#what a fkg obsessive

[rotten-croissant]

I'm need air

They’re pretty

[neonstatic]

my given name and i have an interesting relationship. well, first off, i don't like. i dislike it, even. there's no doubt abt that. i've disliked it long before i understood i was nonbinary. it's just not a good name to me. i don't like the way it feels and tastes in my mouth. i don't like how it sounds out of people's mouths. no one has ever managed to say it in a way that makes it sound appealing. it's not a name you can sigh dreamily nor moan erotically. i mean, you can try, but however good you might sound, I'll be too distracted by the name itself. (i think i've learned to speak so delicately bc i've subconsciously wanted to sell my name as best as possible. yes, that is my name, it does kinda suck, but don't i say it so nicely?)

compare this to my sisters' names. they have sweet, feminine names that end in the letter a, and if you put all their names next to each other, you notice a certain motif. they just fit like a bouquet.

i feel like you can tell from my name alone that i'm the last child; they were running out of fkg ideas to follow the motif, so much so that they entirely dropped it! they couldn't even make my name end in an a!

i've never liked my name, always felt a little ashamed when meeting ppl bc i knew i'd have to introduce myself and see the split-second look in their eyes when they process and register (with difficulty) my painfully geriatric yet forgettable name. and it sounds so, so much worse in english.

egg or chicken? i think my name might've made me trans -- no, pls, let me elaborate: my name sounds like a typical old name, but spelled differently and thus pronounced differently, with none of the elegance and not even an a at the end. "oh, ray, why are you so obsessed w the a at the end?" bc i grew up surrounded by girls with pretty names that ends in a! and i was a little "girl" w an unpretty name that did not end in a! i legit had a complex abt that jabfjab everyone is aisha and christina and sarah and mona and then you got this mf whose name reminds you of a four-eyed mole in a tutu.

(in middle school, we had to write a story, and i named my protagonist, a 12yo girl, wayne. "that's not a girl's name," my teacher told me. "yes, it is." i said. and that was that.)

(i named that little girl after my favourite rapper at the time... y'all figure it out ✌🏾)

i've wanted to change my name long before i understood my gender. i had the spare thought that one day, maybe, i'd grow into it. i didn't like having and showing tits until literally two years ago. i think the chest tat helped. (frankly, most days i still don't. moving boobily is humiliating esp when you're a fast walker.) i've yet to grow into my given name. don't think i ever will. i rly dislike it. i'm no longer used to it either. i've changed my name at work and made so many new friends who know me as ray, and even my closest friends call me ray most of the time (or juno if they feel a lil frisky). and now i feel good introducing myself.

not only that, but i also experience ppl having fun w my name! nothing big, rly, but i do not have enough fingers to count the amount of ppl who make analogies abt the sun, the stars, or light in general. it's mostly silliness, i know, but i can't help feeling like others see that my name makes sense for me too. ray is a name that fits me. and i love it! yes, everyone does the "ray of sunshine" thing but it never gets old! never, do you hear me?! it's the best thing in the world to me!!!

(still, there are two things i like abt my given name... first, it's a callback to my parents' names. my dad also has a very interesting name but i'd rather have his than mine. another name better exprienced in french. second, my mom and i share a nickname. i found out when i was a teen and a relative called out my family nickname (or, well, one of two), only for my mom to respond. i love love love nicknames, bc that is what made me discover my chosen name. and i love that my mom and i share a nickname. it feels sentimental to me. idk how to explain it. i esp love when we use it for each other in casual. it's fun and lovely.)

[lunalovegood00]

Second Life of a Trash Princess - Chapter 25 (def interesting. Don't like the way the hairs covered the mc faces. Also, why there are so many titles for this story?? Older sister of a maniac etc. >harim-nga)

I Thought I Didn’t Have Long To Live! - Chapter 13 (Well it was good, quite the fast pace. Which fine for me in the start but then it became too fast pace so I think I'm shelving this for now)

I Will Stick to the Protagonist (SO FKG GOOD I REVIEWED IT AT MANGA UPDATE. I'm so glad it went beyond my expectation when I saw the title. It's actually Stuck with the Protagonist)

Here Reigns the Vengeful Villainess - Chapter 6 (well I'm irritated by the way some of the characters being drawn similarly. Shelving this coz I saw one comment echoing what I feel. How that duke was irritated that she's not the one with celestial power when she helped him healed her daughter. How ungrateful!!)

The Person Who Is Obsessed With the Villain Husband Is Over There (Started the first chapter so funny but now I'm at chapter 11, no fun no more... The ML like one commenter said this is like seeing a true Tyrant. I'm shelving this for now, the artworks were nice sure but sometime the ML was drawn too sharp and angle-ish)

All this at coffeem-nga

[nyxpolarlicht]

❗️❌MHA SPOILERS❌🚫💙💀❤️‍🔥🔥

So the fact tht we’re gnna be learning about(hopefully)dabis life till now from 14-24 is so exciting but terrifying at the same time??!

Like up to now we’ve all essentially been trynna read into all of dabis dialogue to see what hes rlly like but nobody ACTUALLY knows!Everyones made different points where either “oh hes just a daddy obsessed boy””He was abused””He overreacted””he misunderstood their actions as not caring/loving!”hes sad over killing ppl!””he loves killing ppl!!””he doesnt care about the LOV””he cares about the LOV”

Like theres straight up so many different views on how dabi is its actually pretty wild,even more with the fact tht hes pretty much the only other main important character tht hasnt gotten a pov and is considered a mystery that honestly we should all be super scared of whats in his past.

Think about it right?

So many things that ppl dnt think about could actually be right and/or be wrong.Horikoshi could legit make him a real villain and make alot of ppl hate him based on what he’ll show and im so scared for tht??!Ill forever love my lil murder meow meow cause i love him no matter what and idgaf(biased af dnt @ me 😩)

I hope he has his reasons and i hope we get more than (no offense) some shitty 15-19 pages of dabis life speedrun cause at this point he deserves it and so do us all,like i want actual 4-9 chapters explaining everything tht happened in 10 years but kinda summarized.If not this is just a plot where no matter what the power of friendship and “heroes” wins.And thts just bs.

Up till now theres barely any heroes tht can be considered pure and honest,and the fact tht Endeavor and (dnt kill me fandom) Hawks are STILL working is absurd.AND they dint get any heavy hatred from the public after their dirty laundry was throw out there???Fkg Endeavor cried and he was essentially forgiven and told aight dnt do it again and then accepted???This was a legit abused and thrown to the side child tht did/went through god knows what till he became a villain,and he gets to keep his tittle as if nothing?!

The only thing tht could fix this is if he or both of them retire after the war cause right now they are the strongest so the heroes woulf need them,but aside from tht this story has essentially gone from a weak lil kid wanting to be a hero and provr himself to him realizing the fault in the hero society and saying “fine ill do it myself” and then being brought back by his shitty childhood friend?(idc to call him his bestfriend cause with everything he did to him bakugo shouldav been expelled but thts another post 👩🏽‍🦯).To then fight a war against ppl that hv been abused/neglected/ignored etc. by the sayd hero society and is actively being distracted so he jumps in and fights bigger enemies(aka tsu and uraraka legit telling him to leave toga to them cause he was trying to reason and understand her).

This is the first time ive ever read/watched something and i fully supported the villains and it wasnt just cause they was hot 😂.Only true hero in mha is deku 😭.

DABI TOPIC AGAIN💙❌💀

I dnt see the point of dabi dying honestly,like yea i get it sounds biased cause dabi simp but hear me out.The whole todoroki bs is about acceptance,moving on and fixing bs(theres bigger words tht were used once but idr).Dabi wont be killed and im 99% sure of tht,but BUT he might end up killing himself which i am in fear of.BUT IT WOULD MAKE ZERO SENSE!!!!

Dabi is one of the strongest villains so i get why he’d need to be taken care off in some way.But dying/killed??Its useless,stupid,no point in his story,no point in the todoroki story,not fair to the character and what would the message be from tht?”Aight so now that everyone knows his past lets make him burn himself to ash like hes done to all his victims and he’ll die like his jaw or or make him look more angelic so burn himself so much he’ll fall on a bed of ashes while looking at the sky covering his eyes slightly with the back of his hand and you’ll see his skin full black and then fade to nothing ye YE LETS DO THT FOR THE CHARACTER THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO REPRESENT SOMETHING LETS JUST OFF HIM CAUSE HE AINT ON DEKUS THE MCS SIDE!!!”

Y’all see why it would be stupid?

It would make no sense to me in anyway other than just hori killing one more villain/victim off to…to do what?Honestly it hurts to even think about it and hurts even more thinking that it would prolly happen in prolly 2-3 chapters. I want his past to be fleshed out completely in a couple chapters,i wanna know what he went through wether good or bad i wanna know what his thoughts and actions were for every step.I dnt want him to just get 1-2 small shitty chapters with his whole life summarized and then go back to the present and him lose to shoto(shoto would win this if he went all out with both sides and not just fire ngl)and the 3 endeavor sidekicks tht are essentially endeavor apologist🙄.I wanna see dabi just either pass out or get knocked out by shoto and then shoved into an ambulance and sent to an er then healing center or villain rehab,fkg anything at this point just dnt kill him off like hes some kinda side character.

🦋Anyways tht was my rant/vent post.I wanna know ppls thoughts about the mha manga atm for those who are in the current chapters,thoughts about any character in particular and or how would you all think this would all end?Also sorry for the long ass post i put spaces cause its easier to read and write it and if my english is bad its cause its not my main language so srry bout tht to.💙

[angstitty]

Thanks for the tag! I tried to find a story that was a bit interesting and not too sad so here :

around age 16, I went to this outdoors class field trip (?) where we would spend the day at a dog sledding place, take care of the dogs and drive the sleds, and then spend the night camping in the woods (in 0 to -20° Celsius (yes I’m Canadian if you can’t tell from the story) with no heating).

I was in a group of really outdoorsy people that liked to go hiking and go on survival expeditions, I did not. During the night, one of the dogs came to chill with me, she was a three-legged white husky named Luna and I just LOVED HER. She went to sleep on my camping mat (the only thing separating my sleeping bad and the cold hard snow) and my dog-obsessed dumbass just gave it to her. I spent the whole night laying in the snow next to the HUSKY, shaking from cold and barely dozing off a few minutes at a time before opening my eyes and being met with COMPLETE FOREST NIGHTTIME, for what felt like days. I just wanted to die or fall asleep or maybe throw myself in a fire. when the dog left early in the morning I just kept freezing but now on the mat.

It was great tho, got to sleep next to three legged husky <3

not me writing a fkg novel..

@ tagging anyone who reads this lol I’m bad at this

Pictures of Luna <3

it's so weird to me that everyone on this website is a human person outside of their weird internet niche so rb this with a random bit of your lore

[bbrissonn]

Like it’s weird bords is 20 years old he deserves as much privacy with his hook ups as any regular 20 year old. Not to mention whoever the girl is doesn’t need to have obsessed girls stalking her socials but she hooked up with their fav.

not just bords, just everyone on earth deserves privacy. like what's if gonna change if you know who someone hooked up with 'cause 1. that isn't important to anyone 2. you're just a fkg weirdo if you wanna know something like that 3. you look and sound dumb.

[gojosatorurailmepls]

I have a stalker💀

So someone send me this ss:

As you see this Walk girl is still obsessing over me and I’m fkg concerned over this teenager. After I blocked her 3 INSTAGRAM ACCOUNTS, TWITTER & TIKTOK ACCOUNTS, she still find ways to stalk me on instagram and post my comments all over her Twitter where i’m no longer active anymore.

Does she have a FOURTH INSTAGRAM ACCOUNT?! Girl, what do I need to do to make you stop stalking me? This is fan & obsession behavior. Stop it.

You’re only 16 and you’re spending all this time stalking an adult like me?! Please, get some help. All this behavior is making you look pathetic. Your life must be fucking boring.

P.S.: I have every right to have opinions whether it’s about ACOTAR or arts. I have every right to not want a Jess drawing (plagiarized) when I’ll be purchasing the June ATOMD drop. If my opinion makes you mad, girl block me and stop stalking me in every plateform.

[barnesbabee]

I legit had a dream about me putting down a new Atiny in place because they thought they knew more than me when they legit joined the kpop fandom like 3-4 month ago and was talking to me like "Oh you must be a new fan, that's why you don't know this and that" and I legit look at her and was like " bitch I've been an Atiny since predebut don't fkg come at me like that I don't know This or that cuz I have a life outside of kpop thanks " and just walk away I love this dream 🖌 anon

repeat with me, owning a shit ton of merch doesn't make you a bigger or a better fan. Knowing their birth dates and their blood types doesn’t make you a bigger or a better fan. Knowing what they had for lunch in a nice afternoon in the middle of June doesn’t not make you a bigger fucking fan.

Not everyone can buy merch, and not everyone fucking wants to. I don’t want to. Honestly, I don’t want to buy merch. I have five albums at home and the only one that I think makes sense is GD’s because it has special videos, behind the scenes, and it includes the unreleased mv of my favourite song. You want to buy merch? Completely fine. But you’re not a bigger Hongjoong stan than I am for filling your wall with pics of him.

Also, we don’t need to know every fucking detail about each of them, it’s unnecessary. If you want to, go ahead, help yourself to all the info you can, but don’t blame someone because they’re not obsessed like that...

[memelda]

22 things i learnt at 22

1 setting boundaries - learning how to say no. learning how to detach myself from situations that arent helpful for me.

2 recognizing manipulative and narcissistic characteristics within self - being hyper-aware of it as much as possible

3 life is constantly about self-improvement

4 smiling and being sociable go a long way

5 my tiredness does not matter. keep on working hard.

6 sleep is important

7 honesty goes a long way. it is one of the highest forms of love. clarity. and not everyone looks at it the same way.

8 foster the intention of doing things for the sake of Allah. good intentions go a long way - it is crucial for akhirah, to earn Allah's Mercy and a spot in jannah.

9 literally do not give a shit ab what people think. do the right thing (incl for urself)

10 ppl rlly DO come and go and you have to master the art of accepting change, both good and bad, but mostly bad bc that's mostly the hurtful ones and thus hard to accept.

11 related to prev one, this year i learnt that it is natural for me, a human to get attached to people, esp the ones whom i have lost. u WILL think ab them. but do not be obsessed. that's when u draw the line. like the first point, set your boundaries. take care of urself

12 no one but you will start the ball rolling for change. everything is in ur hands, and God's of course.

13 START BEING CONSIDERATE OF OTHER PEOPLE'S FEELINGS. ashamed that i only realize that this year but fr. u get selfish when u stop thinking abt others out of the justification that u're putting urself or ur mental health first.

14 the world doesn't fkg revolve ard u. it goes on w or wo u. jgn suke2 do what u like. -> crucial in work etiquette and w ppl in general.

15 put ur ego aside in many cases - crucial in reacting/responding in the right way. crucial in being patient.

16 powder as deodorant - less chemicals, doesn't clog pores

17 do not clog the brain with thoughts of how I'm being perceived by others. stick to ur own validation

[florenceisnottrash]

10 reasons to stan The Rose

 I can’t be the only one that’s been completely obsessed and mesmerized by The Rose since the day they debuted with “Sorry”. Such a strong debut! Since then, I can’t get enough of them and decided to be the one to make content about them since there isn’t much at the moment considering they’ve only debuted in august of this year.

Be prepared to fall in love with those 4 dorks and lovely band, enjoy!

A/N: expect a lot of woosung cause goddamn he keeps posting stories on instagram where he kisses plushies and I die a bit more inside everytime. why u do dis to mi woosung?

Let’s start with some basic info about the band! They’ve debuted on august 3rd under J&Star entertainment as a rock band consisting of 4 members : Woosung, Dojoon, Hajoon and Jaehyeong. Woosung once said that their group name “The Rose” is named this way “to show that there’s music that coexist between the flower and the sharpness of the torns” (How poetic is that, 11/10 would already stan at this point). If you are like me, which is a complet trash about The Rose, well well wel,l you can call yourself Black Rose as it stands for the fandom name!

The Rose Official Accounts : Fan Cafe: TheRose_JNSTAR Twitter: @TheRose_JNSTAR Instagram: therose_jnstar Facebook: @bandtherose YouTube: theroseofficial (Woosung’s personal account is iwoosung where he covers songs)

1- Woosung’s aethetic on instagram

Woosung once said that if his career as a singer had not worked out, he would’ve become a interior designer (Coco’s vlog). And oh god would I let him decorate my house because he is SO TALENTED, he posted some picture of his room on his ig and it’s absolutely gorgeous! While you are going through his instagram wondering how can someone with such a great smile exists on the same planet as you, follow him and show a lot of love! (I’ll take more in depth about instagram on the last reason)

a gif of Woosung’s smile would certainly not hurt anyone right ;)

2- Hajoon’s cute laugh asdfghjkl

I’m a hugeeee sucker for cute laugh because…. Who doesn’t love seeing their faves being all happy and giggly??? 

He has the kind of laugh that makes you laugh as well, like it’s so contagious i’m extremely soft even while thinking about it. I don’t have a video to prove my point but in every vlive you’ll find him laugh for sure with his chubby cheeks i really can’t he’s too cute bye.

cute Hajoon at your service. Be delighted.

3- The habitual roses they bring on every stage

Ok.

OK.

I’ve never seen anything like that and I find it so clever and original! On their wrists or on their mic, they never forget to attach a rose to show their love and respect for their fandom during performences. It’s not much, but this simple and sweet habit can genuinely make a fandom proud and loved. My lovely The Rose, We don’t deserve your love.

They even have their own “colors of roses” for each members. Wousung is a white rose, which signifies purety (I’m sorry I have so much unpure thought about him while he claims to be pure I don’t deserve to stan). Dojoon is red for passion. Hajoon is blue to express miracle and Jaehyeong is pink for romance ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) hehehehe yes dear.

We can see the roses I was talking about here!

I CANT CONTAIN MY ATTRACTION TO JAEHYEONG SOMEONE COME COLLECT ME 

4- They can speak english

International fans! You can stan them without hesitating! They talk in english a whole lot on their vlive and such, you won’t miss out on any inside jokes, cute comments or info! How cool is that?! Woosug used to live in the US and Dojoon lived in New-Zealand for 5 years! Jaehyeong is also making a lot of effort by talking in his cute engrish and Hajoon is as well. They even have english name: Woosung is Sammy, Dojoon is Leo, Hajoon is Dylan and Jaehyeong is Jeff.

5- Their friendship with other idols

I was so surprised when I watched a vlive of The Rose and Woosung got a call from Jae of Day6 to ask them to sing their fav Day6 song, but I should’ve known since a lot of idols that lived in the US became friends in Korea. They are close to Day6, KARD and Hajoon is friend with Chahun and Jaehyun from N.Flying (Expect a post about them soon btw). Woosung is also close with Coco from CocoSri, we can often see them together in her vlogs on her YouTube chanel and I low-key ship them hard lol.

Me: *types furiously on keyboard “How to become a dog”*

Coco is extremely pretty I ship a king and a queen

6- Jaehyeong is so fkg beautiful how is it even possible? Scientist can’t tell

Is there a need to add anything more?? I don’t think so

stob it please

bye i died.

7- Jaehyeong ideal type is realistic

I’m kind of fed up with idols always describing their ideal type as a cute and skinny girl with big round eyes and a sweet and calm personality. I know it’s cultural and I shouldn’t judge, I know. But when idols differ from the usual ideal type, it makes me really happy as a women. 

Jae describes his ideal type as someone who stares a lot at him (lol hi) from afar and with a lot of cheek fat! He also wants someone that he can talk freely to about anything and understanding. How chill! I stan and ult the right men. 

Who fits in his ideal type???

8- Dojoon voice in “like we used to”

I get goosepumps EVERY FKG TIME. It’s just… so… wow? I don’t now what to say more? I’m sure people who listened to it can understand. It’s like magic mixed with more magic and really can’t describe it. Make sure to watch the MV and cry like I did.

And he’s cute

Like we used to M/V - The Rose

CUTE

HANDSOME

9- Incredible acting skills lol

I legit broke down crying and my lungs were rolling on the floor when Jaehyeong told us about what happen in an enterview with pops in seoul. Hajoon, Dojoon and Jaehyeong all appeared in a drama called “entertainer”, it was bigs roles, but still it could at least give them some screen time and exposure. WHAT IS FUNNY is that the one and only line of Jae was cut out of the drama and he’s still self-conscious about it. Like in the enterview, the guys made him say his line THAT WAS LIKE 3 WORDS LONG and after he said it, all members were poker faced and Jae said: “Thats why it was cut out lol”.

Go watch the enterview I was rolling on the floor.

The enterview is here.

10- THEY ALL HAVE INSTAGRAM YESSSSS

For your daily dose of cuteness, talent and beauty, go follow them on instagram! 

Woosung: @ iwoosung

Dojoon: @ Parclassic

Hajoon: @ l_hajoon

Jaehyeong: @ qud0011

BONUS - THEY. ARE. ALWAYS. EXPOSING. THEIR. CHEST.

At this rate, their fans will all be DEAD so they better keep their chest covered because my nose is bleeding and I can’t continue like that fuck.

RUDE

RUDE AF

ROOOOOOOOOOOD my chubby boy

BONUS 2 - THIS FUCKING LOOK # Snacks

(You thought it was over right? hell no I have more love to share)

THIS V NECK WITH HIS BLACK HAIR STYLED BACK

CAN YOU SEE WOOSUNG IN THE BACK?? THIS HAIR OH GOD DELIVER ONTO ME THE SWEET RELEASE OF DEATH I CRAVE. AND THIS LEATHER JACKET?????!!!! STOP

This is before… and now the after…

BYE.

[neonstatic]

shut up. you're a transphobe, period. and you have no respect for intersex people either. you think you're speaking for the latter but you're using them as pawns to push forward your hateful and disgusting ideas. the fact that you are obsessed with "both sexes" is proof alone that you don't care abt intersex, who don't always fit in neither category of female or male. you have an outdated view of sexuality and you think everyone has to stay at your level. but they won't. they'll evolve while you'll stay there, rotting away with your dictionary definitions that you brandish as if they're undeniable facts. a dictionary doesn't define society. ppl define society. idc abt no fkg google results. get out of my face and leave ppl the fuck alone. no one's forcing you to have sex with a dick we're just saying "hey dont be a dick abt it tho" but noooo you wanna act like we're holding a gun to your head. you're shit. you're not defending the right to be gay you're defending the right to be hateful. if you want to be gay and transphobic that's on you but at least have the decency to Shut the Fuck Up. don't even reply back i don't give a fuck what you have to say and if you do i will block you.

womanhood is not defined by the vagina and manhood is not defined by the penis. there are women who have a penis or a different genitalia and they are still women; there are men who have a vagina or a different genitalia and they are still men. if you’re attracted to women and penis-repulsed or attracted to men and vagina-repulsed, that’s totally fine. but don’t you say that you don’t want to date a type of woman/man “bc of your orientation”. it’s implying anyone with no genitalia preference is not really straight/lesbian/gay or technically bi. and that’s incorrect. also, ruling out trans ppl as a group from your dating pool bc of your genitalia preference is transphobic, bc that’s 1) assuming every trans person’s genitalia (gross) 2) assuming trans ppl are all the same.

your orientation or preference does not excuse your transphobia/intersexism.