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adidegmez · 5 months ago

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spn s11 spoilers

s11 ep1(out of the darkness, into the fire)

crowley isnt dead he cant be. yes he is still alive. old dean is back. i love him he might be tough but he is sweet carina and kind and funny… sam is sick. baby has the mark!!and the darkness which makes sense.

s11 ep2(form and void)

A demon(king of hell) came for exorcism, perfect. poor jenna i liked her. im glad sam find the cure. cas will be better, hopefully.

s11 ep3(the bad seed)

Rowena is very short compared to Sam. Actually, everyone is much shorter than Sam, but I don't know, the height difference between the two is too much. Next to Sam, I would be like Rowena. he is too tall. Cas survived, finally.

s11 ep4(baby)

baby. baby is their home. baby is their happy place. i love seeing them happy. i needed seeing them happy, it was nice. john! werepire, i love dean so much. i would want to ride baby. if dean knew what she did he couldve killed her. this ep made me feel like i was with them in the baby. He shot the sheriff's deputy. ghoulpire:). The baby suffered as much as Dean and Sam. i thought we would see Chuck.

s11 ep5(thin lizzie)

finn wolfhard. I've never seen anything with him in it before but I know he's in Stanger Things and Ghostbusters. I didn't know we'd see him here. Len is a good guy. what happened to crowley?

s11 ep6(our little world)

cowley became an uncle but he acts like a father. dean and crowley they were bff's(in crowleys eyes). i hope they could still be friends. why didnt sam kill demons?

s11 ep7(plush)

i love donna. Sam is right to be afraid of clowns, by the way. is Charlie really dead? i still cant believe she is dead.

s11 ep8(just my imagination)

i knew about sully (because i saw spoilers,again). i thought this ep was going to be funny. and dean blames himself, again. dean is the best big brother. i kmow sam is dealing with something but all i can think about is dean. lucifer is coming, god isnt. The boys never found complete peace. They probably won't be able to access it until they die. I really want them to be happy but it seems impossible. Sometimes they have small happiness but it is not enough.

s11 ep9(o brother where art thou?)

amara finally became the darkness. if lucifer is in the cage where is michael/adam. hi luci. lucifer might be the most terrifying thing in this Show(especially in this episode). Dean should go to Sam as soon as possible. Did Rowena cast the spell wrong on purpose? Dean has to be there if Sam is going to say yes to Lucifer. If God comes, he will deserve every bad thing that happens to him. How many times was the world destroyed? He did not interfere with anything. he still doesn't interfere. Amara may be a little right, her brother betrayed her after all. Of course, there are parts where Lucifer is right. It's better if he doesn't come from now on. Where and what was he doing all this time?

s11 ep10(the devil in the details)

voicemail was funny. well, lucifer is not that terrifying now. but in cage he was. im not sure the darkness is the bad guy. i knew cas would be the vessel to lucifer someday but i didnt know it was today. wow. cas will be back(hopefully). rowena is dead im not upset. she really hates crowley. i hope lucifer can beat the darkness.

s11 ep11(into te mystic)

They had an deal but never followed it. But once Sam complied. Why? I still can't understand this. Dean was in purgatory. If he was in heaven, I would understand, sam would say Dean is in a good place and leave it, but Dean was in purgatory and suffered a lot. Why didn't Sam save him? dean is the vulnerable one. the darkness threw him off balance. and cas(lucifer) misha is so good. and jensen and dean he is georgeous. I can't take my eyes off him, most of the time I just look at Dean in every scene he is in. There are 4 seasons left and I want to see as much of him as possible.

s11 ep12(don't you forget about me)

jody and alex they deserved to be happy and they found eachother and now they are happy. and claire. dean and his love for food. claire is like a sister to winchesters, they are hilarious together. I miss the old plate, I still can't get used to the new one. I can't even say it's new anymore, but KAZ 2Y5 was different, idk. It was used for about 2 seasons, but I liked it more.

s11 ep13(love hurts)

dean has a death wish. what is he doing. why is he risking his life for others? well thats because this is who he is. still i want him safe. i didnt think dean would tell the truth to sam.

s11 ep14(the vessel)

i still cant believe Charlie is dead. misha is amazing. im scared. lucifer makes me anxious. well, at leat they kearned about lucifer. boys went through so much they still suffer, when can we just see them happy? i want cas back.

s11 ep15(beyond the mat)

dean was deppesed at the home but when he is on case, he is in a completely different mode. he sure knows how to hide his feelings. he does this perfect. Still, it makes me happy to see him happy. i love dean so much. sometimes he acts like a little boy(These scenes are one of my favorite scenes). i dont trust the demon who helped crowley. im glad he is out but i think lucifer wanted him out. did crowley really believed her? he looks disappointed. well, in the end he got away. dean:). The good characters on this show have all done something bad at least at some point in their lives. but they always tried to fix it. And that's what I love about this show.

s11 ep16(safe house)

i missed the old guys(They'd definitely be mad at me if they heard me call them old). i loved them so much. Why did the woman hide the scar on her daughter's leg and didn't tell the Winchesters? its really nice to see bobby and rufus again. dean is bobby, and sam is rufus it fits. sam and dean, of course they are bobby's boys. Dean was very confident that he would win rock paper scissors. but he still lost. Both of their facial expressions were perfect. dean is soft with kids. I love this side of him so much. i know winchesters will be safe, they'll beat the monsters but what if they cant this time. I assume bobby and dean saw each other since they were out of time in the nest. I'm glad bobby and dean were able to see each other again.

s11 ep17(red meat)

When we jumped to 48 hours ago, I thought we would only continue with that time. This time they chose a different narrative style. and i liked it. im gonna kill corbin. he killed sam. he cant be dead i know but still he killed him, well mabe he is dead, but he will come back. they always do. sheriff shot dean. sam how are you alive? i knew he wouldnt die that easy but dean checked he thought he was dead. how is he alive? i thought dean would try to contact crowley or even lucifer. wow sam was amazing. He killed 3 werewolves despite being seriously injured. and ran. dean didnt talked about billie because he knew sam would kill him for that. winchesters really do anything for the other one(exvcept one time sam didnt and i really cant undertstand why).

s11 ep18(hell's angel)

Why did Crowley kill that man? ruth conell! i knew we would see rowena again. but she is with the darkness. misha is amazing. lucifer is funny. Jimmy carries a demon, an angel and the devil inside him. he is really strong. of course you'll bring cas home. he'll come back. he has to.

s11 ep19(the chitters)

i thought jessie saved his brother in 19.. . at first i thought they were dean and sam. i think dean thought about john. when he was talking about revenge. I have many things to say about John, but I'm lazy right now. I can only say that I still don't hate John right now, I see that people in the fandom hate him a lot. revenge broke him. But he still tried to do good things for Dean and Sam. Most of the time he couldn't make it happen, but he tried and wanted it to happen. And I think that's enough not to hate him for now at least.

s11 ep20(don't call me shurley)

hi Chuck:) . i knew he would be god someday. but i don't know if he was God from the beginning or if God took his body in later times. i thought he would come in later seasons. i didnt think he would come this season. He spills beer on his shirt and irons it. perfect dean, perfect. metatron was good then power corrupted him. now whe is trying to convince god to save people. he is right. i think i like him more than chuck(god). Was Chuck just an act from the beginning? This is what I can understand from here. Metatron defends humanity. I guess he always loved humanity. especially their work. Was Sam having the amulet from the beginning?!! i dont know what to think about chuck. He could have done so much, he could have prevented so many bad things, but he didn't. only now intervened When there is no hope left. and again dean and sam was suffering. they almost died again. i think metatron saved the earth.

s11 ep21(all in the family)

kevin!!!!! the pain in deans eyes… donnt cofuse me with your dad … at least john winchester tried to protect his kids. Chuck did nothing and He still wouldn't have done anything if it wasn't for Metatron. He would let everything disappear. Did Chuck's hand shake when Sam was talking about Amara fog, or was it just me? yes, the mutant Ninja turtle:). i love dean so much. i know i say this a lot but these scenes make me so happy. I wish Dean treated Chuck the way Percy Jackson treated Zeus. There is Poseidon to protect Percy, but no one can save Dean from Chuck (except Amara, but Dean prefers Chuck to Amara), so he tries to show respect. rip metatron. he sacrificed himself for the universe. i knew Chuck would save them. Because who else could save them? father son Reunion.

s11 ep22(we happy few)

Chuck and lucifer I can't stop laughing. Chuck know his son well. boys dont know what to do. I think the Winchesters are reviewing their lives right now. From simple monster hunting, they fell into the middle of the drama between God and Lucifer. lucifer is a teenager. Of course, Crowley is trying to take advantage of the situation. Chuck is acting like a mom. The apology scene is so good, especially the part where Dean and Sam explain the apology is my favorite. lucifer is happy now. he got his apology. Of course Sam is trying to sacrifice himself. It was going to be either Dean or Sam anyway, but since Amara and Dean had a bond, this job was left to Sam. i dont think ucifer s permanently dead. he'll retur probably. did she just kill god?! what happened to crowley? Did he only hit Amara once? i cant think anyone that could save them now.

s11 ep23(alpha and omega)

carry on gains more and more meaning every season. i love it so much. cas is back! cas is their brother and i like it. Did only the Man of Letter members in America die? Are there still other members in other countries? Dean's imitation of Rowena was very good and funny. amara is just confused. her brother betrayed her because of who she is. this really feels like the end. i know its not but still it was never like this. this Show is always about family, especially siblings. there is always dean and sam then Michael and lucifer now god and the darkness. its really beautiful. i like this ending. i knew mary was coming back(i saw spoilers, again) and i know that this isnt good. she should've stayed dead(like dean and sam remebered her). sam isnt dead. he cant be. Charlie didnt come back i still cant believe she is dead. I don't think I will ever believe it. even mary retuned why cant she.

#supernatural #dean winchester #sam winchester #castiel #bobby singer #crowley #lucifer #rufus turner #chuck #rowena

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youbutstupid · 8 months ago

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IK Gideon's a bit of a controversial topic when it comes to Spencer but I really wish we'd gotten more 1-on-1 with them while Mandy was still there. A lot of little instances of Gideon guiding Reid happen so naturally and he sort of looks at him like 'That's my freakishly smart boy' - or or or when they're the only two that understand one another when it comes to certain niche topics. I know we get them playing chess, but I think more intense analysis scenes with the two of them firing off each other would've been wild to see because despite how much they revere Spencer's brains I think they under utilise him a lot...like I feel maybe that was done to balance out screen time and on-screen tasks for all characters but if this guy's supposed to be a genius they really don't call on him enough

This is so true. Whilst I do disagree with Gideon letting Reid onto the force, I wish we could’ve explored their dynamic more because even when I disagree with Gideon, I do love him and I loved their relationship.

It’s like when we see this article in 4x07:

We get the tiniest glimpse into how Gideon actually views Reid and it’s with a lot of admiration. It would’ve been so amazing if we would have been able to see that side of him more; to see him explore Reid’s mind and knowledge and get to know it.

And you’re 100% right, a scene where we could’ve seen them use eachother’s knowledge to boost eachother would’ve been so amazing to watch and it’s so upsetting that we didn’t get it

#criminal minds #spencer reid #jason gideon #to me they’re less father and son and more grandad and son #reminds me of me and my grandad

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kinmokusei-stars · 11 months ago

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Kouko's parents!

(And their main guard I keep mentioning her being emotionally attached to) I'll probably give them more regal noble outfits down the line, but for now I just wanted a solid base design for each to build off of! ^^

In order, we have her father, Mitsu, her mother, Fubuki, and Tenryu, who's essentially her unspoken second dad (I told you in the last post that we'd get to this LMAO)

Mitsu was Kouko's dad, a gentle and elegant nobleman. Though he was tall as hell, (Kouko definitely got it from him LMAO) he was elegant and well dressed, and honestly probably one of the nicest people you'd ever meet. With how prosperous his little kingdom was at the time, you could really tell just how much care and love he put into everything he did. He enjoyed practicing takagari, and was known to have large spanning gardens. Though he was a bit of a worrywart, he did his best to remain calm and polite, though every now and then his hands would start to shake from anxiety. The fact his parents decided to arrange for him to marry Fubuki when he came of age is insane, but how incredibly well the arrangement went is even more shocking.

Fubuki was Kouko's mom, an absolutely frigid woman, who tended to be harsh and fiery. She was known to be a brutal child to deal with growing up, being left to servants and soldiers to look after a majority of the time, and though she seemed to mellow with age, she still has the worst case of resting bitch face, sometimes even when she's happy. It's possible that if she didn't have Mitsu and Tenryu to chill her out, she likely would've ended up becoming a villainous queen. BUT, she's actually very caring about her family, and her temper is much more flexible with her daughters, Mitsu, and Tenryu then near everybody else. Her family were the only people who ever saw her soft side, and that shone through and both Mitsu and Tenryu would vouch that she's a sweetheart, which never failed to bizarre.

And tough Tenryu, The main family guard and Kouko's mentor. He was a sage, and extremely loyal soldier. He was kind, and though he was serious and intense when needed, most of the time he was just polite, calm, and lighthearted. Very much dad jokes and hair ruffles when he wasn't on duty.

And, in secret, he was Mitsu and Fubuki's third love. I told you we'd get back to the whole father's sword thing LMAO Away from the public eye, the three were near always together if Tenryu wasn't actively working, and they were honestly all essentially soulmates. How fate aligned so perfectly for them to find eachother, nobody knows. Tenryu was Fubuki's best friend when they were both teenagers, and he balanced her out from the start, being level headed and extremely calm. Out of the three of them, Tenryu was always the most grounded, later on easing Mitsu's anxiety, and from the start mellowing Fubuki's intense flame.

When the arrangement came for Fubuki to marry Mitsu, they both joked about it a lot to try and ease their mutual anxiety over the matter. Fubuki dreading marrying some random nobleman, and Tenryu worrying about who his best friend will be in the hands of for the rest of her life. It turns out they were extremely lucky, and Mitsu was a sweetheart and a half. Though that piqued both Fubuki, and Tenryu's interest in him, and as friends do, they got playfully competitive over little things to try and impress him. Nothing intense or involving malice, just them being silly best friends and liking the same boy. Even if they both knew the endgame was inevitably Fubuki marrying Mitsu, Tenryu definitely lightheartedly hinted at his interest towards him, and she didn't mind at all, even if she lightheartedly poked fun at him for it.

Though Fubuki and Mitsu fell into their roles as a married couple quite easily, there was just that lingering feeling of something being missing. After long enough, and Tenryu devoting himself to protecting them both, it essentially clicked into place. Fubuki and Tenryu only fell in love after they had both connected with Mitsu, and after that it was essentially bliss, even if they had to keep things hush hush about them three.

These three have some deep symbolic connections with Kouko that I'll go into later on, but don't expect to see these guys often since they're dead when Kouko's story kicks off, but they'll definitely be mentioned from time to time!

#inuyasha oc #Inuyasha fancharacter #anime oc #anime art #inuyasha fanart #inuyasha fanfiction #fancharacter #fan character #original character #fan oc #my artwork #my art #digital art #oc refs

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scrollonso · 5 months ago

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~ For the ask game ~

F1 - 23, 46, 66

MotoGP - 2, 5, 7, 8

Throwing a lot at you because I want to know your opinion on everything mootie 💕

23: weirdest f1 ship you've read a fic about?

well i've read some really taboo ones... gulp. 😺 most of the time its weird age gaps or messed up dynamics that make it weird, not the ship itsself

46: if you were in f1 what racing number would you have?

23!! sorry alex 😿

66: if you had to add a track in a country of you choice, which country would it be?

czechia!! obvi 😼

2: rosquez or pedrenzo?

i dont know enough abt pedrenzo to choose them over rosquez but from what ive seen theyre cuties 😽

5: would you rather drive a f1 car or a motogp bike?

i have the weakest neck in the world so i think id die as soon as i got in an f1 car, i might last a lap on a motogp bike..?

7: if you were in motogp who would like as a teammate?

probably maro! i feel like we'd balance eachother out well. like him and bez

8: if you were in motogp which team colors would you look better in? (not which team you like)

probably aprilia because its black.. 😭 i also love last years vr46 leathers

#this distracted me from the fact im IN HELL RIGHT NOW #thank you mootie 😻#kats chattin shit

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rossithepixie · 6 months ago

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hiiii i’ve come to ask ab your f/os!! (:

with whoever you wanna talk about, how did you meet? what troupes would you use to describe your relationship?

Hiii! Thanks for stopping by! Ahhh I have so many I could talk about!

A lil background for my genshin self is that I'm a dendro healer! (A catalyst user too and i made all these headcanons before i really knew much of anything about baizhu so oops)

Kaeya: So kaeya and I actually meet when we're still just children! Classic childhood friends to lovers. We meet when his dad stops by my mother's art gallery after it just opened in mondstadt. Little Diluc and Kaeya are with him and when I come rushing in with a bundle of flowers to give my mom and I bump straight into Kaeya knocking us both over. After some fussing and profuse apologies and quiet scolding from my mother I give Kaeya one of the flowers as an apology. giving eachother flowers becomes a lifelong tradition for the two of us. I do move away for a while due to tragedy and live in Sumeru for several years and attend the akademiya. We meet again when there's joint expedition between a group i'm helping lead that's working with Albedo. Kaeya just happened to come along with him. It's a bit emotional and we'd both changed in a lot of ways but we still pick up where we left off fairly well (this also opens the door for the polyship i sometimes have with him and albedo)

Kaveh/Alhaitham: This one is newer and I've only just started realizing this is a polyship of mine. Kaveh and I are incredibly similar (and truly the only way we'd work in a healthy way is if we had Alhaitham to balance us out) We meet at a cafe, or rather just outside of it. While in the cafe' I'd notice him focused on his own work and while glancing at him my fingers itched for my pencil. I sketched him and when he got up to leave I made a snap decision to leave as well. Tucking away my art supplies in my bag and putting my drawing pad under my arm. I grab my umbrella in a rush hoping i can still catch up to him.

I'm lucky that day because it's raining and he's forgotten his umbrella. He's just standing under the awning of the cafe looking frustrated when I hold my umbrella out. I tell him if he's not going too far i can walk with him. He's surprised and after some back and forth of us being overly polite and not wanting to inconvenience the other he accepts my offer and I walk him home. The whole time i'm thinking of the portrait under my arm.

It's not until we've started to say goodbye and he's got one foot in the door to his and alhaitham's home that I stop him and nervously offer him the portrait. Apologizing and saying I hope he doesn't find it too odd. He looks surprised as he holds the portrait and looks at it. After all there aren't many active artists in sumeru given what old akadimiya leadership was like.

I'm so nervous that before he can say much of anything i apologize and quickly say my goodbyes just as a curious alhaitham steps into view. Before Kaveh can stop me I'm already dashing off into the rain. I have no idea who it was that I just gifted a portrait to but luckily my own name is signed onto the back, all but ensuing this would not be our last meeting.

#the pixie speaks #I almost wrote one for scara as well but this was already getting long!

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n3onwraith · 2 years ago

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EVIL DEAD RISE WAS SO GOOD?????????? I HAVE SO MANY THEORIES AND IDEAS AND OUGHHHHH

SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT

ME?? OVERANALYZING THE 4 MOVIES AND SPINOFFS WE HAVE TO COME UP WITH AN ENTIRE PLOTLINE FOR 5 MOVIES AND POTENTIAL SEQUELS??? NOOOOO...

ANYWAYS

SO THEY SAID THERE WERE 3 BOOKS??? MAKES SENSE, IN THAT ONE PICTURE THEY WERE TAKING THE GUYS FACE AND BOTH SIDES OF HIS CHEST, DEF ENOUGH FOR A BOOK COVER. AND THAT DOESNT MESS WITH THE ORIGINAL CONTINUITY AT ALL EITHER!!!

NOW, IDEAS. THIRD BOOK. PROBABLY SOUTH EAST BECAUSE WE ALREADY HAVE WISCONSIN AND CALI, MY GUESS IS SWAMPLAND TO COUNTERACT THE FOREST AND BIG CITY! MAYBE LOUISIANA, FLORIDA, MISSISSIPPI, ALABAMA OR SOUTH TENNESSEE?? PLUS, ROOM FOR EXTRA CREEPY SHIT.

I THINK THEYRE GONNA DO A SEQUEL, PREFERABLY NAMED EVIL DEAD RISE AGAIN, AND I THINK BETH'S KID WILL EITHER BE IMMUNE OR A DEMON WITH LITTLE IN BETWEEN. I THINK THEYLL DO AT LEAST ONE MORE MOVIE IF NOT TWO. OR THEY KILL OFF THE KID FOR THE ASH EFFECT WHO KNOWS. ANYWAYS.

SOUTHERN PERSON HAS A MOVIE. WE ALREADY HAVE A THEME OF LOSING SISTERS SO LETS KEEP THAT GOING Y'KNOW? BETH IS PREGNANT AND HAS HER NIECE, ASH HAS HIW WHOLE DEAL, SO I THINK SOUTHERNER WILL EITHER BE A SINGLE FATHER OR A LITERAL CHILD TO BALANCE OUT THIS FUCKED UP FAMILY OF DEMON FIGHTERS. SOUTHERNER WOULD PROBABLY BE A FARMER OF SORTS

ALSO, SOUTHERN SWAMPS ARE THE PERFECT OPPORTUNITY TO BOTH ADD FUCKED UP STALKER DEMONS AND ANIMALISTIC TRAITS. A POSSESSED GATOR TEARING SOMEONE APART IN A DEATH ROLL AND MINUTES LATER THE PERSON WALKS OUT OF THE WATER PULLING THEMSELVES BACK TOGETHER??? HELLO??? PLUS YOU COULD DO A FACELESS VILLAIN SITUATION FOR MOST OF IT! WE'D ALL LOGICALLY KNOW WHO IT WAS, BUT ITD BE SUSPENSEFUL.

ANYWAYS. ANOTHER TRILOGY. YADA YADA. EITHER CASSIE AND BETH'S KID SURVIVE TILL THE END OR ARE KILLED OFF IN THE ASH EFFECT IDK. BETH'S THIRD MOVIE COULD BE HER HEARING ABOUT ASH THROUGH THE NEWS WHILE TRAVELING THE COUNTRY TO ESCAPE THE LAW, AND TRYING TO FIND HIM BECAUSE THE RADIO COULD PLAY SOME OF HIS POLICE INTERVIEW WHERE HE TALKS ABOUT THE POSSESSION.

PERFECT WAY TO END THE SERIES WOULD BE A TWO PART MOVIE. ONE HALF IS THEM FINDING EACHOTHER AND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO DESTROY THE BOOKS AND KEEP THEMSELVES ALIVE NOW THAT THREE DIFFERENT TYPES OF DEMONS ARE AFTER THEM. THE OTHER HALF IS THEM ACTUALLY GOING TO DESTROY THEM

I THINK THEYD HAVE TO GO TO WHEREVER SUMERIAN WAS WRITTEN (I'm an idiot sorry) AND DESTROY THEM THERE, BUT ANOTHER ALTERNATIVE WOULD BE NYC OR THE MIDDLE OF THE COUNTRY (or Ohio.) THEN THERES THREE PATHS I COULD SEE IT GOING.

1. BOOKS COMBINE INTO ONE BIG BOOK AND ITS AN ALL OUT BLOODBATH. THE KIDS OR ASH ARE THE ONES WHO FINISH IT ONCE AND FOR ALL

2. BOOKS ARE DESTROYED, BUT WERE KEEPING SOMETHING WORSE SEALED AWAY. EPIC BATTLE ENSUES OR ANOTHER TRILOGY IDK

3. BOOKS ARE DESTROYED AND THAT APPEARS TO BE THE END OF IT (maybe have a zombie hand pop out of the ground like on the OG first cover?? callback??)

ANYWAYS SORRY FOR THAT

#you cannot handle the uber instinct of my uber autism. observe #ash vs evil dead #dead by dawn #evil dead rise #evil dead 2 #evil dead #evil dead rise spoilers

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pacifymebby · 1 year ago

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my big three

aquarius sun, cancer rising, aries moon

loved loved loved this idea you had!!

🪽 same sun sign as Matt Berninger from the National!!! Every aquarius I know is like, a little bit weird (in a good way) like, there's something a little awkward about them, non conformist. Often having some kind of existential crisis.

🐇 I say this half in jest but I don't know a single cancer who doesn't look like they're on the brink of tears at any given moment? Not necessarily super sad tears but just, watery eyes haha.

🪽 I say this less in jest but like, sensitive af... Not as in easily wounded but very empathetic (cancer) and sensitive to a general vibe, like that weird static in the air at certain times of day?

🐇 I kind of mean like, aquarius Sun picks up on that weird vibe and Cancer Rising understands that weird vibe. Like if it wasn't for your cancer rising you'd be in tune to the vibe but you wouldn't understand it or know what to do with it?

🪽 "you wait around in a conversation while I start stumbling through it" is a Matt Berninger lyric which gives crazy aqusrius vibes to me.

🐇like if you walk into a room and there's a weird silence you probably choke up and then either walk straight back out wordlessly or say something seemingly totally irrelevant and then leave abruptly.

🪽 something really dreamy and other worldly about you, like when sunlight dances and refracts through water?

🐇Aries moon probably sets off that non conformist aquariusness, going against the grain might come quite naturally too you, your Aries moon makes you brave enough to flourish as a weird air sign haha.

🪽 we would get on probably quite well, your cancer rising would go so hard with my Taurus sun and ice always been super fond of strange little aie signs haha (I promise I mean that in a loving way, I mean strange as in left of center, ally sheedy in breakfast club) your Aries moon and my leo moon would probably be wonderful and terrible all at once, we'd understand each others passionate nature, how much every matters to one another but also we would have no sense of balance and we'd make eachother worse <3

#layla talks shit about astrology

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inner-visionz · 1 year ago

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Chapter 3

It's been a month since I've moved into Kong and things have been stagnant. 2D and I avoid each other like the plague. At first if we somehow ended up alone in the same room we'd just give eachother a small sad glance then separate without a word. The only time we hung out was when we were doing demos. We always had fun singing together but we wouldn't dare talk about anything other than small talk.

It made Murdoc and I closer though. We'd hang out in the studio to make changes to the demos or just bullshit around. We'd also hang out in each other's room and talk about our weird spiritual experiences. He started to teach me how to play bass, he was impressed with how quickly I caught on. One night he got so drunk that he spilled his heart about his awful childhood. Murdoc turned into my best friend.

Except he rudely reminded me that he's actually insane by kidnapping our new drummer, Russel Hobbs. FORTUNATELY, for Murdoc he liked the demos and decided to stay. Then he invited Paula to be our guitarist. I wasn't happy about it, but I never questioned it. We did get a demo called Ghost Train done though and it sounded pretty good.

Recently, 2D would come in the kitchen while I cooked and silently stand in the corner to see what I was making. However, I noticed he'd lose his balance more often, slur his words, and would forget things very easily. I started to suspect that he was misusing his pain meds. But I could never get a chance to talk to him about it.

He couldn't be in there longer than 3 minutes without Paula barging in. He'd immediately pretend to look around for whatever random item then leave with her.

I'm sitting at my desk listening to music and sketching as I always do when I have free time. Blue Monday by New Order came on when someone barges through my door and slams it closed. I jump up out of my chair to see a very devastated and pissed off 2D. His cheeks are red from constantly wiping his tear stained face. His eyes were also very puffy. I immediately turn off my radio to listen to whatever is wrong.

"Y/n..she and Murdoc", he can't finish his sentence before his bottom lip starts quivering and he begins sobbing again. I feel so bad for him I've never seen him act like this. But I also feel awkward because I don't know how he likes to be comforted.

I decide to do what I'd want. I carefully pull his hands away from his face and sit him on the bed. I sit beside him and slowly pull his head to my chest so he can refuse if he wants. He doesn't resist to this in fact he almost lunges for it. I lay down with him on top of me as he cries into my chest. He starts to hold me tight so I do the same back.

"It's okay, you can tell me whenever you can", I say reassuringly.

He takes a deep shaky breathe then sniffles. "She..cheated on me with Murdoc", he says with his voice still quivering.

"I'm so sorry 2D". I say softly in his ear.

2d stays silent and just holds me tighter. I take a deep breathe and relax more so I can enjoy his presence again. Before I moved in We'd always give eachother hugs and be platonically touchy, we never did this though. He feels so warm against me. I lay my hand on his head then start to play with his hair as I feel his soft, messy, blue locs go between my finger tips. His breathing starts to slow down so I unintentionally match my breathing with his. The sniffles slowly comes to a stop signaling that he's stopped crying.

He sighs, "I missed you so much y/n", He says breaking the silence.

"I missed you too, I think Sherbert missed you as well", I say trying to lighten the mood a bit.

He gives me a half chuckle, "Really? I think I missed the little bunny too", he sits up and gives me a small smile. I was so focused on consoling 2D that I'd forgotten how touch starved I am. I desperately want to pull him back to me to fill the whole in my chest of not having any type of physical affection in so long. I dont want to get attached to anyone that shows me the slightest bit of it though. So I smile back so he doesn't suspect anything is wrong.

He looks beside me and reaches his hand out to pat Sherbert on the head. I get a big grin on my face from seeing him do that.

"Ah, I missed seeing that grin", he sighs, "I'm sorry I avoided you, but I could tell you were doing the same".

"It's okay I understand", I say.

He frowns and his breathing starts to get faster, "No you dont", he stands up and starts to pace my room, "I avoided you because I was..I", He groans angerly, "She thought I was in love with you, she thought I was cheating or was going to cheat on her FOR YOU! She couldn't see that you're a guy, I'm not gay or bi! I think?", he shakes his head ignoring his own question, "I..I ignored you for her, I ignored my friend for her because I loved her and I wanted her to believe that. Then she does what she didn't want me to do!", he vents angerly with tears in his eyes.

I get up and go over to him and wipe his tears away with my thumbs. "It's okay I forgive you, I avoided you because..I didn't want her to force you to make a choice, I knew you'd pick her and I didn't want to lose my first best friend I made here".

He wipes his eyes to get rid of the last bit of tears and sighs, "Do you want to do something together? I don't care what we do just get me out of this building. We're over due to hangout anyway".

I beam with excitement. "I know the perfect place! You've been so deprived of my weirdness for so long you need a refresher", I say in a joking manner.

He smiles, "I wouldn't want it any other way".

I feel pink dust my cheeks at his comment. "Well go get dressed I'll be here getting ready myself", I tell him.

He nods and leaves my room. I turn my radio back on and go to my closet to scan for outfits. I rummage through all my shirts and settle on a Dracula t shirt, then grab a pair of black jeans with giant wholes in them. I get dressed and put on fishnets under my jeans. I attach two chains, one for each hip, onto my jeans. I grab my black platforms and quickly zip them up. Then I go to my mirror that I had propped up against the wall, it's also decorated with worms on a string, to start teasing up my hair to make it look very messy. I then put on my white foundation (if that's not your skin tone do your normal makeup) with smudged eyeliner. I put in my small vampire fang tooth caps before I put on my dark red lipstick. I put on my black leather trench coat and look at myself in the mirror.

I look creepy and dead, perfect. I grab my coffin backpack and turn off my radio before leaving my room to see if 2D is ready.

I go to his bedroom door and knock. I hear a soft come in so I open the door. I see 2D sitting on the bed in a plain white tee and jeans with black boots. He looks so hurt and lost that he doesn't look up at me.

"Buddy you're gonna stick out like a sore thumb", I say trying to brighten his mood.

He looks up at me and his eyes get wide, "Oh I'M the one that's gonna stick out?"

"Come with me you're getting a gothic make over", I smirk.

He smirks back at me and walks over. "I hope you plan on biting me with those in", he flirts.

"Can't believe I missed the flirting" I roll my eyes as I take him back to my room. We walk in and I tell him to sit on the bed while I get an outfit for him. I skip over to my closet and grab a plain black shirt with a pair of half black and red jeans that are too big on me without a belt.

"Okay get dressed", I say as I throw the clothes beside him. He looks them over and shrugs. I turn around while he changes then when he's done I look him up and down. "Hmm we need to do something with your hair", I say.

"My hair?"

"Yes, go sit in front of the mirror", I command in a light tone. He obliges so I get behind him and start to tease his hair up. I get the hairspray and warn him to close his eyes so I could spray. I glance in the mirror and see him looking at me through the mirror smiling. Once I'm done I stand up and admire my little goth creation.

2D stand up and looks at himself in the mirror, "I look ridiculous", he says bluntly.

"But you don't even have the cherry on top yet!" I exclaim. I grab my black leather jacket with spikes on the shoulders and hand it to him with a big grin. He takes it and puts it on.

"I guess it's a bit better, I still look like a dandy though", he says as he studies himself in the mirror.

"You could've told me no, I know it's not everyone's style", I say.

"It made you happy didn't it? I like that small things make you really happy, your grin is adorable". He says with a soft smile.

"Then you're gonna love where we're going", I smile back at him and grab his hand to lead him out of the room. We go to the living room and see Murdoc tending to his bloody, broken nose on the floor. Russel is sitting in the chair with his elbow on the arm rest supporting his head, with a very cross expression and Paula is sitting anxiously on the couch.

"Ah, y/n mind doing me a fav-", he notices 2D beside me and cuts himself off. "Nevermind".

"Oh I'm not doing shit for you for a while. However, you could earn 3 forgiveness points if you cough up your card and buy us drinks", I smirk.

He sighs and digs into his pocket to pull out his wallet and hand me his card. He tells me the pin then goes back to tending his wounds. "You're lucky I have a bit of a soft spot for you", he mumbles to himself, "Just don't put me in the negatives".

"2D I'm so sorry could you ever forgive me.." I hear Paula plead but her voice drops when she sees us holding hands. I forgot I still had a hold of his hand. Her face turns red and I swear I see her shake a bit. "I fucking knew it!"

I'm about to open my mouth but 2D says something before I do.

"Can we go now y/n?" He asks in an irritated voice. He completely ignores Paula and just keeps his eyes on me. I nod as I shove Murdoc's card in my pocket and lead him out of the building. There's a full moon out which lights our way in the darkness. The chill air hits my face which makes me shudder a little.

I can feel him start to shake so I squeeze his hand and trace circles with my thumbs. After my first time consoling him I learned he responds better to touch.

"You know, it kind of rubbed me the wrong way when you offered some forgiveness to Murdoc" he says.

"I'll be blunt with you, I put more of the blame on Paula but I'm absolutely not saying he's not to blame either. I just look at it as she was the one that let him in. Murdoc is a dick for not respecting a relationship and I'll always defend you on that and I'm not saying I'm not pissed at him myself. BOTH are to blame I just blame her more".

"I'm not exactly seeing your point here and right now I don't care to".

I shrug, "That's okay, I just wanted to explain myself so you wouldn't think that I'm being a cunt", I sigh as I think for a second, "Maybe it was a dick move on my part I'm really sorry".

He rolls his eyes, "You think?" He grumbles.

Okay he's getting cranky so I'll just stop talking for right now. I don't realize that we're still holding hands until I let go of him to grab my cigarettes and lighter from my coat pocket. I light a cigarette and watch the smoke go in all directions. I put everything back then shove my hand in my pocket while my right hand holds the cigarette.

This gives 2D the opportunity to light his own as I hear the flick of his lighter. I don't notice that he's looking at me because I'm too busy admiring how the cemetery looks in the moonlight. I look back to my right and see that 2D has his hand out. I look at it with a puzzled expression.

"Give me your hand back", he says. I switch my cigarette to my other hand and put my hand in his. "Just because I'm in a sour mood doesn't mean I want you to stop", he says as he takes a hit on his cigarette. He stops walking abruptly, making me stumble backwards because he has a hold of my hand. He pulls me closer to him and looks down at me.

"I'm sorry I snapped at you, I shouldn't have taken out some of my frustrations on you", he says softly.

"Don't worry about it, I understand besides you can take your frustrations out on his card", I smile.

He smiles, "Right, and what was his one rule again?"

"Oh something about definitely put it in the negatives because I deserve it", I laugh.

He laughs with me as we continue walking into town. We walk in comfortable silence on our way to our destination. We stop at the door and I turn to him.

"Are you ready to have fun, blow some dick bag's money, AND see me be a weirdo?"

"Ah you had me at watching you be a weirdo", he smirks.

"Amazing, what is it you redcoats say? Golly good carry on?" I joke.

He cringes so hard he shudders, "Disgusting, no on the East side we say howay mate let's go splashing out maybe we do a bit of snogging after", he smirks.

"I only understood one word of that but I'll agree", I say as we walk to the door.

"You just agreed to make out with me after we spend all of the money", he chuckles deeply.

My face turns bright red and gets hot but I just roll my eyes as we walk in.

"Welcome to your first goth club".

We're welcomed with loud music and almost everything is black except the red velvet couches in the lounge area and stools at the bar. It's decently busy here with other people dressed in a similar manner as us. It used to be the only place where I didn't feel like an outcast, but now Kong is also on that list.

I bring 2D to the bar and we sit beside each other. I tell the bar tender that I want the most expensive drink that I can't taste the alcohol in and 2D just asks for the most expensive. We get our drinks and I almost immediately drink half of mine because it just tastes like juice.

"Alright let me tell you the routine on how to have fun without throwing up and wanting to die the next morning", I say turning towards him.

He raises an eyebrow, "Routine?"

"Yes it's foolproof. So, we drink all of our first round, then we dance for a bit so we don't drink too much while sitting down or we'll fall on our ass when we stand up, come back to the bar and have another round, after the second round we drink some water then go get food", I explain.

"What if I drink more than what the routine allows me to?"

"Then you won't want to do the best part of the night", I say.

"And what's that?" He asks as he takes a drink.

"Going home to smoke and watch a movie of your choice", I chirp as I suck down the last of my drink.

"I'm not saying that doesn't sound fun but how is that the beat part?" He asks.

I giggle from feeling a bit buzzed. I'm a bit of a light weight and I sucked down the drink pretty fast. "There's no better feeling than having a fun night out, then going home drunk but not TOO drunk and smoke in a very cozy bed with movies. But it'll be even more fun now that I have someone to do it with. You know what I mean?", I grin.

He looks even more confused. "No, no I don't".

"Ah yeah..I forget I don't exactly have the typical type of thinking sometimes", I stand up and begin to feel light on my feet, "That drink was a bit stronger than I thought".

2D laughs quietly, "What? Can't handle your alcohol?" He says finishing his drink.

"Nope, I learned that the hard way, that's why I have the routine", I state.

2d stands up and stretches a bit, "I've got a good buzz going on, but I'm not much of a dancer".

"That's the fun thing about goth clubs, you don't have to be good, you just have to have fun and they'll think you're good!" I exclaim excitedly.

2d smiles at my excitement and follows me to the dance floor. Space and Time by VNV Nation starts to play.

"Just follow my lead, this is one of my favorites". I stand in front of him as the intro starts then once the beat drops I jump from side to side with a big smile on my face. It gets a bit faster which signals me to add my arms, I move them up and down opposite of where I'm jumping. 2D rolls his eyes playfully and starts to copy me.

"Okay here's where things get a bit different", I yell so he can hear me as the lyrics start. I close my eyes with my hand on my chest and move my shoulders side to side as I lean back. I snap back up and slightly shudder like I was hit with a small volt of electricity.

"Gothic dancing is all about the flow, just be a graceful zombie. Shouldn't be too hard for you, yeah?" I smirk. I do more flowy dances and he copies me. I cycle through my flow dances and jumping around.

2D has the biggest smile on his face from dancing and watching me. It almost seems like he forgot why he was sad in the first place.

The song ends and we're both a bit out of breath. "You wanna smoke then do that second round?" I ask, catching my breath.

"Yeah, if you can handle it", he says as we walk outside and hang out by the entrance. We both light a cigarette and start to take hits.

"2D I don't think I've ever thanked you properly for calming me down, words are hard when I'm like that", I say as I stare up at the moon and stars.

"It's okay, you don't have to say anything. I felt like I had to in a way. I did a shit job at keeping Paula from touching Sherbert and I made a promise to you", he says as he takes a long drag.

"I don't blame you for that, but I don't know there was something about what you said and how you just knew that letting me know my bunny wasn't hurt would make me stop seeing red, it felt..really nice", I ramble as the alcohol starts talking.

He smiles, "I'm glad I could help".

We stand in silence as we finish our smoke and put them out. We go back in and sit at the bar to get another round. We order the same thing as last time.

I get through half of my drink before I cut myself off. 2D finishes his and started to get giggly and a little wobbly so I cut him off and got us some water. We both have Two glasses before we leave to get pizza. 2D takes me to a little store that sells huge slices. We make sure that the place is more expensive beings we aren't the ones paying for it. We walk and eat at the same time to a gas station to get snacks for movie night at home. We grab some bags of chips and soda then go to the counter to pay for it. We grab the bags then check to see how much money was left on Murdoc's card. It's at negative one so we cheer a little.

We finally make it home so I hand 2D the snacks to go to his room while I give Murdoc his card and grab the bong. I walk to his bedroom and knock on the door.

"What?" I hear him groan.

"It's me, I came back to give you your card", I reply.

"Come in then", his voice softens. I walk in and see him lying on the bed with ice on his nose. I reach into my pocket and hand him his card. He takes it and sets it beside him on the bed. "How far in the whole am I?"

"Negative one dollar", I grin.

He chuckles lightly, "Yeah I should've saw that coming", he says then awkwardly looks away from me.

I can't help but question it. This isn't like him to be so…quiet and distant. He's the type to be all up in your face no matter the situation. I had a feeling in my chest that he wanted to talk.

"You look like you want to say something so spit it out old man", I say and cross my arms

"Damn you and your stupid witchy shit", he mumbles and sits up as he takes the ice off his nose, "I want to make one thing clear, I don't give a fuck about what other people think of me, I don't care that 2D hates me and I don't regret my actions..", he trails off, "But I SLIGHTLY care about what you think of me, I've taken a liking to you, not in that way but you're the one person I can tolerate for a whole day..and I don't want to lose that", he rolls his eyes, "I feel like a stupid kid that's desperate to be loved and safe and I'll cling to anything that provides that". He pours his heart out then groans in annoyance.

"STOP DOING THAT WITCHY SHIT TO MAKE ME POUR MY DARKEST SECRETS!" He yells at me.

"I'm not doing anything, that's just me I've had strangers vent about their horrible childhoods to me but I'll give you some advice," I put my hand on his head and he glinches at first then look at him, "You are a child that wants to feel loved and safe, I can see right past your bullshit and know you're just a scared little boy that wants to be loved, I don't hate you but I'll make sure your shitty behavior has consequences, so no weed from me for a month", I say. I'm a bit too honest when I drink oops.

He has tears in his eyes and I can't tell if he's going to hit me or sob. "Fuck off y/n".

I smile knowing that's his way of saying 'I love you' right now, "Love you too Murdoc", I say as I pat his head and make my way out of his room. I close the door behind me and begin to get the urge to go back to him and comfort him. But he's not the one that needs it right now, he brought this upon himself and he can sit on it. 2D is the real victim in this situation.

I shrug off the urge and go to my room to change. I take off all my clothes and put away my fangs then get dressed in an oversized pink t-shirt and short shorts with blue striped fuzzy thigh highs. I wipe my makeup off and very quickly wash my hair in the tub. I grab my big fuzzy blanket, Sherbert, and the bong then go to 2D's room.

I walk in and see 2D sitting in front of the TV looking through his DVDs. "It's about time you got here", he looks up from the DVDs and gets a huge smile on his face, "Can't be hard all the time huh?"

I smile then set my blanket on the bed with Sherbert, "Yeah, sorry I was talking to Murdoc then I had to get all the hairspray out", I say as I sit down and take a hit from the bong.

"What did you guys talk about?" He asks in a slightly annoyed voice as he puts in a movie then joins me on his bed.

"Nothing much, he just asked me if I hated him and I basically said no I'm just very disappointed", I say as I pass the bong to him.

He gives a small 'hmm' then takes his hit. We watch the movie and take turns until the bowl is ash. We absolutely destroy the snacks and drinks as we talk and bullshit around.

At some point I curled up in my blanket with Sherbert and fell asleep on his bed.

Sherbert (2d x autistic transboy reader)

Warning: drug use, drug addiction, blood, drug mention. Plz don't read if your under 16/17

Chapter 1

I must be the master of being at the wrong place at the wrong time. I just moved here not that long ago and this is the second time I've seen a car crash right in front of me. I just want to see my dealer so I can get a few joints and go home, but I see a blue haired boy fly out of the wind shield and smack his head on the curb with a disturbing thud. I hear glass cracking underneath my boots as I run towards him. I don't know what I'm gonna do when I get to him, I'm not in the medical field but my body just instantly reacted.

I kneel down by his head while trying to avoid shards of glass to study his injuries. It doesn't take me long to notice that he's the same boy I saw in the first crash when they put him in an ambulance. His face has bruises and cuts in a few spots and blood is flowing from his closed eyes. I hear a soft groan come from him so I put his head in my lap to give him a bit of comfort. I'm sure his head is splitting right now. I can't believe I've watched this man completely eat shit twice. He has his lips slightly parted so I can see that he's missing two front teeth. Poor man has been through hell.

I gently put my hand on his cheek and rub his face with my thumb. He softly groans then slowly starts to open his eyes. My eyes widen in horror as I see two black voids staring up at me.

"Wow", he mutters with a small smile.

"Dude, are you okay?" I ask in a panicked voice.

He winces in pain as he wakes up more and starts to feel the effects of going face first into a curb. "Me head hurts..a lot, but your hands and thighs makes it feel better".

IS THIS DENSE MOTHER FUCKER TRYING TO FLIRT WITH ME AFTER BENG THROWN OUT OF A CAR?

I roll my eyes. "Maybe I should've just kept walking..anyway let's clean you up a bit yeah? Ya boats a mess". I don't know where the accent or slang came from. All I hear is the accent all day and I do tend to copy unintentionally. I take off my coffin shaped backpack and pull out some wet wipes then start to wipe the blood off his face.

He tries to chuckle at my horrible accent. "Hey I was being sincere OUCH". He flinches in pain.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to", I apologize. I finish up wiping his face and my hand that I had cupped on his cheek. "Can you stand up? You need to go to the hospital".

He relaxes a bit and slowly nods. The black eyed man tries to find his feet and stands up slowly. I put everything back in my bag and put it on my back. I stand up and look over him again. I realize I come up to his forehead in my platform boots but without them I'd probably come up to his chin. He stumbles a bit so I hold onto him as support.

"YOU TWO ARE PERFECT!" I hear an excited and raspy voice call out to us. I look in the direction it came from and see an excited green man jump out of the wrecked car. I immediately take notice of his messed up nose and the upside down cross necklace that bounces around his neck as he comes towards us. I recognize him as the other person involved in the first crash. "Two tall and edgy people as my lead singers? Not to mention a black eyed God, the girls are gonna go crazy for him, ah your name should be 2D because you've got two dents in your head, much better than Stuart". He continues to ramble.

The busted up man starts to stumble more against me so I sit him back down and turn my attention towards the other one. "You fucking idiot, you put this man through two serious car accidents and look at his face! What the hell are you going on about a band? He needs to see a doctor!".

He scoffs, "Oh he's fine, look at him!" He motions towards Stuart who's wobbling even though he's sitting down cradling his head in his hands.

I grab the man by his shirt collar and pull him to me. "Listen here you blithering cunt, you're taking him to the hospital NOW!" I yell.

"Oi are you single by chance?" He gives me a gross chuckle, but I ignore his question.

"NOW!"

He holds his hands up to surrender. "Fine, fine! Whatever you say". He rolls his eyes and pulls out his phone to call an ambulance. I let him go and let out an angry sigh as I walk over to Stuart.

I kneel down in front of him and place my hand on his knee. "Hey we have an ambulance coming for you soon okay?" I say gently.

He looks up at me with pain written all over his face. "Are..you coming with me?" He asks rather pathetically. In fact it's so pathetic I can't say no.

"Yeah, I'll come with you, my name is y/n by the way".

"Mine is Stuart, but 2D sounds really cool too".

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At the hospital I found out the green man's name is Murdoc. He kept trying to convince me to join his band but I always protested.

"Come on lass! Who doesn't want to be in a band?" He pleads.

"I'm not a lass", I inform him and cross my arms.

Murdoc eyes me up and down with a questioning look, but he lets it go. "Whatever, who am I to judge, but that wasn't a no".

I sigh in defeat. "Look I'll think about it, will that get you off my ass?"

Murdoc beams with happiness. "I'll take it!"

I scoff and go in to check on Stuart. The doctor said he looks okay but they wanted to keep him a bit longer to be sure. They said his eyes will stay that way forever and they gave him some pain meds for his head. Upon entering the room I notice a girl sitting beside him with choppy dark brown hair, thin eyebrows, and red lipstick on. I must have missed her when I was bickering with Murdoc. She notices me and gives me a 'what the hell are you doing here' look. I immediately know from this look that she's the girlfriend. Whatever, I'm not exactly interested in dating at the moment.

I walk over to stand beside Stuart's bed. "You feeling any better now?" I ask.

"Yeah they gave me some painkillers so I'm feeling great now", he smiles at me. "Oh! Paula this is y/n she's the one that helped take care of me when we crashed".

"He. I'm a boy", I say bluntly as I wait anxiously for their reaction.

"Oh, you don't look like a-"

"I'm trans let's move on", I cut him off.

He scratches his head in confusion. "Right, uh he's the one that took care of me". I'm pleasantly surprised at his quick fix to my pronouns. Both of the boys had a better reaction than I expected. They both get an extra 20 points for not being bigots in my book.

Paula rolls her eyes. "Well whatever you call yourself, I'm his girlfriend so you can leave him to me now".

I frown a bit in confusion at the sudden rudeness, but I'm not about to argue so I just step out and join Murdoc in the waiting room. He's the last person I want company with but I want to stick around until Stuart gets discharged. Although his girlfriend is here so I guess I could just leave him to grab my stuff and go home. I mentally sigh remembering that he asked me to come with him so no I can't just leave, but I could step out and come back.

"Hey, I'm gonna step out for a bit. Can I see your phone so I can give you my number?" I ask Murdoc.

"Of course I'd love to have your number", he winks at me then hands me his phone. I take his phone and put in my number then set my name as 'y/n (back up singer). I send myself a text so I'd have his number then toss his phone back.

"Text me updates on Stuart and if he asks for me tell him I'll be back", I say as I turn my back to leave.

"Hey wait does this mean you're in?!" He asks when he takes notice of my name in his phone.

"Maybe" I say on my way out the door.

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I make it back to the hospital an hour and a half later after visiting my dealer. I always shove my joints or bag in a zipper pocket I made on the inside of my boots. It's a decent hiding place.

I waltz back to the waiting room and sit beside Murdoc. "Hey, 'ow's Stuart doing?" Damn the accent came out again. Murdoc looks at me funny then gets really close to my face. Crap he knows and I can't keep a straight face when I'm buzzed. He stares intensely at me which makes me give a big goofy grin.

He smirks. "Oh you're completely mullered aren't you?" He whispers.

"Not completely just wee bit buzzed".

"At least you know how to party, also your accent was terrible". He chuckles.

"I know..it happens unintentionally, I swear I don't mean to". I ramble.

Murdoc laughs and ruffles up my hair. "Don't get your knickers in a twist luv, it's alright". I flinch at his touch and move his hand off my head before I got used to the feeling. "Oh? Not a touchy person?"

"No I am, it's just I'm not used to getting physical affection anymore". I look at the ground awkwardly. "Anyway, is Paula still here? I'd like to check on Stuart".

"No, she left a bit before you came back", He answers. I nod then walk to Stuart's. I lean against the door frame as I watch him hold a hand held mirror to inspect his new facial features.

"Yeah, they're a bit off putting aren't they?" I state.

He jumps so bad he almost drops the mirror then snaps his head towards me. "Oh, it's you," he chuckles nervously, "I think they're cool looking, and sorry about Paula earlier".

I shrug. "It's fine, I don't care that much. She was probably just stressed because her boyfriend is in the hospital, I'd be snappy too", I reassure him with a smile.

He smiles back at me slightly showing off his two missing teeth. It was cute in a dorky way. "Yeah probably, so Murdoc told me he convinced you to join the band?"

"He was very convincing when it's all he'd talk about for an hour straight, besides I guess it could be fun".

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About an hour later Stuart got discharged and I invited them to my flat because it wasn't far from the hospital. Stuart looked exhausted and I didn't trust that Murdoc would have a decent place for him to sleep.

I bring them both inside then show Stuart to my bedroom. I flick on my black light to illuminate my room so Stuart could see where he's walking. My posters and my neon worm on a string wall decorations light up immediately, giving more color to the room. He takes notice of my bed half full of stuffed animals.

"Never thought you'd have so many cute things based on how dark you dress". He states.

"Can't be a hard ass all the time", I say as I go over to the bed and move an old, but well taken care of, light multicolored bunny stuffy from the empty side of the bed. I put it on the other side with the rest of the stuffies while making sure it was in a comfortable position. Stuart sits on the other side of the bed once the bunny is moved. I see him give me a gentle smile from the corner of my eye. He reaches out to touch it but I stop him.

"Please don't touch him", I mumble.

"I wasn't gonna move..him..I just wanted to see how it felt"

"I get it but please don't, look I'm autistic and that's my comfort item which means nobody is allowed to touch it", I say.

He gives me a very confused look. "Man you got a shit pick of the draw didn't you? With you being trans and autistic I'd imagine you don't have too many friends".

My face drops and I look away from him as I awkwardly rub my arm.

He notices my changed mood and quickly tries to explain himself. "Oh no I just meant that people around here can be dicks. I'm sorry. Um hey my hair grows out blue and now I have no eyeballs or two front teeth so I guess I also got the shit pick so maybe we could be friends?" He rambles.

I chuckle at his awkward attempt at making me feel better. "Yeah I'd like to be friends...you can feel his ear if you want to".

"Are you sure?"

I nod. "You didn't bat an eye when I said I was trans or autistic and you listened when I said dont touch him, so I think I can trust you".

He smiles then gently puts a long floppy ear between his fingers and rubs the fabric. "He's very soft. I can see why he's comforting, does he have a name?" He asks. The fact that he calls the bunny 'he' and not 'it' makes me a bit more fond of him.

"Sherbert", I mumble a bit embarrassed.

Stuart chuckles, "That's cute, so you mentioned that I listened to you and that's why you trust me, did other people not listen?"

"Yeah, I've had three people over and they all purposely picked him up and moved him or pushed him on the floor. They wanted to get a reaction out of me and well they did but it wasn't what they wanted. I busted their faces then dragged them out of my flat, THEN I cried".

He half smiles at me,"I promise I'd never be mean to Sherbert", he says softly like he's trying to comfort me.

"Stuart I can't tell if you're being genuine or if you're secretly making fun of me" I say bluntly.

"I don't want to break your trust luv, it's genuine and if I break that promise you can make me eat a curb again".

I can't help but laugh. "I'll hold you to it, well I should let you get some sleep, I'll turn off the light so it doesn’t mess with your head".

He takes one last look around and smiles warmly. "Yeah, thank you for everything today,"

"No problem, goodnight Stuart", I turn off the light and close the door behind me. I go to the living room and find Murdoc examining all of my bat and coffin decor. I take off my boots and get the joints out then I stand on the arm of my couch so I can reach the top of my bookshelf.

"Ah so you dabble a bit too huh?" I turn my head to see Murdoc talking about my altar that has crystals, candles, a couple crystal pendulums, my tarot deck and a Loki statue.

"Oh yeah I do some witchcraft", I say as I grab my little metal tin and put all of the joints but one in then put it back. I take off my backpack to grab my red Nokia and cigarettes then place them with the joint on the bay window.

"Who's the statue of?" He asks.

"That's Loki he's the god I work with slash worship", I inform him as I open up the side window and sit on the bay window. I light a cigarette and blow the smoke out. "Speaking of which, can you light his candle for me? It's the red one right in front of the statue, there's a lighter right beside it too".

Murdoc scans my altar real quick before he finds the lighter and tries to light it. He tries to light it a few times but all that comes out is sparks.

He starts to get frustrated, "Oi I think your lighter is dead". He says.

I take a drag of my cigarette and shake my head as I go to him. "No that's not the problem," I put the cigarette in my mouth then take the lighter from Murdoc and light it with ease. I light the candle then smirk. "I'm so sorry I dared have someone else light your candle you fussy thing". I watch the flame get bigger and wiggle around then smile.

"Let me see that lighter again".

I hand it to him and he lights it on the first try. "This is shit".

I chuckle and go back to where I was sitting. "He didn't want you to light his candle, I bought that lighter yesterday so I knew what the issue was", I say as I grab my phone and add Murdoc to my contacts.

He rolls his eyes. "I guess he is a fussy thing", he mumbles then comes to me and pulls out his own pack of cigarettes, "Care if I join you?".

I shake my head as I take a drag. "Open the other corner window and take a seat, blow your smoke out the window though. I don't want my place smelling like smoke".

He nods and opens the window then takes a seat opposite of me. He puts a cigarette in his mouth and tries to light it but his lighter won't light. "You gotta be fucking me UGH".

I laugh. "I guess Loki didn't like it when you called him fussy".

"YOU called him fussy!"

"I'm allowed to, that's how we joke", I chuckle. "Here use mine". I slide my lighter to him.

"Thanks", he says in an aggravated tone and finally lights his cigarette. "You better not make freaky shit happen when I get the band all put together", he slides my lighter back to me and takes a hit.

"Don't fuck with me and it shouldn't be a problem", I chuckle.

"Right", he says.

We sit there in silence as we finish our cigarettes.

"I was going to offer you a smoke with me after I got done smoking but I'm tired", I say as I put my cigarette out in the ashtray.

Murdoc does the same. "Yeah I'm pretty tired myself. I'm gonna grab 2D and we'll be out", he says as he stands up and closes the window.

"He's okay you can leave him", I say as I close mine then put away the joint I left out with the others.

"Are you sure you're comfortable with that?"

"Yeah I trust him".

"But you don't trust me to spend the night?" Murdoc asks.

I narrow my eyebrows at him. "I want you to look at Stuart's non-existent eyes and ask me that again".

He scoffs. "I'm never gonna hear the end of this". He says as he makes his way out the door.

I sigh in relief to finally have some alone time. However, I decide to enjoy it by falling asleep on the couch.

#gorillaz #2d gorillaz #2d x reader #2d x autistic transboy reader #transboy reader #autistic reader #tw drugs #tw drug use #tw drug addiction #tw blo0d #tw drug mention #2d fanfic #gorillaz pre phase 1 #drug usage #drug abuse #blood

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onemattwolf · 4 years ago

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I'm moving in with my Dad when i'm back in Toronto, which is a mixed bag.

On the positives: it's my childhood neighbourhood; I'm back next door to India town; his neighbourhood is absolutely gorgeous in the summer; he just leaves me alone and lets me be for the most part, I can do whatever and all he wants to know is whether or not i'll be home for dinner; he didn't put up any fuss about me bringing my cat like I thought he would; and, working on fixing up the basement will give me something to focus on.

Also, living in my Dad's house i'd be back to being considered a member of our housing co-op, which means i'll be fast tracked in the housing waitlist. I'm on a bunch of waitlists for subsidized housing in my city but they're super long, and while the co-op waitlist could still end up being long, I MUCH rather be in the co-op then in government housing. And I much prefer a co-op to paying a landlord. It still follows the usual subsidized rules for low income indv and families (which is 30% of your income), so it's kind of the same deal as what i'd be doing somewhere else, with the added benefit that I grew up in this co-op, and, it's a scattered unit co-op but all the houses/apartments are in my childhood/my dad's neighbourhood, and my dad's not just a member but on the board I think as well, which maybe has perks? I dunno. While living with him i'd start having to pay part of my ODSP too, but I don't think it'll be the full 30% as I'm not the main resident.

Oh! And! I just found out a family friend is pregnant, and I think she'll most likely be living with her mom who lives next door to my Dad. Like, her husband is in Cuba and I really don't know how to ask if he's immigrating or if he's staying there, or if she's planning to raise the baby in Cuba? Cuba is Not doing good right now, like it sort of feels like the country is imploding, so I really hope she's staying in Canada.

So, assuming she will actually be here, and most likely staying with her Mom as support at least in the early days, I'm gonna drop SO many hints that she could ask me to babysit whenever. I love babies! I have very limited opportunities to hangout with babies, and my career after graduation will focus on older kids. I have noooo idea when I'd ever be in the right place to have kids of my own, so in the meanwhile i'm just putting out "i'm available for babysitting" vibes so I can live vicariously through others.

Her mom is like my second mom so I'm over there a lot anyways for tea and such. I could be a good third in terms of child care help, I don't know if her husband will be traveling from Cuba, so, I think help would be appreciated.

On the negatives: my dad can be kind of be a dick and he tends to wallow in his depression; he never cleans so the house is a mess; he seems to have some energy now and I really appreciate how proactive he's being in helping make sure i'll be settled at his place, but once he crashes again it's gonna be a bit of a struggle; we're probably gonna talk about hard stuff and how we used to be close before i transitioned and all that shit and he's gonna cry and that'll make me cry.

Also, he's been experimenting with drugs again and i reeeeally can't handle my dad when he's any kind of high. like maybe if he offers to share the shrooms he bought that'd be another thing. i like shrooms, and I much rather be high with him then dealing with him sober... Wow what a weird sentence to write. sometimes i start talking about my dad to friends and i look up and find they are staring at me absolutely floored. And then people act like i'm airing out his dirty laundry, when the dude doesn't even know what self discretion is.

He did a homily at his church where he's a deacon when the fucking bishop was visiting about how he converted to Catholicism after a bad acid trip. He goes to a Ukrainian Catholic church, and, sure, priests/deacons can be married in the Eastern right, but that's where the more liberal-ness ends. like... Who tells the Ukrainian Catholic bishop that you converted to catholism on an acid trip...? furthermore, why did he decide he wanted to be eastern catholic after that? He's fucking cuban.

I'm a very curious person, and I've always asked a million questions about everything I didn't understand or wanted to know, and as a kid I liked my dad's directness in answering and how he didn't try and dumb things down for me. i'd ask what thunder was and he'd just answer the question like I was an adult, like actually give the scientific explanation. I'd ask a lot of questions about him and his past too, because I'm curious about people as well, and both my parents love to talk about themselves and their past lives and I loved their stories. But, I learnt from an early age that if i ask my dad a direct question i'd probably get more then i bargained for. At least when I was quite little he had the wherewithal to say "i'll tell you when you're older," and that would be my queue to drop it.

He's... He's a weird guy. But, I'm also very weird. In similar ways to him, cus like, genetics. Our differences in weirdness mainly lie in the fact that we had very different upbringings. All in all, he's emotionally open, and he's very honest (too honest sometimes), which is the exact opposite from my mom and it's exactly what i need right now.

Mixed bag all around! i do feel lucky that I had a place to go all the same

#on father's day my dad sent his usual thing apologizing for being a bad father and i was like dude we'd be so much more fucked up without #you. like i didn't realize this as a kid but my parents really balance eachother out #and if my mom had gotten full custody after the divorce it would've been fucked #like he's not perfect but he's a good guy and he was a good dad to the best of his abilities #it's easy to blame him for shit cus he just accepts everything and wallows while my mom gets defensive and denys everything #so he's definitely been used as a scapegoat since he'll just take it while my mom deflects #it's easier to place blame on him is what i mean...#insert unique personal post tag here

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for the colors: yellow+cyan<3

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#shut up cereal #so true i literally never shut up!!!! <3 #yellow is NOT true but if it was i think we'd have to take eachother out. restore balance to the universe

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no-psi-nan · 3 years ago

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The Most Dateable Dudes in Saiki K: Survey Results!

With 119 votes from viewers like you, we can finally crown the most dateable dude of the Saiki K main cast...

Congratulations to Kuboyasu Aren for being the most dateable, and to Nendo Riki for being a close second!

Fun fact: Nendo was actually ahead for most of the voting time!

Of course, we can’t leave out the rest of the Saiki K dudes, so here’s the lineup:

More statistics and voter comments under the cut! Thanks everyone for playing, and to everyone with the laugh-out-loud quotes: stop being funnier than me wtf.

From the main cast...

Saiki Kusuo (16)

he's just like me fr. we wouldn't date we'd just be in a qpr.

He cares

Give coffee jelly and best boifriend

im aroace and so is he so we can just not date eachother

He'll settle for the most average bitch: me.

I'm personally too old to date these high schoolers but Saiki is genuinely the most fun to hang out with, plus he's such a giving and caring person that he'd be a great partner to someone he could trust and that could make him feel human again. It's not saikis fault he exudes capybara vibes.

He's respectful and I like how he doesn't really have expectations for anyone. I would like to play a video game with him at some point in time or just read books in the same room without talking.

Because i love him (though aren is a close second)

He is really considering and caring even if he hides it. He can revive time for any objects and thats a huge help with cleaning and healthcare. And he never judge his friends so thats a huge anxiety relif. And he is ace

I love Saiki!!! Yeah!! Love that guy!!!

Will have no huge problems as his friend and in his proximity, will be in proximity often. focused on me and my problems while trying to escape from dating. Every day a new adventure

Saiki Kusuo (without powers) (2)

without his powers kusuo is just a little guy. so horribly out of touch in a way that isn't obvious but EXTREMELY funny + less psychic fuckery means i don't have to worry about the negatives, and it's not like i was going to expect anything like that from any other partner. plus we're both aspec. it will be a lavender marriage, except neither of us have a secret gay relationship on the side

Nendo Riki (24)

im aroace and he is too and i want to hang out

Himbo. Enough said.

Listen, I'm a kaido stan but the answer is literally nendo. He can cook. He's good w/ animals & kids. His face would scare away creepy guys. His brain is so empty it makes more room for ~love for friends~. All he had to do was get a haircut and the entire class found him irresistible. When love expert Imu told saiki her vision of the perfect man he literally pictured nendo before she mentioned a perm. Wake up people.

NO EXPLANATION NEEDEAD HE'S LITERALLY THE BEST. you just gotta keep it a secret from him 'cause he thinks dating is only for the bad stuff. or explain to him that it's not just for the bad stuff

The lesser of 10 evils

Best Boy ever

The propaganda posted yesterday was very convincing. Also he's genuine and kind

good cook, loyal, friendly, has personality, himbo

he would treat me well i think

hes the only one with the emotional maturity. Saikis too angsty. Kaidous wayyy to angsty. Hairo maybe, but hes never gonna have a good work life balance, he'll put his training over you being his partner. idk whod ever pick toritsuka. kuboyasu was literally in a gang, im gonna give him a bit to learn how to be a functioning member of society. saiko is a bitch. satous boring as fuck, i love him but not as a date. akechi has never learnt how to talk normally in his life, love him but that doesnt make him dateable

Nendo

Kind himbo

Big heart himbo who can cook

He's just gorgeous and manly, he's peak male performance

i was told to put him

is it not obvious?

nendo beloved, no thoughts

I need a weird guy in my life. I need a guy who will lick door handles with me.

tbh honest the most normal. He's only undatable bc he's gross but idk. kuboyasus a close second maybe

Can cook, loves animals, is athletic. The whole package except for his haircut.

he is kind :)

Kaido Shun (10)

He's super sweet, shy, throws himself in to protect people, and he's a chuuni dork and I think that's a feature not a bug 😌 Also his studious nerdy side is cute. I will stand by this.

I might be choosing kaidou bc I'm a lesbian and he's the most femm guy ngl

He's absolutely adorable and I feel like he would be reliable.

He be cute

idk bro i just like pathetic dudes. i feel like he'd be fun to play video games with and bond over our terrible moms lol

Least likely to cause me physical or psychological damage over the course of our relationship. He's so awkward with romance dates would probably just be LARPing Jet Black Wings, seriously doubt anything romantic would actually happen and y'know what I'm cool with that. I wanna rp as my edgy middle school OCs too cringe culture is dead

We have similar levels of goblin- I'd say saiki but that is the most aroace guy I've ever seen. Love to be in a qpr with him tho 👍

he's so pathetic <3

Hairo Kineshi (13)

i feel like this isn't even a question like??? He's the obvious right choice. He'd treat you right

he's nice :)

hes not my fave BUT hes the most normal if you don't count satou, and satou is a little TOO normal so itd be boring. also hes hot and popular and he would put a lot of effort into the relationship

Drinks respect women juice (unlike some), not stuck up nor unattractive

He's break my heart w the most motivational speech ever +_+

He's a good guy, he'd never lie, and would be his partner's biggest cheerleader.

Hairo is the most likely and reasonable option to choose out of all the Saiki K men. We all know how Saiki reacts to others trying to date him. Nendo's oblivious, and Kaido is very kind but hes not ready for romance. Toritsuka is.... Toritsuka. Saiko tries to buy people. Aren is too much of a try-hard. I can't really imagine how Touma or Satou would be relationships. Hairo is the most respectful and compassionate man in Saiki K. He listens to people and speaks whats on his mind (even if its a little blunt). He can be much but thats ok

he's the most normal and least worst

he is so supportive and even if hes rlly intense he would be such a good bf

he's nice. & hot i guess (if you're into that)

He is the most considerate and seems to be the most ready for a relationship, though the bar is very low.

Toritsuka Reita (3)

;) i love me a man who is Awful (im gay)

Kuboyasu Aren (31)

hes not too much of an idiot (unlike nendou, kaidou(im sorry lmao), saiko) + he respects women (unlike toritsuka) + i dont headcanon him as aroace (unlike akechi and saiki) + hes not boring (im sorry satou) (+ i dont deserve hairo tbh)

Side characters think Saiki is bland, Nendo is so ugly that nobody will give him a chance (:() , Kaido has his whole chuuni side to him which is annoying for most (:(), Hairo is Hairo, Toritsuka is Toritsuka, Saiko would probably be third place because of his money status but he is still insufferable to a lot of people, side characters know that Satou is bland (though that could be a good thing who knows, he is my 2nd place) and Akechi would just talk and talk and talk which most people would find annoying. Kuboyasu is pretty good at masking his delinquent side nowadays and has become just an average guy who isn't bland. Some people also prefer bad boys, so there's that I guess.

He could drive me around with his motorbike and could wrestle with me, that's really all i need in life. If powerless Saiki could still ride a motorbike he'd be my second choice, because we actually have a lot in common. Or maybe that's not a good thing…

who else tbh

he's a badass

Can start shit and hide behind him.

Season two episode two where he gets a fake love letter he admits his loyalty to love and care about his spouse forever and is willing to just drop school to marry them. Also he's really handsome and strong and good at art

Loyal. Will beat up anyone who decides to look at me in a bad way.

With how he reacted to one single (fake) love letter I don't doubt the fact that he would take care of his s.o. very well

Seem like he would be fun to hang around without it being absolutely insane...i think...maybe...

LOOK AT THE DUDE!! mans was ready to marry and be loyal to a woman his whole life over a single love letter absolute husband material I tell ya plus, he's trying to be good

He would be DEVOTED to his partner. He's cute. Also bisexual.

Big and buff and kind

An all around good guy. Has proven he isn't afraid of commitment and sacrifices for a life together, even dropping out. Is more than capable of protecting his partner, and also understands that his fighting lifestyle could put undue stress on his partner and their relationship and is willing to fully stop for them. He is respectful and has basic notions of what is and isn't socially appropriate, more than can be said about other members of the cast. He isn't desperate, or a pushover, a relationship with him is unlikely to be average to the point of boredom and he isn't excessively embarrassing to be with in public.

He’d make a genuine effort to be a good bf and make you happy. also weirdly i think he's the most normal one

Aren is a kind and loyal person, to his friends, his family and especially his lover. Aren doesn't need to constantly rely on people to become a better person, we've already seen from when he first appeared that he showed great discipline and restraint when he was trying to move on from his old delinquent life. His lover doesn't have to worry about about him 24/7, knowing that Aren can restraint himself and stay out trouble, he only ever really gets into fights with people that are awful. He always looks like he gives strong hugs and is very handsome.

He's hot n would treat me right. Need me a man that can kick someone's ass for me

hnnfg,,;,

Hes respectful but can also kick ass. He drinks his respect women juice everyday.

deeply dedicated to his potential partner + great at violence

H e's a dedicated and passionate guy. He's someone who's actively trying to better himself, and personally I find that really admirable and kind of attractive dldhldhskd.

Remember that time when someone sent him a (prank) confession letter, he was so nervous and serious it was so funny and cute. Honestly all I could think about at the time was that I would love to date a guy who would take the relationship seriously, but still be nervous that I can tease him a lot lol.

The only con with Aren that I can think of is his background, realistically I dont think I want to date someone who has gang relations (not v sure. been a while since i read the manga, i dont remember if Aren was really in a legit gang or just a delinquent gang sorry. if he was in a legit gang, id be more scared).

Uhh other dateable characters I like are Nendou, Saiko Metori and Teruhashi Kokomi. Tbh Nendou's would be THE BEST boyfriend. But the reason why he's second place to me is bc he's too tall for me. Seriously. I'm 5ft and a half. I dont see what you guys see in 6ft men. I am Not craning my neck to kiss or even Look at my man. So sorry T_T

I also really enjoyed seeing Saiko slowly redeeming and becoming nicer and caring towards the end of the series. Honestly so heartwarming. I like him. Would date him actually, despite the attidude. I've dealt wih worse lol.

As for Teruhashi, honestly she's the one I can imagine what it's like dating her best. I can go on for much longer here but I already think my response is too long T_T. Just uhh yk if theres a girls section I maybe would pick her lrbrkrbkdndm.

Because I might get along with him better than anyone else. We also have the same goal of spending our lives loving one person.

Saiko Metori (1)

no one else is gonna vote for him <3 actual answer: he's cute he's rich and i can fix him

Satou Hiroshi (11)

the rest are insane i think. i love them but if i were to date any of them there would always be something. second best option would either be kaido or kuboyasu i think

Least bad option, and dating him seems like a guarantee for a good relationship.

he's just a normal, nice dude who won't drag you into insane situations or get you arrested or whatever

Respects women.

Satou? Nice normal dude, Ideal nice quiet life with him and a nice simple romance that I want :)

not much will happen, you get together, go on average dates, meet family, live average lives, over all it'll be ok, a break up will probably be just as average too

normal. just a guy

He is the most normal out of them LMAO (I love the others so so much but holy hell dating any of them would be atrocious askdjksjd)

Idk man he's just a guy (not blorbo)

I'm gonna sound like Saiki but he's average and we have common interests. Not a lot of drama but life's not exactly dull around him either. He can care the conversations but he'll also let you ramble on.

Bro is the only man thatd treat me right

Akechi Touma (7)

I need someone to ramble more than me... Also I need someone to deduce what happens next in some fanfictions that isn't finished yet because I can't wait and doesn't have insane deduction skill. I mean Kuusuke can do it but Kuusuke might kill me so no. Also I need more Akechi ramble, I like those, got me interested in blood-type personality pseudo-science influence in japan, and since Akechi asked people to not harass him because of his blood type, it would mean that he is likely not type A (+and-). His purple eyes also implies that he has actually some supernatural skills, since traditional folktales associate this with eyes colored purple. It is also a deep dark purple. Interestingly, his pupils dilates whenever he goes into rambling mode. This is to be noted, people in sknpn dilates their people when they're furiously crazy (see Kurumi). Crazy Akechi? I am all here for it. Also he would be useful if I want to blackmail someone, so I would of course try my best to be on his side. I am not the brightest person in the world, but I am not stupid either. Next would be Kaidou. Kaidou is a totally relatable dude, since I have the same weight and same height as him (159cm and 45kg). Kaidou has a normal caring mom, who is overbearing but very well care about him genuinely. He is the only mom who Kusuo has never say anything negative about (Midori being a ""capitalist pig"", Kurumi being ""an idiot""). I would do anything to have his mom as my mom, though my mom is good enough, just a little bit more physical. Kaidou is also basically as weak as me (sadly), and would share a passion for hating sport. I am interested in drawing his fantasies and would happily be with him, since he is a sweet, pure, genuine person. I think I should end this here since there're more comments and questions to answer below I suppose.

He can info dump on me as whitenoise to combat my tetanus. I could Info dump back on occasion. I think it would be fun. Plus he's good with bugs.

I dont want to date him im an adult i just want to be friends with this dude thats all

I have problems

is datable meant to mean for everyone? cause this answer kinda hinges on the fact that me and him have two flavors of neurodivergence that i think would complement each other but thats just in my specific case. which is weird because im also aroace i just think wed get along?? i would give him a litol kissy on his head and then we'd go on wikipedia dates or something. i wish Akechi Touma was real because i absolutely would question my romantic/platonic attraction over him (something not a lot of people irl can claim ive done for them) But if this question means datable in the sense of like, ideal guy i would recommend to others? it would probably be Nendo. hes sweet and doesnt have as much baggage (for lack of a better word) as the others. He would treat you right and hes tall which i guess is a characteristic people are interested in, no judgement to them of course lol

Best of the Rest

Matsuzaki the Gym Teacher (24)

well matsuzaki is a nice guy and also i rewatched his introduction episode a few days ago so

another man who would treat you right

He's hard working (seemingly runs PK academy himself), cares deeply about his students, stable career

trustworthy, athletic, honorable

I wouldn't date him personally(see age), but he has good intentions

hes athletic with a stable job and idk i just get the vibe hed treat me right, y'know?

Im an introvert, he got my back

dilf. sorry the stubble and the lines under his eyes got to me.

He's cool and I like him.

you know. miss saiki close second

would NOT date him personally as i am not interested in people with DILF energy but he seems like a very good partner. go king shit.

he's neat

Respectful dude

himbo

dilf

He's cool.

look i just have issues

dilf energy

dilf

Similar reasons to Hairo; he's the most mature one and is very respectful, even if it does get lost in translation sometimes.

Id date Matsuzaki. Honestly dont know if we would be compatible but I really do like honest dudes. Remember that one time when some kids pranked him with a confession letter, and he really waited for someone to show up and rejected them kindly. Dude. I was like. Woah. That. That was genuinely so cool. That was genuinely so attractive. What the hell. I would love to date someone like that. I would also consider the mangaka, though honestly I feel like we are too similar it would almost be looking at a mirror (despite looking like complete opposites T_T). Hey maybe it would work out? But like. We could also be besties.

Kusuke Saiki (17)

Alright hes the worst and I want to study him

My taste in men is horrible

The insanity

He be psycho

Anime Kusuke, just to state. HES SO. AND FOR WHAT. thats it thats my truth

The mad scientist tm aesthetic

Brains?? rich?? idk man

He'd actually be awful to date he's just insane and I like that in a man

get married. high risk high reward. i am a lesbian though and if he was a lesbian mad scientist he would be extremely hot. but as is I'm just all about planning my divorce outfit and attempting to dodge certain death

Korosensei from Assassination Classroom (17)

I was going to choose Kusuke, because I've slowly realized that he's my blorbo, though he's trash. He's smart and I like passionate guys,,, if we could, redirect it a bit maybe. But then I saw Korosensei and all bets are off. Reaper form is hot, and as a teacher he's just so caring, and again, the passion for me.

Alien boy that likes teaching, what is there not to love?

Everyone else I either didn't know, didn't remember enough about to know if they were safe, or knew to be DEFINITELY not safe. Don't know much about Assassination Classroom, but my sister read the manga so I asked her if he was a decent person and she said yes. Asked if hanging out with him risked damage to my physical or mental health, she said as long as I was a good guy I'd be fine (and possibly benefit mental health?) so. He's probably good.

Korosensei is literally the ideal guy

Process of elimination

I uh,, I um, well, ya know ?

with or without tentacles he's still care for you and it wouldn't be as overbearing as the other options. I was originally going to choose Kusuke but I don't want to end up a lab rat

Shiragami Fudekichi (Mangaka of Silent Cyborg) (12)

I'll be honest here: I should have voted for Mr. Matsuzaki, but Fudekichi is really, really good-looking. I can be very shallow.

he's a mood

Could draw you.

Introverted artist thats says no to women objectification? Yes please. And he is a great artist and writer that even has a team of helpers and thats really impressive, u know?

hes pretty

he looks a little pathetic and i think its funny

Chono the Magician (7)

i want to roll him up into a ball and shoot hoops with him

i think itd be funny

Only one without any obvious terrible flaws preventing him, and he does seem to have both a stable job and a good amount of creativity and loyalty.

Nice dude! Has his life together!

He's sane

Kuniharu Saiki (6)

im about to embark on the greatest "i can fix him" project of all time

Kuniharu is hard-working, even if he is quiet useless. He is very loyal, and to be fair he does manage to provide for his family in the end with his shameless shoe-licking. He seems like the type to be devoted also my hands are tired. He is weak and won't be able to hurt a fly, and sweet person with questionable litterature skill. Nonetheless he is an admirable enough person, who enjoys the lovely domestic environment at his house rather than focusing on his career. Focusing on his career for money, etc would probably end at best as a normal divorce, in the workacoholic society that they live in. Thug-smile Shirigami is my scond choice. Young, successful and the best trait: he is so funny lmao. Just look at his passive aggressive doings towards Kuniharu. How could one not respect this man lmao.

There must be a reason why he bagged a baddie

he'd lick my boots 😜

idk i just picked the person i knew it's been a hot minute since i watched the ol saik

The sniper Saiki summoned (6)

he does a good job :)

snipers are hot

gun

Ike-san the Magician's Assistant (4)

He just chillin ya know

Arguably the most fuckable on this list

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ seems nice

Iguchi Takumi (the new teacher from Reawakened) (4)

my standards for men are: is not a pathetic creature or a creep

He seems nice ig, even if he looks a lil creepy he's got his heart in the right place.

Because Kuniharu is a taken man, and, though sweet, a tad pathetic. Iguchi Takumi is prejudged as a pervert every day by society and still he doesn't let it get in the way of providing the best guidance he can to his students. He is fair, not a pushover, not over strict, gives second chances and forgives children easily for the mistakes children usually make. He's patient, respectful, has never been condescending to the students, goes up and above in his dedication to his work. These are all qualities of a high quality man. He works in his true passion, and I bet he'd do his very best to maintain a healthy work/life balance if he finds someone to share his life with. His students would probably go first, but a man with such ironclad priorities is also respectable and admirable.

Rean Kuboyasu (3)

Dilf.

I like Matsuzaki and mr. Ike but rean seems to be in the healthiest marriage of the show. Him and his wife kicked ass together, taught their kid what they know, then all turned to the straight and narrow path as a family. A tattooed family man who can ride a motorcycle and saves kittens on the side of the road.

Aren gotta get it from somewhere

The Café Mami Manager (2)

He seems like a nice guy. The others are all a bit quirky for some people, especially Kuusuke, Makoto and Aren's dad

Can deal with cockroaches. A little emotionally unstable but who isn't. Plus perpetual sweets and coffee shop dates. I wouldn't mind working with him in his business or being a girlboss taking care of the bills so he can maintain his business.

Kuniharu Mannequins (2 for the price of 1) (2)

They can't backtalk

Other (2)

Kokomi Teruhashi – she’s pretty

Mr. Kaidou – Wooed Mrs Kaidou and also works a high end job.

The sumo wrestler Saiki summoned (1)

WRESTLE MEEEEE!!!

Peanuts Ueda (1)

No Votes

Makoto Teruhashi

Takahashi (classmate)

Nendo Sr