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[johnslittlespoon]

listen ik they say don't make decisions ab ur life past 9pm. and it is in fact 3am. however. it's with a heavy heart that i say i am scrapping TAS ch3

LMAO jk sry that sounds much more disastrous than it is, i'm keeping the first 4k words of it and rewriting the rest, and i'm moving the last like 5k words of it to ch4

i realized as much as i aimed to make this fic slow emotional burn with a fast burn (? lol) into nsfw, i am a Piner at heart, i gen don't think i'm capable of writing anything bucky pov without pining?? plus slowburn KNOWING hot spicy times will be coming (no pun intended) in abundance makes the burn even more fun

it's not that i'm unhappy w what i wrote bc i'm having a great time, but i think what i have rn feels too rushed for how shy john still is around gale (and how new all this is to him in general) and it's way too fun to write poor john having to sweat over gale from a distance. he needs another week or so of suffering with his crush while also getting comfier around gale. i have a new plan for the second half of ch3 now, but unforch just means it'll be a bit longer before i post it :')

sryy on the bright side tho that probs means less time in btwn ch3 and 4 bc i'll already have lots of ch4 written! ok silly late night decision made, gotta trust the process, i wanna do this version of our boys justice and keep it realistic alongside the spice :-)