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dzpenumbra · 1 year ago

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6/12/23

Starting to feel a bit run-down now at the end of the day, but today wasn't half bad. A big change from the big waves of physical anxiety shit I've been dealing with the past few days.

I slept through an entire sleep cycle (I think). I improvised yoga again since I just... hopped right back into RP streams again. I did a workout that I was kinda dreading because I was worried it was going to be the one that kicked my ass. 3 sets with 2 minutes rest in between - 10 sit-ups, 20 punches at the peak of a sit up, 10 flutter kicks (x2 per set) So, that was a total of 60 sit ups in one workout today, plus all the other shit. And I'm not even that sore, like... just a little on my sides. I'm actually surprised. I did get that thing where my muscles just wouldn't pull me up, so I'd have to kick my legs a tiny bit, but only towards the last few sit ups. I remember doing this exact routine before and really struggling with the ab stuff, to the point of actually just quitting the exercise early. So, I guess lately I've been putting on weight a little, but I've also been getting stronger. I'm okay with that.

I spent some time looking at diet stuff. It's still weird, but I'm trying to see the good in it, specifically by trying to get myself excited about cooking again. It was actually the first thing I did today, still in bed. I came to the conclusion that fiber = good and animal fat = bad. And I'm kinda piggybacking off this dietary thing to just... go ahead and trim meat out of my diet. I might as well, I barely consume it anyway. That's the long-term plan, anyway. Wouldn't be the first time, I was vegetarian for 3 years in the past. For right now, I'm re-introducing more homemade chinese food to the menu. I actually stopped making my fried rice when I stopped getting chinese takeout from the place next to my building. It was just too goddamn expensive. I can't be shelling out $50 for takeout for one fucking person. And I was making my fried rice from the rice they gave me, so... that went on hold for a bit. Hoping to make a comeback here.

The new additions to the diet? Cold Sesame Noodles, Chicken and Broccoli, and Rice + Bean Burritos. Should be good additions, I don't think there's really anything bad in there besides cheese and maybe sour cream. I guess the big no-no's are... cream-based stuff and animal fats, that's what I'm kinda gathering. So like... fatty meat cuts, butter, sour cream, whole milk, stuff like that. 3 of those things are in my fridge right now... XD So, gonna fix the milk thing soon enough, which is not really the end of the world honestly. Cheese is my fucking vice though, that's the one I really do NOT like the idea of parting with. I will part ways with ice cream way before I get rid of cheese.

On that note, I made 3 baked potatoes with pepper jack, about 1/3 the butter I normally use, a tiny dab of sour cream and a bunch of scallions. Really good. Probably not a regular meal from here forward though, we'll see. Quantity is relevant.

I should probably talk about this. I am trying to balance out... taking these test results seriously... and freaking out and becoming a paranoid health nut. Because I have a very clear genetic and habitual predisposition that leans me towards that specific obsession. My dad has been obsessed with his fitness and nutrition as far back as I can remember. I think my mom told me that it started around when they had kids, around when he was my age. Maybe he even got a test like this, and he just went full-tilt obsessed with it. That and work, of course. And... because he spent all of his time and brainpower fixated on work 24/7 and his own fitness and nutrition... my brothers and I grew up without a father. So... despite not having kids myself, I know the toll that can be taken from having good intentions that are rooted in obsessive fear. And one of the first things I did was let my therapist know that stuff about my dad, so that if I start rabbit-holing and freaking out... he'll know why. It's so relieving to have someone understanding on deck who I can just give a heads up like that, even if it's not necessary. Very glad I took giant swan dives of faith with my vulnerabilities and shameful stuff in the past so that now... it's pretty damn easy to just go - "hey, just letting you know that I have a really deep-rooted insecurity around that thing we talked about today, and it's because of _____. Just for the record, in case it becomes relevant in the future. Have a nice weekend!" Shallow "friends" and emotionally detached people hate it when I do that, they even see it as aggressive (somehow?), but being able to share openly and honestly is an invaluable social asset, I think.

I am pretty proud to say that I didn't work today. I took the day off. I started up a new Rimworld colony because... fuck it... and just kinda chilled and watched streams and played Rimworld. I was so fucking locked in on work yesterday and I got so much more done than I expected that I thought it would be a good idea. I really do think it was, I feel a lot more calm and recharged. Even tired at 4 AM.

Honestly, that's pretty much been the day. Chill Sunday, throwing together recipes, playing Rimworld, throwing together a grocery list that I'll hopefully get delivered tomorrow. Lots of exercise, and now... I'm a bit run down. My stomach's upset, which doesn't happen often for me, so my body is just like... "what the fuck is happening, PANIC!"

Luckily it's right at the end of the night, so I can just finish up here and just go curl up and pass out and all should be well. I'll wrap up with some tarot, of course.

Past - Eight of Swords (Feeling trapped and powerless. Being conditioned and complacent, not being able to see objectively. But if you can, this is an opportunity to remove yourself from that trap.) Present - Four of Swords (Rest. Taking time to recover and seek respite.) Future - Three of Pentacles, inverted (Teamwork, accomplishing more together.)

Alright, these are all new cards tonight, so that's a big accomplishment in itself. Some surprisingly simple and easy to interpret ones, as well.

The thread starts with the Eight of Swords. The symbol immediately struck me powerfully, because the card is an image of a bound woman surrounded by swords. In the image, she is bound by ribbons. This struck me because... I used to have a recurring image that stuck with me - in dreams, in intuitive sketches, in inspiration - of a bound woman... but the binding was sorta... coming undone. In my... I never really evolved the language to communicate what these... flashes of images that just come to me and then I turn them into art, what to call them... I often just call that inspiration. So, in that... the woman is bound with black ribbon or electrical tape, something like that. And she is bound usually in a manner that aesthetically resembles clothing, so around her breasts and hips. And the ends of the binding material sorta flap in the wind. And she was often being pulled up towards the moon by her heart, and levitating with outstretched arms. I ended up adapting this character into a tattoo that takes up the entirety of the outside of my calf - she has long hair and a fire tattoo on the side of her torso, and is armed with a handgun. A lot of... let's just generously use the term "sex-positive people"... have looked at this image and superimposed sexuality onto it... which has upset me a lot over the years, but... you know how people are. The binding is very directly symbolic of being trapped and constrained, and yet that constraint being something that keeps you safe from vulnerability to the world, being symbolically naked. Most of that symbolism I speculate to be emotional vulnerability. And due to that trap, she developed the need for self-protection. But her gun is lowered, and her face is calm. She was always a sorta... guardian angel figure to me. I don't really know how to describe that fully, but that's always been my attachment to her and that tattoo; she's a protector, a guardian. Maybe she remains bound... so that I no longer have to be.

Huge backstory to say... this image in Eight of Swords is a very similar and familiar figure. But the gist of Eight of Swords is... from my understanding... that this is something that appears to be a trap or constraint... but from other perspectives actually is not. An illusion, of sorts. And perspective can set you free.

This image is connected to the Four of Swords. This is, quite simply... rest and recovery. Plain and simple.

And this is connected to... inverted Three of Pentacles, which is a representation of teamwork. Many hands making light work that benefits everyone. But... that's in disorder.

So... in short... a shift of perspective that breaks a trap or illusion that I am (or was) stuck in... leads to a state where I can finally recover... but that creates the snag where I'm disconnected from others, and won't have helping hands. Something to prepare for. And this definitely seems to be a cycle I fall in a lot. I finally realize I'm stuck in this Chinese Finger Trap situation where I realize "oh, I can just walk away from this toxicity"... and then I finally get the balls to do it... and I revel in the bliss of peace and rest and recovery, and take care of myself alone... and then the second I realize I can't survive in this world alone and look around for a helping hand? No one to be found. Yeah. So... this is a good reminder of that.

Birds are chirpin, time for bed. Imma take a short relaxing bath first. Have a good one!

#diary #journal #online journal #stream of thoughts #stream of consciousness

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deathbecomesnerds · 8 years ago

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1- How are you? I’m good

2- Post a picture of yourself.

3- Do you ever wish you were someone else? No

4- What is your entire name? Elizabeth Noel Boyd

5- How old are you? 24

6- Age you get mistaken for: 14-16

7- Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality: Yes!

8- What did you do on your last birthday? Karaoke and Cheesecake Factory

9- What is one thing you would like to accomplish before your next birthday?: Finish some type of writing

10- What is your hair color? Red

11- Have you ever dyed your hair? Yes

12- What is your eye color? Blue

13- If you could change your eye color, would you? No

14- Do you wear contacts/glasses? No

15- Your opinion about your body and how conformable you are with it:When I look in the mirror, I feel like I’m chunky…but I’m kinda sorta okay with it.

16- Have you ever considered plastic surgery? What would you alter about your body? Yes, for my neck…I have some excess fat on it.

17- Say 8 facts about your body:

*I have dimples on my knuckles*All of my stretch marks are on my inner thighs and hips*I have a mole on the top of my right ear*My waist is longer than my legs*I hold all of my excess weight in my back*I have a freckle on my eye ball*I have long eye lashes*I’ve got a HUGE ass…

18- Do you have any tattoos? Yes

19- Do you have any piercings? No

20- Left or right handed? Right handed

21- What’s your sexual orientation? Asexual

22- Do you drink? Yes

23- Do you smoke? No

24- Do you have any pets? Yes, but he doesn’t live with me

25- Where do you work? At a car dealership

26- Something you are working on right now: My rendition of Sinister 2

27- Do you have any “rules” about food? All fries/onion rings must be eaten before the burger

28- Where are you from? Texas

29- What would you say is your best quality? I’m creative

30- What do you think you’re really good at? My job

31- What do you think you’re really bad at? Singing

32- What talent do you wish you’d been born with? Whistling

33- Are you a bad person? No

34- Are you nice to everyone? I try to

35- Say 3 facts about your personality:

*I’m ambivalent*I tend to lead*I try to be optimistic

36- Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you? No

37- What is your ideal bed? Why? King bed with super comfy mattress, with a mosquito net and fairy lights surrounding it. Because…logic!

38- Did you wake up cranky? Sometimes

39- Do you sleep with a stuffed toy? Yes!

40- What do you think about the most? Death

41- Share 2 habits: Nail-biting and Don’t turn on my phone until at least 8:30AM

42- What you want to be when you “get older”? I want to be an award winning Writer

43- What are your career goals? Write at least 3 novels, and one script.

44- What is your ideal career? Screenwriter

45- Is your life anything like it was two years ago? NO!

46- Do you replay things that have happened in your head? All the fucking time!

47- Have you ever had an imaginary friend? No

48- Say 10 facts about your room:

*I have a poster of Joan Holloway above my bed*I have a Playboy bunny pillow*I have a Puppycat plush on my desktop*My fan is always on*My bathroom is attached to my bedroom*I have a king size bed*My dresser is across from my bed*My TV is on my dresser*It has comfy carpet*It has high ceilings

49- Do you have any phobias? Astraphobia

50- Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist? I’m currently seeing one

51- Are you allergic to anything? If so, what? Chocolate and Silver

52- Ever broken any bones? No

53- Ever come close to death? Yes(?)

54- Things you like and dislike about yourself: I like that I’m ambitious, but I tend to always start on the ‘nuclear’ option of things

55- A random fact about yourself: I have a typewriter…from 1983, and sometimes I use it.

56- What are three things most people don’t know about you?

*I’m a podcaster*I don’t drive the Highway*I was born with Cataracts

57- An unknown fact about your life: I’ve had two Retinal detachments

58- Share something about yourself others might think is weird: I’m 24 and I sleep with a stuffed animal

59- Five weird things that you like:

*Blythe Dolls*Crispin Glover*Abandoned Buildings*General Tso’s Chicken mixed with Lo-Mein*Rick and Morty

60- Do you have a facebook? If so, would you add the person who sent you this? I do, and probably not, cause I only friend people I know in person.

61- Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? Tons

62- Describe yourself in one word/sentence: Trustworthy

63- A quote you try to live by: “Be scared, but do it anyway…”

64- Leave me a compliment: You’re awesome!

Favorites

65- What is your favorite thing to do? Write

66- What’s your favorite color? Blue

67- What’s your favorite band/singer? Lana Del Rey/Alt-J/Interpol

68- What’s your favorite movie? The Fifth Element

69- What are your favorite books? Girl, Interrupted

70- What is your favorite quote and why? “The only time you should look down on a person is when you are helping them get up” My boss has this quote on his wall, and it’s honest words to live by.

71- What is your favorite word? Copacetic

72- What is your least favorite word? Do-hickus

73- What is your favorite type of food? Chinese

74- Your favorite ice cream? Banana

75- What’s your favorite animal? Bunny

76- Dogs or cats? Cats

77- Describe your favourite texture: Warm, Clean bed sheets

78- What is your favorite flower? Lily

79- What’s your favourite scent? And on the opposite sex? Apples. I like the smell of Old Spice

80- What is your favorite season? Fall

81- What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die?

*Ireland*Maine*Sweden*New Zealand*Bruges

82- What are four things you can’t live without and why?

*My Maine necklace*My stuffed animal (Bunny)* Purple Pens*My phone

83- Which mythological creature are you most like? Why? Fairy. Cause I’m good and bad–but you don’t know until its too late.

84- What’s your favorite television show? The Following and Stranger Things

85- Favorite place to shop at? I don’t have one

86- Say 2 facts about your favorite things: I don’t know how to answerFamily, childhood and places

87- Say 4 facts about your parents:

*They’re divorced*My mom is Jewish*My dad is Irish*They met at NASA

88- Are you more like your mom or your dad? My dad

89- Do you have any siblings? I have 2 brothers

90- Say 9 facts about your family:

*We’ve very open people*We’re extremely curious about history*We’re a bunch of nerds/geeks*My dad tried to teach my brothers and I how to play D&D*We all love music*I’m not so much anymore, but my family is very pro-guns*My family wasn’t very popular in our neighborhood growing up*My dad’s family has a tradition of shotgun weddings*A lot of my immediate family suffer from some form of mental illness

91- What’s your relationship like with your family? It’s complicated

92- Say 7 facts about your childhood:

*I lived in the country for the first few years of my life*We had lots of cats in the house*My brothers and I were really close*I was always in trouble at school*I was allowed to watch scary movies*I wasn’t allowed to listen to rap music*I grew up in a conservative/religious household

93- The best and the worst childhood memories: Going to Disney World. My parents getting divorced.

94- Say 6 facts about your home town:

*It’s a suburb of Austin*People who grew up there, tend to stay there*It’s a ‘retirement’ community *It’s hard to get in and out of it*There are TOO MANY mattress stores there*It’s a KKK town

95- Are you going out of town soon? No

96- Where would you like to live? Portland, Maine

97- What would your dream house be like? Bungalow with a Lighthouse attached to it.

98- Where would you go on your dream vacation? Ireland

99- Where you want to be right now? Maine

100- Top three places to visit:

*Alamo Drafthouse*Outlet Mall*Coffee Shops

Friends

101- Would you ever smile at a stranger? I do it all the time

102- Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? Girls

103- Who is someone you never tire of? My best friend

104- Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? Yes

105- Who is your most loyal friend? My best friend

106- Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? No

107- If your best friend died, what would you do? Never leave my room and cry

108- A reason you’ve lied to a friend: Cause of the shame of the truth

109- Have you ever felt replaced? YES!

110- Say 5 facts about your bestfriend(s):

*They’re introverts*They like to read*They both wear glasses*They’re nerds/geeks*They’d kill for me

Relationships

111- The last person you hugged? My hair stylist.

112- Who was your first kiss with? Never been kissed

113- Do you like kissing in public? No

114- Have you ever kissed someone older than you? No

115- You have a preference for boys or girls? Boys

116- Is the male or female body closest to perfection? …uhh…the female body.

117- Do you believe in love at first sight? No.

118- Do you believe in soul mates? No.

119- What is your idea of the perfect date? Drive-in Movie

120- Based on past relationships or crushes, describe your perfect boyfriend/girlfriend: He’s got to be smart and ambitious. Blond. Square jaw and intense eye brows.

121- What is the first thing you noticed in someone? Their eyes

122- Are looks important in a relationship? Sometimes

123- What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for? A good jawline.

124- What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? I don’t think it’s a big deal, so long as it’s legal and consensual–who cares?

125- Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? No

126- Five guys/girls whom you find attractive:

*Shawn Ashmore*David Harbour*Adrien Brody*My (ex)Crush *Adam Goldberg

127- Do you have a crush on anyone? Yes and no. It’s complicated

128- A description of the girl/boy you like: He’s tall and skinny, dirty blond hair and blue eyes…square jaw, and intense eye brows.

129- Say 1 fact about the person you like: He’s an asshole

130- If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? “Oh, that’s cool…”

131- When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Saturday?

132- Do you think someone has feelings for you? No

133- Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Probably not.

134- Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? Yes

135- Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Yes

136- Anyone you’re giving up on? I don’t know.

137- Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? No.

138- Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? YES!

139- Have you ever liked one of your best friends? No

140- Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? No

141- Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? Yes.

142- Is there someone you will never forget? Yes

143- Say five ways to win your heart:

*Like Jazz*Have ambitions*Be smarter than me*Like movies*Be a decent human being

144- What turns you on? Umm…I like sharp noses.

145- What turns you off? Cockiness and blatant flirting

146- What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? I don’t know…dominate me?

147- What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you? Remember everything I’ve ever said, and then refer back to it when I contradict something. Lol.

148- What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you? Take my chocolate allergy into consideration.

149- Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? Have you had one written for you? No and No.

150- What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? I made them a mix tape.

151- Are you in love? I was

152- Are you in a relationship? No

153- If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? No

154- Are relationships ever worth it? I don’t think so.

155- Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? No

156- Can you commit to one person? I think I can.

157- Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? Yes.

158- Do you ever want to get married? Maybe.

159- Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? Probably not.

160- Future names of your children: Never having children

161- Do you get jealous easily? No

162- The last time you felt jealous, and why? I don’t want to talk about it.

163- What is your definition of cheating? Showing romantic/sexual affection to someone who isn’t your significant other.

164- Have you ever been cheated on? No

165- Do you forgive betrayal? No

166- Have you ever cheated on someone? No

167- Why did your last relationship fail? Never been in one

168- Things you want to say to an ex: I don’t have one

169- A description of the person you dislike the most: Jolene

170- If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? Yes

171- How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? None

172- How long was your longest relationship? Zero seconds

173- You’ll love me if…you just give me a fucking second!

174- Share a relationship story: I don’t have any.

Music, movies and books

175- How often do you listen to music? Every day

176- What kind of music you like? Jazz, oldies, pop

177- Do you like to dance? Yes

178- What was the first concert/show you attended? Eisley

179- Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? Yes

180- Share a song that takes you to a certain memory in the past: “Home” by Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros

181- A song that’s been stuck in your head: “Starboy” by The Weeknd

182- Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play:

*Angel in Blue Jeans by Train*Elevator Love Song by Stars*Music to Watch Boys To by Lana Del Rey*Kind by Eisley*Hope Dies by Zeale*Get Giddy by Grouplove*Every Day by Buddy Holly*C’mere by Interpol*Turn it Up by Robots in Disguise*West Coast by Lana Del Rey

183- A book you want to read/have recently read: The Man in the High Castle

184- Describe your dream library: I don’t have one

185- Last movie you just watched: The Autopsy of Jane Doe

186- Do you like watching what type of movies? Horror/ThrillerSituations and crazy things

187- You’re in a tattoo parlor about to get inked. What are you getting done? Probably the word ‘life’ in Hebrew

189- What’s something you can see yourself going to jail for? Assault

190- If you could be any character, from any literary work, who would you choose to be? Dolly Talbo

191- You’re given $10,000…under one condition: you cannot keep the money for yourself. Who would you give it to? No

192- If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be? Being honest with my friends about how I was feeling, and that I didn’t trust them anymore.

193- If you were an element on the Periodic Table, which would you be and why? Cu

194- If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? 2016

195- You’re an Action Movie Hero. What’s your weapon of choice and the line you scream when defeating your arch enemy? A wrench. “OVER MY DEAD BODY!!”

196- If you could design an amusement park ride, what would it be like? It would probably be peaceful. Like…joyful, but calm.

197- What is the first curse word that comes to mind? Cunt

198- What the last party you went to was… and when the next will be…Holloween Party. Probably my friends birthday next month.

199- Halloween costume idea? Mia Wallace

200- What are you supposed to be doing right now? Applying for jobs.

201- Currently wanting to see anyone? No

202- Why you follow me? I don’t know.

203- If you met me what would you do? I don’t know.

204- Leave me a ridiculous question: Who are you?

205- Leave me a cute message: Cute.Opinions and beliefs

206- Is the cup half full or half empty for you right now? Half Full

207- Do you believe in fate/destiny? No

208- What you wish for on 11:11? That everything’s going to be okay.

209- Do you consider yourself lucky? What’s your good luck charm? I used to. An old pair of Converse socks.

210- Do you believe in aliens or life on other planets? Yes

211- What is your religion, if any? It used to be Jewish. Nothing no.

212- Would you go against your moral code for money? No.

213- What’s more important to you: strength of the body or strength of the mind? Strength of the Mind

214- How important you think education is? Very important

215- If you were the president, what would you do? Make sure the American people were taken care of (healthcare, rights, ETC.) and have a word with China about North Korea. And slap Putin.

216- If you could change one thing in the world, what would you change? The wars going on in the Middle East

217- Is it the thought that counts? Or is that phrase circumstantial? It’s circumstantial

218- If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do? Do all the things I’ve missed out on.

219- Which movie character do you most identify with and why? LeeLoo

Feelings and Others

220- Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early? Get it done ASAP

221- Post a photo/draw a picture/write a poem (pick one) of a moment of personal significance:

222- Say 5 things you love unconditionally:

*My brothers*My friends*My co-workers*My cat*Christopher Nolan

223- What motivates you in life? The opportunity to tell stories

224- Something that you’re proud of: My strength to keep going

225- Five words/phrases that make you laugh:

“Yeah, well…your mom!”Balls“PIZZZAAAA!!!”“I have an idea, but let me take a selfie!”Snickerdoodle

226- Share the story of something that makes you smile: On the last day of New York Comic Con back in 2014. My best friend and I anchored ourselves in one of the Halls cause pretty much all the panels we wanted to see were in this one Hall. So I sat there, gushing over Shawn Ashmore ((who looked into my soul with his blue eyes)), I got to meet one of my childhood idols and take a picture with her, I got to learn about some shows that I didn’t know a lot about. And then I got to meet the cast of one of my favorite shows and…I accidentally called one of the actors by their characters’ name and he just smiled and responded by greeting me with “GINGABREAD!!”…we took a selfie and my heart dances when I think about it.

227- Something you always think “what if…” about: What if the US gets nuked?

228- What was something you used to enjoy, but was ruined for you? What’s the story behind that? Bowling. My now former team pretty much isolated us from everyone on our league by starting fights and so I left…tried to start a new team, but bowling was redundant for me.

229- Describe one of the most awkward experiences of your life: Telling my crush that I ‘like liked’ him…and he responded with “Well, that sucks…” before following it up with “…since I’m going back to school soon.”

230- Something/someone that you miss: My grandfather.

231- Are you over your past? Yes.

232- What is your saddest memory? When I came home from work and my family was waiting for me; I was sat down and told that my uncle had killed himself.

233- One of the hardest moments in your life: Having to let go of my dream to go to college

234- Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? No

235- What’s something you want to do that you’d be embarrassed to tell other people about? Pose in a boudoir shoot.

236- What was your most embarrassing moment? My shirt unbuttoned in Math class and I flashed my whole class.

237- Share one of your fears/insecurities: My right eye lid doesn’t close all the way.

238- Something you’re currently worrying about: Needing to find a new job before May.

239- Have you done something you regret very much? Who hasn’t?

240- If you could take something back that you said or did, what would it be? There are too many things.

241- Does anyone hate you? Probably.

242- Do you hate anyone? No.

243- Are you good at hiding your feelings? I thought so, but no.

244- What’s something you hide about your personality? I can be a real Mean Girl sometimes.

245- How do you approach social situations? Head on.

246- Are you a social or an antisocial person? Social

247- Are you an introvert or an extrovert? Ambivalent

248- Do you care if people talk badly about you? I’m more nosy/gossipy about it. Lol

249- How do you deal with criticism? I take it for what it is, and move on.

250- How you hope your future will be like? I hope it’s good and fulfilling.

251- What’s something that scares you about the future? Knowing that I’m going to die some day.

252- Five items you lust after:

*A good facial/spa day*Sushi*Nice pair of panties*A new purse*Stiletto heels

253- One thing you’re excited for: My tax return?

254- Describe the most terrifying/strangest/beautiful dream you’ve ever had: Every year, I have a dream where Michael Meyers hunts me down and tries to kill me. I literally spend a whole dream cycle running away from him.

255- Have you ever had a crush on a fictional character? Yes

256- Who is your celebrity crush? David Harbour

257- Make a confession: I don’t think Beyonce is that great.

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