#what i mean is: adrien being obsessed over marinette is my archilles heel.

[fragileizywriting]

this is a complete stream of consciousness i'm so sorry. i'm just having thoughts and feelings about adrien being mister bug and how i think it would've been very very good in a very specific circumstance, one that would be adrien in his late twenties, dating marinette who is lady noire (duh.)

like just think about it for a second.

i'd just like to say that adrien would be an idiot to give up lady noire. i'm just saying. you could make an interesting case for adrien being obsessed with power just like his father, sure, whatever, but also, i think adrien would like to keep it more like a pet than actually use it.

i write the black cat miraculous as the gateway to entropy (blah, blah, everything we've already heard in fire lily petals) and, as a man who wants everything under his control and wants everything to go his way, don't you think that at first he'd want to be able to control that? maybe. sure.

after all, wouldn't it be nicer to leash and collar it? instead of being it, wouldn't it be nice to own it? she's her entire own person, and he doesn't own her, no, but isn't it nice that she lets him— (him, him, him, him,)— of all people, do what he wants? when he touches her, she leans into his hands? she's beautiful. she's in love with him. she lets him wrap her up in a pretty ribbon and keep her.

isn't that nice? being able to keep death as a pet? awh. he gets a little giddy, thinking about how chaos-incarnate purrs against his mouth when they kiss.