#welcome to this hellhole of a Tumblr page

[daily-yttd-something]

Day one: Joe at the park!

[velarisian]

my top sirius x reader ao3 fics.

reasons for making this list: show love to authors, keep tally + accessibility for my fix.

updated as and when i come across good stuff. i'll do a tumblr one as well.

stars imply kudos to their prose composition/plot/emotion delivery

my preferences: (one shot, not 1st pov) character studies > angst> fluff> dialogue/random > smut (don't care much for it)

by the stars (single-handedly destroyed me, one of the best under his tag. i cried hard. Show them love pls!) ☆

three infinities and a reunion (simple yet does the job of making me emotional) ☆

See Your Death (intriguing, i cried a bit after pondering more on this) ☆

Hellhole Out Of Commission

Crazy Cousins and Where to Find Them

He Found Them

Deductive Reasoning

Tattoo

Reverie (a pleasure to read, cried, DESERVES ALL THE KUDOS) ☆

Company & Comfort (Fawned over) ☆

Lost Pages

Worse Than Nicotine (adorable!!)

Confession

Sweet Bakes (kicked my feet up and giggled.)

loving stares (pulled at my heartstrings) ☆

Welcome Home

[zoswriting]

┊͙✧˖*°࿐ welcome to my blog!

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ me

hi! my name is zoya—but i mainly go by zo or zoe on social media. i’m a british pakistani reader (and i write occasionally, i guess). i’m a computer science and all-things-tech nerd, along with a heavy passion for photography, lemon cake, cats, strawberries, and purple. heavy on the purple, if you couldn’t tell.

i enjoy reading, writing, or just lazing in bed (like a cat, indeed), usually with my earphones in. you can normally find me blasting chase atlantic, diljit dosanjh, the weeknd, badshah, or any other artist in my 27 hour long spotify playlist into my ears at almost-max volume to try and escape from the hellhole that is this world.

i’d like to say that i’m an incredibly funny person, but i don’t know how many people would agree. if you do, though, please let me know (i’m pretty sure i have a praise/validation kink of some sorts…)

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ my blog

this blog is mainly going to be for my hero academia, specifically for the character shoto todoroki (i’m heavily infatuated with that man, and i have been for over five years now. it’s really unhealthy, but i don’t think i want help anymore.), so if you don’t like him, this may not be the blog for you. however, if persuaded enough, i might write something for some other characters. maybe. if you’re lucky, or if i feel like it—but either way, don’t get your hopes up.

the writing on here will mainly consist of one-shots, little drabbles, or little scenarios i make up (which, again, will pretty much all be around shoto. who’s shocked?). i write fluff, however i may write the occasional smut/lemons—if that term is even still used… is that just a wattpad thing?—if the embarrassment doesn’t catch up to me. you may even see the occasional angst post, but it probably won’t be that common. i like to stay happy, thank you. in any case, just don’t expect consistency from me. writer’s block enjoys holding me captive for a good few months just to release me back into the wild and start the cycle all over again.

anyways, this is getting too long, and tiktok has ruined everyone’s attention spans, i’m sure. so…

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ tl;dr

i write for shoto todoroki from mha, with the exceptions of a few others if i feel up to it, which will probably be extremely rarely. these writings will include one-shots, smut/lemons, scenarios/headcannons, or anything else that i feel motivated enough to write.

i hope you all enjoy this page! i’m open to suggestions too, feel free to submit any specific request in my asks, and i’ll try my best to heed to your wishes! thank you for reading <33

psst… i’m an old lady when it comes to tumblr. i had way too much of a struggle writing this. you may have to bear with.

[dsevalyappuccino]

Hello dear customers.

Welcome to @dsevalyappuccino This is a side acc for @dseval

(sighs creates a pinned post after 700 posts...)

You're cool. Hi, cool. I'm Dseval. More in my main acc.

For organization purposes, I have created this tumblr page. So 98% of reblogs will happen in this hellhole. They are not queued so if you follow me you may get bursts of 35 reblogs in under three minutes. Some times of the day. Occasionally.

Asks are always open. Talk to me about anything. You can also dump your problems. Send hate? Sure, sounds funny to me.

Unlike Dseval the main acc, this account contains mild languages (I'm kidding. I also say the word 'ass' in my main acc).

This acc will also reblog suggestive stuff. I'll try to tag as best as possible, but sometimes it slips my mind. Just take heed of the #cw suggestive tag if that makes you uncomfortable.

For the sake of maintaining boundaries, I will list again my DNIs (I also have one on my main acc):

Proshippers, darkshippers, pedophiles, and any of the like. If any comes the case I reblogged something that's problematic, please don't hesitate to tell me— because I may not be aware.

Queerphobic, Fatphobic, Racist, and anyone who hates on things you're not supposed to hate on.

Pro-Israel, and those who support genocide.

Please spread love and positivity, dear reader. Like hate's gonna benefit anyone, anyway. 🤗

If you harass anyone, fuck you, please repent.

Feel free to (please do) block me if you can't respect my boundaries.

This acc has its own tags for me to navigate. Here are the main ones:

#self reblog → When I reblog from dseval

#dsevalyappuccino → Whenever I yap

#fav → favourite things I reblogged

#fics → favourite fics I reblogged

#hcs → headcanons

Ship (sometimes i do not actually mean them romantically) tags:

#errormare mentioned 🗣️🔥

#crossdust mentioned 🗣️🔥

#colorkiller mentioned 🗣️🔥

[asterrioxs]

Hey Astrx :D

I think I'm like 2 days late but I came from ur yt post. How ya doin? ^^

hii! welcome tysm for coming over to the silly little hellhole that is my tumblr page im alright! working on a few things to hopefully upload to youtube soon (hopefully.) im just a tad bit busy, but overall doing pretty well. thanks for asking! ^^

[bushwaa]

Guys, its me, the monster in your closet that gives you ice cream. 🍦

I have no idea why you’re reading this after seeing the title, but hey, here we are. 

Anyways, welcome to the hellhole that is my Tumblr page. I literally just started this blog because I was hella bored and I needed to do smth in the moment. And there it was, my first post. Of course, it barely got any attention from ppl, but I still carried on and somehow ended up here. 

Some things to know abt me (stop reading, I’m blushing 🤭):

- If you couldn’t tell, I love Team Fortress 2! I started playing in early 2022 after my friend showed me a shitload of the “Meet the Team” videos (and yes, that includes the parody ones.) 

- Most of the time, I literally have no idea what I’m doing, but ig that’s ok because I get clout anyways (I’m a very greedy person lmao)

- I play the saxophone! Alto to be exact. I plan to play jazz in the future as a side job besides art (that is, if I get into the art industry in the first place) I also play the piano, but that’s more of a hobby.

- I am a Christian person. And a firm believer at that, so that means I follow Christian beliefs. And you have other beliefs, respects to you! Someone’s “labels” shouldn’t describe who they are as a person!

- I love learning about WWII! This topic is probably the only thing that’s running in my brain for 75% of the time. You don’t wanna know what the other 25% is.

- I am in your walls. Run. Now. Before I take your dog. (If you didn't have one, who's dog did I sacrifice then???)

- Besides God himself, I worship the almighty hot dog scout. Praise him in this glorious form.

Regarding the ask box:

- Questions are always welcome! (No duh lmao)

- Infodumps are also appreciated! I love hearing about other people’s passions! And if you and I have something in common, we can geek out together! ;)

- Art ideas and suggestions are always open! Just know that they won’t be full-on illustrations lol.

- If you have music sheets that seem interesting, please don’t be afraid to send me it! (Piano/Alto Sax ofc). Song, movie, and game suggestions are great as well!

- PLEASE do NOT send anything that has to do with hate. It’s especially weird when you do it anonymously. It just makes you seem like a coward. Just don’t.

- No trauma dumping as well! I am NOT your therapist. Just a stupid ass bimbo on the internet. If you truly seek someone to trauma dump on, please find a therapist.

[mikeywheelerr]

Hello and welcome to my Ted Talk, kids.

First off, I just want to clarify: I’m sure people who write fics like this put a lot of work into them, but that doesn’t make them okay.

Fan fictions about real people aren’t okay.

I actually can’t believe this is something I have to say, but it’s a subject that’s been irking me since I joined tumblr. Fanfics featuring famous actors “x reader” have been popping up on my dash since I signed up on this hellsite.

Imma jump right into this shit and just say:

Actors are fucking people.

Newsflash! They’re human beings, they have feelings and emotions. Them working in the entertainment industry doesn’t lessen their humanity. Writing these fics, even reading them, is horribly invasive and morally just wrong. You’re de-humanising these people and treating them like fictional characters. Actors aren’t toys for your amusement, to use and bend and manipulate as you like.

They’re also just… weird? Like, why would you do that?

It’s one thing to have a crush on an actor or actress, it’s another thing to write out your fantasy and post it online for people to read, thereby creating a community for it and normalising the practise.

Writing it and posting it is crossing a line. A visible, obvious line.

One common argument is probably something like, “Oh but Ely, they’re famous! They’ll never see it!”

Bullshit.

It doesn’t matter if they’ll see it or not, and you can’t guarantee they won’t. Say curiosity strikes them and they wander into this hellhole of weird, creepy fics about THEM. Even if the scenario is unlikely, it doesn’t change the fact that it’s all still so weird.

You’re taking a person who you find physically attractive, throwing their personality out the window and moulding them into your exact type, and then using their name to write out your daydreams and fantasies. Then you post it, knowing other people also have crushes on this person and might read it. It spreads around and around, gaining notes and popularity, and I sit back in complete awe that people can be SO FUCKED UP.

Take a fanfic about Finn Wolfhard for example. Here are a couple of excerpts:

First off: the dude literally isn’t even in character.

Actually, let me pause.

He’s not a character. This isn’t an OOC situation, it’s OOP, or, out of person. Because he’s a person. With feelings. Imma keep sayin that shit so it sinks in nice and good for all you twelve year olds.

Second, literally what in the absolute fuck.

I sniff you, you sniff me! That’s totally fucking NORMAL.

Another category of fics like these are “actor x actor”. Like, fillie, and fack. Y’know, two friendships that were ruined by people who ship the actors together? Finn and Millie don’t even INTERACT anymore (I’m pretty sure they’ve been coached not to) because of insta stans and weirdos on tumblr who ship them together and make every photo and video into something romantic. Millie’s had to delete photos with Finn in them off of her instagram page because she got so many “OMG FILLIE 😍” comments. That’s some toxic fucked up shit. 

You may not think it, but the fandom has impact, especially as a collective. One person shipping fillie and writing about it may not seem like a big deal, but one becomes two and two becomes three and then you have a whole group of people doing it because “everyone else is so it must be okay!”

Nope. 

Here’s a thoughtful quote from a Reddit user: “The frightening attitude that some fans seem to have that a famous person somehow belongs to them, is connected to them personally, or owes them access to their life and mind.”

I’m so sick and tired of seeing this shit. It’s wrong, it’s intrusive, and it implies that these human beings are no more important or valuable than fictional characters (who don’t have real emotions).

It’s bullshit and I’m not here for it.

Thanks for coming to my Ted Talk.

[khxpresh]

@ofthepuzzle has sent: 1, 7, 1 !

Mun’s Asks: RP Edition [Accepting]

1. What was your first impression of the roleplay community on Tumblr? And what’s your impression of it now?

// When it’s not being a hellhole, I find myself always having a blast in any of the RPCs I’m in. I’ve never had any luck in truly getting involved in the main fandom, and the more I look at any main fandom, the more I’d rather barely have anything to do with it. :|. The RPC has the potential to be quite welcoming, and for the first time I felt like I was capable of sharing my ideas/thoughts/headcanons, and I found people who listened to it!

With that said though... Tumblr RPC can also be summed up as highschool 2.0, for so many God awful reasons. We all know the issues, I don’t think I need to waste my time listing it. Although I must say, the RPC might be the only place on Earth, you might find people nearing their 30s throwing fits and tantrums like goddamn kids. At times it honestly feels like tumblr RPC’s focus is skewed. People are a lot more invested in policing others, than doing the basic requirements of RP... You know... Writing... Plotting... But it’s what we have, and I’ll try my best to stray away from people who behave like that.

7. What is the one trend you miss the most that’s no longer popular or seen as much as it was before?

// There isn’t any trend that comes to my mind. Rather, I miss when we all had more free time, and we could be more active on Tumblr. But we grow, age, move on to other things and that’s the natural course of things. So I guess, I miss seeing a lively dash.

Edit 1: Before anyone says anything. Yes, I’m well aware this is also the result of me being extremely picky about following people back. I’ve prioritized my comfort (so I won’t end up overwhelming myself), over mass-following a lot of people who most certainly won’t mesh well with me. I’m not complaining., don’t mistake what I’m saying. All I’m saying is that my dash has been pretty dead, due to most of my partners being busy with IRL and as such, can’t be on tumblr. That’s all.

10.  Are there any fandom(s) you avoid roleplaying in? (I think that the message glitched-- and didn’t send the rest of the digits LMAO. So I’m taking a guess!)

// I have them listed on my rules page, but it’s good to remember!

Undertale, Five nights at Freddy’s, Homestuck and My little pony.

I’ve also considered re-adding League of Legends on the list, and make some new additions to it such as: Genshin Impact (I hear the fandom is trying to be as bad as LoL’s sO...), Danganronpa and BNHA (??? IDEK the name of the series TBH, I just cringe so badly every time I see those franchises. Something about them, turns me off A LOT. Is it because they are all over the place? Their art is ugly? Who knows?).

[sanaseva-archive]

Hi! I'm new to Tumblr and I love your blog! And I wonder how so many of you have nice layouts on blogs? And do you have any recommendations for blogs to follow? Thanks!

hi and welcome to this hellhole which i managed to leave mostly unattended for about 2 years!

with layouts, do you mean themes? there are so many talented people who create themes for free! theme-hunter and hunterthemes are the ones I mostly check, besides the creator of the theme i use at the time. a good theme is nice but your content and you yourself is what’s actually important so i wouldn’t spend too much time fiddling. on these blogs there should be quick guides on how to install the theme (you go to settings and edit theme, or to your blog and press the edit theme/customise button at the top right corner).

and i don’t rly follow a lot of people - because i get too stresséd when there’s a lot going on on my dash and/or i see the same thing multiple times during a short period of time. and i also have no idea what you may like on your blog, but here’s a link to my about page which also has a little tab called “blogroll” in which you will find the people i follow. i know it’s a little hard to see their url names, but i haven’t got time to fix that so just open in a new tab and you’ll be able to quickly check their content and who they are!

i’d also like to apologise for the late response you got here, i only just now opened my laptop bc i was too lazy to do this on my phone.

[meean]

well shit.

Hey lost child. Welcome to my hellhole I call a Tumblr page. I know what you’re thinking: This boi uses PAINT?! To which I say... yeah dood. I’m switching programs soon which I hope will improve my art by at least 2, increasing from 1 to 3. Not even

ANYWAYS if I’m all “woah look at Mitchell or Meean he has SOO many posts” and you get here you my main boo. I love you.

Jesus anyways thanks so much for stumbling across my Tumblr Page, please stick with me and I’ll love you forever