#what a turn too from being estactic after zagreb and poland
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Not the drawing I would make when finally getting home to my stylus nor had I hoped to make this:
Today I learned that one of the people I bonded most strongly with at music summer camp this year passed away only months after his 25th birthday. I had called him my golden retriever the two weeks I knew him (blond, big curls, big puppy eyes) so the last day he asked if I should rename him as a dog and I said I'd then call him Lucky.
So here's Lucky as I will chose to remember him; a colourful and smiley guy if closed of and distant when you first met him. He showed me so much trust in such a short amount of time, bonding over childhood movies after 3 days of knowing each other, crying and opening up together after 6, let me be the only person hugging him in the entire camp after 9 and put on make up on him after 13
Thank you for the small time we had together Lucky, I hope you are in a better place now <3
#I have lost count how many times I've cried over him after learning the news#and I only knew him two weeks#says a lot doesn't it#he celebrated his 25 birthday at the camp where I promised to draw him a portrait#I am so happy I kept that promise now#glad to know my doodle was able to be with him if for a short while#to let him know somebody out there did care for him#even if in the end it was not enough#rip lucky#what a way to end christmas huh#what a turn too from being estactic after zagreb and poland#to gender dysphoria and losing lucky#sorry for the mood swing#micahs thoughts#my own art
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