#we're like danny gonzalez and drew gooden

[ghostboyhood]

Im in it deep i fear

hggngngnghhggg ousghhh i need ineneddd

i went to a barns and noble yesterday and i almost went broke fucking Look.

i wanted them SO fucking badly

[iantimony]

hoo baby! hello first Tuesday of 2025!

listening: Usseewa (Ado) Aishite Aishite Aishite (Ado) bangers. girl can SING. and of course the anonymity is very sexy.

Middle Eastern Grooves (Selected by DJ Kobayashi): was tempted by the cool cover art, stayed for the funky jams. this led me to:

Kokoro (Sababa 5 & Yurika): vibey. citypop if it was in MENA.

reading: so I am in the middle of a two week visit home in which I am staying in my childhood bedroom. and I went. man. there sure is a lot of stuff in here that I simply have not thought about or missed since moving out. so I reread Marie Kondo's "Tidying Up" book and went to town. it's been really nice to do! found a few things that I forgot I had and actually am excited to keep and use! mostly got rid of things! her goofy little "thank inanimate objects" thing is unfortunately the exact flavor of personification of objects that my sentimental ass needs, so. yippee. her book has some . interesting. comments on people's weight and etc things which is very weird but also probably of its time and her specific cultural background baggage. I did some poking about her and found this article ("Marie Kondo’s life is messier now — and she’s fine with it" by Jura Koncius, web archive version linked to bypass paywall) which definitely tracks. I can't imagine having kids and following her [gestures] Whole Thing to a tee.

I also rented and started reading "The Sentimental Person's Guide to Decluttering", which opens with a bible quote so I am already a little wary. anyways.

I haven't followed the prescribed konmari order exactly - I left books til towards the end because they are already pretty contained, for example - so I have a few loose ends to finish up with that but we're basically there. sorry Stephen King but I really don't care to hang on to your work Just Because, except for maybe "on writing" because I could see myself rereading that. I have a shitload of old scifi paperbacks that likely do Not spark joy necessarily so if anyone wants a random paperback mailed to them just let me know :b

related to that: I'm reading "Earthlight" by Arthur C. Clark. it's good! slim volume so I'm hoping to finish it before next Tuesdaypost/when I leave town. the setup feels very common - Earth people vs federation of solar system settlers politicking - but there's some fun tidbits that have made me go HUH??? like the moon having an atmosphere (technically true, I guess, but definitely not in the way it's described here), for some reason the sun sets in the east on the moon (???), and MOON PLANTS???? cool moon cacti that are specially adapted to absorb as many gas/water molecules as possible? they have a little window in them??? and at first I was like damn is this meant to be an alternate universe? when I realized that this was written in 1955. so. maybe he did sincerely think there could be moon cacti. some really delicious descriptions in here that I'm enjoying:

"They were moving along a ridge that the sun had already left, but the track of the monorail, scarcely a meter above it, still caught the last rays. It seemed as if they were rushing along an unsupported ribbon of light, a filament of flame built by sorcery rather than human engineering."

caught up on Witch Hat Atelier! it's good! I'm very excited for the next volume to come out next week!

watching: a handful of Leah's Fieldnotes videos as background while I did some cleaning, re-stuffing a pillow, etc. we're the same age which is interesting to me. I have thoughts on her style of content and general vibes that are still cooking in my brain so maybe next time I will elaborate. more Caroline Winkler. some Sorry Girls (there is a theme here clearly). some Kurtis Connor/Danny Gonzalez/Drew Gooden-verse. nothing super notable. oh LegalEagle suing honey! that whips ass definitely. I'm going to avoid linking specific videos each week unless I have Something to say about them.

playing: mostly fallow BUT I am leaving this section in this year out of optimism! my boyfriend commented, and I agreed, that I am definitely missing out on some rich Media Experiences by neglecting the Gamez. this year I really want to play Nier: Automata (which he got me as a gift a while ago), Disco Elysium, and Hades 2. I own the first two already so that's def where I'll start. I'd also like to read umineko but that can go 50/50 as to playing or reading lol

however I DID look at Do you PASS MUSTER?, a solo rpg by @spikekat! it's a vibe!

making: finished One of my mom's fingerless gloves! onto the second! I'm trying to decide if I want to block it or not…probably, just because I did the cabling with a needle half a size too small by accident so there are a few gaps, although maybe using a smaller needle minimized gaps? who knows.

eating: some good New York staples while I'm home but I haven't done much cooking.

moving: new section!! it is mostly empty this week beyond walking the dogs with my mom every day. I am hoping to populate this section with general notes on what worked/didn't work for me each week in the gym, outdoors activities, and so on.

misc: decluttering feels good but I also feel the albatross of the Dead Dad Bins in the basement looming over me. I'm thinking that's a summer activity where I can take breaks to be outside, lol. the goal is basically to have everything such that when I move after my PhD to wherever I'm going next, I can take what's left in my childhood room (books, some of the quality furniture that we scavenged from my dad's apartment, etc) without it being a big deal or strain. I'm definitely approaching that point with my own belongings! I have a few things that should be sold rather than donated but overall I've really pared it down pretty well so I'm pretty pleased about that. I'll probably do a pass over my apartment when I get back too - definitely some clothes come to mind that can be let go without any regret, and I definitely want to pare down some of my craft supplies that are getting a little out of hand. yayyy fresh start to a new year :)

[ame-in-the-rain]

they are two separate people but the same. but different. but the same.

[thrill-seeker-vn]

Brace yourself for question gallore👀💅🏻💅🏻

1. What's a show you've watched recently and what we're your opinions on it?

2. What's your research process for your if like?

3. Do you come up with characters or plot first?

4. What's the first thing you do when you get a bright new shiny idea? Do you like to sit on it or start working at it straight away?

5. What's an if you played recently? What did you like the most about it and why?

6. What's your favourite band/singer and if you could reccomend one song from them what would it be?

7. If you could travel to a fictional universe which one would it be? Would you fare well in it?

8. What is one TV shows/books/movies you would love to see in if form? Who would you romance?

9. What did the ROs want to be when they were younger? Would their younger selves have been able to predict where they are now?

10. Who was your fictional celebrity crush when you were younger as well as the ROs ones?

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OMG!!! thank you for all the questions!!! and good to see you again, twin!!!

1. What's a show you've watched recently and what we're your opinions on it?

Hmm.... I don't actually watch a lot of shows! I've been watching a lot of danny gonzalez, kurtis conner, and drew gooden videos. I love those, LMAO. OH! this might not really count as a show, but I also really love Gemini Home Entertainment (it's on youtube!!) I also love Nexpo's video analysis on it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8X1xYpPmKvA&t=751s

2. What's your research process for your if like?

Just imagine the writer stereotype of 'how long does blood stay wet' 'how much blood do you need to lose to die' 'what are the study requirements of a teacher' 'what surgical tools could kill someone' etc etc. I'm sure my agent knows i'm a writer. Either that, or I'm on a watchlist.

3. Do you come up with characters or plot first?

Plot! But it's really a three step process. I get a rough outline of the plotline, less than a first draft, and then I go through a bunch of characters and traits I would like to use. The characters help me to build plot, and then I return to the plot once more to wrap it up!

4. What's the first thing you do when you get a bright new shiny idea? Do you like to sit on it or start working at it straight away?

I write it into my notes app! All my best ideas come like just before I hit REM sleep (since I go to sleep at 8:30, that's about 9) so I just launch up, grab the phone, type it in and then hit the hay again! I mostly forget it until like 2 days later and then I bask in my genius!

5. What's an if you played recently? What did you like the most about it and why?

I played Eye of the Moon (made by @eyeofthemoongame) pretty recently, and it was so beautifully written, I just love reading it! What I really like about it is just how atmospheric it is. It sucks you in, and then you just can't get away from it, you really just read it in one flow!

Another one I did recently was Oathbreaker, season 2, as it just fully completed! It's more of a visual novel, but I think we can include it. I really recommend playing the game, it's just so beautifully written and it's only gotten better in season two. The art is beautifully made, the main character is allowed to be truly morally gray, the characters are diverse and no one is just one dimensional!! Seriously, check it out!

6. What's your favourite band/singer and if you could reccomend one song from them what would it be?

My favorite band is Lamp!! The song that made me start listening to them was Yume Utsutsu, but THIS is my favorite song of theirs. I'm not gonna include the name cuz I want it to be mysterious <3 But also, check out their whole album, its really amazing!

7. If you could travel to a fictional universe which one would it be? Would you fare well in it?

This is so hard.... but I think the one I would travel to is the one from my very first dream, back when I was about 8. I would fare pretty well in it, there wasn't really anything to harm me, I had everything I could ever want.

8. What is one TV shows/books/movies you would love to see in if form? Who would you romance?

DC. Has not released a dating sim for Nightwing. And why not? What's holding them back??? I would do anything if it had him in it. But also Maid Sama! I would romance Usui!

9. What did the ROs want to be when they were younger? Would their younger selves have been able to predict where they are now?

Hannie wanted to be an astronaut. They knew pretty quickly they would never be given that chance, and they knew they would be where they are now.

N wanted to be a doctor ever since MCs mother helped them as a child. They wanted to help other people, too. Before their health issues, they wanted to be an actor.

Oli wanted to be a teacher, probably towards younger kids, like k-4. They wouldn't have guessed they became a police officer.

10. Who was your fictional celebrity crush when you were younger as well as the ROs ones?

When I was younger... my very first celebrity crush was... Ed Sheeran. It's a very long story. I will only explain if prompted since this post is already really long LNSDIFUHFUID

But for the ROs: N would have a crush on basically any woman they see. Elastigirl, the aunt from big hero 6, Rihanna, Britney Spears, basically anyone. And then, once their moms show them bollywood movies... Shah Rukh Khan, probably!

Oli's first would probably be Ray Toro from My Chemical Romance and also Zayn from One Direction.

Hannie did not have any celebrity crushes!

Hope this answered pretty well!! have an excellent day <3333

[garfieldstannie]

I posted 95 times in 2021

32 posts created (34%)

63 posts reblogged (66%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 2.0 posts.

I added 53 tags in 2021

#american horror story - 11 posts

#ahs - 7 posts

#ahs murder house - 5 posts

#heathers - 5 posts

#sarah paulson - 5 posts

#evan peters - 4 posts

#living with adhd - 4 posts

#ahs coven - 4 posts

#ahs 1984 - 4 posts

#ahs hotel - 4 posts

Longest Tag: 36 characters

#american horror story double feature

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

I'm a human of pattern.

All of my life I have been naturally drawn to male Youtube duos.

In 2013 I was a huge Rhett and Link fan.

In 2014 I was a classic Dan and Phil watcher.

In 2016/2017 I started watching Sam and Colby.

2018-2019 I was obsessed with the entire Trap house.

2020 was the year of Unus Annus for me.

Only God can save me now

20 notes • Posted 2021-04-10 05:12:12 GMT

#4

Characters and What Song/Artist I Associate Them With

J.D-Heathers:

-Hold On Till May~Pierce The Veil

-Just Like You~Falling In Reverse

-Creep~Radiohead

Stanley Barber-I Am Not Okay With This:

-Jack Stauber

-Growing Pains~COIN

-No Fun~Joji

Richie Tozier-IT:

-Pink Guy/Joji

-Lemon Demon

-Rex Orange County

Louise Belcher-Bob's Burgers:

-Ashnikko

-Pierce The Veil

-THAT BITCH~Bea Miller

Mabel Pines-Gravity Falls:

-Melanie Martinez

-HUNNY

-Conan Gray

35 notes • Posted 2021-05-09 03:27:13 GMT

#3

Me and my best friend both have ADHD so our phone calls are 10 hours along and consist of us interrupting each other and talking about what new or old thing we're obsessed with to an unhealthy amount.

40 notes • Posted 2021-07-06 04:26:58 GMT

#2

The Timeline of my ADHD Obsessions From The Past Year

January 2020:True Crime

February 2020:True Crime+Animal Crossing

March 2020:True Crime+Animal Crossing

April 2020:True Crime+Animal Crossing

May 2020:True Crime+ Animal Crossing

June 2020:True Crime+Animal Crossing

July 2020:Animal Crossing + Unus Annus

August 2020: Animal Crossing + Unus Annus

September 2020:Animal Crossing + Unus Annus

October 2020: Unus Annus+ Star Vs The Forces of Evil

November 2020:Unus Annus+ Star Vs The Forces of Evil

December 2020:Unus Annus+ Star Vs The Forces of Evil

January 2021: American Horror Story

February 2021: American Horror Story

March 2021: American Horror Story

April 2021: American Horror Story

May 2021: American Horror Story + Heathers(1989)

June 2021: American Horror Story + Heathers(1989)

July 2021:American Horror Story + Heathers(1989)

Honorable Mentions Include: The Amazing World of Gumball, Beetlejuice, Bob's Burgers, Steven Universe, etc.

47 notes • Posted 2021-07-12 16:05:02 GMT

#1

People Online I Love and Think Are Great Content Creators

-Jenna Marbles: Not Active As Of 2020

-Julien Solomita: Streams Gameplay and Cooks

-Danny Gonzalez: Commentary and Gaming

-Drew Gooden: Commentary

-Kurtis Connor: Commentary and Gaming

-Daniel Howell: Not Active As Of 2019

-Amazing Phil: No Genre

-Chris Klemens: No Genre

-Andrew Lowe: Primarily Cooking

-Jacksfilms: YIAY, YGS, JackAsk, etc.

-Bailey Sarian: True Crime and Makeup

-Ted Nivison: No Genre

-Charlie Slimecicle: Gaming

-Crankgameplays/Ethan Nestor: Gaming

-AcidMilk: Emo Thrift Store Hauls, Hair, etc.

-Jordan Cunningham: No Genre

71 notes • Posted 2021-06-08 19:02:38 GMT

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