriously he cannot love youany more than he already does. But he still won’t let you deck the house out incat furniture, he refuses. Stick to petting cats in public, MC.

[chickenfetus]

ALL MY EGG (and for the four names: jae, killer kang, minhyuk (whichever one), and santa

deadass i did the 100 questions ask meme for this ask and almost posted it rip

🐰 what is one secret that you’ve never told anyone?

theres literally nothing i dont even know what to say ???? 

💗 if you could hug anyone, who would it be?

not 2 be delusional but i would give up my world to hug changkyun

🐹 what are some of your favourite Pokémon and why?

glaceon is UP THERE idk why honestly but the sinnoh games were my first and i just??? i was really into ice and snow and shit u know so glaceon... thakn u

another pkmn ill always have is lucario ????? its just so cool?????

🌠 if you were in charge of the world, what would the world look like?

hopefully forgiveness and like???? acknowledging mistakes and learning from those u know jst positive stuff and like?? water. god i love water

👀 what was the most recent vivid dream that you had?

hm okay i think this one was from last night or the night b4??? and like???? idk???? i dont even know how 2 start tbh?

so im like hanging over at this two kid’s im a kid 2 i think place and idk we just talk and shit??? idk whomst the boys were tho

and then we get to a scene where its like??? at a train station???? and i go to the washroom to shit or smth idk thankfully i didnt shit myself irl

then i have to get onto the train which isnt even a train its like a carousel with seats??? and its like on a train track boys this is 2 much and i forgot to get ready my train card thing so the guy (who i was p sure was evil) waited for me to remove it so i got onto the transportation device lmao

and then once im seated i remember i forgot my jacket so i make like hand movements 2 the creep and hes runnig 2 me with my jakcet but the ride’s way too fast so i yell and say ill come back for it even tho im p sure i wasnt going 2

after that i wke up wild

☀️ what do you like the most about your best friend?

i dont have a best friend and all of my friends have their own unique qualities if i went into a rant abt them rn this will b so long

😘 talk about your crush or partner

[minhyuk voice] theres none

💁 if someone was rude to you, would you be rude back?

ya bc im petty but it really depends on the person

🌟 what do you like about yourself? (must choose at least 3 things!)

my personality (the good parts)

my values

my taste in friends (my Big Friends are either geminis or scorpios good)

🐾 what are you scared of most? how will you overcome it?

the dark and bitch isnt gonna turn off her night light any time soon

🎁 what never fails to make you happy?

seeing my favourite happy, listening to the music i like 

💙 what annoys you about some people?

i jjust went into a full out rant abt this on the other reply so ill be quiet now

😤 do you get angry easily?

yeahhhhh 

🐇 what do you always daydream about?

my faves tbh

🌻 if you could change 3 things about the world what would you change?

bad people , gone.

everybody only sends love and happy things on anon

i just want everyone 2 b nice & friendly wars of any sort dont exist and no one wants anybody dead

🍓 send me 4 names: kiss, befriend, kill or marry?

if u sent jae’s name earlier id have trouble so im glad

kiss: tihis is so fucking embarrassing wtf minhyku (mx) but only on the cheek basically everywhere except the lips or anyplace weird

befriend: brian :-0

kill: jae goodbye loser

marry: sanha we can yell every time we gotta turn the lights off

✈️ what is your dream city and why?

tokyo bc its NICE

☕️ talk about your ideal day

cant read

🌸 are you an introvert, ambivert or extrovert?

i suddenly thought of the word ambivore which made me think of the word vore i wanna delete im a both? mayb idk

💧 when was the last time you cried?

nov 3 bc my heart hurts whenever i see ppl being a bad friend

🎵 name 5 songs you love at the moment

oh worm

all alone - day6

with you - astro

dramarama - mx (even though it isnt out yet lmao)

run - bts (the superior bts song)

hellevator - / (i was rly gonna make this mixed languages but rip)

⚡️ if you had any superpower, what would it be and why?

to fly bc im basic

💛 if you could talk to your younger self, what would you say?

dont do that

💚 who are you jealous of and why?

nobody in general????????? 

💎 which one would you rather have more of: intelligence, beauty, kindness, wealth or bravery? why?

intelligence i have 2 live somehow what if my money gets stolen

🙊 what are you ashamed of?

my humor

🌺 which languages do you know? which do you want to learn?

i (barely) know chinese despite having 2 take it all my life legends only

i know english but im bad at that 2 and its my first language once again legends only

i wanna learn japanese and korean 

🍀 if you could be any fictional character’s best friend/lover, which fictional character would you be?

the cow from voltron 

☁️ talk about your dream universe.

weve already discussed this

💜 which acts of kindness are you going to do today?

oh w-0rm ok so im a regular anon on this persons blog and i wanted to send an ask but never got arnd doing it so im gonna send her one. soon/

🐬 if you could transform into any animal/magical creature, what would you be and why?

let me live my life as a furry and cat

🍄 talk about someone/something you really dislike

are u ready 4 me to b the meanest person yet bc i sure am lets fucking go

so theres this girl. and i know her (unfortunately) and ive known her since like 4 years ago and back then she was already pretty shit tbh

she cried bc she had to sit in between the “weird” and “dirty” girls in our class and she headass cried in front of them and everyone just bc she didnt like the arrangement?? shes called the “dirty” girl disgusting before and has made fun of her in front of everybody its just bad :-/

now. fast forward 3 years and in addition to still being disrespectful and rude, she now vocalizes her weird fantasies for her “oppas”??? some examples: 

“when i go watch __ perform im gonna climb onto stage and then my mother and my future husband will fight for me” and she calls those kpop idols weird shit and basically sexualizes them/???? she says the weirdest fucking shit on her ig story and tags them??????? 

another thing. she went to korea nd took a picture of a complete stranger and posted it on her public ig and called him her “oppa” and said that they had a “fun day together” despite the guy not knowing her at all???? she posted the pic of him??? i still dont get it tbh 

she wasnt even being ironic at all??? she calls herself & classmates “autistic” whenever she/others do smth dumb or mess up and its just sososososo fucking wrong

being one of the people to see how shes basically grown from bad to worse is something i dont fucking enjoy and i jsut want to leave my class already lmao 

ok but there are times where i do appreciate her because sometimes the class will be rly quiet and the teacher is basically talking 2 themselves but she’ll always respond w/o fail so thats great but its only bc she talks so damn much 

i just got a flashback to when she “jokingly” said she wanted to be a trainee for the rest of her life how do i just. god

😣 talk about some things that have been making you depressed/angry/anxious lately

we’ve once again already discussed this

🍪 what did you want to be as a kid, and what do you want to be now?

i wanted to be various things honestly?? ranging from an astronaut to a vet to an editor to an animator to other stuff i get influenced pretty easily so if i watch smth and i think its cool ill want 2 be that i guess?? ive been trying 2 get rid of that habit so now i have no clue what i wanna be

🍰 what are some of your favourite sugary foods?

sweets and chocolate cake

🍑 what are you obsessed with?

drinking water and staying hydrated

making my friends laugh is great 2

💘 what happens to you when you’re stressed?

acne LMAO 

😪 what are you sick of?

the usual

🙀 are you an adrenaline seeker?

i love scouting on sif and bandori so yeah 

💥 what are some unpopular opinions that you have?

lets not 

☔️ would you consider yourself a good person?

to a certain extent

😊 what do you like to do as hobbies?

use my phone???? send nice anons and comment on art/fics 

🎤 what’s the last song you hummed or sang by yourself?

none

🐝 what’s your worst trait? how are you planning to improve it?

my tolerance for ppl’s shit is so low

🎨 what do you always doodle when you’re bored?

my ocs

🐻 what’s stopping you from chasing your dreams?

i dont have a dream hence myself

🌷 what’s your mbti personality and why do you think it suits you?

infpt i dont rmb shit but yeah

🐶 send me 3 fictional people and I’ll choose my favourite!

falen i dont rmb what u sent

👑 who are your favourite celebrities and why?

i dont follow any :-o zendaya has had my heart ever since shake it off tho

🐴 opinion on day6?

ur rly gonna do this 2m e?

all alone just started playng this is terrible lets get it

so day6. a band i only found out about in late june (thank u boxy) and before this i only ever listened to bts and mx bc my friends stan them so i thought i was gonna expect boys dancing, the usual. 

i clicked i smile and i lost my fucking shit as soon as i saw the instruments because prior to day6 i was a big 5sos fan so this was rly resonating to me tbh and i was just !!! so fukcng excited??? i never intended to even get into day6 honestly??? but after witnessing how good they are and watching about all of the available mvs at that point i was completely in awe so i caved a created a stan twitter for them.

now, this isnt even the most of it. after becoming a fan i realized how much more these 5 boys are. they compose (if im not wrong) and brian writes lyrics for the songs each month because of their everyday6 project and again, im wow-ed because??? the amount of dedication???? they went from releasing 2 title tracks in 2 years to releasing 12 title tracks and 12 bside tracks in a single year. they havent released the december song yet but haviing to work on 2 or more songs in 4 weeks is fucking amazing if you ask me. 

theyre really talented and theyre just so versatile (am i using that word correctly) and each month their songs sound different. this project has given them the opportunity to try new things and you can hear the steady improvement in each of their vocals (dowoonie not so much since he barely gets lines, but we all know hes working hard) and if you listen to their debut song - kongchu and compare it to the version they released along with sunrise it just???? the drumming has even changed from the original version nd its so noticeable that whenever i hear kongchu from 2015 i know its the old ver

to add to those, they do vlives every week and although those vlives are always scheduled it still makes my day seeing them and watching them do the usual. 

one thing im upset about is that how they barely promote themselves, they rarely get on variety shows (the most is individual schedules) and we, as mydays never really get to know the boys so its harder to fall for them as a whole. i dont know if its jyp or day6′s decision but if this is how they want to be known for - their music only, then so be it. we still have jae’s presence on youtube, music access and asc. thats the most we can get and it makes it difficult for us to learn about the rest but thats okay.

another thing. their concerts are something i always look forward to (even though my interest has died down a bit;) their concerts are just so fun to listen to?? there’ll always be mydays who stream the concert so everyone else can listen to them play and they sound so good live it drives me crazy. mydays are always so hyped and whenever mydays sing along it just gives me goosebumps??? bc theyre so???? good????? 

tldr; day6 deserve more, following wise and promotions wise because they work so hard and once this project ends i hope they’ll manage to rest but still remain as a presence that will be known instead of returning to jyp’s dungeon.

🍋 do you consider yourself an emotional person?

there are days where i am more emotional than usual 

📚 share 3 books that you love and your favourite quote from them.

this is tiring

😔 what do you always do when you feel sad? does it help?

i sleep and boy it really helps

😌 what thoughts keep you going when you’re sad?

rest

🌍 which country do you live in?

singapore

🐧 describe yourself in 3 words

lame funny swag

🐵 which quotes changed you?

“rocky swag” - park minhyuk, 2017

💭 do you keep a diary?

nope

💫 who inspires you?

brian kang 

👻 do you believe in ghosts and why?

yes bc i love losing sleep

🎀 what’s your fashion sense like?

terrible

🎬 what are some of your favourite films?

i watched spiderman homecoming and i have no idea why i didnt see the plot twist coming but its GOOD watch it

🍦 what is one treasured childhood memory?

theres none lads

🐼 if you could meet anyone, who would it be and why?

all my internet buddies but sometimes i dont want to bc im kinda....gross

[heebiejbies]

Limerence - Chapter IX

Limerence Masterlist

Characters: Sehun, Suho, and OC (Ursula)

Warnings: This series contains mentions of assault, sexual violence, and stalking.

Word Count: 3.8k

Author’s Note: I’m sorry in advanced!

Limerence:  The state of being infatuated or obsessed with another person, typically experienced involuntarily and characterized by a strong desire for reciprocation of one’s feelings.

The first thing I saw when I awoke from a deep sleep was a crop of dark brown hair. I blinked my eyes a couple of times before I focused on who it was—Sehun. We were laying in my bed, apparently, we had both fallen asleep watching a movie the previous night because we were still in our clothes from earlier in the day. I grabbed the remote from my nightstand and turned the TV off, then my phone began to ring.

Dr. Scott

Why is he calling me so early?

“Hello, Dr. Scott? Is everything okay?”

“Of course! I didn’t mean to worry you by calling, but I have great news. Eric finally woke up, and they are allowing visitors starting today. A few of us talked and we decided we should go see him later on in the day. I was hoping you would come with us if you don’t have any plans today.” Hearing the news that Eric had finally woke up made me breathe a sigh of relief. I hoped that this would mean that he would be okay and make an almost if not completely full recovery.

“Of course I’d like to come, I’m free today as far as I know. My boss may call me in on my day off, though, he’s a real slave driver sometimes,” I joked. Dr. Scott chuckled, then telling me when and where we would meet before heading to the hospital. He said we would meet around 2:30 at the vet’s office seeing as some of our coworkers agreed to carpool.

We finished our conversation and I laid back down in my bed. I felt Sehun move next to me and he wrapped his arms around my waist. He nuzzled his head in the back of my neck, “I’m going to keep you here all day.”

I put my hand over his, “Don’t you have to work today?” He let out a quiet whine in response. I clicked my tongue, “Honey, it’s not like you have to go into the office today.”

“I have to go into my office,” He mumbled. I turned around to face him, “Baby, please,” I cupped his cheek with my hand, “You have to work.” He hummed, “Fine, but only because you said please.”

After a few kisses bye, Sehun finally left to go to work. I took the time to make a small breakfast, then get ready to go visit Eric. While on the way to meet up with my coworkers, I received a Snapchat from Sehun. He had his head down on his desk with the cutest pout on his lips. ‘This was not worth getting out of bed today :(‘ It read. Why is he so damn adorable? Aish! This boy. I waited until I parked before I responded to him, I took a selfie while doing a heart then added the caption ‘Only a few more hours, then you can return to bed ^^.’ At this point, I thought I would die from how precious he acted. How a man could be so precious, I had no idea. He came off as pretty aloof, but once I got to know him I realized how much of a softie he was. I had never seen anything so adorable, to say the least. Ah, how did I get so lucky?

After we arrived at the hospital, we went up to the fifth floor where Eric’s room was located. We went into his room in two different groups, mine being the second one to go in. When I entered I gasped. He had his head still bandaged up, an oxygen tube attached to his head, his left leg was elevated and put in a cast, he had so many other tubes and wires connected to him but he did nothing but smile at us when we entered the room.

“Hey guys,” He casually said.

“Yah, Eric! You nearly died and all you can say is ‘Hey guys’?” One of our coworkers joked. He laughed slightly, then began asking the same coworker for updates on what had happened up until he woke up. Looking at him at that moment, he didn’t look like what had happened to him hurt him as bad as it did. Who would want to hurt him this bad? Have the police been here to question him yet? I wanted to ask, but my gut feeling told me that now was not the time to bring it up.

He hadn’t really noticed me until he actually got a good look at who was in the room. When he saw me, his smile fell from his face and the mood in the room changed. “Hey, guys, can you give me and Ursula a few moments alone?”

“It’s nice to see that you’re okay.” After our coworkers exited the room, I decided I could speak now. Something about having them in the room made me feel uncomfortable and like I couldn’t speak, as if there were some invisible wall between me and them that made any interaction difficult to do.

“Listen, I’m sorry.” He said.

“Sorry for what?”

“I’m so sorry for all of the things I said. I shouldn’t have spoken to you in that way, my feelings got the best of me and I wish I could take back everything I said.” He tried to sit up in the hospital bed, but I came to his bedside and stopped him before he could.

“You need to take it easy, you-”

“I liked you,” He cut me off.

“W-what?”

“I liked you, well… I like you. I said those things because I had been trying to ask you out for weeks, and it seemed like you were just too busy to even notice me. I also found out that was when Dr. Scott had given his vet assistant’s job to you, I wanted that position and I became angry when I found out you got it instead of me. Now, I understand why he gave it to you, but that night I was just too angry and I’m just,” His heart rate started increasing, “I’m so sorry, Ursula! Please, forgive me!”

“Eric, calm down, please,” I sat on the edge of his bed and patted his back, his heart rate went back to normal, “I forgive you. I’m still upset that you spoke to me the way you did, but we can talk about that at another time. Right now you need to focus on getting better, okay? It’s a miracle that you survived, kid.” I couldn’t think of what deity was watching out for Eric, but the fact that he survived such a harsh beating was a godsend. Even if he looked absolutely broken now and would need to go through physical therapy, he survived and that in itself said something.

“Wait, oh no,” All of the sudden he seemed worried, “Ursula, you shouldn’t be here!”

“Why? What’s wrong?”

“Your boyfriend wouldn’t like you being here. You should leave, it would be best for both of us.”

Boyfriend? Sehun and I aren’t officially boyfriend and girlfriend yet, but who else could he be talking about? Has Sehun came and seen him? I know Suho told him about what happened, but I never told Suho Eric’s name. How would Sehun have known Eric’s identity? And the nurse did say they only started allowing visitors to see Eric today. Sehun would have had to come before us.

“Has a man named Sehun visited you today? Did he come before we came today?”

“Today? No, he was… He came… Ah!” He seemed to be struggling to form his response, “Ursula, please, I’m begging you, leave.” His heart rate started increasing once again, but this time I knew it was because of me. I apologized, excusing myself and leaving.

What was he going to say? I’m sure Sehun didn’t come before us, so when did he see Sehun? Something isn’t adding up here.

Instead of going back home, I knew I had to discuss this with Suho elsewhere. I called him and asked him to meet me at a cafe in thirty minutes. It seemed that Suho was my go-to person when I needed to talk about Sehun. He’s his best friend, though, he knew Sehun better than anyone and I know he wouldn’t be blind if there were to really be something wrong.

“You know, if we keep meeting like this, people might start to suspect something,” Suho chuckled as he sat across from me, “Not that it would be a bad thing, though,” He chuckled again, sending me a wink—an awkward wink at that.

“You’re not the best at flirting, Suho, even when it’s in a joking manner.” His wink made me want to cringe, it looked so sloppy and unnatural.

I’ve known you long enough to know that you are a complete dork, Suho, why are you this way? Hahahaha!

“Tell me something I don’t know,” He paused so the waitress could take his order, “So, what was so urgent that you had to tell me?”

“Do you remember my coworker that was assaulted? The one the police questioned me over?” He nodded his head. “Well, he survived and today was the first day that he could have visitors. A few of my coworkers and I went to visit him, and I think Sehun may have visited him.” I explained everything that happened and everything that Eric had said to me, “Based on the last thing he said to me, Sehun came to him before that. Before the incident probably, seeing as how he wasn’t accepting visitors until today. It just doesn’t make any sense, though. How would Sehun have known about who he was?”

“Honestly? I have no idea. That’s suspicious, though.”

“Well, you don’t say.”

“Wow, sarcastic much?” He clicked his tongue, “Maybe he came into your work and met Eric? Maybe they were friends?”

“No, the way he talked wasn’t a way someone would talk about their friends.”

“Okay, well… I’m not too sure what to say, honestly. This is really confusing,” He pulled out his phone to check the time, “Oh, I better get back to work. I will try and see if I can pull any information out of Sehun about it. Don’t worry, Ursula. I know that you’ve been having all sorts of confusing events and thoughts involving Sehun, but I’m sure they are just coincidences.”

Of course, coincidences. That has to be it, right?

“Yeah… You’re probably right. Thank you, Suho. You’re a great friend. By the way, you can call me Urs if you want, you know?” He nodded his head, then we said our goodbyes and left. Instead of heading home, I decided to drive around for a little while to think about things.

He can’t be right, right? How could this all be a coincidence? He had to meet Eric before his assault. There’s no doubt in my mind that he did. He couldn’t… Be responsible for Eric’s assault… Could he?

No. No. NO! Urs, stop that. This is Sehun we are talking about. He doesn’t have the ability in him to hurt anyone, much less nearly beat them to death. He had nothing to do with what happened to Eric. Stop thinking like that, he’s an innocent man. You know this. You have better judgment than this, stop trying to connect dots that aren’t connected.

“Hey, Sehun, can I ask you a question?” Once Suho was finished with his work for the day, he decided to go see Sehun. He stood in the doorway of Sehun’s office, Sehun furiously typing away at his keyboard. Sehun looked up briefly to acknowledge Suho’s presence, nodding his head towards the older male.

“Do you know a man named Eric Revlin?” Sehun’s typing came to a halt, his fingers freezing where the were on his keyboard. He could feel how dry his mouth became, he gulped and then forced himself to try and act natural. He looked up to Suho, “No, I don’t believe I do. Why do you ask?”

“Oh, no reason really. I just came across his name and thought he was someone we knew from the past.” Liar.

“Ah, okay. Well, sorry I’m not of much help to you.” Suho gave Sehun a curt nod, then exited his office. Once he was sure Suho had left, he grabbed his phone and opened the app to see what Ursula was doing on her phone.

I asked him about Eric, but he said he didn’t know anyone by that name. I could tell that he was lying to me, though. He knows something, but I doubt he will tell me anything. I’m sorry I couldn’t find out more for you.

Just like Sehun expected, Suho had texted Ursula immediately after exiting his office.

Really? Ah, this is complicated… What to do next. Hmph. Can you come over later tonight?

I’ll be there after Sehun goes to sleep, so he doesn’t get suspicious.

Wait. They’re meeting behind my back? How long have they been doing this? No, Sehun, calm down. They are friends, you know that. It’s okay for Ursula to be with Suho, you know Suho. He’s a good guy, he’d never betray you like that.  Don’t get so jealous.

Sehun forced himself to put his phone down so he could go back to work. Later, when he finished his work, he decided to shower and go to ‘sleep’. He laid in bed and pretended to be asleep until he heard Suho open his door. He knew Suho was checking to see if he was asleep, and when he saw what he thought was Sehun asleep, he decided that would be the time to go visit Ursula.

Sehun entered her house through the same bathroom window that he had months before. He crept down the small hallway and into the kitchen. He hid in the laundry room, it was close enough to the living room so that he could hear what they were saying, but also far enough away that he wouldn’t be seen easily and he could hide if anyone were to come into the room for any reason. They had already started talking once he got settled down and focused on listening to them.

They didn’t talk about much of any interest, mainly small talk or stories about things that had happened before, and one ten minute conversation about gardening that Suho started up. Sehun began to question if he should just go home, but before he could decide something of interest came up.

“So, where did your aunt live around here?”

“What do you mean?”

“Your aunt. Sehun told me that you had an aunt that lived here when you two were kids.”

“I’ve never had any family live here, I’m not sure why he said that to you.”

Oh no! Why did you have to bring that up, Ursula?

“Really? He said that you had an aunt live here and when he was offered his job he remembers coming here from his childhood and you both decided to move here.” Sehun bit the inside of his cheek, his eye twitched and he grimaced. Please, Suho, just switch the damn subject!

“Really? As far as I know, neither of us have ever been here before. I don’t know where Sehun got that story from, but it’s not true.” Sehun knew that tone, he knew that Suho was getting more suspicious. He moved closer to the door so he could hear more clearly, but he knocked over a mop bucket while trying to do so.

“What was that?” He heard two sets of footsteps heading towards the laundry room. When the door opened, Suho and Ursula found an empty room. They brushed it off as nothing, turned to go back to the living room. Suho stayed a bit longer than Ursula, something about the situation seemed strange to him. I know for a fact we both heard something, there has to be something or someone in here. He decided to stay over a bit longer, just in case someone actually were to be in the house.

Sehun had managed to stuff himself between the wall and the washing machine, out of sight from Suho and Ursula. He moved the basket that had clothes in it closer to the edge so the top of his head wouldn’t be seen. Suho lingered around longer than Ursula did, but when he left Sehun knew he had to get out of there. He climbed out from his hiding spot, then snuck back out of her house and across the street.

“Dammit, Suho! Why did you have to keep talking about it?!” Sehun stood in front of his bedroom window to keep an eye on Ursula’s house and to look for when Suho finally decided to leave. Suho. You’re my brother and I love you, but why did you do this? Why did you do this to me? Why did you have to betray me? You should have just played along and backed me up…

‘You do know what you have to do, right, Sehun?’

N-No! I can’t. I refuse! I can’t do that to him.

‘But you must, you know that you have to. There is no other option.’

There has to be another option… There just has to be.

“I can’t do that to him… He’s family. He’s like my brother. I could never-” A sob cut him off from his sentence. He let his gaze fall from Ursula’s house, he dropped to his floor and pulled his knees to his chest. “I c-can’t. I can’t do it!”

‘You have to.’

“I can’t!”

‘LISTEN TO ME! HE THREW AWAY YOUR TRUST AND LOVE WHEN HE BETRAYED YOU. HE IS NOTHING NOW.’

“No! He didn’t mean to. He would never purposely do anything to hurt me!” He slammed the back of his head against the wall, “Stop it, please!”

‘If you do not do this, everything you worked for will eventually all fall apart. Is that what you want?’

“No! Please, stop!” His wailing kept him from hearing Suho return home. Once Suho heard the cries coming from upstairs, he rushed to Sehun’s room to see what was going on. He found Sehun in a ball on the floor near his window, he had his hands around his ears and he was shaking.

“Sehun!” He rushed over to the crying man, “Are you okay? What’s wrong? What happened?” Sehun kept pleading for someone or something to stop, he was in a trance and Suho couldn’t think of a way to break him out of it.

“Oh my God!” In the midst of this, Ursula had come over to give Suho his phone back which had been left on her couch. She rushed over to the two men and pulled Sehun into her lap, “Hey, honey, calm down. Shh, it’s okay,” She held him in her arms and rubbed his back, “Come back to me, you’re okay. You’re safe.”

‘Sehun, it is Ursula. She has you, you can calm down. You are safe with her. You are okay now.’

You… You came back to me.

‘I never left you to begin with, Sehun.’

Sehun’s breathing slowed down, his tears stopped, and he seemed to be calming down. Ursula petted his head until she heard light snores coming from him. Her and Suho helped put Sehun on his bed so he could sleep comfortably. She kissed his forehead, then she and Suho exited the room so he could sleep peacefully.

Sehun awoke to find himself in bed, nothing out of the ordinary so far. He heard giggling from downstairs—Ursula’s giggling. He jumped up from his bed and went to run down the stairs to see her, but when he reached halfway down the stairwell he could feel his heart shatter. There in the living room were Suho and Ursula in an affectionate embrace. He couldn’t do anything but watch as they kissed, “Do you think he knows anything is up?”

“Of course not, he’s too blindly in love with me to think that we would be together.”

“Well, what did he expect? After all the bad things he’s done to you. All the bad things that have happened to you since us moving here, he is responsible for. He has invaded your privacy, he’s broke into your house and took things from you, he’s stalked you, and hell he even killed your father. He’d be a fool to think that you would still love him after that.”

“Well, I guess we could call him a fool then.” Hearing her say that made something in him snap. This was where the line was crossed, he wasn’t going to let this happen. Not to him, not when he was so close to finally having his happily ever after.

“Do you want to go upstairs?” Suho asked, grabbing her hand to pull her upstairs. Sehun had seen enough, he bolted back up the stairs and back into his room. He softly shut his door, then threw himself on top of his bed. He started punching his pillow, not knowing if he was heartbroken or furious—or even a mixture of both. “I. Hate. You!”

He shot up in his bed, frantically looking around his room. His clothes were soaked with sweat, his breathing sporadic. It was just a dream... It was just a dream. It wasn’t real... It wasn’t real.

‘This time. It will be real if you do not stop this before it happens. We both know you would not want that.’

Do I have to?

‘Do it or else you will lose everything you have worked to get!’

You… You’re right. I can’t let that happen!

‘Do it, Sehun! Do it now!’

I… Yes, okay, I’ll do it.

He crept down the hallway and to the top of the stairs that led into the kitchen. He descended the stairs, making his way into the kitchen. He noticed someone on the couch in the living room. He noted that they weren’t awake, but rather in a deep sleep. He stood in the doorway—watching them.

“You know too much... I need to do something about you before you ruin everything I’ve tried to do. You won’t take this away from me.” With his fingernails on one hand, Sehun chipped the paint off of the door frame. With his fingernails on his other hand, he was biting those to try and calm his nerves. Then, a new plan formed in his head. “I’ve gone too far for this to be ruined by you.” A malicious grin spread across his face and he cackled, “I know exactly what to do now.”

He opened one of the kitchen drawers and grabbed a hammer. He walked across the floor, careful not to make a sound. The hardwood floor creaked under his step, causing his entire body to freeze. They started stirring and shifting around on the couch. Don’t wake up.

When their movements stopped and he was assured that they were still asleep, he made his way to the back of the couch. He raised the hammer up, ready to swing.

“I love you and I’m sorry, but I have to do this. I hope you’ll understand.”’

Author’s Note (again): Do you guys hate me yet? 😂 I hate myself a bit right now tbh