#when he runs he runs the fastest he turns the earth right on its axis . we walked through the snow and took polaroids and they hit each
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#personal#i have a fever and ive lost it a little and i hit my head pretty hard last night#they carried me in a trolley 15 minutes to home and watched me sleep for 20 minutes to make sure i didnt die#here comes black bear now crashing through the brush unphased by the thorns and branches that would hurt me to the touch#a flatmate checked on me every 10 minutes at 10 AM#we walked through the snow together today and she asked me if shes mean to me and i wanted to tell her you are but you are often more hurt#in your own anger . the mathematican did logarithmic equations last night . he laid next to me on the floor and told me not to be sad#i have a video of holding him and burying my head in his neck i remember needing him not to fall but we made each other worse and today#we all played a card game with so much calculation and speed and wit and i realised again the cleverness of everyone but mostly we were#terrified of her . she said i will be cold and turned into a machine . isnt andy short for android ? she looked at him and said yes#when he runs he runs the fastest he turns the earth right on its axis . we walked through the snow and took polaroids and they hit each#other with snowballs . i asked my boy with the long hair if i could hit him too . he said you dont have to ask so i did and all i could#think of was being blindfolded last night and feeling his hair and then his jaw . i remember saying hello and hugging him .#(i could recognise you in a millisecond this was no challenge at all) (so i took another shot anyway)#im sorry for crying for everyones death you must understand that politicians want us dead and i miss people who would have been alive had#not returned to the political minefield . im sorry for screaming communist theory inbetween tears . thanks for stroking my hair and saying#you know . thank you for not saying itll be okay#and when he stared across the river into my eyes it made me shiver and i knew that it was lovely to have a black bear thinking of me#i washed my hair and it turned pink . i am no longer a demon . i can rest for a while . im resting for a while . ill feel okay for a while.#ill go to viewings for houses and walk you home and ask if you need hot chocolate tonight and i said were sharing a cloud because its#snowing where she is too . she said look into the sky my eye - line will reflect yours . she has a sword at the back of her leg. her lips#are soft in the night . возможно она захочет поцеловаться до конца песни#turned the cards stared into your eyes stared at your hands stared at the spot where we both burnt our palms . i was winning until you#killed me in the last round and i thanked you for being a wonderful opponent . music saves you every time you fall . i knocked my head and#i cried about everything that made me heavy and now im okay . now im okay . now im okay#two kicked the tree and the snow came falling again . the one inside the future climbed it to shake the branches . i can remember him#smiling against my lips . i never want to feel it again and i smile back each time i think of it . a love so deep and platonic . i love you#i can read birdsong maps now . im covered in pink velvet . right abducens nuclei arent working right . i feed myself you feed the poor .#keep all the weakers bury the brave ! if i fall will you hold me ? you the psychologist with the blue photo and nuclear vision -#i think of you often . ill be okay . well be okay
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