#well that it unless im angry this is why i don’t want to deal healthily about my anger issues
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no but like okay i get it america has been colonized and its a culture that has to be (almost) created from the ground up and especially black american culture but like hip-hop and all the sub-genres they have colonized black-french/black-english/black-spanish and so on yk like what is the musical genre of these (and others) black-european cultures before black americans “colonized” europe culture back yk like i see black french artists talking about hip hop /rnb/rap and all that as their culture but it’s (black) american technically yk what was the music of african descent before the birth of the genre?
i need to google and talk to people to know more about it but yk america is a colonial power and it’s an “empire”. like its citizens have power and privilege (even black americans) have privilege over people of the global south and europe (i should know im french)
#i’m drunk#idk#like i’m drunk enough to be very clumsy but autistic enough to be too self conscious to not be aware of my actions#like i am self conscious to know what i’m saying and the idea of my thoughts i’m trying to convey but not for my mistakes (grammatical or -#others)#idk i hate being autistic#it’s so hard like i can’t be spontaneous i can’t do anything without having thoughts of the 2024928 outcomes#well that it unless im angry this is why i don’t want to deal healthily about my anger issues#that’s the one area of my life where im spontaneous or unaware? of the consequences#like i try my best not to let it affect my relationship but i don’t want it to be another thing where im always thinking 200% i just want-#to relax i hate it there isn’t a day without every thing planned out#it’s so much work its too much#i have to think about every single one of sensory issues and of to minimize them
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