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#can y'all PLEASE stop making up new shit#and then using it in comments on threads that are not my business but very entertaining?#someone needs to do a study on how long these phrases last#because I swear its some new shit every week#y'all not gon keep making me feel old#ignore me
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the psychological warfare that you wage on yourself while studying for a board exam is both so unbelievably insane and also the only thing that makes you feel sane
#and also completely involuntary. but that goes without saying#i survived the mcat and i survived step 1 and i'm still 4 weeks out from step 2 yet somehow it's already worse#anyway things are so fine. i am clutching the year-old threads on r/step2 like my life depends on it (it does)#to be clear i'm not a reddit user. but it's the best place to get the vibes after you get holistically deconstructed by a practice exam B)#text#nova shh#personal#academia#medicine
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"♫ Puer natus est nobis et filius datus est nobis: cuius imperium super humerium eius: et vocabitur nomen eius magni consilii Angelus. ♫"
"♫ Cantate Domino canticum novum quia mirabilia fecit. ♫"
"♫ Gloria Patri, et Filio, et Spiritui Sancto, sicut erat in principio, et nunc, et semper, et in saecula saeculorum. Amen. ♫"
"♫ Puer natus est nobis et filius datus est nobis: cuius imperium super humerium eius: et vocabitur nomen eius magni consilii Angelus. ♫"
"♫ Cantate Domino canticum novum quia mirabilia fecit. ♫"
#;> that old gal ( m1918 )#;> field report ( dash commentary )#||: Merry Christmas to all#||: And I hope all are having a good day#||: This will be the last Christmas Carol for the week#||: Hope it wasn't too much of a pain in the ass read through#||: But I enjoy my old look into traditional music from time to time#||: May reply to my threads since my health has thankfully started to recover a bit#||: Let us hope it stays like that
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“I have this scene in my head for my fic that I really love but i don’t feel like writing all of the other stuff to get to it.”
I see this comment like 5 times a day in fic writing spaces lol
a scene that you don’t want to write is a scene you don’t want to read. don’t write stuff you don’t want to read.
me, personally: wait until the scenes that get you to that first initial scene you were excited about are just as interesting as that scene too. it won’t be the first, second, or third thing you think of. if u have a scene you really want to write, write that, and keep writing only those exciting scenes that come to you. eventually you have a million interesting scenes for your fic and they become puzzle pieces for you to arrange and then eventually the strings come together and you realize you really do have an interesting way to get to that original scene, and you’re just as excited to write it, if you haven’t already written it when you were brainstorming other scenes earlier in the writing process that you didn’t even realize could carry your story like that.
#My process is 1) write the initial scene — the first one I thought of that inspired the fic#2) daydream (preferably to a custom playlist) and write ONLY THE DIALOGUE that I like from my daydreams#3) discover common threads while daydreaming and thus discover a theme#4) now that I have my theme; my favorite dialogue lines; and my inspiration scene I begin drafting#Drafting includes writing around the dialogue and filling in the gaps with action#I find that dialogue drives my plot usually but I’m trying to get better at throwing chaotic events at my characters#and forcing them to respond to circumstances beyond their control/beyond the consequences of their choices#Drafting is also the point where I start writing only the exciting stuff and stringing it all together like a lunatic#5) once you have enough scenes to string together and you’ve put the puzzle together: reread and revise#6) put it down and don’t touch it dont think about it don’t do anything to it for like at least 3 days to 1 week#7) reread with fresh eyes and revise again#8) repeat steps 6 and 7 until you have desired fic#Sometimes if I really don’t like the way a story is working though I’ll play around with scenes#like “what if I remove this scene? How does that affect things? Is this a loadbearing scene in the story or is it superfluous?”#“What if I delete chapters 5-15 and just totally rewrite everything in that space”#that one is a rough one to go through and is the reason why I have some fics that have never seen the light of day 😂#this is all coming from pre-2021 ghostlycod#back when I was in the marvel fandom and writing 100k self insert OC fanfics#14-18 year old me wrote like an Ancient Greek poet#pure genius masterpieces with masterclass articulation#and idk what happened but it’s like at 25 I’ve suddenly gone brain dead#I envy 14 year old me so much when I’m writing now#That girl was just humming along to Lorde on repeat creating multiple full length novels at the same time all written with English Premium
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A little post about Aoi's values...
...so that we can appreciate how deeply ideological her corruption arc is.
Previously, I talked a bit about how Plutomon's extremism ties with the game's conflict around individualism and collectivism. What makes this corruption great is that it's stemming from the values Aoi has always held; as much as they enable her to be someone who can be very generous and kind, they also serve as justification for her most intransigent and oppressive postures. This is because what she values can be summed up as follows:
Social propiety: From talking to your superiors and elders with the due respect, knowing your place in the hierarchy, and general politeness and good behavior, you can see her correcting others based on this multiple times. Which is part of the reason the group is so hierarchical earlier on, as she enforces this a lot.
Social conformity: This is mostly apparent in the way she tries her best to fulfill the external expectations placed on her, be it academically, socially or in her own behavior, despite the misgivings she might hold (which are a lot, given Labramon's rather bad-tempered and opionated behavior. However, no matter how much it might aggravate her, she sticks to upholding proper behavior as a way to preserve group harmony).
Duty to one's community: Another thing that deeply drives her is wanting to be a valuable member to her community, that responsibility she has as an individual to contribute to society. You can see this in the way her Cerberumon's cut scene is phrased, as one of the main catalysts for it is the sense of responsibility she feels over everyone as one of the oldest kids. She doesn't want to protect just the people close to her but make sure she can proactively get the everyone back home.
Cooperation: This is actually one of the things she names out loud, and people constantly foregoing it and leading to more workload/stress for her is actually one of her main resentments. Her Plutomon mad rantings about being always the one saddled with the most work evidence she values everyone doing their part. This type of reasoning can be a double-edged sword as it can be used to be deeply cruel to mentally ill/ disabled ppl, + other kinds of minorities irl. To her credit, she usually has the good grace not to directly impose this on others, but her violent Wrathful behavior coupled with her belief everyone should be like her (and fulfill societal expectations as diligently) to reach her "perfect world" show she can think like this.
Fairness/Justice: She cares about everyone getting their due and the general betterment of conditions for everyone, which is the aspect to her values that can finally factor compassion in. But it's telling it's the one value about which the answer to her arc hinges on—it distinguishes between Rightness and Fairness for good reason, as social conformity and not being disruptive/acting right don't necessarily have to center treating others fairly (think of the contrast between the rethoric used for Anubimon in contrast for Plutomon...)
Most of her values evidence her commitment to not causing disruption to a group and ensuring its proper functioning. Because she values politeness, it can mean she prefers negotiation over direct confrontation, but this isn't always a good thing. The game is rather in your face about it with how ineffective the group is at handling Shuuji following hers and Takuma's conciliatory approach. Her talk about reaching mutual understanding can either fall into the aspect of social propriety or justice, so it can muddle the group's capacity to resolve conflict.
However, not only prioritizing Harmony above all else can lead to problems going by unresolved and festering, it can also be used as justification to enforce rather unyielding and strict social norms (as we very clearly see Plutomon do through enforcing a strict hierarchy in her debut). Ultimately, she needs the others to guide and support her to be fair just as much as she guides them.
#Digimon survive#aoi shibuya#Digged an old twt thread so I felt like adapting it to this post lol#Bet you thought I was done meta posting lol#I'm saving some other write ups for Survive week#This will be useful to reference lol#Aoi#Meta#Mine
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i made strawberries!!!!!!
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#ugh ok I’m feeling really negative about work but#I think this one challenging student sitch (which is more about the mom than the kid) is really getting under my skin#and then is making me make worse decisions in other areas of the work bc I’m like trying to rush things to get dealing with this over with#my therapist would say this is my Fear of Emotional Engulfment causing me to avoid/deflect/try to escape the situation#i just have a hard time not taking work stuff deeply personally#but like ok what is the very worst possible outcome?#it’s that I can’t figure out this student sitch and this company doesn’t hire me again next summer#which doesn’t seem that likely as they’ve been super supportive and have had my back when this mom is crossing boundaries#but if it DID happen - could I survive it?#absolutely. there are one million jobs out there like this and my old coaching company has already said they’d take me back anytime#and I might not even want to work a second job next summer!#so I want to work this week on just really consciously relaxing about work#the emotional stuff is like purely me reacting to someone else’s intense out of control insecurity/anxiety#so that’s what I need to work on managing - just like calming myself down and reminding myself that it is NOT my responsiblity#to soothe this woman’s big feelings & fears#I wonder if there are some common threads here with the other work situation#like I wonder if I’m making things worse in the dynamic by the way I fearfully react to it#when anyone else in this situation would just be like wow. well that person seems like a lot#but not internalize it?? idk
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* so on this blog i will be keeping my follower count down , i really want to develop and write with my mutuals as much as possible. that being said i know i have been super slow but? yeah i just wanna start doing things for ✨me✨
#. ooc / selena says !#just came to this realization over the week#I really want to develop Bruce and a part of that is just keepin my dash small#🤍🤍#I just on my old blog became so overwhelmed that I’m looking for plots or threads that are driving the plot#I want to drive my storyline onward#if this doesn’t gel? perfectly fine to SB#I see my Bruce a very specific way
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nobody like us is……longer than some kind of perfect?
#THIS IS THE BAD PLACE#WHAT IS THE REASON FOR THIS. LIKE NO ACTUALLY. LIKE WHO ASKED FOR THIS. BE HONEST KBR.#you’re telling me there’s more to say about LUNA and DONNELLY than ALL OF THE CORE SIX TOGETHER ENTERING THEIR FUTURES?#kbr announcing that this is their longest book to date is literally a nightmare. no like i think i had a nightmare about this once#they should have been using the skop word count as a limit for themselves#that book is a work of art they won’t top it and they should never try#the like us kids will never be more interesting than their parents sorry to say. not even the hale kids#mine#like us series#omw to read chapter one. and then later this week i will have to find my old reading threads for the first two as a refresher#and then…..it’s already releasing? like already? dear god
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"Black Dram is a character-driven comic about monsters, the humans they eat, and the humans that hunt them. These three categories are not mutually exclusive.
The comic contains some violence against humans and animals with accompanying blood and mild gore, and occasional swearing and nudity."
https://blackdram.com/comic/1
Lana can be found on Mastodon!
#sweet recs#i was gonna take it a bit slower but i guess this blog is officially back after all that shit yesterday lmao#i have a huge list of comics from an old mastodon thread i'm gonna catch up on this week#i'll queue em dont worry
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Anyone who has ever remade a blog – do you recommend it?
#you can comment or dm me! whichever is comfiest#it's been a weird couple of weeks on the old tumblr and it's the first time remaking has appealed to me#still not convinced it is worth all the effort#i'd probably want new graphics and a new url#i'd keep threads and a selection of asks#◈ — ooc; puffin speaks
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I love them and they have never done anything wrong in their life they are free of sin and they are just being silly (I am aware of their flaws and it’s all I see all the time I need to say this to myself constantly to not spiral down into insanity and create balance)
#yeah this is about Vash#and everyone in that damn story in general#but Vash is so interesting. any adaptation and you can run with it I love it#he is complex. as in flawed complex. too humanly too other complex#and it’s awesome! it’s uncomfortable to think about because it puts to question your own morals and values#and that’s amazing because it’s what I need in my media thank you#it’s one of those things I can’t really watch brain dead because you just CANT#that’s why I need things like silly videos of Rebal to balance it out#and not die from overthinking#anyways watch Trigun if you somehow haven’t already because it begs for you to think and consume it and thread it apart#or you could very well watch it casually and it’s still great :D#I love it sm I can’t be normal about it#I’ve been saying this for weeks but once I get my hands in the manga it’s the end of y’all#because I won’t be able to shut up about it (the main reason why I haven’t read it in all honesty I need self restraint I work with kids#I have to be a 100% present or else I’ll slip a Trigun reference to innocent 7 years old)#trigun#trigun stampede#trigun maximun#vash the stampede#lenssi rambles
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i swore that i posted a thing last night about this but i either did not post it or i'm overlooking it . . . anyways . . . i promise that i'm not ignoring anyone but am simply going through some things / trying to rest a bunch at the moment . i hope to get to all my dms sometime this week . <3
#* mun post .#some of the dms are like a week old and i swear i love u ... i am just Not Great atm and i hate to reply to threads / plot#when i am NOT all there . also did not expect to feel this bad lately but . my autoimmune issues decided to flare up . so .#i currently go to work bc i have to and then i'm bedridden from that point forward . it's great . /s <3
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got a wild headache and i'm in a funky headspace today, so i'm gonna stay offline for the most part and rest my eyes. hope everyone has a lovely day!
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#the burnout is real and it's playing the drums in my skull smh#i promise if you've sent something or we have a thread i've seen it and will reply to it!#the bandwidth is simply not bandwide enough for this old man this week
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"beer is my fuel"

call that embroide-beer
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