#whatwillido

[swagbreadstranger]

Que sera, sera.

An original by Alyzza Yzzabel N. Fatalla

To live and let die

To smile with tears left on the eye

To shine and still sigh--

I lived with a dye

Painting colors to a life that’s dry

An A+ student with auspicious questioning

A progeny esteemed for reigning

A dancer who pulls off a beat with grace

A known artist plunking away their aches

I met everyone in an abysmal situation

We, the renaissance of medieval

Torn between valleys like Percival

Pierced hearts with possible retrieval

We lived a life anchored to qualms

A youth who aged years ago deep the swamps

The future of the world which the present thumps 

Yet we continued with chortles, we kept calm

So what will I do after high school?

After the beams without ground rules

After the good times of the young fools 

After the careless computations of molecules 

After knowing nothing yet continuing?

The answer is.. I don’t know

Let my future watch the present with disposable films?

Let myself lick off the reaper’s grim?

Or maybe, live and leave everything engraved on my limbs

Sing the song that became my heart’s hymn:

Que sera, sera; whatever will be, will be. 

Live wild and free, will you?

The poem I wrote is entitled “Que sera, sera” inspired from my comfort song with the same song title by Doris Day. I connected the concept of “Whatever will be, will be” to ease my worries from what will happen in the near future. Kaloka na ang college applications right? I often hear that from my peers and fret not because just like everyone else, I feel the same. I feel lost. Like, all of a sudden, I started at zero. A child lost in a department store yet not finding any customer service around, CHAR. The first verse of the poem basically implies the idea of just letting anything flow no matter how clueless you are of what’s lying ahead of you. Experiencing downs and ups at a young age, I became used to the bahala na mindset because I sincerely don’t know what to do. Will I gain friends? Or will I be like a pushover during high school who’s tired of attending classes because of feeling-superior colleagues? Then, the second and third verse of the poem came tackling about the different types of people I met during high school. Actually, that’s just SOME of those I met during this stage of my life and I find everyone equally amazing in their own ways. I felt relieved because in the environment I reside in right now, I feel just as amazing as them. It was also mentioned there the things that I think all of us underwent together like the pressure, fun, and accomplishments. Ironically, we kept calm and stood on our grounds, like a narra tree trying to push through amidst the typhoon. 

But just like how trees and flowers come to pass or like seasons that eventually come to their end, this phase of my life will soon say goodbye to me. I can feel it coming but I am glad that I am experiencing the finale of high school with the same people. Never did I regret being in this stage where I felt belonged and appreciated. High school is such a wonderful experience and a ground to hone myself before I step to the next stage of my life. Right now, I don’t know what to do but I am certain that this uncertainty will go soon just like how I faced the start of my high school. 

Hello nakamas (friends), especially to those who will miss the breeze of youth after this year! : )) How are you? You think you can continue? At such a young age with such a young heart, I know we’ve gone through a battlefield and are still going through it right now. We think so highly of ourselves yet we feel like what we do is still not enough for us to take a next step to our dreams; but it’s okay, alright? It’s normal to not know everything and be not okay about it. Just like how we faced the early stages of our lives all the way to our adulthood, I know we, you, will manage to shine on our own. Even with sighs and tears, no matter how hard the life outside high school or comfort zone will be, let’s all trust the process and live life just the way we want it to be. Whenever you feel despondent and have nothing to keep you going, just remember how you stood your ground countless times before. Surely, you’ll be able to do the same this time. Take the worries off your back and whisper to yourself, Que sera, sera; whatever will be, will be. I love ya!

                            - alyzza

[vampirespaceman]

Just wondering how much a soul is worth... and if i can only barter mine. #vsm #42 #thinkingaboutstuff #whybenormal #ihateeverything #hireme #needmonies #whatwillido #wherewilligo #whowillcare #willbumpformoney

[collinscat]

no grandkids #quietSunday #boringday #whatwillIdo #cutestkids (at Indio, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6qj5H1nFTN/?igshid=1bmdt1msvc9rm

[jamietodling-blog]

Relaxing in the shade at the park, thinking about how my phone has absolutely no reception and how I should move to one that does. . . #nophonereception #sendhelp #whatwillido #noreallysendhelp #inthepark #sleeping (at Macgregor, Australian Capital Territory) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwTlavzHr3s/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=22qwvlhidtrp

[spastic-thoughts1991]

CTM Anticipation

I am both gleefully excited about the CTM finale and absolutely dreading it at the same time. Once it airs, that's it... We'll have to suffer an agonizingly long wait until we get a new episode. Tell me fellow CTM obsessees, how are you going to deal with the CTM absence after the roller coaster series six that we've received?

[xavipearson-blog]

7 Day Social Media fast starts in 2 minutes. Let's hope I do well. Pray for me. Trying to be obedient. See you June 30. #yikes #whatwillido #gooutside #makeafriend #lighttheworld

[macy1517]

Am truly a sneakers hoarder! 😭😭😭 #itmakesmehappythough #mywayofhandlingstress #whatwillido ✌🏽 (at Jumeirah Messilah Beach Hotel & Spa)

[krispykittendragon]

Join my Facebook live tonight to see how amazing our shine wipe cloths are. What do you think I'm gonna use that sharpie for? #glamourholicmama #sharpie #whatwillido #wisconsin #tonight #facebooklive #momlife #wifey #wifelife #newlyweds #mamabear (at Horicon EMS)

[haircrazyonabudget]

#lastday #newbeginnings #whatwillido 🤔 #newjobwhodis #snapchat (at Garden City, New York)

[lalet]

#WHATWILLIDO #BORING

[baosamoyed]

srsly bad news 4 all my doggo frends. my mahm told me tht i’m allergic to beef 🚨🚨so it’s basically the end of the world as we know it 😢 x x x #bao #puppy #sammy #samoyed #samoyedpuppy #queenbao #sammypuppy #orlandopup #centralfloridapups #puppiesofinstagram #samoeida #orlando #florida #winterpark #ucfdogs #ucf #embarkontheadventure #pawsitivity #nomorebeef #foodallergies #sadday #whatwillido #imsosad #beef https://www.instagram.com/p/B9xh-7YHJGA/?igshid=947ozcdg4i76

[thesol99]

“ I know you’re not my girl but I want cover you with kisses and ice baby, you deserve to rock even when we rockin ”

[eskimo1go]

今日なにしようか、まだ決めてない…ははは… #whatwillido #saturdays #holiday #ガイド #sunnyday #晴天 #イラスト #アート #ストリートアート #ポップアート #アーバンアート #筆ペン #落書き #キャラクター #デザイン #illust #illustration #illustrationoftheday #art #popart #urbanart #streetart #caligraphypen #graffiti #doodle #character #design