#when im more coherent maybe ill actually deep dive breakdown here but like. it just hearts my chest a lot

[ilostyou]

...so i'll watch your life in pictures like i used to watch you sleep...and i feel you forget me like i used to feel you breathe...and i keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are...hope it's nice where you are..........and i hope the sun shines...and it's a beautiful day...and something reminds you you wish you had stayed.....you can plan for a change in the weather and time...but i never planned on you changing your mind..............so i'll go...sit on the floor wearing your clothes...all that i know is i don't knowhow to be something you miss...