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Hey! It's the guy making all that hlvrai merch.
The one from this post:
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I am working hard on the illustrations for the designs, as I need them before I can order anything. But I reviewed the estimated prices from the manufacturer I will be using and wow! That's gonna be expensive!
I'm wondering, should I
1. Open Pre-orders for the items before I order them to get some of the money to manufacture them, then ship them once they arrive
or
2. Order them, then open sales after they've arrived(more cost heavy but allows for proper product photos in the shop)
Neither option will affect when the merch purchased merch is shipped out, it will only affect when the actual sales open.
(The items will still be available after the preorder period as I will order extra)
#hlvrai#half life vr but the ai is self aware#merch#this is just for my own sake mostly!#order 10 of each 5 bubble charms will be like $160#i want to order everything at once to save on shipping#ill also be testing the prodicts to make sure theyre decent quality#this is of course still Wave 1 of 3 waves#whatever yall choose#the next 2 waves will likely follow suite#also i will be waiting to order until my next payday AND till i finish the product art#angel speaks
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POV: what you see before getting your brains railed out 😮💨
#wlw#wlw nsft#femme bait#butch bait#please let the lesbians of tumblr be the majority of interactions for this not the creeper dudes#lgbt nsft#low quality pics#me#sapphic nsft#sapphic#butch4all#butch appreciation#butch4femme#butch4butch#butch#femme4masc#girls with piercings#I'll highly chance of deleting this but whatever#am i gping to regret this? probably 🙃#going*#i was not choosing filters for this so yall just deal with the low quality even though the lighting was literally all over the place 😘#I'll give it 24hours and decide if its leaving tumblr#moots look away for 5 minutes 🫣#unless you like what you see#then admire away 😘#or moots bi's and theys to be the majority too**
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in my idealized version of the books (the Good timeline), jericho and constantine’s relationship is not the one aaron and calls relationship parallels — it’s constantine and joseph. in this essay i will *gets taken out by cassandra clare’s snipers*
#maybe i’m biased because i like that freak so much. but like.#it is implied joseph did become constantine’s counterweight after jerichos death (or just the only logical reasoning)#there is no way that freak went THAT crazy post constantine’s death without having his soul tied to him at least a little bit#anyway. whatever#calron#magisterium#the magisterium#and idk unpopular opinion. in the way i characterize constantine (with several implications that he has bipolar two and the entirety of the#third mage war was him in a extreme manic state as his entire goal shifted from necromancy to living forever) his relationship with joseph#is absolutely bonkers#allow me to do an insane semi canon half headcanon lore drop in the tags#with my previous hc in mind i think his relationship with joseph often flips from a friend(who admittedly indulges his worst habits#whether subconsciously or not at first) to a lover (REMINDER HES 22.)to a father to a worshipper. all in like the span of a week. FOR YEARS#joseph was likely the only person constantine trusted despite having an army of followers and vice versa#i don’t personally think constantine ever blamed joseph for jerichos death (even if in some ways it was his fault). in his mental state he#physically couldn’t.#also i never said this relationship was healthy#yall ever seen hannibal nbc. where hannibal is high key in love with will and is absolutely devoted to him above all else (even his romanti#relationships)? yeah that. and hannibal is DEVOTED to will regardless of circumstance#hey wait was does that describe. joseph and constantine in my eyes#but WAIT there’s more. who else does that describe? call and aaron. call bending the laws of physics and choosing aaron over tamara at ever#possible moment#OBVIOUSLY. before someone brings it up. yes aaron and call are written to parallel jericho and constantine so they do. they do the whole#necromancy schtick. i’m just saying in my ideal world there would be greater emphasis on constantine and joseph’s relationships that’s only#between the lines in canon#like please can we get an actual reasoning as to why joseph is Like That. WAS IT BC THEY WERE COUNTERWEI#joseph posting#constantine madden#oh wait. the necromancy is paralleled between joseph wanting constantine back (and basically going to great length to do so cough cough#stalking a child)
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have you considered that maybe that trans guy isnt a girl actually
(exclutionists/anti 'contradictory' labels/etc dni)
#This isn't about trans guys who ARE girls or lesbians or whatever. Or trans guys who CHOOSE to use feminine terminology. Or otherwise how#-trans guys THEMSELVES choose to exist#this IS about the whole 'bbg'/'wife'/'mother'/'this too is yuri' attitude around trans men and transmasc characters/headcanons to the point#i wonder if yall would prefer if we were just women#like seriously#(again. not about trans men in refference to themselves)#psii.txt#transandrophobia#transmasc#trans man#trans mtf#trans headcanon#transmasc headcanon
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Does anyone else suffer from the disbelief that they are their age?
#I either feel 40 or 17. no in between#I can’t believe I’m in my twenties and some do my friends are getting masters#but more power to them!#or perhaps it is the relative freedom from not feeling bound to an arbitrary timeline and having the space to mentally breathe and explore#that I miss#but once you leave the structure of education (either after graduating from whatever is secondary school at your country/dropping out or#post grad education. things get weird#I’m realizing that some people (attempt to) follow these arbitrary timelines because they want to get married and (maybe) have kids#but….i don’t want that. which is quite freeing#I used to be of the ‘dating for marriage’ mindset but not now#idk it seems like a lot to look for someone who ticks all your romantic checkboxes and also ltr checkboxes#and kids are expensive so not having them is very financially freeing#and just…time freeing I guess#I think generally I’m not a very social person. and I don’t really start itching for socializing unless I’m literally isolated (like I was#literally yesterday)#and a lot of things I like to do I tend to do solo#like lifting. for me to get to my physique goals I’ll practically be in the gym almost everyday for ~2 hrs. and yeah I don’t *need* to be#that extra but I have that choice to decide whether to overtrain my body or crank out overtime or be in my routine executive dysfunction#spirals (ok that’s not really a choice but still)#and I need time to decide on which hobby to ditch and bounce from each time haha#basically I don’t think I’m ltr material. and that’s ok. im just out here enjoying my life#once you’re out of an educational structure (idk abt yall in academia) you can choose whether to follow a set path. and maybe that’s what#you want idk. but you should also examine whyyy you want the thing. do you want to get married to a man and have kids because YOU want that#or because everyone else is doing it? and you don’t want to stand out or feel like your failing in life. meanwhile you might not even like#men or hate prenthood.#imma end it here I have things scheduled (yay) and I need to shower#uchiha-gaeshi ramblings#uchiha-gaeshi overshares#life#txt
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having fun working on a commission for arturo. he wanted one of his ocs (angel, left) included in the commission, and another oc (paulina, right) that we brainstormed together for the sake of this fic.
i decided to let my computer charge a bit after writing for a while, so i decided to make picrews of the ocs (couldn't resist with makowka, long time fave tbh) just to help make the visualizations of them "tangible."
then i decided to make the rest of the mcs as picrews lol. take this as you will.
anyways,,, enjoy.
also, before you ask, yes. i did give benji a little gay boy earring. i asked simon if it was okay and he said all things are as they should be.
#mission impossible#makowka picrew#ocs#i was tied on what headwear to give luther#but i couldnt help myself. i just had to give him the signature black beanie.#my favorite guy. running the show from inside the van.#didnt actually look at pictures for references while doing this (so afterwards... looks a little funky)#i looked them up AFTER to put up as reference so yall (the ether) will know who i was even trying to depict LOL#i do truly miss brandt and carter. i will not lie.#and dont fucking get me started on ilsa. i swear to god. im. sick.#whatever. this is a reflective fic. arturo isnt making me do current angst. ty jesus.#but if i must... i will provide#anyways. 🤧🤧 agent gómez? agent cevallos? welcome to the imf#this is your mission... should you choose to accept it 😍#ethan hunt#luther stickell#and his lil beanie#ilsa faust#benji dunn#and his lil gay boy earring#jane carter#william brandt#julia meade#nectarine on: mi#nectarine on: writing#writing community#commissions open
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ok update on saiki k tomodachi life cuz there was so much drama 😭
nendo and imu broke up, then mera confessed her love to saiko, her best friend, and got rejected (which made their relationship really bad but theyre still "best friends") and then MERA STARTED DATING NENDO... AND THEN SAIKO CONFESSED HIS LOVE TO MERA !!! BRO SAW HER HAPPY WITH ANOTHER MAN AND TRIED TO WIN HER BACK !!! but she rejected him.. somehow, saiko and mera are STILL "best friends..."
also kubosai had a baby<3
#pinkie pie confessed to imu after this also but got rejected lol#teruhashi and arisu are married and hii and toritsuka are married btw but i cant remember if i told yall thay already#aiura and akechis relationship is still goin strong but havent gotten married yet for whatever reason#kubosai babys name is zachary btw lol i just let them choose and didnt change it#also saikis dad briefly dated princess zelda but they broke up lol#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#meows post
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#ive had much fun booping with yall today :-]#i wish i had the time to boop everyone back#idk y it stands out to me the ppl with strang3r things icons. actually i do kno. its bc one person with an eddie icon booped me a lot of#times lol. but im a lowkey st3ddie shipper and im just sitter here silently like. hm i see yall with steve and eddie icons#and anyone with a terror icon has me twirling my hair bc i just want ppl in that fandom to like me for my obnoxious jammy posts lol#and to my beloved ppl who regularly like my stuff but we aren't mutials for whatever reason 🖤#idk its just been a nice day lol. its nice outside and i was jsut grading all day. the days just seem longer now that its light so late#wish i had time to draw more than scribbles but alas ive got way too much to do this week :-P#ive gotta meet my boss Tomorrow and i havent even looked at the thing i was supposed to work on. and i have to choose a paper by Wednesday#for lab meeting. ugh. whatever. itll be fun. itll be fine. genuinely i feel good in a way that i thought was impossible a year ago#unrelated
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this might sound rlly weird but the way u draw feet is so cute
LOOOLLLL omg NAWT weird at all in fact im giggling thats such an oddly specific thing to notice but im glad you did. stigma around feet should be abolished. say you like drawing hands no one bats an eye say you like drawing feet and SOCIETY!!! SOCIETY CALLS YOU A FREAK!!!
anyway in all seriousness i find drawing them fun and its often cuz i dont want to have to draw shoes so if i can draw people barefoot i’ll usually go for it. or wearing socks i do that a lot too ^_^
#thank you for saying this im still giggling a little bit#feet r fun yall just choose to make it weird whatever#which is rly ironic coming from me considering i hate looking at feet irl. but drawing them im fine#im something of a hypocrite😎#kalofi’s asks
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kinda frustrating how we've spent the last few months acknowledging how a lot of well intentioned but guilt trippy social justice posts are like specifically designed to worm into ocd ppls brains and then now every single post abt palestine is "i dont care how bad your mental health is, i dont care how bad looking at all this makes you feel, if you don't read every single post you see on this topic in full you are a horrible person and directly contributing to their deaths. 'waaaah my mental health' well at least youre not being bombed, did you think about that??" and its like. i absolutely get where youre coming from but you dont get to complain that guilt tripping is bad then turn around and use it anyways because you think the cause youre using it for is worthwhile. like. everyone thinks the cause theyre using it for is worthwhile, thats why theyre using it. but its still a shit way to do it
#like when you make a tumblr post to your tumblr blog youre not guilt tripping people who disagree with you#youre guilt tripping your followers who if theyre still following you probably already agree with what youre saying#and esp on a topic with so much brutality involved like. yeah OBVIOUSLY theres people who have to look away#like. yall know a bunch of these posts and articles and videos show graphic injuries in them right?#like i physically cant watch news videos abt this bc i will spend days with my brain making me imagine#peoples deaths in graphic detail specifically because it knows that will upset me. and i would prefer not to do that#in fact me doing that helps palestinians exactly as much as finishing my brussel sprouts helps starving kids#by which i mean none. its just a cheap guilt trip to get you to do something you don't want to#which when it's brussel sprouts thats whatever but when its 'deliberately expose yourself to extremely triggering#things otherwise youre a bad person'. not so much#idk i feel like maybe its due to ppl feeling. agitated abt not being able to do anything abt it#like the government isnt listening and we're a world away so physically /all/ we can do really is sit and watch#so i can understand a) wanting to find someone to lash out at to alleviate that feeling#like if you cant stop the actual problem at the very least you can shout down the people supporting it right?#and b) seeing 'not watching' or even just 'not watching as closely as i am' as a transgression#bc well its all we can do so if youre not even doing that you must be bad#and its like. i really do get it. but the whole world is watching right now‚ like this is THE big news thing happening rn#so a few people choosing to avoid to subject will not make a single iota of difference#idk. i guess what im saying is if youre feeling the urge to yell at someone for not looking close enough#just donate some money to a support fund instead itll do a lot more
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fic here
#this is only bc one of yall said “part 2” in the comments (ily)#either way ill write whatever yall choose#im still working on crush btw i just like writing other stuff#want a lil break between act 1 and 2#spoons (yapping)#nat scatorccio#natalie scatorccio#natalie scatorccio x reader#natalie scatorccio x you#yellowjackets x reader#yellowjackets x you
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the year with the fewest cats save for year one due to several rather unfortunate events
#reminder that yall will not get anything except the appearance of this cat#no name traits relations whatever#have fun choose wisely#polls#ice.txt
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LMAO can you imagine reading a story where two traumatized FIFTEEN year old boys going through a consistently life threatening situation and simultaneously learning that they have a lot to navigate in their romantic relationship revealed by this time that is Very Hard because it reveals a dissonance in their understanding of the world. where they then both become separately aware of and commit to amending and understanding one another, to the point that they are able to begin discussing how one of their Perspectives has been very hurtful to his bf followed by several apologies and acknowledgements that the former didn't understand but wants to.
Where the bf who had been feeling very hurt is able to safely and healthily express how the others perspective maybe wasn't fair to him and potentially counter to a lot of what he stands for but maybe has skirted around bc of perceived judgment. Where him doing so is in direct pursuit of his own trauma recovery. Where the bf who didn't understand proceeds to show several instances of him actively trying not only to amend his judgement but to show explicitly that he is actively working in real time to expand his world view, because he didn't understand before but that doesn't mean he can't come to understand.
Where they learn about conflict in a relationship and how it's not always explosive but can be insidious as it creeps up in the both of you quietly if you don't actively seek resolution. Where they show incredible skill at listening to eachother to understand, and the bf who has spent this time thus far exhibited as The Good One of the two is able to admit and understand where he has gone wrong and chooses to see that the world is more complicated than he thought. To realize that darkness can facilitate growth and that harsh reactions often come from a place of hurt and it's not fair to inflict punishment onto something just because it's scary, that it's important to extend your hand first and try for understanding, even with things you've spent your life considering Inherently Bad/Evil like death.
Where the hurt bf is able to focus on embracing the hard parts of his life and how they've shaped him and lean even further into his nature of Reaching Out to those in need that other folks shy away from while also maintaining the beginnings of a healthy conversation with his bf about what that means to him. Where he is able to acknowledge how the world has hurt and judged him and use his newfound safe space to find even more people he is ready to open up to and lean on separate from his partner and his partners individual journey into understanding him.
can you IMAGINE reading this beautiful story abt two fifteen year olds learning these really hard lessons together that so many adults cannot grasp, learning to navigate conflict by understanding that they love eachother and that is enough to facilitate the conversations required to keep going if they're willing to try
can you IMAGINE reading such a poignant story about the beginnings of recovery and escaping a state of Survival to become who you are and who you want to be, of showing that recovery is not as easy as choosing to ignore the torment build into your perception of the world - but that you can get to a place where you can begin choosing to understand and accept those things in order to be able to choose your own idea of happiness, of showing light in the dark and dark in the light, of showing the strength in being true to yourself as you depend on oneanother, of having a harsh and difficult past and getting to a point where you're able to look back and say I Don't Want To Do That Anymore, of opening your eyes to the beauty of dark things and letting go of a Very Human instinct to condemn them because you're able to see how you may have been wrong and can now choose to expand how you see the world
can you IMAGINE reading that book and your take away being
"this healing teenager is Cringy and OOC in his recovery bc he acts like a dorky teenager experiencing joy and his boyfriend is Evil bc he's OBVIOUSLY against everything the other stands for TOXICALLY and should be cast aside because he doesn't deserve his partner if he doesn't immediately understand every aspect of his trauma without them discussing it as, again, a FIFTEEN YEAR OLD"
#this is about the sun and the star#tsats#anyway I'm mad bdnsnskx#would ABSOLUTELY recommend this book#some of yall just can't handle complicated situations or that reconnecting to joy in Pure Teenage Silliness can be one of the great gifts#of trauma recovery#yall said this book about choosing to see how scary things are not inherently evil as a practice and world view you have to cultivate#obviously is saying that the character who learns this lesson the most in the book is trash for not knowing it and accidentally hurting#someone close to them#bro that's life#HUH#like did we read the same book#smdh#also like. this is just a post I really am NOT opening myself for tsats debate#if you hate the book whatever but I just feel like there's gotta be a fundamental misunderstanding of what happened in it
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yaaYYY! tagged again by lovely @schumi-nadal , I love you sm and thank you for tagging me, yk how much I love these 🥺🤍
Rules: bold stuff that applies to you and then tag your friends.
Appearance:
i'm over 5'5" // i wear glasses/contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery //I have had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear make-up // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards.
Hobbies and talents:
i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand.
Relationship:
i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online.
Aesthetics:
i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season.
Miscellaneous:
i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dogs.
Tagging: hmmmmmm... @tam-is-blogging @a-swiss-and-a-spaniard @thefrootloopman @swaggypsyduck @yoellglia @soronya @kingfisherprince @hubillusion @shambolicchaos @jcferrero @game-set-canet @raulsevyn @janesurlife @thestarsstillfall @melissa-leaf @tennis-kittens @wimbledon2008 and any of you who wants to do this! (Ofc the ones I actually tagged, as always, it's not a must, it's just for fun <3)
#the nike adidas thing i dont have a preference whatever. i just wear whats given to me. if its adidas then adidas if its nike then nike. 🤷#ANYWAYS the part of the world where i live in doesnt have four seasons..it doesnt have autum summer winter whatever.#its summer alllll yeaarrrr looooooong. if rainy and fruit season is a season then sure include that ig XD#BUT if i had to choose my fav between the four seasons (spring summer autum winter) its gotta be autumn. pretty withering leaves. prettyyyy#so the thing is irl im more colder and closed off so yeah. yall dont want to mee me irl it can be a lil awkward🙈#the relationships one are like crazyyy complicated so some that happened i didnt bold it cause its just....complicated...#i used to play violin and piano but i forgot how to sooo ye💀#tag game#another day another get to know qas (yay!)
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I’m sorry if this sounds mean but I genuinely find it baffling when people who sign up WILLINGLY to reality shows and KNOW that they are in a REALITY SHOW get pissed off when someone plays the game.
#Like I am sorry but??? What did you expect people get pressed and I am like miss girllllll#Like I get being upset losing but take it like a champ be like oh well that sucks but x person played a good game#Not ‘why wOuLd they DO thAt to mE I thOugHt we wERe bEstiEs#thats not how it works!!! imagine playing chess and not stealing the other pieces or whatever like then what’s the point of it being a game#They don’t get it like we do !!!! Play the game !!! I am so irked askdkw this happens so often too I see cast members salty#on twitter dot com throwing shade like girl what#That’s why I don’t sign up for reality tv I will probs take it personally and I am aware of that#This To no one but yes to the traitors cast getting mad at cirie be so frrr no one specifically but yes Arie and Quentin#I just watched it and they be pressed like she played y’all she girlboss I am sorry she slayed !!!#Like y’all are not gonna tell me her lighting that fire red in the end didn’t DELIVER like she ate.#She left no crumbs and mothered her way through I am so sorry if y’all fail to see it#she was like arie did jack shit as a traitor and she was right and gallantly won we have no choice but to stan#I honestly only feel for andy because they deserved it too and they were my fav of the cast but then again#I dont think its fair to take it personally if anyone would have been in the spot they would have done it they re just roles given to each#by the rules and the game going on it’s how it works they dont personally choose to fuck people over because its fun for them#Like idk I am not buying the whole thing of cirie using peoples family I dont see it that way at all#I think they are hurt and I get that but like….idk lol she was playing a game and ate yall up and now everyone be pressed I am sorry !!!!#reality tv is my worst and best character trait fr SKSKSKS onto season 2 !#the traitors#reality tv
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