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eye-of-yelough · 8 months ago

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the interpretation is in shambles folks

hhhhhh do i want to characterise Gort as true to my interpretation of him, (grey-ace, sex indifferent, aro, so romance repulsed he’s basically allophobic) Or. do i want him and aeryn to have a dynamic that makes me happy. because unfortunately i can’t do both.

obviously i pick happiness but i don’t think i’ll ever not feel weirdly bad about it. i just can’t do Aeryn being as into Gortash as he is and have Gortash be completely uninterested, it’s too pathetic, even for him. and it just doesn’t make sense anymore with how i’ve been writing them. what is important to specify is this. whatever minimal amount of attraction he feels towards Aeryn has nothing to do with his body and everything to do with the concept of him.

diversity win, this guy who feels no attraction to people doesn’t see you as a person!

#anyway i’m once again thinking about Gort telling Aeryn he loves him. sickening.#what makes it so fascinating is that yeah gort is comfortable dishing it out. but if aeryn said it back? or worse. completely unprompted?#well. it would be Bad.#the thing is he knows aeryn loves him he actively Wants aeryn to love him. but don’t you dare fucking say it.#because. ok. aeryn loving him is just. to be expected. he’s a slave to his stupid emotions. (in gortash’s eyes)#he knows this. it’s his favourite tool to use against him.#aeryn’s love is a job well done. excellent. he’s broken the toy in. but if it had the courage to say the words out loud?#that’s a sign that he’s overstepped the mark. he’s been too gentle. and his heart needs to be taught to fear him again >:3 #that discord meme. Gort: i’ve had my heart broken. Someone: oh no i’m so sorry! Gort: 🤨 i’m not. i had a blast.#your daily dose of idiocy #gortash #oc aeryn #aeryn and gortash

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