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Remittent Distress
Chapter Nine: Intractable
Chapter Summary: Everything comes to a heed at Mission City. Mac is living through his worst nightmare. For Dalton, it's a nightmare that he's already had once before. Fic Summary: After years of being on the run and keeping his head down, Mac finally receives the opportunity to end this screwed up game of hide-and-seek for good. With the help of two unlikely friends, some unconventional skill sets, and plenty of all-nighters, Mac attempts to track down his father before James gets to him first. It's been six months since an ordinary mission turned to hell, leaving its permanent marks on Jack Dalton—both physically and emotionally. But when information about a wild kid he came across four months ago gets dropped into his lap, he has to push it all down in order to find not just the kid, but the truth behind him as well.
#we're SO back baby#in which vi actually writes#temittent distress#chapter nine#macgyver#macgyver 2016#angus macgyver#jack dalton#how far can i rise the rising action. that is the question#accidentally turning james macgyver into the supervillain archetype that he should've been in the show#well. yknow. ''accidentally''
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Act 3 (But why did they look so...?)
We finally got to the comic that actually made me think about this AU in the first place. After I was mulling around the idea of Loop looking like Siffrin the whole time, I realised that the conversation of "who or what do you think I am?" doesn't apply anymore. But you know what would?
The question of why Loop is even here in the first place. Because while it's nice to have another you around to help you out of the loops, isn't it weird that they're even here? Who sent them?
... and what was with their response?
#In Stars and Time#ISAT#ISAT Spoilers#ISAT Siffrin#ISAT Loop#ISAT AU#two coins same side au#comic#illustration#digital art#artists on tumblr#fan art#TCSS AU#id in alt#cw eye contact#tw eye contact#hazelnootart#if it was actually in-game i'd imagine siffrin gets the One chance to answer and thats it#but i wanted to show some of the few options siffrin could potentially say without showing ALL of them#basically the choices still follow beat for beat as the who/ what am i convo (except for the ghost answer which wouldn't be there)#though loop's answers are different (please ask me about em its too long to put in the tags)#but yeah. loop would Not take the correct answer well because. yknow#they did Technically make that wish huh. and i guess in that sense they Did want to help siffrin#but that doesn't take the hurt of thousands of loops away now does it?#especially when you're helping a copy of yourself escape. loop canonically does not take it well after all.#EDIT: accidentally bungled the pronouns for the change god!! it's been fixed now!!
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i think isafrin dynamic, especially postcanon, is so funny to me because (among other things) isabeau is the notorious Gets Scared When The Horrors Appear type of dude, but also happens to be madly into a guy who, for lack of better words, can be aptly described as The Horrors
#greching origins#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#isat siffrin#isat isabeau#isafrin#like yes yes siffrin thinks themselves a monster and struggles with seeing that he isnt and that theyre still human. or whatever..........#but can you consider the flip side of things? from a different pov?#siffrin (accidentally did something that scared everyone and now feels guilty): i am a monster.#isabeau (rapidly deciding to pokemon-evolve into a monsterfucker this very instant): uh huh.#or well. he might as well already be Like That if that one snack time dialogue in act 4 is anything to go by but yk yk#pairs exclusively nice with my beloved hc that post loops and bigfrin fight siffrin is. a little fucked up. physically#<-like theres just something weird about him at all times now. his eye changes to impossible shades sometimes. or sparks strangely in light#yknow. the good stuff#anyway that is all about those disaster gays thank you for coming to my ted talk-
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watched brokeback mountain yesterday.... mid as fuck. i think it wouldve played out a lot better if the main characters were yuri and jimmy from yarichin bitch club. do u see my vision?
#brokeback mountain#yarichin bitch club#yarichin b club#toru fujisaki#yuri ayato#ybc#ybc jimmy#yuritoru#idk their fuckin ship name#im a gay male im allowed to say brokeback mountain actually fucking sucks#i get what its doing yknow time period repression tragedy wrong time wrong place BUT GODDD I JUST DONT CARE#I DONT CARE IT SUCKS AND CHEATING TURNS ME OFF SO BAD#its like good in a technical skill way okay its a well made movie but my enjoyment was a solid 2/10 i could only watch it wif my friends#main way this could be improved is if the main characters were jimmy and yuri#if yuri and jimmy were doing this shit.... lets just say they wouldnt be hatecrimed to death for being gay#theyd be begged to leave town purely bc theyre both batshit insane and jimmy would accidentally kill 17 people via homemade cookie poisoning#draws#**obama voice** just to be queer. i traced over screenshots for this shitpost. that is all
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‣ 2014 -> 2024
#i posted this and then it... disappeared? didnt post? oh well hopefully i dont accidentally double post now#but god i was standing at that spot when i realized it reminded me of something.... so had to take a new screen...#blondieeha isnt real he didnt even have the same name#theyre the same character but Not. yknow?#so much development from the original concept..... although the first screen is only a short while before i changed him#in a way that resembles current ieeha way more (even though i revamped a lot in 2021)#i cant play anymore without nostalgia and memories consuming me i think its the break that did it to me#where i was gone without PC for long enough that coming back felt like being hit by a truck emotionally#anyway..... sobs and cries and squeezes him and holds him#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#ff14#final fantasy 14#midlander#hyur#ffxiv screenshot#gpose#ffxiv scholar#ffxiv gpose#warrior of light#wol#ffxiv oc#nabaath-areng#ieeha de verral#ieeha
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Happy valentines, i’m trying to learn how to draw the gay people’s faces after over 2 years of being in this fandom (they mean the world to me,,,,,,)
#half life#hl#hl2#half life gordon#half life 2#hl2 gordon#gordon freeman#barney calhoun#hl2 barney#half life barney#AW SHIT I ACCIDENTALLY MADE BARNEY A DILF#okay but real talk??? he kinda is#he looks like he could tell me stories while cooking the best meal he can with what he's got over a fire he lit himself#also he looks like he'd give those REALLY GOOD hugs#yknow the ones#my art#Dooldes#freehoun#<- it isn’t actually freehoun but its mentioned so i might as well tag it
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thinking about superheroes unfortunately
#random thoughts#let me daydream about batman in peace#love the dynamic between spiderman and deadpool#it's that kind of dynamic i love where two people have power over each other in different ways#like spiderman is a well-loved public figure and deadpool's idol while deadpool is a dangerous mercenary with regeneration powers#physically deadpool probably outmatches spiderman through sheer dogged perseverance#while in the public eye spiderman is more well-liked AND deadpool is feverishly obsessed with him#i'm gonna keep forgetting the hyphen between spider and man btw fuck the world#loving the idea of a spiderman who KNOWS deadpool can do better and believes in him while deadpool gives him a space where HE can be himsel#like spiderman has so many masks he has to put on around other people#i think deadpool should be one of the few people he can truly let himself loose around#yknow before he can get to a point where he can reveal he's peter parker#also i think peter parker in his ideal state suffers from severe identity and self confidence issues#like he thinks spiderman is a seperate persona he puts on which is superior to himself in every way#(okay seperate thought: DID spiderman. the spider bite being so traumatic it led to him creating a split personality to cope.)#(or separate. whatever.)#also age difference. peter should be in his mid-twenties while deadpool should be in his thirties. need more power imbalance#also they're both sa survivors and their personalities could be interpreted as them handling it in vastly different ways#with deadpool being hypersexual and spiderman being flirtatious yet distant and peter parker being borderline celibate#though honestly i could leave spiderman being an sa survivor given it was a whole 'gay people are all predators' psa#also i think spiderman should have been held back in high school. due to struggles relating to being spiderman#so he graduated late and now he's going to community college#peter parker has the luxury of going incognito. wade wilson will always be stared at no matter what he's wearing#deadpool who every superhero hates. spiderman who every superhero organization is trying to recruit desperately#also i think peter should admire wade. physically. built like a brick shithouse that one#also the third act low point CAN'T be about spiderman feeling guilty because deadpool kills people#okay? it's overdone. we've seen it. it's lame#i prefer when their opposing views on murder are treated in a more 'death penalty or no' way rather than assuming deadpool is always wrong#because spiderman's idyllic 'people can change' beliefs can be just as wrong as deadpool's 'assholes deserve to die' beliefs#and spiderman has definitely killed people are you kidding me. both accidentally and on purpose
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man I can't wait to spend new years eve having an argument with the laptop support people /s
#so I tried to contact them today to yknow. get my dumb laptop fixed. and they're like#'well first we need to troubleshoot it' so we do a remote control of my laptop thing so they can troubleshoot#and then I accidentally closed something and then they just. abandoned me. so I stopped the control thing and tried to contact someone Agai#and they were like 'oh well it's just how those models are made it's just the specs they're just not fast laptops' and like#yeah uh. I fucking doubt that randomly getting much slower than they used to be + having the fan whirring CONSTANTLY + the laptop always#being Warm at best + lagging whenever I do literally anything + having a CPU level of 60% at MINIMUM + unable to even have two browser tabs#open without it crashing just suddenly Start Happening one day and then get worse and worse over time is just 'part of the specs'#LIKE. APOLOGIES BUT I JUST DON'T BELIEVE YOU#I DONT THINK THATS 'JUST NORMAL LAPTOP BEHAVIOR'#so tomrrow I'm gonna have to do a PHONE CALL and probably beg them to fucking FIX IT ALREADY#because they said they fixed this last time! and they didnt!! and then I had to wait for AGES for the warranty to go back into place!!#AND SO THEY'D BETTER FUCKING FIX IT THIS TIME
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I want my art to be weirder (I'm afraid of people expecting "normal" art from me because of what I make most often and them being upset with me if I deviate from it)
#SIGH. sorry i feel like this is like a thought that more serious artists should have and not like. me. lol#but especially on twitter i am afraid for some reason#like i do not want to be so palatable for everyone but like. i am most of the time#its just occasionally i wont be#and yknow. i dont want to accidentally build an audience thats gonna judge me for that#am i making sense#this is such a. NOTHING PROBLEM..#but whatever ive been thinking about it 😭#like i want to feel free to make suggestive art and weird sad art and self projection art and gross art#and the best way to feel free is to make that so people know to expect it#but i really just. most often draw very normal very bland things#which im not even upset about its jusf. i dont want that to be expected of me??#literally no one has said they expect certain stuff from me#no one has gotten upset at me#i am just. an overthinker and SCARED all the time#oh well#thats all#vent
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not to be like "angelique did nothing wrong" but i think angelique has a hell of a lot more compelling motivations for her actions than barnabas ever did.
#this fandom does not want to admit the collinses are bad people. but i do. they suck ❤️#if they piss off a witch accidentally because this time the employee you were sexually exploiting for your own amusement#without offering the social/material/cultural benefits of marriage (or. yknow. emotional/romantic); turns out to be able to fuck you up?#well. damn. that sucks for you. stop workplace harassing. learn from your mistakes (they won't)#why were you in the french caribbean; huh? what were you doing there? where did the du pres money come from? let's speak on that.#where did the collinses get lucrative contacts with landowning french people in the west indies?#like. OBVIOUSLY sarah did not ''deserve'' her death as an innocent ... but do i think killing Innocence as representative of what happened#to ang .. and josette ... AND martinique ... makes sense? well. yes.
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far distant and incredibly vague spoilers for www but putting it under the cut anyways
realising for some reason that at some point in all 3 wips im currently working on you get imprisoned. i would say i dont know what that says about me but i do i really do know what it says
#sophie speaks#i want to be kept like a pet#series:www#im giving yall the most miniscule of crumbs im sorry#lmfao maybe i should set up a kofi or something#if people like. donated then id be like contractually obligated in my mind to write for it#and if people didnt then i could still do it but then yknow itd be at my own pace but i wouldnt have to worry about those ppl who say theyr#truly absolutelky desperate#which again sorry T_T i do not control the rate at which i write things.#well i do a little bit if i just listen to the www playlist i can probably get some more done#ill do that later today after genshin + wuwa#also i just accidentally pasted an entire scene into the tumnblr tags and had to manually delete them all help me
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Actually, on the topic of the baby fever. God it's so frustrating. Bc when I was like 14 ish I was Adamant that I never ever wanted kids. And my dad said smth around the lines of "that'll likely change" (probably from his own experience with this) and I was like NO. it WONT.
And then eventually, age 21-22 ish, I admitted that Okay, I still don't want to have my own kids, but someday maybe I'll adopt...
And Now, 27 years old, I got the general baby fever on occasion. It Did fucking change. And I don't know if I actually WILL bother with having my own kid (I still don't want to go through the hassle and massive body changes). But god. I do see a fucking baby and feel that stab of longing. It's almost like my damned hormones betrayed me or smth. Maddening!
I shall simply write fanfic about it.
#speculation nation#pregnancy ment/#honestly though i hadnt felt the wish to have my own until after my dad died#and i realized just how small our family is getting. and just felt this stab of NEED. to continue the line. continue the family.#my family's fucking dying around me i need to add to it. need more family. yknow?#so i dont actually know if this is. because of hormones or because of grief or What#but it was enough for me to put the hysterectomy idea on hold. bc id been genuinely considering it back in like. april? or so.#but then this happened and now im like. fuck dude. i dont know. but the uncertainty's enough to keep me from doing it.#yeah i dont wanna deal with periods anymore. but also. i need more time to decide.#i think no matter what i do want to raise kids someday. once im more stable (financially and emotionally)#but whether thats adoption or putting myself thru fuckin body torture. well i'll just have to decide. later.#maybe the deciding factor will be my own body aging lol. if i wait too long. my body will decide for me. who knows!#i Have thought about what id do if i got accidentally pregnant. especially relevant back when i was sleeping with a trans woman#and used to be id abort no hesitation. but well. i mean abortions illegal here anyways rn so id have to go to another state#but if i decided it i could make it work. it's not That far of a trip.#but. when i thought about it. the concern was less about the theoretical baby. and more about finishing school.#thinking 'man itd be fucking awful to finish school if i got pregnant right now'. but not. hesitating over the baby.#if i was out of school and relatively stable and i got accidentally pregnant. then. well. Maybe.#so me doing my dad vash au where he gets accidentally pregnant and goes all in with it#thats me. sorting out my feelings on it i guess. putting them somewhere.#idk. it's a lot to think about. i dont want to condemn a child to my genetic problems. but at the same time...#i dont know. To Be Decided Later.
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Some very lazy concept doodles for my swap au Wendy
#keese draws#don’t starve together#dst#dst Wendy#wendy carter#I need to make a tag for this au but I’m lazy#anyways sorry if the scribbles are incomprehensive idk what I was on abt either tbh#well ok most of it is just mechanics I’ve talked abt before but yknow#oh and the bottom right doodle is abt how wickerbottom’s wereghost form performs the haunt action on hauntable objects with higher chances#of whatever effects meaning that given enough trees technically you could use her for living log farming#and due to wendy’s fuel mechanic living logs are quite valuable since they’re one of the few things that effect sanity when burned#they also slow sanity drain significantly when burned which is nice for the guy who doesn’t have a lot of sanity options#wurts are also a good living log soruce but I didn’t want to design her rn so rip wurt#she’s a lil baby tree guard sorta#well she basically just Is a tree guard but with a irredecent gem in her head#webber created her because he was lonely rip#he also was the one who accidentally got wendy killed and then made wendy robot body#wendy predictably has a lot of angsting to do abt that especially since it came with significant memory loss#and abby doesn’t die in this au so she’s also there and is deep in denial lol
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ahhhhhhhh guess who made the mistake of getting a haircut
#i was planning on growing it out for real i swear#but then the back of my hair got to that length (like it always does) where it starts touching the back of my neck wrong and i cant stand it#so i figured I'd juuuuuust get a trim maybe only the back so it wouldn't keep bugging me#and it started off pretty good too she was doing well with everything and i liked the way it looked#then she asked me a question with two options. and i answered the question. and she repeated my answer. good enough right?#well i think she maaaay have forgotten my answer in the span of like 2 seconds bc she started cutting SUPER short suddenly#and now my perm is completely gone lol#i think she's used to going a bit shorter so it looks good in like a week when it's grown out a bit#and you don't have to go back for a haircut every 2 weeks#but like. i would rather not hate my reflection (more than usual) for a week or two while it grows out yknow#eurghhhh it's not that bad tbh ive had haircuts where i wanted to kill myself and this is just 'hmm maybe i should wear a hat for a week'#but still. very annoying. and especially so bc i was actually feeling optimistic with where we were going at the start#anyway there's this weird phenomenon that keeps happening where I accidentally get my hair cut too short#then i decide this is going to be the time i finally grow my hair out for real#and after a while the back reaches that length where it starts bothering me again#and ill get a haircut juuust for a trim#then i somehow end up with a bowlcut#it's an emo bowlcut to be clear. so im not super hung up about it bc i still love that haircut for reasons i cannot comprehend#but everybody else seems to go 'ew a bowlcut why' except for the alt queers who go 'omg gender'#which i consider to be one of the biggest compliments i could ever get. and have gotten. seriously that moment will never leave my mind#like having someone that you consider Gender to look at you and say *you're* very gender? my crops have been watered my cattle have been fed#etc etc. anyway this currently has the shape of a bowl cut but it's too short esp on top#so im back in my 'okay im gonna grow it our FOR REAL this time' phase again. as it goes. like fucking sisyphus.#anyway. im gonna be tearing it up in the pit at origami angel tomorrow so if anybody's also going feel free to join me there#just gotta let off some steam. goddammit i knew i should have gone the queer route and just done it myself. in my defense i still had a perm#and i didn't trust myself to cut curly hair. turns out i shouldn't have trusted the barber either bc she just held it straight out#and chopped right across. and soon the curls were gone and everything was straight. ...that sounds like a metaphor for conversion therapy#'yeah just head into that place by the time you leave you'll be straight'#anyway. sorry for the waterfall of tags if ur still here kudos to you and may you have a wonderful day#mine
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I'LL GIVE YOU A REAL REASON TO CRY
#my art lol#tw blood#tw gore#tw scars#tw self harm#tw sh implied#utau#utauloid#utau fanart#utauloid fanart#maidloid#acme iku#iku acme#happy late bday iku...? kind of demented as a bday gift lol but hey she can join piko in the 'accidental bday gore' club 💀💀#maybe in that case its better i didnt draw anything for the kagamines considering i actually have like. fucked up lore for them#as much as i love torturing my faves i think she deserves happiness... well she's not getting it here but FOR THE MOST PART#i dont angst her as hard as other peeps? though i did realize i fucked uppppppp and ACCIDENTALLY GAVE EVERYONE DEPRESSION LMAO FUCK#thats the one consistent vsynth trait at least in whatever the fuck you can call my interpretations. literally everyone has depression. fuc#anyways that silly red onion iku design i did makes a comeback - made a few minor changes for this and i've been meaning to do something#exploring this sorta concept for a while. cause yknow get it cutting onions makes you cry??#ok but in all honesty this is very much vent.
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My girlfriend follows you and constantly talks about how much they hate you because "you obsessed over the mooninites after her" and "you're a Homestuck fan"
damn
#well good for them im a bill and ted freak now. so.#no more. accidental copying of a hyperfixation???? i guess?? or homestuck#yknow what the homestuck ones understandable you people can be. interesting.#also i feel like if you hate me you should just unfollow me and or block me i feel like thatd be better for your mental health than dealing#with me i dunno though you do you#slash genuine im not trying to be sarcastic or anything i promise 💔💔
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