#we miss you payno

[hsonlyangelxo]

I miss them. I will always miss them. And they will never be complete again... 💔

[cinnamonbungirl]

truly had the voice of an angel 🕊️

just wanted to share this bc he really sounds lovely here. remember do not be sad that it’s over, but be happy that it happened 🩷

[whenziamwere18]

One

Month

Without

This

Beautiful

Smile

And

Soul. 🕊️

[shortiepinocco]

"miss your scent... 💩" 💔

thought im the only one missing the james brother so visited the old post and turns out many others goes there too 😪😭

[arey0usirius]

It's been two months already but it still doesn't feel real

Rest in peace payno 💗🕊

[katkittygirl]

They were so sweet and silly ❤️‍🩹 We miss you so much Liam. My heart broke when Liam touches Niall on the elbow for a hug. Even through all the bad, they have such wonderful memories.

(video creds: @sweetcreature_harry on TikTok)

im crying on a Monday morning

[greekmythology1]

"I know that in the morning now I'll see us in the light upon a hill Although I am broken, my heart is untamed, still" - Liam Payne, Story of My Life (2013)

How is this even fair?! It's already been a week and it doesn't even feel like it's real because I don't know how to react not knowing what’s real or fake.

And I still wanna believe that Liam's death is fake and that he's okay but it's not possible because this isn’t a bad dream or nightmare, he's actually gone forever. 😔

I've been a directioner since WMYB (what makes you beautiful) and flash forward to 13 years later at 20 years old and I'm still a directioner no matter what. And I always will be.

But the 13 years ago 6-7 year old girl inside me from the past week has been heartbroken, upset, and crushed by the fact that her favorite 1D member is gone. 😔💔

Rest in paradise and fly high handsome angel. It wasn't your time yet, you still definitely had more years to go in the future and even watching your kiddo grow up. You didn't deserve to go this soon and this young either. We all hope you've found your peace up there. We all miss you and love you so much. ✝️🕊️😔

Liam Payne, 1993-2024 aged 31 years old

[rekiilysm]

i’m so heartbroken. i can’t believe he’s gone :((

When it suddenly crashes on you that it is real and not just a nightmare, and the dam of tears breaks 💔

[catie18]

One month ago we lost an Angel. I can’t believe it’s been a whole month. The world misses you so much Liam. We truly are half a heart without you here with us. You’re presence not being here is felt in every heart. Oh how I hope you’re so happy. I hope you’re in a state of complete piece and happiness forever wherever you may be. My heart misses you. But, I know all this hurt means I loved you so much. Thank you for everything Lima bean. You’re the stars. I’m gonna miss you forever. Goodbyes are bittersweet, but this is not the end, I’ll see your face again. And until then, ill carry your memories with me wherever I go. I love you so much Payno. I’ll love you forever and beyond. We’ll see you later. Sleep well my sweet Angel.

I love you.

[alex2678900]

In loving memory of Liam James Payne 🪽🩵

Dear Liam,

We miss you endlessly.. When you passed away, a part of us did too.. You were there for us when nobody else was even though there’s millions of us who never got to meet you. You touched all of us in ways that is impossible to describe.

Thank you for giving us an amazing childhood through all the hell we all went through. You spent your life doing what you loved to do and we will forever love you for everything you’ve given us.

Your music will live on forever and will be in my heart forever.

We will never EVER forget you, Payno.

We love you 🩵♾️

- Alex & The Directioner Community

[cinnamonbungirl]

his smile is so pretty (i need him so bad)

[awinchestershell]

“I will miss him always, my lovely friend.”

“I lost a brother when you left us and can't explain to you what I'd give to just give you a hug one last time.”

“Payno, my boy, one of my best friends, my brother, I love you mate. Sleep well X”

“The bond and friendship we had doesn’t happen often in a lifetime.”

[shortiepinocco]

Louis: "I have made it my goal to see how far I can push Liam, until he punches me." (2012)

Louis:

Liam:

🥺🥺

[arey0usirius]

3 months without you liam

It's been 3 months without you and i still cry looking at old pictures and videos of you i hope you know much you were and still are loved and how much you are missed rest in peace payno

[daisyblog]

Kiss and Make Up

Our Story Masterlist Summary: Harry and YN have their first argument. Warning: swearing

YN’s POV: The Take Me Home tour was well underway, I felt so lucky to be able to join the boys on the tour being Louise’s assistant. I’d learnt so much already and it had only just begun. Tonight the boys are playing at LG Arena in Birmingham, they had just finished rehearsing ahead of the evening show so were now free to do as they pleased. In the boy's shared dressing room, Niall was sitting on the arm of the large sofa, that Liam was laying across, strumming random tunes on his guitar and Louis and Zayn were yet to appear. Harry’s arm was draped over my shoulder as we sat as one on the opposite sofa to the two boys. I was scrolling through my Instagram and Twitter as the boys chatted about the tour so far, how they were excited to play in their hometown and just overall how happy they are.

“So..Liam are your Mum and Dad comin’ tonight ‘en..because Birmingham is close to them isn’t it?” Niall asked as he continued to strum his guitar. “Uh yeah they are actually..I dunno if my sisters are though” Liam explained from his position on the sofa “Do I need to warn them about your thing for the boy's sisters Harry?” Liam teased.

I felt Harry chuckle next to me, and the next thing said made my chest tight and my stomach twist “Yeah..once I get bored with YN, I’ll charm yours and win them over”. The three boys laughed but Harry’s arm around you suddenly felt heavy on your shoulder. Was that all I was to him, someone to use until he found better? I couldn’t stay in this room any longer, I needed to get out. I could take a joke, heck I loved the jokes and pranks the boys would pull but this wasn’t funny. I got up without saying a word and stomped towards the door “Where you going?” Harry asked, completely oblivious to what his words had done. I ignored him, not wanting to talk right now and continued to walk out the door and down the corridor heading towards the bathroom at the end of it. The tears were going to spill any second, I felt them in the corners of my eyes making my vision blurry.

“Aww there she is..you alright Tiny?” my brother’s voice startled me. The minute Louis saw the tears streaming down my face, he panicked and pulled me into his chest “What’s wrong? What’s ‘appened?”. “H-h-harry..” I sobbed into his chest, I didn’t get the chance to finish explaining what had happened because Louis left me to go and headed towards the dressing room. I was going to tell him not to but there was no point, once Louis had something in his head he was going to do it regardless. I just carried on heading towards the bathroom to avoid what was about to happen.

Harry’s POV:

YN had just walked out of the dressing room door without answering me when I asked where she was going. “What’s wrong with her?” Liam asked no one in particular. “You know what girls can be like…fine one minute and in a mood the next..hormones or some shit” Niall spoke “Are you gonna go after her?”

“No, she’ll be fine..probably gone to phone her Mum or something” I said “I know she’s been missing her a lot since the tour started” The door flies open and almost hits the wall behind it, and Louis appears. “What the fook ‘ave you done to my sister?” Louis raised his voice at me. At this, the two boys looked at me and matched the same confused look that I had. “Mate..nothi-“ Liam began. “I’m not askin’ you Payno..I’m talkin’ to Harry” “Lou..I-I..I don’t know what you're talking about..she just walked out without saying anything” “Well why the hell was she just sobbing in my arms and all I got out of her was your name?” Louis spoke “Do me a favour..go and find her and sort it out..will ya? ‘cause if you don’t I’m gonna punch you this time” Niall and Liam adverting their eyes back and forth at the seen in front of them.

I got up from the sofa without saying another word and headed towards the door. I didn’t understand what had happened, and how things can change so quickly. One minute we were cuddling on the sofa and now she’s crying because of me. It almost felt impossible to find her in this building, I’d looked in every room almost and no sign of her anywhere. I’d asked Louise if she had seen her and all I got was ‘thought she was with you’, I’d asked the 5SOS boys, who were our opening act, but still no luck. The crew members who were sitting having some lunch in the kitchen hadn’t seen her either. I almost gave up looking until I passed Paul in the corridor, and he told me he saw her going into the small room at the bottom near the toilets. As I approached the room, I took a deep breath before pushing the door open. As I walked in and let the door close behind me, I noticed she was sitting on the red sofa with her knees tucked up in her chest and wiping her eyes with the sleeves of her jumper. The scene broke my heart. My legs took me over to her “Baby..what..why are you crying?”. “Just leave me alone” she mumbled. “No..no..I’m not going anywhere until we talk about this”, I went to wipe a tear that was rolling down her cheek but she swatted my hand away. “YN..Baby please” “Just fook off…you’d rather be with someone else anyway” she spat out. “What are you talking about?” “Once I get bored with YN, I’ll charm yours and win them over..I think that’s what you said” she repeated my words from earlier. “Aww c’mon…that was a joke and you know it” I defended my words. “No..jokes are funny…that was just arrogant” “You’re just being sensitive now” I snapped at her. “YOU JUST DON’T GET IT” she shouted “Nobody ever gets it” she whispered the last part. “THEN FUCKING TELL ME YN…'CAUSE I DON”T COME WITH A CRYSTAL BALL TO KNOW WHAT YOU’RE THINKING..FOR FUCKS SAKE” after raising my voice, I regretted it instantly “I’m sorry..I didn’t mean to shout” She was silent for a few moments until I heard her voice “Do you know how many comments I read every day telling me I’m ugly and fat..o-or how you could do so much better than me…thousands…and when you said that you would move onto someone else once you get bored of me..It made me think maybe they’re right..why would Harry Styles want to be with me, when he could have anyone he wanted” “I don’t want anyone other than you” I spoke “and if I can’t have you then..I don’t see the point” I spoke gently. She sniffed and wiped a stray tear that rolled down her cheek and hit her lip “It really hurt me what you said” “I know..and I’m really sorry baby” I held my arms open for her, and she slowly moved so her head lay on my chest. I kissed the top of her head and moved my fingers up and down her arm in a calming motion. After a few moments, I decided to speak “Baby?”, she lifted her head to look up at me “You’re beautiful…please don’t listen to those comments…they’re just people who don’t have anything better to do than tear people apart”, I dipped my head to meet her lips and moved mine with hers softly. I brought my hand up to the side of her face as the kiss deepened and became a little sloppier. As I was about to move for her to fall on top of me, the door abruptly opened. “Ahh fook...me eyes” Louis's dramatic voice startled us “Right..well I’m glad you’ve made up…but maybe keep the kissing part until later yeah…right well..umm…I’ll leave you to it” and walked back out, closing the door behind him. As I looked back at YN we burst into laughter at what just happened. “I love you” I confessed, leaving a peck on her lips “I love you” she mumbled against my lips.

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[rememberingliampayne]

Dear Liam,

I hope you’ve found happiness and peace wherever you are. Those of us who loved you deeply are grieving and wishing you were still with us. You were too good for this world, and it pains me to think of the kindness we lost. You faced so much, and even when you opened up, there was still so much negativity directed at you. If I could turn back time, I would do everything in my power to protect you on that fateful day. I know I can't change the past, but I believe there would be many standing with me to shield you from harm. I regret not keeping in touch with your music and life; life has a way of getting in the way. Though I know you can’t read this, I like to think you somehow can. Your voice, smile, humor, and spirit were truly unmatched. Thank you for being such a significant part of my childhood and so many others'. I wish you could come back just for a moment, to share what you’ve been up to. I miss you terribly, and I hope you’re resting well. Sleep peacefully, Payno.