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earmo-imni · 2 years ago

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What the fuck do I do when my emotions are overwhelming and I am drowning in fear and anxiety and I physically do not feel safe and I am so so scared and also I’m stuck in a car on an 18-hour road trip with a brother who knows nothing of this and keeps antagonizing me because he’s ten and wants attention and parents who also don’t know how I’m feeling (because despite the fact that I know I’m not sounding or acting right they haven’t bothered to ask me if I’m okay or what’s wrong) and expect me to “be the adult” even though I’m barely staving off a mental breakdown

#Marijn talks #vent #I’m losing it I’m going to end up hurting someone I think #probably on accident or if my emotions take over #my brother harasses me and intrusive thoughts just fucking shoot through my head of hurting him #my mom treats me like I’m somehow reacting wrong to my brother deliberately putting hairs on me #and I just feel the urge to scream curses at her #my dad insists on going to chick-fi-la so my brother can play on their playground and get some energy out despite me asking him not to #what with Chick-fil-A’s owner/ceo/whatever still giving money to support anti-lgbtq+ organizations #I just want you to not give money to someone who would happily see me /dead/ dad is that really so much to ask #but I can’t even break down and cry because there’s nowhere for me to do so #and to top it all off I got maybe five hours of sleep last night #I just can’t handle this #but somehow I have to #the emotional turmoil is all caused by roe v wade being overturned btw. if anyone’s wondering

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