#welilyandblue

[alpacaparkaseok]

Quick, can your bias refuse to be your bias? Did this just become an unrequited bias love story?

I know I already confessed to being a traitor and joining team Jin, but now I need to confess that my second choice was Jimin, still not Yoongi.

The sheer power of the maknae line is insane. If they want you to love them, you will love them. Even those of us who bias the hyung line are vulnerable. Right? Right? Please agree with me. Yoongi I swear it’s not just me!!! Look at the data!!!

I would be extra careful, looks like Yoongi is plotting something since he's learned of your DOUBLE betrayal.

OK I identify too much with this ask haha. I am literal Hyung-line TRASH and I admit that I've been feeling extra weak for them these days - this fic is what I'm blaming lol. Why'd they have to team up against us like that, huh??

LOOK AT THE DATA, YOONGI *gestures wildly*

[taechnological]

I call it thirteen-forty three-forty bc apparently I have no respect for myself and like to pronounce too many syllables

ur still better than me who sometimes calls it one thirty four thirty four zero just for the shits and giggles

how do u pronounce 134340?

[bts-weverse-trans]

Amyyyy!

Thank you so much for all of your hard work this year. You’ve really worked hard, haven’t you? I love the boys, but my heart breaks a little when they spam and I think of you. You have no idea how much we appreciate you, and the work you do, and your brilliant translating skills.

You’ve truly worked hard, and I hope this new year appreciates that and pays you back tenfold.

You’re a gem. I wish you all the best in 2021! Take care! Be well! I wish you lots of happiness too!

Oh my god...🥺♡ You definitely know the fast-track to a person’s heart. This feels like the best hug and pat of assurance and thanks I think every single person needs. Sending this sentiment right back to you. Thank you so much for your kind words. When someone spams on Weverse, it’s okay to wince fondly for a split second when you think of me yelling while facing translations LOL but no more than that! Just laugh because that’s what I’m doing, albeit deliriously sometimes, and then enjoy the members’ posts 😌♡ Thank you again, wishing you and your loved ones health and boundless happiness in 2021 and every year thereafter ♡

[alpacaparkaseok]

2/2

Also my Yoongi biased heart is team Jin, so kudos to the arsonist for making me the only confirmed traitor in this story 😂

I mean, look at the man.

but WOW that's a pretty big deal tbh. lol welcome, traitor! that's been the best is seeing how many people are turning from their biases during this story haha

[alpacaparkaseok]

1/2

wait wait wait wait wait-

My impression was that there was no mole. I thought Yadiel kidnapped Alexandra at the library, but since they were in public he had to be subtle, so she took the opportunity to hide the book under the desk before following him. Did she start to work at the library after leaving the mafia? Did she leave the book there as a warning for y/n when she noticed Alexandra was missing, or in case Yadiel got information out of her?

Ooh this is fun 🧐

hello hello!

Ooh very interesting! I love all of these theories, you guys are seriously so awesome. So, just to make sure I'm getting this right, this is what you're thinking: Alexandra = innocent. Trying to help oc + fam by hiding the book, sorta leaving behind some clues?

I'm intrigued. Poor Alexandra lol

what does everyone else think? you in with the mole idea? just think it's Alexandra or I've seen a few of you think that one of the boys is either the mole or in on it with Alexandra.

[taechnological]

I mean, the WSJ article mentioned that Jimin’s dad thought Jimin should be a prosecutor, so…

Ok, but based on my university, Jin would study business (there are no visibly broke college students in that building), Yoongi could be a sociology major, but I really see him in public health. It’s a more practical major in terms of the job market, and our dept does a lot of community outreach. I think he would like it if he can get over having to take organic chem for a semester haha. Hobi I’m not sure, but he would 100% be in our entrepreneurship program. Those people are so hardworking and charismatic.

Hmm, Joon… I don’t know. Maybe philosophy, but I’ve never met a philosophy major. Honestly, maybe public policy with a double major in philosophy or art history? Jimin would be a criminal justice major. Intelligent, ambitious, and definitely partying on the weekend 😂

Tae would study art. Again, he would fit in so well. Or maybe acting or performing arts with a minor in art history (half the people I know have an art history minor so at this point I think it’s really just a secret society). Koo could be in comp sci at another school, but our comp sci majors are known for not showering (don’t ask). My mechanical engineering friends seem to all go to the gym, are really smart and creative, and are generally great people, so I’d probably put him there.

This was actually so much fun lol

yes exactly! jimin has already stated about pursuing law if he wasn't in his current field hehe

and omgggg i agree with all your points shsjsjjdk (i mean hobi in entrepreneurship??? PERFECT) (also yes to jimin partying every weekend 😂) AND LMAO NOT COMP SCI MAJORS NOT SHOWERING I WILL CRY 😂😂 i was in comp sci and... alright there were some ppl who actually didn't shower daily but these ppl exist in all majors okay 😂😂

AND AYE YES JK IN MECH ENGG IS SPOT ON I'M TELLING YOUUUU i agree w it yes i do yeah *nods*

if bts were normal college going dudes what major do u think each of them would have?

[alpacaparkaseok]

But also what monstrosity have you written? As a senior member of Hyung Line Trash Inc. and a Yoongi bias since *squints at calendar* 2015, I would like an explanation-

Wait no Yoongi of course I know when I first biased you I REMEMBER THE EXACT MOMENT-

What have you done?!?!?!!!! *sobs*

*backs away slowly*

☺️☺️☺️

[alpacaparkaseok]

Okay. The only confirmed traitor is back 😈

… to defend her Lil Meow Meow. It wasn’t him. It wasn’t him!!!! La la la la la I can’t hear you~ IT WASN���T HIM!!!!!!!!!

I suspect Tae, tbh. He’s always so quiet? Does he think he’s protecting her? That this is the way the mafia works, so this is what’s best for her? I also maybe sort of possibly suspect Hobi? But I don’t trust my gut. Also why would he turn on her? But also why did he join her? Did someone set him up? Was this all another job for him?

I trust everyone else, though my Yoongi biased heart is telling me to doubt Jimin just to prove my loyalty to Yoongi. I- I mean… It would kind of make sense since we already know he has the power to lure me into rooting for him over my lil meow meow but…

YOONGI I’M SORRY I SWEAR I’M LOYAL COME BACK!!!!!

Hahaha the inner turmoil

Oho Tae & Hobi! Maybe they’re in on it together?? 👀👀

The power Yoongi and Jimin have over you is impressive, so say the least.

[bts-weverse-trans]

210101 Namjoon’s Weverse Post

2020년이 가네요.

이름처럼 무언가 특별할 것 같던 모두의 기대를 무참히 비웃었던 해였습니다. 관객 없는 무대, 함성 없는 스테이지.. 이게 정말 말이 되나. 말이 되나. 어제도 그제도 매번 똑같이 생긴 스튜디오 대기실 의자에 앉아 무심히 되뇌고 곱씹고. 정말이지 넌센스가 센스가 되는 세상이 와버렸구나, 하고.

바위 틈으로 떨어지는 물처럼 무심히 학습되는 무기력. 좌절을 표상하는 모든 것들에 저항해보려 뭔가 자리를 박차고 일어나야할 것 같은 기분이지만, 같은 곳에 그저 있으라고, 머물라고 말하는 저 손��락들. 책을 읽고 또 읽고, 언택트ㅡ 로 시작하는 낯선 무엇무엇을 해보고. 홈트도. 배달음식도 먹어보고. 좁은 방 할 수 있는 모든 것을 다 해본 우리의 부단한 1년이 아니었을까요. 지금도 이렇게 진행 중이지만요..

이러나 저러나 시간은 가고 세상은 돌고. 영영 안 가줄 것만 같던 이 해를 보내고 살아남아 다시 봄을 기다리는 사람들. 이번엔 봄이 정말 올까, 봄 같아줄 정말 그 봄이 오나. 실망하기 싫어 기대도 않으려지만 그래도 실낱같은 희망 부스러기 같은 거라도 꼭 붙잡고 있어야 또 잠에서 깰 수 있는 것이 결국 사람 아닌가 싶어요. 와중에 이 추운 겨울에도 많은 분들의 사랑과 애정어린 시선을 받고 있다는 사실을 다시 또 한 번 가슴에 새겨보면서, 쉽게 꺾이지 않겠다 결연히 혼잣말 해봅니다. 아무도 없어도 내가 듣고 있습니다.

이번 해를 보내면서는 좀 짧고 담담히 적어내려가보자 했지만 또 잔뜩 꼬리에 꼬리를 무는 말들을 보니, 저는 아름드리 나무가 되려면 한참 멀었나봐요. 매일 가지치기를 해도 머리 뒷쪽을 타고 자라나는 명료하고 흐릿한 말과 상상들. 손 내밀어 허공에다라도 한 번 저어보지 않고는 살아갈 수가 없다는 생각이 드는 건 그냥 원래 제 모양 같은 거겠죠 뭐. 주변 어른들은 '너는 원래 좀 썽이 풀려야되는 사람이다' 하시더라고요. 성도 아니고 썽이라고. ㅋㅋㅋ

요즘엔 미세먼지라도 없는 날이면 참 기분이 좋았습니다. 예전보다 더 그렇네요. 뭔가 기분좋음의 하한선이 한없이 밑으로 내려간 느낌? 쉽게 만족하니 좋은 걸까요. 그러면 갑자기, 혹시 지금 실제로 여러분 앞에서 무대를 할 수 있다면? 전엔 당연했던 것들이 왜이리 꿈결 같은지.. 허허. 올해를 소중한 걸 소중히 하지 않았던 데 대한 레슨으로 삼아보려 합니다. 아직 우리는 모르지만 분명 많은 것들을 우리에게 가르쳐주지 않았을까요. 깨닫게 될 때까지 오랜 시간이 걸리지 않길 바랄 뿐입니다.

노��이 처마 끝에 매달려 있습니다. 이 푸른 점 속 어떤 형태로든 남아보려 애쓰며 부유하는 나와 같은 많은 먼지들에게. 또 우릴 위협하고 집어삼키려는 바깥의 저 익숙한 냉소와 질시들에게. 편지를 씁니다. 이 한 해는 헛되지 않았다고. 끝내 사랑이라는 말 밖에는 떠오르지 않지만 무언가 더 좋은, 닳고 닳지 않은 말들을 찾아 헤매어 이렇게 또 쓰네요. 지칠 법도 한 이 나날들 속 이 피로한 여정에 기꺼이 함께해주셔서 감사합니다.

그저 건강하시고, 많이 같이 웃었으면 좋겠어요. 더 봄 같은 봄날을 향해 같이 걸어가요. 사랑합니다. 올해도 고생 많으셨습니다. 저희가 힘이 되었으면 좋겠습니다.

Do remember they can't cancel the spring.

새해 복 많이 받으세요 ! (- -) (_ _) (- -)

- 남준

I see the year 2020 [yet another year] is leaving. Though we expected 2020 to be special like the name would suggest [2020, marking the start of a new decade], it was a year that ruthlessly laughed in our faces. Performances without audiences, stages without cheers/applause.. Does this really make sense. Does this make sense/is this real. Yesterday and the day before yesterday too, I sat in the same old studio waiting room chair and brooded over it over and over again. Thinking, “Really, a world has come in which ‘nonsense’ has become ‘sense’.”

Lethargy, that carelessly/indifferently gets learned like [the slow repetitive rhythm of] water falling through the gap between rocks. Though it feels like, in order to resist everything that represents frustration [or defeat in despair], I need to burst out of my seat in order to accomplish it, I am told by those fingers pointing at me to just stay in the same place--to just stay. I read books and then read some more, start strange new things through "Untact" (Korea's newly-coined term for "no contact"). Home-teu (at-home training/working out) and delivery food too. Doing everything conceivable that can be done in our small rooms, was this not our constant perpetual life rhythm this year? Though it is still ongoing/we are still continuing to live in this way..

One way or another, time passes. And the people who survived this past year feeling like this year would never pass/leave/go away, are now waiting for spring again. Will spring really come? Will a spring that really feels like spring come? Though I try not to have expectations because I don't want to be disappointed, I think it is what humans are inclined to do/what it is to be a person--to want to hold tight to a crumb-like thread of hope to be able to wake up from sleep again. In the midst of all that, I engrave into my chest once again the fact that, even in this cold winter, I am/we are receiving the love and affectionate gazes of many people, and I say to myself with determination that I will not be easily broken/swayed. Even if no one is there, I am listening.

While sending off this past year, I tried to keep my writing short and to write calmly but seeing as how each word has latched onto the tail end of the previous sentence a whole lot, it seems I am still a long way from becoming a beautiful tree*. Though I try to prune [my thought branches] every day, clear and blurry words and imaginations creep up following the path in the back of my head, and grow. Well, I guess me thinking "I can't live without needing to stick my hand out into the abyss and stir my hand about [out of curiosity/out of the need to find out/get a feel for what's out there]" is just my original shape [is just who I am as a person]. The grown-ups/older people around me say 'you're the type of person who needs to let go of/release his ssung.' Not even sung (anger), but ssung ('anger' said with emphasis). Kekeke

These days, I felt good/was in a good mood just by having a day without fine dust/toxic haze/air pollution. I seem to be like that even more than before. It feels like my bar for what warrants a good mood has gotten endlessly lower? Is it a good thing that I am now satisfied easily? Then suddenly I ask 'what if I could actually perform in front of you all now in person?' Why do the things that were obvious/for certain/a given before, feel like a dream.. huhu/hoho (pensive, somewhat old-man-scholar-like laugh). I'm trying to store this past year away as a lesson about not cherishing/treating as precious what is precious. Though we may not know it yet, [this past year] must have taught us so many things. I just hope it doesn't take us long to realize what it is we have learned.

The sunset is currently hanging on at the end of the eaves. To the many particles of dust** who, like me, are working hard to stay afloat in this blue dot (T/N: probably referring to the earth**) in whatever form they can manage. And to the familiar cynicism, envy and jealousies over there outside that threaten to devour us. I write this letter. To say this past year was not in vain. In the end, the words "I love you" are the only ones that come to mind but I write to you like this again while searching and wandering/struggling to find a better word that hasn't been worn and worn again. During these days that are probably exhausting, thank you for staunchly/gladly accompanying us on this weary journey.

My only wish is that you all are healthy and that we all laugh a lot together. Let us walk onward towards a more spring-like spring day. You all went through a lot this year/well done. I hope we can be a source of strength to you.

Do remember they can't cancel the spring. 

Happy New Year (wishing you lots of luck/fortune in the new year) !

(- -) (_ _) (- -) 

-Namjoon

(T/N: *아름드리 나무 (beautiful tree) is the wording Namjoon’s counselor/therapist used several years ago to reassure Namjoon when Namjoon was worried he thinks and talks too much. The tree analogy is mentioned and explained in his BTS Live : RM 🍊 Vlive + **copy editor @welilyandblue theorizes that Joon using “blue dot” and “particles of dust” to describe the earth and the humans that inhabit it respectively is most likely taken from Carl Sagan’s Pale Blue Dot, 1994)

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