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the entire "The solar flare is cyclical" thing was a fake out on Minerva's part so no one would figure out what she was actually working on, which was a way to prevent the *other* catastrophe they suffered from ever happening again--large scale isu human subjugation, enslavement, rebellion, war
Now, the Isu as a people were on their way out, but no way were all of them going to go gentle into that night. And their tech was made to last, so anything that survived the Toba event itself would be around for millenia.
Humans were genetically engineered to be subservient to the Isu. Minerva can't change put that cat back in the bag. What she *can* do, though, is use this genetic predisposition against the Isu.
Minerva creates a 75,000 year long breeding program to make the world's most unassuming, patient, *good* man--who just happens to be Isu kryptonite. There's just *something* about him that makes Isu want to kneel at his feet and be told they're good.
Desmond's glad he doesn't have to die to save the earth and all but also, like. What the fuck Minerva. Why.
So I had queued this post yesterday about a sign that says “ALL GODS MUST BE KEPT ON A LEASH” and @fanworldbuildingfun reblogged it with the following tags:
#every isu in ac #especially juno #for safety reason #and basim/loki #for nsfw reasons #< previous tags #Teecup I'm going to need you to elaborate on the latter #What nsfw reasons #Are we talking the vengeful nsfw or the oneshot style nsfw #Why did this post send me into Loki/Desmond thoughts #And Desmond is the one suffering here #....Whom do you think held the leash between Juno and Aita
It probably sent you into Loki/Desmond thoughts because it is sorta about my top!Desmond x bottom!Basim fic A Break where the main idea is “Desmond might not be able to fix him and his Isu-ness but he can definitely mindbreak him into being an obedient dog” so I guess… NSFW oneshot? No ‘s’ because I make no promises if I’ll make a sequel to A Break once I played Mirage XD
As for who has the leash between Aita and Juno? Those two held each other’s leashes but neither of them ever used it. They’re like two dogs that have leashes but no owner to rein them in.
Although…
Juno definitely pegged Aita more than once.
Actually…
(gets a megaphone)
All male Isus got pegged!
Odin? Got pegged by both Minerva and his wife!
Loki? Dude gave birth to Sleipner! He probably cheated on Sigyn because she wouldn’t peg him!
Tinia? Would have been pegged during his orgy party if Odin and Loki hadn’t crashed the vibes!
Hermes? Wants Persephone to peg him sooooo badly!
#Minerva is not answering#she made her specialist little boy and then fucked off#we can only speculate on reasons such as#'i thought it would be funny'#....damnit but now i had a more serious thought#which with the low isu reproduction#what if isu like#dont really do recreational sex#that was a bonus to humans#that they kept making more of them on their own#(a bonus and it turned out a Problem)#but anyway isu dont really do recreational sex and the few isu human hybrids like#basically those isu were like holy shit dude have you tried this thing called sex i am a completely different person now#minerva went hmmm not for me but#a whole new person you say#and engineered her specialist boy to save the world with the power of that ass
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Lucy lives!au where both lucy and desmond are tensely sitting on the fact that Clay Told Desmond She Is A Templar and neither of them know how to approach this without outing that fact to everyone (Desmond does not want his dad to kill her)
OUGHHHH.
and the way it completely flips the little power dynamic they had going on. because whether desmond likes it or not, whether he wants it or not, lucy's life is now completely at his mercy. one wrong word and. well. they're called assassins for a reason. and while i think there's multiple stories in the series of assassins becoming templars, there's basically none about templars becoming assassins (or assassins again) which tells you about all you need to know about how willing they'd be to let a "traitor" back into their little gang.
and that's just got to feel terrible, right? especially now that desmond knows. if he can just read between the lines of what lucy has told him about vidic from her perspective, what clay has shown him about how she was turned. terrible awful moment of realizing that it's playing out all over again; only now lucy owes her life to him for not giving her over to the assassins. i don't think desmond would like that at all.
and like. to me there is zero question that part of the reason lucy latched onto desmond more than she was probably supposed to according to the whole templar double-agent plan was that he was someone she had a modicum of control over. she was very much in control of the flow of information to him, he owed her for getting him out of abstergo, and in all likelihood, she probably intended to protect him from them as best he could (a track record which does not reflect well on her! considering what happened to clay! but i really do think she intended to.)
so, that is gone. not only is that gone, but her world's been up-ended, again. she's not a quite a templar, not quite an assassin, and oh, right, the sun is still going to explode, and they barely know how they're going to stop it. desmond was in a coma for who knows how long, and now he looks at her different. he knows. and now they're all going to be in close proximity with his dad and her mentor who will not risk the whole world for either of them, shaun's still being twitchy about 'what if desmond was a templar spy' with no idea how close and how far off that assumption is, and there's also that fucking alien isu ghost lady who tried to kill her through desmond! not a fun time for lucy, all things considered.
and like despite that, i think the old dynamic they had still remains. desmond relies on lucy. she's now proven that she's a completely unreliable anchor to reality, but still, she's the one he's got. they started this animus shit together; they're gonna finish it together. lucy is still trying to pull the incredible balancing act of pushing desmond far enough to get what they need without breaking him entirely, something that's getting harder and harder by the day because like. three. well, no, four, huh. haytham, too. so four memory dives in, there's... if not damage, then a disconnect. between desmond and reality. that can't be undone, only managed.
everything that happens already leaves their little team so isolated from the outside world, but alsjdlksa i fucking love the idea of lucy & desmond being even isolated from the other assassins. terrible secret gang.
#the best gift i can give to any character set is to shoot them with the isolated codependency beams#i think. let lucy live and desmond has someone to bounce his thoughts off of for 'fuck what if the assassins *can't* handle this'#in a way that might be. like. a little productive?#because okay cool isu tech might save them. they also have no guarantees that it will beyond like. hope and ghost alien lady's words.#i don't think lucy could convince desmond that abstergo/the templars want what's best.#but i do think that they could both pull each other closer to a middle ground.#like. abstergo bad. but they also fucking live there. on the planet. if the solar flare happens they die too. so like.#clearly they also want to stop it. to what extent is probably the questionable bit! they'd probably let the majority of humanity#get scorched to preserve what they want.#but undeniably. they have resources the assassins do not. lucy knows what those resources are.#keep her in the game and desmond knows what plan B is. whether or not it even comes down to using it.#thinks about them trying to plot this. and that lingering tension between them that exists because lucy lied once and might be lying now#and desmond is choosing to trust her while there's a ghost of clay in the back of his head screaming at him that he's an idiot#and they can't let any of the others catch on to the fact that they're even *considering* abstergo's resources as a possibility.#ask#assassin's creed#lucy stillman#desmond miles#puts them in the worst situations <3 because i love them <3#also i think desmond and lucy should get to kill vidic together. catharsis.
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asking serbian eurosport once again when are they planning to hire me as their fogure skating commentator because the current one doesn't know shit.
#she if someone falls in the program: ouch what have they done just now 🫤🫤#she is someone goes clean: ohh what have they just done ☺️☺️#not to mention out of date info on coaching changes etc.#i would do sooo well#i would shut up during the performance unless something literally insane just happened on the ice#and then during the replays i would be explaining shit in sooo much detail and also providing tea that's available by#a) me a national judge going to the isu seminars b) a friend of mine just passed the international tests in september#you won't be seeing him on the panels tho my country sensd like one junior per season to one jgp event#but i'd have soo many interesting things to say to the viewers i'd make it into the most watched sport on our tv#figure skating
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Just a quick sketch as usual… I was wondering how Basim would look with Loki’s iconic helmet. It suits him, right?
#this man is overdressed as always#even in the hottest days of summer in Baghdad#how is it you don’t evaporate my dearest Basim?#I’ve been told that wearing layers of fabric could keep you from the cold and the heat#so I think that must be why#and guess what?#guess who’s slowly growing fond of Loki? (the last time was when I was a teenager lol)#*points at self* it’s me#the one who used to dislike Loki and the whole Isu lore in Mirage and Valhalla#I had my reasons tho#I didn’t like Loki because of what hi did to my beloved Basim although I know that Basim was more than happy and eager to let him do so#I feel guilty for changing my mind 😂#my drawing#drawing#and one more thing! if you’re an artist#and you’re good at coloring#feel free to color my work I’d love to see it colored 🥹 either traditionally or digitally#I can color too or make this sketch better but currently I’m too busy with my PhD and teaching#it takes a lot of time and energy to research and study if you want to make your thesis a great one#I may redraw and color this later#Basim#basim ibn ishaq#ac mirage#art#wow I’m becoming as talkative as Loki and Basim lol
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#19.3 Unravel
It had been some time since Agni felt this nervous. Not even talking with Jinsung Ha recently had made him feel like this. He fiddled with the mask on his hand as he waited for Grace to come back. He had thought hard on how to deliver the news, but he knew that no matter how he phrased it, Grace would be upset. Velt nuzzled under his palm and Agni gave her a few pats, before deciding that she would be better inside her bowl in his lighthouse, just in case the shinsu acted up around Grace after he received the news.
Grace came back wearing the comfiest shirt and shorts Agni knew Grace liked to wear on lazy days. He joined him on the floor, and they ate dinner together. Agni always finished last, so while waiting for him to finish his meal, Grace told him about his day with Bam. Grace was intrigued by how much his way of thinking had changed, and how glad he was to be able to be by Bam's side when he was having a bad day. It reminded Agni of the hidden floor, when Grace faced his sworn enemy.
They left the used bowls on the coffee table and went to brush their teeth. Afterwards, they turned off the light and went upstairs to sit on their bed. Grace's curious gaze never left him, and Agni curled his feet nervously.
Grace was the one who broke the silence. "So…what is it?"
Agni's breath hitched. This was the part he dreaded most. "I talked with the crocodile earlier. Did you know that he could manipulate stone already?"
"Huh." Grace needed a few seconds to let the information sink in. "Didn't Rak learn it on the Hell train? How does he know it?"
"Turns out our crocodile also traveled back to the past like us. He found the young crocodile and taught him."
"What?!" Grace gasped, wide eyed. "That means our Rak is–!!"
"He's dead." Agni quickly snuffed out that hope. They had been in delusion for long enough; it was time that they faced the bitter truth. "He suffered a fatal injury from the explosion. He couldn't have lasted long without proper help." Agni omitted the actual cause for Rak's death, but still kept his words true. "I'm sorry."
"…Oh." Grace looked lost, just like Agni was. His lips parted a little, but they closed before any sound escaped.
Agni gently squeezed Grace's hand, encouraging and comforting as he let the silence stretch on, giving Grace some time to process the information.
"Agni…" Grace whispered, "do you think Hatz and Isu…?"
Agni bit his lip and avoided his gaze, as the nightmare of that day replayed in his mind. He witnessed Hatz get his arm ripped off when trying to protect him. He could still recall the clang of a sword hitting the floor, and Hatz's suppressed scream that gnawed deep at his guilt. He witnessed Isu get beheaded after being taken hostage, the memory of warm blood painting them both still vivid like it happened yesterday.
Agni refused to acknowledge their possible deaths, because it felt like a nightmare that one day he could hopefully wake up from. He avoided the topic when Grace brought it up, so he wouldn't have to say it aloud and make it real. He had been so hard on himself, because he couldn't get rid of the feeling that he had failed Grace and everyone else involved.
Agni knew this had to change if he wanted to live better, now that they had gotten a second chance. So he swallowed down the lump in his throat that had built up over the years and asked mostly to himself; "What are the odds of their survival?"
"There's always a chance–"
"Grace." Agni looked him straight in the eye. "They were already severely injured before the explosion hit."
Grace fell silent and went still.
Agni felt a pang of guilt upon witnessing Grace's reaction. "Sorry. I didn't mean to snap." Agni fiddled with his hands. He realized that he didn't know how much Grace knew of what happened. "My scar…do you know how I got it?"
"I…was told it was from the family heads' battle." Grace looked thoughtful. Agni knew he was trying to be careful with his words. "A stray attack?"
"It could have been worse." The memory of the scorching heat on his skin felt like it had only happened yesterday. He passed out right when he was about to heal Isu, and only found out later that he also lost sweetfish at that time. The days he spent recovering from the burn, to withstand the excruciating pain every second he was conscious, and finally coming to terms that it'd be a permanent scar, was one of the turning points that had changed him forever. Were Grace not there to care for him, he might have ended up destroying himself even more.
Agni hadn't realized he had his left hand clawing on his cheek until Grace pried his hand off and frowned, "You're doing it again."
"Maybe I should wear the mask…" Agni muttered to himself. After all, Grace gave it to him less so he could hide the scar but more to prevent him from unconsciously hurting himself. The only time he could safely take it off was when Grace was around.
Agni bit his lip nervously when Grace didn't reply. He no longer had the courage to look Grace in the eye that spoke so much concern, so he leaned close and rested his head on Grace's chest. "Rak, Isu, Hatz and Hwaryun were trying to get me out of that damned place. But we were caught while escaping, and…it was a bloodbath. I was…too occupied to react to the incoming heat. Rak shielded us from the explosion. And when I woke up…"
"They weren’t with you," Grace finished it for him after Agni trailed off a moment too long.
Agni nodded dazedly, "I've been telling myself that they're still alive, after a blow that could kill rankers. But…who am I kidding? I was lucky enough to survive with just this little–" Agni vaguely pointed to himself– "inconvenience."
Agni felt a hand gripping his arm, and he pulled away to see Grace looking at him with a pained expression. His eyes were glossy and his lips were pulled into a thin line. Trusting his instinct, Agni reached out to gently trace and cup Grace's cheek with his free hand.
"I'm sorry," Agni muttered. "I'm sorry, for not telling you sooner."
Agni silently witnessed tears that streamed down on his love's face. It was a bitter sight that Agni wished he'd never have to see again, that he had tried to avoid for so long by not telling him. He pulled Grace in and held him close to his chest, as if Agni was trying to gather his own crumbled heart back together.

Grace mumbled their late best friends' names as he held onto him tighter, shaking from each breath he took between sniffles.
Agni felt his own eyes sting with unshed tears. He remembered the years he spent climbing the tower together with his old team. Despite their banter being his source of headaches, Agni knew he too had come to acknowledge them as his cherished friends. Only when they were gone did Agni realize how much he'd miss having them around. Seeing the younger them didn't exactly close the gaping hole in his heart, but at least the emptiness was more filled.
Agni squeezed Grace tighter. "We have their younger selves with us now. We will protect them better this time."
Grace only nodded and sank further into his embrace. And Agni planted kisses on his hair, relishing the thought that after everything he had gone through, Grace was still a constant in his life. As long as he had him, everything would be okay.
When Grace started shaking again, Agni caressed his hair and hummed a comfort song they had known by heart. Still, it didn't make falling asleep any easier for Agni, especially not after admitting that his nightmare was very much real. However, as he had been through grief…this, too, would pass.
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#Whee we get to know some of their past. Specifically their turning point#I hope it flows nicely because i have rewritten this like 3 times now 😭😭😭 dialogues are just not my specialty#like how to make them reveal such information without making them come out of the blue#writing style aside. let's talk about why Agni behaves this way#I will save the details on the what and how for the prologue. but basically Agni had been through hell that he couldn't escape alone#Rak Hatz and Isu saved him (or attempted to). and Agni owed them for saving his life. thus the strong attachment that Khun doesn't have#also let me mention that Agni had trouble differentiating between hallucination and reality after the incident. So he was kind of in denial#maybe Agni had come to a conclusion that they might be dead months after that. but he was too afraid to admit it to Grace#because he thought it was partly his fault for being incompetent. and Grace would hate him for letting their friends die#not wanting to risk being left by Grace. he just put himself (and inevitably Grace too) in the illusion of truth#that there's still a chance their friends are still alive because they have no proof of their deaths#so when Agni was offered to go back to the past. he agreed to it. Already expecting that Rak Hatz Isu aren't the same ones that he looks fo#but it was as good as he could get to redeem himself. Plus they get to meet everyone else who they couldn't save#Anyway. I'm taking hiatus until April. In return I will answer if you have any questions whether it is written in the tags or sent via ask#see ya folks <3 we'll get more brothers and team bonding when I return#tower of god#tog#two sides of the same coin fic#my fic#my art#bam#25th bam#jue viole grace#khun#khun aguero agnis#khunbam#shibisu#ship leesoo#rak wraithraiser#hatz
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reading the novels again WOULD get me back into shuuenpro in both a drawing and theorizing way now that i can actually read & dont have to rely on others to tell me what it says but i 1) dont have them with me 2) already dedicated 5 formative years of my life to it in a near religious way and 3)a lot of fans have analyzed it to death already so i think its perfectly fine to focus on aru sekai series instead.
#actually the only reason i strayed from shuuen was bc i was also a szm fan at the time#& him quitting just like totally destroyed me#like. went & cried in the bathtub after school for some hours upset#i was 15 this was baby's first lesson on why we dont get parasocial with strangers online#'the thing u love most is ending suddenly bc im quitting' was devastating#and then i hard swung into being a mafumafu fan & learned the other side of the story#& went oh. yeah fuck that guy#i deleted my old vent & super personal tags a while ago but theres a good chance theres still posts uo about it#from that time. its not like i clean this blog. i dont have time for that i Character to think about#i forgot what my point was anyway im not estranged from shuuen.#nisemono chuuihou & sarumane isu tori game & arikitari heroes are still frequently in rotation#i could at any time sit down & just get back into it#but now when i think about The Songs its always thAT DAMN ANGEL ON MY MIND or her gf#can u blame me have u seen their lore. DB wishes they had something as convoluted as OuAn (the girlies)#YEAH d-ne killed b-ko in pursuit of perfection after mistaking that feeling for love#& then was killed by the misfortune she inherited#but does that even touch the drama of two people with an implied long term friendship#that really want to frame it as nothing too deep having their real feelings exposed bc of the apocalypse#'i care for her a normal amount' U DIED FOR HER 'i dont care about her at all' UR TRYING TO KILL URSELF TO BE WITH HER#very very opposite dynamics i love girls with issues i wish i was one#ah yes my two favorite ships. love double murder and love double suicide. delicious
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v strange to have been in the ac trenches for so long and have so many new people interested in shadows. it feels like a bunch of people just walked into my house. hello. i’ve been in ac hell for years now. welcome.
#assassin's creed#assassin’s creed shadows#i think the difference between gen understanding of the franchise#vs the actual franchise is so interesting#like most people are interested bc of historical setting/characters right#which is absolutely fine btw I’m not gate keeping#but the amount of people I’ve talked to about the stories are like#I didn’t know THATS what the games were about#considering the larger lore ie the Isu/pieces of Eden/purpose of the creed you know#could write an essay about it
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is this real 👀 there’s a word missing in the description of the 2024-25 RD:
“a dance mix of e.g. a rhythm, an artist, a ___ from stage or screen��
a what from stage or screen?
both movies and paso doble had been rumored but “Dance Party”? 😬 makes it sound deeply unserious🙃💀
they decided they liked slipsteps i guess, so it’s easier to flag where the PSt starts. more defined steps is good
#tsl twitter#thinking of brilliant original dances like farrucas#or DALD#and here we are in 2024 at “Dance Party” 🫠💀#RIP ice dance 😅#if this really is what the isu has in store#more dumbing down
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But it's Ilia who is going viral. So maybe, just maybe, you are a bit outdated and the younger generations might be just fine with watching athletic abilities in something that is called sport ...
#ilia malinin#if people would be really interested in what you call artistic it would be skaters like Jason Brown all over the internet#idk#times change and people too#sport changes preferences changes#figure skating#fs#ISU
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Girl help one of the dogs walked on my laptop again last night (I know it has to have been Psycho) and now it's not behaving properly.
#ramblings#psycho keeps walking on the table which means she walks acros my fucking laptop and this isnt the first time this has caused isue#idek what she did but now i cant do things like press a character twice in a row without a pause period and i had this fuckng#sound to my keyboard thats now gone after i got pissed off at my keyboard and aggressively hit the backspace
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I'm super excited to play all the assassin's creed games that I have rn and make two separate tier lists of all the characters and games ^-^ so far I've played the entire ezio trilogy, ac1, ac3, and atm I'm playing syndicate! After syndicate I'm planning on playing unity and after that I'm thinking of mayyybbbeeeee playing rogue :] once I'm done with them I'll be playing origins!! The chronicles and liberation/freedom cry are much lower down on my list but I definitely want to play them at some point! And I really do want to play mirage but I don't have a ps5 and idk if my computer is strong enough to run it...
But in summary!! Syndicate -> Unity -> Rogue -> Origins -> Liberation -> Black Flag -> Freedom Cry -> the AC Chronicles
There's also a chance I'll be replaying ac1 for like, the third time or something as well, I've missed Altair and Desmond so I might break down and play the game again lmao
#although I will admit... I wont be playing odyssey or valhalla cause they just. dont feel like ac games to me#and ive heard odyssey deals a ton with isu stuff and I could care fucking less about them tbh#with valhalla I just dont rly care about norse stuff in the first place and I don't see any ASSASSIN'S!!! WHATS THE FUCKING POINNTTTTT !!!!
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still funny i did a whole circle as a vocaloid fan. when i got into vocaloid i exclusively listened to the synth versions of songs mostly bc "the vocaloid is how its Supposed to sound why would u listen to covers" & then i gradually fell into the utaite scene until i almost exclusively listened to covers for a few years. and now i almost exclusively listen to the synth version of songs again but now its bc half the time there just Arent any covers of songs i like and the other half of the time im Extremely picky about singers.
#if the world wants me to listen to covers of a song then the stars need to align#for risru zakuro nui nqsi or isubokuro to cover it#actually u know what now that im thinking of it if isu came back with a cover of one of the popular#naisho no pierce songs. u would not hear the end of it for days. weeks. the chair would not disappoint me.#i wont believe otherwise. he could do propose right.#did i mention how excited i got when he cover boku wa izonshou. i was like no way i like the rime ver of that song#the end fucks with me tho i cant really listen to it in full. i cant do that kind of beepingn in songs unfortunately#i dont bother with magu song covers really. everyone & their grandma's dog has covered maximizer.#& the kamitsubaki girls are doing duets of the respective songs with the isotopes & thats all i need really#also zakuros covered several songs & risrus covered maximizer & kanon & nqsi covered shuuen touhikou. its all good
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Fin.
#darktalks#well i fucking got what i wanted. huh. that sure was a modular armor system#overall i liked it a bunch! kassandra is very fun as a character#i liked the mystery of the cult and i really enjoyed the friendship dynamic with barnabas and herodotos. coupla pals goin on a ship#Speaking of! i liked the adrestia. i liked sailing around and i liked ship battles#i think it's because it's scaled back in comparison to Those Other 3 in terms of weaponry and addons and what have you#so it didn't feel like if i was falling behind if i wasn't dedicating ALL of my resources to the ship all the time idk#the maps id say were right on the border of excessively bighuge but i liked how varied the scenery was#not just between greece and the dlc2 areas but between different regions of greece#and the mythical beast/monster encounters were a nice level of challenging that broke up the monotony of fighting other humans#more on the story i like how personal they've made the plots of orig and odys. it really gets you feeling for the protags right away#it's something that also happened with ezio and connor for example. but syndicate and black flag (especially black flag) are kinda lol lmao#even still in AC2 the motive was ''hunting assassins'' not ''hunting YOU specifically'' so to some degree it was still impersonal#it was cool seeing darius in action but dlc1 parts 1 and 2 felt a bit more eh to me#i think it was just because fast travel in makedonia and achaia was a bit of a pain#dlc2-1 also felt a bit overlong because of how many factions you're helping. 2-2 by comparison is super short (but sweet).#2-3 made me want to kill aita all over again. i have mixed feelings on the isu :thumbsup: Aletheia can hang#this is not the games' fault of course but after Hades (game) seeing all these ''gods'' just look like taller humans is a bit of a flop#(let's not get on how much of an idiot they made hermes of all people)#the further rpgfication of equipment and abilities felt like a chore. what the fuck do you mean ''+17% assassin damage''. be serious.#from what ive heard that's something very much still present in valhalla BUT ALSO there's a stamina bar?????? wherefore dost thou do this.#i will say i missed having an animus database. which was also missing in origins? like ik there's the discovery tour but it's Not the same.#i liked the RW segments well enough. something something blonde woman and protagonist with isu artifact smth smth two nickels#kind of a flop moment to not finish off the literal Biggest Problem for the assassins when you had the chance Layla :/#to valhalla we go
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so i watched the play of a little life before i read the book - because a friend read the book, thought i'd like it, and either way we like going to the cinema together - but i just got it for christmas from my dad and i was looking through the user submitted content warnings on storygraph and it's just like... fucking hell, man. i don't know if i can read this. i saw it staged, with uncomfortably realistic special effects and phenomenal acting, but to read that? 700 pages of that?
#gonna work my way up with a couple of other apparently quite dark/gritty novels#(young mungo)#but yeah#cannot begin to describe the absolute fucking hassle that was trying to get my dad to buy me a christmas present.#3 months in advance sitting him down like 'dad put this in your diary for december 5th right now'#'look no dw i'll write it down u just have to look in your diary'#'this shouldn't be an isue for u it's a daily diary u use it for work plz for the love of god'#'wouldn't it be nice if for once u were not also suprised to see what you and mum got me?'#a little life#hanya yanagihara#literature
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Sometimes i feel bad for being super verbose and using too many words for something i could of explained in far less or when i could just get to the point or be verbose and say a lot but miss crucial details due to over twenty year long well worn habits of it being The Safest Way To Talk About Anything in person for over twenty years to the point it just affected both IRL and online communication.
So, you know, if you ever want clarification/curious as to what i meant on a thing/i habitually never mentioned something in passing but mentioned around the thing feel free to ask if you want to know because even if i am more likely to be embarrassed about long worn habits theres only a less than 5% chance it was intentional and a 95% chance it was just habit.
Feel free to ever ask about it (in asks/messages/ect) because it would probably be good for me to talk to more than just the same people i know IRL over and over again anyway whose habit of 'rarely gets invested in conversations they did not start personally' and choosing to skip 50% of the details because 'im fucking over this is shit if they are listening they will ask' is the easiest way to get around this shit.
Also sometimes clarification is important because sometimes in the moment i just compile sentences in weird fucked up ways because having three wildly different languages with very different structures forced down your throat since before you were even properly school aged can fuck up your sense of language in unexpected ways. Especially once they expect you to suddenly drop everything you earned because it 'wasnt cute any more' when you took advantage of said skills to learn more than the person teaching you rather than idk take the potential parenting bonding activity for what it was.
#C: Turquoise Talks#i guess the fun part about that is due to health issues and social isolation if i didnt read/write so much shit even my english skills--#-would be rusty lmao.#....maybe i shouldnt joke about that one actually. For reasons to complicated and lengthy and numerous to something i will actually pin.#it also makes sense when people were 'interested' all through my childhood in what i was reading or w/e#but will take isue with anything not hetnorm cisnorm 'disabled free' ect so i was used to being vague as fuck and havig to leave details--#--up to others unless asked.#So like. Feel free to ask me what the flying fuck i talking about even sometimes.#Im so used to it i just dont fucking notice because Its SO Normal To Me(tm) and trust me you wont come across as a dick i actually ask--#--this shit IRL too sometimes lmao#you think how i type shit in typing is bad just get me on a half asleep day where shits fucked IRL and im 50x worse.
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just finished ac mirage and the whole plot is basically just. a tie-in to valhalla (the only way i figured it out is by googling it cuz it was so vague)
#brother i didnt play valhalla why would i give a shit#what kinda marvel multiverse bullshit#also like. doesnt explain shit why did roshan not want him to go in also she just disappeared after? and the only reason i understood the#isu shit at all is from odyssey#also order head mission was so anticlimactic#ac mirage spoilers#ig
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