#when ur emotions and ur intellect

[notmuchtoconceal]

the sun and earth cults have both been perverted by reactionary NWO forces to leave you confused, powerless and ultimately at the mercy of yourself. they're both false religions which make blood tributes to demons through mass ritual human sacrifices. the ways in which the hammer and sickle and swastika reinforce and feed into one another is not at all dissimilar from the relationship between the actual sun and land.

you're alive right now. nobody can ever relieve you of the responsibility of being a proactive, free-thinking man. obedience is not pleasure and you've never wanted to just do everything you're told.

[chairteeth]

have u ever explained ur aro-ace hcs for tounemu

Hmm, I don't think I have. They're partially based off of my own experiences as an aroace lesbian as well as those of my partner and other members of the community, which I felt vibed with the characters. The headcanons vary depending on the fic/AU, but there's some general stuff I can easily share, I think. A lot of this is just gonna be vibes and what I believe fits the characters/is most interesting to play around with. Since this is a sexuality rant, fully expect me to talk about the characters beyond the scope of their ages in canon. In case it gets really long, have a readmore.

First, assume a lesbian layer under the aspec layer of the characters. So, let me try Touka first, because she's probably easier to talk about. I like to headcanon her as demiromantic specifically, because I just cannot see her getting crushes or falling for anyone she doesn't already have a significant emotional connection to, but she does seem like she would feel romantic attraction. Only in a very demi way, though. Very "over the course of years of having a close bond" type. She doesn't feel to me like she'd be interested in traditional romance in any way, shape, or form. Sexually, I'm... I'm so tempted to say demi sapiosexual you have no idea. That's because I feel like both Touka and Nemu (especially Touka) are attracted to high intellect, mind you. If I had to say, though, for Touka I'd classify her as a gray-ace. It feels right. I believe that she has this base, very mild relatively "constant" level of it, ssssorta like the allo way, but when she does feel strong sexual attraction, it hits her like a powerful and relatively sudden slap in the face and is only triggered by highly specific things. And also you have to know exactly how to work her, etc. I really, really think it's more about the mind games and stuff for her, that's what she's into. Same for Nemu, but I like doing something a tad different with Nemu, give me a second to rant.

I have many gripes about what people do with characters like Nemu, especially when it comes from people who are clearly ignorant or insufficiently educated on the aroace spectrum. See, Nemu has a very specific set of traits that often make people go "oh I see her as asexual" but attaching that headcanon to these specific traits when you don't even have a solid basis of what that even means grinds my gears pretty bad. Some of these traits are: quiet, glasses, bookworm/nerd, wheelchair user/physically disabled. Fandom culture around these kinds of characters is rancid. And whenever I've seen people write ace characters, it's one of two things: exotic allo or completely celibate. Which is just so far off from reality. The aspec is a lot more varied than people may think, and while being asexual does not equate to being celibate, that also doesn't mean that sexual experiences are the same for an ace person as they are for an allo person. You cannot simply say "oh they're ace but they enjoy sex" and then depict them acting exactly like an allo person, the approach is completely different. And then there is the camp that thinks ace = celibate. Some aces are celibate, some aren't. Don't even pretend libido isn't a completely separate thing too. So most of the time, it feels like internalized ableism, ignorance, the general assumption of "nerds don't fuck" (while this is the case for some, a majority of nerds are freaks) etc., and since it especially applies to female characters, also some level of internalized purity standards or something. Which absolutely maddens me.

Anyway, I see Nemu as grayromantic asexual. To elaborate a little, I feel like through her passion for literature and just how much poetry and how many books she must've read, Nemu feels some level of curiosity towards romance and approaches it from a pretty writerly perspective that would likely only ever work on another weirdo. It feels like she's more of an observer, but although rarely, she does feel romantic attraction, and in a relationship it's like a permanent little warmth in her chest. Not overwhelming, not loud, but like the tiniest ever-present flame of pure fondness. My ace interpretation of her, however, differs from others I have talked to. For example, my partner does understand my interpretation but sees her as gray-ace instead. Now, I see Nemu as completely asexual, but much like Touka, academically interested in the whole... everything surrounding sex and kink. My personal explanation for that one "people in glass houses shouldn't throw stones, Touka" scene in Miyuri's MGS is actually just that, simply put, the girls probably have conversations about sex and kink/fetishes. Not in a sexual way, but in a curious, intellectually-driven way, and that curiosity is what may lead them into experimenting when they get older.

The most fun thing about my interpretation of ace Nemu, in my honest opinion, is how it combines with other traits, like her high libido (headcanon we derived from canon, there are words in the background of Nemu's henshin and they're all philosophical concepts or other relevant stuff except for the word libido, that's where that headcanon comes from and it's interesting, so we're keeping it), her being a Buddhist, or her sadism, or the funny kink we suspect her of having (if you know you know). This is something I tend to touch upon more in AUs by honing her trauma to specifically highlight the issues she already has. Ace + high libido is already a potentially fascinating combination of traits, but when you add the religion thing and the kink aspects born from trauma, not to mention the rest of the trauma? It's so incredibly crunchy to rotate in your brain and analyze and play around with.

I think both of them would enjoy planning outings and the like just because they like planning things and they love quality time. They'd probably be trying to one-up each other often, Touka would delight in finding ways to fluster Nemu I think, and same in reverse, but Nemu does tend to be more dramatic, so she might enjoy the occasional theatrics as part of their little ludus thing. Who am I kidding, Touka "let's explode in a cool pose!" Satomi is also dramatic. I mentioned in my love styles essay that I feel like physical touch is vitally important to them, because of sensory craving and having been touch/affection starved as kids (yk, in a hospital, particularly Nemu), so that is one part of why I think they'd enjoy physical affection, from handholding to sex. The intellectual aspect of the kink experience also feels important. You can explore so much fascinating stuff about a character through their sexuality (general usage of the word, not specifically referring to identities here), and it bugs me a little that most nsfw works I've seen (not necessarily TouNemu), particularly Eastern ones, are just... character assassination galore. From my point of view, I don't understand why you'd ever want to do that, but I can at least comprehend the concept of "this is meant to be fapping material and that's why it's like that". It's not what personally interests me about nsfw, so I tend to stay away from any that isn't produced by myself or recommended to me specifically by someone in the aspec who I trust.

To summarize:

Touka demiromantic gray-ace

Nemu grayromantic ace

Both dramatic enough to pull off romantic stunts for funsies

Both hungry enough for enrichment and/or horny enough to indulge at some point (probably their teens, maybe their 20s if they're stupid enough, I could easily see them sharing a house and possibly a bed for like ten years and acting every bit like a married couple without realizing- this includes sharing a bed because as per new canon info, Nemu requires a body pillow, and Touka is probably the perfect size to be hugged while sleeping), but not the way an allo person/couple would. Being the freaks they are though, you probably couldn't even tell they're aspec as an external observer

[uriekukistan]

light or misa for the character ask?

imma do both 😎

light

My first impression: the first watch of the show i may have been a light apologist. i was 12 okay.

My impression now: i love him in a different way, i think he's super well written and really fascinating to watch but also i think he's a piece of shit i hope you see the vision

Favorite thing about that character: i love when they're insane what can i say

Least favorite thing: he hates women and i truly think that is a reflection of ohba because there is not a single well developed woman in the whole of death note

Favorite line/scene: he has so many iconic moments idk where to start

Favorite interaction that character has with another: those last moments w L...i don't know how to describe it

A character that I wish that character would interact with more: MELLO im just saying that because i want more mello in the series...but yk it would be interesting because they're both very hotheaded

Another character from another fandom that reminds me of that character: if i had to pick a character from tg i would say tsukiyama because they're both very extra (affectionate)

A headcanon about that character: i think he's one of those weird people who genuinely doesn't like music and never has (if you don't like music sorry but i do think ur a bit strange sorry)

A song that reminds of that character: i was convinced to think of oh ana by mother mother for him in 2020 so...but i did see a cool edit of him to shadows by pastel ghost and it was sooo cool

An unpopular opinion about that character: i don't think he's that smart. he's a top student in japan but that just shows he can memorize things well to take exams. a lot of the times he is cooking up plans he is using his emotions rather than intellect and he is just digging a deeper hole for himself.

Favorite picture:

a classic

Misa

My first impression: i did not like her...i was 12 okay

My impression now: MY WIFE I LOVE HER SHE DID NOTHING WRONG

Favorite thing about that character: her character design, she's my fashion role model

Least favorite thing: how underdeveloped she was, see my ohba hates women comment in my light discussion

Favorite line/scene: when she tricked higuchi into confessing that he was kira and recorded it. she isn't given enough credit for how clever she is.

Favorite interaction that character has with another: literally any interaction with L, i think they are so funny together

A character that I wish that character would interact with more: as per last question, L.

Another character from another fandom that reminds me of that character: if i had to pick, i don't know why but i kinda categorize her with saiko? classic woman who is underestimated because she's bubbly and cute

A headcanon about that character: i don't really have any idk

A song that reminds of that character: linger by the cranberries

An unpopular opinion about that character: i genuinely fr fr 100% think she did nothing wrong, she was a victim of two violent crimes who fell into the grasp of someone who mass murders criminals and is very good at manipulation, so everything she did was very understandable to me

Favorite picture:

fashion icon tbh

[applejuiz]

i love michelle jones bc of u thank you for ur older fics.. shes so important to me

It means the world to me to get this ask while I’m on a trip dedicated to Michelle Jones, best character in the MCU.

There’s a reason that she remains my profile pic years on, because she truly is one of my favorite characters ever and has genuinely changed my life. I’ve been a Spider-Man fan since childhood, but had never really connected with Mary Jane, especially not when Gwen Stacy was an option (thank TASM and the Spectacular Spider-Man cartoon.) I was in high school when Homecoming came out and it was a revelation seeing a character like her who was allowed to be such a weird girl and not wear make up and have her hair frizzy and be unapologetic in her intellect and values while also being insecure and awkward and growing, all without judgement from the story. It felt like I’d been waiting for a character like her my whole life and knowing that not only was she all these things, but that also she would be the MCU’a MJ was iconic. When FFH didn’t change a thing about her to make her more palatable as a Love InterestTM, I was so relieved and overjoyed and inspired that there was room for stories about characters like that.

Writing about her was the easiest thing I’ve ever done, her avoidant attachment style and emotional repression and dry dark humor were both uncomfortably relatable and deeply aspirational. Having so many people enjoy my fics about her was one of the first times I saw the impact of my writing and it genuinely changed my life.

She is my girl, now and forever <3<3<3

[alyensmemoir]

it's hard to be too self-conscious. u can't be angry when you've to. u can't be sad when you've to. there's this constant realisation that whatever u r experiencing is some momentary illusion created by the situations at that particular time and, for sure, will go away after a while. the moment when u r experiecing such things, when u r trying to be invested in it, there's a continuous voice from inside that hits u like a brick to bring u into reality. and all this looks like u r less empathetic. but in reality, u do experience every kind of emotion. but it all seems pointless, nonsense to show it on ur face. sometimes I think foolish ppl r more blessed than intellects.

be foolish, my friend

[lokilysolbitch]

spellcrafting tipz for people who dont know how to make spells

this is just a basic basic general explanation because when i started and everyone was like "put ur ingredients in the jar" id be like "but why is it in a jar??? why are we sealing it?????? how come sometimes the spell is in Not A Jar??????"

so basically from my understanding it is symbolic. you probably know how an herb symbolises a certain property. that extends to what the herb is in. where the herb is placed. etc.

and god i wish when people preach learning herb and color correspondences, they also added to learn correspondences to things like jars, candles, even directions and other common spell ingredients.

but heres a tip that you can apply to any spells you make on your own, especially if you are good with tarot. so we know with tarot's suits, air corresponds to intellect and wisdom, water to intuition and emotions, fire to passion and creativity, and earth to money and the physical realm in general. also fire is usually associated with quickness and earth with slower work. (it also means long hard work to me)

so to come up with a base of a spell idea, you can combine some herbs with a certain element. so if you wanted some peace in your physical life, maybe you could use earth and lavender together. you could bury lavender near your home to symbolise peace in your house. or combine lavender and soil in a small jar/container to carry grounded and long lasting peace with you.

what if you wanted emotional peace? lavender in a bowl of water. maybe you could wash your face or hair with it to symbolise mental peace (for calming things like overthinking) or drink lavender tea for bodily peace (for calming things like physical tenseness).

this is how you can layered spells, so instead of putting this herb for peace, this other herb for also peace, your spell becomes this herb for peace, this herb for how fast i want it, this other ingredient for where i want it, this other one for what i want it to manifest etc etc

and you also dont need to just use things you can find verified correspondences for. witches x years ago did not know what a beyblade was. there are no sources for how to use a beyblade in a spell. so use your brain and personal experience. beyblades are fast, armoured, and have a short burst of energy before they fall over. maybe you need a quick push or burst of inspiration. get a beyblade, make it represent you in some way (you could mark it with sharpie, put a sticker on it, maybe just name it after yourself, etc) clear its path and let it rip. maybe let it spin on your desk for academic inspiration, on the kitchen counter to inspire you to make dinner, or in a room you need to clean to put you in a cleaning frenzy for a minute.

it works kind of like analogies. i also feel that adding specificity in how you conduct your working could create less of a need to basically play word chess with the universe to get the exact results you want when you create chants and such. and this is important to me because i hate speaking. who says the universe needs to speak a human language with me. we will simply communicate in vibes and symbolism.

[theladybrownstarot]

𐙚˖°Pick-A-Card: What makes people get attracted to you ?

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Pile 1. Pile 2. Pile 3.

˖⁺‧₊˚Pile 1 .

❥˚ Pile 1 ! Let's know what makes people get attracted to you ?

𐙚 It is in your personality that you make and experiment with a lot of things ..I sense artistic people or abilities haha . what people like about is your simplicity that you have in your nature ; you don't like being into luxury a lot instead you love living simple , people sense that you can make a lot with minimum things, can be into DIY also and ofc can't forget that is how hardworking and focused you are. You value ur time and u r lesson.

𐙚 You are emotionally mature . possible that people may comment that maturity or looks that you have doesn't relate with u r age. You are stable with your emotions and u r not moody and that's what people want and me too. You give aquatic vibes or we say someone who has a vast personality speaks only when required plus you don't like fight with idiots for sure . Maybe people think to take advantage of u but they don't that they r messing with my pile 1 !

𐙚 People may think that pile 1 people u don't appear alot , u are cold , introvert and into ur things only but there lies a side where you are adventurous. When people get to know who u ate when you allow them (i sense capricorn vibes)they start to get attracted to you . People like your side angle face view . People got good jawline which may attract people .

𐙚 Bravo pile 1 you shock people with your entry . People sense you as a smart looking dude with wolfy personality too . Next, you got strong look . You people are brave ..idk u give me predator vibes haha. You people are masculine a lot . people get attracted for they way u stand for people and they way you aren't afraid. You inspire people . some of you could be rebellious also lol . People get attracted to you because they think you are romantic too . I got a message that is people imagine u as someone standing inside a forest and touching flowers . One more thing taht will resonate with few and this is 18+ some of few could be into rough sexual intercourse .

˖⁺‧₊˚Pile 2.

❥˚ Pile 2 ! Let's know what makes people get attracted to you ?

𐙚 okay , some of you have completed a major cycle and have been giving time to urself to rejuvenate yourself and everything or we say you have made some major changes in your approach like going with people and enjoying or something you felt to. people admire and are attracted to you because they feel that you are good companion to enjoy with , someone with more energy physically , you are surrounded by great and known people and they way you shine yourself . you could be best leaders , your skin might shine under sun light and you may dance good .

𐙚 people get attracted to you because they the love the way you are . you don't care people or we say you left thinking unnecessarily about people . they love that u r forgiving too . they are inspired from you to know for how to come after a past you had . someone who is good at giving advices. people are attracted towards your story of starting a new journey .

𐙚 so , people you must be mostly school , high school or college students . people think u as beauty with brain ^^. they get attracted by your smartness , intellect and they way you go t best skills in work . people like your dedicated personality toward things. you come with good ideas too . i see also standing 100 after being a zero . you gonna accomplish in studies alot hehe .

𐙚 you are humanitarian ofc people . you know the value of humanity . you people like to pull out small pranks haha.

˖⁺‧₊˚Pile 3 .

❥˚ Pile 3 ! Let's know what makes people get attracted to you ?

𐙚 people feel attracted towards you because they think you are a party sort of person . you like celebrating with people a lot . you are a night person . you are an extrovert who likes to approach to people and have fun and people want same from you for them ..ah you are entertaining . you could be heart of a party and party is what that makes you famous for sure .

𐙚 people think that you are a wholesome for them . you got best jolly nature . you like to enjoy life day and night . don't you people get tired lmao ? ig you kinda dance walk when you see your people around you . you can fun with any age person yess ! . you are shining stars tbh .

𐙚 you people could be into riding motor cycle or you could be riders. people love to see you on vehicles . people love the way you get instant clarity about things in some time . you are travelers for sure .you could be good at leading people . you got best explanatory skills . it is possible that when you get confused then people find it cute .

𐙚 most of you could have cats inside their homes or you got cat type personality or something . ig you enjoy with those only u feel with not with everyone . you got observational skills. there's something mesmerizing about your eyes . you people are emotional intelligent . could that you like moon . you like talking to moon . u got a good body also . you got a lot of things physically too. maybe into gym and diet also . you aree mysterious to people also like you got different things under your fun type personality .

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[booksmarting]

okay but do you ever think about how there’s an article on pottermore saying that hermione’s hex on the da sign up sheet was SO powerful that even umbridge and pomfrey couldn’t make the SNEAK thing fade from marietta’s face??? it still scares me that hermione permanently scarred someone because they snitched. even i have to be like ???? GURL. rita skeeter was one thing, but this??? so yeah. moral of the story: don’t fuck with hermione granger. and for HEAVEN’S SAKE, don’t underestimate this girl’s wrath.

[dxckgrxsonx]

thoughts on being a brat w/dick grayson??? I love ur writing!!

Pairing - Dick Grayson X (F) Reader Words - 1.2K Warnings - SMUT 18+ - Spanking - Fingering - Dirty Talk - Swearing - Hair Pulling. Notes - Oh pls pls pls just let me be a brat 😩 Let me piss off one Dick Grayson until he can’t stand it and has to put me back in my place. Let me push and push and push until he makes me regret it, makes me beggggggg.

**

He’s calm, controlled, face completely blank except for the gradual darkening of his eyes—pupils expanding to swallow the pretty colour.

Dick never shows much emotion when you start acting up—prefers to slip behind a perfectly stoic façade even if your persistent misbehaviour pisses him off like nothing else on this Earth—makes him fatten up in his boxers at the thought of punishing you afterwards.

He thinks that sometimes you do it on purpose. Rile him up just to get a reaction because you’re bored or want his undivided attention—sometimes he thinks you do it because you want it rough, want him to put all that intellect and people reading behaviour into taking you apart.

He doesn’t care what reason you have this time though, because you’re dangerously close to crossing a line.

He watches you with indifference, refuses to let the emotion swirling through his veins show on his face. You sit easily on the kitchen counter, legs dangling over the side and striking the cupboard door with each uncoordinated swing. The constant bang of your heel hitting the wood grates on his nerves–he knows you’re doing it on purpose.

“Cut it out.” He demands, thumbing through a case file and refusing to lift his gaze from the paper. Dick’s clever, he knows you want his attention, can see it in your posture out of the corner of his eye, but he’s not finished yet and you’ll have to wait.

Your gaze rests on the side of his face, accessing his demeanour to decide on what to do next. He’s always admired your ability to read people—has brought you on for help on more than one case—but sometimes, he hates that you turn that skill around on him.

There’s a brief pause of your movements and he thinks you’ve listened—thinks that you’ll jump down from the  counter and snuggle into his side, whining and pleading like you usually would when you want his attention.

But you don’t.

Your heel hits the cupboard again, harder this time. The bang reverberates and he feels a quick flash of irritation along his spine when your eyes don’t stray from his face. You’re watching, accessing, seeing how far you can push him until he breaks.

He says your name lowly in warning and lifts his head to meet your glittering gaze. The case file in his hand slips through his fingers and he’s vaguely aware of the way his heart kicks up a few beats. Holding his controlled stare you swing your legs, strike the wood and fucking smirk.

Dick loves you, he really does. Couldn’t imagine what his life would be like without you in it. But when you manage to effortlessly pull at every last nerve in his goddamn body he hates you–hates your pretty mouth and clever mind, hates that even when you’re being bratty you manage to get him half hard and furious.

He’s crossing the apartment in a few steps, face unreadable bar the tightness of his jaw. Your grin only widens at his approach and there’s a smug sort of satisfaction written all over your face at the fact you’ve managed to get his attention–it drives him up the wall, torn between bending you over his knee until you cry or kissing your pretty mouth just to hear you say his name.

He settles easily on the former.

“I told you to cut it out, didn’t I baby? It’s not my fault you didn’t listen and continued to be a stupid little brat.”

He feels you shift over his lap, hips wiggling in an attempt to get away from the relentless strike of his palm—grabbing your wrists in one hand he pins them to the small of your back and you choke out a pleading whine.

The whimpering hitch of your breath makes him hard—has him throbbing and leaking precum all over the inside of his boxers. Bringing his hand down again his palm strikes against the tender flesh of your ass and you sob.

Your fingers flex and he smirks when you try to tug your hands free from his firm grip—you do this all the time, rile him up then try to escape the inevitable punishment that follows. It makes him feel almost high—having nearly total control over you after you’ve been such a fucking nuisance.

“No, baby. Naughty little brats need to be punished. You don’t get to piss me off then try to wiggle your way out. I’m going to spank your pretty ass until I’m happy and you’re just going to have to lay there and take it like a good girl.”

Your voice cracks when you cry his name, all soft and needy and pathetic.

“That’s not gonna work, sweetheart. You’re going to have to try something else…how about ‘I’m sorry’ huh?” His cock twitches when you wail. “I wanna hear it, baby. Wanna hear you say you’re sorry for being such a brat.”

He knows you’re stubborn—won’t give up without a decent fight. But unluckily for you, he enjoys tormenting you, pushing you until you’re ready to shatter over his lap.

His palm strikes you again, and again, and again. The soft flesh of your ass yields under his palm and he can feel the heat coming off you. Soothing his hand over your skin he dips his fingers between your thighs—chuckles at how wet you are.

Your hips jump up when he brushes your swollen clit, thighs pushing wider to get more friction. He quickly pulls back—slick coating his fingers, and you whine, head hanging low.

“I’m waiting, sweetheart. All you need to do is apologise, it’s not that hard.”

“Fuck you!”

Your voice is thick with tears—maybe even a hint of outrage underneath. He’s thankful you can’t see the evil smirk on his face—can’t see the way his eyes light up with the challenge you give him—because it would only egg you on, get you to push yourself harder to annoy him.

“You’ll be apologising soon enough, baby. And because of your smart fucking mouth I’m not gonna let you come. You can stay all frustrated and wet until I feel like you’ve learnt your lesson.”

Slipping his fingers into your clenching hole he slides in up to the third knuckle—crooking his fingers just right to brush over that spongy patch of nerves inside you. Bucking under his grip he releases your wrists and instead grabs a fistful of your hair.

Wrenching your head back he listens to you moan—pumps his fingers in and out of you to draw more pretty sounds from your mouth. Your tight walls clamp down around his digits and an uncontrolled tremble wracks your thighs.

Pulling his fingers free when you’re on the brink he forces you to arch your back and spanks you—hard.

Crying out his name you sob—lips parting to choke out a string of desperate apologies.

“It’s too late now, baby. Saying sorry isn’t enough, m’gonna have to keep going until I’m satisfied. You wanted my attention and now you’ve got it.”

**

[twistyprefect]

Dang ur fast with requests! What do the dorm leaders look for in an s/o? Whats their type? Hcs please :))

{i'm going brr B) honestly i got v lucky with getting really fun requests lol, so much thanks anon(s) !! <3}

Riddle Rosehearts

Riddle would like his S/O to be relatively calm in comparison to him

he needs someone to balance out his more aggressive impulses and reactions to things (mainly to rule breaking)

he'll still expect his S/O to follow most of his (kind of dumb) rules, but he's less harsh on them punishment-wise; he'd need an S/O who wouldn't abuse this and respect his rules to some extent

really just needs someone who will love him and comfort him, but who also won't take his shit when he's out of control

Leona Kingscholar

Leona would love an S/O who is as relaxed as him, or maybe almost as relaxed as him

he doesn't do well with anyone high-maintenance, since he's pretty chill; he's not shy about telling his S/O they're annoying, so they should probably also have thick skin

doesn't need his S/O to be with him 24/7 and likes when his S/O has their own stuff going on outside of him

that being said, he still expects his S/O to spend a decent amount of time with him, so shared interests (outside napping) are also a plus

Azul Ashengrotto

Azul's S/O would be anyone that can help him avoid past sketchy behavior while reassuring his insecurities

he'd want a partner who compliments him at least occasionally, as well as someone who appreciates his intellect and magic skills

while he's a bit self-conscious about his own skills and looks, he doesn't expect his S/O to be perfect

he appreciates someone who understands him more than anything else, so his partner should be patient and willing to listen to him especially when he's feeling insecure

Kalim Al-Asim

Kalim really wants to be able to hang out with and show off his S/O, so they should be comfortable with being the center of attention to some extent

that being said, he's much more attracted to general vibes, so if his crush is uncomfortable with attention he does his best to adjust

he has a lot of affection and love to give, so someone who enjoys emotional intimacy and physical affection is ideal for him

he does actually like when someone can reduce his worse or stupidest impulses without treating him like he's an idiot

Vil Schoenheit

Vil is a beautiful person, so his S/O should also be beautiful; he considers personality and soul just as important as physical beauty

he doesn't ascribe to traditional beauty standards though, so he doesn't expect his S/O to be a certain weight, skin color, height, body type, etc.

enjoys a lot of beauty-related hobbies and content, so his S/O should either enjoy the same content, or support his enjoyment of them

he likes to pamper his S/O; his partner would be someone who accepts his gifts and acts of devotion

Idia Shroud

Idia is an extremely introverted person, and while he doesn't expect his S/O to be as much of a shut-in as him he does like having an introverted partner

more than anything, he'd want someone who is patient with him and his inability to socialize comfortably

a partner willing to get into his interests or listen to him talk about them at least would be ideal

he also would want someone who gets alone with Ortho! his little brother is important to him so he should be important to Idia's partner too

Malleus Draconia

Malleus would want a partner who is both tolerant of his more interesting behavior, but also willing to help him assimilate to the college more

he wants a partner that's not scared of him, someone who's actively proud to be with him publicly

someone willing to teach him how to be more approachable, or someone who is approachable themselves is also great!

would expect his S/O to be comfortable just sitting and talking with him rather than going out and doing stuff

[1111jenx]

Sorry to ruin the mood but what placements in a chart indicate anxiety and Depression? It’s been difficult lately

Hi there,

Before answering you question, I feel that it's a need to embrace my cancer sun and give you a virtual hug🥺 Things will get better b, get the help you need and know that even me, a rando on tumblr who writes astrology notes got ur back:) I won't make you wait longer, lets talk astrology and mental health.

Awareness Astro

—Anxiety&Depression🫂

part 1

Hey guys, I think its important before we move on to point out that having these placements which I'll be discussing do not mean that you definitely have anxiety or depression, it just means that from my limited observation and personal studies, these people with the listed placements are more prone to having issues with their mental health. However, I must let you guys know that I'm not a professional and in no place should you guys take my observations to heart, you can read it and let me know what you think though i'd love a discussion:)! Please receive immediate medical attention if you think your mental health is in danger, it is just as important as your physical body

water suns/moons with air mercury/ascendant or air dominant chart = contradicting energy. are very prone to rationalize their feelings. I notice that most water suns/moons have a harder time opening up to people and if they have an air mercury( mercury = minds, thinking, thoughts, intellecys ) they are very prone to rationalize and finding flaws in their own feelings. a true battle of the head and the heart. obsessive but hate that they are. very anxious people and intense people but they lack the ability to express it well since they're used to a different energy. for instance, pisces sun/moon with aquarius mercury are very complex and sensitive people but they are so objective, even with their own feelings and this in turns, create a resentment in them, fearing a part of themself and create a storm of anxiety in them as they interact with people, fearful of letting others in or not being able to express what they truly feel.

air sun/moon with dominant water charts or water mercury= their goals and intellect output differ from one another. simply put, extremely deep people yet will never let others in. unless they have some good aspects to balance this out, if not, they will shut everyone out and sink in their dark minds, letting the negativity consume them. they feel that they're letting themselves down and hate that they can not live up to even their own standards. very very prone to panic attacks from my observations, especially if theres cancer energy or libra energy present. rly hate oversharing but can not help it sometimes:(

capricorn moons= the OG villain. they are so used to be perceived by others as heartless even thougj they're not, they have a harder time relating to others emotions but that does not mean that they don't feel any. practically tought themselves everything they know. deal with a lot of bizarre stuff that most people are not even aware of. tend to cut off people when they feel threatened. depression and depressive episodes, feelings unloved and unworthy are so common. take failure personally so losing something or inability to achieve their goals will result in breaking down and detachment.

sun square moon, sun opposite moon: people don't talk a lot about this but the sun rules over our brain, therefore, any damaging sun sign especially to pluto, saturn or chiron need to be examined. very much prone to panic attacks and have their moments lacking self worth.

sun in 6H, 12H, 10H, 3H: super neurotic energy if there's a lot of harsh aspects (tight orbs or aspecting any other dominant planet)

moon in 6th house: escapism. extremely negative and need a lot of assurance. prone to expect the worst. usually have a very bad health or if they work they may never feel they're good enough and can slip into suddens anxious moment.

saturn in 1H, 3H, 4H, 7H and 12H

mercury in pisces or cancer= scattered yet idealistic thoughts, thoughts which they find it hard for others to understand. tendency to take everything personal and to heart, over analyze people.

mercury in mutable signs= especially if there are harsh aspects to personal planets. overthinkers and get uneasy when confronted. lowkey feel that its better to lie sometimes. blunt but not really, not with their own stuff. very prone to become tense and nervous. negative thoughts start to spiral and once it starts they cant control it. (i'm looking at u gemini mercury)

mercury opposite moon, mercury square moon: how the feel deep down ≠ their words

mercury square ASC= this creates very conflicting people, they never seem to really understand themselves and can have a harder time with their own mental health.

mercury square venus, mercury opposite venus, mercury opposite ASC= the need to lie so that others will like them, lie to protect themselves/their images. feel that they cant even be honest to what they want. carry burden like no others. actions differ from what they rly want most of the time.

mercury aspecting mars (afflicted tho): easily frustrated. over analyzing 24/7 and losing their shits 24/7 too. panic attacks. crippling anxiety.

moon in aquarius, leo, scorpio, taurus: at the same time, one of the signs of depression is persistent sad, anxious, or "empty" feelings (source). most fixed moon i know usually are very stubborn with their emotions, it also means that sometimes its harder for them to just let their feelings go. once they feel something it tends to stick around for a while, if not intensify as time progresses if theres no healthy emotional outlet. this is especially true for aquarius moon and scorpio moon. aquarius moon(fixed+air) people approach their feelings in an unusual way, sometimes if they're going through something you wouldn't even hear from them at all for a whole week, but then they'd come back and act like they're all good. scorpio moon(fixed+water) is naturally secretive with their struggles. they hates opening up or yearning for help so much they'd rather do it on their own and this tend to backfire most of the time. leo moon(fixed+fire) gives out a lot of love, they expect a lot in return and if not are so prone to pessimism and restlessness. taurus moon(fixed+earth) make connections through their charming ability to others, this is no secrets but they're one of the strongest people i've ever met, emotionally mature or have GREAT potentials to be one.

pisces moon: carry a lot of guilt and responsibility. they tend to have very low self esteem at one point at usually struggle to sleep a lot if they're not in a good place. very subtle yet very serious signs would be shown through this placement of the moon. they may lie to themselves a lot of the time for assurance tho. highkey need to be with people who are more rational.

pluto conjunct moon, pluto conjunct mercury or pluto conjunct ASC

pluto in the 1H,3H,4H,7H and 12H

Aquarius IC, Sagittarius IC, Scorpio IC, Capricorn IC: something about these people childhood was just off. as a child was extremely detached or extremely emotionala and switch from one state to another so often it's very alarming.

chiron in capricorn, chiron in leo.

mercury in Leo, Sagittarius: tendency to think of themselves as the one who carries the positive vibes, a need to always stay hilarious or as an entertainer for their circle, which is very exhausting and will sooner or later wear them out. great listeners to others but bad at opening up abt their struggles.

GRAND TRINE IN WATER: very very emotional people but something forbid them to show it and can get extremely obsessive and will lose themselves in toxic situations if not careful.

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love,

saint jenx🖤

[silkgonerough]

Astro Observation/Rants #3 (includes moral support for ppl with harsh aspects between their big 3)

🍰UNDERRATED ASPECT COMBO: Mercury sextile venus + mars when I tell you the amount of crazy situations I’ve talked my way out of and the amount of free things I’ve talked my way into is simply ridiculous.. The mixture of both I think gives someone a rlly nice and sweet way of talking but with a certain tact and persuasion with how their saying it if that makes sense? Which equals a real charmer in words but also someone very skilled in how to get what they want through what their saying. If you have this as well start using it to your advantage trust me it works!!!

☹️Does anyone else who has Pluto or Saturn on or aspecting the ascendant in a harsh aspect have an intense self awareness that kind of keeps them from doing certain things bc it gets to much be too much or you get too paranoid over what others will think of you?

😪Being a Sagittarius but with Saturn as my dominant/elevated planet is really not what I signed up for... I thought I was getting my fun carefree casual storyline but Saturn said it’s the struggle for me. RIP to young me who only looked at cookbook astrology and rlly thought I was doing something...

🙃Ppl who have their sun or ascendant squaring your own ascendant usually have habits or just certain things they do that tend to annoy you or make you judgemental in how they present themselves to the world and others around them. My virgo rising squares my moms sagittarius sun and I can’t take her anywhere 😕

🥵Venus square mars is so hot yet such a disaster in synastry😭 like maybe it’s because I attract relationships that tend to be as messy as something out of a Netflix original but I’m always so attracted to guys who’s venus’ square my mars... and then they open their mouths😪

📚If you know someone with mercury in an aspect to saturn compliment their intellect, writting skills or just knowledge in general!! Ppl with this aspect tend to feel insecure with being considered “smart” even if they really are! Most ppl I’ve met are able to articulate their thoughts rlly well and are like walking dictionaries almost? They way they talk when explaining definitions or concepts is also lowkey hot🥵maybe that’s just my Virgo rising talking tho...

💖Sun in any aspect to venus but especially the conjunct/trine as an aspect between two people is the official hype man aspect!! The venus person hypes the hell out of the sun person and vice versa!! Probs the loyal fan who’s always in your comment section😘I love this aspect sm tho you just love the entire being of the other person! one of my fave celebrities has her venus conjunct my sun and I am deeply in love with her🤪

😩WHEN WILL THE UNIVERSE GIVE ME ANYTHING OTHER THEN A DAMN PISCES ARIES OR LIBRA MAN ITS GETTING OLD give me my Scorpio or Capricorn man😭🙏 (except dont bc all of hell will break loose and it’ll be me invigoratingly opening the gates)

🌗If you have your sun in a harsh aspect to your moon (square or opposite) your childhood was probably not the most fun in the home life and you probably understood the harsh reality of marriage or just unhealthy relationships in general from the parents :/ the whole sun/moon inner conflict was also probs pretty prevalent and caused social issues with peers at school.. honestly such a sad aspect to have as a child bc everything’s so hard and you don’t understand why bc you don’t rlly understand yourself yet :( but once you grow into it and figure out how to balance your emotions/moon to your overall personality/sun one can become the strength where the other is weak and it creates a sort of wondrous enigma of a person and ppl can become rlly entranced in your personality! It’s called layers bitch😜

🤫Scorpio/Pluto in the 3rd house (I have both����) could be someone who has a lot of secretive hobbies or interests that they don’t share with a lot of ppl but may have a secret social media accounts for them👀 not the type to tell ppl if they like someone but the ppl who are close to them will catch on or honestly figure out just by asking them straight up bc once confronted we get all embarrassed and you can see it on our faces super easily! We love our mysteries, plot twist or literally anything that requires digging deeper or making theories when reading or watching something. No surface level shit here🙅‍♀️

💸Mars in 2nd house may have a shopping addiction or may be bad at saving money. They usually binge shop and are the types that went to a grocery store for more untensils and came back with a waffle maker and a bunch of baking supplies😅 stingy if you eat their food without permission... the type to freak out if they left their fave shirt at their friends house after a sleepover lol, probs has a thing for food and sex together or sex in a really luxurious place with candles and rose petals.. it’s go big or I’m going tf home with them. Have furniture in ur home their not fucking in a god damn roller rink🤣

🌟People with Mercury in Aquarius/aspecting Uranus seem to really like talking about scientific theories or futuristic concepts!! All the ones I’ve known have had really grand ideas and seem to like anything related to the mystical but also seemingly holds a lot of innovative undertones! One of my friends who has Mercury in Aquarius aspecting Neptune/Uranus has a thing for the Disney short films which honestly is like a mix of neptune and uranus in its art forms! I’ve always thought it was cute how eager she is to show me them☺️

🌊From what I’ve observed an aspect that can make someone kind of bad at confrontation or like vocalizing their feelings until it’s too late and their bursting like a freaking geyser is Pisces mars. It doesn’t rlly take a lot to have them feeling some sort of way either with or without a valid reason (this is just an observation from the ones I’ve seen I don’t want to generalize!!) but the way they get angry is like a baby’s tempter tantrum and because I’m a Sagittarius I can always see thru the bullshit and I’m like is anyone else seeing this? I think overall besides Scorpio having a water mars signs is exceptionally hard so I cut them some slack but at what cost😫

🤤Mars conjunct Jupiter people are yummy. The men and women both are so hot and the men are always exuding big dick energy and usually thats what their giving👀

🌎All my big 3 create harsh aspects to one another (sun square moon, moon opposite ascendant, ascendant square sun) I honestly don’t know how I made it this far without literally exploding from tension but to anyone with these I guess my advice would be to refrain from taking things too personally bc it’s usually never that serious we’re just already a bit insecure in ourselves and how we present ourselves to the world! Your perception of how others view you vs how they actually do are usually very different in a good way but we tend to self sabotage ourselves into acting the way we think others want us to! I think having so many conflictive yet different sides of yourself creates a very influential character. It’s kind of like living in many completely different places throughout your life. The change is always hard and you don’t always feel secure but your experience and perception on things are really unique and you can offer other ppl a whole new perspective on who they are bc you yourself are always looking through the world through conflicting yet contrasting lenses.

[moons-and-stars-and-shit]

uh so for ur matchups i don’t really know how to do this but i’ll just tell you some things about me:

i’m 5’7

i’m a scorpio

my top kins are kageyama and tsukishima

i play lots of sports

i listen to music 24/7

i’m so lazy and it’s a problem

TRAUMA but it’s made me strong hehe

i’m an intp

i’m pretty strong and can fight back (but only if i have to because that shit is too much effort)

and yeah thank you :))

@m00nlightwrites

Romantic Matchup

Suna Rintarou

How Y’all Met

Oop

you had gotten into a fight 😬

And APPARENTLY suna had recorded the whole thing

You knew he recorded it

So when the principal called him into the office because he was a “witness” you panicked

Granted you didn’t know who he was

So for all you knew he was bout to snitch you out

But he didn’t

He simply said he had saw some commotion but was late for practice so he ignored it

Which effectively got you outta trouble

You had caught up with him to thank him for minding his business

And he simply said you could make it up to him with lunch

So you took him out for lunch and paid for it

You both actually had a really good time

So Y’all started to hang out all the time after that

Nothing big

Just little hang outs at the park or at your houses

Honestly there probably never was a established confession....

Until one day...

You heard someone talking shit bout our boy

So what did you do?

Beat their ass of course 🙄

And in the heat of the moment you accidentally said

“Don’t you ever talk about my bf again”

😳

Suna definitely teased you about it later

“Oho I didn’t know we were dating y/n

But deep inside he was happy

Honestly he’s been crushing on you for a while

And that’s basically how y’all became an official couple

What They Love About You

Gah

He loves how lazy you are

He honestly doesn’t see it as a problem

Cuz mf be lazy too

Y’all are lazy together 😴

He loves that you listen to music

Suna takes me as the kinda guy who always has a earphone in

And now he gives his other one to you

So you can listen to music together ❤️

Ok I’m sorry but...

Mf LIVES for your traumatic story’s

Not only does he find them entertaining

But he’s also very inspired by the fact that even though all that happened to you, your still strong and independent

Honestly he loves that you can defend yourself and your believes

He never ever has to worry about you

And it’s not because he doesn’t care

He knows you can hold your own and he respects that

Favorite Things To Do Together

Honestly he just likes to chill with you

Preferably indoors

Just like sitting on the bed or the couch and watching TikToks, Netflix, or YouTube

Omg he loves binging Netflix shows with you 👀

Or

He likes to play games with you

Bored games, card games, video games, you name it

Random Hc

He records every fight your in

One of those fight videos is his screensaver

Also he can always be heard cheering you on in the background...

“Beat her ass, beat her ass”

“Cmon baby show em who’s boss”

“Rock their shit babe”

10/10 we love the support here

Astrology

The Planets Mars and Pluto rule Scorpio, and the Planets Saturn and Uranus rule Aquarius.

Mars is a revolutionary, aggressive and spirited masculine energy, and Pluto enlightens these impulses and adds a rebirthing, cyclical quality.

Saturn is a cool, contained energy, and Uranus is about all things different and unusual.

Mars is emotional, reacting without thinking things through; such is the nature of Scorpio.

Saturn demands of Aquarius much hard work and discipline, while Uranus gives them that forward thinking mind.

A gentle Scorpio lover, careful not to tether an Aquarius in too tightly can teach their mate about a life based on emotional intuition, one that quiets the intellect sometimes in favor of physical sensation.

Understanding Aquarians can teach their serious Scorpio mates to calm down, to detach themselves from uncontrollable situations and to reevaluate their goals if they get off course.

Overall Aesthetic

Stylish Sloths 🦥

Songs

CYANIDE- Daniel Caesar

Small world- Mac Miller

Sunday morning- maroon 5

Sativa- Swae Lee

[apriorisea]

What do you think each of the boys top “love languages” are? (Acts of service, words of affirmation, etc)? You write so well, love ur blog 💛

-- Hi!! Thank you so much for your sweet words^^ That’s so nice of you. Also, wow, this is such a great question!!! I love thinking about how to categorize personalities, so I really enjoyed pondering this for a while 🤔😅Eventually I just went with what made the most sense to me, but undoubtedly these opinions could change over time. And, of course, these are just *my* thoughts, so I’d really love to hear from everyone whether they agree or disagree and why~ Thanks again and I hope you are having a great day/night 💜💕

BANGTAN LOVE LANGUAGES

Seokjin: Quality Time      -I think you could make a strong argument that he is also “words of affirmation,” especially given how much he courts praise (worldwide handsome, my handsome face, yes I’m handsome, etc etc), but.....I would also say that exact reason is why it’s not his love language. I think his personality is such that if it were his true love language, he wouldn’t be so bold about asking for it or encouraging it. So....for me, the thing that really makes sense for Mr. Worldwide Handsome himself is quality time. Of the 7 of them, Jin had the most opportunity to experience a “normal life.” He was already a college student by the time he was recruited, so I have always felt that, for him, the magnitude of their fame and the ways it changed his life has been a little bittersweet. No matter how grateful he is for his life and proud of his work and happy to be what he is, I can’t help but feel that he mourns the loss of that normalcy in a deeper way than the others. Therefore, I think it truly means the most to him when he is able to spend free, unbothered, private, and significant time with people he cares about. The ability to set down the title of “BTS’ Jin” for just a moment and be relaxed in company where he feels completely comfortable and cared for and normal is a dream situation for him. 

Yoongi: Physical Touch      -So Yoongi is, in my opinion, the most empathetic member of the group---the one who is always silently watching, listening, observing, and then handling whatever comes up. He is painfully aware of the needs of every person around him and doesn’t hesitate to step up and fill those needs where he can, and if he can’t do it alone, he helps the person find the solution elsewhere. Because of this, I think he’s very well versed in giving love in the form of words of affirmation, acts of service, quality time, and even occasionally giving gifts. However, I think the way he craves affection is through physical touch. Words of affirmation is a close second to me, but I think, genuinely, when he is as in-tune to the emotions and needs of others sometimes he just needs someone to hold his hand. I also think that, for him, physical touch and quality time kind of come hand-in-hand (no pun intended): his idea of being loved is sitting shoulder-to-shoulder with someone who loves him for a long period of time. Someone who will cuddle him and hold his hand and hug him when he’s tired and stressed, when he can’t sleep at night, when he is too overwhelmed to even work. Being in a loving, comfortable environment to him means being in one where puppy-piles on the couch aren’t unheard of, where it’s not strange to bustle around the kitchen bumping into each other, and where a touch on the arm is as commonplace as a smile. 

Hoseok: Acts of Service      -J-Hope is the toughest one for me, for reasons that I can’t quite explain. I think he plays such an important role in the group that has so many nuances I can’t really pin any one love language on him---except, for some reason, the one that sticks out the most to me is acts of service. For someone who has, by his own admission, worked very hard to cultivate and embody a particular persona (one that is happy and carefree and positive), I can see him being really moved by having someone quietly do things for him that make his life easier. Making him a meal after a hard rehearsal, unpacking his things for him after a long tour, doing the dishes or taking out the trash so he doesn’t have to worry about it, etc etc. Doing the hard or tedious or daunting things for him so he has a chance to just relax, to put down the persona for just a moment and be babied a little. 

Namjoon: Words of Affirmation      -Words mean the most to Namjoon. He has intentionally surrounded himself with words his whole life: lyrics, languages, poetry, literature. He probably also enjoys an act of service or an odd hour or two doing something Namjoony (museums, nature, etc) with someone he loves, but I think, when it comes right down to it, Namjoon communicates most and best with words. However, while others need words to praise them or acknowledge them, sometimes I think Namjoon simply craves conversation that stimulates his incredibly high level of intelligence. Sometimes, he just needs someone with whom he can discuss his deepest thoughts, opinions, philosophies, ideas, fears---and who will then affirm everything he has said; not necessarily agree, but just affirm that his thoughts are valid and interesting and provoking, to vibe with him on a similar level. Also, I think he really appreciates being told that his music, his actions, his life has had a positive impact on others. And, of course, I think he, who was mocked early on for his appearance, really thrills at being complimented for things beyond just his intellect and talent. 

Jimin: Receiving Gifts      -I know, I know: the cuddle monster of BTS is surely a “physical touch” person, right?? And if not that, then certainly the highly self-critical, sensitive, classically trained performer would surely crave “words of affirmation” the most, right?? ..........I won’t actually argue much against either of those, because I think Jimin, more than the rest of them, could probably easily fall into multiple categories. Does he love cuddling/hugging/physical closeness? Absolutely. Does he adore receiving praise or affirmation? Definitely. But here’s what I think about Jimin: he is one of the most empathetic people in the group. He’s caring, he’s observant---he’s completely willing to do whatever it takes to make the people around him KNOW they are loved. He’s intuitive and highly aware of the needs of others and acts on that intuition in a pretty selfless way. Because of this, I think it means a LOT to him when someone takes the time to buy or acquire something that he either needs or wants. It’s a sign that someone else has been listening or watching him as closely as he listens to and watches others. I think he is the sort of person who appreciates gifts (especially random ones) because it shows that the other person saw something that reminded them of him, totally at random or totally unprompted. (but yes, also physical touch and words of affirmation)

Taehyung: Words of Affirmation      -Honestly, he is the only one I feel most certain about. Taehyung needs to be told that he is doing well; more than that, he needs to be listened to. Some could argue that being listened to is more “quality time” (and I wouldn’t necessarily disagree) but I feel like hearing the right words and being able to comfortably say the right words to someone who is paying close attention are extremely similar. Taehyung seems to live off the praise of those who mean the most to him. Whenever he learns a new skill (painting, composing, ‘playing’ the violin) he wants to show the world: he wants to be told he has done well. He also very much dislikes being ignored or forgotten or spoken over---all very normal things to be irritated about, but they really seem to dig at him. I could get into a whole discourse about why I think this is (his position in the group, his history within the group, his particular personality etc etc), but for now I’ll just leave it with this: Taehyung is the sort of person who loves to cuddle, loves to receive thoughtful gifts, and enjoys spending time with those he loves---but what he needs most is to hear good things about himself and his accomplishments, to be reassured, to be recognized, and to be heard.

Jungkook: Quality Time      -Here’s my thinking: as the baby of the group, as the precious maknae that was raised by these 6 other men, Jungkook received (and still receives and will continue to receive) all the physical touch (cuddling, hugs, hand-holding, playing with his hair, etc etc) and words of affirmation ( “golden maknae”, he’s the coolest, everything he does is great, so handsome, talented, etc etc) a person could ever possibly want. He’s literally never lacked those things; he has ALWAYS had at least 6 other people to snuggle him and praise him (nevermind the millions of ARMY that would kill to do the same 😂). At the opposite end of the same stick, since he is the youngest I don’t think receiving gifts is anything new or special to him; plus he seems very much the sort of person who RELISHES his ability to provide for himself (see: his fancy car, apartment, etc). He’s also been raised in an environment where things are done for him as a matter of course, so acts of service doesn’t seem to fit either. Therefore, I think one thing that means the most to him is quality time. Actually, quite similar to his hyung-nim and best buddy Jin, I think he also genuinely craves any opportunity to spend quiet, private, meaningful time with those he cares about (although for an opposite reason: Jin aches for a life he used to have, Jungkook yearns for a life he never had a chance to experience). This is also why I think he’s always very vocal about how much he loves and misses ARMY: the time spent at concerts/performances is quality time to him, an opportunity to spend time with some of the people he loves the most.

[ferie-anon]

(●’◡’●)ﾉ hey, I hope you could look at my signs and see which member in NCT (any sub unit) would you ship me with? My placements are: aries sun & mercury, aquarius moon, saggitarius rising, capricorn mars, and pisces venus:)) Thanks!💗

(Your moodboard)

Alrighty, aries sun with aquarius moon, so I see you are someone with strong opinions and stubborn of your own beliefs/views. Probably rlly active, physically and mentally, your thought process and randomness is always intriguing and inspiring for others. With aries mercury, you adhere genuine thoughts, honesty, and expect loyalty just as you are loyal and there for those you care about. With pisces venus, you are sweet, self-less in love, and it is quite balanced with your aries energy that you choose to give your all, and heart to those you trust. Also that emoji in your ask desc, is literally uwu your placements make for someone genuine/authentic, and you also desire/value those same things back. Your aquarius moon with sag rising, kinda makes you pretty easygoing/the impression, idk wut it is but you seem someone who is able to cheer up or bring light to others, aquarius moons are actually pretty funny imo, they rlly got this thing going on where ppl be loving them and they don’t even know who these ppl. With sag rising, I feel you may be pretty active irl in some aspect, maybe hanging out with friends? Or going somewhere/doing any activities. Your complexion/impression may be glowy/healthy, in the sense, or physically. Lastly, your capricorn mars pairs well with your pisces venus and everything imo, with capricorn mars you hold yourself to a certain set of work ethic of consistency, carry and are aware of the responsibility, and you also show through care of others by taking care of them in a way, capricorn mars are lowkey smoothly quiet when aiding someone. I appreciate capricorn mars grounding/consistent nature becuz you guys are always getting something done or mostly.

Your match in Nct is.... Johnny!

Johnny here has an aquarius sun with a gemini moon! Fun in many different ways and every type of moment with Johnny is quite not the typical norm, something that will always be unrestricting and free but mentally stimulating. (Well in Nct, not the norm seems often there lol) With double air in the big 3, his sun in aquarius makes him someone who is quietly resilient yet engaging and a bit distant from his true personal feelings to new ppl, as aquariuses open up once they feel like they’re comfortable with sharing their true emotions with someone they care and trust enough. After all, there’s many aspects and layers of Johnny from wut we have seen, his variety moments, then his serious and lowkey intimidating moments as he is one of the eldest, and him with his members, playing along with them and talking with them personally. Johnny has a lot of meme moments, or rather memes insert in many video compilation of nct, it’s either iconic or just very “johnny” of him in terms of thinking, but remains memorable in nct content which can show of aquarius innovation and making new statements(moments/events). His gemini moon makes him share his intellect of moving through his thoughts quickly, at times making him quite reflexive verbally and etc, and him being random at times becuz gemini moons are the type of brains that will go through so many ideas and thoughts that wut u see may be only a fraction or part of their wittiness and intellect. The first meeting of a scenario, would be the first day at campus/college or uni. Though you heard or thought you heard some screeches that were similar to a parrot, and spotted the noise coming from a tall boy who was chilling and fooling around with his friend group. 'Hmm wut was that lol', you chuckled to yourself as you rush to the entrance realizing you're nearly late.

(Johnny explaining the term “oh daddy” is iconic and so awkwardly hilarious in context)

Johnny's moon is in gemini, and these natives are logical, ends up attempting to rationalize emotions through why they feel this way, however they appear distant emotionally or rather not be upfront with taking of their emotions till someone close, as with their playful and spontaneous they are deep down emotionally vulnerable and caring of others but shown in a rather lighthearted and communicative way. Displayed, Johnny on camera and all doesn't seem to publically display or make known of his emotional moments and etc, and that despite being one of the oldest, they still care a lot and face other emotional conflicts innerly thought they don't display as much as they're seen as dependable and taking care of others as the oldest ones. With your aquarius moon, you both are similar in that your emotional needs and feelings aren’t directly channeled or displayed at first. With aqua moon, as they rather open up eventually to the one they find trust and closeness with, new ppl/acquaintances coming into the life may not get to fully grasp your emotional sense of thoughts and may only be able to get the notion of your somewhat detached nature/closed off to ones you have yet to trust or be close to. Both of you guys are inquisitive and observant, however aquarius moon are observant like self aware of the final outcome or contribute to the big picture of all the details they intake. While gemini moons notice detailed things and small tidbits and things that comes through their mind. You both will be able to grow more open and navigate through the emotional space and company of each other with the similarities and with some differences regarding your thinkings, it will be a good development of new perspectives for each other. The communication will be very expanded upon, both being active mentally-wise and bonding together will bring new topics/ease at expressing oneself.

His mercury is in aquarius. Aha, these ppl communicate in a very intriguing, funny/expressive way that isn’t typically boring in a way. Either fromt eh way they speak or present their explanation, there’s something that is expressively creative or genius-like in the out of norm examples or speech they draw out. Becuz they think from different approaches to explaining the issue or concept, they’re good at making “sense” in some form, and others being persuaded at times and seeing a different perspective with their logic. So combined with Johnny’s gemini moon, the creative juices of humor and words with his aquarius mercury makes him quite the fun and mentally stimulating conversationer, at one point he’s basically enlightening u with deep social issues topics and talking about thoughts, then springing up a new topic about ten being scared of fruits and coming up with theories and jokes (or he’s gonna switch the topic again lol). With your aries mercury, u would enjoy his active perspectives and logic, mostly u would challenge it with ur own opinion and perspective and u guys were talk extensively on it, tho it may lead to banter mainly u attempting to stand by ur point for some topics, and sometimes u both would be laughing it off during a convo becuz u both thought it was funny and agreed with each other. Spontaneity and intellect in the mix is an enjoyable rollercoaster ride lol.

He has venus in capricorn~ Cue Johnny explaining the term “oh daddy”, cuz he himself is lowkey one- jkjk on the pg rated side, there’s a sense of security and trust that comes with reliability of each other here, where Johnny would like to be able to provide that sense of secureness, whether emotionally, or “materially”, that ties with the bond and connection that is made and also initiates and desires stability. Johnny wouldn’t be very upfront regarding his affections and physical displayment of love or feelings, but it would be inherently noticed by you eventually, you may be a bit oblivious at first like “..? Oh he did something thoughtful becuz of me”. (Mark cheerleading in the audience: “oh dude he’s flirting”) Your pisces venus would give words of affirmations and selfless help and attentiveness at him, it may just be watching and wandering around him as you guys talk or eat. And he would also notice, tho similarly he may be a bit oblivious but probs realize quicker, ‘oh that’s why u said that-‘. I feel like you would initiate physical touch/skinship to express yourself, it may be subtle like hand holding or just playing around with his sleeve or hand. Johnny would be smiling softly inside, he would have a sliight lift of the corners of his lips in reaction to wut ur doing, cuz he wanna play it cool/he’s “totally not paying attention to wut ur doing”. Cute vibes yall.

Lastly, Johnny has mars in leo. Yuh, get into it, lol Johnny definitely is ambitious and also driven/puts it into action of it. The passion these placement exhibit and hold within their emotional desires and channel it through to get the success/outcome that they work for, Johnny is very talented in many aspects. Dancing and with a focus of the things they love, like for johnny being an idol, performing, interacting with fans international and in korea, and having a good time all through becuz that’s wut their heart is at. A focus/motivation that pushes through from their heart’s ambitious passion. (That probs didn’t make sense lol) Anyways paired with your capricorn mars, yall are power duo in this aspect of working till you meet ur goal/get that bag lol. In all seriousness, you both are ambitious, and where the amount of hard work lies is evident in both of yall. I would say leo mars are more reactive regarding their ambitions and dreams, linked to it in a firey manner or expression, like they’re charging through to it. Whereas your capricorn mars may be more pragmatic about the process but also charging through to meet ends of the goal. Though his leo mars does opposite your aquarius moon, the attraction drawn through each others difference in manners and execution is enough to create a expansion of new perspectives for each other as u guys spend more time. In the end u both will be able to understand each others own initiation and process of thinking and action, and the team work and work ethic together will be formidable to others ahaha.

Overall, it’s very interactive, fun, and a learning and experiencing relationship that is also calming in some aspects. The talkative couple, that would even say weird shit conversationally lol and everyone would not bat an eye becuz it’s “normal”. Goofing around and then being very close to each other that u both are comfortable in that aspect, so expressing your feelings to each other and dates would be cute and fun learning and experiencing from each other and hardships that you both face together to pull each other up for the better, very mutually caring. Yall are memey couple combined with intellectual sense of wisdom and care, and also power in focus of ur own passions and ambitions. The vibes you both exude together ->🍓✨🐠☀️🦭💅💞👯‍♀️📽 🍧 👜

[astral-lucy]

heyy, i don't rlly know if ur open to doing big 3 readings anymore 🥺 but i was wondering if you were able to tell me a little more about my big 3, if u r okayy with that ofc :D (cancer sun, taurus moon and taurus rising!)

hi honey! yes, i'm still doing them! haha

i feel like you’re very romantic, even though you’re scared of showing how you feel or you’re simply not the best at it. you most likely are super comprehensive, but you don’t show or tell about your feelings.

an earth moon generally talks about someone who doesn’t really show their emotions, since it’s hard for you! specially with a cancer sun, so not a lot of people know how to read you. but you may not be as closed off with your feelings, just private?

if your moon is on the 12h, it means that you most likely don’t show or tell about your feelings. you overanalyze them a lot, and you’re way more emotional than what people know (since you don’t let them see).

but, if your moon is on the 1h, tell me that your identity with your feelings. it says you express your emotions the second you feel them, which some people may find weird. you wear your heart on your sleeve. your face, your body language (even how you dress) displays your emotions, you can’t hide them. also, you may look like your mom or your looks can be influenced by her.

sun on the 3h speaks of someone being really smart or giving a big importance to intellect. cancer sun says you can be super dramatic at times and you could play the victim card a lot. you’re happy when you’re creating. do you like to bake?

cancer sun people are known for being super family-oriented. maybe you make your friends your family. you also may try to protect the people you care from them. the more you share with others, the more you will receive.

hope this was what you wanted!