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[corky-the-gluttony-demon]

DMC: An Absurd Comedy - Haunted by Dreams Arc (Chapter 0)

Just wanted to post this random snippet from my Fanfiction (I've decided not to post the entire thing because its very self-indulgent) because I thought it was funny.

Mission Prep to Snowfield and Discarded Devil Breakers

Characters: Nero, Nico, Felix (OC), Corky (OC), Marcus (OC)

Timeframe: Seven months after the events of DMC5

Location: Devil May Cry shop, Red Grave City

Context: In my fanfiction Morrison passes the deed to the shop to Nero, and while he initially turned it down at first, circumstances pushes him to take over the devil-hunting business.

5:12pm

Tools were clinking followed by a muttered curse. Nico was beneath the van, swapping out the tires for ones with chains, her face set in concentration as she tightened the last bolt. Nearby, Nero was busy with the engine, wiping his hands on a rag after finishing with the oil change and antifreeze.

Before setting out on their first big mission together to Snowfield (well big since Felix and Corky joined them), the first thing they wanted to make sure was that Nico’s baby was up for the winter conditions. “I sent Corky and Marcus to get some emergency supplies; blankets, food, water, perhaps a portable generator, extra fuel-“

“What do we need all that for?” Nero asked. “We’re only going to be in Snowfield for a day. Morrison even told us to make sure we don’t stick around til night time.”

Nico slid out from under the van, raising her hands in mock surrender. “Hey, I’m just saying, ‘just in case.’ You never know what kinda bullshit this place might throw at us. Not that I’m planning on anything going wrong, but… The battery in good condition?”

“Checked it twice. It’ll hold,” Nero replied, glancing over at Felix, who was leaning against the side of the van, holding a set of headlights with an expression that said he’d rather be anywhere else.

“You know, I ain’t no mechanic,” Felix grumbled, rolling the lights in his hands like he might crush them out of sheer irritation. “I’m more into breaking things than fixing them.”

Nero didn’t bother to hide his smirk. “Then maybe you should’ve stuck to what you’re good at instead of whining. Those lights aren’t gonna install themselves.”

Felix shot Nero a dark look, his eyes narrowing. “You wanna say that again, pretty boy? Or are you just looking to catch these hands?”

Nero straightened, the tension between them crackling like static. “I’m saying maybe you should stop bitching and do your part. Or are you too hungover to handle it?”

Felix took a step forward, but before things could escalate, the door to the garage swung open, and Corky strolled in, Marcus trailing behind her with a few bags slung over his shoulder. She was practically beaming, excitement radiating off her like heat from a fire.

“Look what I got!” Corky announced, holding up two ice scrapers with a grin that said she was way too proud of herself. “Got ‘em for a steal! And before you ask, yes, I haggled.”

Nico’s annoyance at the boys faded into amusement as she eyed the scrapers. “Damn, Corky, you’re really on top of things. Speaking of which, I was supposed to go shopping for some cold-weather gear, but…”

Corky waved a hand, cutting her off. “Already handled. I hooked everybody up.” She hesitated, then added with a sheepish grin, “Well, okay, I had to call Blessing for some help because, let’s face it, fashion isn’t exactly my forte. But don’t worry, I made sure to get what we need for the climate. And I’m pretty sure I got everyone’s sizes right.”

Nico’s eyes lit up with genuine excitement. “No way. Lemme see!” She practically darted toward the bags, rummaging through them until she found a bundle of clothes. She held up a thick, fur-lined jacket, a gleam of approval in her eyes. “Damn, this is nice. You really did good, Corky.”

Corky shrugged, trying to play it off, but there was a hint of pride in her voice. “What can I say? I aim to please.”

As Nico ran off to try on the clothes, Corky led Marcus into the van as Nero and Felix continued to bicker outside. “So what’s their beef?” Marcus asked. He was still getting used to everyone here since his arrival. Though he will be holding down the shop while they are gone, Corky has quickly begun to get used to him.

“I dunno, honestly. They seemed fine when we first started working together, but I think its just your typical ‘mine’s bigger than yours’. No wonder Dante only ever worked with women.”

“Speaking of, you think we’ll eventually work with them?”

“Maybe. I’ve worked with Lady for a while. But without Dante they seem more interested in doing their own thing. Which is a bummer, we could use more kick-ass girls.”

They can hear the back end of Nero’s comment about Felix’s cheap thrills and hangovers, “I should probably go out there before they kill each other before we even go on this mission,” Corky groaned.

“Say that again, Felix. I dare you,” Nero snarled as he and Felix were face to face.

“Now kiss!” Corky said with a clap. That was enough for both men to back off with looks of annoyance.

Nico stepped out, dressed head to toe in the gear Corky had picked out. A thick, fur-lined jacket hugged her frame, paired with insulated pants and boots that looked like they could stomp out a snowstorm. She spread her arms out, grinning. “What do y’all think?”

Marcus’s eyes lit up like a kid in a candy store. “Damn, Nico, you’re looking hotter than hell in that getup. You sure you’re not gonna melt all that snow just by walking through it?”

Nico rolled her eyes, though she couldn’t hide the smirk tugging at her lips. “In that case we don’t even need to heat generators, since I can keep the van warm with how smokin’ sexy I am!”

Nero scoffed, “Hey, Nico, which breaker you think would be a best fit for a job like this?”

Nico sauntered over, her eyes bright with the thrill of getting to show off her latest work. “Funny you should ask, because I’ve got something new for you to try out. Took me a while to get around to it, what with all the chaos after Limbo City and, you know, getting shot.”

“You were shot?!” Marcus gasped, having not been present for it.

“Yeah! And it sucked!”

“Because of the pain?”

“Nah! Well, that sucked too. But because I couldn’t do shit while in a sling. I had all these ideas building up with some of the material I was able to bring back from Limbo City. Quality stuff. This was the first work of art, my comeback, if you will. Feast your eyes on the Gloom Claw.”

Nero’s brow furrowed as he took in the sight of the new Devil Breaker. The Gloom Claw was unlike anything he’d seen before. It had a sleek, dark appearance, as if the metal itself was alive, shifting and writhing. The surface was semi-translucent, an oily black that seemed to ripple. The fingers of the claw were spiky, and could extend or retract at will, the tips razor-sharp.

Nico held it out to him, her grin wide. “This bad boy is made from those creepy-ass Stygians you guys kept running into. It’s got a more organic feel compared to your other Breakers, and it’s sharp as hell. Perfect for tearing through whatever nastiness we come across.”

As Nero tested the Gloom Claw, the dark material shifting seamlessly with his movements, Corky’s was putting away some of the supplies she bought when saw the box by Nico’s workbench, cluttered with various Devil Breakers. Her curiosity piqued, she began rifling through the box filled with older models and what looked like prototypes.

“Hey, what’s the deal with these?” she called out, holding up one that looked particularly odd—like something out of a sci-fi movie, with its bright blue, almost toy-like appearance out the window of the van where the others were gathered outside still.

Nico glanced over, her expression turning a bit sheepish. “Oh, those? Some of ‘em never made the cut. Either Nero couldn’t find a use for ‘em, or they just didn’t pack the punch I was aiming for. A few are duds, no doubt.”

Marcus suddenly froze as his eyes locked onto the same blue device Corky was holding. His face lit up like a kid on Christmas morning. “No way! This reminds me of this game I used to play all the time when I was a kid. He’d fight evil by changing his arm into all kinds of weapons. Man, I loved that little fella!”

Nico grinned. “You talking about Mega Man? Hell yeah, that’s the Mega Buster right there. Still my favorite game today, hands down. This bad boy launches charged blasts of light—solar goddamned bullets from a distance. It’ll punch a hole in steel, crush boulders, and send demons running for their mommies.”

Marcus practically swooned, turning the Mega Buster over in his hands like it was a sacred relic. “Man, this thing’s a work of art. I’m in love.”

Felix, leaning against the van and watching the scene unfold with a raised eyebrow, couldn’t help but snort. “You’re telling me Nero’s been sitting on that and never used it? Could’ve been a game-changer on half the gigs we’ve had.”

Nero scoffed, glancing up from the Gloom Claw. “Yeah, and look like a cartoon character? I ain’t trying to look silly.”

Felix wasn’t having it. “Too late.”

Nero’s expression hardened. “I don’t need flashy. I need reliable. That thing’s all show—more gimmick than substance. Sure, it packs a punch, but it’s not the kind of precision I need in a fight. I don’t need a toy when I’m dealing with real threats.”

“Okay, don’t be calling it a toy, alright?” Nico said in defense, “I worked really hard on each of these breakers.”

Corky’s gaze drifted back to the box of discarded Devil Breakers. Something caught her eye—there was a faint, almost imperceptible pulsing coming from within. Her curiosity piqued, she dug around until she pulled out a sleek, white arm with a gentle, almost soothing glow emanating from it.

Is that a…?

Corky couldn’t help herself; a giggle bubbled up as she held the device up for the others to see. “What the hell is this?”

Nico glanced over, and the mischievous grin that spread across her face was a dead giveaway. Nero, meanwhile, was already rolling his eyes, his face flushing a shade of red that made him look like he wanted to disappear into the floor. Seeing him blush made Corky’s smile grow bigger.

“That,” Nico began with a teasing lilt in her voice, “is Sweet Surrender. I originally designed it with Kyrie in mind so Nero here could help relieve some of her tension. You know, since he’s all brute force and might accidentally hurt her.”

Corky’s eyes widened in surprise, but the laughter from Marcus and Felix was immediate, like little schoolboys. “Oh~ Felix cackled, practically doubled over. Marcus was nearly wheezing. “You need a little help there, bro?”

Nero quickly stepped forward and snatched the Devil Breaker out of Corky’s hand, his face a mix of embarrassment and annoyance. “Knock it off, alright? I haven’t used it.”

Corky, ever blunt, tilted her head. “Seems like a waste, though. Could’ve done some good with it.”

 Felix snickered, “Should’ve taken it with you to Fortuna, Nero. Who knows, maybe Kyrie would’ve been more inclined to take you back.”

Nero shot Felix a glare that could have melted steel, but it only fueled Felix’s amusement. Before Nero could retaliate, Corky, still genuinely curious, asked, “So, what does it do, for real?”

Nico, still grinning like the cat that got the cream, explained, “Well, it’s got some pretty advanced healing properties. Helps soothe muscles, relieves tension…”

“Relieves tension?” Corky repeated.

“Is that what we’re calling it now?” Felix muttered under his breath, eliciting another round of snickers from Marcus.

Corky, ever the pragmatist, continued, “Seriously, Nero, you never thought to use it to help Kyrie? With her…tension? In her muscles…?”

Nero sighed, clearly exasperated. “I wasn’t sure if she’d be comfortable with it. I mean, I tried it on myself to see how it worked.”

There was a beat of silence, and then the entire room erupted into laughter. Even Nico had cover her face against the side of the van. Marcus was nearly in tears, and Felix just shook his head in disbelief, the smirk never leaving his face.

“Oh my god, can you guys get your heads out of the gutter for five minutes?” Nero snapped, his patience wearing thin. “It’s for massaging!”

 “Massaging what?!” Corky blurted out which sent the group into another fit of uncontrollable laughter.

Nero could feel the heat rising in his face again, but there was no winning this one. He just sighed heavily, resigned to the fact that this was never going to be lived down. They had a mission to prepare for, but right now, it felt like the biggest battle was just getting his team to focus on something other than his embarrassing past decisions.

“Alright, enough screwing around,” Nero finally barked, trying to regain some semblance of control. “We’ve got work to do.”

But even as the laughter subsided and the group returned to their tasks, the smirks and side glances told Nero this moment wasn’t going to be forgotten anytime soon.

[ajscico]

no idea what your current wips are but for behind the scenes can I ask 7 and 13 on a fic of your choice?

Is this for WIPs or published fics? Oh heck, I'll do both.

What inspired the idea for the plot?

WIP--Running Ragged (Into the Ground) is a new one but I'm very stuck on the concept. Displaced by @themurdochmemesteries (Scottieisimpatient) is a wonderful de-aged Sky fic but in the later chapters, Time makes some observations about Sky pushing himself beyond his limits and then learns why Sky does that. Plus an observation I shared with @majorproblems77 about Sky being 'merciless' on enemies.

https://www.tumblr.com/majorproblems77/736850706473025536/i-think-about-this-a-lot-the-commentary-from-wars?source=share

Long story short: incident in Warriors' world leads to the chain being captured, sans Sky. With his brothers missing and his fears of being late taking center stage, the godslayer is on a one-man rampage to get them back but it's coming at a huge personal cost.

Published-- Christmas Angel. I read @silvercaptain24 's post about the Guardian AU https://www.tumblr.com/silvercaptain24/716427473929355264/i-have-hurt-myself?source=share

and it got very stuck in my head because... I've been there. My family is cursed about the holidays. My parents have had their accounts stollen several times, always between Thanksgiving and Christmas. We've had furnaces die mid-December, kitchen pipes freeze for weeks at a time, and then pandemic Christmas was (sorry) absolute hell. We've had several years where the bulk of our Christmas was from friends and neighbors playing our 'Christmas Angels'. So after an entire year or more of stewing on it, I had to write something.

My favorite line of dialogue from this fic was [xyz]. What inspired it?

WIP-- so same WIP, my favorite line so far is also part of the inspiration. “The last time I showed mercy it cursed the hero’s spirit… I will not make that mistake again…”

Sky shows no mercy. It burned him before 😄🙃

Published-- From A Knight's Heart “I am a Knight of Skyloft, the Godesses’ Chosen Hero, Progenitor of the Hero’s Spirit, Beloved of Hylia, and Godslayer. The one you know as Link is blessed by Farore, loved by Nayru and forged in the fires of Din herself. He’s a better man than you’ll ever be..."

I love the title drop. I love the idea of Sky not calling on them frequently because... he is humble like that. But he's the Chosen Hero and Ketto's King!Sky idea stuck quite throughly.

[vinaity]

Hello, dear. I really liked the yandere general hc's for korekiyo. So, If possible can I request the same thing but for Kaito?

hiya!! i’m so happy that you liked the yandere korekiyo headcanons!! this took me some time to do as i recently had holidays, and I kinda did it in a different format, but i hope you like it nonetheless!

also, kaito makes me go  👉👈 👉👈, yandere kaito though; he makes me lowkey scared and go  👉👈 👉👈

(hiya eev, you might be wondering why it says that i tagged you in this, it’s because of a minor shoutout ^^)

TW; ab*se and r*pe mentions, y*ndere content

-       Kaito is the one for romance, he’s always dreamed of having the perfect one.

-       Every time he would fall in love, something would go wrong for him.

-       So when he set eyes on you and knew you were the one, he wanted to prevent anything bad happening.

-       That was the reason why he decided to have you as his own.

-       There was also the fact that he thought you were adorable and that no one could protect you except him, but we’ll get to that later on.

-       In canon, it is said that Kaito sees himself as a protagonist of his own story.

-       So when he saw you and caught feelings, he knew instantly that you were gonna be the love interest.

-       In Kaito fashion, he would try to woo you in various ways.

-       But little did he know, you were a tough cookie to please which he saw as a huge problem.

-       You did have a thing for Kaito, you really did, but you knew that something was off with him-

-       -and because of that, you decided that he would have to win you over.

-       But how did he take you? In surprise of course.

 You were walking back to your room one night from eating dinner with a couple of your friends when you could feel someone’s presence behind you. 

 Feeling like you were being followed, you began to speed walk towards your room. Your heart began racing when you felt the person behind you’s footsteps slowly speeding up behind yours.

 That’s when you felt a twinge of pain in your shoulder as you were pinned against the wall. As you looked up, you could see the silhouette of the guy that you were secretly hoping to get off your back; Kaito Momota.

 “Y/N, hi! I didn’t expect you to be here!” Kaito chirped, looking into your eyes before turning to see if anyone was near.

 “W-What do you want Kaito?” You stammered, lookup at him with wide eyes wondering what he was planning to do with you. 

Sighing of relief that no one was around, Kaito leaned into your ear, “I’ve seen how you’ve been with me, and I just wanted to make things clear with you.”

You realised this wasn’t the Kaito everyone else saw. They all said that he was kind-hearted and brave, but what you were witnessing right now was that he was intimidating and opposite to what he usually was.

Was he mad at you? You didn’t even know what you had done wrong in the first place.. maybe it was because you would reject his advances. 

“We both know that I do have a thing for you.” Kaito told you, “But I know that you have a thing for me too.”

“But h-“

Kaito shushed you before you could talk for longer, “I had a hunch, besides you are going to be mine either way.”

·         After that moment, you knew not to mess with Kaito.

·         But what hurt you the most after that?

·         It was that when you were forced to go out and hang out with his friends, he had a completely different personality.

·         He was so upbeat and happy with them.

·         But with you? His little, precious star? He would be different to you.

·         He would be caring with you, but if you had got on his bad side; you are completely and utterly screwed.

·         He punishes you, and he knows what breaks you.

·         Think of how McCree is portrayed in @eevwrites ‘s ‘Apple Pie’ when the reader gets on his bad side. (Little shoutout to Eev, Apple Pie made me such a mess- if you like Yandere but taken realistically and to the extreme along with being set during Western times, give it a read.)

·         That’s how sadistic we’re talking when you mess with Kaito 

·         (What I mean is that he tends to find the worst and cruellest ways to break you. In Apple Pie, McCree does this by sexually abusing and r*ping the reader, while Kaito does it by ruining your social life with everyone you were close with before getting together with him so that you would have to rely on him for everything.)

·         Especially when you’re talking to other men, or breaking his rules for you.

·         Those Rules we’re talking hm?

·         It’s shown in canon that Kaito does have old fashioned beliefs and one of them he tends not to tell anyone is that wives are housewives

·         That’s what his grandfather taught him while raising him, that makes the belief he sees right? Right...?

·         He expects you to be at home and do the housework while he’s working.

·         It can’t be that hard right?

·         Not when you want to have your independence and be free, because being a housewife isn’t the path you wanted to take (*totally isn’t comparing you to the reader in apple pie shh*)

·         But sometimes you felt rebellious and didn’t want to do the housework.

·         Sometimes you do get away with it, and then oh boy, there are times when you’re caught red-handed by Kaito sneaking through the window.

·         Those times when you get caught red-handed? Oh boy the punishment for that can vary.

·         Don’t get me wrong here, Kaito does give you that little piece of freedom.

·         That piece of freedom you ask? It’s being able to do whatever you want when the housework is all done!

·         Sometimes if there is still housework to be done, Kaito allows you do leave it to another day and lets you do whatever you want; but that’s an award.

·         But the punishment for doing whatever you want when it’s not under those circumstances? 

·         That freedom gets taken from you for days for the amount of hours spent (unless you have a VALID, VALID excuse and have evidence to back yourself up)

·         For example, let’s say that you till had housework to do and you needed to get food for dinner while Kaito’s at work. 

·         He catches you going back to your place, and obviously announces to you that you’re going to be punished.

·         You tell him you were at the supermarket getting ingredients and he asks where’s the evidence.

·         Lucky for you, you have the receipt to go with the groceries you brought and you give the receipt to him.

·         He looks over it and checks to see if it matches with the groceries purchased.

·         It does match and Kaito lets you off the hook.

·         This is a circumstance where he allows you to leave, because who’s gonna cook dinner with no ingredients?

·         Not you of course.

·         But past those Yandere tendencies, he tries his best to spoil you when he’s not working.

·         This man has some coin on him for sure, he works for NASA; obviously, he’s loaded in one way or another.

·         For example, he takes you stargazing or to a museum. 

·         Those little dates remind you that Kaito is human, and that he isn’t as scary as he seems.

·         He portrays the way he treats you as him protecting you and that he was raised taught that this was the right way to treat a partner.

·         But for you, you’re destined to prove those beliefs wrong right.

·         Right?

 Overall / TL;DR

- Kaito sees you as a love interest in his ‘story’, and it’s one of the reasons why he claims you as his.

- He was raised into thinking that women have to be housewives when married and such, so he forces you to be one much to your dismay.

- He also has a more different and cruller side as well, and won’t hesitate to bring it out if he isn’t happy with you or to punish you,

- He’ll find the things that will make you happy and use them to break you; like Korekiyo it’ll be your social life but more extreme.

- BUT, he does spoil you at times and takes you on dates; reminding you at the end of the day that he’s still human.

*mic drop*

[1-800-444-tune]

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I really actually did not intend for this post to get so long or go on about my personal issue, also I'd like to remind you not to judge a book by its cover, I have huge medical bills and current legal fees that I am trying so very hard to keep up with, this is a really really hard time for me, personally I am not even wanting the morning to come when I go to bed at night. I feel borderline suicidal, if that isn't hard times, I don't know what is... and I'm not even looking for sympathy, or anyone to feel anything towards me except knowing my strength of how far I've come and acknowledgement for this strength that I, an unpredictably unstable mentally ill woman of faith, have come so far from where I used to be and made it through my spiritual awakening which I thought was truly the end of the world it was doomsday dread style scary shit ! But I made it out alive! And now I am a much more magical person because I'm so blessed with my true path of destiney realised again this issue feelings of wehen I was a young teenager, it's like I get to start fresh as new beginning, I actually got a real second chance at life, because if you knew me really knew me, you'd know, that, I had strayed off the great path and was walking along a fine line where I was in constant danger daily. Hourly. I was always in harms way, just on the darkest side of life, depressed and not living for myself at all. I was not trusting my intuition, I was being abused and bullied all the time. And that constant abuse tore holes through my personality and literally metaphorically emotionally ripped me right apart inside and out. I was such a mess I hit rock bottom anxiety struck me harsh but it was good for me in the end because at rock bottom, you have no other choice but to rise up from where you currently are, it's such a true realization, but the main thing is I had gotten better from the abuse, and left finally the abusive relationship and all the other abusive people in my life because as I was going up n up no choice but up, I was gradually actually slipping into my divine timed spiritual awakening which shook my world.

My journey to progression and eventually getting back onto my rightful birth path, my destiny too, this all started my spiritual awakening and shifts in consciousness, I was truly blessed to be cursed at this time. It all started when I went to the homeless shelter in april 2018, just before my birthday it's like surreal how it was all so planned out like this, it's crazy, if you guys only knew the whole entire story of what I have gone through and the truly horrific events that I now realised were all tests, and lessons, and that's my favorite way to look at my very abusive past and the unfortunate circumstances that wound me up a homeless addict on the streets of cities I dwelled in for times that seemed so rough and brutal I thought the pain would never end. Addiction can happen to anybody. But this is something that I actually feel in my soul that I was supposed to, meant to, go through. To realize some things, I had to experience this hard lifestyle. For me to eventually get to a place of gratitude and humility and to actually drop all my selfish ways and have more compassion, and learn that I am meant to have these traits because I am a great healer. In my community I live in currently, a lot of them know my past but do not judge me one bit, they all truly appreciate my free community services that I provide for those in need, they are all suffering from mental health issues and I am treating them (not so much their mental condition but other problems they have at home or with their body) . I am really good at working with herbs, spices, and essential oils. I make and invent cures to almost anything! And I have a biig book of herbal remedies that I, myself , have invented or have found online and then tweaked the recipe to bed much better!! This is volume. 001.2 of my Book Of Shadows. I have written so very many books about magik and the laws of the universe. I cherish my sacred personal theories and extensive wealth of knowledge I have collected. I'm just good at organizing this shit for some reason. If I wasn't so private of a person and afraid of people stealing my information without my consent then I would gladly post more of this type of stuff then I already have,in this blog and my other one which is personally a better one.

Anyways, now you know where I stand, where I come from a little bit.

I really really hope that somebody will take the time to donate to me this day so that I may be I can feel better and like somebody actually cares. I have over spent to the max on credit cards with online shopping, and shipping all kinda of witchy trinkets and necessities, the basics, I am stuck with a huge credit card bill, and I have my boyfriends credit card that I did not know until yesterday, but, he put everything to be on me. He totally used my Health Card and SIN # TO GET WHATEVER HE WANTED BUYING SHUT ONLINE AND SHIPPING TECH STUFF TO HIS FRIEND! I feel like I got scammed and I'm damned or something !! Not only am going to be suffering from PTSD and anxiety around men forever, because of this selfish Identity use basically total FRAUD, I AM NOW stuck in a bad position and with a bill and now the worst part is that I am actually facing federal prison because of some of the activity he did while assuming my identity ?.. thanks ?

I feel very very stupid, I feel like a total idiot for listening to my ex-commonlaw boyfriend, I'm glad I just decided to give him literally all of the furniture and all the shit we owned. It makes me feel less guilty about all the negative emotions I have towards him. I know it does not make it right but it does help believe it or not, because J eventually end up thinking about it as a positive .

If you have at least got this far through this rambling write up post , then congratulations, sincerely- thankyou for listening !

You are amazing

You have a purpose

Find your destiny

☆you're made of star stuff, you're a star!

You are perfectly imperfect

Your magic is valid

No matter who you are or how experienced you are in Pagan Tradition /Wicca and Witchcraft/The Occult or any related subjects and interests in lifestyle choices, your magic is valid! It doesn't matter if you JUST decided to become a witch TODAY or 5 minutes ago, that title is yours to hold onto and have forever or for as long as you decide!

Everybody is special!

Everyone is worth it!

Nobody deserves to be bullied or told they are wrong for what they believe in, simply , everyone's path is unique and it's just not four to critic anybody for the path they are choosing! There's a lot of confused witchlings baby witches and some bullying religious type overgrown babies out there. I think everyone should just have a little more like a lot more respect , because it can be intimidating to anybody who wants to share their opinions that they might feel are good ideas but are second guessing the post they want to make based on fear around the way some communities are reacting and trying to police these people's opinions. As far as I know this blog site was actually created to actually share your opinions without judgement and harsh exchange of words based on the content context. I can relate to this oppression. I feel as if not only does it sometimes the fear of rejection stop me from posting but also I have a big fear of being hated on for a lengthy and slightly random post I write it then I delete it right away. It's just that I actually have severe symptoms of A.D.D that my doctor is not currently helping me to treat, so I can get a bit off track sometimes, and my subjects vary like for example in my main post it starts as a simple astro galactic observations post, my starting of this post I just realize was about the New Moon . Then I started talking about my software that I cannot afford and then i went on to talk about my emergency thats actually bothering me even more , the fact that i cannot wipe my ass today and i do not live near any restursnts or anywhrr literally that has toilet paper availible in their washroom or else id just go to McDonalds and use theur washroom, simple as that...but not availible sorry, and now that im still rambling ans have your attention i have an offer actually for some people that do donate, I'd like people to donate towards so that I can provide a few lucky people with

Free Natal Astral Chart plus some informative explanations about your planetary alignments with accurate predictions to your life. I could eventually provide a much more accurate source of information in my reports than I do with this program I'm running off my laptop as of right now, but currently if you'd like a real actual Astrologer like produced Natal Chart , I am calling everyone to donate to this account here www.paypal.com/4tunef8 and let me know in my ask box that you have donated to my space cosmos exploration programming software .

This is getting way too long I know, but if you really did actually read some of this message at least the good parts, then please share my link to my paypal in your blog with a short excerpt on why they should donate to me , my cause, my business (just started) , and also donate to the astraunomer cosmos Explorer Division Technology that I am so very excited about but I know I have way bigger problem,than, that, but I just wanted to give you guys an idea if what I can do for you. We can make a trade? Please!? To dedicate my time and efforts to assisting every one with their issues gives me great joy, I just love to be useful, and a helping healing hand to any literally anybody , and so ooo much of my days are spent spending my hard earned money on others . To make them that herbal remedy for their skin they truly need because every skincare product on the market is littered with toxic shit that causes bad reactions and the treatments for acne I make that I've invented do not infect or irritate the skin, so they need me, and they cannot afford this 290$ treatment but I actually spend MY money each month just to get the satisfaction of doing the right thing as nd also satisfaction that my products produce results that are beyond what I ever expected of them, sometimes I need a confidence booster and this once a month or twice sometimes, spending I do to make and create this great acne treatment that's herbal and more of a holistic approach.

My greatest flaw right now is not my addiction or the abuse I'm going through anymore, I don't live on the streets (yet) have a pretty decent apartment but my greatest flaw is helping people if that can even be a flaw? It is though, I have so many many more examples of times during the month that I am called up "hey witch doctor, we got a problem, are you free?"

I am on paranormal investigating teams in surrounding communities as well, this takes out so much energy, time, and yes, you guessed it, money !!

Anyways again I am actually going to close this rant ramble weird thoughts flowing from my mentally ill mind.

I truly truly hope that somebody, just 1 person even, does decide to care enough about me , a poor lost soul, to donate some about, it's all up to you, I'm not putting any rules and I just am not one to tell people what to do or how to spend their hard earned dollars or anything like I do not push ideas onto people, I'm just not like that, I totally believe in freedom for all, I don't wish for world peace at night because I know that that isn't possible, there's some cultures that just do not mix and a lot of cultures prefer to stick to their own and that's great because how else would the culture survive and the traditions live on to the next generations if they were mixed with a bunch of other cultures and lost their true identities as a nation , that would be sort of sad in a way, but I'm really not properly medicated and should not even maybe be observational posting about this when in not well in the mind fully yet this day. But a donation will help me to wipe my ass and that's my main goal.

Kk,baiii, don't hate, just donate #freefaeona #donation #astrology #worldwide #tarotreading

Ps: Actually ANYBODY that donates me more than 10$ today and the rest of the week too, I have an offer, I will do a FREE TAROT READING OF 3 FREE QUESTIONS FOR YOU, BECAUSE I APPRECIATE YOU SO MUCH!!

And anybody that shares my link to my paypal explaining that I'm giving free tarot Readings to anyone that's gunna donate! I will give you a YEARS HOROSCOPE OUTLOOK, BASED ON MY VERY ACCURATE SOURCES OF GENERATED HOROSCOPES I RECIEVE THEY'RE THE SAME ONES I USED TO POST ON HERE SO YOU KNOW THEY'RE GUNNA BE GOOD, THEN

Anybody that donates and says it's towards my astro-cosmos software, I'll do up a FREE ABSOLUTELY, JUST THE COST OF YOUR DONATION, I'LL DO YOUR NATAL BIRTH CHART FOR YOU, WITH THE SEMIPRO PROGRAM I HAVE RIGHT NOW,

So there's my offers and anybody that blogs about these offers and tags me in them, is just an amazing person and gets the luckiest prize of all, they get entered into a draw to win a free natal chart birth chart wow yeah and and and I'm gunna give an astrology reading to you very reliable accurate information details you will WANT TO KNOW!!