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âA Truth Universally Acknowledgedâ: Four, Four Teaser Posts!
A Truth Universally Acknowledged: Queer Fanworks Inspired by Jane Austenâs âPride and Prejudiceâ is 80% funded! With 8 days to go! Weâre really on a roll, and weâd love to keep that going to reach our goal early and maybe get to a stretch goal or two. Stretch goals are great for us, because they primarily are designed to enable us to raise the pay of our contributors!
In case you were wondering, thereâll be five more of these teaser posts after this one â so weâre almost halfway through the teasers. A lot of contributors means a lot of posts!
Story Teaser: Mikki Madison
Title: The Magnificent Mr. Markham
Excerpt:
âWhy, Mr. Markham! How lovely to see you here!â
Mary swallowed a screech and spun to face her accuser. Georgiana lounged in the plush chair by the window in a most unladylike manner, her legs kicked over one of the arms while she leaned against the other.
âWhat are you doing in my room?â Mary demanded.
âYou didnât want to talk at the party, so I thought I would wait until we were somewhere you might be more amenable.â Georgiana gestured to the room. âSomewhere we wonât be overheard, for example.â
Art Teaser: Zel Howland
Zel is the creator of the spectacular art for the enormous folding fan weâre offering as a bonus! Hereâs a bigger version so you can see some of the amazing details:
Zel has also contributed two pieces to the book! Weâre only doing one teaser for artists who contributed multiple artworks, so youâll have to wait to get a glimpse of the other.
Title: A Stolen Moment
Author Teaser: Lucy K. R.
Title: To Her the Pride
Excerpt:
âYou could be so pretty!â Annabell offered during one of their small-group tea party practices. âI can bring my hair straightener tomorrow.â
âYouâre not touching my hair,â Mia responded, pushing her untouched teacup away.
âBe polite,â Paige warned past her discomfort, glancing toward the prowling Mrs. Morrow.
âWhy?â Mia demanded in return, turning those sharp eyes on her. âI asked Mrs. Morrow what it was for the other day, and you know what she said? âTo make things simpler for people.â So I said: âFor who? Itâs not simpler for me. Why should I make things harder for myself so other people can take it easy?â and she didnât have an answer for that. She just made me go to the reflection corner.â
ââŚdid you reflect on it?â Paige asked, so mortified that she was in danger of getting sandwich crumbs on her dress from how her hand was shaking, but she was fascinated in equal measure.
âYeah,â Mia allowed with a shrug. âI decided I was right.â
Paige had gone home that day with a spot on her lap from the cucumber slice that had dropped from her sandwich.
Art Teaser: Elizabeth Rose
Title: A Handsome Face
Story Teaser: Shea Sullivan
Title: A Constant, Fearful Longing
Excerpt:
âYouâre not afraid of anything, are you?â Georgiana asked with a cautious smile.
âOh, Iâm afraid of all sorts of things,â Lizzy said. Everything inside her churned restlessly. âBut Iâm not afraid of you.â She looked up at the stars and picked out the shapes that Georgiana had pointed out to her, and then the ones they had made up together in summers past.
She feared finding Pemberley deserted, of losing the truest friend she had ever been lucky enough to find. She had never felt so strongly with Charlotte, or even Jane. No other person had provoked in her such a constant, fearful longing.
A claustrophobic grief gripped her suddenly, that losing Georgiana was inevitableâif not to a riot of terrified townspeople, or to her imminent departure, then merely to the steady march of time.
âWhatever would I do without you?â she asked quietly.
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Michael and David touching thighs: 2019 vs. 2023.
#michael sheen#welsh seduction machine#david tennant#soft scottish hipster gigolo#please their thighs are touching#they were sitting with barely an inch of space between them in 2019#yet now they look even closer#the body language i can't#very very married#they are perfect together your honor#we should all be so lucky to find our Other Person#ineffable lovers#reblog
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Just remembering Michael tweeting this almost exactly five years ago like...
Michael sheen to play David Tennant in his next real person biopic.... No not really but what are we meant to think.
#michael sheen#welsh seduction machine#david tennant#soft scottish hipster gigolo#feral welshness in action#however unhinged you think he is about David i guarantee you he is actually much worse#'i have found a boy i like and i have his photo'#or a photo of his and your faces mashed together#bless his bisexual Welsh chaos#they are perfect together your honor#we should all be so lucky to find our Other Person#ineffable lovers#reblog
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Absolutely loving these gorgeous images of David looking at Michael at the opening night of Macbeth, which were kindly sent to me by the photographer on Twitter.
The video is from Getty Images, and when slowed down, you can see that David looks at Michael just before he bows, as well as after. It's as if Michael is David's touchstone, the anchor that steadies him in that moment. He looks for him almost instinctively, and the pull between them is inescapable. Hundreds of people in that room, and the only person David saw right then was Michael...
#david tennant#soft scottish hipster gigolo#michael sheen#welsh seduction machine#macbeth#harold pinter theatre#still not over this entire night#it's how long David looks at him in the video that gets me#there's no one else i have seen him do that with#saying a lot by saying very little#an entire theatre full of people and it's like they're the only ones there#siri play 'I Only Have Eyes For You' by the flamingos#we should all be so lucky to find our other person#ineffable lovers#amazing#<3
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Fuck I hate being an adult. I need a more adult adult to help with the volatile emotional situation.
#I've sort of made a new friend? Like we met at the same art group and he's also trans which was like pleasantly surprising in our small town#but like. We have Differences Of Opinion#and it's not totally his fault because it sounds like he's had a Lot of bad shit in his past that's obviously made him wary and closed off#but like. He's slightly older than me (only 4 years) and keeps blaming a load of his problems on other trans folks?#like you know the type. The like 'all these nonbinary/other identities the kids are doing are complicating shit'#the 'it hurts to see people younger than me inc. kids get hormones thrown at them when I still can't get 'em' (which... yeah not even true)#and he's told me himself he doesn't engage much with the queer community bc it's too 'toxic'#and like. I can absolutely understand why he could've had some bad experiences esp. since he has some mental health shit going on#but he wants to be friends bc he doesn't know anyone else going through the medical shit and it's like. Yeah no shit you don't?#you decided the community you'd find them in is toxic? and that people in them are doing being trans wrong?#and I think if he was just some guy online I'd like roll my eyes and ignore him#but he's a real person in my vicinity and I feel fucking bad for him#and I can see how much self loathing he has and how much that probably informs the bullshit#like he told me he thinks that trans men and cis men are fundamentally different categories and trans men will never be cis men#but not in a 'the experiences are just different and come with different perspectives way'#in like a self defeating way. Like a I just have to settle for being a trans man way.#and it made me SO SAD#like bro#I'm so sorry for whoever the fuck made you feel like you're fighting an unwinnable battle#and I want to be a friend to him. I want him to feel like there's other queer people out there and there's friends and hope#but also I genuinely could see him being the kind of person who would get really angry at you for no fault of your own#like I already get the distinct feeling he resents me a little#like obviously not too much since he still wants to hang#but he's been trying and failing to get HRT for years and I got it super quickly basically by sheer luck/a doctor who looks out for me#like I'm so fucking lucky. And I just genuinely feel like he's the kind of person who might take that personally.#I just do not think I have the fucking. Emotional tool kit to salvage this shit#But I also can't exactly text him and say sorry I don't think we should hang out so. What do.#.....I wasn't even LOOKING for a new friend! I have enough friends!!! I wanted to make clay faces and look at pretty buildings dammit!!!#now I have to be the emotionally mature one who goes hmmm maybe let's not blame other depressed trans kids for our problems buddy#I'm just gonna have to be like. Upfront about my stance and if he doesn't like it well he doesn't have to hang out with me
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I love my sister more than anything in the world
#she will always be my number one#words can't suffice a percent of how much i love her. only our lives mutually lived can testify#u just need to feel it. anyone who has witnessed me and kaily together for even a short amount of time can tell#i would do anything for her. kills me that i can't protect her from all pain and bad things in the world#i love her more than anything and i genuinely think so highly of her#she has no bad bone in her body. she's incredibly intelligent and thoughtful and considerate of others#she cares i mean genuinely cares about the wellbeing of people she knows and people she doesn't#she always means well#she's very funny and charming to be around#i don't just love her but objectively i think everyone should love her#and i'm lucky to be her sister. not everyone gets blessed w as amazing a sister as i have#not everyone gets along w their siblings and i find that an awful shame. my siblings are my best friends in the world#but especially my sister. and that is such a well-known fact that nobody bothers to compare#to be born as her twin would be the greatest blessing one could have over the course of ten lifetimes#she is my lifelong best friend and favorite person and no one will ever compare to her in my book#again im just very lucky. i dont think i particularly deserve her. altho i think everyone deserves someone they can be as close to#as i am to her. and it's an especial benefit that i was born with her so i'll get to know her all my life#as aly and aj once said 'we're sisters and we met at home' :)#tales from diana#i love her :(
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i like a girl in uniform | lando norris social media au
pairing: lando norris x fem vet!reader
little leo leclerc needs a trip to the vet, lando was just being a good friend but the vet tech was definitely a plus
based on the request by: @volleygal06
MASTERLIST | TIP JAR
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charles_leclerc: this dramatic little boy decided he wanted to eat every piece of grass he could find and got poorly, thank you to austin vet clinic for helping us out and getting him back into shape :)
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user1: leo is so dramatic, he's so me
user2: leo leclerc is the dramatic girl representation we need in the f1 paddock
pierregasly: please word your texts better, i thought someone had actually died
charles_leclerc: he nearly did!
landonorris: he did not, you're just a helicopter parent
pierregasly: wait why was lando with you and not me?
charles_leclerc: he just happened to be there and i needed a lift
landonorris: because he was freaking out
charles_leclerc: but he conveniently he decided he really cared about leo's wellbeing when he saw the vet tech
pierregasly: ohhhhh i see
landonorris: what! no! i'm a good friend!
charles_leclerc: sure, jan.
user3: fuckboy lando has re-entered the chat
user4: his slutiness knows no bounds
yourusername: he's such a precious little guy, i'm glad i could get him back to feeling himself. good luck to both of you this weekend!
charles_leclerc: thank you so much for your time, you definitely were the calm we needed
yourusername: ahahaha you're just a good dad to your fur baby
landonorris: thank you! any chance you can be my lucky charm this weekend?
yourusername: do you flirt with all the vet techs like this?
landonorris: only the cute ones
yourusername: i see...
landonorris: but i can still interest you in a coffee?
yourusername: i'll see if i'm free
user5: that was .... tragic
oscarpiastri: well that was something
alexalbon: you'd think he'd be better at it by now
georgerussell63: i have to have faith he's better at this in person
maxverstappen1: i'm kind of enjoying this show tbf
landonorris: i can read this?
alexalbon: take the constructive feedback
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yourusername: never a boring day here, leo was just the loveliest boy ever
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user6: okay turns out i am no better than lando
user7: if you heard barking that wasn't me
landonorris: are you sure he was THE loveliest boy, or are you just being nice because he's a puppy?
alexalbon: bro is jealous of a dog
yourusername: i'm sorry lando, but leo was a very brave boy
landonorris: i can be brave too!
oscarpiastri: you wouldn't let me sit at the same table as you at a restaurant because i ordered salmon
landonorris: well yes but that's also because it's you - when i go on a date with y/n, if she ordered salmon i would live with it
yourusername: when i go on a date with you?
landonorris: our date on sunday?
yourusername: oh really?
landonorris: i'll pick you up, wear something pretty x
user8: i have no idea whether that worked or not
user9: it was a loser move, but i would cave as well
user10: lando is unbelievably lame but he's also a millionaire f1 driver so i guess he can do what he wants
alexalbon: no it was lame and you guys should continue to tell him that
landonorris: trust the process alex
georgerussell63: the last time we trusted the process your dms where you tried to go on a maccies date were leaked
yourusername: i am NOT coming if you're taking me to mcdonalds đ¤¨
charles_leclerc: he takes after his mother :)
yourusername: awwwww, based on how many times he pissed on you, i think he's definitely a mummy's boy
charles_leclerc: tbf i'll do anything she says too
yourusername: @landonorris take notes if you want a date ^^
user11: american races i will never not complain about you but you have given me entertainment before the cars have even gotten on track
user12: idk this kinda proves my theory that the american races are just one big humiliation ritual for f1
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f1tea: the vet tech, y/n y/ln, who helped leo is in the paddock for qualifying.
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user16: oh wow she's actually so pretty
user17: also like she just looks like a normal fucking person
user18: that's probably because she is a normal person
user19: okay queen is turning a fucking look
user20: she looks so effortless i love her already
user21: i beg you people don't get parasocial already, she's a vet tech who will probably just be here for the weekend
user22: not if lando has any say in it đ
user23: i honestly think good for her for having him so down bad but i also pray for her for when the twitter girls catch on
user24: they've already found all of her personal details poor gal
user25: so like which garage is she in this weekend?
user26: she came in with alex and leo so i think it's a safe bet to guess ferrari
user27: i think the 13 year olds would actually have an aneurysm if she was in the mclaren garage
user28: i kinda want to see the meltdown
user29: the way ted kravitz shoved his microphone in her face killed me
user30: girl was so fucking confused
user31: the way she said 'i guess i'm a charles fan? i don't know i met him yesterday and he offered me tickets after i helped leo?'
user32: alex trying not to laugh right next to her when ted was asking her so many questions
user33: lando just fell to his knees in the mclaren garage
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yourusername: thanks for the hospitality charles and ferrari! this has been a dream come true x
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user37: girl rocked up to her job, met THE leo leclerc and got a paddock pass
user38: why does leo never eat a load of grass when i'm on shift
user39: ugh why does this stuff not happen to me :(
charles_leclerc: i'm glad i could repay you beyond leo's vet fees!
yourusername: i did not know this sport was so god damn stressful and it wasn't even the race đ
charles_leclerc: are you sure you can't make it tomorrow, there's still a ticket with your name on it?
yourusername: just say you and alex want a free dogsitter
charles_leclerc: guilty!
charles_leclerc: no but seriously if you wanna pull a sick day, we have a ticket for you
yourusername: all of my managers follow you on instagram, so i think that might be off the cards now
charles_leclerc: ..... oh
yourusername: it's like you people forget you're famous
user40: she's not here for the race :(((
user41: rip y/n y/ln in the paddock 2024-2024, forever in our hearts
user42: we'll never forget the ted's notebook episode of him being humbled by her
landonorris: you're not here for the race ? :(
yourusername: i have a job babe
landonorris: but but but i never got to take you out
yourusername: i technically never even agreed to that
landonorris: but hypothetically if i happened to be in your vicinity on sunday evening, would you change your mind?
yourusername: i'm sure you'll be out celebrating mr racer boy
landonorris: so you think i'm good đ
yourusername: well you're starting third so i guess so?
landonorris: don't count out a more lowkey celebration ;)
alexalbon: is this loser son of a bitch actually going to secure a date
landonorris: i told you guys to trust the process
yourusername: i can literally read this right now ?
landonorris: I'M DOWN BAD LET A MAN LIVE
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landonorris: i told the pretty girl i'd win something for her desk and i did ;)
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user43: holy moly he did it
user44: this is possibly bigger than his first win
user45: proved he can drive and is not completely sauceless
user46: is he at the vets in his sweaty-ass racesuit?
oscarpiastri: YES HE IS AND HE RAN BEFORE WE COULD DEBRIEF SO NOW I HAVE TO WAIT FOR HIS WHIPPED ASS TO COME BACK TO THE PADDOCK BEFORE I CAN GO TO BED
landonorris: your tone seems very pointed
oscarpiastri: it is indeed very pointed, i am so tired and you're so down bad that i'm going to have to sleep at the track
landonorris: well that sounds like a you problem
oscarpiastri: you are such a failure in this department that i'll let you off but i expect a tow next weekend
landonorris: anything i don't mind
oscarpiastri: this is levels of down bad i have never seen before
yourusername: i happen to like my men desperate and pathetic
landonorris: hehehhehehehhehe :P
user47: i now know way too much about these people
user48: at least all this public humiliation was worth it in the end for lando?
alexalbon: this pizza in the car date is very reminiscent of the proposed hotel maccies date ....
yourusername: why are you always up in our business
alexalbon: i've known this gremlin for far too long, if anything i'm looking out for you
yourusername: please refer to my previous comment about my preferences
alexalbon: you people are perfect for each other đ¤¨
yourusername: i can't deny a pretty boy when he's worked so hard to impress me
maxverstappen1: pretty sure that's just his day job to drive fast
yourusername: LET ME HAVE THIS FUCK OFF
landonorris: i knew i had one shot for you to take me seriously
yourusername: oh i was always going to say yes to a date, i just wanted to see just how much you wanted it
landonorris: well i wanted it and i want many more SO BADLY
yourusername: we'll see what we can do...
landonorris: HEHHEHHEHEHEHHEHEHE :)))))))))
yourusername
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yourusername: someone tell this man he has a job and he has to leave
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user51: y/n's photography has shown me what the lando girls see for once
user52: i agree i am MOVED
yourusername: đ¤¨
user53: bro went on one date and thinks she's special
yourusername: more dates than you :P
user54: ugh finally a wag that fights back
landonorris: but i don't wanna leave you đŠ
yourusername: i don't particularly want you to go either but somehow zak has gotten my personal number and wants you at the airport and i'm scared he'll get my address next
landonorris: tell him to fuck off next time
yourusername: he's your boss? WHAT IF HE GETS MY ADDRESS
oscarpiastri: not to sound like a sweat but he is actively looking for your address with cartoonish steam coming out of his ears
yourusername: LANDO IF YOU LIKE ME AS MUCH AS YOU SAY PLEASE MAKE SURE YOUR PSYCHO BOSS DOES NOT COME TO MY HOUSE
landonorris: ugh anything for you i guess
user55: i'm not sure how we got here but they're so hot
user56: he is PUNCHING SO BAD
landonorris: she's a literal goddess i know
yourusername: take notes ladies xx
landonorris: no but seriously, i don't want to leave you - can't you come to brazil?
yourusername: sorry babe i have a job i need to go to
landonorris: PLEASE
yourusername: but what about all the sick animals :(
landonorris: i guess :(
user57: what kind of spell is he under it's been THREE DAYS
landonorris: i love a girl in uniform
yourusername: even if it's scrubs covered in cat piss
landonorris: i find you sexy in anything, but preferably nothing ...
yourusername: right back at you xo
fin.
note: babes i am SWAMPED but i hope you enjoyed!
#f1 x reader#f1 imagine#f1 instagram au#f1 x you#f1#f1 social media au#lando norris insta au#lando norris x you#lando norris x reader#lando norris imagine#lando norris#lando norris instagram edit#lando norris social media au
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Just saw these on Facebook, and I am kind of in awe at the difference in the two pictures. Clear, visible space between David and Jon...but meanwhile not an inch of space between David and Michael. They just look...so cozy, so wrapped up in each other, even five years ago. It's something really beautiful to hold onto in these dark and difficult times...
#michael sheen#welsh seduction machine#david tennant#jon hamm#david tennant does a podcast with#also David's smile is different in the two pictures#like you can see something powerful growing between them#i still think Michael fell in love first. and harder.#it was more gradual for David but no less intense#they are perfect together your honor#we should all be so lucky to find our Other Person#i don't know if i believe in fate but i believe in them#ineffable lovers#<3
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"It feels as though we have been playing these characters forever"
I love that David said this five years ago, and that that feeling of "forever" between him and Michael was so present even then. I love that it's become even more visible in the years since, and that every time Michael and David step into these characters, there's such a sense of familiarity and comfort, a feeling of coming home. It's so bittersweet to think that in just a few weeks, they'll have that first moment of seeing each other as the characters on set again, but for the very last time...
When Michaelâs name was mentioned for the part of Aziraphale, I was immediately interested. We did Bright Young Things together 20 years ago but never had a scene together, and weâve known each other since then. He is a hugely talented lovely man, and those are always the sort of people you want to work with. Heâs delightful to work with, and it feels as though we have been playing these characters forever.
- David Tennant
Full interview here (June 2019)
#michael sheen#welsh seduction machine#david tennant#soft scottish hipster gigolo#good omens#good omens 3#we should all be so lucky to find our Other Person#the person we suddenly can't imagine our life without#to quote Fox Mulder: 'you're my one in five billion'#the invisible and unbreakable line that joins them#they are perfect together your honor#ineffable lovers#reblog
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missing oscar (ls2 + op81)
switch!logan x sub!reader x dom!oscar (poly relationship)
request: Phone/Facetime sex with Logan and Oscar- I have two different ideas for this so you can choose which you like best: youâre with one of them in person and decide to phone the other and give them a show- or the boy youâre not with in person phones to tell you what to do with the other, heâs guiding you through everything as he watches and pretends itâs him youâre touching
wc: 1760
notes: alrighty, this was originally a request for logan weekend (yes all the way back in december) but i had saved the request with the intent of making it a full one shot, and months later i have, so i hope you enjoy. i also deviated a bit from the request, iâm sorry đ
warnings: !! INCLUDES SMUT, MINORS DNI !! phone sex, dom/sub dynamics, oral (fem receiving), unprotected sex, brief videochat sex, talk of punishment
punishments (the sequel)
It was expected for the Australian Grand Prix to be a big deal for Oscar. It was his home race. Of course his face was plastered on billboards for weeks leading up to the race. But none of you had expected it to be this big.
Heâd gone back to Australia early, to take some time to spend with his family, while also working on some of the other promotional stuff for the race. He was modeling for the Australian Esquire digital cover for March, and he had somehow ended up recording messages for the train up to Albert Park? It was all a bit much for the poor Australian driver.
Youâd opted to stay with Logan, the two of you choosing to meet your boyfriend in Australia closer to the race, giving him time to settle in. Though you loved having one boyfriend with you, it was impossible to hide the fact that you missed the other, and frankly so did Logan. You both longed to have Oscar back with you, and cursed the fact that heâd had to go early.
You spent Loganâs brief time off in the US, visiting his family. You loved being able to see him open up more in his home, seeing him let the stress from his job roll off his shoulders while he let himself relax.
You spent the days with his family, accompanying them on different outings, sailing on their boat, dining at all their favorite restaurants. You went with Logan to the gym, he insisted he needed to keep his exercise routine up, and frankly you enjoyed admiring him as he worked out.
The evenings were spent cuddled up together in a hotel room. Youâd asked him if heâd rather stay with his family, but he simply grinned and shook his head.
âIf weâre with my family we wouldnât be able to have our own fun.â He winks.
You lay on the bed together, letting the television play some show neither of you are really paying attention to. His hands trail up and down your back as yours draw random patterns on his chest. You glance up at him to see heâs already looking down at you. You laugh softly when his cheeks flame up and he moves his gaze back to the television.
You tilt his chin so that heâs looking back down at you.
âWhat are you thinking about Lo?â You ask.
He shrugs. âHow lucky I am to have you. Both of you.â
You give him a soft smile and move up to kiss him. It starts off soft and sweet, as per usual with Logan. His hands rest on your hips, squeezing slightly when you straddle him. As the minutes tick by, the kisses grow in intensity, what was soft pecks has turned into a full on make out session. You tangle your hands in the blonde hair at the back of his head, grinding against his lap. He groans into your mouth, keeping a firm grip on your body against his.
âI need you Logan.â You moan against his lips. You let your hands travel down the expanse of his bare chest. You whine, pulling away from him. âI need both of you.â You pout.
âLet's give Os a call then, huh? It should be the morning for him.â Logan suggests, reaching for his phone.
You roll off of him, laying by his side as Logan finds Oscarâs contact. He quickly calls Oscar, holding the phone to his ear, waiting for an answer.
âHey Os, how are you doing?â Logan asks. Thereâs silence for a minute, then Logan speaks again. âYeah, we miss you too.â
You smile and reach out for Loganâs phone. He leans away from you, standing up and walking to the foot of the bed.
âIn fact, we really miss you. Someoneâs getting needy without you.â He teases as he smirks at the small pout that graces your features.
âI wanna talk to him Lo.â You tell him.
Logan places the phone between his ear and his shoulder and reaches down to grab your ankles. He pulls you down to the end of the bed, causing a squeal to escape from your mouth.
Thereâs another few moments of silence on Loganâs end as his hands wander up your legs, pushing the shirt, Oscarâs shirt, youâre wearing up to reveal your panties.
Oscar had always been the more dominant of the three of you in your relationship, with Logan falling into the switch category, and you the sub. You knew Oscar had to be unhappy with what Logan was about to do. Sure he was okay with the two of you having sex while he was away, heâd told you that himself, but to be made to listen as Logan got the both of you off while he was on an entirely different continent? There was no way this was going to end well for the two of you.
All thoughts of stopping this melt away when you feel Loganâs fingers prod at you through your panties, brushing against the damp patch thatâs started to form.
âSheâs so wet Os.â Logan says into the phone, talking as if youâre not even there. âWish you were here to feel her?â He laughs into the phone. âHere, Iâll let her tell you how needy she is.â He pulls the phone from his ear, and presses the speaker button before setting it down on the bed next to you.
âTell Oscar how much you need him.â Logan instructs you as he slowly pulls your panties down.
âY/n. Behave.â Oscar says firmly through the phone.
âI- I donât- oh!â You yelp when you feel Loganâs tongue against you. A hand quickly falls to tangle itself in his hair. He continues licking at your folds, occasionally letting his nose brush against your clit. His eyes are full of mischief as he looks up at you from between your thighs.
âFeelâs so good LoâŚâ you whine, lifting your hips up to meet his mouth.
âWhatâs he doing to you Y/n?â Oscar asks. You know he knows, he has to. Heâs spent countless nights with you leaning against his chest, his hands holding your legs open as Logan devours you like his last meal.
âHeâs- heâs eating me out.â You moan softly.
âTell Oscar how good it feels baby.â Logan says before taking your clit in his mouth.
âIt feels so good Os, so good.â You grind against his face. âI wish you were here Os, I wish you could play with us.â
âY/n, youâre not being a very good girl.â Oscar practically groans.
You can picture him in your mind, his boxers pushed down just far enough to free his cock from them, his hand stroking himself slowly.
âYouâd better not cum for him.â
Oscarâs warning strikes something in the both of you. For you itâs the want to please Oscar, to keep him happy, to be his good girl. For Logan itâs a challenge, the need to see if he can make you fall apart for him while youâre being told not to bubbles up inside him.
Loganâs tongue makes quick work of you, slipping into you as his arms lock themselves around your legs, using his strength to male sure you canât pull away.
âLogan! Logan!â You tug harshly at his hair, but to no avail.
He rolls his eyes back as you pull at his hair, as if youâre just encouraging him to keep going.
âLogan, youâre not going to like what happens when I see the two of you again.â Oscar says, his voice breathy.
He pulls himself away from you to stand up and look down at you. âMaybe. But why not have some fun while youâre away, huh Y/n?â Logan grins down at you.
He tugs his sweatpants and boxers down, kicking them away. He wraps a hand around his cock and pumps himself a few times. âIf you want me to stop we will. I wonât do something you donât want me to.â Logan tells you. You know heâs being sincere, that your sweet boy would never want to do anything to upset you, but you donât miss the glint in his eyes that returns. âOr, tell me you want it. Tell Oscar you want it. That you need it and that you donât care what he says.â He slowly pulls you down the bed even further. He lifts your legs so that your ankles rest on his shoulders. He softly taps against your clit with the head of his cock. âSo tell us what you want, baby.â Logan coos down at you.
âI wantâŚâ
âBe a good girl Y/n.â Oscar reminds you.
You look up at Logan, a smirk on his face.
âI want you Lo, I need you.â You tell him.
Heâs quick to push himself inside you, making you gasp as you take his deep thrusts. The stretch is intense, it usually was with both men, but the clear desperation in both you and Logan sent you both into a foggy haze, filled only with the desire to be as close to the other as possible.
âLogan!â You moan out, your head rolling back against the pillows.
âNo, I want you to moan for him.â Logan grunts. âMoan for Oscar.â
You yelp when you feel him hit deep inside you, repeatedly hitting your g-spot.
âOscar, Os, fuck! It feels so good!â You moan as you feel yourself getting closer to your orgasm. âI need to cum Oscar. I have to cum.â You tell him.
âDonât cum for him Y/n.â Oscarâs warning is drowned out by a cry from your throat, quickly followed by a series of deep groans from Logan. He slowly pulls himself out of you, sighing at the feeling. He drops one of your legs from his shoulder and reaches out for his phone.
âLetâs show Oscar what a mess you are baby.â Logan says. He switches the call to FaceTime and holds the phone in front of your pussy, giving the camera a view of his and your cum dripping out of you. He then pans the camera up to your face. Youâre still trying to catch your breath as your eyes slowly blink at the camera.
âApologize to Oscar baby.â Logan tells you.
âIâm sorry Oscar.â You whimper. âIâm sorry I was a bad girl.â
âYouâre both in for it when you get here.â Oscar says, already planning out your punishments.
âWe canât wait.â Logan grins, ending the call.
#logan sargeant x reader#logan sargeant smut#oscar piastri x reader#oscar piastri smut#poly loscar x reader#formula one x reader
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listen to me, this is important. some of you are heterosexual and women and are likely very normal looking, but are convinced you're not attractive. and in some ways you are right, you are like a normal boring person, maybe with a couple odd qualities like a big forehead or snaggle tooth or something. you've probably been teased, perhaps bullied, been told you should "try harder" or are "ugly" or a number of other things that make it seem like you will just always be a normal, boring, ugly person.
okay and probably you will to some degree.
this post isn't about convincing you you're beautiful on the inside, whatever that's your journey I can't convince women who hate how they look not to hate themselves.
this post is warning you about the MEN who will grab hold of you, and try to make you feel lucky that they love you because you are so boring looking and normal and you're just a normal looking every-day person who was called ugly growing up. and they will take you on dates, and be nice enough, and move in with you, be polite to your parents, maybe even marry you. BE FOREWARENED: they are NOT nice!! When someone loves you, you are the sexiest hottest most awoooga person in the world to them. when grown ups love their partners, they want to eat them up slurp them down put their mouth all over everything and they will never ever ever make you feel lucky to have them, they will be like how how how do I have an angel living with me!!!!
YOU! CAN! ALWAYS! DO! BETTER! Do not let lame, boring, unmotivated, exhausting, unskilled, uninteresting, unsexy men catch a free ride on YOUR one wild and crazy life, because they sniffed out the opportunity to grind your self-confidence to dust by guessing that you, like most women, have some body image issues, so that they can guarantee you will be hard pressed to leave them when they "forget" yet again to do their laundry (can you do it?), or pick up their groceries (let's just get pizza), or plan the trip you've been begging them to do for you (I don't know how!). These men will be pleased to give you crumbs, and expect you to lap them up thankfully because you are soooo so so so quote unquote YOU GEE ELL WHY.
NOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You do NOT have to be beautiful to be loved, and you are absolutely capable of not only find a better man, but thriving without any man!!! YES. YOU. ARE. You do not want to wake up, age 40 - and realize my god I've given this man 15 years of my life, and we haven't seen paris, and we haven't adopted dogs, and I haven't written my novel, and we don't have a retirement plan, and now my knees hurt too much and our mortgage is so expensive. You want to wake up tomorrow, 25 years old, and think "I have 55 more years to have earthshattering orgasms every day and do whatever the fuck I want, god be damned to hell" and then go do that at all possible costs. The perfect nose, chin, and eyebrow does not make your clit work any better.
Do you understand what I'm saying?? THE PERFECT NOSE, CHIN, ASS, BOOBS, WEIGHT, OUTFIT, NAILS, AND EYEBROWS DO NOT MAKE YOUR CLIT WORK ANY BETTER.
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"Out Of All The Games You Chose To Go To This One?"
Your mind swiveled with 2nd thoughts as you sat way up in the nosebleeds, hopelessly watching one of your favorite player Nika Muhl sit on the bench for yet another game.
After spending endless nights contemplating on catching a flight down to Seattle, you finally gave in to your impulseive thoughts and went for it.
It was fitting that you bring along your best friend Ella for moral support, although she was never quite as interested in sports, she would never turn down supporting your passions. Even if that meant flying half way across the states to see your girl keep the bench warm.
A sigh escaped your lips "At least we're winning" Barely. "Maybe we should start moving down to the floor to catch some autographs" In the back of your mind, you knew there was a slim catch of getting on all the action, but nevertheless you were determined to leave here with something other than countless pictures and videos.
"No- we can't leave just yet, they're about to do the t-shirt toss!!" her hands pointing at the jumbotron that displayed a huge countdown with less than 2 minutes remaining on the clock.
This scene was all too familair to you, the cheerleaders come out dancing, grab a handful of t shirts and throw them about 5ft into the front crowd.
It was pointless.
"Please be so for real right now, There's no way those t-shirts are coming our way when we are all the way up here" Your eyes glanced down to examine the depth of how high up the two of you were "We're better off overpaying for a shirt at the concession stands".
You began to gather all your belongings and the nachos that were now cold. Standing up to your feet the crow noise suddenly erupted in the arena. Frantically you scanned your surroundings, eyeing the jumbotron your eyes grew wide.
This was most definitely a life or death situation.
The gold and green lights grew dim as the jumbrotron screen grew impossibly brighter as no other than Paige Bueckers stood before the sold put crowd, smiling and waving gracefully as she clutched a t-shirt in her dominant hand.
"I told you we needed to stay for the toss" she jarred, urgency more prominent than ever before. "Lock in for me because it looks like she's throwing it this way"
How could anyone see from this far up anyways?
Before you could squint to see from down below, an impact struck you right in the shoulder. Your reflexes quickily reacted, catching the object before it hit the ground.
You caught it. The crowds attention glued to your seats in disbelief
Shit.
"She threw that like her life depending on it, come on y/n don't just stand there!" Shock was taking over your body. "We gotta get down there to see her"
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"Did you see who caught that?"
"No not really, but what I did see was you chucking the t-shirt way over yander" Evina laughed, playfully nudging Paige in her side.
"imma professional what can I say?" her hands positioned together ready to initiate her rizz hands for the 10th time tonight.
"Put. Them. Down." she groaned rubbing her temples. "It's bad enough you got all of those girls screaming your name with every step you take".
"Mm.. you sound like a hater"
"And you sound like you'll be catching an uber home by yourself"
"Alright Alright not too much now" Paige jolting her hands up in self defense, Evina quickly smacking them down.
"Please look like we like each other because I think we found your lucky catch" pointing in the direction of the two girls being accompanied by one of the many security guards.
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"Damn she's way taller in person" you muttered to your best friend, only to find her walking away from you, leaving you to fein for yourself in the heat of the moment.
The grip you had on the shirt tightened as you got closer to her. "That was a tough catch" she beamed, her blue eyes sparkkling with glint.
Drop Dead Gorgeous is all that ran through your mind. Her blonde hair slicked back perfectly, not a hair our of place as her earrings sparkled with every turn of her head, as her tucked chain mirrored the same action. Envision of how nice it would look dangling in your face.
"Why thank you" you smiled warmly "You definitely threw a cannon" glancing down at her large hands that had veins spread all throughout like wildfire. Her laugh echoed throughout your body causing small goose bumps to form.
"I'm just happy you caught it because I for sure thought it was gonna hit that beautiful face of yours" her hand gently grazing over your chin.
The feeling of your heart fluttering off rhythm was enough to make you fold in front of everyone, including the cameras who began to swarm the two of you, bright flashes evaded every corner.
You prepared to see this moment plastered on your timeline, yet nobody could prepare you for the cost that came with it.
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This whole poll has really been something, because I love IWTV and think Sam and Jacob are amazing together on screen. But to quote a very wise person I met up with while on my trip: "I don't ship Michael and David. I look at them and can see plainly that they're together." Whatever is between Michael and David, it doesn't need a ship name or anything else--it's just there. And it's unlike anything I have ever seen in any other fandom before. So please, if you haven't already, do go and vote for them in this poll...
Hey, psst, hey you!
Do you like Michael and David?
Did you know they made an entire TV series called Staged, where they played real life versions of themselves which the producer confirmed was low key a love story between them?
And did you know that Michael said he reads fanfiction, and heâs perfectly fine with shipping?
âWhy yes!â You say. âOf course I knew that!â
Then we need YOUR VOTE! Thereâs a RPF tournament happening, all in good fun, but Sheenant is losing!
Please vote here
#sam and jacob are adorable don't get me wrong#but michael and david are on another level entirely#michael sheen#welsh seduction machine#david tennant#soft scottish hipster gigolo#technically it's not RPF if they ship themselves#they are perfect together your honor#we should all be so lucky to find our Other Person#ineffable lovers#poll#reblog
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the perks of having a hot best friend
pairing: lee jeno x fem!reader
genres: fluff, crack, mild angst, best friends to lovers, college au
wc: 14336
warnings: profanity, sexual jokes, jeno is shirtless in a scene phew, too many idol features SORRY i lowk lost track of who iâve included. i think that is all but lmk if you find something else!
summary: having a hot best friend is nice until you start getting butterflies in your stomach every single time you look at them.
note: JAEYUNVERSE COMEBACK WOOO iâve missed writing long fics so much omfg but iâm shitting bricks as we speak LOL itâs been a while since iâve posted something big and i wonât lie iâm hella nervous. i rlly hope you guys enjoy this fic ⥠please donât hesitate to give me your feedback! hereâs to hoping my writing skills havenât become as rusty as i think i have hehe :â))
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01. an abundance of freebies and discounts
Lee Jeno knew the power his smile held.Â
All it took was one flirty laugh combined with those sleepy eyes of his for people to melt. Being the resourceful person you were, you utilised that talent of his to its full extent.Â
âCan you go and flirt with the cashier so she gives us a free muffin?âÂ
Your best friend gave you a dirty look. âYou do realise this is supposed to be your treat, right?âÂ
âI am paying!â you exclaimed. âJust go do your thing and make her feel generous enough to slip a free dessert in our order.âÂ
Jeno rolled his eyes, but you knew youâd won. You almost always did. âFine, whatever. You owe me one though.âÂ
âIâm feeding you because I owe you one,â you pointed out. âThis makes us equal.â
âHow riveting. I have to work so the person who owes me doesnât have to owe me anymore.âÂ
âWe can argue about this for hours or you can haul ass to the counter and place the damn order. Iâll Venmo you the money the moment youâre back,â you promised.Â
Sliding out of the booth, Jeno said, âYouâre lucky youâre cute. If this were Jaemin, I wouldnât be letting him off the hook easily.â
You stuck your tongue out at him and shooed him away. Narrowing his eyes, he grabbed your wrist and pulled you along.Â
âHey!â you cried. âDonât take me with you! The flirting wonât have any effect on her if she thinks weâre together!âÂ
âEveryone thinks weâre together,â Jeno muttered and got in line behind an old man. âShe checked me out when we entered the cafe, saw you arm-in-arm with me and gave you the dirtiest look to ever exist.âÂ
You snorted. âLiar. You might be an eye candy but you do not command such a high level of attention.â Â
âIâm telling the truth!â he argued. âI would know because I was checking out the drink she placed on the counter. I was trying to figure out what the personâs order might have been to get something so incredibly delicious-looking. I saw her out of the corner of my eye.âÂ
âOh.â You frowned and took a step forward when the line moved ahead. âThatâs unfortunate. Should we go to another cafe and try our hand at getting something free there?âÂ
âHow about you stop being such a cheap skate for once?â
Slapping his shoulder hard, you grumbled, âI have to bear the weight of my goddamn rent alone while you share yours with three others! I need to cut down on certain things, asshole.âÂ
âMy offer to move in with you next semester still stands.â Jeno wiggled his eyebrows. âIâm a really good housemate; ask the others.âÂ
âYou live with boys. The disgusting things you do donât bother them because they do them too.âÂ
He closed his mouth and thought about it for a second. Then, âTouchĂŠ.âÂ
You rolled your eyes, but before you could make another snarky comment, a pleasant voice interrupted, âGood morning. What can I get for you today?âÂ
Jeno averted his gaze to the girl standing behind the counter and let a lazy smile take form on his lips. You raised a brow and watched in amusement.Â
âHey there. Can I get a Strawberries & Crème Frappuccino with 1 pump caramel syrup, 1 pump hazelnut syrup, and 1 pump toffee-nut syrup? Java chips too, please.âÂ
The girlâLia, according to her name tagâlooked surprised to see him blatantly flirting with you right beside him. Maybe he was right about every stranger assuming the two of you to be together, though you couldnât fathom why. âOâokay.â
âWhat do you want, friend?â Jeno stressed the last word. Refraining to roll your eyes a second time, you said,Â
âIced coffee without milk. Could you add some sugar to the brew? I prefer my drinks to be sweet.âÂ
âOf course,â she said and nodded once, unfazed even after learning of Jenoâs status as an eligible bachelor.Â
Snorting under your breath, you whispered to him, âLia doesnât give a fuck. Youâre lacking.âÂ
He scoffed and nudged you away. âNo, Iâm not,â he whisper-snapped. âGet out of here. Youâre killing my vibe.âÂ
You deadpanned and gave him a donât-bullshit-me look but retreated to your booth nonetheless. The last thing you heard Lia ask was: âAnything else?âÂ
Youâd only been sitting and scrolling through your phone for a few minutes before a hand slapped a receipt on the table in front of you.Â
Glancing up, you inquired, âWhat?âÂ
âRead the order.âÂ
Dropping your gaze to the piece of paper again, you picked it up. An appreciative frown tugged at your lips as Jeno slid into his seat. âYou managed to get us a free muffin and a free bagel?â
âDonât ever question my talents again,â he ordered and leaned back. Resting his arm on the cushion behind him and placing his ankle on his knee, his attitude was nothing short of a kingâs. âI wonât tolerate any further slander.âÂ
âUh-huh,â you muttered, utterly unimpressed. Though you admit, a smile threatened to break out on your face and you had to bite your lip to keep it from escaping.Â
Jeno raised an eyebrow, as if waiting for something. All you did was stare at him, and when he realised you wouldnât budge, he did an extremely horrible and high-pitched imitation of you that should have deserved jail. âThank you sooooooo much, Jeno! If it werenât for your flirting skills, I wouldnât have anything to eat. Youâre my one and only saviour, and I donât know what I would have done withoutââ
âOrder for Jeno!â Lia hollered.Â
Said-boy flinched and clutched his heart with his hand. âWhat the⌠That was quick.â Clearing his throat, he turned his attention back to you, the tips of his ears red and his face flushed. âWhatever. Iâll be right back. Venmo me the bill amount.âÂ
You snickered and watched him get up. However, before he could move out of earshot, you called his name. âThank you for your service.âÂ
Jeno glanced at you over his shoulder and did nothing but observe you for a moment. Then, a lopsided grin took form on his lips and he mock saluted.Â
âYouâre welcome.âÂ
02. gives good boy advice
âWhat are you doing here?âÂ
Pushing past you, Jeno strolled into your living room and plopped down on your sofa. âIs that any way to greet your best friend?âÂ
You rolled your eyes and closed the front door. Sitting down beside him, you placed your laptop on your lap again and resumed going through your notes. âIâm being serious. Were we supposed to hang out today? Because I cannot. I still have three finals left.âÂ
âNo, we didnât have any plans today,â he said, peering over your shoulder to check what subject you were studying. It was Economics. Horrible memories from the previous semester resurfaced and he shuddered before continuing, âYour text said you wanted to talk about something important?âÂ
You paused and glanced at him. âSo you came over?âÂ
âDo you want me to leave?â Jeno frowned. âI thought it would be better to talk in person.â
He stood up and dusted himself off. Eyes widening, you grabbed his wrist and forced him back to his original position. âThatâs not what I meant! I do want to talk to you butâitâs weird. I donât feel like dealing with whatever has happened right now and Iâm getting second thoughts about asking you for advice.âÂ
Concern seeped into Jenoâs face. âWoah, are you okay? You donât have to explain anything right now. Just tell me one thing: do I need to beat anyone up? Iâve got a few gym buddies who are ripped.â
You huffed a laugh and placed your laptop on the coffee table. Crossing your legs, you turned to face him. Upon watching you get comfortable, your best friend rolled his shoulders back and did the same thing.Â
âBefore I say anything, I need you to promise me that you wonât laugh. Or make fun of me. Or call me an idiot.âÂ
âI wonât,â he answered immediately, though he wondered what issue warranted you to require his word.Â
Taking a deep breath, you nodded. âYangYang asked me out a few days ago. Iâve always liked him, but not in a way thatâs not platonic. I fucked up and instead of rejecting him right there, I asked him for some time to think it over and kinda led him to believe that I would say yes.â
Jeno raised an eyebrow. âHow?âÂ
âI told him heâs my type,â you mumbled, cringing at the memories that came rushing back.Â
âWhat?!â he exclaimed. âHow the hell did you manage to do that?âÂ
âI donât know!â you whined and buried your face in your hands. âHe came up to me when I was in the library and asked if we could talk! I didnât know he was going to drop such a bomb on me so I said yes. Then he started talking about how heâs always cherished our friendship and how heâs so glad to have me.
âI started suspecting where his train of thought was headed when he added a but to his sentence. He said heâs liked me for a while now and he couldnât keep it to himself anymore. I was flabbergasted once he was done! Iâve always viewed him as a good friend and I didnât want to just turn his heart down!â
âSo you told him he was your type?â Jeno asked incredulously. âI know I promised to not call you an idiot but youâre really fucking stupid, Y/N! Itâs going to be hella awkward when the group meets up!âÂ
You groaned and closed your eyes shut, letting yourself fall on your back. âThatâs not even the worst part.âÂ
Jeno grabbed your wrists and hauled you back up. His face was barely a few inches away from yours when he ordered, âExplain.â
Taking a deep breath, you continued. âI told YangYang that he was cute and my type but I wasnât in a position to think about going out with anyone with still two weeks of finals left to get through. I thought he would drop it but he asked me if I would think about his confession after our exams and I felt terrible telling him the truth. So I said I would. Yeji called me last night and said she set me up on a blind date with this guy in her class. You know how fast word spreads here. YangYang is going to know I dangled him on strings only to go on a date with someone else!âÂ
âYouâre going on a blind date? With whom?âÂ
You flicked Jenoâs forehead. âThatâs not the issue!âÂ
âWell, I want to know!â he sputtered and slapped your hand away.Â
âI donât know! Frankly, I donât care either. I made a bet with Yeji and I lost. Now I have to spend an evening with a random guy I donât even want to seek a romantic relationship with.âÂ
Your best friend sighed in frustration. âThis might be one of your biggest fuck-ups till now.â
âI know,â you said quietly and dropped your gaze to your lap in shame.Â
âYouâll have to apologise to YangYang and tell him the truth. Heâs a good guy and he doesnât deserve any of this.âÂ
âI know.âÂ
âHey,â Jeno said softly. You glanced at him to see heâd gotten up and was holding his out for you. âCome here.âÂ
You rose to your feet and let him envelop you in his comforting embrace. Burying your face in his chest, you whispered, âI never wanted to hurt YangYang. I donât want to lose him as a friend.âÂ
âYou wonât as long as you come clean and explain everything. Donât insult him further by giving him more half-truths. Guys would rather know whatâs the real deal than be lied to and find out from someone else. Not only is it hurtful, but itâs a huge blow to the ego.â Â
Your lips curled in a small smile and you leaned back a little to look at his face. âIs this about your mom lying to you about the tooth fairy?âÂ
âDamn right it is,â he grumbled. âI gave an entire speech about her being my favourite person in the whole world. Thatâs not something you recover from easily.â
âItâs been 15 years.â
âItâll take me another 15 to come to terms with the fact that I used to rip my loose teeth out and place them under my pillow when I needed money urgently.âÂ
You laughed and pulled yourself out of his arms. âI canât believe Iâm taking guy advice from you.âÂ
âWhy?â Jeno exclaimed. âIâm a guy too! Plus, I always give good advice!âÂ
You giggled and plopped down on the sofa again. âI know. But youâre also Jeno. Iâve never thought of you as just a guy.âÂ
âI donât know if I should be flattered or offended.âÂ
âHow about you sit your ass down and help me study now that youâre here? I made flash cards.âÂ
Snatching the stack from your hand, Jeno teased, âOh, how would you survive without me?â
âI donât have to wonder about that shit.â You grinned. âThereâs no way in hell youâre getting rid of me anytime soon.âÂ
He laughed. âAnd thank fuck for that.âÂ
03. hugs always make you feel safe thanks to all the beef underneath
You were going to drag Jeno to the seventh circle of Hell.Â
You couldnât afford to go grocery shopping with him when you had a huge exam the next day. You hadnât studied shit and were one âhave you prepared for tomorrowâs final?â away from a mental breakdown.Â
It didnât help that Yeji had called you in the middle of the night to clear a doubt she had from a chapter you didnât even know had been covered.
Youâd been panicking ever since and it felt like you were going to get a heart attack at any moment. Â
âDoritos or Lays?âÂ
âKick to the nuts or knuckles to the jaw?âÂ
Your best friend tore his gaze from the rack of chips and eyed you warily. âI said Iâll help you study tonight.âÂ
âYou donât understand, Jeno!â you exclaimed and ran a hand through your messy hair, pacing in the supermarket aisle impatiently. âIâm going to fail! Fail!â Â
Groaning, Jeno grabbed your arm and forced you to face him. He held your shoulders and looked you in the eyes, enunciating each word as he reiterated, âYouâre not going to fail. Weâre going to pull an all-nighter in the library, but we need to be stocked up on food before we do that.âÂ
You sighed painfully. It burned your eyes to just focus on anythingâhow the hell were you supposed to stay awake for another day and write a three-hour-long exam after that?Â
âYou could have come here without dragging me with you,â you muttered. âI could have been studying at home instead of wasting precious time.â
Jeno frowned. âAny more time in front of your laptop and you would have gone insane, Y/N. Your eyes are completely red.âÂ
âOh, thatâs not because of the screen time. I cried before you came to check on me.âÂ
Huffing a small laugh that bordered on exasperation, amusement and worry, Jeno threw a few packets of Doritos in the shopping cart before slinging an arm around your neck. You let him pull you against him and wrapped your arms around his waist as the two of you began walking.Â
âWell, you needed to get out anyway. I donât remember the last time I saw you leave your apartment.âÂ
âI stepped outside yesterday to play with the neighbourâs cat,â you said defensively.Â
âNot good enough,â Jeno popped. âWeâre going to go get a massage once weâre done shopping.âÂ
You stopped in your tracks and peeled yourself away from him. âThe final is in twenty-eight hours!â you yelled, staring at him incredulously. âAre you fucking stupid?!âÂ
âSo you have plenty of time to de-stress before you start studying again!â he chirped, paying no heed to your concerns nor the people who had heard your outburst and were giving you odd looks. âTrust me, I went for a massage before my final and I was so relaxed. It helped me to focus too.âÂ
âJeno,â you uttered his name with barely contained impatience. âI donât have time. I need to cover a lot of shit before I go and sit in the fucking examination hall.âÂ
âAnd I said Iâll help!â he repeated, sounding almost exasperated. Pushing the shopping cart forward again, he studied the shelves and continued, âYou always do this, Y/N. You freak out before a test and act like the world is ending only for you to do super well.â
âWellââ you began, stumbling after himâ âthatâs just my coping mechanism! The more worried I am, the better I do. But Iâm screwed for real this time!âÂ
âNo,â Jeno popped, placing a 2-litre bottle of Sprite in the cart. âIâm not listening to you this time. Especially not after you stayed awake for three days straight for your midterm.âÂ
You sighed again. There was no arguing with your best friend. âHow long is this massage of yours going to take?âÂ
âWeâll be back at your place in two hours max,â he reassured you, patting your head. You swatted his hand away and gave him a dirty look. âI think we have everything we need to make it through today and tomorrow.âÂ
âWhy do we need such a big bottle of Sprite?âÂ
âParty at my place this weekend. Thereâs a discount so Iâm buying in advance.â
You frowned. âShouldnât you be stocking up on booze?â
âThe guys said I have an alcohol addiction,â Jeno said, getting in line at the billing counter. âWhich is, like, totally untrue but you know I never back down from a challenge. Iâm going to prove them wrong by staying sober for two weeks.â
âSure,â you snorted. âYouâll just find lame loopholes or cheat when no oneâs looking.â
A sly grin took form on Jenoâs lips. He wiggled his eyebrows suggestively and drawled, âI know what you do when no oneâs looking.â
âReally?â You feigned a gasp. âYou know I sneak over to your house and steal your food when youâre not there?â
His smile dropped immediately. âWait, what? Thatâs you? Not Hyuck?â
âThe food thief is me but the one stealing your sheet masks is Hyuck,â you admitted.
âHe steals my masks?! The ones I buy are expensive as fuck!â Jeno exclaimed, betrayal seeping into his features. His hands fell to his side and his eyes turned distant. âI canât believe heâs been gaslighting me into thinking I do an extra round of skincare when Iâm drunk.â
You giggled and pushed the shopping cart forward once the person in front of you was done. Placing the contents on the billing counter for the cashier to scan, you revealed, âHyuck saw me raiding your pantry when you were at the gym. He used that as leverage against me for weeks before I saw him stealing your sheet masks and was able to finally strike a dealâhe turns a blind eye to my robberies and I turn a blind eye to his.â
âWhyâd you team up with him?â Jeno pouted. âI thought we were best friends.â
You laughed incredulously. âSeriously? Thatâs what youâre focusing on? Not the part where Hyuck and I used your stuff without asking?â
âWell, yeah, Iâm pissed you used my shit. But I guess Iâm just a little more bothered that you guys teamed up,â Jeno said and shrugged, fetching his wallet from the back pocket of his jeans. âBecause, you know, coming together to make people suffer has always been our thing.â
You raised an eyebrow, slightly amused by how he was beating around the bush. âAre you saying you wanna team up with me to get back at Hyuck?â
Jeno grinned. âIâm gonna screw over that motherfucker so bad. You get off the hook, though, because youâre cute and I need your help.â
âYouâre impossible.â You huffed and shook your head. Taking the bag of groceries, you said to him, âText me my share and Iâll Venmo the money to you.â
âYou could buy me an ice cream instead.â
âNo,â you denied immediately. âWeâre not wasting time on ice cream. Massage and then straight home so I can pick up my study material and we can leave for the library.â
Thankfully, Jeno didnât protest. He drove you to your apartment complex and waited for you while you packed your bag. Then, the two of you were off to the massage place.
An hour later, you were done and forced to admit that the massage had indeed helped you. It felt like all the stress had left your body. Thinking about the final didnât make you want to cry anymore and things were actually looking up now that you were rested.
You were able to retain the knowledge better and it was easier to understand the concepts. Jeno quizzed you and provided you with an endless supply of coffee throughout the night.
Right before lunch the next day, however, the panic resurfaced as you were revising your syllabus for the last time before your final at 3. You couldnât seem to remember anything you had studied the previous night.Â
You could feel another breakdown coming, but before you could hyperventilate, Jeno scooped you up in his arms.
You hadnât even realised when heâd come back from picking up your food. One minute, you were trying to control your breath and the next, your face was buried in his hard chest.
You held onto his shirt as his hands rubbed soothing circles on your back and he rocked you from side to side.
âShh, donât cry,â he mumbled and kissed the top of your head. âYouâre gonna ace the final like you always do. You were able to answer all the quiz questions, so keep in mind that you are prepared. The pre-exam anxiety is just clouding your thoughts. Everythingâs gonna come back to you when you sit down to write, alright?â
Nodding, you clenched your eyes shut and bit down on your lip to keep a sob from escaping. Jenoâs presence kept acting like a tether for you. It always had.
Maybe he was right about the final. Maybe he wasnât. But at that moment, engulfed in his warm, safe embrace, it felt like everything was going to be okay.
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01. having to deal with a narcissistic asshole.Â
It was an especially sweltering day.Â
You were being baked inside-out despite wearing a tank top and a pair of shorts, your hair tied in a messy high bun. Adding to your torment was your broken A/C. Youâd requested your landlord to fix it several times but your efforts were to no avail.Â
You would have kept bothering him incessantly and gotten the job done if you werenât so intimidated by him already.Â
Sighing, you eyed your bathroom. A cold shower sounded like an amazing idea. Jeno wasnât supposed to come over to watch the movie for a while anyway.Â
Deciding to cool yourself and get rid of the sweat sticking to your body, you entered the tiny bathroom. A high-pitched squeal left your mouth the moment you turned the shower knob and the cold water hit your skin.Â
âFuck,â you cursed and flinched, turning the knob the other way immediately. Your shitty apartment didnât even have a valve to adjust the temperatureâthe water was either mildly hot or ice cold. Showering in summer was always a big problem.
âGod, I donât wanna keep doing this,â you mumbled to yourself and stepped into your room again.Â
There was thisâŚÂ thing youâd been doing ever since you moved into this apartment. Whenever it was hot, youâd work out so youâd get more sweaty. That way, when you showered under the ice-cold water, it didnât feel as unbearable.Â
It was weird and there probably was no science behind it, but you didnât care as long as it worked.Â
So, you rolled out your yoga mat on the floor and began warming up.Â
Within no time, your skin was glistening with sweat and your hair was damp. You were struggling to complete the last push-up of your final set when someone knocked on your door, causing you to lose your focus. Your arms gave out beneath you, and you collapsed to the ground.Â
âWoah, itâs boiling in here,â Jeno pointed out intelligently. âAnd you look like youâre one move away from dying. God, I canât even breathe Why the fuck are you working out with the windows closed? Are you stupid?âÂ
Groaning, you rolled on your back and watched your best friend as he moved to the windows and threw them open. âHey!â you protested weakly and raised a trembling arm in a pathetic attempt to stop him. âIâm trying to do something!â
Jeno raised an eyebrow at you and grabbed your hand, hauling you up effortlessly. âOh, yeah? Pray tell.âÂ
You crashed into his chest and rebounded, but he tightened his hold on you. His palm hovered over your back in case you lost your balance. Steadying yourself, you glared at him and snapped, âNo. Youâre gonna make fun of me.â
âI wonât!â Jeno laughed, his eyes crinkling.Â
âStop, youâre doing it already!âÂ
âOkay! Okay, Iâm sorry. I really do wanna know what you were doing.âÂ
You eyed him for a moment, waiting for him to slip up and start laughing again. But Jenoâs face remained mildly curious. Satisfied, you explained, âWell, because I was feeling hot, I decided to take a shower. The water here is very cold, though, so I decided to work out in a closed room because that would make me even hotter. If I get in the shower now, it wouldnât feel as cold because my body temperature has already increased, and the water would be sort of neutralised.âÂ
A beat of silence passed. And then, âI know I said I wouldnât make fun of youââ
âThen stop talking.â
âBut did you not realise you could have mixed the hot and cold water in a bucket?â Jeno continued, clearly still talking. âOr, I donât know, come over to my place to shower?âÂ
âYou live with three other men.â You deadpanned. âI was not going to shower in your apartment with Jaemin, Renjun and Hyuck there. Also, I donât have a big enough bucket, so I will be buying one today,â you added, muttering the last bit.Â
Jeno rolled his eyes. âGod, Y/N, I would have kicked the guys out.âÂ
âWhat makes you think they would have listened to you?â you asked amusedly.
âOkay, true,â he agreed. âThey would have listened to you, though. If thereâs anyone whoâs bossy enough to get them out of the house on a hot Sunday afternoon, itâs you.âÂ
âAre you calling me bossy?âÂ
âAre you going to shower now?â he deflected. âYou stink.â
âShut up!â you exclaimed and slapped his shoulder hard, but laughed nonetheless. Moving away from him, you kicked him off your yoga mat and said, âYou opened the windows and interrupted my workout, so I donât feel as hot anymore. I think Iâm gonna exercise a little more so I donât die of hypothermia in the shower. You can take my laptop and choose a movie till then if you want.â
âHow about I work out with you?â Jeno suggested. âWe can have our gym bros moment.âÂ
âI donât wanna have a gym bros moment with you.â
âWhy?â he whined.Â
Flicking his forehead, you said, âBecause I know youâre gonna turn this into a competition, and Iâm not in the mood.âÂ
âScared?â
âYou wish,â you scoffed. âIâm tired from all the working out I did before you came, and Iâm not going against you when you have that advantage over me.âÂ
âThat still means youâre scared. Pussy.â
Letting out an exasperated sigh, you got into the position for a plank. âGet out if youâre going to keep being annoying and not contribute shit to our gym bros moment.â
âI knew youâd come around,â Jeno replied smugly. You practically heard the grin in his voice when he said that.Â
You closed your eyes and laboured your breathing as you felt your abdomen begin to burn almost immediately. âHad to, or I knew youâd keep irritating me.âÂ
Opening your lids, you turned your neck to see if he was doing the exercise with you.Â
Your arms gave out the moment you saw Jeno shirtless, his bulging biceps on full display.
âDamn, you lost quicker than I thought,â he commented.Â
âWhy are you naked?!â you demanded in a shrill voice.Â
Still in position, Jeno only glanced at you like you were out of your mind. âI was wearing a hoodie, Y/N. Did you expect me to do a plank in that furnace?âÂ
âYeah!â you exclaimed. To your dismay, your eyes kept drifting to his well-defined muscles no matter how much you tried to focus on his face.Â
To make things worse, Jeno noticed. And smirked. âStop complaining if youâre enjoying the view so much. Itâs okay to admit you have a hot best friend.â
Flustered, you scrambled to your feet and looked at the ceiling. God, you felt like a stupid middle schooler. It was insane how much of an effect Jeno was having on you. What was weirder was that your mind was drifting to places it had never been before. At least where your best friend was concerned.Â
âNarcissus has nothing on you,â you muttered under your breath, and tried to gather your bearings.Â
âBesides,â Jeno continued, having not heard you. âI do send you pictures sometimes. I donât know why youâre acting like youâve never seen me like this.âÂ
âYour phoneâs camera is fucked, Jeno,â you grumbled. âThe photos you texted me didnât capture half of whatâs actually there.â
No matter what you hadnât seen, youâd felt whenever you hugged each other. It didnât take away your surprise upon seeing the 2440p quality visual though.Â
âIs that disappointment I hear?â he taunted.Â
âNo!â you exclaimed and finally looked at him again. At the sight of his working muscles, you muttered, âCan we stop now? You won.â
âAh!â Jeno dragged the word as if he had just stumbled upon a revelation. âYou want me to stand up so you can get a better view of my abs? Got it.âÂ
Your eyes widened, and before you could deny his ridiculous accusations, he was towering over you. Wiggling his eyebrows, he gestured towards himself and flexed dramatically.Â
âYouâre an idiot,â you huffed, unable to help yourself.Â
âYeah? Then I guess an idiot just managed to fluster the shit out of you.â Jeno smiled and ruffled your hair. Bending, he picked up his discarded hoodie and shrugged it back on. âIâll go and get you a bathing bucket from the supermarket around the corner. Donât freeze yourself to death.âÂ
You rolled your eyes. âI wonât.âÂ
âAlso, do you remember the shirt I forgot here all those months ago after I got wet in the rain? Can you find it so I can change into it when Iâm back?â He frowned and looked at himself. âIâll eventually toast myself if I watch the movie in my hoodie.â
âSure, but youâre stupid for wearing warm clothes in summer,â you commented. Â
Jeno gave you a dirty look. âSorry for assuming your A/C was in working condition. Besides, you always want to cuddle when we watch movies, so I figured youâd be more comfortable if I was wearing a hoodie.âÂ
Your cheeks warmed at that, your heart stumbling a beat. What was wrong with you? Youâd always known Jeno was caring and went out of his way to do nice things for you.
Typically, youâd have felt grateful for how thoughtful he was being.Â
Now, though, you felt that and⌠something else that you didnât really want to acknowledge.Â
âWhatever,â you said instead, trying to sound dismissive. Pushing him out of your room, you continued, âIâll find it. Just hurry up with the bucket.âÂ
A few minutes after Jeno was gone, a notification popped up on your phone.Â
[jeno]: clearer picture that i clicked on jaeminâs phone for your viewing pleasure :â)Â
You blinked in confusion and opened the photo that was attached below, your eyes widening the moment you saw it. It was a zoomed-in gym mirror selfie of Jeno wearing nothing but sweatpants and shoes, his muscular abdomen on full display.Â
[you]: did you crop jaemin?Â
[jeno]: ???? [jeno]: wdymâŚâŚ. [you]: the photoâs dimensions are weird [jeno]: oh [jeno]: what the fuck [you]: LMFAOOO [jeno]: STOP I DIDNâT WANT YOU LOOKING AT HIM INSTEAD OF ME IâVE GOT A BETTER BODY ANYWAY AND IâM GONNA BUY A NEW PHONE SO I CAN SEND YOU CLEARER PICS WITHOUT HAVING TO CROP THAT FUCKER OUTÂ
You bit down on your lip to keep yourself from smiling too wide. Right before you were about to type a reply, you received another text from your best friend.Â
[jeno]: so are you gonna tell me what you think [you]: FINE youâre hot. [you]: happy? [jeno]: euphoric
Finally laughing out loud, you shook your head.Â
Narcissus had nothing on Jeno indeed.
02. female friends ask you to be their wingwomanÂ
You didnât think youâd ever accompanied Jeno to a party without having someone ask you to set them up with him.Â
âPlease,â Yoo Jimin begged for what seemed like the thousandth time. âYeji said he was single!âÂ
Sighing, you mentally cursed Yeji for inviting Jimin to Jenoâs party. âHe is, but Iâm not setting you up with him.âÂ
âWhy?â Jimin demanded rather aggressively, making you wonder what it would take for her to quit nagging you. âDo you like him or something?âÂ
It took a concerning amount of effort for you to refrain from rolling your eyes. âI do not.âÂ
âThen whatâs the problem?âÂ
âI donât know, Jimin!â you finally burst and gestured at your surroundings. âMaybe Iâm not too keen on helping you out because you followed me into the washroom and cornered me! Maybe I feel used because youâve never shown much interest in me even though Iâve tried striking up a conversation with you several times before!â Â
Jiminâs features softened, and she looked away. âYouâre right,â she muttered, guilt and shame evident in her voice. âIâm sorry for jumping on you like that.âÂ
You immediately felt bad for snapping at her. Pursing your lips, you tried to cheer her up. âDonât worry about it. You donât need me to set you up with him anyway. I know we havenât hung out much, but based on what Iâve heard about you from Yeji, youâre smart, funny and social. You have no reason to be nervous while approaching Jeno.âÂ
For some reason, you regretted encouraging Jimin to pursue your best friend. A gaping hole formed in your heart, and you wished she would go for someone else instead.Â
âThanks, Y/N.â Jimin smiled gratefully. âI know Iâve been a shitty person, but could you give me another chance? Iâd really like to get to know you more.âÂ
And just like that, the hollowness in your chest was gone. You gave her a genuine smile of your own and said, âI gotta pee right now, but does lunch tomorrow work for you?â
Jiminâs eyes widened. âShit, Iâm so sorry. I forgot where we were.â Rubbing the nape of her neck sheepishly, she replied, âLunch works. Iâll text you tonight so we can talk about it.âÂ
The two of you exchanged your goodbyes, and then she was gone. A few minutes later, you exited the washroom as well and headed back to the party.Â
âI missed you,â a voice slurred in your ear. Arms circled around your waist, and a face buried itself into the crook of your neck.Â
You laughed. âYou failed the challenge, Jeno.âÂ
âWhere were you?â he demanded in an almost whiny tone. âItâs your fault! I wouldnât have lost at beer pong if youâd been playing with me.âÂ
Patting Jenoâs back in consolation, you replied, âIâm sorry you have zero self-control and commit to things you know you wonât be able to do.âÂ
Jeno peeled himself away from you and pouted. âYouâre mean.â
âThanks. Letâs get wasted together,â you said, but then added upon looking at his already tipsy condition, âOr I can get wasted, and your ass can keep me company.â Â
âDonât you think one of us should be sober?â Jeno asked as you pulled him along.
âIâm not gonna hold back from drinking!â you exclaimed. âLet me remind you that you were supposed to be the sober one today and make sure I didnât do anything stupid. Iâm blaming you if I get naked in the yard.âÂ
Thanks to the music that was gradually getting louder as you approached the main party area, you didnât hear your best friendâs response. You tightened your grip on his hand when the crowd thickened. Wading your way through the dancing throng, you finally reached the table lined with alcohol and food.Â
You chose a bottle of Romanov and popped it open, drinking straight from it. Youâd barely taken a few gulps when Jeno snatched it from you and put it to his own mouth.Â
Throwing him a dirty look, you picked up another bottle for yourself. âDo you wanna dance?â
âI wanna throw up.âÂ
âSuit yourself.â You shrugged and aimed for the dance floor. A smile crept on your face upon seeing Jaemin; you were not in the mood to dance alone.Â
âY/N!â he hollered when he noticed you. Stumbling towards you, he pulled you in a quick embrace. âI havenât seen you in so long!âÂ
âFinals!â you answered. Jaemin nodded in understanding and ran a hand through his hair, taking a swig from his beer. âDo you wanna dance?âÂ
You grinned. âYou know I do.âÂ
The next few hours were a complete blur. The bottle in your hand was replaced by more one after the other, and when Jaemin deemed youâd had enough to drink, he gave you a red solo cup filled with water instead.Â
It felt good to finally unwind after the horrible few weeks youâd had. There was no academic stress weighing down on you anymore, and though you were low on sleep, you didnât want to stop partying.Â
You just wished you and Jeno had gotten wasted together. While you were having fun with Jaemin, partying with Jeno was a different experience entirely.Â
Right as you were about to take a sip from your cup, you felt an arm being thrown around your neck. The touch was so familiar that you recognised who it was immediately.Â
âI missed you!â you exclaimed. Jeno looked down at you with a grin on his face, a pair of black party glasses sitting on his nose. His hair was damp and fell over his forehead. Maybe it was the liquor in your system, but you could have sworn he never looked better. âLetâs dance.â
âDance?â Jeno laughed. âHavenât you been doing that for the past two hours? Donât your feet hurt?âÂ
Frowning, you glanced at your legs. âThey do!â you exclaimed, and looked back at him again, your bottom lip sticking out in a pout. Feeling tears beginning to pool in your eyes, you mumbled, âBut I still want to dance.â
âHow about we go on the roof instead? The stars look pretty tonight,â your best friend suggested, trying his best not to laugh at you. âI didnât drink at all after you left me. Iâm sober enough to take care of you now.âÂ
Your eyes lit up at that. âWow, thatâs such a good idea! Youâre so smart, Jeno. I love you.â Â
Jenoâs lips finally twitched up in a smile. âI love you too, silly.âÂ
Plucking the solo cup out of your hand, he offered you an arm. You looped yours through it with a soft thank you and leaned on him as he led you upstairs.Â
The two of you entered his dark room, and Jeno shut the door behind him. Only when the loud music was muffled did you realise your head was throbbing. Â
He unhooked your arms gently and grabbed a warm blanket off his bed. Throwing open his window, he jumped out on the flat roof and looked at you expectantly.Â
You staggered behind Jeno and took the hand he was holding out for you. His other hand hovered over your waist as you climbed on the sill.Â
Thanks to the alcohol in your system, your balance was non-existent, and your legs turned to jelly the moment they made contact with the roof. Fortunately, your best friend was there to catch you.
You bumped into Jenoâs chest instead of falling to the ground. He wrapped his arms around you and steadied you, laughing a little at your antics.Â
âGod, how much did you drink?â you heard him wonder to himself. You mumbled an incoherent response and leaned against the outside wall of his room, watching him lay the spread on the floor.Â
The two of you usually climbed the ladder that led to the slanting roof at the very top of the house, but you reckoned the boy in front of you didnât want to risk taking you up there when you were so wasted.Â
Jeno sat down on the blanket once he was done and peeked at you over his shoulder, patting the space beside him. âCome on.âÂ
Pushing yourself off the siding, you stumbled to him, tripping over your feet a bit. You were able to keep your balance, though, and a moment later, you found yourself lying on the blanket next to him.
Your shoulders brushed against each other, the warmth from his body seeping into you. It was summer, but the night air was still chilly, especially now that you were on the roof. You were thankful for the protection Jeno offered against the mild cold.Â
The music was blaring once again now that you were outside, and there were no barriers to deafen it, but the volume barely bothered you. Your eyes were on the stars, trying to identify the constellations.
âI see Orion right there,â Jeno said, pointing at the sky. You followed his finger, and sure enough, there it was. âAnd thereâs Ursa Minor.â He moved his hand after noting that you had recognised Orion.Â
âI donât see it,â you muttered, blinking heavily to clear your sight.Â
âCan you see Polaris?â he asked, glancing at you for a moment.Â
You raised your hand and pointed it at a random star that was nowhere near the one Jeno was referring to. âThere.âÂ
Jeno snorted. âYou could spot Orion, but you canât identify the brightest star in the sky?â Without waiting for a response, your best friend grabbed your arm and directed it to the right star. âThat is Polaris.âÂ
âWoah.â You gaped and lowered your arm. âItâs so shiny.âÂ
Jeno laughed again upon hearing the child-like wonder in your voice. You stargazed often and always challenged each other to see who could identify the most constellations in a minute. He knew the night sky was familiar to you, but seeing you like this reminded Jeno of the first time he brought you to his roof and introduced you to his favourite hobby.Â
âDo you want it?â he teased.Â
Eyes widening, you turned your neck to look at him, your faces so close you could count his lashes. âReally?âÂ
âReally,â he said and pinched your cheek, unable to help himself. âIâll get it for you.âÂ
A wide smile immediately broke across your lips, and you threw your arms around him, hugging him tightly. âThank you!â you squealed.Â
Jeno chuckled, a little surprised that you had practically climbed on top of him, and part of him was caged under you now. He didnât mind the sudden intimacy. It had always been his love language; any sort of physical contact with youâbe it comparing hand sizes or carrying you on his backâwarmed his heart.Â
Patting your head, he asked, âYou want me to show you the rest of Ursa Minor?âÂ
âYes.â You nodded into the crook of his neck and peeled yourself away from him, but your head still rested where his shoulder met his arm.Â
Brushing away a strand of hair that had fallen on your face, he averted his gaze to the sky. âPolaris is the tail of The Little Dipper. Now we move towards the left. See the star thatâs above the brightest? Thatâs Delta. Epsilon is above Delta too, but the distance between them is not as much as the distance between the first two. Zeta is belowââÂ
You tuned Jeno out. He was still showing you the stars that made up the constellations, far too invested to notice that you were no longer paying attention to what he was saying and were looking at something much more beautiful instead.Â
Youâd always known your best friend was attractive. Youâd have to be blind to not notice his striking featuresâthey were sharp with a certain softness around the edges. His face always stood out in crowds and demanded peopleâs undivided attention.Â
Rightfully so, you thought to yourself as you admired his perfectly straight nose and the shape of his soft lips, diverting your gaze to his eyes. Youâd always thought they were his best features. They were warm and open and felt like home. It deserves to be appreciated.Â
âPherka, Eta, Kochab and Zeta form aââ
âYouâre prettier.â
Jeno glanced at you, your faces mere inches away and those beautiful eyes peering into yours with slight confusion. âWhat?â
âYou said the stars looked pretty tonight,â you whispered. âI think youâre prettier.â You paused for a moment, as if rethinking your words. Then, âI think youâre the prettiest person in the world.â
A fond smile crept on your best friendâs face, and maybe it was because your ear was in the vicinity of his heart, but you could have sworn you heard it thumping loudly against his ribcage. Lightly bumping his forehead against yours, Jeno whispered back,Â
âI think youâre the prettiest person in the world too.âÂ
03. itâs very easy to fall for them, especially when theyâre always so sweet and caring
The first thing you felt upon regaining your consciousness was pain.Â
Your skull was splitting apart, the little bit of sunlight creeping in through the closed curtains rendering you blind. Nausea was beginning to set in, but your body was so weak that you werenât sure you could make it to the toilet in time.Â
You should have never drunk so much. Not only had you not taken any proper rest after working yourself to exhaustion during your finals, but had also danced to the point you couldnât move your legs. Heck, you couldnât even remember much of the party. You recalled leaving Jeno behind to party with Jaemin, but everything after that was a huge blank slate.Â
The toilet was far away, but you could try reaching the dustbin near the study table instead of just throwing up on the carpet. Groaning, you tried to push yourself up. When that didnât work, you put all strength in your abdomen and threw yourself off the bed.Â
A shockwave of agony passing through your body rendered you immobile on the ground. You moaned in pain and curled in on yourself, covering your mouth with a hand upon tasting bile on your tongue.Â
The door was thrown open, and a worried Jeno gaped at you lying on his roomâs hard floor motionlessly. âWhat the fuck?âÂ
âDustbin,â you croaked with much difficulty, tears springing to your eyes. They hurt so much you wanted to rip them out.Â
Your best friend moved into action immediately. âI kept the dustbin right beside the bed in case you got sick, you blind twat truck. Along with painkillers and water on the table.â Â
You found it in yourself to glare at the boy, but he ignored you. Placing the waste basket in front of you, he helped you up. You gripped the rim as he gathered your hair in his hand and held it up to avoid it getting in the way of your vomit.Â
Right before you emptied the toxins in your body, you managed to say to him, âHow capable do I look to you right now, you stupid toe-licking grinch man?âÂ
Jeno rolled his eyes and rubbed your back with his other hand, patiently waiting for you to finish. Once your heaving stopped, you took the tissue he was holding out for you and wiped your mouth. You felt much better after throwing up but you were still so tired.Â
âCome on.â
You swatted Jenoâs hand away and rested your back on his bed, tucking your legs under your chin. âToo much effort,â you muttered and closed your eyes, willing the headache to go away.
âI was going to carry you to the bed, Y/N,â he said in exasperation.Â
âI just need a moment,â you whispered almost incoherently, wishing he would stop asking you questions when you had no energy to answer. âA moment and an Aspirin.âÂ
There was some shuffling, and then you felt a hand brushing your matted hair out of your face. âHere.â
You peeled your lids open to see Jeno crouched in front of you with water and the painkiller you had asked for. Taking it from his hand, you popped it into your mouth and gulped down some water.Â
For a few moments, you tried to regulate your breathing and calm yourself down. Jeno could tell you were gathering the willpower and strength to climb back on his bed. He wanted to help, but you clearly didnât want it. So, he just watched you silently struggle.
He should have been with you last night; he hated that he wasnât when he had promised to be the sober half. As far as Jeno was concerned, Jaemin was going to get an earful about keeping tabs on how much his friends drank. Never in the two years of friendship had he seen you with such a huge hangover.Â
âFuck,â he heard you curse under your breath. You moaned in pain as you pushed yourself up on trembling arms and fell on his mattress. Sighing, Jeno tucked you in and pressed a chaste kiss on your forehead.Â
âSleep well,â he said and made his way to the door. âIâll wake you up for lunch. Renjun is making grilled sandwiches.âÂ
Your eyes flew open again. Fuck. You were supposed to meet Jimin.Â
âJeno, wait,â you blurted, and he stopped in his tracks. âI was supposed to meet a friend for lunch, but I donât think I can make it. Can you cover for me?âÂ
Your best friend leaned against the doorframe and crossed his arms over his chest. âWhich friend?âÂ
âJimin.âÂ
âI thought she ghosted you.â He frowned. âNow youâre meeting her for lunch?âÂ
âNo, you are meeting her for lunch. I donât wanna be rude and cancel at the last minute. What if she already left?â
âItâs 10 in the morning.â
âWell, what if she turned down other offers because of the plans we made?âÂ
âShe left an hour ago with Mark after passing out on the couch in Hyuckâs room last night. I doubt sheâs had the time to turn down any other offers. Actually, I think sheâll be glad you cancelled. She looked pretty hungover when she left.â
âWhy are you being so difficult?â you whined, wincing when the throbbing in your head responded to the sudden increase in the volume of your voice. âIâm only asking you for a small favour.âÂ
âIâm not being difficult,â Jeno defended himself and took a few steps towards you. âIâm trying to tell you that you may be overthinking this. Let me send her a text from your phone asking for a reschedule, and we can have some homemade lunch with the guys.âÂ
Sighing heavily, you averted your gaze from his and stared at the ceiling. âI just donât wanna blow this. I think sheâs really cool and Iâd like to get to know her more. Iâm good friends with everyone in our social circle except her. Itâs awkward.âÂ
Jenoâs eyes softened at that. âY/N, youâre not blowing anything. Rescheduling lunch because you both partied till you collapsed is not going to take away any points. Trust me.âÂ
Your best friend was right. You were overthinking this, but you didnât exactly blame yourself. All your efforts to befriend Jimin had been futile till now. You didnât want to do anything that could mess up the friendship that had begun to bloom last night.Â
âFine,â you finally relented. âShoot her a text from my phone. I think itâs in my clothes bagââ you paused, your eyes widening. Lifting Jenoâs duvet in panic, you looked down at yourself. âWho changed my clothes?âÂ
âNingning did!â Jeno answered quickly, the tips of his ears turning a bright red. He couldnât understand why he was freaking outânothing happened.Â
You exhaled in relief, trying to get rid of the alien tingling feeling spreading throughout your body. Your cheeks were hot with embarrassment. âOkay. Well, my phoneâs in my clothes bag.âÂ
Jeno busied himself, rummaging through your backpack that was on his bedside table. What you didnât know, however, was that it was just a front for him to calm himself down. âGot it.â He waved the phone at you. âWhatâs your pin?â
âYour birthday.â
His eyebrows disappeared into his hairline, and a seed of warmth sprouted in his chest. A dizzying sense of affection for you washed over him, drenching him in happiness from head to toe. âReally?âÂ
You nodded and closed your eyes. Turning on your side to get into a more comfortable sleeping position, you buried yourself deeper under his sheets. Yawning, you mumbled, âDay-Month-Year with leading zeros.âÂ
âMy password is your birthday too,â he said quietly after sending Jimin the text. âA lot of them are. Itâs the easiest set of numbers to remember.â
You didnât respond. Jeno didnât mind. He knew youâd already fallen asleep. Keeping your phone on the table, he smiled sadly and stared at your resting figure in longing. âEverything about you is so easy to remember.â
Jeno closed the door behind him as he left, none the wiser about the fact that you were still awake and had heard everything heâd said, your heart beating so fast that you thought it was going to leap out of your chest.Â
Your best friend left, completely unaware of the fact that you were now entertaining the possibility of being in love with him.Â
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01. the green-eyed monster you resent makes an appearance more than youâd like
You genuinely couldnât believe your friend group and their seemingly never-ending social battery.Â
One would think that after a long night of partying, a person would stay at home the next day and take some much-needed rest. Your friends, however, thought it was a good idea to meet up for dinner and decide what to do over the weekend.Â
You didnât bother to remind them of the wonderful invention that was group chats.Â
âWe should drive up to the beach,â Mark suggested, flipping through the menu. âSummer just started, so I donât think there will be a lot of people.âÂ
All of you were seated in a round booth at the back of a diner Chenle said he frequented. You werenât going to lie; you could see why. The setting was very homey, and the cushioning of the sofa was very cosyâyou were almost sure you were going to fall asleep even before your food arrived.Â
Ningning, who was sitting beside Mark, peeked over his shoulder to see what was listed. Minjeong said, âThatâs stupid. The start of summer is exactly when beaches get overcrowded. Most donât get to visit the ocean during the year, so they make a beeline for the beach as soon as break begins.â Â
âTrue,â you heard Jeno say. He leaned back in his seat and put his arm on the cushion behind you. You resisted the urge to lean in. Taking a sip of his water, he continued, âBesides, weâre already going to Jeju Island for a week next month. I donât think we should drive three hours to go to the beach right now.âÂ
âWhat about karaoke?â Jimin piped up. She was sitting on the other side of Minjeong, opposite from Chenle, who was on the other side of the table.Â
âWe donât need an entire weekend for just karaoke,â Chenle pointed out. âWe could do it whenever we want.â
âWell, what aboutââÂ
âHey, can I take your order?â a female voice that was a combination of annoyed, upbeat, friendly and polite interrupted Minjeong. The girl looked a little flustered at being cut off, but she cleared her throat and mumbled a small yeah, just give us a minute.
The waitress did not move, so all of you awkwardly picked up the menu cards and began flipping through them.Â
âThe usual for me, Yuna,â Chenle said, smiling up at her. To diffuse the sudden tension created in the air, he began making small talk with her as she waited.Â
âWhat are you eating?â Jeno asked. He was closer to you now, his eyes scanning the contents of the menu card in your hand over your shoulder.Â
You shrugged. âI donât think Iâm eating anything. Iâm not very hungry.âÂ
Jenoâs eyebrows creased, and he glanced at your face in worry. âYou havenât had anything since lunch. At least drink something.âÂ
âItâs fine.â You dismissed him with a wave of your hand and pushed the card in his direction so he could order whatever he wanted. âI wonât be able to finish anything by myself and I donât wanna waste food.âÂ
âHow about we share?â he insisted. âYou eat however much you want, and Iâll finish the rest. Donât go to sleep on an empty stomach.âÂ
An internal battle began. While Jenoâs suggestion was sensible, you knew he didnât like to share his food with anyone. You remembered a time when he had refused to go on a second date with a girl because she kept nibbling on his meal. You didnât want him to do something he hated just for your sake.Â
âReally, itâs fine,â you repeated. âYou go ahead andââ
âHey, Y/N,â Yeji called, making you divert your attention to her. âYou wanna share a triple-decker chicken sandwich? Chenle said this place is famous all over town for that dish.âÂ
You had to admit, a triple-decker chicken sandwich did sound tasty. But youâd just turned down Jeno, so you didnât wanna say yes to Yeji. Shaking your head, you once again said, âIâm not hungry.â
âWhy arenât you hungry?â Mark frowned, overhearing your conversation. The rest of your friend group looked at you in concern. Ningning asked, âAre you okay?âÂ
You groaned. The last thing you wanted to do was explain to everyone why you didnât have an appetite. âIâm okay. Iâm just not hungry because I had a lot for lunch.â
âThatâs a lie,â Jeno commented unhelpfully, and you smacked his shoulder hard in retaliation. He winced, rubbing the area of attack. âHey!âÂ
âShut up!â you exclaimed. Taking a deep breath, you said to everyone with as little annoyance in your voice as you could, âPlease just order what you want. I still feel a little weird after last nightâs party, and I donât think I can stomach anything right now.â Before anyone could reply, you added, âIâm going to the restroom. Be right back.âÂ
Yeji looked a little stunned, but she got up from her seat and let you leave the booth when you requested her to move. Locking yourself in one of the stalls, you clutched your stomach and curled in on yourself, closing your eyes.Â
Your period cramps were especially painful this time. Maybe it was because of last nightâs exertion, but your cycle was early too. Your stomach was in too many knots for you to even think about eating anything.Â
The washroomâs door opened, and you heard soft footsteps trudging towards you. Knocking on the only occupied stallâs door, a female voice asked, âIs everything okay, Y/N?âÂ
âYeah,â you croaked, feeling tears burning your eyes. âEverythingâs fine, Jimin. I just have period cramps, thatâs all.âÂ
âOh.â There was silence for a moment. âI have painkillers. Do you want them?âÂ
Exhaling through your mouth, you wiped your moist cheeks and stepped out of the stall. âSure.â
Jimin smiled at you reassuringly and handed you a wet wipe, looping her arm through yours. âDonât worry. I got you.â
Your heart swelled with happiness and gratitude. Youâd wanted to connect with her for so long, and it finally felt like you were getting somewhere this time. Maybe you were being overemotional due to your fluctuating hormones, but you wanted to pull her into a hug.
âOh, also,â you started a little sheepishly, âI wanted to apologise in person about cancelling on you earlier today. I drank and partied more than I should have. I thought about sending Jeno to cover for me, but he pointed out that it would have been awkward for you to see him when you were expecting me.â
âWoah, wait!â she gaped and took a step away from you. The shock on her face surprised you for a moment, but the feeling didnât last long. âYouâre kidding me! You should have kept insisting, Y/N! A lunch date would have been the perfect way for us to get closer!â
âI donât think he would have considered the lunch a date because he was just a stand-in for me,â you said awkwardly, and threw the used wipe in the dustbin.Â
Jimin waved you away as you walked out of the restroom and back to your booth. âI mean, yeah, it wouldnât have been an official date, but it would have given me the opportunity to ask him out on a real one.â
âRight.â Â
You hated the way you sounded. You hated the way your stomach churned, and your mood dropped. You hated that someone was pursuing Jeno. You hated that you were being forced to play Cupid, all thanks to your strong refusal to admit your feelings and the friendship you wanted to build with the girl next to you.Â
âOh, my God!â Jimin exclaimed, too immersed in her own fantasies to have noticed the change in your tone and demeanour. âI can make up for the missed opportunity by sitting next to him right now! You wouldnât mind, would you?âÂ
You did mind. The idea of her making a move on your best friend made you want to dig a hole and cry. God, you were being so pathetic. This was completely unlike you, and you despised the way you were acting. You had to pull yourself together immediately.Â
Besides, it wasnât like you were ever going to explore these newfound feelings you had for Jeno. The last thing you wanted to do was ruin your friendship. Forcing an encouraging smile on your face, you said, âUm, sure! Thatâs a really good idea.â
âTook you guys long enough,â Chenle commented once you returned.Â
You raised an eyebrow. âDid you have any other places to be?âÂ
âI mean I was worried.â He rolled his eyes. âWe ordered food while you were gone. You sure you donât want anything, Y/N?âÂ
âYep,â you said, popping the last letter. âScoot over and make space for us.âÂ
Yeji got up again and stood to the side as Jimin, and you slid into the booth. âThe two of you better not make me get up again. Iâm not budging even if you need to take a big dump.âÂ
âSorry,â you muttered, smiling at her sheepishly. Making yourself comfortable, you grabbed your glass of water and dipped a straw in it, idly sipping the liquid.Â
Jenoâs gaze caught yours from behind Jiminâs back. He pointed at her with a frown on his face and mouthed, âWhy is she sitting beside me?âÂ
You waved him away and turned your attention to the rest of your friends. âPlease tell me you guys finally decided what weâre doing over the weekend.â
âWe did,â Mark piped up. âWeâre thinking of going to an amusement park and then a water park.â
Jimin frowned. âWonât those places be crowded as well?âÂ
âWe just need to accept that most destinations will be. Everyoneâs on break, so it doesnât matter where we go. There will be people everywhere.âÂ
You agreed with Minjeong. âAmusement park it is. Can we hit the bars at night?â
âIt wonât be much of a trip if we donât.â Ningning grinned. âYou sure you want to go clubbing so soon though? You were completely wasted when Jeno called me to his room and made me change your clothes last night.â
Mark snickered. âAre you scared of changing your own girlfriendâs clothes, Jeno?â Â
Silence. No one spoke.Â
NingNing was staring at Mark incredulously, and Yeji seemed to be suffering through an extreme case of second-hand embarrassment. Chenle pretended to flip through the menu while Minjeong grabbed her phone and scrolled through the apps on her home screen in an attempt to look busy.Â
Jimin whirled to face you so fast that you wondered how her neck hadnât snapped. You couldnât even dare to look at Jeno to see what reaction Markâs words had evoked out of him.Â
Laughing awkwardly, you asked, âWho said weâre dating?âÂ
âYouâre kidding me, right?â Mark scoffed in disbelief. âYou guys are so bad at keeping your relationship private. Everyone knows thereâs something going on between the two of you.âÂ
âIs that true?â Jeno asked, but no one present at the table dared to meet his gaze. âDo all of you think thereâs something going on between Y/N and me?âÂ
âI meanâŚ.â Chenle began, dragging the word out. âYou both are very close. People who claim to be just friends donât cross the boundaries you two step all over everyday. But weâve never seen you kiss either, so weâre not sure if youâre dating secretly orâŚâÂ
âYou guys are crazy,â you interrupted. âStop speculating about our relationship. Itâs weird.â Turning to face a very betrayed-looking Jimin, you enunciated, âJeno and I are just friends. Thatâs all there is to us.â
âYeah,â Jeno added, glancing at you. âY/N and I will only ever be friends. Thereâs no way I would date her. I donât find her attractive in a romantic way.âÂ
Feeling a knot form in your heart and anger bubble in the pit of your stomach, you snapped, âSame. Jenoâs not even my type. I wouldnât get together with him if we were the only people left on Earth.âÂ
Your friends exchanged knowing glances, and poor Jimin, who was stuck sitting between Jeno and you, made an attempt to diffuse the tension. âOkay, guys. We get it.âÂ
âIâm not sure you do,â Jeno hissed, staring all your friends down. âI can see your damn faces. The only way youâre going to believe Iâm not into Y/N is if I prove it to you by going out with someone else.âÂ
Minjeong began, âThatâs notââÂ
âNo, heâs right,â you fumed. Under the table, your hand curled into a fist. âThe only way you guys are going to get this stupid image of Jeno and me being together romantically is if we date other people.âÂ
âThe two of you are overreacting!â Yeji exclaimed. âThereâs no need to get so defensive! We were wrong for assuming, and Mark was an idiot for opening his fat mouth. Iâm sure you both would have told us if there was something. Weâre all sorry.âÂ
There was a chorus of agreement on the table. Everyone genuinely seemed to be apologeticâexcept Mark, who was glaring at Yeji and looked mad for being called an idiot. His eyes met yours, and a sheepish smile took form on his lips.Â
You huffed a small laugh and shook your head, but your heart was still in knots. There was a certain hollowness in the pit of your stomach. You felt sick and anxious.Â
Did Jeno really have to say all those hurtful things just to convince your friends about your platonic relationship? He didnât need to sound so offended and make your mutual denial a competition.Â
Sure, you were the one who had declared there would never be anything more than just friendship between Jeno and you, but he didnât have to cross the line by saying you werenât appealing to him.Â
Besides, youâd said what youâd said for Jimin. You didnât actually mean the words that left your mouth. Considering the emotions youâd been feeling recently, it would be a lie to claim you didnât hope for a different sort of future with Jeno.Â
It didnât matter anyway. A romantic relationship between the two of you wasnât practical. Your best friend had never so much as hinted at wanting something more.Â
In a twisted way, you were glad he said those wounding things. You needed to be pulled back to reality.
âHey, Jeno,â you heard Jimin say once the food arrived and everyone started eating. âI was wondering if you wanted to grab lunch and watch a movie sometime this week?âÂ
Bile rose to your throat. You hoped to God he would say no. You didnât care if you were being a shitty person; you didnât think you could take any more of this torture.Â
âAre you asking me out on a date?â
Your eyes were trained on your glass of water, but you didnât need to look at him to know he was surprised. As much as you hated eavesdroppers, you couldnât stop yourself from wanting to learn where this conversation was going.Â
âI am.â Jimin chuckled nervously.
Jeno didnât reply immediately. The rest of your friends were engaged in their own discussions with the people sitting next to them. The table wasnât silent by any means, but the only things you could hear were Jimin waiting for his answer with bated breath and the pounding of your heart in your chest.Â
Then, âI would be honoured.â
Oh, you were most definitely going to throw up.
02. you fall for them
You hadnât talked to Jeno ever since dinner with your group.
He hadnât reached out to you, and you hadnât tried to contact him either. Youâd received a text from Jimin the next day about the specifics of her date with Jeno. They were supposed to meet up for lunch at a restaurant near your college campus and then go out to watch some sappy rom-com.Â
He didnât even care for rom-coms. Youâd begged him to watch one with you countless times and heâd always turned you down. Part of you wondered if he knew Jimin was updating you about everything and he was purposely pulling this shit to get back at you.Â
But you dismissed the notion immediately. No way were you so dense and self-centred. Maybe Jeno genuinely was into Jimin.Â
Your phone began ringing, and you rolled over on your bed, blindly searching for it on your bedside table. God, you hated being woken up in the middle of your afternoon naps. It almost always guaranteed a headache.Â
âHello,â you said groggily, your throat raw and dry. âWho is this?âÂ
âOh! Did I wake you up?â It was Jimin. She sounded upbeat. Your heart sank. âIâm so sorry!âÂ
Pushing yourself up, you rubbed the gunk out of your eyes and made your way to the window. The darkness made you bump into the corner of your study table, and you bit down on your lip to keep a yelp from escaping. Hobbling, you threw the curtains open and said, âNo worries. My alarm was just about to ring. How was the date?âÂ
Laughter bubbled from the other end of the phone line. âIt was cool! He is a really good guy. No wonder everyone is head over heels for him. He opened the door for me, didnât let me spend any money even though I asked him out, was an excellent listener, called me pretty and beautiful, and drove me back home. Oh, God, and the eye-contact? It made him a hundred times sexier.âÂ
Seems legit, you thought to yourself. Jeno had always been a gentleman. The other girls youâd set him up with had pretty much given you the same feedback. Part of you felt relieved that this date hadnât been any different than the others heâd been on.Â
Except the rom-com part, of course. For the life of you, you couldnât figure out why he would agree to something he hated.Â
âAh, Iâm happy for you, Jimin!â you exclaimed, trying your best to mean what you said. Your own words tasted like ash on your tongue. âAre you guys going on a second date?âÂ
âIâm not sure, to be honest. He said he had a great time with me, but when I tried to ask him out again, he just hugged me. That took me by surprise, and I kinda just forgot.â She laughed. âI know good dates usually end with a kiss, but the fact that he didnât go for one didnât bother me.â
âOh,â you mumbled. Sitting on the ledge of your window, you asked, âThat sounds nice. Do you think youâll try asking him again?â
The last thing you expected her to say was no. And the way she said it⌠she didnât sound sad or upset or disappointed. She sounded like herself. She sounded the way one would when they talked about the weather.Â
It confused you. Didnât Jimin just say the date was really good? She sounded so happy and delighted. Why was she backing out now?
âIâI donât get it,â you sputtered. âI thought you were into him. I thought you had a great time today. Why arenât you going to ask him out again? Did something else happenâ?â
âCalm down.â She chuckled. âNothing happened.âÂ
âHuh? Then whatâs the problem?â
âNothing happened,â she repeated. âThatâs the problem. I like Jeno. Heâs attractive, funny and caring. Heâs everything a girl would want in a guy. But there was no spark between us. I had a great time with him, but hanging out today didnât feel any different than usual. It felt like I was hanging out with a good friend, not with a potential romantic interest.
âI was looking forward to exploring what I felt for him. Turns out, it was just physical attraction. It also turns out that he wasnât into me at all. If it wasnât obvious the night we all went out for dinner, it was glaringly clear today. I think part of the reason he said yes was that he didnât want to hurt my feelings,â she added. âThe otherâmajorâpart was that heâs in love with someone else, and I would rather die than be a homewrecker.â  Â
âOh,â you said again. You didnât know how to respond to that. What did she mean Jeno is in love with someone else? You didnât dare focus on the last part of what sheâd said. You didnât dare hope that the person she was referring to was you. âWell, Iâm sorry it didnât work out between the two of you. Iâm sure youâll find someone else easily. Youâre a delight. Anyone would be lucky to date you.â
Jimin laughed again. âIf you werenât in love with Jeno too, Y/N, I would have thought you were into me.âÂ
It took a second for the words to register, but when they did, you felt your heart drop to your stomach. Forcing yourself to laugh, you croaked, âWhatever do you mean?âÂ
Saying that was a mistake. You should not have asked her to elaborate. She was going to make you come to terms with your feelings, and all the time and effort youâd spent denying and trying to get rid of them was going to go down the drain.Â
Before she could speak, you made a static sound with your mouth. Then, you pretended that the connection was really bad. âWhaâhearâyou. Tryâback. Hellâ?âÂ
You hung up before Jimin could call you out on your bullshit. A moment later, you saw a text pop up.Â
[jimin]: that was soooo unsubtle [y/n]: idk what ur talking ab!!!!!!! [jimin]: sure [jimin]: also a tiny heads up [jimin]: i told jeno to stop being a pussy and an asshole so heâs on his way 2 ur place now [y/n]: WHAT THE FUCK [jimin]: iâm going 2 pretend u said thank u [jimin]: donât forget ab our dinner date tmrw [jimin]: have fun <3Â
It was crazy how the bell rang almost immediately after you read the last text. You wondered if the timing was planned and that Jimin had told Jeno to wait till she gave him the go-ahead.Â
You trudged to the front door and took a deep breath before opening it.
âHey,â Jeno mumbled with a small smile. His hair was ruffled, as if he had run his hands through it several times. âCan I come in?âÂ
Biting the inside of your cheek, you nodded and moved out of the way to make space for him to step inside. He shoved his hands inside the pockets of his jeans and stood awkwardly.Â
âYou can sit,â you said, feeling the corners of your lips curl up in amusement.Â
He sighed and wove his fingers through his strands again. âNot before I apologise for my behaviour. I was completely out of line that day,â he said. âI shouldnât have said those things. I didnât mean them.âÂ
âSo you donât think Iâm unattractive?âÂ
You meant to tease him, but the next thing you knew, he was standing toe-to-toe with you, a desperate and guilt-ridden expression adorning his face. âGod, no. Youâre the most beautiful person I have ever seen. I only said that because⌠because I knew it would hurt you.âÂ
Jeno was standing too close to you. You could barely breathe, much less think. But that didnât stop you from asking, âWhy would you want to hurt me?âÂ
He didnât answer for what felt like an entire minute. He only kept staring at you, an internal battle raging inside him. Then, he let loose a breath of frustration and moved away. He refused to look at you, and your patience kept slipping with each moment that passed.Â
Right when you thought it would snap, Jeno spoke up, âIt hurt me when you said you and I would only ever be friends. I know how stupid it sounds, but it really did. For years, Iâd been pining after you and hoping that maybe we could be something more in the future. I felt like an idiot when I realised wouldnât ever view me in that light.Â
âYou got so defensive when Chenle said all our friends were suspicious of us being in a secret relationship. I couldnât help but wonder if you felt disgusted at the idea of us being together. I got angry at myself for being naive and said those horrible things without even realising.âÂ
You didnât know what to say. This was the second time youâd been rendered speechless in the past thirty minutes. It was one revelation after the other; you were having a hard time keeping up.
âYouâyou like me?â you stuttered.Â
Jeno laughed humourlessly and looked you dead in the eyes. âI love you, Y/N.âÂ
âNo.âÂ
âYes.âÂ
You took a step back. âNo, no, no, noââ
âYes,â he pressed. âIâm sorry that I do. I know this changes everything, but I couldnât keep it in anymore. I justââ
âWhy would you go out with Jimin if you⌠if you love me?â you whispered.Â
âPartly to see your reaction and partly in an attempt to get over you,â he admitted. âIt didnât work. I justâI just couldnât stop thinking about you the entire time I was with her. I felt so guilty for saying such terrible things because I couldnât deal with my emotions and come to terms with reality. Iâm really sorry, Y/N.âÂ
You swallowed the lump in your throat. âIâm sorry too.â
âYou donât have to apologise for not loving me backââ
âThatâs not what Iâm apologising for,â you interrupted and walked towards him until your abdomens were touching. âIâm apologising for not seeing it sooner. Iâm apologising for encouraging Jimin to ask you out even though it killed me. Iâm apologising for denying my feelings time and time again. Iâm apologising for saying we would only ever be friends. The last thing I want is for our relationship to be platonic.âÂ
Jeno was barely breathing. âWhat are you saying?âÂ
âIâm saying I love you too, Lee Jeno,â you mumbled and stood on your toes, cupping cheeks with your palms. âIâm saying I want you to kiss me.âÂ
The words didnât register immediately, but his lips were on yours the moment they did.Â
Jenoâs arm snaked around your waist, and he pulled you closer. His hand grabbed your neck from behind, and he tilted his neck to the side, deepening the kiss.Â
Your breath hitched in your throat. All you could feel was him. Your nerve-endings were short-circuiting, and pure adrenaline was coursing through your veins. You didnât think youâd ever been as satisfied and euphoric as you were right now.
Jenoâs lips slotted with yours perfectly. You smiled to yourself upon realising he tasted like chocolates. Your best friend always ate a piece before any event he deemed to be very important. He claimed they gave him good luck.Â
Letting go of one of his cheeks, you grabbed the round collar of his shirt and pressed your mouth harder against his. The nights youâd spent wondering how kissing him would feel and then hating yourself immediately for having such thoughts amounted to this.Â
You didnât want to hold back.Â
But you had to ask him a question. It didnât matter how stupid or ridiculous it was; you wanted to know the answer. So, you broke the kiss and inquired with your body still tangled with his, âWhy the hell did you agree to watch a rom-com with Jimin?âÂ
âReally?â he asked exasperatedly. âYou wanna talk about Jimin while weâre making out?âÂ
âI wanna know why you watched a rom-com with her when Iâve been begging you to watch one with me for so long,â you corrected.Â
Jeno was silent for a moment, as if contemplating whether or not to tell you. You raised an eyebrow. âWell,â he started, blowing out a breath. âShe told me you set her up with me, and it pissed me off even more. I knew sheâd tell you all about our date, so I suggested we watch a rom-com. I knew youâd be riled up once you realised.âÂ
You snorted. Who knew? You werenât actually being a self-centred narcissist when you suspected the same. âYouâre an idiot. I was already riled up you were going out with her.âÂ
âOh, yeah?â he teased. âWhyâd you encourage her in the first place then?â
âHonestly, at first, I thought I could use you to further my friendship with her,â you admitted. Jeno scoffed in disbelief. âYeah, I know. That was kinda shitty of me. But when I realised I was falling for you, I pushed her to pursue you in an attempt to convince myself I was not into you. That obviously backfired and did the very opposite. I was horribly miserable. I wanted to shoot myself everytime I heard her gush about you.âÂ
He smirked. âShe gushed about me?âÂ
âOh, get over yourself.â You shoved his shoulder playfully. âHowâd you end up here after your date? Jimin texted me that you were coming.â
âTough, but Iâll try.â He laughed. âShe was probably able to tell how disinterested I was. After the date when I dropped her home and hugged her instead of kissing her, she just confronted me and asked if I was in love with you. Then told me to not bother answering because it was obvious. She said she didnât want to get in the middle of us and threatened to kick my ass if I didnât come here to make amends immediately.âÂ
You grinned. âOh, the things I would have done to witness that scene.âÂ
âIt was scary.â Jeno frowned. âShe hit my shoulder really hard when I said I was in love with you and called me an idiot for going out with her. I think she was angry at herself too for being oblivious to our situationship. It was one of the weirdest dates Iâve ever been on.âÂ
âJimin actually said she had a great time with you. She told me it was nice.â
âReally?â he asked, sounding surprised.Â
You placed a chaste kiss on Jenoâs mouth. âHmm, I wonder how good the best date youâve ever been on would be then.âÂ
He chased your lips and kissed you back deeply. Caressing your cheekbone with stars twinkling in his eyes, Jeno said, âI guess weâll know when I take you out.â
âNo way, are you officially asking me out on a date, Lee Jeno?â you asked, and let out a fake gasp.Â
âDamn right I am,â he declared. âI donât want the amusement park trip with our friends to be our first day out as a couple. Do you wanna grab some food tomorrow afternoon? We can go to the trampoline park before that.âÂ
You smiled softly. âThat sounds wonderful. But,â you added. âNo more flirting with restaurant staff for free food, or Iâll go ballistic on you.âÂ
Jeno laughed, and you thought it was the most beuatiful sound you had ever heard. His chest rumbled with the force of it, his eyes creasing to look like small crescent moons. Slipping his hand into yours, he squeezed once.Â
âWouldnât even dream of it.âÂ
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If you're still writing for The Umbrella Academy, I would love to see a Viktor x Reader one shot about Viktor bringing his S/O home to meet his family and just seeing how they react to his S/O. :)
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VIKTOR HARGREEVES ; meet the family
summary ; vik brings you home to his mama and daddy (his siblings) (I'm making fun of country ppl pls get the joke)
warnings ; language
disclaimers ; post s3 ig but they still have powers (for the plot cause I thought it'd be fun)
word count ; 836
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Being Viktor's partner, especially for this long, had long called for a family reunion for you to meet them and vice versa. To say that was nerve-wracking was an understatement. That fucking man had six siblings. Six siblings you needed to impress. Six siblings you had to prove yourself to. Six siblings you had to give a good first impression so they knew you were good for Viktor.
Yeah, no, you weren't prepared to step inside the Hargreeves' mansion of a home.
The first to greet you was Allison, sporting long, dark curls against platforms, black, bell bottoms, and a white top. Get it girlfriend.
"Oh my gosh, hi Vik!" She smiles, wrapping her shorter brother in a hug.
You stand beside them awkwardly, nervously, thinking quickly in your head on what to say, if you should speak at all. No, of course you speak. Speak when spoken too-
"Hi, I'm Allison" She smiles, holding a hand out for you to shake.
You quickly accept the handshake, a kind smile on your face. "I'm Y/n"
"My partner" Viktor smiles.
Allison's soft smile turns into one of joy, much more gleeful. "Congrats, both of you." She looks between you both, a mutual smile being thrown back and forth. "You're a lucky person to have him, trust me"
"Thanks," you reply, looking to your boyfriend. "I love him a lot"
"Good thing I won't have to rumor either of you into saying it out loud," She jokes, patting Viktor on the shoulder before heading back into the living space.
You raise an eyebrow, looking to Vik. "What'd she mean, 'rumor us'?"
"Her power is to rumor people. She says, 'I heard a rumor' and essentially has power over their mind and actions, " he answers.
"Oh..."
"Don't worry, she's just joking. Sorry"
He pulls you into the living room, seeing his other siblings having a grand old time already. At the couch sits Diego and Lila, sipping on some fruity mocktails.
"Well, hello chaos bringer!" Lila smiles, quickly greeting Viktor with a hug. "Who's this lovely looking friend you've got here?"
"My partner" Viktor smiles, looking to you.
"Y/n" You smile, stretching your hand out for her to shake.
Lila accepts. "Lila. Diego's wife" She nods back at Diego.
From the couch, Diego smiles and waves, chewing on a slice of the orange which was in his drink. "Hi! I'm Diego, the only good sibling here"
Lila rolls her eyes, turning to Vik. "Do they know about all our powers?"
"We're just learning as we go" Viktor chuckles.
Lila turns back to you. "Well, I can replicate other people's powers, which is kinda shit sometimes." She shrugs, shoulders slightly knocking around her shoulder length, platinum white hair. "Diego's a master at corn hole. Don't challenge him"
"That's not my power!" He exclaims. "I have better aim than all you dorks, knives are for men!"
Lila and Vik speak to you in unison. "Guns are for pussies"
You chuckle, a hand over your mouth, finding comfort in this chaotic family already.
"Viktor, Lila" A new voice speaks, nodding his head as he speaks. "Who's that?"
"Five, meet Y/n, my significant other." Viktor smiles, turning between the two of you, "Y/n, this is Five. He's the one trapped in a younger version of his body, but he's actually like, seventy"
"Sixty-two," He corrects. "But, welcome to the family, Y/n. You're going to hate it here" He whispers.
"No, they won't!" Klaus groans with an eyeroll, appearing out of nowhere. He places his hands on his shoulders, which quickly fall to his sides after Five teleports away. "Hi, I'm Klaus" He smiles, quickly hugging you.
"Hi!-"
Lila continues, recapping you on powers. "Five can teleport and time travel, and Klaus is immortal and can speak to ghosts"
"And created a cult" Vik adds.
Klaus smiles, stepping back, looking between you and your boyfriend. "Let me know when the wedding is. I'll have to go shopping"
"Klaus!"
"Coming, Diego!"
As Klaus leaves, Luther and Ben approach, being the last of the siblings you had to meet. They both shake hands with you, then begin to argue over who was in charge of dusting the paintings on the walls.
By this point, you were wondering how they even put up with each other, then remembered that they barely did. I mean, you understood. You wouldn't want to be around your collection of siblings anymore after saving the world three times.
Lila turns back to you. "Luther is super strong, Ben has tentacles in his stomach"
You slowly nod. "Gotcha"
Five clinks a fork against a champagne glass, silencing the room. "Let's raise a toast to Viktor and his new partner, yeah?"
"Hell yeah!" Klaus smiles, picking up a stray glass of water off the coffee table.
Ben hands you and Viktor a drink while Five speaks, then drinks once again.
Vik turns to you as Lila joins Diego on the couch again. "Thoughts?"
"Many"
"I'd be worried if not"
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Jealous At Training Camp [part 2]
synopsis: the team finds out that Kuroo asked you on a date (same day)
part 1
âCome in!â, Kuroo called when he heard someone knock at the door. He was currently standing in front of the mirror, trying to decide which shirt to wear.
Levâs lanky shape appeared and he joined Kenma on one of the makeshift beds. The setter took a rare gaming break (his console had to charge) and instead flipped through a random manga one of his teammates had left next to their bed. In short, he was being of absolutely no help even though Kuroo had summoned him to help choose an outfit. Lev frowned at his captain, âWhere are you off to so late?â
âGoing to a movie.â, Kuroo answered evasively. He noticed the gray-haired menace visibly deflating.
âWith Sawamura-san and Bokuto-san?â, he asked, a definite pout in his voice, adding with a mumble, âI wanted to practice my spikes a bit more.â
âNo.â, Kuroo smiled at him in the reflection of the mirror, holding up a graphic T with a science pun printed across the chest, âActually, I am meeting y/n-san.â
âWhat did I just hear?â
Inuoka popped his head through the door, throwing the older boy a knowing grin.
Kuroo groaned inwardly. He really wasnât feeling like getting everyone involved until he knew there was something to get them involved in. But he also knew Inuoka was unlikely to let it go.
âMaybe you should go with something a bit cooler.â, the fellow middle blocker suggested, letting himself drop down next to Kenma on the bed, âLike a button down.â
Kuroo gave him a look. âYouâre right. Let me check - oh wait, I left my classy attire in my other sports bag.â, he said sarcastically. Inuoka raised his hands in defeat (although the captain did exchange the graphic T for a plain black one).
âWhich movie will you guys see?â, Lev asked.
âWho is this?â, Tora, who had walked past the now completely open door, swerved to be part of the conversation.
âKuroo-san has a date.â, Inuoka informed in an affectionate tone a mother might use when she sent her son off to his first day of preschool.
âOooooooh.â The newcomer leaned in the doorframe, crossing his arms, looking over the chosen outfit approvingly. âAnd who is the lucky lady?â
Before Kuroo could stop him, Lev answered âY/n-san.â putting lots of emphasis on each syllable.
Tora raised a surprised brow. âOur manager?! I didnât even know you were into her!â
âThen you were the only one. As per usual.â, Kenma muttered, scanning the manga panels with little interest.
âWhoâs Kuroo-san into?â Fukunaga, called over by the commotion coming from the Nekoma bedroom, joined Tora in the doorway.
âDo you all really have nothing better to do?â, Kuroo asked exasperatedly, fixing his hair (as much as possible).
âNo.â, Tora and Inuoka replied in unison.
âOkay, listen. Yes, I have a date. Yes, it is with our manager. Yes, I am nervous. Now, can we please drop it? I have to leave in like five minutes.â
Silence.
âSo will you bring flowers?â
âGET OUT!â
For that one person who asked for a part 2 xD
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