#weird vent typing stuff out helps having chronic stomach problems that evolve when you get too used to them Sucks | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

midnightwind · 3 months ago

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having the weirdest stomach issues of just having a negative appetite even when I'm so hungry it hurts, but only being able to eat like half a meal at best before it gets too much all while my stomach hurts

why does my stomach feel the need to shake up the chronic problems, were the last few years not interesting enough?

#getting on a plane within the next 24 hours to go to a weekend wedding #but it's with my fiance's extended family and I'm gently Dreading that #I do honestly hope they all bother us with asking when our wedding is instead of asking about my job #the job I super have and didn't get ghosted about again #so I'm like is it anxiety?? am I anxious enough that my stomach has been awful for 3 days???#because this isn't usually how it works!!!#usually it's borderline hyper ventilating and nausea day of or just the day before #before the dissociation shuts it down and I can come off as a relaxed and almost aloof normal person #weird stomach and an appetite so gone I can barely remember what a good meal was is New and Not Fun #go back to making me shake like a wet dog in winter at least I knew what that was #I haven't gone to bed yet because I'm constantly exhausted and my only queue I should sleep rn is that I couldn't hold up a conversation #but I had to east Something because we were hitting the 12+ hours mark between food again #4 donut is enough right :') because it's all I can handle #weird vent typing stuff out helps having chronic stomach problems that evolve when you get too used to them Sucks #psychosomatic bullshit up in here or something idk

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