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#welp thats all folks lol#who was betting on the adult movie theory#ekt#everyone knows that#everyone knows that (ulterior motives)#lost media#lostwave
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me when The Ghost posts like 5 min after the last post
wow look at me go *does a little dance*
ahem anyways! Second post more about me I suppose! To keep it simple here's my Carrd! (my Pronouns.Page is also linked on the Carrd) Some simple info in case you don't wanna look at the Carrd:
I'm The Ghost, but you can call me Casey! I go by They/Them and Void/Vois >:D I am alterhuman and really like talking about identity (gender, pronouns, spirituality, psychology, all that fun stuff!) I hope to professionally study it one day ^-^
I also really like helping people :D soooo...putting my two biggest interests/traits together... BOOM! Identity shop....
I love helping people figure out their genders and just- general identities The amount of times I've given/explained links to Alterhumanity and Xenogenders is CRAZYYY But I really do love it :) makes the ghostie happy happy More on some of the stuff from the last post; Using some of this stuff for OCs is perfectly fine! Just don't be weird about it yk? And- its probably not a good idea to have any characters be otherkin or neurodivergent(/using identity terms meant for neurodivergent folk) unless you yourself identity with it, or if you have a really good understand on the topic and have done research on it. Feel free to ask about any of that too :)
Welp- thats it for now! I kinda doubt anyone will find and request anythin on this blog yet, so my next post will probably be whenever I randomly have the urge to talk about identity stuff lol. Byebye!
#gender identity#mogai identity#gender#pronouns#neopronouns#xenogender#alterhuman#otherkin#caseysidentityshop#feel free to ask questions btw
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your man is no longer your man (the elite)
ch 18-20
CH18
-i wonder if maxon would still end the comp if america confessed to him or is it a real race now with miss kriss.
-”i wasnt ready to give up completely” no, actually give up cause you not really serious we know.
-im not reading all what sir gregory had to put in that diary
-”since gregory had failed me, there was only one other man i could count on” i swear to you if she was talm bout aspen i woulda thrown this laptop buttttt in a weird turn of events she is actually talking about her father which is kinda sweet ngl.
Ch19
-wow they just breezed by the reception with the germans but lets see what miss kriss and miss maam come up with
-is america gonna play something i dont remember, $50 bucks and my first born that she does
-not kriss asking america if shes serious about maxon..the gurls finna start tussling in a minute
-theres no way that these two did better than three upper class girls, cause i know if theres anything a stuck up, well off girl can do its throw some shit together
-one of the italian princesses name is Noemi, i like that name, kiera you ate that one thing
-not they both tryna get them a sip of some maxon
-”after i got some water and food in me, i played some of the folk songs i’d learned on my violin” YAYY i get to keep my firstborn, also why she picked folk songs? They aint got pop hits in italy
-not natalie dancing on the table. Gon head girlllll
-”ill tell maxon myself what a good job you did” america do you know you have 30 minutesss. Girl maxon do not fuck withchu like he used to hon.
-”she squinted her already thin eyes” keira cass you're dirty for this. This gotta be some kinda microaggression.
-”this isnt just some prize. This is a HUSBAND,a CROWN, a FUTURE,” snaps snaps snaps see elise gets it. Its big goofys like miss land of the free thats just here for the sneaky links, she aint no diva fr.
-like these girls are really here fighting and you acting like this just a lil vacay. STEP YO PUSSY UP and expeditiously
-here they go bringing up marlee again, please let her rest in peace. I would hate if she actually died yall going this crazy and she still alive she just went through a little physical change thats all (well maybe more than physical lol but at least she got mr wood).
-”if there is anything we can do to help you acquire the crown, let us know” ooo purr, if a whole country told me they had my back i would walk like a whole new b****.
-okay hold the f****** phone her father responds and he is speaking straight FACTTSS
-���part of me thinks the slowness is on your side” HANG IT ALL UP, TURN OFF THE LIGHTS AND LOCK THE DOORS, SHOP IS OFFICIALLY CLOSED Hopefully her father can penetrate her thick ass noggin lets see
-”i thought of aspens certainty that i couldnt be a princess” neowww why do you think he would say that. What possibly would it mean if you became one, oh idk… maybe that you could never be with him
CH 20
-oop is this the time for maxon to really show her its all worth it
-not him showing her the princess suite oh alrighhtttt now
-not this door goes to my room, im dead
-broooo not marlee being behind the doorrrrr, the way i woulda told maxon to drop them drawls, and marlee think she know something about working some wood, watch this.
-bruh all she got is welts on her hand i thought them things woulda been demolished
-not they been there the whole time in the kitchen i hope it was worth it i guess it kinda sweet idk
-they even got a little apartment?!
-not “ we got married two days ago” they moving quick asl
-”maxon gave me away. Im not sure ill ever see my parents again” bruuuhhh thats kinda sad but at the same time maxon a realll one lemme join the selection atp i think i want maxon.
-they cant even get a real ring
-idk why america acting like she aint know marlee and carter was getting busyyyyyyy
-brother in christ even marlee is standing up for maxon
-”the reason you’re still here is because he refuses to lose hope” welp hes losing it as we speak
-”why didn’t you tell me sooner” idk maybe because you have no self-control
-”i just need to know if you want to be here at all” JUST TELLEM THE TRUTH
-”if youll still have me, i want to stay” honestly her asking this in any other instance woulda had me heated but honestly its kinda good she phrased it this way causeee homebodys eyes is definitely wandering
#the elite#the selection#just my thoughts#just my opin#i didnt mean it#i meant every word#in all honesty
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I hate 1998 Les Mis
My folks may say 1998 Les Mis was a masterpiece, but compared to the Brick and to the 2012 musical.. It’s nothing more than the dirt my dogs trample on. 1998 Les Mis is lacking in more ways than one. I don’t want to get into all that but I will bullet point my main opinions concerns..
Bishop Myriel was not nearly as friendly and welcoming as he was described in the Brick. This bishop gave off really creepy vibes. He seemed annoyed with Valjean and didn’t have the soft demeanor as expected with his character
Jean Valjean really concerned me for some reason, even though he promised to change his ways and all after the whole candle incident, he still struck me as an abusive father figure to Cosette. idk man he just didn’t give off good vibes
MARIUS SUCKED in this movie. I actually used to hate Marius because of the fact this movie was my first experience with this story! I was unaware of his actual personality so I was left with the impression he was a clingy, r/niceguy stalker. Granted, he’s still a stalker in the book and musical, but at least he’s nice about it!! I just hate 1998 Marius so much
Les Amis don’t even exist?? I mean, they do. They show up for a total of like- 5 seconds- in that entire movie.. but they don’t have a major role at all??? The brick has them as reoccurring characters and the Les Mis fandom dotes over them. But this movie didn’t even give them enough screen time to make the rebellion a valid subplot!
Marius is shown as the leader of the rebellion in the movie!!!!! As you know that is so far from the truth it literally hurts my head to have to even think about explaining why he isn’t the leader.. I’m not even going to explain my reasoning for this one because it’s so obvious..
Jean Valjean is mean. I just don’t like him in the 1998 movie thats all.
In the end, when Javert commits suicide, it’s so.. how do I say this without sounding like a psychopath?? But I personally find it funny how it’s executed. So basically, Valjean gets arrested (more on that in a sec) and is thrown out in front of a seemingly shallow river next to Javert. Javert stares at him and after a bit SNATCHES the handcuffs off of Valjean and-- while maintaining STRONG eye contact with Valjean-- handcuffs himself. Then, with Valjean watching in confusion, Javert just YEETS himself off the edge into the shallow little river. Then after what seems like eternity, Valjean just.. Walks off?? Then he starts smiling?? And like?? Skipping??? Then there are birds?????????????? And that’s it. That’s the movie. Not even joking. It ends on what I like to call a “heel-click” because if this was a cheesy 90s movie that’s how it would've ended. A heel click and freeze frame. (Looking at you 1992 Newsies)
Okay back to the arresting thing! So what happens is Valjean drags the sucky 1998 Marius through a fucking sewer for what seems like the whole movie, then just ends up in his house again where Cosette is like ??>?>??? then he dumps her sucky r/niceguy boyfriend on a table or bench or something I dont remember. After all that, some bruhs come and are like “muthafuckr we gotta arrest u lol” Then Valjean is like welp ok. Cosette is crying, it’s a really bad scene. It’s rushed, it’s forced, I hate it.
In conclusion.. Not enough death. Not enough gay. It’s too short and too bland. I hate 1998 Marius so much. Ok that’s it. My opinions are out. Thanks for coming.
#henri complains once more#i hate 1998 les mis#the acting was good tho#ill give it that#les mis#les miserables#marius
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SG1
Season 2 episode 5
"NEED"
Notes by me
- heard this episode was some good shit with lots of cough whump cough here we goooooo
- the goauld are collecting raw naquada. What do they need it for
- oh I love the pyramid ships their so cool
- *Daniel runs off recklessly*
"Wish he'd stop doing that!"
- its a cloaked lady!
- when she turns around and sees Daniel for the first time. 404 cloaked lady has stopped working
- Jack is so aggravated at Daniel for being too nice
- OKAY what the fuck dude. Get your disgusting hands off my Sam or I'll punch you in the throat
- I dont think theyre gonna listen to reason Daniel
- miners!
- Sam can sense worms??? She got worm radar ????
- "I get a weird feeling when im around tealc"
"hey who doesnt"
- ITS BREAK OUT TIME
- "lets go daniel!!"
"I'm coming!"
So innocent 😭
- shit is he dead again👀
- that must have hurt like a mother fucker yikes. Reminds me of the episode of BBC Merlin when the rockslide came down and separated him and arthur
- gurl not even a minute ago you were gonna commit suicide and now you want to take over after your dad? Make up yo damn mind
- a sarcophagus! Oh its Daniel
- NICE OUTFIT
- no glasses!Daniel
- she says she dressed him in new clothes while looking him up and down like lady what the fuck. You taking peeps at my boy? You wanna fuckin fight?
- "personal responsibility for you" basically shes saying she owns you now buddy you better run
- wait how many times has he used the sarc now? Its about 3 times I think
- "glass circles" lol
- damn theyre cracked. Makes me think how many times daniel has broken or lost his glasses and had to get new ones.
- whys she so goddamn CREEPY
- why is she so fascinated with trees my respect for her goes down with every second
- she wants to hit that and you know what? She's valid
- "youre my destiny"
"BLEHGR ......what???"
On all levels except physical, Daniel is barfing so hard right now
- also ???? Destiny??? Ok george mcfly
- this psycho: anyway so me and my mom....
daniel: can we back track for a sec I have some thoughts
- "surprisingly difficult to kill you isnt it?" You got no idea Jack smh
- "nice dress"
- sg1 as slaves is something tho 👀
- I'm laughing theyre throwing a feast for Daniel while the rest of them mine coal. Tough luck guys
- 700 years old YIKES
- "I dont think you understand what they mean to me" ❤💕❤💕❤💕❤☺❤☺❤❤❤❤☺☺☺💗💗💗
- daniel being treated like the princesses boy toy lol
- honey.......dont sleep in the sarc
- what possessed him to think that this is a good idea
- jack, tealc, and Sam update: still in the mine!
- DANIELS HAIR IS POOF
- hes LOST his marbles
- "and look!!! No glasses!!" Hes so excited
- hes getting obsessed with this thing
- 9 or 10 times in the sarc???
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Jack: hes drunk as fuck
- hes definitely considering marrying her. Bro youre already married. Did you forget
- Temper!Daniel
- ok so hes totally brain washed!
- he felt out of place on earth :(. You know what? The Sarc is bringing out his deep down thoughts and feelings. Things he wouldnt ever tell anyone bc when hes in his right mind, his logic counter acts these thoughts. But his logic is gone so hes just voicing everything he normally wouldn't
- sams memories of jolinar telling her whats what with the sarc! 💪
- its taking his SOUL WHAT THE HELL
- lounging!Daniel "HI JACK!!"
- hes LOST IT FOLKS THATS IT. HES AN EMPTY VESSEL NO THOUGHTS
- kicking his little feet
- of course he wants to marry a woman he met 4 days ago
- "he cant live without me anymore" OH THIS GIRLS A BITCH. SHE DID THIS TO HIM ON PURPOSE. ALRIGHT LADY SQUARE UP SOMEONE HOLD MY BEER
- "we offer the friendship of our world"
".......well thanks"
Jack is having NONE of her shit and I wholeheartedly agree
- awkward kissing!!
- jittery!daniel
- sir that is no way to talk about your wife. So what if shes different when u get her back! So are you! People change! God not having a logic filter in your brain must be exhausting
- concerned!Sam
- ALRIGHT when you start knocking shit over on purpose its time to sit in the corner on time out
- hes having withdrawals. Didnt I already say this man has been thru Enough
- Jack literally jumps on him to hold him down. Did he crush daniels pelvis or what
- Sam is right they need to let him go thru it 😩
- how the hell did he pull fraiser all the way over him lmfao hes not that strong
- oh boy! Crazy!Daniel
- 🚨the archeologist is loose🚨
- "I know what its like" oh???? Jack has dealt with addiction????
- caretaker!jack
- this is heart breaking
- when he just hugs him. Just holds him. The acting from both of them is making me sob
- P3H826 is ready to be sg1s next mission!
- daniels okay!!!! He got thru it ✊😌
- P3R636 is the planet with the Sarc and princess dick face.
- "id like Daniel back on the team" 😤😤😤😤😤😤
- I dont care about you! Stupid bitch! Manipulative ass hat
- Daniel step away from the sarc
- clearly you have no idea what love is if you think its just keeping ppl hostage
- he literally tells her to stop using it and she IMMEDIATELY picks up a staff weapon and blows it to hell like it took zero effort to convince her
- welp! Cry all you want! Youre a dumb bitch and I hope i never see you again lol
- Let Daniel Rest 2k20
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Whump under the cut
Daniel jackson whump: threatened, gunpoint, sore, nervous, crushed by rockslide, healed by sarc, addiction, brain washing, jittery, withdrawal, anger outbursts , passing out, hospital scene, red eyes, sweaty, pleading, restrained, losing his mind, crying, breaking down, caretaker Jack.
Jack Oniell whump: kicked, hit with staff, coughing, fight with daniel
Whole team whump: forced kneeling, dirty, tired, weak, forced to mine
No glasses!Daniel for 90% of episode
🎶listening to Happiness Is A Warm Gun from Across The Universe Soundtrack🎶 for daniels struggle with addiction
🎶listening to Gone by Bazzi🎶 for Daniel being so confident that he was fine
#stargate season 2#whump#jack whump#daniel whump#this had SO MUCH IT WAS SO GOOD#thank you stargate gods#no glasses!daniel
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Who Would You Rather?
Bohrap Cast Edition:
Hello again everyone! I’ve been tagged by my dear @sohoneyspreadyourwings 🥰 to answer some important Q’s so here we go.
Prepare to see my indecisiveness in full force!
Who would you rather go to a karaoke bar with?
I mean, I would love to go karaoke some Queen songs with any of the cast, but I guess I have to go with Joe on this one (for reasons «a video» we all know). I would have to have a kickass pajama onesie like his though.
Who would you rather go on a road trip with?
God, this one is really hard. Once again can’t I just go on a really cool road trip with everyone? Idk road trips always seem like a big family thing to me and it would be pretty cool to have their whole found-family group together doing something like this....
Ugh um I’d choose Gwil? He seems like a responsible driver?(lol). And I guess good taste in music is always good for road trips. God I’m bad at this.
Who would you rather attend a sports game with?
Well.. as a few of my friends on here know, baseball is my favorite sport to watch and being from southwestern Pennsylvania the Pirates are my actual babies. That being said due to a certain role and an interest in the sport I’d have to pick Joe again here. Unless he would decide to root against the Bucs’. Sorry Joe.
But on a side note it would be cool to go with either Ben or Gwil to a soccer/football game to gain a more European view on the sport lol
Who would you rather go shopping with?
Damn, is this actually a question? I have to go with either of the two best dressed because I can’t decide (shocker). So that’d be Lucy or Ben. Have you seen some of the award shows? They are both serving us some looks and I would love to emulate an ounce of their style. I don’t think I could afford their style on a broke Uni student’s budget though....
Who would you rather binge watch shows with?
Why must I find every decision so hard? Even shit like this?
Welp I’ve decided to not overthink this one and go with my gut. Gut says Ben. I don’t really know why. He seems like a cool guy to just hang out with. No idea what we’d watch.
Who would you rather go to for advice?
I think I would go to Rami for advice. Despite taking his time with responses in interviews and whatnot he really tends to put his words together well when it counts. He seems like he could give some wise advice
Who would you rather take to go clubbing?
Lucy! I am all for girl power when clubbing! (Could it be bc I have only ever gone clubbing with women?) besides that I just have a feeling it would be a good time.
(Would totally go with Joe though if it was certain that I could get some of his funny drunken dancing on film though lol)
Who would you rather take with you to a haunted house?
Listen, I don’t spook easy, but in a haunted house-type situation I need a calm presence. Last time I did a haunted hayride/farm thing I lashed out in fear because my group left me and I hit someone. I would not like to repeat that. I don’t know who exactly in the cast would be that calm presence, but I’d welcome them. Considering this, I’m going to take a guess and say I’d pick Gwil or Rami for this one
Who would you rather watch a scary film with?
Opposite of my requirements of a haunted house I’d need someone to joke around with in a scary film. I like watching scary films and making fun of them because it calms me down and because the plots are often weird. So I again don’t know who?
I guess I feel like Joe could find ways to joke about stuff in a horror film?? Mostly because he loves to give off those chaotic goofball vibes. So yeah
Thats all folks
Alrighty! So I’ve decided to tag @raf-loves-everything @darcyshire and any mutuals who want to participate!!!
💕⭐️💕⭐️💕⭐️💕⭐️💕⭐️💕⭐️💕⭐️💕⭐️💕⭐️
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Narcissistic INTP - Disgust
Disclaimer: alright guys since I don't know where to start talking about narcissistic/unhealthy INTPs I'll use the five main emotions from Inside Out - and analyze how each one of them is experienced and manifested. I may alternate this with step by step analysis about how each cognitive function is distorted by narcissistic traits. And then order them properly. Maybe. Sources: things I've read about both MBTI and narcissism (and that I may link if you want, but for now I'll link just some silly websites that explain main things quite easily), and personal experience. Yep, quite subjective. But what isn't when we talk about mbti, especially unhealthy manifestations of it? Also, I'll tag posts like this with #narcissistic intp
Ok, so, let's start with "disgust", which is strongly related to contempt.
* Narcissism and contempt: As you may know, the typical narcissist, whether covert or overt (please if you don't know what I'm talking about check this quick site), loves holding in contempt everything and everyone. That's obviously necessary if they want to feel always on top on the world and, therefore, worthy. Sounds childish? You may want to know that everything is childish when we talk about narcissism. In fact, according to Freud, primary narcissism is a fundamental growth phase for an infant, but when something goes wrong, the infant regresses to the previous narcissistic phase, that's then called secondary narcissism. Sounds scientific and maybe pathological and while it surely can be, in the end it's just about a rather common (even though not healthy) coping mechanism called regression, indeed.
* MBTI and contempt: Now that I'm done with digressing (for maybe five seconds or less), let's talk about contempt and disgust in INTPs and narcissists. As you may have guessed, INTPs are usually covert (cerebral!) narcissists. This fits nicely with their general attitude and cognitive functions order. I don't know if you guys noticed that, but when a whatever mbti type gets quite immature you find that they start to think their own primary functions are absolutely the best and that all other functions are useless and pathetic, especially the ones lower in their own stack. Guess why? Not only because they go in different directions in comparision to the most used ones, but also because the xxxx type KNOWS how much they suck at them, and this is a huge threat for self-esteem, even if - or better yet, especially - it's a constructed one. So guess which functions the narcissistic INTP will hate, contempt (and deep inside, envy) the most? Si and Fe. Since they suck at them, they usually also expect (via a thing called narcissistic entitlement) that the world solves problems related to these two functions - instead of trying to do that by themselves.
* Si and contempt: So they will get mad if things aren't in the usual, proper space, or done in the usual, proper way (which often is estabilished based upon childhood memories and caregivers lifestyle. This is an actual problem because the INTP may want to, you know, travel around the world and make some new experiences ((Ne)), but how they can do that if they're scared to leave what they're used to - it could be a threat to their self-image and to their regular, safest intake of narcissistic supply - and won't accept any less?). Will they bother with arranging Si-related things on their own? Of course not, because those humiliating things were done by mommy/daddy/whoever, not by them. They don't have time for those petty issues. They are too occupied, admiring their brilliant intellect and researching about their last, new topic. Even if they are of course counter-dependent, aka clearly contrary to intimacy or being dependent and influenced in any way, (average INTPs tend to be, let alone unhealthy ones), this is the only case in which they will indeed directly depend on someone else. (There are other cases but they are way less overt).
I once saw a nice post about an abusive INTP, I think, a folk who would give his wife a list with all the domestic chores that she needed to do in the exact way that he wanted them done - while also demanding no physical or intimate contact. If any of you guys knows where ended up that post, I would be grateful if you told me - I think that's a pretty nice example of what I'm trying to say here.
* Fe and contempt: If there's a function that causes more issues than Si, that's of course Fe. I could spend an eternity talking about how much I hate and despise this function and people that got it high in the stack. My internal Ti logic of course knows perfectly that every function is useful, necessary, and so on, but my narcissistic side can't help but think that Ti and Ne are the functions that correspond to genius. Especially Ti. The tug of war between Ti and Fe is strongly related to the covert narcissism issue per se. From the source about covert narcissism linked above, for example, we have this point: "Impersonal and Difficult Relationships: As mentioned earlier, part of the introvert narcissist’s insecurity is the inability to genuinely connect with people. To this extent, the aloofness and/or smugness serve as a defensive mechanism keeping people away, lest the narcissist is exposed for her or his interpersonal inadequacies." That really resembles your typical unhealthy low/inf Fe. Of course it doesn't happens only in IxTP folks, lol. Maybe INxx teens in general. By the way, the most difficult thing as an INTP narcissist is, indeed, balancing your need to be alone, indipendent, self-sufficient, withdrawn and not exposed with the need to actually being exposed, seen, noticed - to basically have narcissistic supply.
Since the narcissistic INTP suck at Fe even more than they suck at Si, though, their natural entitlement will make them expect that others are the ones that should be coming for them - showering them with all the love, attention, care, attention, admiration, attention, adoration, attention, friendliness, attention, that they deserve naturally. All in all, they're such a genius - why shouldn't everybody recognize that instantly and give them what they deserve right away? The world can be such an unjust place sometimes. You know what? - the covert narcissist says to themself - I'm gonna deprivate them of my wonderful and glorious presence and intellect, and they will come back to me because, of course, they can't live without it. They're so unjust. Why should I be the one trying to get their attention? That's humiliating and stupid. I'm way too mature and intelligent for that.
And then, once they realize that nobody is coming for them, they'll be like:
Ok, you know what? I don't need any of you anyway, you wretched creatures, human beings, crawling upon the Earth like ants colonies, wriggling, swayed constatly by these petty impulses called "emotions"... you're so fucking pathetic. Why should I even bother with you? My mind is way more interesting than your pitiful, human problems. Yes, that's it, I don't give a fuck. Wait, you should have realized that I don't give a fuck, by now. You see me here? Do you? Are you noticing that I don't give a fuck? THATS RIGHT I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF YOU CARE ABOUT ME OR NOT OR EVEN IF YOU NOTICE ME. YOU HEARD ME?
I wonder if any of you INTPs is familiar with these dynamics. You know, just to be sure if it's a common INTP thing, so/sp thing, teenager thing, or really kinda narcissistic. They don't even have to be mutually exclusive, and probably aren't. So if you do relate to what I've just written, don't worry, you aren't pathological or irreversibly ill. I'm not either. It's just that your Ti and Fe are quite unbalanced. QwQ
If anybody would like to point out some inaccuracies or just thinks it works differently, please tell me. I can't do this very complicated work all by myself, I guess. Not without being a bit too subjective.
Welp, see you next time. I may edit this, because it's really messy. Some time. When I don't feel too entitled and I'm not holding in such contempt my Si. It may mean that I won't edit this whatsoever. Bye.
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my thoughts on Arrow 6x18
I was excited for this episode and it turns out there was good reason. I might just start trusting Steve when he gets hyped over episodes now, he’s building quite a track record. So let’s dive in. I literally took these notes while I was watching so I apologize if they’re a bit scattered.
Okay, Oliver is clearly off the rails. S1-2 suit and all. The man is a wrecking ball.
Wait…where’d he get the old suit? Did he break into evidence lockup? Is that why he’s at the precinct? I HAVE QUESTIONS.
Wait, the lockup didn’t blow up when Siren blew up the previous place did it? I HAVE QUESTIONS, DAMMIT.
Ten hours earlier. Okay. So we learn why he’s nuts. Is it the Vertigo? I bet it the Vertigo.
If anyone can find rock solid proof of crooked city employees, its Felicity.
BAD COP CASTLE. LOL. Felicity is right. He can’t go in alone. Cuz that’s just INSANE.
LOLOLOL. “I parent trapped you” BLESS YOU FELICITY. Yes, boys, get over your damn egos already.
“You keep that attitude you’re gonna end up all alone” LISTEN, don’t feed this boy’s fears, Dig!
Felicity KNOWS that Oliver is trying, DIGGLE. C’mon, man. FEEDING HIS FEARS. Stoppit!
“If I get impeached, you get promoted” OH SHIT, yeah if Oliver is impeached, Quentin is DEAD. You know what happens to mayors who aren’t Oliver in this town.
God bless Quentin being on his side. Saying all these nice things... Oh yeah the man is dead.
SHE HACKED NAPSTER FOR HER SCIENCE FAIR PROJECT LOL
RAISA AND FELICITY INTERACTED. There is a god! It’s been 84 years!
See I told y’all Felicity would have proof. Oh… but its implicating him. WAIT. STOP YELLING AT YOUR WIFE FOR HELPING YOU. Duuuuude.
Oh this scene. Yeah, he’s totally hallucinating this.
The best part is that the writers have done such a MASTER JOB of writing characters OOC this season that we honestly can’t tell if Oliver is hallucinating or if this is something Felicity is REALLY saying
That said we SAW the Vertigo last ep folks. This isn’t rocket science.
What is that tapping noise he keeps hearing? Is that the Vertigo? The heralding of a hallucination?
“My wife wants a separation” DONT MAKE ME SOB, OLIVER. Also she so doesn’t. It’s so sad that he believes this, he EXPECTED this.
I find it touching that he chooses Quentin to confide in here. His subconscious is kinda beautiful sometimes.
So he thinks he hasn’t changed at all? Or he doesn’t. Cuz Quentin is pep talking him but its HIM thinking this up… SHE LOVES YOU. YES SHE DOES. LISTEN TO YOUR FUCKED UP BRAIN, MAN.
Going to the council meeting hopped up on Vertigo seems a bad idea. So is this a hallucination? Or not? HELP. I HAVE CONFUSION.
THERES THAT NOISE AGAIN
YEAH PROMETHEUS!! But… Oliver… SEE. HE’S DEAD. Get a clue here.
Damn Oliver’s subconscious is kicking his ass. LOL this is such a metaphor. I can’t deal.
So he kills Chase in his subconscious, something he’d evolved past before. But he wants to protect his family. LORD, Oliver you are fucked up.
THERES THAT NOISE AGAIN. Duuuuude I’m starting to wonder if *I’m* losing it. And Adrian. OK, Ollie. This is your clue here that you’re on Vertigo.
DING DING DING give the boy a cookie!
Chase trolling him is classic. I missed this guy so much. (And dude, you couldn’t manage to take ANYONE from him… Sam so doesn’t count)
I have to keep reminding myself this is Oliver’s subconscious.
“Felicity, William and I will be fine.” Of course you will. You’re family.
Interesting… “you’re a better Oliver Queen. But a worse hero.” HERE is the base of his worries. “You’re the one enemy you can’t defeat” Damn your brain is clever, Oliver. But also wrong. STOP HATING YOURSELF.
I MISS THE QUEEN MANSION. This living room isn’t QUITE right though. And fuckouttahere LL.You don’t even look REMOTELY like pre-island LL.
I love Chase literally listing all the reasons LL as BC was a Dumb Thing.
So this is just convincing him he has to do go alone. If people fight with him, they get hurt. They die. Sometimes I think his protective instinct is too strong.
Awww hallucinating Raisa being killed by Dragon… that’s rough. Let’s not go there, show, okay?
SEE yes he wants to do it alone. Don’t listen to Vertigo!Hood, Oliver. The man is off his nut.
For a second there I thought Quentin said “We need to retweet” and I didn’t even think that was an off thing to say. I NEED A NAP.
Okay so the s1-2 suit itself is a hallucination. And it symbolizes his need to do it alone. GOTCHA. I’m all caught up now. Very clever.
Awww cute Felicity and William! She helped him put his project back together. But ohhhh no, she knows Oliver gone of the rails. “He said you kicked him out?” “No! I would never!” I KNEW IT.
LOL at William knowing exactly what Felicity is up to and bringing her sneakers. And holy cow he IS as tall as she is now!
OH NO DID YOU JUST HIT QUENTIN. I HOPE THAT WAS A HALLUCINATION.
RUN FELICITY RUN. Hey, that’s the backlot of the studios. LOL. Oh it WAS QUENTIN, not a hallucination. Oliver, you’re in big trouble.
She’s very brave, going after him when he’s like this. And awww at her talking him down. “What happens to William?” “William has you.” “What happens to ME?” BLESS.
“I’m glue, baby.” SHE CALLED HIM BABY. IM DYING.
Yes, listen to your wife. She’s your life partner. You can’t get rid of her. “Listen to your heart.” AWWW THIS IS SO SWEET.
YAY OLICITY STUNT! ITS BEEN 84 YEARS. Yep, I’m watching this whole thing again tomorrow (today, when this is posted)
Felicity went to raves. Felicity did drugs. ITS CANON. WRITE THE FICS, FANDOM. FELICITY MEETS OLIVER AT A RAVE.
So the suit is REAL? I have my questions again!! WHERE DID IT COME FROM.
I don’t like him going alone, but I DO like him saying that he’s not giving up on Felicity and William.
WELP there we go. Impeached. Saw that coming. Buncha boogers. Quentin is mayor! He’s toast.
Firing Overwatch. AWW. I mean I get why he’s doing it but… fighting Diaz alone is the opposite of what he needs to do. But I’m glad he’s apologizing to William.
AWW Felicity and William are most important to him! More than ANYTHING. I love this family.
Siren wants Diaz to kill Oliver… hows that redemption working for y’all? I can’t believe loliver is less toxic than Siren/Oliver. 😂
Okay, I have some more thoughts, especially now that I’ve had all night to think about this. So I’m throwing in a cut.
While I’m not fond of Oliver choosing to go alone, I get why he’s doing it. It’s a plot point they’ve been angling towards, to be sure. But also I think they outlined why in this episode. Because what Dig said to him about being a poor leader has gotten to him and he really is wondering if it’s true. Things are piling up and what is falling by the wayside? What can he let fall by the wayside? One thing was made clear in this episode, what he cannot let fail is his family. Felicity, William... they are his priority above pretty much everything. He needs to save the city, absolutely, but not at the cost of his family. Oliver sees going alone as a way to save his family. Now, he’s wrong, of course.
Remember all those interviews that have hinted at Oliver learning how to ask for help? How Emily herself has mentioned that? I think thats the big lesson here. He’s having a hard time juggling all his responsibilities, which means he has to learn how to relinquish control to others, to trust them to help him, to trust them to do what needs to be done to help him, to help the city. I’m willing to wager that in the weeks ahead, given what we’ve learned about the final eps of the season, the court case and all of that... that Felicity might be instrumental in organizing some help for Oliver. I think she might be the one to call in Human Target. But we shall see.
But something else... Diaz wanted Oliver to fall for the trap but Felicity thwarted that. Felicity said that their identities are safe but LOL... There’s zero chance that Diaz won’t find out that she’s the one, the ONLY ONE who can pull Oliver back. So what happens to Felicity when Diaz realizes she the barrier between him and what he wants?
What’s important here is that Oliver will do whatever he has to save his family, to keep William and Felicity safe. I think Felicity focuses on her company next week because she has to help, the mission is a part of her now, but I think eventually she’s going to push her way back onto Oliver’s team. Because he needs her. And maybe she’ll bring the rest of the team back together. But that’s all *~*later*~* because for now, things are gonna start getting sooooo very real in the weeks ahead and I’m really really really ready for it.
#olicity#arrow recap#Arrow 6x18#6x18: Fundamentals#arrow spoilers#my recap#ship: Olicity#character: Oliver Queen#character: Felicity Smoak#show: Arrow
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Episode 1: “How do I bond with people” - Mitch
Dylan C
https://youtu.be/MiBLiRlSzFc
Stephen
It’s round one and I’ve already learnt a foreign word for pee, this seasons gonna be great
Cam
hello everyone and welcome to HOLY FUCK by cameron, your local certified sick kid
so first of all
I HAVE DYLAN AND MATT SUMMERS AND MITCH ON MY TRIBE
which is all fine and dandy
ABBEY IS ON? THE OTHER TRIBE?
which is also fine and dandy
blake is super sweet and i adore this newbie already!! he's like "im so overwhelmed im in two games"....... sweetie
BUT ALSO
so i message jay to idol hunt
"first in line"
i say "this is door 9 all over again!"
i wait about 15 minutes
go through the path, dee dee dee dee dee
"fountain or pay an offering to the statue"
me, in my hellenic witchcraft practices, knowing the goddesses really like offerings, gonna offer aphrodite some food (sorry hera)
guess what aphrodite gives me?
an idol. she gives me an idol. i'm truly blessed. this is ridiculous. i got the idol the very first idol hunt of the season.
i'm shaking.
Dylan C
oh my god how to I play a game with my close friends sksjsh (i’ll make a Proper confessional later)
Brittany
i've been doing duolingo for, like, an hour now and there are so many ways to say the. i've counted around 4. it's pretty fun though, and everyone on my tribe seems really cool and nice cx
Zabbey
Wow ok so my tribe is really cute and wholesome so far. I'm playing with JG, Timmy and Stephen which is cool bc i lowkey know them all but I've never played with them so thats fun! I cant really speak on the newbies since I havent really talked to any of them yet but I'm excited to get to know them! It's wild knowing cam and dylan are on the other tribe, I hope i get to play with them too!
Stephen
Cal is the best, i would love to work with Cal, JG, Timmy, and Zabbey. But i’m still gonna gove the other new guys a chance, still very early days to start making alliances. That being said I’m still very happy we have had a majority on a call, make some ties. *glares at atomic “all-stars”*
Zach
So uh...so far nothing. Unless I’m completely out of the loop. I really like my tribe mate Zabbey. She seems cool and we have the same sense of humor. I really hope to align with her, but we’ll see how it goes. I also really admire Maynor for volunteering to sit since he has to work today. So far I think our tribe vines well. No tea to spill yet, but I’m sure there’s more to come.
Alex
Many people werre talking about drag race and I've never seen it and I kinda knew this would happen to me at some point in mylife when I end up being the bad gay who hates Lady Gaga and hasn't seen drag race and we're here folks. lol I guess I'll stay quiet and hopefully noone will find out
J.G.
Night one was, interesting to say the least. I was a little worried because I knew that I had to work during the first hour of the game and with new people I did not want to miss out on the bonding opportunities. Shockingly few were active among the noobies mostly Zach and Cal. The vets on my tribe, I actually know which is wild. Stephen and I have played together in the past, not together but there is for sure no bad feelings, that I know of. Abbey and Timmy I have never played with them but I know of them from the community. I have always wanted to play with them and excited for this opportunity. I know from a viewer this will come off as boring but I do feel that sticking with the vets is going to be smart at least in the early stages but mark my words, if I have any say, Abbey will be the last boot before merge. There is no way hell, I am letting her get any where near merge, I am not dumb no what she can do. Sorry Abbey, you're queen but the queen is not gonna stay queen. I really want to make a three tight alliance with Stephen and Timmy and ride with them but they could always tip off Abbey and use it to their advantage so I need to just chill and let things play out. I feel that if we are to go to tribal in the early stages, I can picture two noobs being easily targeted for inactivity. Oh, let's also talk about how I got freaking 20% disadvantage night one like I always do, and then turn around to get a 10% advantage the next day. I'm mess but I'm gonna keep eating these grapes because they're pretty good.
JG
So I was really sure I was going to be in the first alliance of the season amongst the vets but nope that didn't happen. I am in a unprecedented alliance with Abbey, yeah the person I said I want to make sure gets out before merge and Zach. Our alliance is called Two Gays and a Bi-by ... iconic as fuck. With a smaller tribe starting size with 8, smaller alliances are key plus I feel that we can easily pull some side votes for numbers to honestly keep our alliance alive and active. This makes targeting Abbey really hard cause it could turn Zach against me. I will have to be very cautious, how I go about this. I also talked to Cal and was making sure I connected with him cause I know he was putting work in on Timmy and Stephen last night. That is something I will have to monitor. That can not be allowed to happen. I think working with Timmy would be fun and cool but it's looking like that if after a early not so active noob goes and we need to find another target, I think Timmy would be a fine first threat to knock out leaving Stephen and Cal up in the air.
Cal
Lots of stuff! I was late to the party at the intro but got to chat with Timmy, JG, and Stephen. I learned about their past in the community as well as talked about the many moods of trying to learn greek. One such mood is probably me always confusing the "pi" sign and the one shaped like the letter "p" leading to accidentally translating baby as fool. Ironically I really don't want to be seen as either while a baby or fool especially since I'm new. I've really enjoyed meeting my tribe mates but I'm afraid to see where the pleasant meet and greet ends and the game begins.
Maynor
My thoughts on this tribe is that i like everyone and i dont want any of them to leave. Ive been trying to talk to everyone n try to be social player since im sitting out the first challenge.
Blake
welp. i still dont really know whats going on but... IM HAVING FUN. Ive talked with Dylan C a bunch and we have gotten to know each other pretty well. The greek challenge? a MESS. I havent been able to do a lot and the little i have done is not even worth mentioning. I hope the next challenge is a little easier for me but until then... YAY!
Maynor
Last night Brittany and I started talking and decides since we are newbies that we will work as a duo to keep each other safe since the game has newbies & returning players. As of right now she is my #1 but i am talking to others.
Maynor
Second day has been very interesting. Ive been talking to Cal and J.G. pretty much all day seperately. And both want to align and J.G brought up maybe doing three person alliance and he said we should try n bring in Cal. In my head i was like yes. So now its an allince of me, Cal, and J.G. which is great. If its all 100% (my end it is) then this is going to be great.
Timmy
Wow, I haven't made a confessional yet. WE WON IMMUNITY!!! I'm very relaxed now, but also I don't think I would have gone anyways so woot woot. I did the worst on my tribe so that's not too great (pretty sure the 810 from the post was my score), but I still did better than the entire other tribe so wooo. I'm so happy to finally be in a game with Abbey and I really want to work with her and we have been talking already about the nothingness that has come from our idol hunts so that's good. I still haven't talked to Zach or Brittany so I need to do that soon, Zach seems nice in the tribe chat but Brittany seems nonexistent at the moment even though she did well in the challenge.
Cam
well i may have won a main season last night
but let me tell you
WE DID NOT WIN THAT MY DUDES LMAO. we were literally beat ten times over. i hope the f tribe feels good about how much they squished us. they... earned that. truly.
but now jay says... there's an announcement? and this is what immediately ensues
On 7/21/18, at 9:29 PM, Jay 🐠 (Kalokairi Host) wrote:
> but first there will be an announcement
On 7/21/18, at 9:29 PM, Cameron Culpepper (Atomic Admin) wrote:
> oh no
On 7/21/18, at 9:31 PM, Dylan R. wrote:
> oh cool
and it was just announced! so there is redemption. this is nice! i'm less worried about work now. like obviously i'm gonna do my best? but... if i fuck up at least there's a CHANCE.
oh yeah and the idol. day 2 in the game, still haven't told anyone, so that's pretty cool! we'll see how long that lasts.
dylan c and i had a conversation about how if we don't work together neither of us will hold it against the other but like... im pretty sure we're gonna work together anyway.
wouldn't it be cute to make f3 with dylan c and abbey? god that's the dream. but it won't happen.
Maynor
The alliance is official between me, JG, and Cal. Are alliance name is MEW but greek that looks like mew. I like both and i hope they are ride or die as i am with this alliance. But just so we could have one more vote, im keeping my ally, Brittany, secret for now.
Mitch
Welcome to Greece! I consume goat cheese, so I'm something of a Greek expert myself you know. I'm very excited to meet all of my tribemates but now I'm probably going to talk about them individually since Idk what else to do
I haven't played a game in so long I have no fucking idea how to socialize oh my god. I feel like everything I type is awkward and sad. At least the first challenge was relatively easy since I never had to type anything and have free time up the wazoo . But fuck we got crushed lmao. I dunno what secret they used but I take comfort in knowing that they were probably worried about us doing the same thing. Maybe I probably won't get voted out for having a score of 600 but WE SHALL SEE
Alex - Where is he? He did the challenge but he hasn't said a word ever. I want to keep him but uh Blake - 15 exp huh. 15? :| I only got increments of 10 where did the 5 come from Cameron - Aaaa. I enjoy Cameron and hopefully he enjoys me Dylan C - Oh this distinguishing between Dylans will be fun. But hopefully this Dylan and I can... meet in the middle somewhere yes Dylan R - One of the 4 people who have spoken to me! This kid is GOING PLACES and I'm glad to help him along for the ride Maddie - She is camping and I completely understand. Matt - I mean sure Matt and I KNOW each other but do we really? It's not like we were buddy buddy in Navarino. Unless he thinks we were? If he does... uh oh
How do I bond with people
Cal
Maynard just brought together me and JG together to start an alliance all while the results of the immunity challenge was finished. I was nervous but not only did we win but we have an amazing three that is called ΜΞΨ(after the first letters of our names), which is called that thanks to me! I just thought it'd be fun to name it like a frat since we've been learning greek and also hopefully dominate! JG and Maynard are great guys and I'm excited to work with them as ΜΞΨ but I also am keeping in mind ΜΞ(me lol) in the game for when we do have to go to tribal! Mu Xi Psi out!
Dylan R
For the first tribal, I'm obviously worried. As for targets, I'm not sure there are any at this moment. I guess I'm voting based on tribal performances, but I would be open to other people's suggestions. I would consider myself closest to Matt, Dylan C and Mitch so those three are who I would want to vote with.
Stephen
I found half a “special idol” in the mangroves! While I am happy and I will still search for the other half I do have to decide if I want to tell anyone. In a previous season I told one person and they betrayed me (thanks tim) but in the end that led the person who had other half to reach out to me. However I can’t expect the same thing to happen this game, every games a new game. So I think I’m gonna keep it to myself, if somebody else tells me or is revealed to have the other half I might tell them, but for now I’m just gonna search for the other half and be content that no one can use the whole thing against me.
Zach
We won the first challenge!!!! I was expecting it to be a lot closer tbh. But I have an alliance of 3 that I’m fairly confident in! I wouldn’t say I completely trust them yet though. Both of them have played before and so it’s scary to think that they might just be playing me. I guess time will tell. I’m also curious to see what other alliances will show themselves when we finally start talking and going to trial. Also a little worried that I might be playing to hard out of the gate. We’ll see and I’ll probably get used to playing as time goes on.
JG
My mom (Jay) has officially cancelled me y'all. My tribe freaking won by over 13 to almost 2k. Holy crap. Like did the vets on the other side never play this comp before? Like with maybe a little work and patience, you could get easily 1500XP without really grinding maybe more. I am honestly perfectly o.k. with these results I wanted us to win badly because of having to go to work tonight, I did not want to bother with the stress of that. Plus, the night before my work had an emergency so I am definitely not in a place ready to emotionally invest and make a move in the game. ΜΞΨ is an alliance that formed between Maynor, Cal, and myself. The alliance names from the first letter of our names in Greek to kinda make a frat/sor name. Maynor approached me wanting to make a final 2 and go really far. I am down with this for now of course, this game is constantly changing and moving. He asked me if we wanted to make a threesome to help our odds and asked me for suggestions. I suggested Cal because I knew I wasn't in any other alliances with him yet and this will allow me to keep an eye on him making sure he doesn't get close to Timmy or Stephen. Before I went off for the night Stephen and I officially talked about how the vets probably should create an official thing because it wouldn't hurt for us to work at least together in the early stages of the game. We decided that it should be discussed and formed today. Once that happens your boy is literally in an alliance with everyone besides Brittany and she actually did really well in the challenge. This scares me that she is either close to others or just someone I am not gonna be able to connect with. I heard from others that people are forgetting she's here, at the least she is a competitor. Either this is gonna blow up in my face or gonna allow me to position myself really well going into merge. Mama mia, my tribe isn't going tribal but I feel I made some of the biggest moves. Time will tell, I guess
Zabbey
SO A lot has happened since I last confessed!!!! I am now in a baby alliance with JG and Zach which is wholesome. Zach is super hype and its v endearing and im a stan. JG also said him and Stephen have talked about a vet alliance which would be the easier way to go but I don't really want to. I don't want to play this game based off of outside relationships, I'm not necessarily going to align with Cam and Dylan is we make it onto the same tribe. In more impotant news ya bITCH FOUND THE IDOL! My literal third search! Timmy told me that he was looking in the hotel rooms so I was gonna do that but then Jay said roof and I was like why not and my witch ass gave that offering and got me a sexy idol! I don't plan on telling anyone about it unless I absolutely have to!
Blake
I'm realizing now that im probably going to be seen as invisible the whole time bthrfnm dont know if thats good or bad LOL. But I finally have an alliance and its with people that I actually enjoy talking too :) Me, Cameron and Dylan C formed a group called Bicons (Bi Icons LMAO) and they seem to be really loyal. I have no idea what im doing but i hope people find me funny and want to keep me hfuiejf. (I HAVE NO IDEA WHO IM GONNA VOTE OFF)
Maddie
I came into this game after 2 nights had already gone by. I am really scared that I will be voted out tonight because I would be the easy since not very many people know me.
Dylan R
The first tribal is the most important tribal, at least from a game perspective. That’s why I’m taking a gamble and trying to target after Blake. We need people who will win challenges, and after his score of 15 I’m not sure if he’s best suited. I need 4 votes to tie. I believe I’ll have Alex & Maddie, so right now I’m focusing on the fourth vote. Dylan C seems wary about this vote, so I’m trying to convince her now. I told her that “other people have mentioned Blake” when really it’s just me lol. I don’t wanna tell anyone else, simply because I don’t want people thinking I’m playing too hard, so I’m hoping the votes will tie or the votes will be spread. I’m taking a bit of a gamble because this could put a target on my back, but I do love gambles so I can’t resist. This will probably come back to bite me, but it is redemption island so I guess that’s always a fallback.
Cal
Missed a lot of discussion about past games because I was meeting up with someone impromptu. It's daunting but also exciting to face the experience of some of my tribe mates. It's the feeling of a glorious revolution of the new players against the old! I aim to learn as well, but also have really enjoyed speaking with my tribe but fear people are getting wind of the ΜΞΨ alliance since me, JG, and Maynor are speaking a lot. I gotta figure out my mist! Mu Xi Psi out!
Stephen
The tribe chat: Jay is about to get represented by an agent!!!!! ajdnfkksxjsnxxcz
Cal in my PMs: I just got laid
............okay cal. I guess he ws just being friendly? But things like that are sort of a hot topic for me, but I don’t think thats something he needs to know. And its probably not something to get into in confessionals. Maybe if we become besties we can have a dnm about it later.
Dylan C
https://youtu.be/8oaTFmpiv0I
Dylan R
The first tribal is the most important tribal, at least from a game perspective. That’s why I’m taking a gamble and trying to target after Blake. We need people who will win challenges, and after his score of 15 I’m not sure if he’s best suited. I need 4 votes to tie. I believe I’ll have Alex & Maddie, so right now I’m focusing on the fourth vote. Dylan C seems wary about this vote, so I’m trying to convince her now. I told her that “other people have mentioned Blake” when really it’s just me lol. I don’t wanna tell anyone else, simply because I don’t want people thinking I’m playing too hard, so I’m hoping the votes will tie or the votes will be spread. I’m taking a bit of a gamble because this could put a target on my back, but I do love gambles so I can’t resist. This will probably come back to bite me, but it is redemption island so I guess that’s always a fallback.
Dylan R
Ok so like. Convincing people is hard lol. New tactic: I told Alex that people are targeting him in hopes that it’ll ignite him enough to save himself. I want Alex as an ally, but if he can’t save himself then I don’t want him as an ally
Brittany
so i'm late to making this confession but we won the first challenge and i'm still so?? happy about it?? and by a lot too, and there i was panicking and speeding through duolingo lmao. hopefully this is a sign and we stay doing this well lol
J.G.
Yeet,one last confessional before the round is over. I am honestly really anxious to see what happens at this tribal whether a vet or noob will go. While I do not think that this will be a prevalent theme in decision making, it something I am keeping in the back of my mind. I don't want people to be able use that against me to vote me out. That's why I will feel really inclined to stick with the vets if a vet is voted out tonight over a noob. Who knows what that tribe will do they have several options.
Finally, officially the vets (Abbey, Timmy, and Stephen as well as myself) finally came together to form an official alliance called The Nursing Home. I am really keeping an eye on Timmy and Stephen, they give me some minor sketch vibes but it could just be me over analyzing.
Well, 1 week down, several more to go.
Dylan C
I’m getting a concerning amount of radio silence form some cast members. Is it because they’re inactive or ignoring me?? Lmao mattI'm so excited to be on Kalokairi! This has been a lifelong dream. Who wouldn't want to live on a gorgeous Greek island, where every piece of drama or sadness is resolved by breaking out into 70s Disco Pop and choreographing elaborate dance routines featuring wacky props like scuba fins? And to be able to play the game of Survivor while doing it? Wild!
My tribe is literally so wholesome. The other "veterans" are all so fantastic, and the newbies are so pure and fun and I love talking to them. The only person I haven't gotten to speak one on one to is Alex, and it seems like that's the case for the rest of the tribe. After getting THWUMPED in that immunity challenge, it's nice that we can all come together in a cohesive vote to hopefully power through in the future.
I found a leather necklace at the market, but it doesn't actually do anything until I combine it with another part. I'm not sure if my best strategy is to keep it hidden or let everyone know I have it in case they're also looking for it, but I think I'm going to keep it to myself while I search a bit more.
I'd really like to work with Cameron long term, and I have a crush on Dylan R okay that is all goodnight.
Cam
so i've been wrestling with the decision on whether or not to tell Dylan C about the idol.
I still haven't told him. Day 3! Nobody knows but me. that's pretty cool.
it's pretty quiet around the vote right now? everyone is still asleep i think, and morale is a little low following last night.
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I didn't submit that before I left for work, rip
Cam, certified short term memory loss haver
Alex was unanimously eliminated.
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TNG Liveblog: Shades of Gray
last one of season 2 here we go
Geordi is the chief engineer... why did they send him down on an away survey on a jungle planet? Not that I ever object to more Geordi
Haha O’brien trying to tease her
Whoops Riker’s whole leg went numb, no normal stinger
Aww playful banter between Riker and Picard <3 I love it when Captain and First officer banter
Again, sending Geordi to catch a microorganism... don’t you have med teams? or perhaps hazmat protocils for biolgical extraction. WHY ARE THERE NO HAZMAT SUITS ON THE ENTERPRISE SOMEONE SHOULD SUE
GEORDI-DATA BANTER
I’m really proud of the staff for this plane. it genuinely looks like a forest, unlike the last ‘forest’ planet
haah tree tentacle with claws got Riker
must suck to be Riker right now, all his limbs are feeling like they’re falling asleep.
Riker’s all : AGRESSIVELY PRETENDS THIS IS FINE. i’ve never felt more kin with his character lol. “NAW THESE THINGS HAPPEN ITS COOL” thats how i’ll face my death
Aww Picard’s so fretting
Deanna is so pretty
I want this Virus to die because it’s making Deanna sad.
TIME TO ZAP RIKERS PBRAIN
I too am uncomfortable with the image of needles going into Riker’s head Deanna.
Hey it’s Space Wizard’s planet. I recognize all the Fog and Crystals
wait
IS THIS A FUCKING CLIP SHOW?!
UGH IT IS Lame, lame way to end a season guys
I don’t want lackbeard riker back. that beard equates to 60 of Riker’s likeability
folks I’m gonna start flipping through the clips in this show because Clip shows 100% do not hold up when you’re binging a series.
THE TRIED TO MAKE ME RELIVE THE AWKWARD RIKER-GUINAN FLIRTING
ah there he is, unconscious again.
you no what i never needed? recap of Riker’s sex life... didn’t need it.
so... the organism killing him doesn’t like bad emotion. it never would have survived in my brain lol
HEY DONT MAKE ME WATCH TASHA DIE AGAIN FUCK YOU
You have to anger it to death lol
i love that shiny med blanket. I love it when things are shiny for no reason in the future.
aww beverly, i miss you
zzzzzzz
What have they fixed him yet?
Deanna is very upset by all this and she deserves a hug.
now they’re just repeating things
Pulaski say something. GEEZ FINALLY
the infection is finally gone and this episode is blissfully coming to an end
Aww Data teasing. Wow that was it... barely even a close up.. okay
WELP that’s it for season 2, thanks for tuning in folks. I’ll be doing 7-10 episodes in season 3. it you have any suggestions feel free to throw them out at me.
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Blog #10
Hello people of earth! Dammit Dy’mond back at it again. This time with something a little different (but then again I’m always doing something with this blog). Todays topic! Natural Hair Care!
I love my hair. Like LOVE my hair. Its coils and kinks and everything in between.
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Part of loving my own natural hair is knowing how to take care of it. And this is no simple task. Wash day is just that - and entire day hair care including washing, hair treatments, and styling. So on todays blog post, Im gonna give you a detailed account of what wash day is like for me and my upkeep through out the week.
Day one: Wash and styling day.
This day is a special one like no other. Since I have a think and kinky hair texture, I only need to wash my hair about twice a month. So once every two weeks, I set aside a day for just washing and styling my hair. I first start by detangling. depending on the style I'm coming off, this process could very well take over an hour because of the thickness of my hair texture. If I'm taking out cornrows which was worn under a wig, I start by combing out each individual row and then again detangling it once more before washing. If I’m washing my hair after rocking a twist out, perm rod set, or any other natural hair style, I first start by detangling very small sections gently, making sure my hair doesn't break in the process.
I hop in the shower and immediately begin to wash my hair with a sulfate free shampoo. I like to use Dr. Bronners Organic Peppermint Castile Liquid soap to remove any dirt and buildup and Cantu Cleansing Cream Shampoo to restrengthen and give it another deep clean. After shampooing twice, I put a heavy amount of my favorite conditioner on my hair and rake through my hair with a large detangler brush or comb. My absolute favorite conditioner is the Olive Oil replenishing conditioner. Before washing it out of my hair, I leave it on for the remainder of my regular shower and then rinse it out after about 30 mins of being on my hair (yes this is a very long shower). This is how I cheat doing an entire deep conditioner process.
Afterwards, I hop out my shower and I proceed to tie a cotton tee shirt around my hair and finish my beauty routine until I leave the bathroom (lotion, brushing teeth, washing face, etc). I use a cotton tee shirt because regular towels risk breaking my hair off while drying it. Cotton is a much softer fabric to use on your hair.
After this, about an two hours has passed already. I go to my desk and figure out how to do my hair. I could either do natural hair or braid my hair up and slap on a wig the next morning. Today I will be detailing my natural hair routine instead of my wig routine.
I break out my favorite hair moisturizer, oil, gel, styler, and leave-in conditioner. The style I choose is this one which is my favorite one ever! This style is called a flat twist out.
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So I begin by putting moisturizer all throughout my hair. My favorite moisturizer is the Lotta Body moisture milk.
I like this product because it keeps my hair moisturized and actually locks in the moisture so my curls stay luscious and juicy all week! Next I grab my Jamaican Black Castor Oil or JBCO for short.
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JBCO promotes strong and healthy hair. This oil is also known as a great growth treatment for anyone. (Pro tip: I put this on my lashes and eyebrows every night to help them grow long and thick).
Next is gel! Ahh gel. The go-to gel for naturalistas like me these days is the famous Eco Styler Gel.
I use this and my other styler simultaneously to give me style and hold.
My next styler for a flat twist out is Cantu Twist and Lock Gel.
From here, I apply these two products on each small section I make and begin to flat twist my hair. The end result should look something like this:
Finally, I go to bed after a LONG day of styling and hassling with my, at times, unruly hair.
The next day, I take a light oil and rub it over my hands in preparation for taking down my twists. I like to use either coconut oil, argon oil, or sweet almond oil to reduce frizz from pulling apart the curls. Before the take down process, I do a couple of sprays from my favorite leave-in conditioner. I like to use Carols Daughter Monoi Leave-in spray.
I begin to GENTLY separate the twists, being careful to minimize any frizz that may come about. My final step is to take an afro pick and gently pick out and fluff out the roots of my hair so it can be voluminous, big, and fluffy. Finally I lay my edges with some gel and a handy dandy edge brush (a toothbrush or an old mascara wand LOL).
Welp folks. Thats it! That’s how I style my natural hair! I hope someone found my tips useful!
Dammit Dy’mond Outtie 3000!
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Rereading Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince: Chapter Three - Will and Won’t
i can only say SORRY 4 THA WAIT so many times before it gets old but FURREALZ not a lot of downtime for reading our old pal HP here in tokyo. BUT IM STILL TRYNA GRIND SO HERE WE GO
Harry Potter was snoring loudly. He had been sitting in a chair beside his bedroom window for the best part of four hours, staring out at the darkening street, and had finally fallen asleep with one side of his face pressed against the cold windowpane, his glasses askew and his mouth wide open.
and here he is folks, our fearless leader.
- how the FUCK did i not know ‘higgledy-piggledy’ was a word
- were basically just reading things lying around in harrys room to recap what went down last book. AS IF I COULD FORGET
- OH HEY HEDWIG missed you girl. shes rolling her eyes at harry sleeping just like us
- ok ew its already mentioning the inferi and it just reminds me how UNready i am for the end of this book
“Judging by your look of stunned disbelief, Harry did not warn you that I was coming,” said Dumbledore pleasantly. “However, let us assume that you have invited me warmly into your house.”
how is dumbledore this kewl? GOD i missed him
These words seemed to rouse Uncle Vernon. It was clear that as far as he was concerned, any many who could look at Harry and say “excellent” was a man with whom he could never see eye to eye.
this passage is amazing. i mean, its horrible bc this is harrys guardian saying it about him, but still. hilariously amazing.
“Albus Dumbledore,” said Dumbledore, when Uncle Vernon failed to effect an introduction. “We have corresponded, of course.” Harry thought this an odd way of reminding Aunt Petunia that he had once sent her an exploding letter, but Aunt Petunia did not challenge the term.
LOL harry if only you knew theyve corresponded more than that one time. this is the little girl who begged dumbledore to let her go to hogwarts!!!!!!
- spotted: dumbledores old gross shriveled up blackened hand I WONDER WHAT THAT COULD BE FROM
“But first of all I must tell you that Sirius’s will was discovered a week ago and that he left you everything he owned.”
ouch. was not expecting this type of hurt in this chapter.
“His godfather’s dead?” said Uncle Vernon loudly from the sofa. Dumbledore and Harry both turned to look at him. The glass of mead was now knocking quite insistently on the side of Vernon’s head; he attempted to beat it away. “He’s dead? His godfather?”
BOY IF YOU DONT STOP for fucks sake its like my hearts being stabbed every time he says ‘dead’
- KREACHERRRRRRRR IS IN THE BUILDING YALL!!!!!! his story is probably one of my favorite plot lines like, ever.
“Er - Kreacher - I want you to go to Hogwarts and work in the kitchens there with the other house-elves.” Kreacher, who was now lying flat on his back with his arms and legs in the air, gave Harry one upside-down look of deepest loathing and, with another loud crack, vanished.
kreacher is me whenever im told to do anything
- im still upset that buckbeaks name is now witherwings. what kind of a downgrade is that. but whatever IF HAGRIDS HAPPY, IM HAPPY
Dumbledore paused, and although his voice remained light and calm, and he gave no obvious sign of anger, Harry felt a kind of chill emanating from him and noticed that the Dursleys drew very slightly closer together.
and THATS why dumbledore is such a boss ass bitch. ya hes old, whatever, but this is why the dude is the most powerful wizard
“You did not do as I asked. You have never treated Harry as a son. He has known nothing but neglect and often cruelty at your hands. The best that can be said is that he has at least escaped the appalling damage you have inflicted upon the unfortunate boy sitting between you.”
hot DAMN. dumbledore just spit some truth AND threw a grade-A burn. hes my idol
- dumbledore asking the dursleys to let harry return to their home one last time next year got me FUCKED UP. guys, were almost done.
Aunt Petunia, however, was oddly flushed.
how does jkr make me hate petunia but also feel really really sad for her at the same time? home girls a literary goddess.
And now, Harry, let us step out into the night and pursue that flighty temptress, adventure.”
if that isnt the DOPEST ending to a chapter idk what is.
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lol sometimes i rly dont wanna give a fuck about Japanese culture being appropriated by American folks. Shit! one time some Chinese American activist tried to call out potential appropriation of kimono and Japanese culture cause a gallery allows white folks to don on kimono and take candid pictures of themselves in front of oil paintings or some shit . Japanese Americans told her to back the fuck off and told her thats not appropriation. Welp i guess them Japanese just gotta separate themselves from us other dirty yellow orientals eh! first of all mood but good luck with that bitch we are all in this together in America, what affects u affect all of us. second of all im sorry u think we Chinese are uncultured and lowly swines who don’t have a say about your precious kimonos rofl!
Also, one time Kitty parry put on kimono at her concert, Japanese folks thinks shes a fucking kween. Welp what the fuck! i guess she is truly a oriental kween! its so fucking funny when my parents talked about how Japanese ~*preserved*~ bits of our culture in their own culture when we forsake and ruin our own traditional culture. That’s apparently not so true cause when confronted with questions about what Japanese folks think about whites making ridiculous changes to kimonos, they say “well we dont take kimonos serious ourselves, we love to make ridiculous changes to the original design so its fine that yt people does that also!” Their ancestors created kimonos based on the designs of hanfu from Tang Dynasty in China, so they aren’t doing much preserving are they!!!!
#sometimes i wish we can stop doing their work in protecting their own cultures when they dont even give a fuck themselves#yolanda talks
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Episode #16: “Well, this is the end folks.” - Stephen
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I WANT TO QUIT
I AM GOING TO QUIT
MICHAEL DESERVED BETTER HE WAS MY FUCKING F2 AND BEST FRIEND IN THIS GAME AND IM SO FUCKINF MAD I LOVE HIM WITH MY WHOLE HEART HE DESERVES WAY BETTER THAN THIS FUCK THIS CASST SO MUCH I CANT STOP FUCKING CRYING
#FuckChris
FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST FUCK THIS CAST
EITHER IM QUITTING OR IM WINNING OUT OF SPITE WATCH THIS SPACE
Feel like pure shit just want Michael back
Bryce messaging me like “hey bowling ball” SHUT UR FUCKING FACE BRYCE DO NOT START TRYING TO TALK TO ME RN I AM MAD AT YOU
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I MADE FINAL FIVE AND I HAVE AN IDOL I LEARNED MY MISTAKES IM MAKING FINAL FOUR I BEAT MY PLACEMENT WOOO I makin sure history dont be repeating doe
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Alrighty, I am hoping that one of Chloe or Zach leaves this round. I dont know how the idol is going to go but I think Chloe's the safest bet for us as I still feel Zach could have it. Still, I can't risk a Loris situation so I would prefer it if Stephen won immunity. I do feel bad for him and I just hope he still trusts me even if I lost a little last night. Right now I think if Crystal Clear is the F4 then it could do a lot of good if anyone but Bryce wins it but I hope Stephen is wanting to go to the end still now
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So, THAT happened. Chris lied and sided with Bryce and Zach instead of splitting like we planned! Greeaaaaaat.
He says it happened shortly before tribal, but when he told me his reason, he said it was because of Michael attempting to make an F3 deal, which is something that happened the day before.
I did have an interesting chat with Zach where he said me and him are essentially seen as Chris and Bryce's +1's and our chances of winning sitting next to them might be pretty low based on that perception. Obviously I want Bryce out before Chris, but I need to start realistically thinking of cutting Chris at some point. He did go behind my back here and staying blindly loyal despite that just seems foolish. He said he'd use the idol on me this round which is great and all, but if Bryce wins immunity... well... what are my options? Honestly the best case scenario is me or Chris winning immunity just so we can be sure about playing the idol on the one who loses and voting Bryce out.
I hope that bad scenario doesn't have to play out, but let's just say at this point I think Zach and Chloe are my best possible F3. Which is interesting considering I just tried to get Zach out!
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It does kinda suck to hear Michael say what he said. I get he was upset but like I dunno. It didnt help but at the same time I don't feel too bad knowing that he made an f3 without me in it. My hope was that it makes the others think more on NOT bringing me to the end so I want to use it to my advantage as much as I can to still win it all if its possible
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This vote has been so messy it's ridiculous. I know Chris has the idol and is likely playing it on himself, so I'm trying to get Zach and Chloe to throw their vote on him so me and Chris can decide who goes. I was considering actually voting him out for a bit but I don't think that's feasible without their being an imminent reason for him to use the idol on someone else.
So I told Chloe and Zach the plan, and I told Bryce the plan was Chloe and used idol-fear as my fake reason. Hopefully it's a strong enough justification for him to buy it and just vote for her, but he's immune so he personally has nothing to fear tonight. It's been a hard day and I hope everything pans out as I expect and I'm not on the bad end of all the plans LOL.
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im in f4 wooh but no chance at winning i think im gonna be blindsided by zach tonight so thats fun if chris goes im legit over but idk how to fix that i ened to make sure chris votes stephen with me but idt he will
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Chloe: How does michael leaving impact the game?
Michael leaving the game probably means it’s a bit more open for people to make moves and shake things up even more which is TERRIFYING. In my eyes Michael had a lot of control over people that was going unnoticed.
go to an optometrist queen
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im trying to do stuff but who knows oh well LOL SDGMLKDSGKDSGKDMSKGDSK i want chris out but he probs has idol all i know is unless theres an idol nullifier i be makin f4 tho
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Chloe is voted out 2-2-1. She becomes the eighth member of our jury.
Watch Chloe’s exit interview take place below:
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Welp! I've survived probably my closest call all game. I wish I could make it to the end while being targeted a bit less but I can settle for this. Anyway, selecting Chloe to be my target ended up being the correct decision, since she was the only person other than me who could be targeted. I'm so close to the end again, and the people still in don't see me as much of a winner threat. I hope they're wrong sksksksksksks
I think winning this immunity challenge and being the reason Bryce goes home could boost my odds quite a bit, but I need to be ready for the possibility of not winning the immunity challenge as well. Still, I have F2 deals with Chris and Zach, so that's another reason to avoid wanting to choose between them here. No reason to make anyone madder than they need to be.
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I guess a lot is riding on the last comp and I enjoy it because it does show how it isn't clear cut as far as what will happen next.
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ok so results in 2.5 hours and i know im not winning its so sad but its just sth that i have to face. i tried my hardest at endurance but fell alseep. before and after.. i have no brain. counting? literally my least fave thing on orgs the actual anxiety it gives me is unreal. winterbells???? anyways. the puzzle prob the only thign i can do alright at and i just know zach beat me at it too. and like just like my og season i feel like if i dont win i go home.at least there i dont think maynor would have voted me but here i dont have a maynor and i will get 3-1'd even tho i dont think its the right move like ugh this is so sad i rly just wanted to show i deserved my win and my spot on all stars and i cant even win final immunity its so embarrassing why do i even play orgs this will be my last mark my WORDS going out on one of my fave orgs ever will be cute anyway yay wooh haha im so random...
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im so sad like im depressed this sucks im gonna get 3-1'd for WHAT why wont zach take me what could i have done differently except be better at immunity like ive had no agency since f9 rhys blindside and its like that has been annoying but it was always with the end goal being yes i may not have gotten to play how i wanted to but at least ill make ftc how cute. but i dont even get to do that and its like ppl just say i was a shield well i have feelings and i dont like being used as a shield why am i so melodramatic its literally an online game but im just tired of being used and thrown away and so what if ive listened to liability 10 times since i woke up this morning that has nothing to do with me feeling like im a toy that ppl grow bored of.
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Its been one heck of a rollercoaster but I have a little faith for this last tribal. I was sad to have lost the final challenge but I feel it can perhaps help my overall game if Im able to make it to the final three. With that in mind, its time to enact my final plan. While I have openly acknowledged Bryce's threat level to people I sorta was in need of certain things falling into place- Zach winning was the first part even if it would have been nice for Stephen/myself. Now is the part I pretty much spell it out for him that taking Bryce not only equals less jury votes but also could take votes that Zach would have since Bryce is viewed as the stronger of the duo. I basically have to make Zach be fully on board to get out his biggest threat to winning.
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As for Bryce, it was nice to play with him but I do hope he is serious about voting Stephen because it then guarantees that not only am I safe but that I can get him out. Alas Justice4Mitch has never died but if I can pull it off after basically convincing Bryce I was not against him while also just painting Zach as a necessary meat shield then I have a chance! I dunno how it would go down with the jury but thats moot until I see "18th person voted out and the final member of the jury...@Bryce"
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So I made a bit of a mistake last night. Zach won immunity and I assumed it was pretty clear Bryce was gonna go 3-1 no strings attached, and I told him my reasons for voting him. Bryce isn't giving up though. He came up with a plan with Chris to get Zach to put his vote on Chris, and then the 2 of them vote me out. It's not the craziest idea I've ever heard which is why I think I made a mistake telling Bryce the truth.
Knowing this, I went to Zach and told him everything about this plan. Hopefully it makes Zach too gun-shy to consider voting for Chris and, since I don't think he wants me out that only leaves Bryce as an option. I wish I was immune and had nothing to worry about but here we are! If Bryce can dig himself out of this he'll have a really good shot to win though. And Chris/Zach have to be aware of that.
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im livid im depressed and my hair is such a mess.
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this is likely my penultimate confessional [that is lengthy] so here we go.
i won immunity. im so happy. I MADE FINAL TRIBAL!! even if i lose, i still made it here, in an allstar season - which is just phenomenal. top 3 out of 21... WOO! and i beat my placement and improved my game (in my subjective opinion) and so i feel like i got what i wanted out of this game. i didn't even need the immunity tbh but.. it's just a relief to have it because it secures my game and allows me a bit more control than the average person at F4.
when it comes to the vote, i think the frontrunners are chris + bryce. i think neither are a cut-and-dry win, but i think they are the two people that the jury is currently praising to a degree. it's also known that those two are on the chopping block for this round, and i believe i'm in a swing vote position (stephen/chris voting bryce, bryce voting chris - i can tie it or send bryce home).
this is where it becomes tricky. i love all these people, especially bryce. he's my best friend and we've been through this game hand in hand. i would love to see him win, and i would prefer him as a victor over stephen/chris (no offence to them, just as personal taste obviously). but, i think he's an obstacle for me come FTC. the jury has perceived me to be his goat (or just a follower of his), and while that's not true (both bryce and i have played briefly separate games and have taken some control at varying points), perception matters a lot. like, it's not reality - but it is critical to who wins this game. so i think i need to do my utmost best to reverse that perception.
my main strategy throughout merge (and i mentioned this in early confessionals) was to highlight bryce as a bigger threat [giving him another challenge win, hyping him up to people, etc.] so that in our inevitably perceived duo, he would be the bigger fish to fry. while at times this failed (ie f8 when I was the target of the split vote), i fixed it by ensuring jared's elimination because he was the person keeping bryce alive and that was awareness!! woo!! but overall, with the whole "shield strategy", it becomes redundant imo if you take that shield to FTC. bryce, as someone who's been consistently targeted (him and i both tbh), if he gets to the end, that becomes so impressive. even if he hasn't made many moves or whatever, it's that underdog-like story that likely ensures him the gold in my eyes. i would love to see him win!! he's the best candidate (on a personal level) to be sandra diaz-twine (though he's being so fat to me right now, as i am to him though). but i feel like my prominent strategy only ever comes into fruition if i eliminate him, and that's where i'm leaning (and he knows that).
while chris could win (or even stephen, i won't exclude him), it's all a risk. if they do, then good game!! but i think ive played to a great standard and have proven myself, and i've shown divergence from bryce and others and while some moves failed, i attempted to be flexible and that in and of itself speaks a lot! woo!! this is a deserving final four imo (higher than average for most final ours). this allstar season has been hectic, every vote being so diverse, so regardless of the final outcome, it's an achievement that us four made it here.
i could be majorly misinterpreting this game as a whole, but who cares. chris and stephen are both great speakers, so it'll be a tossup in that regard, but i just have to do what's best. maybe i vote out chris though. i'm torn, and it's not because of what anyone has said, it's just an internalized conflict that's like... do i vote out my best friend but i think it's smarter or do i vote out another threat and just hope the jury can recognize that i had a stronger game than perceived.
i think i know the answer though. and i hope that when he (BRYCE LKSDGLKSD i love him im on call with him ill link a pic below) goes to jury he can be my cheerleader... bc i lav him. if not i understand. but I HOPE he doesn't hate me remotely seriously because i value our friendship immensely... but i didn't come here to play for second. will i get second (or third)? sure. it's possible. but at least i didn't *play* for it, if that makes sense.
link to bryce on cam suffocating himself with a pillow in response to me potentially voting him out: https://imgur.com/BgFRtsK
that's all. MAYBE I DONT WRITE ANOTHER CONFESSIONAL THIS IS TOO STRESSFUL AND LONG AND MY FINGERS ARE CRAMPING. but that's it. love yawls. mwah.
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IM SO DEPRESSED IM GETTING 3-1 HOW DO I HAVE SUCH BAD SOCIAL GAME WHY AM I THE WORST PERSON TO EVER PLAY THE GAME WHATS THE POINT OF PLAY 77 DAYS IF I CANT BE A TWO TIME WINNER I RUIN MY SLEEP SCHEDULE I PUSH THROUGH MY EPISODES OF SADNESS TO TRY TO WIN AND ITS ALL FOR NOTHING BC IM AN UNLIKABLE AND NO ONE WANTS TO SIT NEXT TO ME IN THE END LIKE THATS SO CRAZY ITS INSANE I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO LIKE ME https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/613389489154293780/634539770583973888/unknown.png
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i thought most betrayed was jared to me but turns out its zach to me
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Bryce is voted out 3-1. He becomes the ninth and final member of our jury.
Watch Bryce’s exit interview take place below:
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Ahhh I cant believe I made it to FTC. Its pretty surreal to have actually made it after everything's that happened! I am so nervous about FTC because I know a lot of people may not be thrilled to see me and I have to do a lot lf convincing...but this is where I have to try to give everything my all and hope it will work out!
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Well, this is the end folks.
My final confessional of All-Stars. Will it be my final Celestial confessional? Who knows. All I know at this point is that my speech is ready and I'm speculating as to what questions I will be asked and what my answers will be. Finally being at the end of an ORG is so surreal but winning this thing after all the nonsense would be so sweet.
Making it to the end with Chris is great too, even if I kinda wish he was just on the jury supporting me. This is our second time playing an ORG together but the first time we played we both went pre-merge, so this really is a big deal for us.
I'm proud of the game I've played though, and I want to make sure that comes across tonight. Even if I ultimately end up losing I won't let myself be called a goat or "just playing for FTC". I came here to win from the very beginning and by the end of the night everyone is going to know that.
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I am so nervous for this FTC that I don't think I'll do that good, BUT I'm gonna put on my acting abilities and pretend I am confident and own everything I can! It's do or die and I'm not ready to be six feet under yet!
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So I'm very happy with myself when its all said and done! This was such a journey for me in that whether I win or lose I feel satisfied with myself because I had highs and lows and learned things- wishing my fellow finalists the best of luck and huge thank you to the hosts for allowing this to even exist here :)
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Zach wins in an 8-1-0 vote!
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SG1
Season 1 episodes 1 & 2
"CHILDREN OF THE GODS PART 1"
Notes by me 😊
- episode 1
- i just watched the movie like 2 seconds ago so im diving right in here folks lets fuckin goooooo
- poker in the SGC
- how much longer after the movie does this take place?
- nobody believes the lady. Typical
- the gate reveal when the tarp fell off🔥
- lol this is so 90s
- SNAKE PEOPLE
- these guys dont work for Ra do they? The costumes are different
- woa his eyes glow like Ra. Same species? Maybe?
- welp now what. They took that poor lady
- this theme💖💖
- i dont know how I feel about different actors here
- I love RDA from MacGyver but Jack seems very stiff acting wise
- as soon as this guy mentioned "stargate" hes all ears
- he keeps saying "im retired" I dont think he knows that theres like 10 more seasons
- mention of abydos!
- this Jack is alot more sarcastic....i like him
- "Over a year" ah ok so its a year later
- "Daniel was a scientist. He sneezed alot. Basically he was a geek" LMFAO YEAH
- wait wasnt Daniel an archeologist and not a scientist
- alright you can stop busting his balls sir. Daniels alive and well on abydos so pls try not to nuke the place
- this general is an ass
- this is so funny with all these new actors
- "skaara" 💗💗
- oh damn I forgot his son died
- OH MY GOD THE TISSUE BOX LMAO
- waiting on daniels reply. If he replies
- "thanks send more" IM SO EXCITED TO SEE YOOOUUUU
- a woman??? Oooo I feel like I'm going to love her probably. Is she the token woman of the series
- her name is Sam I already love her
- cool! The sexism from what are supposed to be her fellow soldiers is fun to watch
- this is just 8 minutes of her 'proving' that she belongs and I hate it
- Jack and Sam have future lover tropes👀👀 I have a feeling they are going to be good friends tho
- Operation Bring Back Daniel
- abydos status: still a desert
- DANIEL!!!!
-????? This guy acts exactly like james spadder are we sure hes not channeling his spirit somehow
- omg hes so cute??? The floppy hair. glasses boy. Little bean. Little muffin boy. Babey
- AHHH its skaara! Different actor? I cant tell
- share is DEFINITELY a different actress
- omg her and Daniel. So cute
- daniels reaction to sams nerd status
- sha're ??? Is so???? Into Daniel?? And u know what girl thats fair hes adorable.
- party on abydos!🥂
- LMFAO sha're letting everyone know EXACTLY who Daniel belongs to
- "captain-doctor" you can just say one Daniel its fine
- more gate symbols means more planets!
- "I knew id like you" best friends already????? Dont mind if i do
- *nerd talk*
- SNAKE PEOPLE ATTACK!
- pls dont kill sha're and skaara I dont think i can take sad daniel
- the budget for this show is poor but they really did their best I guess
- oh its the same snake dude from the sgc
- what do you want with them ya weirdo!!
- DANIEL OH GOD DONT BE SAD I LOVE U
- Bossy!jack
-love the tape on daniels glasses🤓 Peak Geek
- "nothing good can come thru this gate!"
"You came thru, daniel"
Im literally sobbing
- group hug bye world
- i was right I cant take sad daniel
- woa they have a shield? "Iris" cool
- hammond is mad at Daniel for leaving in the first place. Lets see how he gets outa this one lads
-- to be continued --
- Episode 2
"CHILDREN OF THE GODS PART 2"
- Hey its the soldier lady! This probably isnt gonna be good
- they just stripped her i am so very uncomfortable
- EW THERES A WORM IN HER STOMACH WTF
- rip soldier lady :(
- this henchmen dude looks like hes having second thoughts about his job lol
- more aliens like Ra who pose as Gods. Are they the worm things like what that lady has. Thats gross.
- everyone rolls their eyes when Daniel speaks. Is it bc hes a nerd. Nerds are usually right pls listen to him
- I'll get banger content with Daniel on the team bc hes the perfect specimen for Needs To Be Protected Because He Is Babey And Has No Combat Experience and a bitch knows thats my favorite type of character
- Jack pushing Daniel ahead of him. They have Big Brother - Little Brother vibes and I live for that
- sneezy!Daniel
- "im not afraid of you!" Thats right sha're!!! No fear!!!😤
- god poor skaara :(
- Daniel in his liddle uniform
- lmao Jack not listening to Daniel rant about symbols
- SHIT sha're was chosen. Also this henchmen dude looks like he does NOT wanna be here
- "she was a gift" not a good way to describe how you met your wife
- Hey Daniel how about dont run up to random strangers. Its episode 2 and you are already so dumb
- is he multilingual? I feel like I knew that but I dont remember
- dinner party! Good im hungry
- "I have no idea" fav Daniel line 💖
- sha're!!! Queen?
- sha're said YEET and chucked Daniel across the room
- Daniel and skaara hug!
- this fuckin henchmen guy
- apophis is the bad guys name
- what the fuck is a goauld
- "Jack help me please" I'm crying in the club
- the henchmen guy nodded?? At Jack??? And Jack nodded back??? What is this
- "something of the host must survive?" The desperation.....
- oh shit not skaara
- Jack bonked by Big Stick
- "I can save these people! Help me" oh my goodddddd
- WE HAVE AN ALLY FOLKS ITS MISTER HENCHMEN DUDE
- daniels glasses askew
- Jack just full on adopted this henchmen
- his name is Tealc!!!! You are now an O'Niell congrats
- hes a 'Jaffa'
- OH THATS NASTY HES GOT A WORM IN HIS STOMACH TOO
- "infant goauld" what the fuck
- he cant take it out so its always with him.......he is pregnant 😌
- I already love him???? Alien man ready to murder the people who enslaved him??? Like FAV trope writers good job
- these effects for the fire fight are actually really good
- Kowalski to the rescue!
- skaara :(
- when Daniel finds the symbols in his little book and hes like oh there they are haha and the rest of them are like DIAL IT ALREADY
- "come on!!!" Impatient!Sam
- at least they got all those people out
- I couldnt be happier with daniels status as Smol Babey of sg1 ✨ its really making my day
- tealc came with them!!! Hes gonna stay right? RiGHT
- group hug for the team!
- Jack found a new best friend in Pregnant Worm Guy
- he wants him to be on the team!!!!! Shut up this is awesome!!!
- a cute shot of the new team in front of the gate💖
- WELL THAT LASTED ABOUT 3 SECONDS! KOWALSKI IS A WORM NOW HIS EYES GLOWED somebody get me my shotgun🔫
- what an episode! A good start to what I'm sure will be an amazing series
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Whump under the cut
Daniel jackson whump: shot by Big Stick thing, thrown across room, weak, unconcious, crying, coughing
Jack Oniell whump: hit in face by Bi Stick thing, thrown on ground by hand weapon thing, worried
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Episode #3: “Nabbed by a man in a party city cow suit” -Nick
I CANNOT FUCKING BELIEVE THAT I JUST GOT NABBED BY A MAN IN A FUCKING PARTY CITY COW SUIT, IM FUCKING KILLING MYSELF IN THIS STUPID FARMERS FEILD
Remember when i said i felt secure in this game? Yeah me neither, and now with a tribe swap (:
I’m so sad???? I don’t even know the names of my old tribe to mourn them. AHHHH I DONT WANNA SWAP YET cri cri. Well fresh start cept Stephan is here so semi fresh. Hopefully he won’t screw me over jajdjdw
a tribe swap huh... I'm really curious to see how the Idolhunt works, and if the clue for a 2nd Idol on 1 tribe (?!?!?!) is actually transferrable.
Its a tribe swap and yay! I’m with the two people I’ve actually talked strategy with, Dennis and Sammy. However, I am with Vi, who is not my favourite person, i’ll try for the clean slate and all that is my philosophy but she has a history of being a snake, if an ineffective, goat-esque snake.
BLESS THE RAINS Ok I'm actually sad about Jayden - was a cool guy but I couldn't try and dictate another vote so soon and he WAS on the outer :/ BUT NOW I GET TO BE CHAOTIC YEE HA! im throwing my old tribe under the bus so fast cuz im messy and i want to be that bitch (patent pending) johnny will assume i'll take his side probs but like, I might, but I'm not gonna give up this opportunity to play middleman my inner kass is gleaming caw-caw am coming!
Yay! I love my new tribe. I have had good experiences with all these players, so I feel that my options are available and I can go to whoever I want for an alliance.
I HAVE FOUND. EVERY SINGLE. FUCKING. IDOL LOCATION. ALL THREE. AND THEY'RE ALL. FOUND. IM GONNA. SCREAM. IM. MAD.
Ok lost post but I haven’t confessed since the swap so: ok so the tribe swap has me shook. Thank Zeus that I’m still with Jay and Ford. Zach and JG are also on this tribe but I don’t think they like me. I messaged Zach and he responded with ‘👀’ which was funny asf but also. how do I respond to that. Drew and nick both had conversations with me so I don’t feel completely rejected. Jay and I have been sharing idol hunt stories and we’re pretty sure that all idols have been found so I’m scared to idol hunt, all I’ll find is disadvantages and I don’t want that. The word search comp was a lot of fun ?? I didn’t know any of the words so it was really panicky but I think I did okay. I really hope that we win this comp because. I hate tribal?? I’ve only lived 2 tribals ever because I’m a dumbass so.
This tribe is...interesting. Zach and Dylan R, despite being my sons, are a lil snakey. I see their rat boy sides, respectfully. Dylan just never lets me live tbh. But Zach and I were talking about the tribe and he mentioned wanting to blindside Drew at some point, and I was like Yeah Makes Sense and he goes "so if you could convince people to do that it would be great!" BINCH. I'm not your minion yet, don't give me tasks. So I have to keep him around to throw under the bus at some point lol. I think I'll try to get Bodhi out first since everyone else on the tribe I think I can work with.
Ayyy. Lets go guys. I found an idol. The first time I ever found one in a survivor game. Lets see how long I can hold onto it, before i either get blindsided or waste it out of paranoia. Imagine how nutty it would be if I had 2 idols by now. DARN YOU STEPHEN!!!
I’d love to get crow on board to work with my old tribe mates, none of the others really talk to me much. Thats not to say if a better offer comes up I wont take it, I’m considering tryig a less loyal game plan.
So far Dennis is my closest ally in this game, but I’ve been working hard to make sure I dont stand out as a player and an alliance maker. I also have talked to Crow a lot and really like him, would love to work with him. Dennis wants to work with Roxy and Sammy which I am cautious about, but now isn’t the time to play the game too hard. I’ll work with them for now while getting closer to others and then make my move, theres a lot of players in this group I have to make sure I’m not left behind or blindsided.
Nick sweetie I like you but 2 hours omg im beyond shook. I don’t want him going so that’s chill but I would be lying if I said I didn’t laugh omg. I’m.... kinda glad we lost? In a way?? The other tribe has a 4-3-1 where as our tribe is 3-3-2 so. In a way this is better?? I’ll probably be eating these words when I get evicted tomorrow but oh well.
Drew is really nice and we have great conversations !! But I know his history so of course I’m wary talking with him. He’s good at grilling for info while also being guarded, so talking with him about the vote worries me. If I say the wrong thing I feel like he could turn the votes against me. I thought this vote would be easy but Drew telling me that him and the red team aren’t close worries me because I know that they’re in an alliance. Drew is still really cool & nice but paranoia is a bitch !!!
I did the math, because I’m a nerd, and Zach needed a score of 16 minutes in order to tie. Honestly not the dudes fault ,,, we woulda lost anyway even if he did well. Just thought I’d say that
I'm really glad our tribe won. We ended up bonding a lot over a long discussion in the tribe chat, and I want to build with that with the people who I had most in common with, like sammy. I feel I need to socialize more because no one really approached me in a bit. I know we aren't a tribal but I feel like I should be approached anyway.
FINALLY I'm headed to tribal! I really need to go to at least one tribal pre-merge just so I can see where the heads are at and how people act under pressure. So far I've learned that Zach is the most Rat Boy person I've ever met. ZACH, I TOLD YOU AFTER KALOKAIRI THAT YOU NEED TO LEARN TO TONE IT DOWN. TONE IT DOWN. Dylan R too, to be honest. They're both just WAY TOO STRATEGIC. Like learn some subtlety, kiddos. Dylan R literally said 'we really need to get out Bodhi' to me and Zach asked 'Why doesn't Bodhi like you?' unprompted and is also roasting Drew every .4 seconds. I mean yes it's refreshing since I'm so used to playing with crusted over community people like.....myself. But also, I'm tired. I don't want to play the game as a rat herder, trying to stop Rat Zach and Rat Drew from biting each other's heads off. (If you're reading this post-season, just know I view you all as very strong players, and I bestow the title of rat lovingly, as I myself am 100% a rat). On the plus side, there are LOTS of juicy meat shields in this game. As annoying as it's going to be to deal with the inevitable Zach vs. Drew ego war, at least I know their conflict is going to keep me out of the spotlight hopefully long enough to make late merge. I need to stay as UTR as possible as long as possible, and this cast might make that easy for me. I'm just thankful I have JG. He's one of my best friends, and I know we can trust each other going forward.
Oh god I went so hard my last game and now this game i’ve Idol searched once and confessed once lmao. Ummm...not a very interesting game so far. No one’s flipped. No ine’s Been shady. Very clean cut. I’m playing with some Kalokairi peeps so that’s fun and fresh, but other than that there hasn’t been much. That’s probably why I haven’t confessed at all 😂.
I thought that this vote was gonna be easy but talk of an idol has sent people into a frenzy. Personally, if an idol gets played it won’t be the end of the world for me so I’m not... too scared ? Inb4 I get blindsided but it should be either bodhi or nick going.
Welp, the vote has flipped to Nick. Usually that would make me scramble to get it back where I want it, but this game I'm not strongarming any players, and I'm going with the "anyone but me" strategy. So whatever! If everyone can unanimously vote against an inactive player, that works.
This might be me being cocky. But I can not believe that 12 minutes was actually the fastest time. I am happy that I am not going to Tribal council. And I'd like to keep it that way as long as possible, but still... 12 minutes? Mhm.. Maybe the other tribe threw on purpose to get certain players out... who knows!
Welp I really wanted Nick gone because of that score, sorry bud but it is about tribe strength but everyone was saying let's vote Bodhi. Being/feeling on the bottom even though I have some relationships with people like Dylan, Drew, and Jay , I still did not feel secure in my position in this game. During the afternoon, I realized it was extremely stupid to target and get rid of Bodhi who would most likely be loyal to me and have my back over some of these other folks. So I talked to Jay and planted the seeds of actually voting out Nick instead of Bodhi. I went to Bodhi saying that we could potentially flip this and told him who needed to talk and and who to target to save himself which was obviously Nick. I wanted Nick out the moment those results came out and if he goes home, I will take claim to this for pulling this off, this will potentially really keep Bodhi as a number for myself and not rock too many boats.
wow shook i didn’t do the worst at the word search....why do all of my friends gotta be in the game w me. Potentially I would like to work with Johnny and Roxy even tho I know a lot of times ppl target roxy for being crazy and I don’t know who i can trust yet. I like crow as well. My predictions for tonight is that bodhi might go home because he really wasn’t active on our old tribe but only time will tellllll
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