#whats that trend with ur oc before and after the trauma

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[pxppinmolly-archived]

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Y’all Know I Love Salt 

☢ What fads/trends are you so over?

I’M NOT. ENTIRELY SURE HONESTLY ... I suppose off the top of my head is just the like. Hard to navigate themes that put aesthetic > functionality, yk?

Like as long as I can find ur links im happy. But not when its like a game of I Spy- IASDJFHG!!

❧ Have you ever been jealous of anyone?

Not gonna name names, but, yeah. KSDJFG I’m a human with insecurity issues and anxiety so me being easily jealous can happen, but I work and get over it. I’ve NEVER done anything mean or cruel out of my jealousy, though ... I just sorta try and keep it to myself and tell myself to ���get over it’ LMAO

It’s hard not to get jealous a lot in the RPCs I’m in, considering I don’t very well feel as popular or ‘interesting’ enough like everyone else is, but, again, I deal and just get over it and remind myself about the friends I do have!

♒ Thoughts on the fandom you're currently rping in?

I’ll be honest - the RPC has a lot of fucking issues and has had a lot of issues. I’ve been here for roughly 3 years, since I’ve been toes in the RPC on my Alice blog and OC blog before I made Molly.

I know that I seem to be in the minority opinion on this, but, again, I have years on my belt and I have been treated with the upmost disrespect and cruelty before here and too many people just let it slip by and just let it happen while my assaulters got away with not even a slap on the wrist, but instead, got love and support when they were crying themselves victim after being the ones to harass me.

I try not to be bitter about it, but, you know that sort of thing sticks with you!

I’ve been tried to be ran out of the rpc and talked cruelly about by people to my own circle of friends. And this was all because I stated I didn’t like people shipping Vaggie with men and found it lesphobic to erase her sexuality like that. I never attacked anyone I never name dropped anyone but instead I got all of that

Anyway, going on a tangent I’m sorry. DKFJ

That IS old stuff but... It still happens. People still get shit for it.

That’s all a given, though, but there’s also just some other problems of again people not knowing how to write Alastor as a proper asexual, people seeming not to ever practice reblog karma (least it sure feels like to me), and people seeming to take peoples personal opinions too ... much like personal attacks

But!

I’m still here for a reason. ... Mostly Molly and the few friends I have BUT-- OSKDJF

The fandom isn’t all bad, and I have met a lot of great and wonderful people through it! But I unfortunately have so much fucking trauma and anxiety and now issues with myself cus of this place, too, and not entirely on tumblr but from discord servers I ran as well.

Feeling like that tommy wiseau youtube comment “this place is my psychological hell! hahah i love it here!”

OLASKDJF

but again no fr there’s plenty of problems here but you know it is what it is and my experiences aren’t universal, thankfully, SO!