#when i explained what i dont like about the game they even agreed

[crazy-hazy-sims]

PLEASE READ THE UPDATE AND THE REPLIES AND THE LAST REBLOG BEFORE I TURNED OFF REBLOGS BEFORE ACCUSING ME OF SPREADING MISSINFORMATION!!!! this post was written before steam realized they had the wrong tags on i agree though pirate EA games <3

As someone who knows alot about piracy please Pirate the sims 1 and 2 because the new rerelease has denuvo tacked onto it and that mf will kill your computers and drain your wifi

let me explain what denuvo is

in short its "anti cheat" code thats only purpose is to complicate the game code so badly that it makes it near impossible for pirates to reverse engineere the game and pirate it, ofc this is not true and Pirates can crack many versions of denuvo it just takes time

so essentially it does nothing but ruin your computer

how?

This extra slop code is integrated into the code of the game so it runs every single time you launch the game and on top of the code slop that games are made of that make your compute heat up and use up ram denuvo code is running ON TOP, using more ram AND internet, forcing offline games to go fully online When the games previously didnt need an internet connection at all.

It has been proven so many times that it cause issues from longer load times to frame rate drops, denuvo's code slows everything down and almost always performance improves by like 50% after denuvo is removed by developers.

There are games that were completely unplayable like they wouldn't even launch because of denuvo, and the company claims this is not their fault and that people should upgrade their computers so this wont happen.. yeah right

Essentially with the reveal that EA didn't fix anything about the sims 1 and 2 and just released them as is but with denuvo attached they literally sold you code to keep you Connected to their servers and force you to not be able to share anything with anyone and forcing the games to preform 50 times worse than their 25 year old selves...

So please dont buy a program that will kill your computers and ruin your games and allow EA to be permanently Connected on your computer thats posing as the sims 1 and 2!!!!

Please please just pirate these 2 games!

Also even though sims 4 is free also Pirate that shit its not worth paying over 1k dollars in dlcs when hslf od them do not work

Update the denuvo tag on steam was a mistake on EAs part it has been confirmed that they dont have it (proof in the REBLOGS) my point still stands though :

PIRATE EA GAMES PEOPLE its literally the better choice for your poor computers

[pbnbucks]

paige x nika x reader

word count : 638

warnings : a bit suggestive, sexual intentions.

summary : “ you met ur wbb player gf and to help motivate her, before a game you would give her a sexy polaroid pic of you and you bet your ass she plays better bc of it, considers it her lucky charm at this point” “they would trade cards or would challenge each other during training for their top picks of the sexy polaroids. treating them like the best playing cards ever. if you all live together, the polaroids are considered barter to get out of chores 😝🤭”

“okay but if i beat you in rock paper scissors i got both of theese and all your polaroids” paige hesitated but of course she was cocky and wouldnt let nika think she won so she agreed. “okay but if i win i get all your polaroids and the ones for the rest of your month” nika of course agrees and grabs the ball. theese werenf normal polaroids they where arguing over, they where polaroids of you naked all fucked out on your guys shared bed. your most intimate moments together captured for them. they worshipped those pictures it was a ritual. before each game they would grab their collection and mesmerize them.

Nika goes up to paige and gives her a quick kiss “sorry babe but id like my polaroids now” Paiges face is all red and shes pissed. she had just lost her 1v1 against nika over things she valued most “thats not even fair im not giving you them” and of course nika dosent listen and snatches paiges collection from her. you unlock the door to your guys shared apartment and you find paige on top of nika with nika in a headlock by the blonde and they still havent noticed you with them being caught in the moment of their bickering. “what the fuck are yall doing” their heads snap to look at you in shock. paige was the first to speak “she stole my polaroids” nika scoffs at the stupid blonde “dont lie to her” instead you loose your patience and put an end to their stupid fued “y��all better sit y’all’s lil asses on the couch right now” they quickly find the butts to a seat as you dramatically put your purse and water bottle on the counter and take your shoes off making your way to the living room and sitting down on the recliner across from them. “now somebody explain whats going on and why yall are acting like barbarians” paige sits their like a baby pouting as nika speaks up “basically…”

time skip

the innocent blonde knocks on the bathroom door and you tell her to come in, she goes up behind you and kisses your neck as she wines “she took all the polaroids baby tell her to give them back” your over all of their bickering that went on from the time you got home that you had to witness “awww is mommy’s princess sad now?” you say to her in a baby voice that pisses her off. she immediately turns around trying to walk out before you stop her “okay okay im sorry but what do you want me to do about it, you lost them yourself baby” she goes to sit on the counter as she makes her demands “i want you to get my polaroids back from nika because you love me and if you don’t ill never get out of bed again.” you make sure to noticeably glare hard at her “im not doing that” she crosses her arms and looks the other way “then you don’t love me” she sighs and waits for me to give in “why cant i just take new ones princess and you get to choose what you want, how does that sound princess?” she thinks about it for a good minute “okay fine i guess but nika isn’t sleeping with us tonight” you stop dead in your tracks grabbing her arm “don’t push it paige” she pouts but apologizes “go to our room ill go get the camera sexy” you throw you shoe at her for the annoying nickname she gave you when nika calls you it but she was unfazed by it so you open the door to your room and strip your day clothes off and lay on the bed waiting for your sweet girl.

[ghostgirl-22]

I was thinking about how muscular, body and completely solid patrick is and how i dont necessarily think he has a bony ass cus weve seen his cakes but i think he knows how heavy he is and i think he likes to sit on art alot, whether hes straddling him or sat on his chest or his back, and i think art likes being crushed my him. He likes people putting their feet on him, standing on him, sat and crushing him like theyre some big mean bully or a weighted blanket. He tries so hard but to get hard

Here you are— thank you for this prompt <3

CW: MDNI NSFW

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It happens for the first time when they're messing around in the dorm. It’s a rainy Saturday night and they can’t agree on what to watch. Usually they take turns with the remote. But Patrick thinks since Arts just flipping channels and hasn’t decided on anything yet that suddenly he doesn’t deserve the remote on his night. 

“Besides there’s a really fucking good hockey game on. History making.” Patrick points out.

Art doesn’t care about hockey. Not even a little bit. And Patrick really isn’t being fair. He never is. Art decides to hold his ground. He snatches the remote out of Patrick’s reach when he comes for it. 

Patrick chuckles but Art can see the inherent frustration on his face. “Dude come on you don’t even have anything to watch. You’re gonna make us watch this bullshit till we fall asleep,” he gestures at the television now playing an old episode of friends. 

“Well it’s my fucking day. If I want to watch this bullshit then—“

He’s interrupted when Patrick lunges for the remote again. Not a care for the fact that he’s launched himself on top of Art both of them falling onto his bed, Patrick reaching as Art holds the remote over his head. Just out of Patrick’s reach. Patrick grabbing at his arms. 

“Give me the remote!”

“It’s my fucking turn!” Art shouts back as they wrestle for it. Art can feel the difference when Patrick begins to use his weight against him. Patrick isn’t that much bigger than Art but he is bigger and he knows it. He eventually manages to pin Art to the bed, hands at his sides. Both of them sweating and breathing hard. And all Art can think is how heavy and warm Patrick’s body is, how good he smells even sweaty. How safe he feels with Patrick on top of him. so big and solid, easily holding him down. 

Patrick’s grinning and even though he’s clearly won Art is still squirming. Struggling like he has any hope of breaking free. Mostly because he doesn’t want Patrick to let go of him. But also, if Patrick lets go he’ll realize Art  has a boner. And how the fuck is he gonna explain that. 

So he keeps fighting Patrick off. “It’s my day! This isn’t fucking fair.” Art whines trying to press himself up.

“It is fair. Fair and square actually. Time to say uncle dude.” Patrick smirks. Shoving him back down easily. Shifting his pelvis to keep Art there and oh… oh fuck…in that moment Art swears he can feel the thick line of Patrick’s dick. Not exactly soft and quite notably bigger than his, pressed along his thigh. “Say it… say it,” Patrick’s laughing as he keeps Art down. 

Art is dizzy. Stomach suddenly full of butterflies. Squirming without realizing what he’s doing because it feelssogood. Squeezing his eyes shut like hes getting ready to drop on a roller coaster ride. Everything blue screening for just a minute and then he’s blinking himself back into reality as he feels wet heat spreading along his thigh. Holy shit. He just fucking came, god he just came in his fucking pants. He’s never gonna fucking recover from this.  

At the moment Patrick seems oblivious to it all, “dude are you okay? You look a little sick.” 

“I’m fine, you win okay,” Art says, knowing he’s gonna start turning tomato red in a minute. 

“Look how about if you give it to me now… you get it for the next two nights—“ 

“God Patrick… get off of me,” Art snaps. Shoving Patrick off and hurrying to his feet. 

“Dude,” Patrick sounds a little taken aback. “Hey man uh chill… im just messing around … here okay… take it. Don’t be mad.” he says, softly, holding out the remote as he watches art walk across the room and grab his towel. His gaze lowers to the dark spot on Art’s grey sweats and his brows furrow. He opens his mouth like he wants to say something but doesn’t.

Art wishes at that moment that the floor could swallow him up. He disappears into the bathroom without another word and Patrick at least gives him the dignity of never bringing it up again. He doesn’t come everytime Patricks on top of him from that point forward but he does get hard.

The next time he jizzes all over himself… it’s not just in front of Patrick so it's a little harder to recover from. All he can think is thankfully he was at practice and not in a game. 

He manages an impossible shot to win the second set after an endless rally against the Carpenter twins. Before he knows what’s happening Patrick’s jumping excitedly into his arms. They fall onto the court in a fit of giggles, Patrick rolling on top of him. All of his weight on Arts chest. His big sweaty body practically crushing him against the court. Patrick’s got his hands in Arts hair. Kissing his forehead. “I fucking love your kill shot man.” He exclaims.

Art sighs taking deep breaths… trying to inhale his scent, not sure what it is about it but he likes the smell. He also likes how hard it is to expand his lungs under Patrick’s mass. He gets so lost in the giggling and the sensations that it just happens. He’s fucking creaming his shorts again like a freak. Just instantaneously. In front of Patrick and the twins.

He panics pushing Patrick off, sitting up trying desperately to hide himself. Patrick still giggling until he sees Arts face. “Shit did I hurt you?”

“No,” Art says. He hurries to his feet and grabs his sweater off the bench, holding it in front of him to try and hide it. The Carpenter twins wearing matching smiles as they approach the net. Art fakes nausea so he can leave practice early. If Patrick or the twins realize what happened blessedly they don’t say anything. But Art knows now there’s something wrong with him. Something really wrong. 

The next time it happens, Patrick definitely realizes it. They’re piling into a car with the only sober kid after a party at Stanford. The driver, Owen, is insistent that all 7 guys can fit in his little jeep. 

“Come on, just scoot over,” he shouts from the drivers seat, “it’s not a long drive. Does someone want to take the trunk?” 

Art’s a little out of it. Not fall down drunk or anything but definitely real fucking tipsy, borderline drunk. He’s dumbdrunk enough to agree to do this and not call a cab which is probably much safer. He’s leaned up against the car door, Patrick sitting next to him. They’re pressed together so close that if they got any closer their shoulders and thighs might fuse together. And still there isn’t enough space.  Two more guys are standing outside. 

“Man Patty your thighs are fucking huge, can you cross your legs or something,” Owen snaps. 

“How about this?” Patrick says and he lifts up and just plops down right on to Arts lap. Big muscular thighs and broad solid back, he settles against Art’s chest like a heavy warm blanket. “Happy?” Patrick hiccups. 

A couple of the guys laugh. “Shit Donaldson be careful, it might be a bumpy ride,” Art’s teammate Clyde Stanton says with a smirk as he scoots over to the middle seat. Art wants to snap back but he’s already biting his tongue trying desperately not to get hard. 

“No that’s genius… Jason get on Clydes lap,” Owen says, directing the others. 

Art closes his eyes. God… it’s happening. There’s not much he can do. No matter how much he tries to fight it… he’s getting hard. And he knows Patrick can feel it. No matter how drunk Patrick is, there’s no way he can’t feel Art’s dick. It’s not like he’s got a little chubby, no of course he's getting a raging boner. Thankfully Patrick’s not saying anything. He’s not even moving away or freaking out. He’s just looking out the window like this is fucking normal. Elbow resting on the side panel.  Uncharacteristically quiet while the others talk about the night. 

They aren’t in the car long, but every minute feels like 10. Art feels both absolute mortification and a desire to stay like this all night. Patrick wiggles just a little bit and Art and just that feeling is too much… Hands shaking, breath hitching. He can feel the wet heat spreading along his boxers. Fuck. 

He knows Patrick can hear him, feel him. He’s trying to come up with a way to explain himself in his head. “It’s your girlfriend. I was so drunk I was thinking about Tashi and it made me jizz in my pants.” It’s weak but it’s better than the truth. “I just like when you’re on top of me.”   

Even though he’s desperately embarrassed, his brain is still mourning the loss of Patricks body heat when he gets up. Art has to sit in the car a minute to make sure the wet spot isn’t visible on his jeans. God what the fuck is wrong with him? Why is he insane? He pretends he’s just really drunk so the others don’t ask too many questions. He feels his skin heating up when Patrick smirks at him while they ride the elevator up in the residence hall with the other boys. 

Art’s roommate is home already but he’s fast asleep, snoring in front of the television. They sit on his bed kicking off their shoes and then Art attempts to get up and disappear into the bathroom when Patrick grabs his arm and drags back onto the bed. “wait a minute.” Patrick says softly. Getting on top when Art tries to get up again. Straddling him on the edge of his twin. He starts undoing Art’s jeans and Art is instantly panicking. 

“Patrick what are you—,” Art gasps, trying to push him away. 

“Shh…” Patrick says softly, reaching his hand inside. Warm fingers inside his boxers, brushing up against his dick… art can feel himself getting hard again while Patrick is smearing his fingers along the already sticky mess. “Oh….Fuck.” He grins.   

“It was… it was Tashi…” Art whispers, helplessly.  

“Tashi?” 

“In the car I was… I was thinking about Tashi…” Art says quickly. Patrick’s grin gets wider, his eyes glittering in the dim glow of the television. Art can feel Patrick’s knuckles brushing against him.   

“What are you thinking about now?” 

Art shakes his head and Patrick frees his hand and grabs Art’s face between both hands to keep him still. To keep his gaze.

“Whatcha thinking about?” Patrick teases. “Hm?”

“Stop it,” Art whispers. 

“Please…I wanna know,” Patrick leans in, he licks a stripe along Art’s bottom lip and when Art instinctively opens up Patrick slips his tongue inside. He tastes like cherry red and amaretto. Art hums softly, letting Patrick kiss him. Kissing him back. All of this brand new and fucking thrilling. There’s so much of him as he leans forward… pushing Art back onto the mattress. His hand slipping back inside Art’s boxers gripping his hard on

”You wanna fuck me?” Patrick sighs against his lips.

“Fuck… i… no im not… im” Art squirms and suddenly he’s feeling the heft of Patrick’s very big, veryfuckinghard dick suddenly pressed along his pelvis. “Fuck. Oh… God… Patrick,” he gasps. 

“You like this, don’t you?” Patrick sighs. “You like when I'm on your lap. Makes you want to put it inside me.”

”no I—“

”You have no idea how fucking hot that was. All I could think about was slipping my shorts down and letting you slipinside while both of us pretended nothing was happening.” He whispers.  

”Fuck…Patrick… oh oh my god.” Art whines, he feels breathless. Patrick’s dick. His dick is so big. So full. So hard. So close to Art’s… pressed so heavily against Art’s pelvis. The more of Patrick’s body that covers him the harder it is to keep still. And then they’re kissing again. It feels so good. Too fucking good. Art’s panting, pushing, struggling he’s gonna fucking blow his load again in one second if he keeps this up. 

“Patrick!” He cries and Patrick pulls back just in the nick of time, looking concerned and mildly horrified.

”Are you okay? Did I misread…”

”No I… no fuck… no…” Art is breathless because its happening anyway… he’s fucking spilling all over himself.  “God…” he gasps, sitting up and Patrick climbs quickly off of him. 

“Dude I’m sorry I thought—“ 

“No it’s okay…it’s fine I’m…I don’t know what’s wrong with me.” Art takes a deep breath. “I uh…” he gestures awkwardly to his pants. “It’s just it fucking happened again… it happens when you… if you make it hard for me to move. It makes me…it makes me cum.” He can’t think of a more humiliating thing to admit to anyone. He can’t even look at Patrick anymore. He’s just staring at his lap. Legs hanging off the bed. His pants unzipped, dark spot all over his boxers. Yeah it doesn’t get much more humiliating than this. 

Then an infomercial playing suddenly very loud on the television makes him look up. His roommate interrupts himself, mid-snore and Art panics. It could be worse. His roommate could be wake up for it. Fortunately he rolls over to face the wall. And then a minute later he resumes his regular snoring cadence. 

“So…you like when I’m holding you down?” Patrick asks quietly after what feels like a century.

“Yeah,” Art mutters, still staring blankly at the tv. “I don’t know. You're just so big and heavy and it feels like… I like it, I guess. I mean apparently I really fucking like it.” He chances a glance at Patrick. 

He looks amused. “That’s kinda fucking hot.” He grins. 

Art laughs and Patrick does too. He feels relieved almost instantly now that it’s out. Now that Patrick just knows it suddenly doesn’t feel so fucking shameful anymore. 

“Okay so…” Patrick sighs, still wearing the ghost of a smile. “So like…what if I pinned you down and rubbed my dick against you till I come?” His soft gaze going dark.

Art feels his heart rate pick up. He sucks his bottom lip into his mouth and nods. 

He’s barely able to keep quiet with Patrick on top of him. Grinding hard up against his ass. Pinning Arts hands over his head. Panting and moaning in Art’s ear as he chases his own orgasm. Art coming twice with Patrick heavy on top of him. already thinking that maybe next time he wants Patrick to do it inside of him. That he wants Patrick to fall asleep on top of him. Keep him safe and full and warm all night. And maybe Patrick’s right. Maybe it is kinda fucking hot.

(Prompt was brilliant poor execution is all on me sorry lovely!)

[nartblartmallcop]

human swap AUs

some more pics and also ideas for each scenario under the cut

human Mud AU

Mud has spent the past 50 years of his life lying, cheating and weasling his way through a world that would instantly kill him if it found out who he truly was

this includes painting any visible skin, hiding injuries as soon as they appear, slinking through crowds as unnoticably as possible and, yes, disposing of rotlings who find out his secret

he really wishes the prophecy could've chosen anyone but him. he'd love to relax for once and just be. maybe even for eternity. not worrying about death sounds like such fun

he hasn't even had any visions of the end times or guidance from the angels like he always imagined he'd get when he was younger

enter Ken, a Rotling who sees Mud bleeding from a wound and quickly reveals himself to be embarassingly hard to dump in the ocean

and despite his expecations, Ken makes him an offer: to come work at his butcher shop. they could use a clever guy like him as an accountant

this is deeply baffling, but as Ken explains, he gets a free employee and Mud gets a safe space and an easier way to get rid of any witnesses

what Ken is mostly thinking is that if he tries to kill Mud now it could very well cause a chain reaction awakening whatever forces of fate lay dormant around him. going 50 years without setting it off is too good a record to waste on a creature that'll only live for like 30 more

so Mud eventually agrees, coming to live and work at the whale belly butcher shop (no crime association in this universe) and having a single person to confide in. they'll develop a brotherly bond eventually

the whole plot becomes a story about trying not to set off the prophecy. will it work? probably not lmao

ken is playing the long game in killing Mud sooner by offering him cigarettes at any given opportunity. Mud doesn't even mind, but by the time he'll die of lung cancer Ken will be so attached that he'd be sobbing about it. ironic <3

human Ken AU

Ken has never been one for hiding. or even particularly good at it, so most of his 40 years of life have been spent out in the open and fighting to survive

somewhere along the way he accidentally created a yeast golem, but really, this became his greatest gift

ken had been achingly lonely before breadhead' creation, so finally having somebody to confide in and to trust pretty much saved him from going completely insane

and breadhead also has a deep affection for Ken, mostly expressed in his readiness to crush anyone and everyone who dares to threaten the duo, and in the enthusiastic way he offered himself up as Ken's mobile knife holder

i dont have as many ideas for this AU tbh, it would largely just be an action fest. loads of fighting because Ken just can't hide who he is (shrek 2 reference)

human Breadhead AU

i like just calling him Bready in this AU :]

Bready is around 30 and has been doing relatively okay on his own, but that hardly mattered to Melancholy, the spoiled rotten Mafia Princess of the Smiling Dead (who are far more powerful and influential in this AU)

she found the human from the prophecy all on her own and she wants to be right there with him when he brings in the end times, however he plans on doing that

so she decides to keep him, almost in the way that one would keep a stray cat

but of course, nobody else can know about that. it's their little secret. So she fashions him a disguise in the form of a massive Bread Head. he's totally tall and strong enough to just look like an "underbaked" one

and while Mel does regularly give him delicious food and a soft bed, Bready hates it here and would love to leave. But the Smiling Dead have henchmen everywhere on the island. He couldn't go anywhere without being found out immediately. in a way it'd probably be worse than his human identity being found out

this AU would take on a more comedic tone while still keeping in mind how much Bready's autonomy is being ignored. definitely imagining him snapping in the middle of a fancy ball or smth

bonus: all four humans meeting each other

mud would be salty to hear how comparatively cushy a life mel and bready have, while ken would just get protective of everyone

[snakehatepage]

I lost my virginity to ok computer now I hate men, especially Thom York. what dating a man does to a person..

anyways here's loser Ellie hcs bc I miss Ellie tumblr! not edited, I'm still unpacking!

MDNI, no men 😝 smut at the end (DONT look at me it wrote itself) I'll catch up on requests this next week k ily bai

loser Ellie! who actually isn't all that masc she just doesn't like the feeling of make up or frilly clothes, androgyny is just easier and comfier, makes her feel confident!

loser Ellie! who is so good at math, and science, and history. English, however, has come up from the depths of hell and has always been the only class she'll fail.

loser Ellie! who will stare holes in the back of your head during class instead of just asking for your number. or a pencil. or your name. or even saying hi.

loser Ellie! who gets partnered with you for an English project and wants to either jump with joy or end her life when you turn around and smile at her.

loser Ellie! who tries to be smooth when she asks for your phone number, but ends up stuttering and stammering, explaining it's just for the project, how she doesn't want to over step.

loser Ellie! who turns the brightest shade of red when you laugh and hand over your phone to enter her number

loser Ellie! who when you finally agree for a time to meet up at her dorm to start the project, she spends the entire night deep cleaning and hiding anything even remotely embarrassing. Pictures of her and Joel, stuffed animals, game trinkets, space models, the works, they're all shoved into the small closet so you can't see.

loser ellie! who babbles and stammers when you come inside. Offering drinks, food, trying to crack jokes but she's so nervous most of them fall flat. Still, you laugh, and she's on cloud nine.

smut below the cut

loser Ellie who feels like a freak for staring at any bit if exposed skin you show, down to your knees. She ogles you like a 12 year old little boy, stumbles over her words, rambles and and just doesn't stop.

loser Ellie! who's a little bit of a freak, takes a deep breath every time you're close to try and get a wife, of your shampoo, your perfume, anything.

loser Ellie! who's fingers graze against your knee and she feels like she'll cream her pants right then and there

loser Ellie! who's totally and entirely shocked when your lips meet hers!! she's wide eyes and fumbling before she finally returns the kiss

loser Ellie! who's sooooo whiny, clutching at anything she can, her fingers digging into the plush of your thighs, grabbing and pulling you closer, closer, closer

loser Ellie! WHO IS A BOTTOM. SHUT UPPP SHE LIKES TO GET DICKED/FINGERED DOWN!!

loser Ellie! who's cunt just swallows up your fingers, leaking and sopping around them, babbling about how it's just "so good"

loser Ellie! who gets messy when you finally let her at your own folds, slobber and arousal dripping down her chin

loser Ellie! who is the most pussy drunk ever guys. she just needs it so bad!

loser Ellie! who has a girlfriend and an A in her English class now!

okay ilysm baiii

[haikyu-mp4]

Sponsored

word count; 742 – gn!reader who likes makeup

“Sugarpill… what is this?” Kenma mumbled as he opened another PR package. This one was a bright pink box, on the smaller side. He scrunched his nose as he opened it, finding a little flyer and something square with a pixelated cat on the front. “Fun size… eyeshadow palette?” he read off the label and looked up as the chat suddenly went crazy.

kozuluvr: omg its makeup

kenkenspudding: will we finally get beauty guru kodzuken?

raginggamergirl: I dont even use makeup n I want this palette

Kenma hummed under his breath, shrugging his shoulders. “I don’t know why they would send me this,” he said honestly, twisting and turning the palette in his hands before opening it and showing the bright colours to the livestream, also doing his best to read off the names, which were all gaming related.

urfavkuroo: makeup tutorial for your next follower special?

He looked down at the palette, seemingly studying it. “The names are cool.”

When you came home from work, you kicked your shoes off and sighed loudly as you strolled into the kitchen. You knew Kenma was playing on livestream, so you picked up two juice boxes from the fridge and went to his office.

“Hey, baby,” you cooed, waving at the camera as you stepped up beside Kenma and pressed a kiss to his cheek. You two announced your relationship a long time ago, and after getting through the short period of intense hate comments, most of his fans seemed to get over it. They realised that you were kind of awesome.

“Hi, how was work?” Kenma asked, taking the juice box from you with a small thanks after pausing the game.

“Same old, same old.” You glanced at the screen and then back to him. “And yours?” you asked back with a teasing tone. “Looks tough.” Kenma scoffed and pinched your thigh, making you giggle. He ignored your question in favour of leaning across his desk to pick up the pink package.

“Look what I got in my sponsored mail,” was all he said, handing it to you and watching for your reaction with a small smile on his face. He really likes it when you get home.

People started posting suggested makeup looks with his name on Twitter and you even responded to a couple of them from your account, agreeing with what would suit him and what would not.

That’s why you two agreed that you would do the makeup on him, announcing on Kodzuken’s channels that if they got him to his next follower milestone, they would get a makeup special.

And what do you know, Kenma got a follower boost from all the posts his fans made about him and the palette.

You happily helped him set up to film in your living room, so you could sit cross-legged and face each other on the couch where the lighting was a bit nicer. In preparation, you cleaned your eyeshadow brushes and put Kenma’s hair in a nicer bun so the camera could properly catch whatever you did.

He raised a brow as you held up the eyeshadow palette to the camera and put your hand behind it, explaining the product. “What are you even doing?” he asked you, pointer finger drawing stars on your knee while he watched you affectionately.

“This is what us beauty gurus do,” you said in a jokingly posh voice, also telling him “You wouldn’t understand.”

“This is my channel, you know,” he teased, using his other hand to tap your cheek. If he focused more on you, he didn’t think too much about how much more exposed he was to his viewers in a video like this compared to what he was used to.

“Shh, I’m talking to my devoted followers,” you said before laughing, picking up the next colour on a new brush and putting a quick kiss on his lips before you continued with the makeup. “We’re all Kodzuken fans here.”

Kenma knew some people expected him to act annoyed, but he also knew there was no way to hide how much he loved your soft touches and the concentrated look on your face as your brushes ticked his skin to give him a (supposedly trendy) “rainbow blush”.

There were even more mentions of him online after the video was posted. Now the fans shared screenshots and video clips of him and his partner, discussing how adorable you were together. Couple goals.

masterlist

[moonstruckme]

Poly!marauders with a reader who has a hard time explaining (or expressing how she feels) thing??? Like, she knows what to say but she stumbles over her words a lot??

You dont gotta write this obviously, have an amazing day!!!!! <3

Thanks for requesting sweetheart! Hope you had an amazing day too :)

poly!marauders x fem!reader ♡ 784 words

You’re feeling a bit cramped. You’ve got your back to the couch’s armrest and your knees are pressed tight to your chest, feet all but tucked under you to avoid touching James’ thigh. Remus lounges casually on his other side, Sirius sprawled with his legs over the opposite armrest and his head in Remus’ lap. They all look perfectly laidback, spread out and limbs overlapping as they chat about the upcoming quidditch match between Hufflepuff and Slytherin. Meanwhile, you’re afraid to breathe too deeply lest you take up any more space. 

“They’ve been having a great season,” James says, but Sirius only scoffs.

“Yeah, but they’ll never work up the guts to play as dirty as Slytherin does,” he argues. “There’s no winning against them if you’re not willing to meet them where they are.” 

“We never have, and—here, love, that can’t be comfortable—” James takes you by the ankles, encouraging your legs to lie across his lap. You hold your breath, not daring to move a muscle but allowing him to maneuver you as he likes. “—and as long as I’m captain, we never will. We won against Slytherin fair-in-square this season, why can’t Hufflepuff?” 

“You’re delusional.” Sirius rolls his eyes, but then they catch on you interestedly. “Prongs, I think you’ve stupefied her.” 

James turns back to you, brown eyes warming with concern. “Sorry, lovely, I didn’t even ask before moving you. Are you comfy now?” 

You can feel your face igniting. This thing with them is so new, and you feel always on the brink of doing something that will spoil it. You don’t know what liberties to take, what to say or not say, whereas the boys seem relentlessly self-assured in every respect. You like having your legs spread across James, but part of you feels like you’re not allowed to like it. 

“Oh, yeah, um,” you stammer, “I’m good.” 

James looks unpersuaded. You don’t blame him; you haven’t done a great job of it. “Are you sure?” he asks. “We’re taking up more than our fair share of space, we can move over if you like.” 

You shake your head emphatically. 

Mirth sparks to life in Sirius’ eyes as he recognizes your state; it’s the beginning of his favorite game. “What is it, baby? Cat got your tongue?” 

“Pads,” Remus chastises, though his own countenance holds evidence of mild amusement, “leave her alone.” He turns his attention to you. “Does it make you uncomfortable when one of us touches you like that, dovey? It’s not a problem if it does, we can stop.” 

“No!” you exclaim, half-desperate. “I mean, it’s not not nice, I just didn’t…”

James strokes the skin of your ankle in a way that you’re sure is meant to be reassuring but only unnerves you further. “Didn’t what, sweetheart?” 

“I just—I—well, you know—”

“Not sure we do, sweet thing,” Sirius drawls. 

“I just—I don’t know,” you say, growing frustrated. “I’m not sure what the rules are, or the…what’re they called? The boundaries, or whatever. I’m not making any sense, sorry.” 

“No it’s alright, don’t apologize,” Remus says. “You’re saying that you weren’t sure if you could touch us, right?”

You nod mutely, wondering that the room hasn’t gone up in flames from the heat coming off your face. 

Remus nods in turn. “Right, well that’s understandable. None of us have bothered to check in with you, have we?” You’re unsure whether you’re supposed to answer, but Remus goes on, fixing you with a painfully kind look. “I don’t have any reservations about it, and I don’t think James or Sirius do either. Lads?” 

“None at all,” James agrees, and Sirius sends you a wink. 

“Touch me any way you like, dollface.” 

Remus gives you an exasperated look about that, but there’s a good heaping of fondness in it. Then his expression softens again. “What about you, sweetheart?”

You take a moment to fit the words into your mouth. “I’m good with that.” 

James makes a sound of teasing endearment, tugging you by the legs so you’re nearly in his lap and squeezing your knee affectionately. “Our shy girl. You know you can tell us these things, don’t you?” 

“I know,” you sigh, letting your head come to rest tentatively on his shoulder. “I just…I can’t always—it’s like my mouth won’t cooperate.” 

“Do you get nervous, honey?” Sirius wheedles, pouting when you try to use James’ form to hide from him. James chuckles, obliging you by setting a hand on your face, covering you from Sirius’ view. “Why would that be? Are we so scary?”

“Don’t torture her, Pads.” James strokes your cheekbone consolingly. “If she never talks to us about anything again, I’m blaming you completely.”

[the-s1lly-corner]

Pocky game w/ various HH characters part 2/3

Idk if it's because I'm kind of.. bluugh.. but I'm craving eggs on toast rn but I cant tell if its because I actually want it or because my body is aware it's a comfort/easy/struggle food idk how body/mental stuff works

Characters: lucifer, adam, lute, emily, velvette, rosie

Notes: reader is gn, bonus hcs of what flavors i think the characters would like except the admin has one tried the og and C&C

CWs: none

LUCIFER

knows about the game vaguely, has never played it but hes very open to it if you offer and the two of you are already an item

though he will reject you if you two arent, even if hes already crushing on you. he DOES want to do it but i do think hes a little wary about anything like that that can lead to anything romantic or otherwise due to him still eating up his feelings over lilith

total sweet tooth just like his daughter, can see him being an almond crunch enjoyer!

when he does agree he does his best to make sure you get just as much of the pocky as him, very careful when kissing you because hes hyperaware of his teeth and the sound of them crunching and totally breaking the pocky has him a little on edge

but asides from that he has a lot of fun with it! too... "shy"(?) to ask to do it again, though

shy is likely not the right word... he wants to do it again but he doesnt want to make you feel obligated and hes still a little weird about asking for affection from you due to other feelings

ADAM

does not know the game but hes on board if you offer it up and explain what it is

not very picky about flavors but i can see him enjoying the original a lot more over the others!

total tease through the whole thing, will try to fully lean into a kiss if you let him

like other characters will probably just give you a short light hearted peck, but adam is very likely to give you something a little more if you let him

god forbid if you get some chocolate or crumbs on your face because he WILL do something

loves it if you get all red and flustered

LUTE

she doesnt really like sweets, but she is open to trying it with you if the two of you are already dating. very unlikely for her to agree if you two arent

does NOT know what to expect so you might have to explain what the game is so she knows what shes agreeing to

very competitive, tears through her half and probably dives into your half before you can realize whats going on

kind of crashes into your mouth a bit because shes so into it, doesnt mean to be so rough with you

pulls away very fast when she realizes what she just did, do not tease her about it because she will think youre genuinely criticizing her

can see her being a cookies n creme enjoyer if she were to ever crave the treat

EMILY

knows what the game is and loooooooves it! she thinks its sweet! pun intended!

agrees instantly if you offer it up, but shes likely to ask to play the game with you if she ever gets her hands on a box of pocky!

very giddy, keeps accidentally breaking the stick because shes just so into it, you guys have to keep starting over

quick little peck at the and and she feels so proud of herself for getting a little kiss from you- dont expect much else, though, the second the kiss happens shes pulling back and letting her energy out.. shes more controlled if you two are well into your relationship

cookies n creme enjoyer but i can see her liking matcha!

VELVETTE

hands down she is a crunchy strawberry enjoyer im sorry i dont make the rules. i think she might the cookies n creme flavor as well!

knows exactly what the game is, she spends a lot of time on the internet monitoring trends that shes seen it

not at all shy about it either, she knows what shes getting into and shes not going to let herself look like some flustered wreck- doesnt matter if you two are dating yet or not, shes going to stride in with pride

will tease you if you get embarrassed, bonus if youre the one who even suggested the game- she does this even if youre dating. actually shes more likely to do it if youre dating

similar to vaggie in the previous part, shes not going to go too fast so she doesnt look too eager... actually i can see her take her time just to toy with you

ROSIE

she may be a cannibal but i can see her having a bit of a sweet tooth! she just doesnt indulge in... actual proper sweets all that much!

not aware of the game but is open after you explain it to her, shes not easy to fluster so shes going to be very composed and collected during the game

if youre the opposite though, its going to encourage her to take the lead

quick and polite kiss, makes sure not to let her teeth cut you up... theres a time and a place for that but this is not the time OR place!

lets you have the rest of the box if you'd like, though she doesnt deny any extra pieces you give to her

teases you for getting so flustered over a game you suggested, but she doesnt mean any harm behind it

strawberry enjoyer but i can see her liking the matcha and the almond crunch

[funishment-time]

Seems like you have finished so i just need to say this:

DR0 is so fucking good.

Just, at EVERYTHING its trying to do, it hits it. And thats something that cannot be said about most of the other media in this franchise (not saying one is better over the other btw, thats a separate thing)

Like, it does its job of being THH's prequel. It goes into more depth with Kyoko and her father's relationship, it gives more insight into the destroyed classroom and what happened, it explains the massive plothole(?) of how exactly Junko was able to steal class 78's memories, it gives a better look at how exactly Junko was able to take over HPA. It gives so much context and answers to things the first game didn’t have the time to properly explore.

It does its job of setting up for SDR2's twist (as you are supposed to read it BEFORE the second game btw (it also released in 2011, a little under a year before SDR2)). It sets up the HPA is corrupt, that the staff dont care about its talentless students. It gives us the info that Kamukura and Junko are working together, and thats WHY the founder's portrait is in the funhouse. It also preps us for the twist, and why it feels so out of left-field in the game if you didn’t have the context of DR0 before. (I could make the argument that thats why both hajime and izuru share design elements with yasuke, because of the whole him pretending to be izuru thang but thats mostly speculation on my part lol)

But, most importantly, it gives us more depth into JUNKO. Something we lost in order for the first game's twist to happen. Ryoko is such a fun character, my lil goober, and such an interesting aspect to Junko that people either do not know about or think is solely Yasuke's creation (it is not, thats very clear in the novel). To think, that the girl that burnt the world down, was deep down a silly lil redhead with a weird crush on her childhood bestfriend is literally the best way Kodaka could’ve took her character. Its so funny but so fucking tragic, to fall in love with this protagonist and realize she was doomed from the start.

anyway sorry for the ramble, i love Ryoko and Yasuke and their story so much

NO RAMBLE AWAY THANK YOU FOR SHARING. i loved DR0 and honestly i may reread it again very soon because i miss Ryoko and want to spend more Quality Time with her.

i have so many thoughts about DR0 so here's a few scattered ones as i slowly wake up this morning:

DR2 has SO MANY MORE DR0 references than i realized

i would have taken an adaptation of this over DR3 tbh. like hands down

i feel bad for everyone involved in this event. even Kamishiro. yes, really

i also, personally, see Ryoko as not at all separate from Junko. to me she is representative of Junko's soul and past, and when she fades away it's not so much Ryoko disappearing as a person but Junko symbolically chucking away anything that gets in the way of her worldview. she is not Yasuke's creation i agree

(i headcanon, as i've said, that Ryoko is basically how Junko was as a kid, just a little less bratty. i also tend to think that Ryoko Otonashi is Junko's real name or close to it)

(and i did tear up when Ryoko "crumbles." i like to think that Ryoko and Junko, for a moment, both existed at once there. both were sad she had to go.)

Ryoko being so sweet and bubbly and not wanting to actually kill anyone causing her trouble is such a HUGE. HUGE. HUGE. signpost to Danganronpa's themes.

and Junko musing that she may lose, i like to think, comes from the fact that she knows she's wrong somewhere. deep down, even Junko...who is shown to be self-hating...is just a little goober who loves Home Alone and thinks she can below up Kyoko Kirigiri with her mind.

Ryoko being weirded out by Makoto??? forget the intense foreshadowing in that scene. Ryoko picking up on his energy??? he's pure without the use of neuro-tech???? incredible

the chapter where Junko is kicking the shit out of Matsuda's corpse should be required reading for all DR fans. it humanizes her so much. my headcanon that she is constantly in the throes of this wild psychic pleasure-pain and is like, spiritually suffering, seems to be more or less supported here

the last chapter where Junko and Mukuro are talking also provides a TON of subtle clues as to their relationship. it totally comes off like Junko STILL being so bitter that big sis Muki ran off to the military and left her all alone for a few years ha

so there's my ramble in return !! what a fantastic yarn. so tragic. so good

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

Would i be the asshole for breaking up an entire friend group?

I (F21) have a friend (F21) let's call her Alice, whos dating another girl (F20), who we'll call Lydia. Alice is my best friend for over a decade, and I love her so much. However, Lydia is a total bitch to me. She stands up in front of our entire friend group and will declare things like "I won't go to the Christmas party if (anon) is there! I won't buy (anon) a present! I don't like (anon)!" and my best friend does NOTHING. in private the entire friend group has all agreed that Lydia is being really mean towards me and none of us know why, even Alice will acknowledge this in one-on-one conversations, but Alice won't say anything about it to Lydia. She doesn't stand up for me, ever, and it just encourages Lydia to escalate. She talks like I'm not standing right there and says awful things about me, and Alice just sits there and stares straight forward with a neutral expression and says nothing. The entire friend group promised they'd stage an intervention about this but on the day of the intervention NO ONE SHOWED UP, not even Lydia. When I plan a party, Lydia plans a party at the exact same time and all my friends choose Lydia's party. My dog died and my friends said they were going to come over to comfort me, but then they never showed up and the next day I found out that Lydia had messaged everyone except me to play board games at her place and they all went to Lydias???? I tried asking Lydia what I did to her because I never even knew her before Alice started dating her and she just scoffed at me?

I'm definitely leaving this friend group. It breaks my heart that none of them will stand up for me. The thing is that all my friends are kinda pissing me off with actively choosing Lydia over me. It's one thing to be like "Hey guys I'm leaving this friend group because Lydia is really rude to me and won't explain herself, and you guys aren't helping." But I'm really mad. I knew all these people YEARS before Lydia came into the equation, and they're all choosing Lydia over me because Alice is like. the leader of the friend group. and they dont want to cross her. the thing is that all of these people have sent me messages being like "yeah i dont like lydia, she really threw the vibes off" and i kinda want to post screenshots of all these messages when I leave. I'm leaving no matter what but if I can't have these friends Lydia can't either, and I know this would piss Alice off too and if she leaves, she's the glue. The friend group would definitely implode on itself. I'm not going to block anyone after I leave though because if they angry message me at least maybe I'd find out what is apparently so wrong with me that they'd side with such an aggressive girl over me. IDK part of me is worried that I've done something to all these people that they're not confronting me about and that's why they're choosing Lydia, besides Alice being the leader and the glue and simping for Lydia so bad. I'm also getting a therapist because of all this because I'd like to seriously know if there's something wrong with me.

Would I be the asshole if I try to destroy the entire friend group as I leave

What are these acronyms?

[icameheretoreadstuff]

Inexperienced choso or super shy megumi bot +18 please

Hiiiii, here you go! :D I don't know about super shy but I tried my best! I figured I would try to write that he's super shy at maybe doing intimate stuff with you- but when he says he wants to but he's obviously to shy, your the one who needs to take the lead. enjoy C:

Pairing: Megumi x F!Reader Warnings: 18+, MDNI!, NSFW, Smut, Alcohol, Aged up Megumi, Mutual Masturbation, Oral, Shy!Megumi at first, Semi public. A/N: masterpost & links are pinned on my tumblr.

You filled up with drinks on the serving tray and walked into the living room. "Here you go" you smiled as you placed them down onto the table. Everyone grabbed a drink except for Megumi, Yuji grabbed one and gave it to him. He looked sceptical on the drink "It's just Ice tea with some alcohol" you shrugged, he grabbed it but still looked unsure at it. "Try it! you know y/n is really good at making drinks right?" Yuji said as he tried his own drink, "Don't be rude, Try it at least" Yuji tried to encourage him.

"You want some water, soda or something else instead?" you offered "You don't have to drink it, even if Yuji wants you to" you said and gave Yuji a stern look. "What!?" Yuji commented "It's good" he said and tasted it again "You should unwind Megumi!" he grinned and started to dance a little "Let loose!" Megumi looked at Yuji and just scoffed before he smiled and tasted it.

You felt the world was on a pause, waiting for Megumi to comment or react on if he liked it or not. "It's ok if you don't like it, I dont want anyone to feel pressured to drink if they dont want to" you said as you sat down into a chair. "It's okay, it's really good" Megumi finally said, causing you to let out a happy sigh "Thanks y/n" he said and leaned back into the couch.

Yuji grabbed the remote and turned down the music "Everyone! Toge said to me earlier that he wanted to play a fun game" Yuji grinned evilish, Toge looked at a your bestfriend as he blushed "Tsunamayo!" he said as he looked at Yuji. "what fun game?" Maki sighed "7 minutes in heaven" Yuji said as he winked to Toge, He sank into the chair as he sipped his drink.

"Yuji, be nice" you said as you tried to hold back your giggles. Actually you thought it was a great idea because you knew your bestfriend had a crush on Toge.

Yuji was explaining the rules when your bestfriend leaned into your ear "y/n" she whispered "what are you up to" she blushed "nothing, it was all yuji" you explained, she looked at you and her lips formed into a thin line, while her eyes smiled "It's ok, don't worry" you reasured her "you know you want to if you end up with him" you whispered back to her, teasing her. "y/n!" she playfully slapped you in your arm. "not so loud!" you both giggled.

Yuji found an empty bottle and placed it on the table, it spun around and landed on you and Megumi. You both froze as you looked at each other, your bestfriend giggled "go on" you looked at her and blushed hard.

You stood up and walked over to the closet, you crossed your arms as you saw Megumi standing up and chugging down his drink, with Yuji cheering in the background "Go inside both of you and and we'll knock when the time is up" Yuji explained. You could see Megumi hesitate as you opened up the closet door, He walked inside and you closed the door behind you.

The space was cramped but there was still some room between you. "We could just say we kissed" you said as you looked at his crossed arms. "I don't think they will believe us" He said, you chuckled "yeah, you're probably right" you agreed. "So do you mind if we kiss?" he looked at you as he was lost for words, His crossed arms fell down as he tried to say something but ended up blushing hard.

"I-I" he began, you could tell he needed some form of help "I think-" he sighed as he scratched his neck, trying to calm his nerves. "It's not that I dont want to" he said as he looked away and blushed.

"it's not?" you asked as you couldn't help but to smile "I just-" he sighed "Megumi" you said as you were trying to get a read on his behavior "You don't have to say you want to, its ok" you told him "I can take the blame" you shrugged.

There was a couple of awkward silence before he said "no, I want to but-" he tried to explain as he was looking at your lips. You took initiative with those words and stepped infront of him "I like you, Megumi" you said honestly.

He gazed into your eyes "I'm going to kiss you now, because of the game" you leaned closer "Or maybe just because I think you want me to" you whispered and kissed his lips, you could feel him kissing you back which made your heart flutter.

You leaned back to catch your breath "you kissed me back" you whispered, his chest were heaving from the kiss.

You leaned in and kissed his neck, he was about to let out moans but held his hand over his mouth. You moved twoards his lips and softly removed his hand as you kissed him deeply. "Don't hold back" you said into his lips and he leaned twoards your lips like a magnet and kissed you hard.

He hummed into your lips "just like that" you whispered into his lips. Your innocent kisses started to build up more and more to full on makeout, while he let out sweet silent whimpers.

You wrapped your hands around his neck and he grabbed your waist. You could feel his boner pushing into you. "Can we do more?" you asked him "what if they hear us?" he mumbled "what if they come inside?" you locked the door "you want to stop?" you asked and he shaked his head "no" he said and crashed his lips into yours.

You pulled down his pants, he let out a sigh as you grabbed his length "let me hear your sweet moans" you whispered into his lips as you kissed him, He hummed and let out a moan the instant that you started to jerk him off, slowly.

"y/n" he moaned he crashed his lips into yours, you grabbed his hand and guided it down your pants. He moaned as he could feel how wet you were. "you feel how wet you make me?" you moaned into his lips, he huffed as he began to explore your clit with his fingers, finding out what made you tick. You moaned and began to thrust up into his fingers.

"Megumi, I need you" you moaned as you felt you couldn't think straight, his long fingers pushed and touched and squeezed on all the right places, making you struggle to stand up.

He dragged down your pants to get more acsess as he moaned between your rough kisses. He moaned as he went back to touch you "I wanna fuck you" you huffed, he huffed "do it" you smiled "sit down" you said and stepped aside.

He managed to sit down as you took off your pants and straddled him, you grabbed his length and pushed it into your core while moaning silently.

He huffed as he pushed his length deeper inside you. You moaned as you began to slowly move your ass up and down while sitting flushed into his chest. "Megumi" you moaned as you kissed him, he moaned between your lips as you thrusted hard down onto his length.

"moan for me babe" you huffed as he kissed your neck and moved up twoards your ear as he huffed and moaned "just for you" he mumbled, as he kissed you hard.

"fuck" you moaned "I'm close, you feel so good" you panted as his moans were sending you closer and closer to the edge, and his dick was touching you in all the right places with each thrust.

You gasped silently as you thrusted hard down on his length riding out your orgasm, he moaned and thrusted his hips up into you. "y/n, I'm about to cum~" he panted. you pulled out, moved down and grabbed his length and pushed it inside your mouth and bobbed your head, his head flew back as he grabbed your hair into a ponytail and he couldn't help but to watch you.

He moaned as he could see how hungry and how good you were of sucking his dick "y/n" he moaned and thrusted his hips up into your mouth as he climaxed.

You both stood up and took on your clothes before you looked at each other, you leaned close and kissed him hard. "I wanna do this more with you Megumi" you said and he blushed as he half smiled "me too"

You both counted to three together as you walked out, they cheered and you both blushed hard. "Shut up" Megumi hissed as he blushed, looking away from the cheering "yeah, please guys" you agreed.

"I'm gonna go and make some drinks" you hurried. "You guys were inside the closet for like an hour" yuji commented loudly behind you and you could tell he was tipsy, maki smacked him in the back of his head "shut up dumbass, We agreed to leave them alone" she hissed.

You turned around and waved Megumi over to you with your head "join me?" Everyone turned silent and looked at him curious about what he was going to do.

He walked over to you with his hands in his pocket "sure" he said and smiled to you when they weren't looking. Maki turned on the music as the party continued in the background.

When you were alone in the kitchen you couldn't help yourself, you crashed your lips into his as you sighed happily. He exhaled into your kiss and cupped your face he deepened the kiss.

[grapesrsogood]

PART TWO OF PET AND PICKLE but now its Pet and Pickle and Barista and Love :3

All the listeners are referred to as women, the first one is gender neutral but i couldnt help myself with this one T^T

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Pet and Pickle deciding on one of their sleepovers that they need to expand their friendship group.

Pickle saying she could look into her childhood best friend, Barista, so she does and finds that she was taken in by a gang. Pickle doesn’t give up though and contacts the gang lord, explaining the situation and Warden finds it so amusing that he allows it (and with the knowledge of who Issac is and knowing he’s trustable)

Pet contacting her emergeny contact, who just so happens to be Dontis, asking if he know anyone who would be interested in their friendship group, Dontis asking Love and Love agreeing, they dont ask Xanthus though since he definitely would have to threaten them or what not.

Their stupid little group chat that took way too much effort to create talks daily and about literally EVERYTHING.

The texts consist mostly of “goodnight pookies :D”s and “good morning besties :3”s.

All of them agreeing to meet up in a park for a picnic together, they tell their partners that it’ll be a cute date in a pretty park but in reality its a massive fuck off picnic where the girls wrestle and make flower chains, laughing about random things.

The guys are just so confused about how this even happened, Issac being the awkward little shit he is, Xanthus angrily staring at everyone except for Love, Elias trying to start conversation and trying to ease the tension but inevitably fails and Asirel with his thumb and forefinger pinching the bridge of his nose the whole time, how the hell did they end up here.

The girls becoming best friends immediately and playing random stupid little games like duck duck goose, hide ‘n’ seek and tag whilst the guys dont understand the how they can be so trusting and have so much fun with people they’ve known for maybe a month.

The girls would all kill for eachother and are so close that they form a pact where if any of them are in trouble then the others would come rescue them no matter what.

They call themselves the bestfriend squad, the guys hate it.

They have frequent sleepovers but have to rent out places because none of the guys trust the others enough to go to their own houses.

Matching pj’s all the way. DUH

They dress up for halloween together, they give each other gifts, they NEED to throw birthday parties for each other and god forbid they find out its any of they guys birthdays.

They have created their own little family in a matter of weeks and their favourite days are when Dontis comes over too and they all get piggy back rides. :3

Two words. CUDDLE PILE >v<

Talking about how they all met and they’re all horrified to hear about each others.

“Yeah, Xanthus cornered me in an ally, i stabbed him and then he drank my blood. I love him so much” :)

“…. HE DID WHAT?!”

“Yeah, Issac kinda just picked me up in an alleyway and took me home”

“SO HE KIDNAPPED YOU?!”

“Oh, Elias saved my life when a rival gang blew up the coffee shop i was working at”

“Sweet but YOUR WORKPLACE EXPLODED?!

“Asirel bought me”

“What the actual fuck”

Thats basically how that went.

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BUT let me know if yall want more because i love them :3

This writing style is one of my favs and is the easiest but it also means the posts are fairly short most of the time :(

You can find part 1 here

And part 3 here

Find masterlist here

BAIIIIII :D

[amarayys]

DRDT episode 13 theory. So.

so i was meant to be making a general episode 13 analysis video. but um. i dont have the energy for that. so what am i gonna do instead? TALK ABOUT TERUKO try find out wtf david is doing in this scene

SO. time to find out what possibly the FRUITIEST look ever from david means!!! disclaimer:

I suck at theories. And formatting. Yipee.

I'm painfully unfunny so excuse any dumbass jokes i make.

I'm going to find any and all excuses to rant abt teruko. be prepared...............

4. I may repeat myself a lot. Forgive me if it sounds really repetative... :( 5. Any points surrounded by - these things - are just things that are unlikely, but I think should still be adressed.

So, the context of these images is Teruko revealing "her secret"; You're constantly blaming yourself for the death of your parents and siblings. It doesn't matter that it's not your fault, just that you didn't go with them.

(pls excuse the shitty quality.) She has to be either lying or MAYBE unsure about her secret. Here's why: 1. She had a conversation with Whit (and technically charles, but he was just listening in) about her family. She reveals that she's never known her parents and grew up in an orphanage. She did grow up with her biological brother, but he was adopted by another family when Teruko was five, and she says she doesn't remember him much.

2. The wording of the secret is quite specific - You're constantly blaming yourself for the death of your parents and siblings. Like I've mentioned, she's never known her parents. Even if she *somehow* knew they were dead, why would she blame herself for it? I could see it maybe working in some way, but the next bit disproves it - SIBLINGS. Teruko has only mentioned having one sibling, and this wording is plural. This secret cannot be hers, she only has one brother. - To add on to this

2.5. Maybe one could argue that siblings and parents could be her friends/people she considered family in the orphanage she grew up in. However, the specific wording of parents and siblings, instead of just using the word "family", makes me think otherwise. - Okay, so let's dissect what this means. - I think if maybe she was unaware/TRULY thought that this was her secret, the only point that would support it is 2.5. Maybe she considered people she grew up with in the orphanage her "parents" or siblings", but its just not very likely. While I wouldn't be surprised if Teruko blew up an orphanage or something (/hj) , I think it's a stretch to say this secret is referring to that. - With that out the way, we come to one conclusion - Teruko is lying about secret. "Amari, we know that already, can we move on??????????" yeah yeah whatever i may have just wanted to rant about teruko. MOVING ON. So, what is Teruko's secret? It's pretty wildly agreed upon that Teruko's secret is the one regarding the killing game, which David recieved - "How could I even select what secret to be your motive? Just about everything you've done in your life is worth killing for. The killing game is all your fault."

We think that this is Teruko's secret because: 1. She's the only one that fits it smh. /hj 2. The guy at the start of the prologue (who is probably xander but that is a WHOLE other theory you can find here ) mentions having to kill Teruko Tawaki (how DARE they) after talking about ending the killing game.

My interpretation of this is that Teruko is the reason the killing game is actually happening, though I doubt she's aware of this/the mastermind (or she could be, idk??). A really good theory that I feel explains what I mean by Teruko causing the KG but not being the mastermind is the time loop theory which is linked here. (accirax i love you for this theory /p) Obviously, this lines up with "The killing game is your fault." 3. David gives her THE LOOK right after she "admits" her secret, which sort of maybe kind of implies that he knows she's lying, which he does, since he has the secret. - As for the remaining secret: Xander's secret (which we assume min recieved) is the one Teruko claimed to have:

"You're constantly blaming yourself for the death of your parents and siblings. It doesn't matter that it's not your fault, just that you didn't go with them." Why do I think this? 1. In Xander's bonus video, it is VERY heavily implied that he has survivor's guilt as well as outright confirmed his family is dead. Go check it out for the full context.

2. Xander's secret message on the DRDT tumblr is the definition of survivors guilt. Really self explanatory, huh?

3. XANDER ACTUALLY HAS MORE THAN 1 FUCKING SIBLING. anyway. okay, this is getting a little confusing to remember, so here: Killing game: Teruko's secret, recieved by David. Survivor's guilt: Xander's secret, recieved by Min. (all remaining secrets remain the same.) MOTIVE

So, why would Teruko lie about her secret? I mean, shouldn't she just point it out? And why didn't David point it out? - 1. Teruko is aware that her secret is the killing game one and is lying because she's the mastermind or something. We see her thoughts, so I really doubt it. To further disprove this theory: Teruko has stated like 15 times (/ex) that she doesn't know which secret is hers, due to her having too many secrets. So, yeah, pretty unlikely she knows which secret's hers. Discard this theory. -

2. a) Teruko doesn't know her secret, but knows it's probably bad, and therefore doesn't want to share it, so she lied. Pretty straightforward, really. Now, for the theory that I think is most likely: 3. Teruko doesn't know which secret is hers, but she knows neither of her secrets are the ones left unrevealed. She knows somebody is lying about a secret - but she's come to the conclusion that secrets are irrelevant to the trial and murder, so she's lying about her secret to avoid everyone getting off track once again.

We know that's she's accidentally led the trial in the wrong direction twice now (motive secrets, time of murder) Also, this is the most in character.

As for David: A. David knows her secret, but keeps it hidden in order to cause distrust and just generally fuck Teruko over. He plans to reveal it either post trial or in a future daily life. B. David knows her secret, but earlier, he and Teruko made a pact to keep it hidden. However, since he's a little bitch boy (/j), he's going to reveal it anyway, either post trial or in a future daily life. - Just to add on to this point ^ - I know Teruko's protag and we see her thoughts and all, but Kaede happened, so I don't think this is out of the question. - I think the most likely combination is point 3. and point A. : Teruko's lying about her secret to avoid the trial heading off topic. David isn't calling her out because he wants to use it in the future to throw suspicion onto Teruko and cause havoc.

SO. Let's recap! Secrets: Teruko: "How could I even select what secret to be your motive? Just about everything you've done in your life is worth killing for. The killing game is all your fault." Received by David. Xander: "You're constantly blaming yourself for the death of your parents and siblings. It doesn't matter that it's not your fault, just that you didn't go with them." Received by Min. Rest remain the same as canon. Why can't Teruko's secret be about her family? 1. Teruko never knew her parents, and never mentions them being dead. 2. Teruko hasn't seen her brother since she was 5, and she never mentions him being dead, just adopted. 3. The wording of the secret refers to siblingS, which is plural. Teruko has only one sibling. 4. The secret fits Xander much better - His secret quote is the defintion of survivors guilt, and his bonus episode heavily implies he has survivors guilt, and it is confirmed his family died in the same bonus episode. Why is Teruko's secret about the killing game?

• The guy at the start of the prologue mentions having to kill Teruko Tawaki after talking about ending the killing game. This implies Teruko is the cause of the killing game, whether on purpose or not. Motive for lying: Teruko doesn't know which secret is hers, but she knows neither of her secrets are the ones left unrevealed. She knows somebody is lying about a secret - but she's come to the conclusion that secrets are irrelevant to the trial and murder, so she's lying about her secret to avoid everyone getting off track once again. David knows her secret, but keeps it hidden in order to use it in the future to turn everyone against Teruko and just generally cause distrust in the group. He plans to reveal it either post trial or in a future daily life. **btw, just a fun afterthought - i think either whit or charles will eventually point out the conversation regarding teruko's unbringing and how it contradicts her secret - and david will use that opportunity to reveal teruko's secret. ANDDDD that's it! feel free to correct/add on any points you'd like. this took AGES but i had so much fun!!! i love you drdt. (ESPECIALLY TERUKO.)

[soccer-love]

"I'm always gonna be with you"

Sarah Zadrazil x reader

I found out about it the morning before the game.

And it was stupid not to tell anyone, but I wanted to play that game.

One last game before having to take a break.

I thought nothing would happen, of curse playing soccer could be dangerous but I was a good player and I haven't been injured in over two years.

The game went really well, Sarah and Glodis both scored goals and in the 90th minute we got a corner and I was standing near the goal, trying to do a head trick.

Klara kicked the corner and I jumped to reach the ball but some player from the opposite team took a couple of steps back, knocking me over.

The goalkeeper had also jumped to get the ball in her hands and by me getting knocked over I stumble into her and she falls onto me.

I feel the air getting pushed out of my lungs and a sharp pain goes through my stomach.

I gasp for air and just slightly hear the referee blow the whistle.

"Y/N?" I hear someone saying and then I see Glodis leaning over me.

Another wave of pain goes through my body and I cry out in pain.

"Sarah." I whisper, the fear in my voice scares me.

I need to tell someone about it.

And even though I really like Glodis, I know that Sarah is the right person to tell this to.

"Sarah." I whine out again and Glodis leans closer.

"What did you say?" she asks.

"Sarah. I-I want Sarah." I say and Glodis looks up, she shoots something towards the other players and just a second after, Sarah kneels down next to me.

"Hey, what's wrong buddy?" she softly asks and I grab her hand, pulling her down.

"I am pregnant Sarah....I...I am pregnant."

Normally Sarah is a calm person and it takes a lot to scare her but the look in her eyes changes to something I cant tell.

Something between happiness and huge fear.

But with every second she looks at me there is more fear.

"Someone get the medic. GET THE MEDIC!" she shouts and then grabs my hand a little tighter.

"What's wrong?" I hear Pernille asking and I see her blond hair somewhere over me.

"Everything will be okay." Sarah says, ignoring all the questions the team asks.

She just looks down at me.

Our team doctor and the physio come over and kneel down next to us, I hear Sarah whispering something to them and they look down at me before sending someone to the sideline, saying they need a stretcher.

"Whats wrong?" I hear someone else asking, it sounds like Glodis.

"Not now!" Sarah answers, her eyes fully focused on me.

Some paramedics come over and they get me onto the stretcher.

"I'll be with you in a second." Sarah promises, before letting go of my hand so they can take me inside.

"We have to bring you into the ER, you need an ultrasound." the doc says and I place a hand on my belly. "When did you find out about this?"

"Only this morning." I say and at the same time I fell so stupid, I shouldn't have played today. I should have said something.

I agree that they should bring me to the hospital and someone goes to get me a jacket, before we leave.

The paramedics explain to a nurse what happened and she calls a gynecologist before taking me into another room.

In the hallway I hear someone shouting my name and I look around to see Sarah running towards me, she is still in her soccer cloths and didn't even bother to put on a normal pair of shoes.

"How are you?" she asks, grabbing my hand.

"I-I dont know. They want to make an ultrasound now." I explain and she nods.

"I will wait here if you want."

"No." I say and she looks at me confused "Can you come with me? Please."

"Of curse."

She stays with me while I get rolled into a small room, Sarah sits down at a chair next to the bed and the nurse tells us that the gynecologist will be with us in a second.

"Do you want me to call the....the father of the baby." Sarah softly asks but I shake my head.

"It was a one night stand, I don't really know him." I explain and she smiles.

The door opens and a women comes in, smiling at us. "Hello, I'm Dr. Deluca, it's nice to meet you two."

She asks me some questions about my pregnancy so far and if I already have any children before starting to do the ultrasound.

The whole time, Sarah holds my hand, her thumb softly rubbing over the back of it.

"It looks like your about 10 weeks in, your baby also looks perfectly fine." she says, smiling at us.

"That is great." Sarah cheers and I sigh in relief.

"But it also looks like you have two broken ribs." Dr. Deluca adds and then hands me a prescription for some meds, to help it heal.

"You fell pretty hard so you should stay overnight, I'll call the nurse to bring you to a room." she says and gets up, but before she leaves the room she hands us two pictures.

"I think you two are gonna be great moms." she says, the pictures show the same image as the one on the ultrasound before, the small beating heart clearly visible.

"She thinks we are a couple." Sarah laughs before looking down at the picture.

"You can keep it if you like."

"It would be an honor."

A couple of minutes later the nurse comes in and she takes us into a room, a couple of floors above.

"Sarah?" I say as we are alone again "I'm scared."

"Scared of what?" she softly asks, grabbing my hand again.

"I dont know if I can handle all of this, becoming a mom and being a professional athlete." I explain.

"Hey, you are Y/N. Remember how you played in the champions league final with a broken wrist? Oh and the time you flew from London to Munich for a day, just to see if I was okay after my ankle injury?" she reminds me and I nod.

"You can do anything. And I'm sure that there are plenty of people in the world who couldnt do this, but you are definitely not one of them. You are so strong and so talented. And we, I mean me and the team, will do everything to support you."

A small tear runs down my cheek.

"Oh no, I-I didn't mean to make you cry. I'm sorry." Sarah says confused and overwhelmed by my reaction.

"No....it's...I think these are the hormones." I apologize and she laughs.

"Well I hope I will be able to handle your hormones for the next 8 months." she says and I look at her.

"You're going to stay with me?" I ask and grab her hand a little bit tighter, we've been friends and teammates for so long.

"I'm always gonna be with you." she answers and for less than a second she looks down at my lips.

But before anyone can do anything the door flys open.

"Hello." Syd says, coming in., Magda, Glodis and Mala following her.

"Hey." I answer and behind Mala in the hallway, I see some other players.

"Is everyone here?" I ask and Glodis nods.

"Everyone was really worried so we just wanted to see if your okay? Did the doctors say anything already?" Magda asks and sits down at the edge of the bed.

"Whoa what is that?" Syd distracts everyone, she is looking at the picture that Sarah is still holding in her hands.

"Nothing." she says, quickly hiding it.

"Are you pregnant or something?" Syd asks Sarah and I see that she holds back her laughter.

"I am." I say and the room falls into silence for a second, before everyone starts to talk at the same time.

"OMG that is so cool."

"Is the baby okay?"

"Where gonna have a team baby."

"GUYS!" Sarah shouts, stopping them all from talking.

"First of all, yes the baby is okay. I only broke one of my ribs. But I will be out until the season anyways." I explain and smile at them.

"Congrats." Mala says and hugs me.

"Do you already know the gender?" Syd asks but I shake my head.

"Its to early."

After a couple more minutes, Sarah politely tells them to leave and I allow them to tell the rest of the team about my pregnancy.

Georgia comes in to congratulate me and hands Sarah a bag with cloths for the both of us and a pair of shoes.

Sarah goes into the small bathroom to get changed while I stay in the room, as she comes back, she's wearing dark shorts and a white hoodie.

"If you need some time for yourself, I can also go if you want. Just say something." she says before sitting down on the bed.

"I don't want to be without you." I say and grab her hand, pulling her closer.

"You never have to be." she softly answers, pushing a string of hair out of my face, her fingers brushing over my cheek.

This time, I can clearly see her looking at my lips.

"Sarah." I whisper in the space between us, her thumb softly brushing over my cheek.

"Stop me if you don't want it." she says, her hot breath hits my face and I cant help but wanting to be closer to her.

She leans closer, her walnut brown eyes scanning every little inch of my face.

"Stop me." she repeats but I don't even think about doing anything. All I can think about is the way her lips would feel on mine.

And as she finally puts her lips on mine, I close my eyes.

The kiss is soft and gentle and in the moment she realizes that I don't pull back, she wraps one arm around me and pulls me closer.

I put one hand on her waist and the other on her cheek.

We break apart, gasping for air and I lean my forehead against hers.

"Sarah."

"I love the way you say my name." she blurts out and her cheeks turn red.

"I like you." I confess and she looks up into my eyes.

"I like you too." she answers, melting into my arms.

She is so strong but such a softie at the same time.

"Would you, go out with me? Like on a date."

"I would love to." my answer makes her smile even brighter and she takes a deep breath.

"Can you stay with me for the night?" I ask, taking her hand in mine.

"I'm always gonna be with you."

[1for5]

yes im changing

paige bueckers x reader

(paige x uconn psychology student!reader)

synopsis: with y/n being in a new environment, still facing rejection, how can she bounce back?

masterlist

chapter 8

uconn freedom wall entry #2205

paige and y/n are dating. the uconn wbb went to the football game, and y/n was with them. she was wearing paige’s jersey shirt. they weren’t seated beside each other, but they kept on glancing at each other, i was near their seat. can’t believe a freshman bagged paige bueckers 🤷‍♀️

comments:

huzkieeees: explained their nonstop bickering

paigefan: NOOOOO

y/n’s heart was beating fast as she read the post. have they not have heard of privacy? what do you mean they kept on glancing at each other?

kk and azzi waited for y/n to respond, getting more curious for what she would say. “its okay y/n we already know.” kk said, to give y/n a “safe space,” with azzi agreeing to her.

“i dont know where to start.” y/n said, she planned on telling the two about what she felt different about paige. “i know ive disliked her, but im not gonna lie, i like her attention. i felt rewarded when she replies back to my shit talking.. and yesterday.” y/n briefly explained.

“WHAT YESTERDAY?” both azzi and kk asked, with their eyes growing bigger with y/n confessing about what she feels toward paige. “when you guys asked me who would i kiss on the team, i thought about paige. it was so weird though, since ive disliked her. i literally can’t sleep yesterday since i kept on thinking about her. maybe my petty acts were disguises to get her attention. i dont know.” y/n explained further.

“the psychology student is finally psychology student-ing!” kk joked, azzi slapping her arm. “seriously though y/n, the others have been noticing about your actions toward paige. you may like the basketball player.” azzi places her hand on y/n’s left shoulder.

“we’re not asking you to make a move quickly, but you should reflect on your actions first boo.” kk added. “maybe, but you and i aren’t always correct. i might just let the flow go. and plus, i do not have energy to respond to any of the rumors. whats true is true and whats false is false.” y/n said, getting up immediately stretching her whole body.

“that’s true. this rumor might be a plus even, paige always gets bombarded with crazy girl and boy fans thinking that they can get a shot with paige.” azzi agreed. after the conversation, the three waited patiently for the others to comeback with their breakfast.

when the rest of the team arrived, they all gathered around the living room or the kitchen area to eat. they opened the tv to watch an nba game. y/n could feel paige’s eyes on her, and paige could feel y/n’s eyes on her. it was a weird feeling for them both, not bickering to each other the second they are in each other’s presence.

everyone’s laughing around, but even to them it was obvious that there was a tension between paige and y/n.

“oh y/n uh here’s a coffee. aub said that you will need it.” paige handed y/n a spanish latte, which was her absolute favorite. when paige gave y/n the drink, their hands touched, which weirdly gave both of them an “electric feeling” the two just shrugged, thinking that maybe it was from the freedom wall post and they just felt overall weird after that. y/n then replied with to paige with a “thank you”, and went to kk and azzi’s corner in the living room.

after eating their breakfast, they all decided to get ready to walk around the campus as their “saturday not-so workout.” it takes 2 hours for the whole team to get ready, hence there is no need to worry about how they just ate.

it was always tradition for the team to walk around the campus during saturdays. they get to visit the buildings and other parts of campus that they dont normally go.

people then started to get ready, with paige announcing to everyone that she has dibs first to her own shower. she got responded with “GIRL JUST SHOWER!” “SHOWER NOW! NOT LATER THEN IF YOU DONT WANT PEOPLE STEALING YOUR SHOWER TIME!” by her teammates. paige rolled her eyes, and walked into her room and closed her door to get ready. the team huddles into the dining area.

“so, what’s our plan for next week?” nika asked the team.

“what’s going to happen next week?” y/n responded with another question.

“paige’s birthday! october 20.” ice answered.

[slugtoby]

some ramblings about (mostly) lees character under the cut

bitches be like “the third act ruins the complexity of the topic of neurodivergence by making lee an abusive stalker”. my brother in christ it only adds to the complexity

hes very much implied to be autistic which can actually explain some of the stalking behavior (not understanding social ques, whats socially acceptable or not). besides autism he definitely has something else going on, something that is directly caused by trauma he had to go through in his childhood, perhaps also linked to religion, which also stops him from being able to connect to people properly. and, well, hes also lonely, doesnt have any friends or anyone else to rely on or make healthy connections with.

does it excuse the stalking? of course not, but it explains it. the game goes over neurodivergency a lot, how the exact demographic that needs help cannot get that help because of its behavior, which climaxes with the reveal of lees true nature. what he has is an illness and it needs to be treated as such, but exactly because of the actions he does as a result of that illness is what prevents him from being understood and getting proper help (besides the fact that its implied he will lose his job if he gets a diagnosis.. yet another way the system screws up mentally ill people)

i think its 100% valid to be uncomfortable with the handling of the second ending, but personally i dont like viewing it as a “victim is forced to live with their abuser” kind of situation, because it nullifies the interesting aspects of their relationship. it isnt healthy obviously, it might not be, but real life relationships arent fully healthy either (not saying that dating your stalker should be normalized!! i know for sure someone will interpret me saying it this way, so i need to clarify).

i think the reason why their relationship does work and doesnt follow the “victim has to live with their stalker” narrative is the fact that lee does show that he actually cares about angel and, for the most part, isnt doing it out of selfishness (which is foiled by brandon, who takes advantage of angel purely for his own gain).

lees approach is questionable and bad, and there are moments where he does something out of selfishness (ex. the jacket, manipulating angel into staying with him by saying “dont go to work, where that guy could be” knowing full well that guy has been dead for hours in his own basement, etc). i believe those actions cant be justified or excused or brushed off and he needs to take proper responsibility for it, which, unfortunately, doesnt happen in game.

hes very flawed, but thats why the contrast between his bad actions (ex. manipulation, stalking, the shrine) is so compelling with the genuine care he has towards angel, even if he expresses it badly (he knows angel doesnt have anyone to rely on and he wants to help them, he goes out of his way to kill angels rapist because they didnt want to quit their job and would likely need to interact with him later because of it, he gives them respect, at least in the parts where he knows it directly affects them).

ultimately i dont view the dynamic between angel and lee as an abusive one because, despite the fucked-up-ness of lees actions, hes never cruel to them, as well as the fact that again, some of his actions can be explained by neurodivergence, rather than that cruelty and maliciousness. this brings the topic of “but you can be abusive even when you dont intend to hurt someone” which i agree with, but i think what sets lee apart from it is that hes willing to change for the better and angel does not brush off those tendencies (“this doesnt have to be a deal breaker if you calm down and treat me like normal”), plus, since angel is aware of his feelings now, he doesnt have to cling to his bad coping mechanisms and instead be open about it (tho i do imagine it would take a lot of time and effort).

angel isnt dense and they understand the circumstances theyre in in both routes, they dont brush off any of the bad things he did and they show their discomfort with it, they will not tolerate it. they choose to either give lee a second chance or not, not to either stay in an abusive relationship or leave “like a normal person”. i do feel like some of their understanding comes from self loathing and circumstances, but its completely their choice in the end, they either go back to their previous life or try to fix it and start something new with someone who is willing to change for the better.

to which extent are you allowed to be mentally ill before youre too far gone? theyre both mentally ill and cant find understanding in other people, so they try to understand each other and help each other grow