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🐟🐟🌕🐟🐟🐟🐟 // swallowtail shiners // gouache on hot press paper

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spotify is Pissing me off so im just gonna locally download all my (2.7k......) songs. Cant give me ads if theyre local mp3s. bitch.

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Pussy is out it’s old news. So is cock. We need to come up with something new

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I hate that the "x reader" or "x Y/N" style of fanfic has become sooooo popular, partially because it's just not for me and partially because they clog general non-fic related tags and those authors seem allergic to the "read more" function on this website, but ALSO because I believe that you should have to go through the trouble of creating an absolutely batshit self-insert character, with a backstory that makes no sense and a name that doesn't really gel with the aesthetics of the universe. Legolas and Aragorn should be in a love triangle with Kylie, the angsty sixteen year old half-human half-elf and inexplicable tenth member of the Fellowship. Do the WORK. If everyone was doing "Y/N" nonsense back in the day, there would be no Ebony Dark'ness Dementia Raven Way, or probably Bella Swan. These are important women. They deserve to be named, confusingly and with no regard for the fictional world they inhabit.

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modesty

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Mike Smith, Addingham based printmaker

Wild Flower Meadow - Upper Wharfedale',

16 colour/hue, 40 x 30cm. reduction linoprint.

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Sketchbook ink characters

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my grubhub being delivered by a wizard or some sort of apostle

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combo tuesday

did a thursdaypost but just on neocities last week 8/28 so this one kinda short! I am comboing it for dreamwidth and tumblr. finally told my advisor that I need a crumb, a mote, a smidgen of attention from her and she was very amenable thank god

listening

started trueanon episodes on falun gong. banter made in a lab to appeal specifically to NY metro area listeners. hums the cellino and barnes theme song

new jim gordon must die!

apparently Franz Ferdinand will be in my area on tour this fall so I've been jamming to their newest album to decide if I'm going to buy a ticket (I think I am, I'm really enjoying it). a little more synth-heavy than some of their past albums. synth riff in The Doctor reminds me of Ghost lol. Favorite tracks: Audacious, Hooked, Build It Up, Night or Day, Tell Me I Should Stay, The Birds. I recognize that's six tracks out of an eleven track album so I'll call Hooked my favorite I think.

reading

studying my torah for yom kippur….I have memorized 3 out of 9 verses which isn't bad for the timeline I'm on right now

Mud and Canvas by StormsBreadth: MDZS larp AU! thanks B for the rec. it's a fuzzy feel-good one, definitely one of those AUs where you can tell the author is Deeply involved with the thing the AU is about a la Sasuke and the Ottowa housing authority.

in the last arc of Evil as Humans!

need to go to the library because I want to take out a hard copy of Greg Egan Blindsight

watching

a little more buffy

more apothecary diaries with boyf, like 4 episodes left of s2? I realized the other night we accidentally skipped episode 5 so we have to do a brief backtrack lol

playing

disco elysium is good, y'all. been playing with a friend. I like Joyce a lot and not just because she's a milf

I don't normally note down magic the gathering in here because it happens sporadically and is mostly just a vehicle to hanging out as opposed to being About The Game but we've been doing vintage cube draft and last game I actually put together a really good deck and beat the best player out of our friends…dark depths and vampire hexmage hashtag synergies

making

remember that little bowl from may? finally retrieved from kiln! she's adorable! the plan is to do this pattern on the inside (so sides and bottom I think) of a matcha bowl for a friend's birthday present.

very slowly drawing blobs on the inside of the matcha bowl for friend. I think it's a birthday gift so as long as it's done by Oct 19 I'm golden

eating

made the classic chicken rice with buttered onion from deb smittenkitchen. my thighs are on the small side so I had wayyy more rice/onion than chicken but that's alright, it freezes well

pasta and fried zucchini salad. really good. gonna make it again this week I think but using a big ass squash from my friend's garden instead of zucc. I don't have a food processor so it's not much of a "sauce" but I'm gonna see what I can do this week with a grater instead of haphazardly chopping.

made about 1/4-1/3 cup of ricotta cheese using some 2% milk that had gone off, just the old standard "heat to 180, add acid, stir, strain with cheesecloth", which I then used…

…to make another deb smittenkitchen eggplant involtini! I halved it and subbed in about 1/4 cup of cottage cheese for the last bit of the filling, and used a farmers market eggplant. yummy! definitely want a larger eggplant in the future though, some of my guys were verryyyy little

shocking no one, deb smittenkitchen number three: cucumber crunch salad with tofu. my new best friend shelf-stable block of silken tofu. cukes came from a friend's garden so they had more and larger seeds than I normally like but the dressing is divine, would be really good as a cold noodle dish as well.

made ginger and peach simple syrups! ginger went fine but I forgot about pectin in fruit so I accidentally candied peaches/some sort of peach jam…I did 2:1 sugar:water so it's so so so sweet. found a blog called 'southern fatty' to check something for the peach simple syrup recipe, which, what a blog name for a non fat person to use huh. but he accidentally fermented his peaches apparently. anyways. :|

otherwise fallow since Thursday. leftovers zone.

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My tar vase came outta the kiln!

I was so scared it would explode or the "drips" would break etc but it came out perfectly Phew. sadly my studio does NOT have a glossy black glaze like my old class so we settled for a satin matte black instead. It was lovely though, it smoothed out all the rough finishing i had (i'm sloppy lol) If you like this vase, you might like my spikey vase/jug too! (everyone says it looks like ferrofluid :') )

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I know things about Indianapolis that would curl your hair

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being self aware suuuucks like yeah this thought pattern/behavior is stupid and pointless and a symptom. i know this. [does it anyways

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dragging my ass to the office to compose my tuesdaypost

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25 years of ads peeled away

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i have the social grace of a newborn fawn taking its first stumbling steps into oncoming traffic