#when i get called he/il i feel like im being unnecessarily demanding and using she/elle would be just as well
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whining time again
#gender related...#i kind of feel like im lying to everyone all the time?...#its internalised trans/nb phobia i guess#when i get called she/elle i feel like im lying bc thats not me#when i get called he/il i feel like im being unnecessarily demanding and using she/elle would be just as well#they/iel kind of feels like im trying to be a sunflower in the middle of a poppy field#im just doomed to a life of self doubt#void#i am grateful that when i started using sam and they pronouns nobody i speak w on here batted an eye and immediately did it#i am so so grateful of that#and of the people who know my birth name and don't use it at all#im. very emo abt that#and i feel bad for feeling like a fraud abt my gender#i know that it's bc well idk being nonbinary/agender/whatever is kind of confusing anyway at least for me#and navigating this w the very present fact of my main language being super mega gendered all the time#isnt always easy#i need to cut myself some slack abt this#thank for reading
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