#we literally dated that summer for like.. 8 months?
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just wanted to yap and tell this funny story... my and my friend ( @jjohnnycakes ) last year RIGHT before the end of the year, probably like the last week of school, I was walking to the bathroom just to chill b4 class and then HE was in the bathroom, and I was like "what the sigma!!!" and I was like "we aren't even doing anything in class- they aren't even taking attendance" so we were like okay bet lets skip
and so we were like in the big stall just laughing or wtv idk just yapping and stuff and then we HEARD KEYS JINGLING AND I WAS LIKE WE'RE COOKED.
and then @jjohnnycakes like I don't remember what he did but I got on top the toilet or some shit but the teacher said "boys come out đ" or some shit and we just came out of the stall or whatever
and since it was rlly late in the year they weren't gna do shit, so I just stood there w zack ( @jjohnnycakes ) and listened to what they were saying, and some1 checked the bathroom for drugs/vapes/ etc (we didn't have any or in our bags) so we just stood there and the princable asked us what we were doing and I was like idk bro... and i don't remember what Zack said but it wasn't much if anything
AND THEN the teacher was like "are...are you two a couple?" IT WAS THE FUNNIEST SHIT BRO. like did u think we were touching tips or smt baby.. đ like I don't get it WHY would you ask that
zack I honestly don't remember the whole thing YOU TELL YOUR SIDE OF THE STORY PLEASE FAM đ
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lee haechan fic recs! part 2 â¤ď¸
note! : used all the old fics i could find that i enjoyed
â¤ď¸ Love at First BiteâŚliterally!? - @huangberryyy (Wherein Haechan finally gets the chick flick moment he dreamt of. Or wherein Haechan finally understands the appeal of being bitten by bitches.)
â¤ď¸ the bet - @tyonfs (you and lee donghyuck created a bet that stated you two would have sex if he made the winning shot. now, youâre pinned up against the lockers, about to do the one thing best friends donât do, and you definitely shouldnât be wanting more.)
â¤ď¸ Babe Watch [M] - @milfgyuu (You and Haechan both have big plans this summer. Youâre going to earn yourself a spot on the infamous Baywatch team and Haechanâs deadset on getting the girl. It just so happens that both your plans intersect quite nicely.)
â¤ď¸ [8:02pm] - @nctsworld (in which a spontaneous dance in the kitchen with donghyuck sparks a revelation about how you feel about him.)
â¤ď¸ beware the panty perv ⥠ldh x reader - @guanana (thereâs a mystery at hand! it seems like your panties have been vanishing into thin air whenever you need them most? angry that your favorite pairs of panties are going missing, you decide to put on your detective hat in hopes of finding the mysterious lingerie bandit. but between all of the guys that you sleep withâ you canât seem to pinpoint who the culprit could be. it couldnât possibly be your absolute geek of a tutor for calculus, right? nah.)
â¤ď¸ september 19. - @hyucks-archive
â¤ď¸ SURE THING (L.DH) - @domjaehyun
â¤ď¸ young gods (l.dh) - @606fm (in the midst of committing felonies in the dark, lee donghyuckâyour literal partner in crime and ride or die for lifeâmanages to snag your heart in the process without you even realizing it. i mean, what the hell did you expect from seoul cityâs most notorious robber?)
â¤ď¸ [7:43am] - @aesthyuckic
â¤ď¸ haechan is obsessed with you. - @haechurch
â¤ď¸ the right one. (m) - @starryhyuck (donghyuck doesnât like you going on dates with anyone else, especially lee jeno. youâre supposed to be his. and only his.)
â¤ď¸ meow haechan using a lot of tongue meow meow - @ofjunemoment (or: youâre thinking of getting a tongue piercing, but youâre not sure how haechan feels)
â¤ď¸ attention - @pinkynana (gamer boys are the easiest target for you. they barely interact with any other woman so the moment you find out haechan was a gamer boy, you promised to sit on his lap any time he wanted to.)
â¤ď¸ free falling - @sunpopz (your friend haechan has been acting kinda weird lately.. does it have anything to do with you? maybe it does, considering he keeps looking at you like you're gonna kill him any second. well, that and he randomly liked a three month old picture of you.)
â¤ď¸ haechan â just for you (m) - @hyuckmov (because haechan thought you were irresistible when you were clever, if only because he knew he was the only one who could make your brain go empty.)
â¤ď¸ Started With A Kiss - @sundaysundaes (Rookie actor, Lee Haechan, desperately wants to get the lead role in the highly anticipated upcoming TV drama. Heâs sure he has what it takes to fill the part. Acting as a hero? No problem. Pretending to overcome his traumatic experience? Consider it done. A bed scene? Easyâwait, no. That might be a problem. But he should be fine as long as he gets to rehearse, right?)
â¤ď¸ if I lose my mind - @slightlymore (youâve never cared much for your dreams. they were always confusing nonsense you forgot in the morning. this until you started to have the same dream again and again and again: a lobby, pleasant elevator music in the background, many golden doors, a handsome young man welcoming you and asking where you wanted to go that night. his name was haechan and apparently you werenât supposed to know that, let alone fall in love with him.)
â¤ď¸ this is the story of how we fell in love, apparently. - @navyhyuck (running a youtube channel with your best friend isnât easy, not when heâs like a ticking time bomb thatâs constantly bubbling up something new. whatâs worse is that youâve had a crush on him for the past three years.)
â¤ď¸ face sitting - @haetkeeper
â¤ď¸ pervert (M) - @haechannielove (you confront haechan on his disgusting and constant objectification of you.)
â¤ď¸ Pearlescent - @d-nghy-ck (A shoreline sunset spent cozied up against Hyuck dives deep past surface level. His lips profess his heartâs intent; his eyes reflect waves dancing in iridescent glimmers; his love whispered into your skin evokes heated passion.)Â
â¤ď¸ i love it, starboy - @staargirlblog (slight yandere! idol! haechan x fangirl! reader)
â¤ď¸ college boyfriend!haechan - @lvlyynim
â¤ď¸ perv!haechan - @4everhyucks
â¤ď¸ My Boy. - @prodbymaui (A series of failed relationships and you were this near of giving up on love. But then here comes little Donghyuck and his persistence. Maybe-- he was the one fated to you, after all.)
#nct#nct x reader#nct fluff#nct angst#nct dream#nct dream x reader#nct dream angst#nct dream fluff#nct haechan#haechan fluff#haechan angst#nct 127#nct 127 x reader#nct 127 fluff#lee donghyuck#haechan fic recs#nct donghyuck#haechan#donghyuck#hyuck#haechan smut#haechan suggestive#haechan imagines#haechan scenarios#haechan fics#lee haechan fluff#lee haechan#lee haechan imagines#nct imagines#haechan fic rec
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Iâm new to pazzi and had to do a deep dive because their story seems so cute!!!
Also, I love reading peopleâs theories/timelines and had to came up with my own. Itâs hella long and detailed!!!
I donât think Iâve seen one this detailed so I thought I would share if anyone is interested!
2016 | I think, Paige liked Azzi from the start (love at first sight lol) because
1. During the North Tartan Summer Jam, thereâs a video of Paige watching Azzi's basketball game. Azziâs club Fairfax Star was playing against Paige's club North Tartan, and at that time Azzi was playing 2 age groups up.
2. In their 2019 overtime video, Paige mentioned that they had been friends for three years. Meanwhile, in the slam interview, Azzi seemed to have remembered meeting Paige during U16 tryouts. This makes me think that, Paige liked Azzi before Azzi even knew her.
2017 | During USA U16, Paige and Azzi started to become good friends. Iâm leaning toward them being in a homoerotic friendship⌠Paige liked Azzi but Azzi didnât know she liked girls. Hereâs why:
1. During the slam interview, Paige mentioned that they had âthis insane chemistry.â When you like someone, sometimes you become hyper aware of them (it's like your body can sense them), which probably made their on court chemistry great, as you can see in videos. I've had this happen with crushes - it's literally hormones!
2. In a video from U16, when they were receiving their metals, Paige does this "thumb rub" to Azzi. Also, they were the only two people to keep holding hands too. Personally, I would only do that to someone I liked or was with.
3. They were always sitting next to each other on the bench/in pictures and Paige was always talking Azzi's ear off
4. During that summer, Azzi liked an Instagram post captioned, "Paige trying to show off to Azzi" or "Paige trying to get Azzi's attention" and it was Paige shooting while Azzi was working out behind her. It's giving, highschool crush, when you try showing off and acting cool in front of them.
5. The Snapchat âcrushâ video, Paige posted on TikTok was most likely from this time, because the song/sound was released then. Also, the headband Paige wore in the video was the same one she wore in Azzi's 2017 birthday post to her.
6. Paige was commenting on Azzi's old instagram posts from before they met, which is something I did when I was younger and had a crush on someone.
7. I donât think, Azzi knew she liked Paige because she was tagging guys (over her heart) in instagram posts (which I used to do with my crushes/gfs/bfs). Also, when Azzi talked about them meeting, she would say things like, "we were kind of forced to speak on the flight home because it was so long" and "Paige kind of showed up and stayed, and was always there" (it's not giving crush). Azzi didn't even remember they were bus buddies during the USA games.
8. In one of Pâs teammates' vlogs, Paige says, "shout out to my best friend Azzi," which caused her teammates to crack up. Their reaction made me think, paige and Azzi were dating or fwb. It was too âbigâ of a reaction for them just being friends... they could have known Paige had a crush on Azzi though.
I could see Azzi starting to crush (whether she knew it or not) on Paige because:
Azzi made a bday post (on her main feed) for Paige saying how much she missed and loved herâŚwhich sheâs never done for any of her other friends. At this point, they would have only known each other for a few months. This is where the first âđâ shows up too. Itâs their thing, and Azzi has it in her Instagram bio now. Many homoerotic friendships are deep (highkey codependent), and have characteristics of dating/being in a relationship.
2018 | Personally, I think they were still just friends but Azzi was starting to like Paige back:
1. During USA U17, Azzi and Paige were attached at the hip, always laughing and joking with each other. They would, like, tap each other's head (Paige did it to Azzi in a recent game) To me, it looked like a flirty/loving gesture. When I was younger my crush would poke me and hit me with books đ
2. During the 11th annual North Tartan Summer Jam, Azzi and Paige's AAU teams were playing against each other. The game was filmed, and in one clip, Paige looks at Azzi (can't see Paige's face) and Azzi blushes and scrunches her nose (something she does when Paige looks at her). It's giving baby gay crush. She did the same thing during USA U17.
3. There were rumors that Paige got jealous when Azzi got âto closeâ with her other AAU teammates, so she definitely liked her. This kind of jealousy can be common in homoerotic friendships too.
4. During the summer, Azzi went on a cruise with Paige's family (p's aunt posted pictures). Also, her aunt called Azzi her niece which is cute, but gives off just friends (the fam might not have know they liked each other though) because I would not want family members using "family titles" for someone I was dating. Note: I don't think her aunt meant "daughter in law" because they were so young and had only be in each others lives for about a year.
5. Azzi went to Montana to help Paige out with her charity camp. Paige attended Azzi's sweet 16. Azzi's brother posted a video from the party. With how much they hung out with each other, they def liked each other (whether they both knew it or not).
I could see them crossing lines during this time. However, I could also see this happening later like during quarantine.
1. They called each other "their other half" on instagram, which is giving dating. Most people in relationships call each other "my other half." I could also see them just being friends and possessive over each other, especially if they were in a homoerotic friendship. I had two friends in hs, who weren't dating, but clearly liked each other, and they would say my "other half."
2019 | Iâm conflicted and could see them still in a homoerotic friendship/crushing on each other, but could also see lines being blurred and them being fwb. Here's why:
1. Azzi went to Paige's championship game in March and wore Paige's jersey (photo of them and Azzi was in Pâs teammates vlog). I'm conflicted about this because I would wear my friend's jersey (similar to Paige wearing Nika and Dorka's jersey). However, in high-school, I think it was more common to wear your crush or gf/bf jersey than friendâs jersey. I could be wrong though.
2. When Azzi tore her ACL/MCL in April, Paige flew to be with her before surgery (Azzi posted a video). Also, during the Slam interview, Paige even started tearing up when talking about the injury and Azzi said that "she knew Paige felt somewhat, what she was feeling," showing that the relationship was deep.
3. In July/August, Azzi and Paige made tiktoks at Azzi's grandparents house in Minnesota. They also went to the state fair and made their joint tik tok account. I feel like the joint account could be like a couples account but also a friend account. I made a YouTube channel with my best friend.
4. Paige also visits Azzi after her USA Basketball 3Ă3 tournament and her LA trip for ESPNW. I donât think there was a reason for her to go see Azzi which makes me think they were fwb.
5. In the overtime video, Azzi called Paige âlike 1,000 siblings.â I would never compare my partner to a sibling, which is making me lean towards homoerotic friendship. Also the vibes were very best friend coded.
6. the splash sister narrative was going around but they didnât play into it. It would have been a great marketing opportunity though, which makes me think they were fwb. Although, if they were secretly crushing on each other, I wouldnât use sister either.
6. They hung out more during the winter than in previous years. During December 2019 and January 2020, Paige created the HUDL recruitment videos for Azzi. Paige was at Azzi's first game back from her ACL tear too. There was a video of her in the stands and they filmed more tik tok together. Basically they saw each other like every month! That's a lot of flying. Maybe they were causally dating đ¤ˇđťââď¸
2020 | This was an interesting year for them. I think, they were fwb or in a situationship. I could see them still being in a homoerotic friendship too (those can get toxic trust me lol).
1. It appeared (from the public eye) that Paige was dealing with comphet. For example, she was acting more flirty, in videos, with her guy friends like Jalen. Also, the way she dressed in some videos and pictures gave that impression.
2. She was flirting online with vinnie. However, on the flip side, maybe she was just doing that for clout because vinnie had a large following. Also, in the TikTok Paige made of vinnie, Paige included the đ which she only uses for Azzi. This could have been intentional.
3. Azzi was posting flirty comments on a few guysâ posts. Also, Azzi was commenting on Jadaâs posts a lot, and Jada was calling Azzi "big head" and "love you đâ which was a P&A thing. Yes, Paige called Azzi âbig headâ in a snap chat video (in 2018?), like Monica called Quincy in love in basketball, Azzis favorite movie. I donât think anything was going on between Azzi and Jada though, the comments seemed intentional and Jada was much younger than Azzi. Maybe P&A, got into a fight. It could be jealousy/petty behavior, common in homoerotic friendships - I've seen it lol! Also, they didnât really hanging out as much in the winter, like they did in 2019.
4. In March / April 2020, SLAM released "All Eye on US" | Hopkins High School Series. In one video, Paige was wearing Azzi's picture on her shirt. She also had a collage of photos (almost all with Azzi) next to her bed, which is giving dating.
5. From April to July, Paige stayed with the Fudds. In some of the tik tok / youtube videos Paige's facial expressions gave away that they were more than friends (iykyk). If they were just friends, I think lines def got blurred during this time and they became fwb.
6. Azzi would FaceTime Paige at 1:00 am; even though, in an article around this time, she said she liked to go to bed early. Also, she visited Paige for her birthday to tell her she was going to UCONN. The extent to which they went out of their way to see and talk to each other is too much for just friends.
7. When Paige went to UCONN, she had Azzi as đ in snapchat. I only do that to people who I'm in a relationship with. That's why I feel like they were in a relationship or close to one. I think something happened and Azzi was mad at Paige because she stopped commenting on her posts, like that one anon said. I believe this happened after Azzi committed to UConn too. To me, it feels like a break up or friendship break up (common in homoerotic friendships⌠that shit hurts lol), especially because streets was saying Paige was partying and seen with other girls.
2021 | I'm leaning towards fwb (not exclusive) / situationship
1. UCONN students were spreading rumors that Paige was seen with black curly haired girls.
2. In the winter/spring of 2021, Azzi was commenting flirty things on different guys' instagram posts (like this one football player). Also, interestingly, in an old article, Azzi said she was looking forward to her senior year because she wanted to go to football games with her friends⌠but in a recent article, she said she didnât like football when asked about it. Just found that interesting.
3. Students said Azzi was casually dating someone at UCONN (I think a football player đ) from 2021 to maybe spring of 2022. Not sure if they were exclusive.
4. Part of me thinks that they stayed fwb, while talking and seeing other people, because Paige could not stop staring at Azzi in their slam video. She was down bad. However, if I stopped being fwb with someone, but still liked them, I would look at them longingly too. Itâs the âyou want what you canât have look.â Maybe they were in a situationship end of 2021.
2022 | exclusive fwb (lowkey dating)
1. Azzi liked Mack, her friend, TikTok comment - "girlfriends are on this app" which made me think Paige and Azzi were more serious/together. I could see that comment being an "Azzi menace" thing, like stay away from my girl, even if we aren't technically in a relationship.
2. Also, during that summer, Azzi was commenting flirty things on Paige's posts, and they were posting each other more. She made a whole post (on her main feed) for Paigeâs ACL tear, nobody else did that.
3. Paige was also posting things like - "my girlfriend when she sees an old person sitting alone" and she posted a picture of a man holding a ton of flowers on a train, saying "what i'm trying to be like."
4. During games, Paige and Azzi were always sitting together, had some part of their bodies touching, and joking around. The way Caroline reacted to some of their interactions made it clear that something was happening too. Also, during first night, Paige was staring Azzi down. Could not keep her eyes off of her. Also, UConn students once Azzi came to UConn, Paige wasnât seen out with girls as much, and that eventually stopped.
2023 | dating!
1. During 2023, we got some of the best content! Thank you ICE! The lives really gave us a peek at their relationship. AKA. Paige caught with her hands around Azzi's waist and Azzi caught with her hand on Paige's cheek (gays being gays). Also, they disappeared for a little bit. Probs made out in the bathroom (just sayin đ). I think, Amariâs live was very telling too. Paige kept coming back to Azzi, leaning on her and playing games. Azziâs âbetter notâ comment when someone commented âPaige, someoneâs going to take you out to breakfast.â
2. In the Sue Bird video, Paige and Azzi could not stop staring at each other. I know they hold good eye contact, but this felt different. It looked softer.
3. Paige cannot hide her expressions and got all nervous when seeing comments like - "Paige and Azzi go together real bad" and "Azzi and Nika with their boyfriends."
4. Azzi added a "P" for Paige to her family heart ornament. I would only do that if I was in a relationship with someone.
5. They basically flirted with each other all throughout the overtime podcast - "i'm not afraid of the dark... good because I am" and "we don't lock our door at night." Key word âOUR.â From my knowledge they werenât roommates at this time đ
6. They were very touchy feely that summer. There was a 2v2 video from Azzis camp and Paige was all over Azzi. I think she also called Azzi babes - "shoot babes." Also, tim posted a video of them napping together and their legs were intertwined. I don't be doing that with my friends. Do you???
2024 | In a relationship/basically married! Small recap: final four hug, draft pics, cruise gate, Paige cheesing at her phone, Bueckers family cabin trip (Azzi was there), NYFW, US Open, Azzi flying to Montana for two days, Y'all's Kid (lowkey think they kissed in that live too), staring at each other at the mystics game, twinning at the Lynx game, Paige's mom spending Christmas with the Fudds. and so much more!
Just waiting for that launch!!! đ
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Shower Thoughts
okay I did another!! I actually really enjoy this so give me suggestions for more or things I can improve on!! 4.4k
themes: friends to lovers kinda they already lovers / angst
tw: smut they get a lil freaky like face sitting đşsry got carried away ig
Convincing Azzi to come to UConn came with a price. If she came to UConn, they would not be able to date.Â
It was obvious both girls had feelings deeper than just those of best friends to anyone who knew them. But being teammates and all would mean that they couldnât date in case they broke up and jeopardize the team's chemistry.Â
Paige and Azzi were not worried about breaking up in the slightest. They were 3 years strong at this point and even after having a more open relationship that allowed them to see other people they always came back to each other causing them to tie it off. But now, they are back where they started.Â
At first having Azzi at the same school as her was worth it even if they couldnât date. But she didnât realize just how hard it would be to hide it until the time came.Â
Geno had set a rule that most of the other college coaches agreed with. Teammates couldnât date. It was a pretty common sense rule, unless if you were fucking gay and paige bueckers and Azzi fudd.Â
Of course this would affect them.Â
They decided it wouldnât be that hard to hide it would be fine, no one would realize it. But they realized they would have to go a lot longer without touching each other and being together than they thought, so they vowed to not make it official until at least Paige's senior year so Geno couldnât complain about them causing problems, even though they knew nothing would happen.
This would be a lot harder than they anticipated.Â
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They didnât room together, so it was already bad enough not getting to see each other at nights.Â
Paige found herself lying awake at night Azziâs profile the closest she could get to her
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Me: Iâm gonna murder Geno for this istgđŠ
I miss uÂ
Az: you saw me literally 30 minutes ago not even p đ
Me: I donât care itâs not enough I miss touching u and sleeping next to u and smelling ur hair.Â
Az: maybe next tournament we will get roomed together đ¤ˇââď¸Â
I miss u too tho
Wanna get food in the morning?Â
Me: canâtÂ
 I have to meet with the trainer earlier Â
Az: damn really putting in the extra reps huhÂ
Me: yuh tryna be like u what can I say đ
Az: fuckÂ
I really do miss uÂ
Me: we will get through it together
It will be worth the wait trust
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Iâll do u right Az dwÂ
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In addition to the pause on the relationship, they decided to pause having sex until they had a break to go back home. They werenât freaks or anything- kinda- but going months without it was harder than they thought.Â
So far they were holding strong.Â
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The next morning Azzi was slow to get up.
The sun was blasting in through the windows. When she slept with Paige, there was always a blanket covering the gaps so no sun could sneak through the creases.Â
But Azzi was not with Paige.
She hadnât been for a while, or at least since the summer break. It was now November just 4 games into their season and they would have to wait all the way until Christmas break to sneak a sleepover without raising questions from their nosy teammates.Â
You werenât allowed to sleep in another dorm, it was just a college rule. No one checked up on it, but Azzi and Paige were still under class man so they didnât have their own dorms yet, meaning not only did they stay in the suite with the rest of their teammates, but also shared a bedroom- Azzi with Caroline and Paige with Ice- meaning they had no way of getting a secret sleepover-their was simply no room.Â
Azzi was annoyed when she woke up this morning. The sun was too bright, and Paige was busy.Â
She glanced over at Caroline who was still asleep, looking at her phone. It was only 8 oâclock. They had practice at 1 and the weight room after. Azzi only had one class this morning at 11.Â
3 hours. She had hoped she would get to spend with Paige, but for some reason Paige had decided to go meet with a special trainer to help her go over some new skills at like 5 in the morning.
Azzi rolled out of bed quietly walking to the bathroom to get herself ready.Â
About an hour later she was about to get coffee herself when she got a text from Paige.Â
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P: hey Az can u pick me up?Â
Me: I thought you drove?Â
How did u get there?
P: Iâm not at the trainers anymore, Iâm at the hospital.Â
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Azzi froze, she felt her stomach drop all the way down to the floor.Â
She felt sick. Her fingers hovering over the keyboard.
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P: I canât drive cuz I broke my foot landing wrong on a layupÂ
Me: PAIGE WHAT???
ARE YOU SERIOUS ROGHT NOW??Â
GENO IS GOING TO KILL YOU
ARE YOU OKAY??
R U ON CRUTCHES????
CAN U WALK HOW BAD IS IT??
P: Azzi itâs okay I just need you to pick me up I have already talked to Geno donât worry about me.Â
Me: Iâm on my way donât move
P: yup donât have to worry about that đ đÂ
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Azziâs heart was in her stomach, they had only played 4 games together so far. Azzi came not just for Paige but to play with her. Their chemistry on the court was undeniable and was a big reason why they were doing so well. Without Paige there was no telling of how successful they would be as a team.Â
As Azzi drove she couldnât help the nagging guilt in her. She should have gone with her to practice this morning. She should have stopped her from overworking herself.Â
She has been working so hard to make sure she is in the best shape, but itâs also because she canât be with Azzi, working out is the only thing that gets her mind off of it. So Azzi couldnât help but feel partially responsible.Â
The guilt was also accompanied by pity. She knew how much Paige loved basketball, it was her whole life, and this was her first serious injury.Â
When Azzi had torn her ACL in 2018, Paige had been the first one to protect her and take care of her, now it was Azziâs turn.Â
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Although Paige was upset and frustrated with herself she knew it wasnât the worst case scenario. After watching Azzi go through the entire ACL tear and watching her resilience as she returned to the court, she had full belief that this would not be the end for her.Â
The second she fell she thought of Azzi. Paige knew that Azzi would feel guilty for not being there. Paige knew that she pushed herself too hard. Paige felt this level of guilt when Azzi got hurt. Azzi shares a part of her heart and she knew that if Paige got hurt she would feel it too.Â
When the doctor told her it was a minor fracture in her medial talus she was freaked out for sure, but remembering the look on Azziâs face when the orthopedist told her she would be out for a year max and need surgery, she felt surprisingly grateful.Â
She wasnât expecting this reaction from herself. But knowing she would be back in as early as 2 months made her feel lucky more than anything.Â
All she was worried about was Azzi. Sure it would be a setback. But she remembered what Azzi had told her after her knee surgery.Â
âA setback is only a failure if you let it stop you from working hard.âÂ
And as Paige watched Azzi work tirelessly for those 12 months, she knew what the word resilience meant for the first time.
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Azzi slammed the door of her car, racing into the building to find Paige.
When she saw her big blue eyes rimmed red and puffy from crying her own began to water. She quickly hurried over to her wrapping her arms around her. Looking down at her foot in its cast.Â
âOh my god Paige what did you do?â She says laughing out of shock with an obvious pain that showed Paige exactly how she felt.Â
âIâm okay Azzi honestly, itâs just a minor fracture Iâm only going to be out for a couple months.â Paige said squeezing her shoulder
Azzi reached out, touching the hard cast.Â
âBut you have been working so hard. We only just started.â Azzi said against her shoulder.Â
âExactly . We have so much time together itâs okay. Itâs just a minor setback, but after watching you recover and work so hard- maybe I needed this- maybe I needed this setback to put in perspective how much this really means to me.â Paige paused, pulling Azzi away from her grasp to look her in the eye.Â
â I believe everything happens for a reason. Maybe it isnât clear now, but Iâm sure it will be soon. Who knows maybe Iâll have the comeback of the year or something.â Paige said with a laugh.Â
Azzi felt a little better hearing her laugh and seeing a smile on her beautiful face.Â
âAre you sure youâre okay? Does it hurt.â Azzi said worriedly, helping her to her feet and grabbing her some crutches.Â
âNah Iâm okay donât worry it only hurts a little.â Paige said wincing as she steadied herself, her face saying another story.Â
Azzi gave her a knowing look and made her sit down.
Grabbing her crutches and helping her hobble over to her car.Â
âIâm gonna pick up your car later okay?â Azzi said looking at Paige all comfy in her front seat, she always kept a blanket there, claiming it was in case she got cold, but paige was the only one who ever used it.Â
âNo, donât leave. I want you to stay with me. Just today.â Paige pleaded, widening her eyes and fluttering her eyelashes.Â
Azzi sighed. There was no arguing with her.Â
As they pulled into their suite, the rest of the team was already there worried for her, including both Geno and CD and one of the athletic trainers.Â
They spent about 45 minutes going over Paige's injury and talking about resilience and comeback and what not.Â
Azzi ended up finding her unicorn arm cushions from when she tore her ACL and set Paige up with a nice comfy system.Â
âAlright now for Paigeâs sake I need someone to take good care of her while she is hurt.â Geno started, looking around the room.
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There were 4 suites for the team, 2 rooms in each one. The three were upstairs except for the one Azzi, Caroline, Amari, and Aubrey shared.Â
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âOk Paige since you obviously wonât be going up the stairs for a little while, why donât you stay down here and swap rooms with Caroline for the time being.â Geno continued.Â
Paige and Azzi looked at each other. This would be the first time they slept in the same room since August.Â
Paige couldnât hide the smile that started curling on her lips, noticing Azzi having the same reaction.Â
As everyone started to roll out of the room, one of the trainers paused.Â
âPaige by the way, whatever you do u cannot get that cast wet. And you are going to have to get a bucket or something so you can sit in the shower. Iâd recommend you get a teammate to help you clean yourself. Youâre both girls, it's fine.â She said as she walked out the door.Â
âUhm so whoâs going to literally shower paige.â Aubrey said laughing.Â
âI mean I guess it might make most sense for Azzi too since we are roomingâŚâ Paige trailed off trying to hide her excitement of finally feeling Azziâs soft fingers on her skin after all this time.Â
âWow, seems like someone knows exactly what she wants, I guess itâs settled, good luck AzziâŚ. And you should probably get on that cuz paige u smell like ass- mustâve been a good workout.â Amari chimed in laughing as Paigeâs face turned bright red.Â
Paige glanced at Azzi and watched as her lips twisted into a smirkÂ
âI have class in an hour but I guess if we make it quick.â Azzi said, looking Paige up and down.Â
Aubrey and Amari were completely clueless to the shift in the air. Paige on the other hand felt a warm sensation in her stomach as her panties dampened under Azziâs intense stare.Â
15 minutes later they were alone in the bathroom. The suite was empty except for them.
No one really suspected anything, if anything they felt bad for Paige having to be exposed like this. Paige on the other hand was both eager and nervous to be alone-naked with Azzi again.
Azzi locked the bathroom door.
âI feel like you got injured on purpose just so I would have to touch your naked body.â Azzi scoffed, creeping up to her.Â
Paige had crutches into the bathroom and sat on the closed toilet as Azzi moved her crutches and set up a plastic crate in the shower for Paige to sit on.Â
Paige's breath hitched as Azzi walked towards her placing her fingers on her shoulders running them up and down her arms.Â
Paige looked up at her with needy eyes.Â
âMissed you so bad.â She said taking in Azzi in front of her.Â
âI can tell.â Azzi laughed watching the way her body flinched under her touch.Â
Azzi leaned in and started to unzip her hoodie.
âI have missed you too.â Azzi whispered into her ear, pressing her lips against it as she slid her hoodie off her shoulders.Â
Paige whined craving more, helping pull her arms out of the holes.Â
âSo much for not fucking while we are on campus.â Paige said in between breaths.Â
âWho said we were gonna fuck?â Azzi questioned, teasingly laughing as Paige pouted.
âWhat? I'm just following the trainers orders, nothing wrong with this baby.â Azzi continued as she guided Paige to lift her arms, raising her shirt over her head.
Azziâs eyes flicked over her abs, watching as Paige's nipples poked through her sports bra under her gaze. Azzi ran her fingers over the sports bra paying special attention to them through the cloth.Â
âYou didnât hurt your arms, you know.â Azzi noted, as Paige raised her arms again, wanting Azzi to take off her other layer as she felt the heat throbbing in her pants.Â
âAzzi come on. Iâm crippled.â Paige whines.Â
Azzi rolls her eyes dramatically, wrapping her fingers around the band of her sports bra and making a show as she takes it off of her, revealing Paige's breasts and pink nipples all hard for her.Â
Azziâs breath hitched as she saw her beautiful girl in front of her naked and on display for the first time in months.Â
She wanted nothing more than to latch her mouth and rub her hands all over her nipples, but seeing Paige cocky smirk at her reaction made her want to make Paige beg for it.Â
Azzi couldnât deny how hot this side of Paige was, this desperately submissive side she had been hiding, she wasnât about to give in just yet, she wanted to make it last.Â
Paige huffed as Azzi moved down to her pants, ignoring her pink nipples longing to be sucked, and going straight to work.
Azzi looked up at Paige's desperation-filled eyes and wrapped her fingers around her pants. Paige lifted her ass clawing at Azziâs back for support as Azzi slid them down her legs slowly paying extra careful attention to her hurt foot.Â
Paige closed her legs embarrassed about how wet she was.Â
She had thrown on grey Cotton panties so there was no doubt Azzi would see just how much Azzi was affecting her.Â
Azzi looked at her with a smirk as she pulled her legs apart, her smirk growing as she saw the pool of wetness that had accumulated in her panties.
âAw Paigey youâre soaked.â Azzi said teasingly as Paige's face grew red turning away from her, refusing to make eye contact with her.Â
âI want you to look at me when I touch you.â Azzi said dominantly running her fingers along the waistband of her panties outlining the seam all the way down to the bottom of her ass.Â
Paige shuttered, returning her glance to Azzi melting under her dominant brown eyes that would make her instantly release.Â
Azzi ran her hands over Paige's face, pulling some of her blonde hair out of the way and back into the messy bun she had in.
âLetâs get these off and get you cleaned up⌠youâre such a mess.â Azzi said seductively wrapping her hands around the inner part of her panties brushing her fingers against Paige's folds. Paige let out a moan at the much needed contact.Â
After her panties were removed and she was fully naked, Azzi helped her over to the shower, sitting her on the crate making sure her foot was still out of the way of the water.
Waiting no more time, Azzi grabbed a bottle of her soap- coconut and vanilla- the one that Paige would never stop smelling whenever she had it on, and began to massage it into her skin starting by standing behind her and rubbing it into her shoulders and back.
After a few minutes. Paige was confused why it was taking her so long, the need between her legs over powering her.Â
âWhat are you doing?â Paige asked with a laugh as Azziâs touch lingered against her back running up in back in a specific patternÂ
âWriting my name.â Azzi responded simply, before leaning forward and clarifying, âI want you to know youâre mine.â
Paige let out a breathy moan at that, and shivered as Azzi, who was still standing outside of the shower, wrapped her arms from the back to the front of Paige's body blindly kneading her tits, rolling her nipples around in her fingers.Â
âJust making sure I donât miss a spot. Wanna make sure my pretty girl is done right.â Azzi said as Paige's breathing sped up.Â
Azzi twists the bucket slightly so Paige is now facing her. She begins to spread the soap down, rubbing it into her lower stomach and passing the place Paige was craving to be touched.
Azzi rubbed her exposed foot and worked her way up massaging her calf and thigh slowly getting higher and higher on her thigh until she reached her pussy.Â
Mixing in some of the water Azzi began to move her hand closer to Paige's pussy, lightly brushing past her clit as she let the water wash off the soap.Â
Paige moaned as the water pounded down on her clit, Azzi methodically worked the head of the shower so that it was lingering on her pussy, the warm water hitting her clit just where she needed it.Â
Paige moaned at the contact and Azzi could no longer hold back any longer. She placed down the shower head back on the stand and she ran her fingers over paigeâs pussy.Â
âNeed me bad huh.â Azzi whispered, staring at her pussyâŚÂ
Paige nodded desperately, thrusting her hips up balancing on her good leg, needing Azzi to apply contact.Â
âRelax baby. Let me do the work.â Azzi said as Paige whined.Â
She shoved Paige's hips back onto the bucket and began to run her fingers through her folds, rubbing small tight circles on her swollen clit.Â
âYou donât know how much I have missed your beautiful pussy.â Azzi said, looking up at Paige as she thrusted 3 fingers inside her immediately, not giving her even a second to adjust to the stretch inside her.Â
Paige yelped at the sudden feeling of Azzi inside of her that she had been craving for months.Â
âoh god donât stop baby.â Paige moaned, pulling Azzi closer to her, forcing her fingers deeper in until they hit her g spot.Â
Azzi continued pounding into her curling her fingers upwards exploring Paige's cervix with her fingers while continuing to pound into her.Â
Paige leaned up against the wall of the shower pulling Azzi towards her flexing her thighs as she began to feel her stomach tighten.Â
âSo close oh my god Azzi. Please.âÂ
Azzi, feeling her walls tighten, continued pounding into her, pressing on her lower stomach causing Paige to unravel underneath her.Â
âAzzi oh god Iâm coming.â Paige shouted as she moaned her wetness gushing out of her as Azzi rode out her high.Â
Once Paige was just a pile of moans Azzi pulled her fingers out of her and popped them into her own mouth savoring her taste and making a show of herself sucking on them, refusing to make eye contact with paige.
Paige grabbed her by the hair forcing her tongue into her mouth moaning as she tasted herself in her mouth.Â
âItâs not fair Iâm the only one with no clothes on.â Paige noted, annoyed that she hadnât gotten to see Azziâs beautiful body yet.Â
âPatience p.â Azzi said with a wink as she got up and grabbed a towel wiping off the rest of the water off of Paige's body.
She helped Paige hobble back to her room and got her situated, making sure her foot was elevated and she had plenty of Advil.Â
âIâm gonna go grab you something to eat, I have class in like 45 minutes so I canât be long.â Azzi said, taking off her shirt to change.
âWait ow it hurts.â Paige said calmly to not stress out Azzi.Â
But Azzi being how she is rushed over to paige.Â
âAre you okay, do u need another pillow, more Advil?â Azzi started questioning, but was interrupted when Paige pulled her onto her lap so Azzi was straddling her.Â
âItâs not fair that I was the only one who got fucked today.â Paige said smirking as she ran her hand over Azziâs breasts that were poking through her tank top.Â
âNo bra? Itâs like ur asking for me to fuck you. How am I supposed to focus on resting when I can see your pretty nipples through your shirt.â Paige noted pulling the straps of Azziâs tank top down.
âPaige you need to rest come on.â Azzi said, but her breath hitched despite her and she let out a soft moan as Paige pulled her shirt up revealing her nice tits.Â
Without saying anything Paige began to rub them, pulling Azzi towards her and wrapping her lips around her nipple. She sucked watching as Azzi moaned into her.Â
Azzi could feel the wetness that had already formed in her shorts from when she finger fucked paige minutes earlier.Â
âI donât want you to over do it.â Azzi said between moans as Paige's fingers trailed lower on her stomach.Â
âHow bout u sit on my face.â Paige said with a smirk as Azzi immediately went red.Â
âIâm too heavy paige oh my god thatâs no I donât think-â Azzi started protesting but paige grabbed her ass squeezing it tightly as she pushed Azzi up towards her mouth sitting her so her legs were on either side of her head.Â
At this point Azzi was hovering over her in just her pink Nike shorts. Without another word Paige pulled her shorts to the side and pushed Azzi down on her tongue.Â
Azzi let out a loud moan in shock at the sudden pressure. Paige's nose brushed her clit as she dipped her tongue in and out of Azzi.
Pulling it out she began to swirl it around her clit flicking it up and down against her.Â
Paige grabbed Azziâs ass, grinding her against her mouth tasting her wetness.Â
âMissed this pussy- taste so goodâ paige said against her pussy. The vibrations of her voice overstimulate Azzi as she feels her climax start to close in.
âFeels so good.â Azzi moans âgonna come oh god.â Azzi feels herself try to pull away but paigeâs strong hand keeps her tight on her face continuing to fuck her with her tongue.
âLook at me baby. You can come for me.â Paige says without stopping.Â
Azzi meets her eyes and instantly crumbles under the dominance of the blue eyes. She started coming her white syrup pouring into Paige's mouth as Paige used her tongue to shovel every drop of it into her mouth. Savoring the taste of her.Â
âYou taste amazing. I have missed this.â Paige said happily looking at Azzi who was folded over on top of her.Â
Azzi moved to the side to look into her beautiful blue eyes. Laughing as she sees some of her come on her nose. She kisses it off smiling.
âTo be honest I donât think I can not do this for another month.â Azzi said, running her hand lovingly over Paige's face. Ya I donât think thatâs gonna be a problem anymore, Paige said looking at her phone seeing a text from Aubrey.
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Aub: Can u guys shut the fuck up. Like my ears are bleeding đ
It cannot be that good Azzi
whole new meaning to that 69 joke you made.Â
U held out well Iâll give u that, guess I owe ice 50 bucks.Â
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Paige laughed, turning back to Azzi, who looked a little nervous.Â
âWhat if Geno finds out and gets bad at us.â Azzi starts. âI donât want him worried that we are going to mess up the team if we break up.âÂ
Azzi said worriedly as she snuggled closer to paige.Â
âBaby donât worry, thatâs not gonna happen, we wonât break up, canât even go a month without you so trust when I say I could never live without you.â Paige said, reassuring her, and touching her now messy, curly hair.Â
âYou have girlfriend hair.â She laughed trying to pat it down for her.Â
âUghh paigeee.â Azzi whines, flattening it with her hands and shoving Paige back before snuggling up into her chest.Â
âI love you P.â She says muffled by her chest.
âLove you too Az.â Paige replies wrapping her fingers in her hair pulling her closer to her heart where she will keep her forever.Â
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you were my summer love !!!
*ŕŠâŠâ§âË in which their fall-in-love-again era is them missing each other while their friends go crazy over their relationship.
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for when you know they'll be your love for all eternal summers. Ë ŕźâĄ â・Ë
social media au // pierre gasly x fem!reader
prequel - i want sweet revenge and i want him again âÂˇË ŕź
warnings - language, mention of vodka once.
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paddock.club pierre gasly and celine d'souza have called it quits on their relationship after almost three months of dating, sources close to the pair reported. the pair started dating back in august after gasly broke up with his "summer love", y/n y/l/n, affectionately named as augustine by gasly and his fans. although their break up was kept hush for a long time and so was their relationship, pierre wasted no time in moving on and with none other than social media influencer, celine d'souza. "there is no bad blood between them," sources claimed, "they just didn't fit well and it was no good trying to make it work." for more details about their short-lived relationship and the driver's summer romance with the singer, click on the link in our bio.
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A Love You Don't Find Everyday Part 19 | Rooster x Reader
Summary: Your wedding week is here, and you decide to give Bradley another one of his gifts early. In return, he fulfills a fantasy for you. When you host your parents and all of those closest to you for Thanksgiving dinner, it really sets in for Bradley that this is what the rest of his life is going to be like.
Warnings: Smut, angst, fluff, and swearing
Length: 4400 words
Pairing: Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw x Female Reader
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When Maverick cornered him at the end of the day on Monday, Bradley eyed him warily. "Don't tell me you're bringing me more papers."
Maverick shook his head and laughed. "No. Not papers. But I need everyone to complete their flight evaluation paperwork during the first week of December."
Bradley's eyes went wide. He would be in Hawaii with you. Without completed paperwork, he could end up being grounded. "Shit. Can you push it later into the month for me?"
"No. But I set you up in one of the classrooms now to take care of it."
Bradley groaned. He promised you that he would be home to help you finalize everything on the wedding checklist tonight, but this issue could literally prevent him from getting a paycheck later.
"Fuck. Okay, fine," Bradley told Mav. "Thanks for making sure I got it done in time." Bradley texted you a quick explanation while he strolled to Classroom 1 so he could get started, because this would take him about two hours.Â
Baby Girl Bradshaw: Take your time, Roo. But let me know before you head home, okay? I might need you to stop at the store.
At least you weren't upset. You probably didn't really need his help with the checklist, but he wanted to be there with you anyway.Â
He settled in and got to work, needing to log into various sites on his phone to pull up his credentials for verification. After two hours, he was finally done, but his phone battery was almost dead.Â
He sent you a quick text saying he was leaving shortly to find out what you needed from the store, and you wrote back immediately.
Baby Girl Bradshaw: Remember where we first met? Meet me there.
Bradley would remember until his dying day that he first set eyes on you last year on August 14th just before 9 o'clock in the morning. In Classroom 8. That was where you first spoke to each other. That was where he got to hear you lecturing them on software protocols. That was where he started to fall for you.Â
He was immediately rushing out of Classroom 1 and heading down the long corridor. The building was mostly deserted now that it was after dinnertime, and most of the lights had been dimmed. But when he pushed the last door open, you were perched on the edge of the desk, and Bradley could still perfectly picture how you'd looked up at the podium in your khaki uniform last summer.Â
But right now, you were wearing the red dress that you wore on your first date, when he had taken you to the hot sauce restaurant and silent disco in Del Mar. You had on matching red lipstick, and you had selected red polish when you got your nails done the other day.
Bradley was frozen in the doorway, looking at you as you smiled at him. "Close the door and take a seat, Lieutenant Commander Bradshaw," you instructed with a grin.Â
He closed the door and headed for the seat in the first row, right in front of you. "I thought you were at home, Sweetheart."
"I was," you informed him, sliding off the desk and taking the three steps until you were in Bradley's lap. "Then I thought I would come back to base and give you one of your remaining wedding gifts here." You kissed him softly, your lips barely brushing his. He let one hand come up to the back of your neck to get a deeper kiss, not caring about getting your lipstick on his mouth.Â
"What's my wedding gift?" he asked before dipping his lips down to your neck. "Getting to look at you in the dress you wore on our first date?"
You laughed at that and started to slide out of his grasp. Bradley tried to keep you on his lap, but you managed to slide down so you were kneeling on the floor between his legs with your hands resting on his khaki covered thighs. He was sure his eyes were bugging out.
"No. I'd let you look at me in this dress anytime, Roo. When I asked some of the guys what they would most like to get as a wedding gift from their soon to be wife, they seemed to universally agree that a blowjob was the way to go."
He briefly tipped his head back and groaned at the ceiling when your hands started to slide up his uniform pants. When you popped open his button and eased the zipper down, Bradley kept his eyes on yours. His hard dick sprang free when you pulled his pants and underwear down a little bit, and you squealed in delight. A small part of Bradley really loved that the guys all knew you were going to suck his dick for him, that you did it all the time.
"You want it sloppy, Roo?" you asked sweetly, licking your bright red lips.Â
"God, yes," he groaned, his eyes drifting closed as you wrapped your small hand around him and grazed his tip with your lips. "Please."
You just moaned in response, and now Bradley was wishing he'd taken a second to lock the door. "Anyone could walk in, Sweetheart," he told you, stroking your perfect cheek with his thumb while you kissed along his length.Â
"I know," you told him before swirling your tongue around his head and making him groan. "That's why I wanted to do it here."
You were filthy in the best way, and you were going to be his wife. "Everything you do turns me on. You know that? Everything."
You smiled up at him like he was single handedly responsible for all of the happiness in this world, and then you took the tip of his cock between your perfect, red lips.
Every inch of him was treated the the feel of your lips and your tongue as you sucked on him and took him deep. Bradley watched you take him until you were gagging, squeezing him with your throat until your eyes started to water.Â
"Fuck, Baby Girl," he growled, eyeing the red lipstick smears along the base of his cock as you pulled him out of your mouth. He watched you open your mouth wide and run his tip along your lips before letting him rest on your velvety tongue. "You're perfect," he praised, running his fingers along your neck. You licked and sucked just the tip of him while you played with his balls. He could already feel the pressure building, and he knew what you were capable of.Â
"You like that, Daddy?" you asked softly, stroking your fingers along his balls and nuzzling him with your face.
"You fucking know I do." And then his head tipped back again as you took his length deep again, and he felt the sensation through his entire body. You were sucking on him so well, as he palmed the back of your head, encouraging you to keep him in your heavenly mouth.Â
Bradley watched your half lidded eyes drift closed briefly as you gagged on him. And then you were sucking along his length before taking him deep again. Every time he bottomed out, he could feel the pressure of his orgasm building. You bobbed on his cock, humming and gasping as you picked up speed, and Bradley watched your saliva drip onto his khaki pants.Â
When you pulled him out with a loud pop, he growled your name, and your wide eyes met his. Then Bradley watched you lick along his balls and suck on him there while stroking his cock with your hands.Â
"Baby Girl," he groaned. You had lipstick smeared on your face, and Bradley had never seen anything prettier than you cradling his balls and sucking on his dick.Â
The wet sounds as you hollowed your cheeks and bobbed faster on his length had him thrusting into you. You moaned, eyes wide as he hit the back of your throat. You popped him out again, strands of saliva falling from those red lips as you took a deep breath before taking him to the hilt again.
Bradley swiped away the tears from your cheeks before digging his fingers into your scalp a little rough. "I'm close, Sweetheart," he murmured, teeth gritted in pleasure.Â
You just grinned around his cock and hollowed your cheeks, sucking on him until he was moaning way too loud. His balls were tense, ready to spill into your mouth, and then you pulled him out one last time. Bradley watched his cum paint your lips and tongue as you gasped and squeaked in delight. You swallowed him down in gulps, and his cum ran down your chin, mixing with your saliva. Your eyes were needy as you delicately licked and sucked every drop as it beaded out of him until Bradley watched you just kissing along his sensitive tip again.
"I love you," he promised, swiping his fingers through his cum on your chin and feeding it to you. As you licked his fingers clean, Bradley caught his breath. The front of his uniform pants was adorned with cum, saliva, and red lipstick smudges. It was almost enough to make him hard again.Â
After you tucked him back into his boxer briefs, you climbed back onto his lap. Bradley kissed you and licked your lips clean. "Mmm," you moaned. "Let's go home so I can feed you dinner."Â
"Do you still need me to stop at the store?" he asked as you pulled him to his feet and zipped his pants.Â
"No, I took care of it. Just wanted to get ice cream to go with the chocolate chip cookies I made."
Bradley laced his fingers through yours and kissed your ring. "For ice cream sandwiches? Are you purposely reminding me of all the things you did when we were dating that made me crazy for you?"
"Maybe," you said with a smirk.
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"We're gonna be late," Bradley called for the third time. You just rolled your eyes in the bathroom mirror.Â
"Their flight doesn't even land for two more hours."
Then he appeared in the bathroom doorway with Tramp in his arms. "If you want to have time to go to the Hard Deck for a beer first, we need to leave. You look beautiful. You look perfect. Let's go."
You capped your mascara. "Fine." You had been subtly trying to make sure nobody was making plans for Friday afternoon without actually giving away any wedding information. You were getting really antsy that one of them wouldn't be there, so giving them one final reminder today would be a good idea. "I can't believe tomorrow is Thanksgiving. And then our wedding. Are we out of our minds? Planning it the way we did?"
"Nah," Bradley replied with a crooked grin. "The only thing that's bothering me is that I know for a fact that the caterers won't make the Marry Me Rooster as good as you do."
You started laughing as you grabbed a denim jacket to wear over your dress and followed him out to the driveway. "Well if that's your biggest concern, then I'm sure Friday will be a lovely day for you."
Bradley opened the passenger door of the Bronco and buckled you in. "It's going to be the best day of my life," he promised with a kiss.
When you got to the Hard Deck, you could tell you were annoying all of the aviators at this point. And when you mentioned one more time that you were hoping everyone could make it 'to hang out on Friday', they all groaned.
"Angel, yes. For the millionth time, we will be there," Jake drawled as he took a shot at the pool table. You examined his forehead where he had a scar from his deployment. He must have had the stitches removed today.Â
"I'm not even talking to you. I don't trust you anymore after how much you let me drink at the club."
"Here," Bradley mumbled, nudging a beer into your hand when he returned from the bar. He kissed your cheek before taking the pool cue Phoenix held out for him. You heard him double and triple checking with her that she was going to stick to the plans for Friday. You didn't even want to think about how shitty Bradley would feel if his best friend wasn't at his wedding.Â
"Hey, Jake?" you asked quietly.
"Angel?"
"Can I borrow your keychain? The one with the Super Hornet?"
He dug his keys out of his pocket and unclipped the beat up metal keychain that you always thought was so cool. "You thinking about getting one for Rooster?"
"Yeah," you lied smoothly. "I'm going to look for one online. I'll give it back in a few days."
You sat quietly with Bob and talked about plans for Christmas while Bradley played pool. He kept stealing little glances in your direction, and it made you smile every time. And then he started grinning, too. Then it struck you; this would be your very last time hanging out at the Hard Deck before you were married.Â
So much had happened here. You remembered which stool you were sitting on when Bradley initiated that first, flirtatious conversation with you by knocking your beer all over your lap. And you kept a little mental catalog of all the songs he had ever played for you on that old, out of tune piano.Â
"I love you," he whispered against your lips while he waited for Phoenix to take her turn.Â
You grabbed him by the front of his shirt and pulled him close. "Next time we hang out at the Hard Deck with everyone, we will be married."
He rested his forehead to yours and smiled against your lips. "Less than two days," he whispered, running his hands along your hips and waist. "Then I'm yours, for real. Like actually a family."
You glanced at everyone playing pool and Bob eating his peanuts. "We have a huge family, Roo."
"You're right," he said with a chuckle, kissing your nose.
Then you licked his bottom lip gently, and Bradley's demeanor immediately changed. You felt his hands tighten on your waist, drawing you closer to his warm body as he hummed. When his hands found their way to your lower back you nibbled on his lip before licking him again.Â
"Sweetheart." His voice had a tone of warning behind it, and you'd be lying if you said it didn't go right to your core.Â
"Yes, Daddy?" you replied, not even trying to be quiet. The fabric of your dress was bunched up in his hands, and his brown eyes dipped down to look at your lips.Â
"If you want Daddy, just say the words."
You licked your lips and said, "I want my Daddy."
Bradley took your half empty bottle of beer and set it down along with his empty one. With one hand pressed firmly to your lower back, he ushered you past the pool table. "Gotta get to the airport. See some of you tomorrow and all of you on Friday!" he called out, not even giving you a chance to say anything at all.Â
You turned to look at him over your shoulder. "Where are we going?"
"The Bronco." His voice was commanding. He was in Daddy mode now, but you loved to give him an attitude.Â
"No. Meet me in the sand. In our spot." You wove through the crowd ahead of him and out into the cool night air. There were some people out on the deck, talking and smoking, but you breezed right past them and ran down the side steps and into the darkness.Â
A moment later, Bradley's heavy footfalls could be heard on the steps as well, and then he found you in the dim light filtering down from the deck, your back pressed to the wooden pillar.Â
"Hi, Daddy," you whispered, and he reached right for the hem of your dress, pulling it up and yanking your underwear lower until the lace slipped down your legs and onto the tops of your boat shoes.Â
"Hi, Baby Girl." His words were soft and raspy as his fingertips teased along your wet slit.Â
"This is our spot." Your head tipped back against the pillar as he dipped his middle finger inside you. "But you've never fucked me here before." The voices and laughter above you on the deck had you more turned on than you'd like to admit.Â
"I'm about to change that," he promised. "I'll fill you up all the way. Put a baby in you."
You groaned as he withdrew his finger and spun you around so you were facing the deck post, palms planted against it. You had a visceral reaction to the sound of him unzipping his jeans, and you were instantly panting and pushing your butt back toward him.Â
"You're so fucking needy, Baby Girl. I love it." And then his big hands were up your dress, teasing along your ass before he guided himself inside you with a hiss.Â
"Bradley!"Â
"Quiet," he commanded, pumping into you. "I know you like this. Being out in the open. Listening to people up on the deck."
The noise that escaped you was something filthy that lived in the back of your throat. But he was driving you wild, because he was right. You loved that someone could look over the side of the deck and see Bradley fucking you. The idea that someone could hear your little whines or Bradley's grunts and come to investigate made your pussy wetter.Â
"That's what Daddys do, Baby Girl," his voice was low and next to your ear. "They give you exactly what you want, fuck you in public when you need it. As long as you're so sweet to Daddy the rest of the time."
"Oh my god," you groaned. Bradley's words, and the feel of his fingers on your clit, and the slapping of his thighs against yours... it was all too much. "I'm so close," you whimpered.Â
"I'll get you there, and then I'll take my share, too," he promised, and almost instantly you felt yourself clenching his cock with your pussy from the release of pleasure he caused with his fingers. You bucked your hips back against him, riding out your orgasm.Â
And then, just like he promised, he took you by both hips, his fingers digging into you, and absolutely railed you. All you could do was grip the wooden post and hang on as he rocked into you, letting you feel every inch of him in your overstimulated pussy.Â
You were whimpering as he growled your name, filling you up with cum. You could already feel the mess leaking out of you as he pushed your hair away from your neck and pressed his lips there. "I love you, Roo," you whispered, and he gently pulled you away from the deck post.Â
He whispered in your ear how much he loved you and wanted to marry you while he eased himself out of your pussy, and you could feel the wetness on your legs.Â
"Shit," he mumbled as he zipped up his pants. "We need to get to the airport to get your parents."
You giggled. "I'm a mess now, Roo."
"Yeah," he agreed, taking you by the hand. "And that's your fault. You always pull this Daddy stunt right before we have to go pick your parents up from the airport." He sounded firm, but when he led you into the lit up parking lot, you could see the satisfied smirk on his face.
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Bradley and you had dropped your parents off at their expensive hotel last night, and he didn't regret a single penny he was spending. It had afforded him the ability to take a very leisurely bath with you, during which you and he sipped some beers and talked about the wedding.Â
Then on Thanksgiving morning, you and he were up early, drinking coffee and starting to get the kitchen organized for dinner preparations. The parade was playing on the TV, and Bradley occasionally wandered away to play along to a song on the piano.Â
But the best part was, you and he were in your underwear the whole time. And you agreed to take a break and ride his dick on one of the dining room chairs after he helped you peel potatoes. He was seriously hoping one of these times it did the trick, because he couldn't wait until you were pregnant.Â
"Mm," you hummed, kissing his lips and running your fingers through his hair. "You need to go pick them up at the hotel, and I need to take another shower. I don't think I have gone more than six hours without your cum dripping out of me since I told you I stopped using birth control."
Bradley groaned and helped you stand up. "I told you I was gonna keep you full, Baby Girl. Just wait until we're on our honeymoon."
"Oh, I have plans for you, Roo," you told him over your shoulder as you strolled naked toward the bathroom. He watched you spread the mess on your thighs with each step you took, but when he tried to follow you, he was met with your palm on his chest. "Go pick them up so my mom and I can make dinner," you said with a laugh before you disappeared into the bathroom and closed the door.Â
So he got dressed and went to the hotel to pick up your mom and dad. He took the scenic drive on the way back, letting them get a good look at the ocean and all the beach trails. It was a perfectly clear, sunny day, and Bradley hoped tomorrow would be just as good.Â
"How many are coming for dinner tonight?" your mom wondered out loud, already worried about the amount of food as Bradley pulled into the driveway.Â
"Should be eleven of us," Bradley replied before jumping out to open both passenger side doors for your parents. "It'll be okay. Your daughter is a kitchen wizard. She's got it all under control."
"Hi!" you called out when he led them inside. "Mom, I need help with this stuffing!"Â
And after that, Bradley was relegated to the couch with your dad to watch football and drink beer. The Baltimore Ravens were playing, and your dad was invested. And soon Payback arrived with some bottles of wine. And after that Coyote was there along with Jake. Pretty soon, Bradley was smashed into a spot on the couch between Nat and your dad, and everyone was talking and laughing at the same time.Â
Jake made his way into the kitchen with the offer to be the official taste tester. Mav, Penny and Amelia arrived with four different kinds of pies. The house was full and noisy, and Bradley knew it was all because of you. The only reason he was here and healthy and happy was because you loved him. You were the main reason he did anything now.Â
Bradley found you in the kitchen, laughing at Jake when he burned his tongue on some macaroni and cheese. As soon as Bradley smiled at you, there you were, in his arms. He just held you and rested his chin on your head.Â
Your mom turned away from the gravy she was making to look at you in his arms. "Please tell me you've decided on a wedding date."
Bradley opened his mouth to try to distract your mom, but you were already saying, "I think we should have a lot more information by tomorrow, mom. Can you help me set the table, Roo?"
"Sure, Sweetheart," he replied, reaching to gather plates and glasses for you.Â
You squealed at him as he followed you around the table, setting down plate after plate. "I don't think any of them know about tomorrow," you whispered with wide eyes.
"Just Mav. Just what we wanted."
"It's perfect! Seriously, Bradley. It's going to be so perfect!"
Then you were in his arms again, and Bradley's tongue was in your mouth. He was about to suggest a detour to the laundry room when your mom walked in, and Bradley tried to back away from you as he blushed.Â
But your mom was just laughing. "Maybe you two should just get married tomorrow. I'm surprised I don't have a grandchild already."
"Mom," you groaned, stepping out of Bradley's arms and finishing setting the table.Â
"What? With how beautiful you are and how handsome he is, I'll have the most adorable grandkids!"
Bradley just blushed more and mumbled, "I'm trying," before heading back to the living room.Â
But pretty soon dinner was ready, and you had everyone sitting at the table which was filled with food that you and your mom had made with minimal help from Jake. Bradley brought in your bottle of hot sauce, just knowing you'd probably want to dump it all over your turkey. The way your eyes lit up when he remembered to do silly little things like that, made him even more excited for tomorrow.Â
It was a tight fight for eleven people, and Bradley was sitting in a folding chair at the head of the table next to you. But it was actually kind of perfect. So he stood up for a beat to simply say, "We're both so happy to have all of you here. I hated holidays for a really long time, but now I like them again. So thank you."
Nat raised her wine glass and said, "To family." Everyone else raised a drink as well, and Bradley watched as your parents shared a kiss. He eased himself back into his chair and sipped his wine before setting the glass down. He reached for your hand and laced his fingers gently with yours.Â
"Thank you," he whispered, and your eyes met his, a puzzled look on your face.Â
"For what?"
He shrugged, searching for the right words as tears pricked behind his eyes. "Everything. You've made everything better."
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WEDDING CHAPTER IS NEXT! I want to thank all of you so much, especially everyone who has been reading along with Roo and Baby Girl for a long time now. I have so much fun creating this little world that they live it, and you all make it even better! They have come so far together!
PART 20
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track 005: this is for the best
A/N: we are slowly getting to the plot guys ;)) (also!! lando norris is a race winner! fucking finally) ignore the dates, also there might be some typos, sorry
A/N: i am so fucking sorry guys, but! as of today, i officially passed all my exams and now i have the whole summer to do absolutely nothing, no studying for me (fucking finally) so i'm actually gonna start updating, i already have a first part of a OP81 smau lined uo ready to go ;)
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marcilazzaro1 life lately ;) thank you for waiting, i am back and happier than ever, it's good to see Monza again
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shithappens SHE IS BACK!!
âł ilpredestinatox i am so normal about this
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âł elplanxincoming so true!
madi_races don't fall in love with Marceline challenge (level impossible)
âł strollingaway mate don't call me out like that
gorgeous_aa23 I'm sorry but that picture with charles?? what are they doing???
âł cuddlyxricc it looks suspiciously lot like they're doing a hot lap
âł gorgeous_aa23 that's what i meannn!!
âł carrie_on no cause i'd literally die if they did that
redleclerc i am so not surprised that her first post in months is at monza
âł redmilton_ the ferrari genes are strong i fear
quickstappen marci behind a camera?? does this mean... new projects?
âł screwderriaf1 i want you to be right, i also don't wanna clown
âł quickstappen does that meant that there's two wolves inside you mayhaps...?
âł screwderriaf1 i hate you.
hammertime_1 i feel like we skipped over the whole "news of the season" way to quickly,, like... that happened??
âł ilpredestinatox i also feel like it was important, let's talk
âł hammertime_1 i wanna know what blondecedes thinks about this
âł blondecedes i try not to think generally
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marcilazzaro1 I have been a part of this sport for 185 Grand Prix weekends (counting the COTA GP weekend that's starting today), I spent the last 123 in Rosso Corsa. I have missed only 8 race weekends during the whole eight years that I have worked in Formula 1. I've never had to take any extended leave. That's why this next months are gonna be so different, maybe difficult, but I'm ready for this next challenge.
Don't worry, I'll be back, you won't even notice that I was gone ;)
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blondecedes EXCUSE ME?? what is happening, i don't understand
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âł marcilazzaro1 or you could just come to Switzerland and we can hang out?
âł quickstappen i'm sorry, switzerland??? since when??
albono_23 what do you mean extended leave?? we just got you back??
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Ⳡmarcilazzaro1 Charlie 𼚠we'll be waiting
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âł marcilazzaro1 don't flatter yourself darling
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âł lewibear what is happening, why is my favorite f1 content creator catching strays form lance stroll of all people?
âł zoebryne_x in Marci's comments section too lol
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âł byelandoo mama?? what do you mean ferrari admin?
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âł redmilton sir, what do you know
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charles_leclerc Niece? It's a girl? đĽš
âł marcilazzaro1 Bruno! It was supposed to be a surprise...
âł brunolazzaro03 oops, sorry?
âł oscarpiastri ha landonorris! i win
âł marcilazzaro1 did you... bet on my baby?
âł landonorris ...maybe?
âł lewishamilton and you were wondering why you're not the godfather
federrere pregnant sister is very moody and insufferable, 2/10 would not recommend
âł marcilazzaro1 guess who's not gonna be the favourite uncle
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âł brunolazzaro03 yeah yeah, the bee guy has a name and all
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âł brunolazzaro03 he showed us his chickens
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Upon request, today we have a Valentine's Day fic rec list! All of these fics involve Valentine's Day in some way or have a Valentine's Day vibe. We had a very short version of this rec list that we posted many years ago, but as you can see, there have been a ton of amazing Valentine's Day-related fics posted since then. Happy reading!
1) The Valentine's Day Special | Explicit | 1,322 words
Every year on Valentine's Day Harry and Louis spend the whole day participating in whatever kinks they want. This means February 14th is one of their favorite days of the year.
2) Valentine's Day | Explicit | 1,900 words
Louis and Harry are excited for Valentine's Day and can barely make it back to the hotel room.
3) All The Love | Explicit | 2,118 words
Harry smiles warmly when he sees the room with the makeshift dining table, coffee mugs for wine glasses, and a couple lit scented candles scattered across the room. He fills an empty glass and places the flowers in it, setting it on Louisâs bedside table. His smile grows even more fond when he sits across from Louis, seeing the meal his boy has prepared. Theyâve only been officially dating for about a month and a half, but things couldnât be going any better. âWhatâs this?â Harry asks, nodding in the direction of the dishes in front of him. âChicken stuffed with mozzarella wrapped in Parma ham with a side of mash,â Louis says full of pride. âMy little chef,â the curly haired boy grins, leaning over the table to press a soft kiss to his boyfriendâs cheek before taking a bite. âThis is really good baby.â
4) Red Pants | Mature | 2,463 words
One shot in which fem Louis wears his tight little red pants to school on Valentineâs Day, and discovers he has a secret admirer.
5) Love Me Like You Do | Not Rated | 3,964 words
Louis is all in if Harry is, and Paris seems like the perfect place to ask
6) Lagrangian Point | Explicit | 4,055 words
They find each other again the night of Valentine's Day.
7) I've Loved You Three Summers Now Honey, But I Want 'Em All | Mature | 4,216 words
The restaurant was small and bright, soft colors filled the walls and tables and fairy lights hung from everywhere. From what Harry had read, the food wasnât overly expensive but it was still comparable to what you would get at one of the more expensive places. If Harry could he would take Louis to the biggest most expensive and extravagant restaurants to do what he planned to tonight, but this would do. After being led to their table Harry nervously tapped his jacket pocket, sighing in relief when he felt the small box still there. Tonight was the night. He couldnât wait till it was time to surprise Louis with all the gifts he got for him. Then finally the big surprise.
8) Reckless Serenade | Explicit | 4,446 words
Note: This fic features Girl Direction.
Harry's Google search history may or may not look like 'my girlfriend doesn't know we're dating.'
9) Dancing In The Moonlight | Explicit | 4,587 words
Louisâ fuck buddy gets a date for Valentineâs day and he discovers that denial isnât just a river in Egypt.
10) Keep Your Head Down And Make It To Me | Not Rated | 4,643 words
âYou know, if I hadnât been so stupid 8 years ago, we couldâve been doing this for 8 long years. My sincere apologies,â âMaybe, but now I get to enjoy this moment even more because itâs been 8 years and Iâve never stopped wanting to kiss you ever since,â Louis admits, a light blush surfacing upon his face. âI love you,â Harry repeats. Louis beams at him. Literally beams. âI love you, Harry.â
11) Cherries In The Snow | Mature | 5,151 words
Itâs Valentineâs Day, and Harry is not in the mood. So naturally, Louis lets Harry paint his body with kiss marks to make him feel better.
12) Be Mine, Little Valentine | Explicit | 7,435 words
All Louis wants is to find someone whoâll love all of him. Thereâs just one tiny complication.
13) Indecent Proposal | Explicit | 8,445 words
The one where Louis and Harry reminisce the ups and downs of a relationship that once was, imagining themselves as the happy couple celebrating in front of them, and decide that maybe, just maybe, it wouldnât be too bad to relive their relationship one more time.
14) Let Me Be Your Good Night | Explicit | 10,517 words
Cupping one hand over his fist and holding them to his chest, Harryâs nose scrunches hopefully, âWould you want to get a drink before calling it a night?â Louis stares at him. âI know youâre probably tired, itâs justââ Harry sighs, wiggling his hands around nervously. âWeâre both going to be alone after this and I really enjoyed talking to you, so maybe this is a little pathetic, but I could use the company?â âI, uh,â he stalls, weighing his options: either go home, have a wank, then bathe the night off, or talk more with the affable sweetheart while sharing a drink or two. Easy. âIâd like that. Sure.â
15) Better Than Words | Explicit | 11,321 words
Note: This fic is the second part of a series.
Harry and Louis have an argument while at the doctors to check on their baby. Then they celebrate Harryâs birthday and Valentineâs Day in their own way.
16) Kiss Me Once, Kiss Me Twice | Mature | 13,487 words
Youâre a fucking brat, you know that,â Harry muttered through clenched teeth, bones already burning with the pure desire and hatred mixing in his body. It was an intoxicating rush of adrenaline and something else that probably came with fucking Louis Tomlinson. He squeezed his neck just a little tighter. âI canât stand it.â Their lips were brushing against each other, just moving with the ragged movements of their mouths and harsh breathing. âYouâre a lying piece of shit dickhead,â Louis muttered right back. That was all he did, challenge and nag. He loved to have the last word and Harry let him because he used all his energy to fuck him mindless.
17) Lead Me To Paradise | Explicit | 14,615 words
No one told Harry that a paramedic could be this pretty.
18) James The Pimp | Mature | 28,255 words
Everybody, please welcome my other good mate and Harry Stylesâ Valentine Date, Louis Tomlinson!â 'Kill My Mind' played as the dusty-haired singer walked onto stage from the opposite side that Harry entered. âThanks for having me, James.â Louisâ light voice carried well as he hugged James. With the grin still plastered to his cheeks, he looked around the bulkier man at Harry politely. âBut, uh, Iâm a tad bit confused. As lovely as Harry here is, you should probably both know Iâm, er, into women.â There was a hint of awkward hesitation in his words. He likely thought Harry wasnât straight and didnât want to offend him, which Harry appreciated, even if he knew he had to say his next line despite it being utterly untrue. âThe same goes to you, Louis, but I am as well.â James waved a hand flippantly. âPish posh. Who really cares about that anyhow? Come along, boys. This is my show, so if I say you are each otherâs Valentines, then you are each otherâs Valentines. Now act like it!â
19) Cupidâs Chokehold | Explicit | 35,326 words
Louis is a Cupid who tries to match up Niall and Harry. It doesnât work out as planned.
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Chapter 11: Private Party
WC: 6366 | R: Explicit | CH: 11/12 | AO3 | Now Complete!
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*EDDIE*
âHuh,â Eddie huffed, flopping down onto Chrissyâs neatly made bed. It jostled the carefully arranged mountain of pillows that were stacked up against the headboard, sending several of them tumbling to the floor. Why did girls always have so many goddamn pillows?
âSo thatâs why you never let me come in here before. You do live in a two bedroom!â
Chrissy bent to retrieve her fallen children and put them back in their proper place, except for the last, a bright pink fuzzy number with a cross-stitched peace sign on its front that she wacked him in the back of the head with. âI thought weâd moved past this. Haven't I apologized enough for the whole setup thing?â
He stuck out his bottom lip, arms crossed over his chest. âWill the lies never cease, Christine? I feel robbed! You and Robin were never sharing a bed?!â
âWe are now and thatâs what matters, right?â
âYeah, yeah,â Eddie waved a hand through the air. âBut whereâs the pining for the person lying right next to you night after night?! Whereâs the lovesick staring at the other personâs face while they sleep and wishing you could just tell them how you feel?! Whereâs the drama?!â
âI think we've had more than enough of that around hereâfor life. Maybe now itâs time for us all to just be happy.â
âHappyâŚâ Eddie repeated with a sigh.Â
He hadnât meant for it to come off so melancholy. He was happyâreally and truly.
Itâd been a month of pure bliss since he and Steve returned from Hawkins together hand-in-hand. Since all four of them had come back together with apologies, and made up.Â
The weeks had been full of passionate nights, and sometimes mornings when he and Steve were both too tired to do much more than cuddle once he came home from the barâpunctuated by lazy afternoons by the motel pool, and double dinner dates with the girls whenever Eddieâs work schedule would allow for it.
But just there, in the background, in the dark corner of Eddieâs mind was this great big looming thing.
âUh oh. Is the honeymoon phase over already? Did Steve finally realize all your flaws are actually annoying, and not cute quirks?â
âNo! Of course not. And I resent the implication that my many eccentricities are anything less than adorable.â
Chrissy rolled her eyes. âSomethingâs bothering you. Whatâs wrong?â
Eddie hesitated. He was pretty sure it wasnât a secret or anything, but it didnât escape his notice that Steve hadnât brought up the subject of his impending new job placement even once since their little talk.
âNothing is wrong, exactly. Itâs just⌠did you know Steve is staying hereâor like, moving hereâpermanently, when the summer is over?â
âRobin mentioned he was thinking about taking a job at the elementary school, but I didn't know heâd decided.â
âWell, he has, and he wants me to think about staying too.â
Chrissy, who had turned away to rifle through the cosmetics bag sitting open on her dresser, froze, the tip of her mascara wand hovering just above her lashes.Â
âAnd are you?â She asked after a beat, resuming her makeup routine. âUh⌠thinking about it, I mean?âÂ
âAm Iââ Eddie grunted, slapping his hand down on the bed. âIt's literally the only thing I've been able to think about for weeks!â
âWeeks!â She screeched. âWait, when did this happen?â
âThe day we drove back.â
She gaped at him through the small mirror of her blush compact. âAnd youâre just telling me this now?!â
He shrugged. âIâve been a little busy.â
âEddie,â She sighed, snapping the compact shut and spinning on her heel to face him.Â
âSo, what are your thoughts?â
While he knew she asked out of curiosity and concern for him and Steve and the implications for their future together, she was asking for herself too.Â
Sheâd often made comments over the years, during their all too brief phone calls and in letters, about them living near each other again one day, either in the same town like they did as kids growing up in Hawkins, or better yet, in side-by-side homes or at the end of the same cul-de-sac.Â
But those kinds of picket fence dreams were never Eddieâs style, or so heâd always told himself.
âI thinkâŚâ Eddie stared down at his own hands now resting in his lap, nervously spinning his chunky rings around and around.Â
âMe and Steve, I think weâve done this whole thing out of order. Weâve been living together essentially, since before we were a coupleâbefore we were even friends really. Then we both said I love you within the first few weeks, and now considering permanent for-real moving? Moving towns, moving in togetherâon purpose this time? Thatâs huge! I mean, all thatâs left after that is to get married, and grow old together, and die, andââÂ
Suddenly Eddie felt like he couldnât get a full breath, what little air he did manage to take into his lungs doing nothing to ease the burning in his chest. His heart raced wildly, and he swallowed hard, tilting wide terrified eyes up to look at Chrissy.Â
âOh god, do you think he wants to get married someday? I donât know if Iâm built forââ
âOoookay, babe. Letâs just calm down for a second here.â Chrissy sank down onto the bed beside him, wrapping an arm around his shoulders and pulling him into her sideâresting her cheek on the top of his head.Â
âFor oneâhoney, gay marriage isnât even legal.â
Oh right.Â
Her words should have filled him with relief, and they did, but to his surprise, just as equal was the feeling of disappointment brought on by the reminder.Â
âAnd for twoââ Chrissy went on. âIt doesnât have to be all that. You can always have your own rooms, if say, you decide you want to stay here but you need to slow things down with Steve, or just want some space.â
âNoââ He was shaking his head before sheâd even finished. âNo, I don't want to go backwards. IâI love having him right there. I love his face being the last thing I see before I go to sleep, and the first I see in the morning even though that means waking up at an ungodly hour. Itâs totally worth it for his goodbye kiss. I love his sweetness, his gentleness, and the sound of his voice. The soft little smile he gives me when heâs half asleep and I crawl into bed at the end of the night, like I'm his favorite thing in the whole fucking world.â
Eddie took a big breath, he could wax poetic on everything he loved about Steve for hours if sheâd let him, but what it really boiled down to was one simple fact.Â
âI just love him, Chris.â
Chrissy sniffled, leaning away from him to wipe carefully at her eyes with the edge of her sleeve. âSorry. I just never thought I'd hear you talk about someone that way.â
Eddie sat up too, shaking his head at himself. âYeah, me either.â
âSo, what's holding you back?â
âHonestly? I wanted to say yes right then and there, the second he told me. The second I recovered from the shock, anyway. But he looked so nervous about it, and scared, and weâd just put things back together again, andâand so Iâve been doing what he asked.â
Eddie leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees and his head in his hands.Â
âI really donât want to mess this up, and I know I donât have a lot of experience with this stuff, but I can't help feeling like itâs too soon, like weâre going too fast. What if it fizzles out, and a year from now we canât stand the sight of each other?âÂ
She snorted. âHighly unlikely.â
âHow do you figure?â
âI think at this point you can admit that youâve had a crush on Steve since high school, maybe even middle school. Thatâs a long time to carry a torch for someone. If itâs lasted this long, Iâd say those feelings are here to stay.âÂ
Eddie pushed himself to his feet, resisting the urge to stomp like a petulant child. âJesus H. Christ. First Uncle Wayne, and now you?! Iâm never gonna live that down.â
âWhoâs had a crush on who since high school?â Robin's voice filtered in from the other room, just before she appeared in Chrissy's doorway.
âYou didnât tell me she was here.â Eddie scowled at Chrissy before swinging his gaze back around to settle on Robin.Â
They may have made nice since he fixed things with Steve, and Eddie did love the shit out of her, but he and Robinâs relationship was akin to that of a slightly antagonistic brother and sister, and he lived for the bit. âDonât you have a job you should be doing, Buckley?â
Robin cocked her hip, leaning it against the door frame as she crossed her arms, giving him very pointed eye contact. âDonât you, Munson?âÂ
Frowning, Eddie glanced at his watch. He had a decent amount of time left before he had to be at the bar to start setting up for Chrissyâs surprise party later, but he still needed to go back upstairs to change, and to get a different little surprise ready for the other love of his life.
âSo, youâve had it bad for Steve since high school too?â Robin said when he didn't hit her with a comeback. âJeez you two really are perfect for each other.â
Eddie began to roll his eyes but stopped mid-motion as he processed all of what sheâd just said. âWait⌠too?â
âOh,â Robinâs eyebrows flew up. âHe didnât tell you?â
âNo.â Eddie took a slow step towards her with narrowed eyes.
âRight!â Robin straightened abruptly, hooking a thumb over her shoulder as she started slowly backing away. âSo, Iâd better get back to the desk. I was just stopping in to say hi and, uh, grab my lunch⌠I left it on the counter.â
âRobin,â Eddie growled after her, âget back here and explain yourself!âÂ
âI'll see you tonight!â She shouted back, followed immediately by the slamming of a door.
Coward.
Eddie sighed, looking back to see Chrissy with both hands covering her mouth, practically in tears with silent laughter.Â
âI guess I'd better go too, donât want to be late for work.â Eddie grumbled.
âSure, Eds,â Chrissy said, eyes still sparkling. âIâll see you later.â
As far as she knew it was going to be a night like any other. Steve was off the next day, so once the motel office closed for the night, he, Robin, and Chrissy would come to Tideâs to hang out where Eddie could join in from behind the bar whenever he wasnât busy with customers.Â
It being a week out from her actual birthday, she didn't suspect a thing.
Eddie had talked to his boss, and Dan agreed to close the bar to the public from ten p.m. on for a private event so they could celebrate his best friend with the fanfare she deserved. The older man also offered to handle the guest list, aware that Eddie and his friends didnât know many of the locals yet, and promised to keep it to those he knew to be allies or members of the queer community themselves, so everyone could feel comfortable being themselves for the night without fear of judgment.
As the clock ticked down to party time, Eddie couldnât stop watching the door, his eyes searching for Chrissyâs blonde ponytail, or Steveâs familiar swoop of chestnut hair, any sign that his three best friends had arrived. Theyâd put up the private party sign an hour ago, and slowly began to clear the bar of any straggling tourists while the weekend bouncer, Manny, sat out front on a stool, ensuring no one uninvited got inside.
At ten oâclock on the dot they finally arrived, and for a moment all Eddie could do was stare.
Weather due to the heat, which had hit another level as July turned to August, or as a personal assault on Eddieâs sanity, Steve had forgone his usual polo shirts and button ups in favor of an old Madonna tour t-shirt that heâd cut into a crop top, showing off even more tanned skin to its best advantage against the crisp white of the fabric.Â
It was an effort, but Eddie forced himself to look away and jump into action, ducking under the bar to rush over and greet his people.
He pressed a quick kiss hello to Steveâs cheek but didnât let himself linger, going right for his best girl straight after, scooping her up into a tight hug and spinning her around.Â
Chrissy threw her head back, squealing with delight as her feet lifted off the ground.Â
âHappy Birthday, Chris,â Eddie said as he finally set her down, pressing lips to the top of her head.Â
Her eyes darted all around the bar, taking in the small crowd, the rotating lights, the decorations, balloons, and finally the big hand painted banner strung up above the bar.Â
âThis is all for me?â She asked.
Eddie grinned, throwing an arm over her shoulder as he turned to address their fellow revelers.
âExcuse me everyone!â He shouted, waiting for the music to be turned down before continuing. âI want to thank you all for being here, and Dan especially for helping put this all together. Iâd like to introduce you all to the birthday girl!âÂ
Hearty applause broke out across the room, as well as shouts of, âHappy Birthday!â And even a few good natured wolf whistles when Chrissy leaned away from Eddie to steal a kiss from her girlfriend.
âWere you in on this too?â Chrissy shouted to Robin over the cacophony.
Robin nodded, âI take no credit though. I might have known about it, but Eddie did all the work.â
Before Eddie could correct the record and explain again that he really owed it all to Dan, the man himself was striding up to them.
âEvening, girls, Steve.â Dan greeted them warmly.Â
Steve, and the girls to a lesser extent, had been spending more and more time at the bar lately, and had all quickly become friendly with Eddieâs boss.
âAnd a very happy birthday to you,â the older man continued, inclining his head at Chrissy. âIf youâd like, I thought I could take you and Robin around and introduce you to some of your guests?âÂ
The girls agreed, promising to meet back up with Steve and Eddie a little later, before rushing off to mingle.
With a palm pressed to his lower back, Eddie led Steve over to the bar. Not that he actually needed the guiding hand, but Eddie was gonna go nuts if he didnât get to touch Steve soon, and it was one of the few ways he could do that while still maintaining some semblance of decorum.
Steve slid into his usual barstool down the end by the corner, furthest from the speakers so they could actually carry on a conversation, pouting when Eddie let him go to sneak back behind the bar.
âI thought youâd be on this side of the bar tonight.â
âTrust me, sweetheart, with you dressed like that?â Eddie drummed his fingers along the bartop. âKeeping this wood between us is the only way I'll be able to keep my hands to myself.â
âWho said you had to keep your hands to yourself?â
âSteven,â Eddie warned.
âI thought this was a safe space tonight.â
âYes love, but I donât think Dan would appreciate it if I dropped to my knees for you in the middle of the dance floor.â
Steve sagged in his seat, letting out an over dramatic sigh. âOkay, fine.â
Eddie chuckled. Sometimes he wasnât sure who was rubbing off on who more.
They chatted a little about Steveâs day on the beach while Eddie put together their drinks. The usual for Steve, Jack and Coke with lime, no ice, and a tequila on the rocks for himself. Apparently, the jellyfish were out in full force and it sounded like Steve had spent half his day treating burns with vinegar.
âSo, Robin said something interesting earlier today,â Eddie said after a while, when Steve was finished with his stories, and he was pouring out their second round of drinks for the night.
âOh yeah?âÂ
Eddie opened his mouth to elaborate but quickly snapped it shut as his boss appeared at Steveâs sideâalone.
âAbandoning our girls already, Dan?â Steve asked.
The older man huffed a laugh. âI was just getting in the way anyhow. Introduced them to Tracey and her partner Pat, and the four of them seem to be hitting it off. Figured Iâd leave them to make friends. Traceyâs the manager over at Ocean First bank yâknow.â
Eddie smiled widely as he met Steveâs eyes, and he knew they had to be thinking the same thing. Not to get ahead of themselves, but if Chrissy and Robin got in good with someone from the bank, it could make all the difference in the motelâs future.Â
âThatâs, uh, a good friend to have,â Steve commented.
âYou aint kiddinâ!â Dan clapped Steve on the shoulder, his eyes scanning the room.Â
Suddenly he perked up, saying to himself âOh, there he is,â and began to wave someone over.
Eddie followed his line of sight to the door and nearly choked on his own spit.
Motherfucker.
He felt all the blood drain from his face as another man approached, a younger man who looked to be about their ageâa very attractive man who looked eerily similar to the one Eddie had seen from his hiding spot, kissing Steve goodbye on the fateful night that had changed the course of his life forever.Â
Eddie reached over, curling a possessive hand over Steve's where it rested on the bar. He held his breath, waiting for Steveâs reaction, but he was oblivious, looking down and taking a sip of his drink.
âBoys, this is my son, Danny.â
Steve's head snapped up at the name, looking horrified as his eyes landed directly on the newcomer.
âThis is Eddie,â Dan continued his introductions, completely unaware of the sudden tension in the air. âMy best bartenderâthough if you let slip to Brenda I said that Iâll deny everything. And this isâ
Danny smiled, flashing a set of perfectly straight white teeth. âLifeguard Steve.âÂ
Eddie hated him.
âOh! I see you two already know each other.â Dan chuckled, giving a little shake of his head. âWell, thatâs a small town for ya! Anyway, I gotta go check on a few things so I'll leave you three to chat.âÂ
Eddie watched the man walk away, wondering if it would be weird to ask him to stay, and when he turned back found that Steve wasnât looking at Danny anymore, his wide worried eyes were now trained squarely on Eddie's face, hand tensing under his hold.
And whatever feelings of jealousy Eddie might have felt were gone in an instant, replaced with the need to prove to Steve, as well as himself, that he could handle this without doing any number of stupid things to ruin what they had.
He squeezed Steve's hand once firmly before letting go, leaning out to offer it to Danny, who took it with a raised eyebrow.Â
âGood to meet you, your dad tells me nothing but good things,â Eddie said, keeping his voice calm and even as they shook.
Danny tilted his head. âDitto.âÂ
Eddie cleared his throat, resisting the urge to wipe his hand on his pants when they separated. âCan I get you anything to drink?â
âSure. Just a coke though, Iâm driving tonight.âÂ
As he poured the soda Eddie could feel the manâs heavy gaze lingering on his face, scrutinizing him. He set the full cup down but Danny didnât take it, instead resting his chin in his hand as he looked thoughtfully between the two of them.
Eddie topped off his tequila, and braced himself.
âSo, Steve,â Danny said, addressing Steve directly for the first time. âIs this the guy?â
Steve's face, which had already been flushed and radiating discomfort, burned a bright cherry red at the question, but he didnât shy away. He shot off a soft shy smile at Eddie as he answered. âYeah.â
Eddieâs mouth fell open, and he nearly dropped the glass he was holding. âYou told him about me?!â
âGood,â Danny said, ignoring Eddieâs outburst, holding back a laugh as he finally took a sip of his coke. âIâm really happy for you, Steve.âÂ
It sounded sincere enough that Eddie might have relaxed, but then the manâs gaze was swinging his way.Â
âAnd youâI hope you know how lucky you are.â
Eddie swallowed hard, nodding absently, too stunned and confused to form any kind of verbal response.
âWell,â Danny stood abruptly, leaving his barely touched soda to sweat on the lacquered wood top. âIt was nice to finally meet you, Eddie, but I think I'll get out of your hair. I should probably go see if my dad needs help with anything anyway. And it was good to see you again, Steve. Iâm glad things worked out.âÂ
There was a beat of tense silence between them as Danny left, but as soon as he was out of earshot, Steve was falling all over himself to apologize.
âOh my god, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I had no idea he wasââÂ
Eddie couldnât help cutting him off, saying again, âYou told him about me? On your date?â
âI couldnât stop thinking about you! I⌠Eddie, you have to know. You have to know the only reason I even agreed to the date with him was to get over you, and he could tell I was distracted.â
âOh.â
âI know we never really talked about that night, umââ
Eddie reached out, once again covering Steveâs hand with his own. âListen, baby, I'm not upset at you, okay? Iâm not gonna freak out, or run away again, or any of that, I promise you. But I donât think I need to hear the details.â
âNo, Eddie. Itâs notââ Steve shook his head. âThat's what I'm trying to tell you. Nothing happened. Well, um, very little happened.âÂ
âItâs fine, Steve. I was being an idiot then, and we werenâtâus. Whatever you did before we were together is none of my business.â
âBut I couldnât do it!â Steve blurted out.
âWhat?â
âWe wereââ Steve dropped his voice down so low that Eddie had to lean in close. âWe were about to, andââ
âNo, stop. I don't need to hearââ Eddie pulled back suddenly, waving his hands, only to immediately lean right back in, his chin practically resting on the bar, eyes level with Steveâs. âOkay, no. I mean, yesâno. Fine! Just tell me. It canât be worse than whatever I'm imagining.â
âOh my god, '' Steve groaned, burying his head in his hands for a second before looking up again, peeking at Eddie between the gaps of his fingers. âNot to put too fine a point on it, but he was two fingers deep in my ass and all I could think about was how much I wanted it to be you. So I told him I needed to stop.â
âBaby,â Eddie breathed. So many emotions coloring the single word.
It was soâsweet. And yes, admittedly, relieving in a way, though heâd had no claim to Steve at the time.Â
Okay, so Eddie was a fucking caveman, a jealous animalâso sue him!Â
But somehow, above all the rest, it was so incredibly fucking hot to learn that his baby, his needy boy had wanted himâand only himâso badly that heâd stopped practically mid-fuck with someone else.
Eddieâs breath picked up, and he knew his eyes had gone dark and heavy lidded, his hands balled into fists so tight his knuckles were turning white.
âFuck,â Steve cursed, drawn out and breathy, his tongue darting out to lick across his bottom lip, leaving it wet and shining in the party lights. âEddie, you canât look at me like that, not when thereâs hours till weâll be home where we can do something about it.âÂ
Eddieâs eyes remained fixed on Steve as he shouted from the corner of his mouth to his coworker. âHey Dawn, Iâm gonna step out for a smoke, you good?â
He wasnât even technically on the clock right now, they could manage without him for a while.Â
âYep!â The girl replied without even turning around.
Eddie untied his apron, only breaking eye contact to duck under the bar. He took Steveâs hand, lacing their fingers together as he pulled him along towards the kitchen. Â
âWhere are we going?â Steve whisper-shouted from behind, barely audible over the music.
Eddie stopped just short of the swinging double doors, pulling Steve in by a belt loop to speak in his ear. âSomewhere we can do something about it.â
This late into the evening the kitchen was closed and empty of staff. The big overhead fluorescents had been shut off and every surface scrubbed to within an inch of its life, clean and gleaming in the soft glow of the emergency lights and the red exit sign on the back door.
Eddie continued to lead the way, past the prep tables and behind the line, all the way to the very back and through a heavy insulated door.Â
He tried to feel bad about how unhygienic it was to do what he hoped they were about to do in here, but in his defense the food was all wrapped up or in air-tight secure containers. Also bleach existed, and Eddie was more than happy to clean up after himself.
Besides, It wouldn't be the worst thing to ever happen in a restaurant walk-in.
It was a frenzy from the moment the door banged shut behind them. Eddie twisted his hand into the front of Steveâs shirt, pulling him in for a kiss. Their mouths connected, all tongues and teeth and hot steamy breath mingling in the frigid air. Steveâs fingers pushed into Eddie's curls, scratching at his scalp, tugging at the root, while Eddie's hands found their way to that slutty little bare strip of tummy that his boyfriend had insisted on teasing him with tonight, gripping hard on either side of Steveâs waist as he moved them further in towards the rear of the walk-in.
Steve hissed as his back hit the chilled metal of the wall, his skin breaking out in goosebumps under palms hands.
âSorry, baby,â Eddie cooed in sympathy, grinding his own hardness against Steveâs as he nipped at his lower lip. âIt was this or the bathroom, and I didnât particularly want an audience.â
Steve pushed off the wall, grinning as he grabbed Eddie hard by the shoulders to spin them around, switching their positions and pressing him into the wall instead.Â
Eddie went willingly, delighted as Steve unknowingly played right into the dynamic he was hoping for tonight, and waited for Steveâs lips to find his again, even reached out to pull the other man in again, but Steve slipped from his grip to drop straight to the floor, a desperate and hungry look in his eyes.
With well practiced fingers Steve quickly undid Eddie's jeans, yanking them down to his thighs so roughly he might have stumbled without the wall to lean against. He had a second to feel the cold air hit his most sensitive bits of bare skin before Steve swallowed him down, taking him right to the back of his throat.Â
Eddie could do nothing but moan, letting his head fall back against the wall for a breath, waiting for his brain to catch up with the rest of him, so lost in the sensation of Steve's mouth, scorching where it engulfed him, that he almost forgot his surprise.Â
Winding one hand through Steve's hair in encouragement, Eddie used the other to take Steveâs hand from where it rested on his thigh to guide it around to his ass. Steve only hesitated for a moment before kneading at the soft plump flesh, still bobbing his head up and down the length of Eddieâs cock, but faltered and froze as his fingers bumped up against the base of the silicone plug that had been nestled in Eddieâs hole for the last several hours.
Steve pulled off with a soft gasp, letting the tip of Eddie's cock rest on his tongue as he looked up, watching Eddieâs face with something like awe as he pushed on the plug.Â
From the tips of his toes to the top of his head Eddie felt his entire body flush with a new heat, it prickled along his neck and chest, and he had to fight to keep his eyes on Steve and not let them fall shut at the sudden intensity of his need.
âWhere did you get this?â Steve asked, sounding wrecked in a way that Eddie suspected had less to do with the brief blowjob, and more to do with his little stunt.
Eddie whined as Steve tugged on the toy, pulling it out about an inch before pushing it back in again, punching the air from his lungs.Â
âWould you believe thereâs a little mom and pop sex shop not far from here?â Eddie forced out between panted breaths.
Steve hummed, grazing his lips over the skin of Eddieâs inner thigh as he released the plug, leaving it in place for now. âI guess this town really does have it all.â
Eddie chuckled softly and reached down to pull Steve to his feet, cupping his cheek as he pressed a soft kiss to his mouth.Â
âFuck me?â He asked, fluttering his eyelashes.
Steve made a pained noise, tucking his face into Eddieâs neck, peppering kisses along the underside of his jaw. âAre you sure?âÂ
âYes, fuckâwant it.â Eddie tilted his head back to give Steve better access to his throat. âBeen thinking about you bending me overâdreaming about it.â
The words were barely out of Eddieâs mouth before Steve was growling, gripping him up again and moving himâmanhandling him in a way he never had before as he gave Eddie exactly what he wantedâbending him over a low, blessedly empty shelving unit.
Steve pushed at Eddieâs shirt, dragging it roughly up and over his head before tossing it to the floor somewhere behind them. He leaned over Eddieâs back, pressing kiss after kiss down the entire length of his spine, pausing at the base of it, resting those big hands on Eddieâs ass again, spreading him wide and taking hold of the plug to gently pull it out, placing it on another nearby shelf.
Eddie swallowed back a whimper, his body clenching around nothing, suddenly empty after so many hours of being filled, but he knew what was coming would be even better, and the sound of Steveâs zipper coming undone only made him clench harder.Â
Eddie flushed again, another rush of warmth as beads of sweat beginning to form on his brow in anticipation. There was a brush of rough denim against the back of his thigh, and then velvet heat as Steve pressed in close, rubbing his hard length between Eddieâs cheeks, teasing over his hole.
âCondom?â Steve asked, sounding like it was a struggle just to get the word out.
They hadnât been using them at all since both their test results had come back clear. And Eddie could appreciate Steve wanting to make the cleanup easier on him since they were out in public for the night, but it couldnât have been further from what he wanted.
âNo,â Eddie pressed himself back, his body shuddering as the tip of Steve's cock caught on his rim. âNo, wanna feel it when you come inside me for the first time.â
âFuck, okay.â Steve sucked air in harshly through his teeth. âLube?âÂ
âIn my back right pocket.âÂ
Eddie glanced back over his shoulder just in time to see Steve raise the packet to his mouth, tearing it with his teeth before pouring it over himself. Some of the cool wetness dripped down onto Eddie as well, and Steve spread it around with two fingers, pushing just the tip of one inside at first. When he was met with no resistance Steve plunged them both in at once, reaching and curling until he found that sweet spot inside Eddie that sent his eyes rolling back, and had him writhing and bucking his hips against the hard metal of the shelf.Â
âPlease, Steve, Iâm ready,â Eddie begged.Â
Mercifully, Steve didnât make him ask twice, easing his fingers free before lining himself up, and inch by gentle inch began to push his way inside.
It felt like an eternity before Steve finally bottomed out, and Eddie wanted to cry with how good it felt to be full, really full, for the first time in he didnât even know how long. It wasnât something he let himself have very often. He really did prefer to top as a rule, but sometimesâsometimes he just needed it, wanted it, and tonight he also wanted to give Steve the last part of himself that heâd been holding back.Â
With shallow careful thrusts Steve began to move, draping himself over Eddieâs back, pressing lips to whatever swaths of skin he could reach.Â
Tears streamed from the corners of Eddieâs eyes, overcome with the feeling of being had in this new way by someone he loved, who loved him back. It felt incredible but he soon needed more. Eddie tried to rock back on instinct, but found Steve hands already on his hips, stilling him before he could move an inch.
âSteve,â Eddie whined.
Steve shushed him, rubbing small soothing circles into Eddieâs lower back with his thumbs. âYou always make me feel so good, just let me return the favor.â
âI thought you were cold?â Eddie grunted, trying again to fuck himself back on Steveâs length, but the other manâs grip was like a vice.
âNot anymore,â Steve said, and Eddie could practically hear the smirk in his voice, though he did sink a little deeper, still keeping his pace frustratingly slow and even, like he was trying to drive Eddie insane. âSeeing you fall apart like this? We could be standing in the middle of a snowstorm right now and I'd still be sweating.â
And oh heâd definitely be paying Steve back for this later. Â
âBaby, please,â Eddie whined again, a high-pitched, desperate sound he could hardly believe had come from his own mouth.
âHow soundproof do you think this thing is?â Steve asked.
âHow should I fucking know?!â Eddie growled in frustration. âWhy?!â
Without warning Steve snapped his hips, slamming into him so hard that for a second Eddie couldnât even make a sound. He threw his head back, mouth wide open in a silent scream of pleasureâfollowed by an actual scream. Steve surged forward, slapping a hand over Eddieâs mouth, pulling his head back to hiss into his ear, hot breath ghosting over Eddieâs skin as he rammed into him again and again, hard enough to shake the shelving unit that was bolted to the floor.Â
âNo reason.âÂ
There was nothing slow or gentle about Steve after that.
For a while Eddie lost himself to the pounding rhythm and the loud slapping of flesh as Steve fucked into him impossibly harder and faster.Â
Heâd never last at this rate, it was just too fucking good, and he wasnât alone. Before long Steve was reaching for him, stroking Eddieâs cock as his own breaths became ragged and he began to lose his rhythm.
With one last powerful thrust Steve came, cock pulsing violently as he buried himself deep inside, and Eddieâs last coherent thought as he followed him over that edge, losing control as he felt himself being filled up with Steveâs release, was that they really ought to switch things up more often.
Steve laid across Eddieâs back for a long minute as they both came down and caught their breath, neither really wanting to move at all, but inevitably Steve grew soft and slipped out, leaving a trickle of cum slowly leaking from Eddieâs hole in his wake.
âEds, honey, do you have your bandana or anything on you?â Steve asked softly.
Eddie looked back, biting his lip, suddenly shy about what he wanted as the afterglow began to fade. âNo, uh, but I was hoping you would plug me back up instead?â
âJesus, Eddie. Yeahâyeah, okay,â Steve stuttered, his dick giving a valiant twitch against Eddieâs leg.Â
Eddie was loose enough, and slick enough with the combined mess of cooling fluids that the plug sank home easily, and he was grateful heâd worn black jeans tonight to help mask any residual mess.Â
When their pants were back in place and heâd retrieved Eddieâs shirt from the floor, Steve took him in his arms and lowered them both to the floor, cradling Eddie in his lap as he kissed his forehead.
Eddie knew the rest of the summer would go by in a flash.Â
Before long the season would be over, tourism would slow as vacationers traveled home for the year, and the beaches would start to empty.Â
The new school year would begin.
Though they hadnât talked about it, Eddie had seen the note on their dresser. He knew Steveâs final interview was in two short days, and heâd be expecting an answer soon.Â
And for once, the idea of it didnât fill Eddie with panic.
He'd done his thinking.Â
Heâd weighed the risks and pondered the worries, done the calculations in his head and realized there had only ever been one answer to this equation.Â
For now he let himself bask in the moment, so safe and comfortable in the circle of Steveâs arms, the brush of soft lips pressed to his brow.
He knew what he wantedâhad known it all along.
Now he just had to find the perfect way to tell Steve.
Chapter 12
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1. christmas caroling
your loveâs like by sabrina carpenter - because it reminds me of my bf; von dutch by charli xcx - iâm shifting back to summer 2024; anything ha vay has ever released - her music videos are exactly my aesthetic and what i strive to look like
2. gingerbread houses
my house is a very boring suburban row house. but i still like it. i live with my mom and my sister, but iâll soon move into my dorm at uni and live with my cr roommate. fav part of my house is my bedroom (obvi) and fav aspect of my dorm are my posters â i have george harrison and romeo & juliet (1968)
3. eggnog
drama going on in my dr? literally me and that i get crushes on too many people. i break up with my gf, have two crushes, and start dating my bf all in the span of a few months đ
4. sledding
my friend group is my cr friend group. our favorite thing to do is go to local theatre shows and spend nights at karaoke. we go to a local diner after to eat sides and drink milkshakes that are way too big.
5. snowman
my fit inspo pinterest boards
6. stockings
my family is lowk the worst but i wanna keep in the trauma that makes me me. my favorite family member is my cousin jessica whoâs one year older than me and my closest friend since birth. we spend christmas with my momâs immediate family
7. candy canes
this is so toxic and shallow but literally looking at myself in the mirror and finally being beautiful and skinny. i need it like i need air to breathe
8. mistletoe
ahhh my s/o is named petro and i love love love him (scripted him myself too). heâs weird like me and likes old things so we go antiquing and visit museums. where i am a more 1960s filmmaker poet girl, heâs a total renaissance man who plays cello and oil-paints and is basically a chess grandmaster. we bask in our similar loserdom and itâs great
9. snowflakes
headcanons in my dr: my mom was the beauty when she was younger and everyone wanted her, my younger sister actually likes and admires me though sheâd never admit it, my super religious best friend is a lesbian, i am my history professorâs favorite student đ¤, my boyfriendâs parents believe weâll get married
10. icicles
my occupation is an amateur multi hyphenate: writer-director-actor-animator among other things because i canât pick a hobby to save my life. primary job is being a uni student though. favorite aspect is having freedom to study what i want while pursue a career in entertainment. least favorite aspect is having to rely on my mother
11. tree skirt
found out about shifting from a random intriguing subliminal when i was in the sub community. first dr was an improved cr and current dr is a different improved cr. some things never change, even after 5 years
12. ornaments
objects in my dr but not my cr? my whole ass stop-motion set thatâs beautiful and professional even though i made it alone in my childhood bedroom
13. sleigh bells
greatest privilege of all is my lifa app. the universe bends to my will with the click of a button and i can control anything i want :))
14. cookie cutters
i havenât thought about this much honestly because iâm not big on scents
15. elf on the shelf
main wingman is always my cousin. she loves trying to set me up because she generalizes my type too much (thinks any random white boy will work for me đ). but sheâs cool and somehow always has a new bitch which makes my job really easy. when we hang out we either go to the movies (my choice) or to a party (her choice)
16. wrapping paper
i like scripting in bullet points in either my notes app or a google doc. iâm very concerned with dates so a lot of my script is taken over by timelines
17. gift tags
my camera roll in my dr
18. snowballs
i want to make short films with my friends and get absolutely nothing done because weâre too busy cracking jokes and having dance parties
19. mittens
i make short films on my youtube channel and post short stories on my substack. i also watch a lot of movies (like 600 a year) and love to read classic literature.
20. ice skates
art museum dates with my boyfriend!! we could spend 5+ hours in MoMA and 8+ hours at the Met and it would be perfect to me
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My Facebook memories reminded me that today is Coming Out Day, and I was a little surprised to see no mentions of it on Tumblr unless I go searching for it, but maybe the assumption on Tumblr is just that we're all queer here and so we don't have to say it, ha ha, or maybe it's just that coming out isn't as big of a deal as it used to be. But I thought I'd tell a little story anyway.
I first realized I was queer when I was 15, in 1994, which itself is a funny little story. I grew up in a very tiny, very rural midwestern village that had absolutely nothing going on, but there was a little street fair one weekend in the summer, so of course I went to it because there was nothing else to do. So summer of 1994, I'm at that street fair, and I look at the time and realize it's after 8 p.m. and I start hurrying home, not because of any curfew, but because I wanted to watch X Files. And as I'm hurrying home, I'm trying to figure out why I left this once-a-year event to go watch an X Files rerun that wasn't even one of my favorite episodes. But then I get home and turn on the TV and there is a life size Dana Scully in front of me and I realize all at once, Ooohhh, I have a crush on Gillian Anderson.
(But, I mean, can you blame me?)
For historical context, for you young'uns out there, 1994 was before Ellen DeGeneres came out (1997), before Jill Sobule released the song âI Kissed a Girl�� (1995). I guess Melissa Etheridge was out (1993), but the news hadn't reached my little village because I only remember the other kids at school talking about it (with disgust) much later. We had only the most basic of basic cable and the only time I had internet access was when we got an AOL free trial CD in the mail AND I could convince my dad that I wouldn't go over the allotted 10 hours a month this time, and I sure as hell wasn't about to look up gay shit on the family computer anyway.
So I had no queer role models, good or bad, in any form of media, and all I knew about queerness was my own, brand-new feelings and the knowledge of stereotypes. I knew no queer people in real life and the only time queerness was ever referenced by anyone anywhere was to make some crude joke. And at school, I was already getting called a dyke and getting shoulder-checked in the hallway or having my bra strap snapped, etc., so the idea of ever coming out seemed literally suicidal.
So I just assumed I never would. Not only because I couldn't fathom telling people and dealing with the consequences, but also because... what would be the point? Because what were the chances I would meet another queer woman at any point (I assumed queerness must be incredibly rare) and then what would be the chances that we'd be interested in each other? And even if by some miracle that did happen... we'd have to keep it a secret, we'd have to pretend to be roommates, we'd never meet each other's families or go on dates in public, and that was just too unfair to contemplate. But that was the world I lived in, and so I assumed I would just never explore that part of myself.
Things did evolve a bit through the rest of the nineties, and one big turning point for me personally came the following year. The next summer I got to go to my first big concert (Lollapalooza '95) and earlier that year I had read in a Rolling Stone article that Patty Schemel, the drummer for the band Hole, was a lesbian. So I was excited to see them in concert because I was a fan of the band, but also I stared at Ms. Schemel in awe because... she just looked like a punk rocker. Like I had these ideas in my head about what a lesbian was âsupposed toâ look like, and she wasn't it. Patty Schemel was my first introduction to the idea that queerness could look any way you wanted it to, that it didn't have to fit the stereotypes.
Look at this bad ass:
And even still, it took me until 1997 and after I had left for college to admit to myself in my own private diary that I was queer (at that was only after learning that another musician I loved, Michael Stipe of REM, was queer), and until 2000 to admit it to strangers on the internet, then 2001 to real life people, including my parents (my mom cried, so... there's that). And there were so so so many years where it took courage and the right frame of mind to be willing to leave the house wearing an itty bitty little rainbow beaded necklace because I wasn't sure what kind of reaction I would get from strangers.
I'm just stunned sometimes by how much the world has changed. Like I'm not that old, but I'm old enough to have seen what feels like a seismic, cosmic shift in representation and acceptance both in media and in society at large. Obviously there's still a lot of work to be done and things are imperfect and conservatives/fascists are trying hard to undo all the progress there's been over the past thirty years. But Like the simple fact that there are queer celebrities and queer characters in mainstream media, or that same sex marriage is not only legalized but also not really a big deal any more, or the fact that I can make a public post like this without panicking about who might see it... My scared and anxious and ashamed 15 year old self would have found that unfathomable.
My identity has shifted a lot over my lifetime (which is its own long story) and that is one of the reasons I like the word queer so much, because it lets me be my ambiguous, containing-multitudes self without having to fret about meeting the standards of some label, although if I had to parse it out I would say that right now I'm pansexual and non-binary.
So happy Coming Out Day to those who celebrate. I am queer AF.
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Chapter 8 of Bad Decisions (Bad Omens)
Here is chapter 8 (finally lol) Enjoy :)))
Quarantine is finally done and we can go out into the world. Noah and I have hooked up at least twice a week while we were stuck at home. After every time we hook up, he kicks me out of his room and I feel used. I get it, I put myself into this position but I guess Iâve caught more feelings for Noah. I mentally sigh and curse myself for falling for Nichyâs best friend. Itâs just Noah and I for the night at the house so I take this as my opportunity to talk to him about my feelings. I walk down the stairs and spot Noah on the couch with Harper. I walk over to him and he smiles at me. God that smile does shit to me.
âHey beautiful,â He says and pat the spot next to him. I sit next to him and lean into his embrace as he wraps his arm around my shoulders.Â
âJust us for tonight,â I say cooly. He nods and kisses his temple.Â
âYeah it is. Surprised the guys havenât caught us hooking up yet,â He says with a chuckle. I giggle and shake my head, surprised even myself.Â
âIf Nichy ever finds out he will kill you,â I say and he chuckles more.Â
âOh yeah he would,â He saysÂ
âSpeaking of which, Noah we need to talk,â I say, nervousness dripping from my voice.Â
âYou arenât pregnant right?â He asks and I laugh, shaking my head.Â
âNo no not pregnant,â I say and he sighs in relief.Â
âThank god that wouldâve been bad. Whatâs up?â He asksÂ
âI know we agreed to hook up, no strings attached howeverâŚ.â I start to say. He moves his arm away from my shoulder and I knew this was not going to end well.Â
âYouâve caught feelings,â He says and I nod, afraid to look at him.Â
âYeah I did,â I say and gather up the courage to look at him. He looks at me with a sad smile.Â
âAddyâŚâ He says. Here we go..
âYou donât feel the same way got it,â I say and get up from the couch. He looks at me and I look into his eyes. I can see regret and sadness??Â
âEven if I did we could never workâŚwith Nichy and all,â He says and I nod, feeling tears well up in my eyes. His voice trails off at the end like he sounds sadâŚwhich is confusing since he was the one who asked for no strings attached.Â
âYeah youâre rightâŚI will move on, don't worry about me,â I say with a smile but itâs far from the truth.Â
âTake care of yourself,â He says and I nod, heading up stairs. I gulp down some tears and head towards my room. Once I walk in and close the door, I start to sob.Â
Noahâs POV
I watch as Addy goes up the stairs, I canât help but feel pain in my chest seeing her leave.Â
âNoah sheâs Nichâs little sister, it could never happen,â I say to myself. Been saying this to myself since weâve started fooling around with each other. I sigh and look at Harper, seeing her eyes looking at me sad. I smile sadly and sigh, wishing I never said those words to her but itâs too late. I run my hand through my hair and turn on the tv.Â
âStop thinking about her dude itâs done,â I say and focus on the tv.Â
Time skip to that summerÂ
Itâs been a few months since Addy and I stopped hooking up. To tell you itâs been hard is an understatement. Her being constantly there doesnât help with my feelings towards her. She started dating this guy whom I hate. Heâs coming over today and Iâm already dreading it.Â
âOh shut up I didnât do that,â I hear Addy say while giggling. I ball my hand into a fist but quickly flex it so no one noticed.Â
âBabe you literally screamed so loud when the killer showed up,â I hear her boyfriend Lucas as. I mentally roll my eyes and go into the kitchen to grab a snack. I sigh and run a hand through my hair. Hearing her laugh makes me angry since I was the one who was making her laugh since Iâve known her.Â
âNoah ready to go to the studio?â Jolly asks and I nod, closing the cabinet and making my way towards him.Â
âYeah letâs go,â I say, starting to walk away before I feel someone grab my arm. I look over and see that itâs Jolly.Â
âNoah I know you hate Lucas but Addy loves him,â He says and I mentally scoff. No she doesnât, she just tolerates him.Â
âStill doesnât make it easy,â I say and he sighs.Â
âLook, everyone and their mother can see you both have feelings for each other. Surprised Nichy hasnât caught on yet. Maybe if you tell her how you feel, sheâll dump him and you guys can be together,â He explains. I look at him and shake my head.Â
âI donât have feelings for her, Jolly,â I say, walking away from him.Â
Jollyâs POVÂ
I can see through his bullshit, they both have feelings for each other and its obvious. I sigh and follow Noah outside.Â
âYou know Iâm right Noah,â I say and he turns around, clear annoyance on his face.Â
âJust drop it ok?!â He yells and I shake my head, unlocking the car.Â
âFine,â I sayÂ
This is gonna be a long week
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I love how the only people who know that Phineas is canonically older than Ferb is those who are absolutely insane about this show even though it is literally told to us in show. And even then most people still don't realize Phineas is older.
On a basic level, Dan has given us word of god that Phineas is older.
Which seems pretty straight forward until he contradicts how much older Phineas is with giving us an exact date for Ferb's birthday, that is in no way two months after Phineas's Summer birthday.
More recently, Phineas being older has been reinforced by promo material. Though I don't think anyone is really taking promo material as the end all be all.
But in all actuality, Phineas is stated to be older than Ferb in show way back in season 1.
"Little brother, I remember when you first came home Then came another Little brother of our own."
The our in "Little brothers" is clearly referring to both Candace and Phineas. Phineas is the first little brother, and Ferb, when their parents married became little brother of both Candace and Phineas.
Granted if you aren't paying attention it's easy to miss, and easy to dismiss due to the convoluted nature of the fact this is a song Stacy sings, from Candace's viewpoint, in Candace's dream, inside Perry's dream. But I don't think there's any reason for the writers to mislead us on this particular information, and it stands to reason that Perry should know who is older.
An argument could be made that none of this information is particularly reliable, but it's all pretty consistently pointing to Phineas being older. How much older exactly is up for debate, but ultimately I don't think it matters whether its 2 months or 8. But I feel pretty confident in stating Phineas is canonically the older of the two. But like its so funny to me how that this is stated in show all the way back in season one, but even now its treated as some secret word of god level knowledge about the show. But no. It's there in text. They say it.
But the real secret lore we can get from this though is the fact that Phineas is on the older side of his grade. After all, if he and Ferb are considered the same age, they should be in the same grade, which means that Phineas is one of the oldest kids in his class. Candace also has a summer birthday, which means that she is also probably on the older side of her grade if Linda was consistent, which we could probably extrapolate from Linda saying that Candace wanted to be the first of her friends to get her license. Assuming her friends are all in her grade, that comment makes a lot more sense if she's older than most of them. (Which suggests she's an incoming freshman).
This would also make Phineas 19 in AYO, which kinda backs up my headcanon that Phineas is 9 turning 10 in the series. AYO taking place 9 years after series end and Quantum Boogaloo taking place roughly 21 years in the future. Not that the timeline is even slightly consistent, but I'll take what I can get.
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Simself story+
CW: divorce, pregnancy
Another month has passed. It was the beginning of July, a beautiful summer day.... I was pregnant as you know, but Nico & I...... there was still radio silence between us. I filed for divorce 3 weeks ago. But unfortunately there was no reaction from Daniel. I was informed that the divorce documents were not picked up by him, so they were sent to his Dadâs now!! You wonât believe it, but they sent Daniel the divorce petition to our place first. Our Apartment! đ¤Śââď¸đ¤Śââď¸This was Danielâs current main residence. BUT I told that woman, divorce prosecutor, that Daniel just left me, without me knowing where he was!! I had no clue where he was. She didnât believe this whole story! She said it couldnât be that, I, his wife, donât know where he is right now? Is that woman crazy or what??...
She made me so desperate, that I started to cry in that office. I literally burst into tears. After my cry, she finally got that Iâm not lying!!! She realized how broken my heart was and that I was unhappily in love with him. She took my divorce petition, looked me in the eye and said, she would handle it. But she also told me right away, it would be difficult for me to divorce Daniel, as long as he is not personally present. This won't be a divorce by mutual consent, she explained. It's gonna take time. And yes, itâs getting complicated.
At this point I still lived with my Grandparents, but I also went home to my Mom & Dad from time to time. It was all fine with us. And Ana and I seemed to be bestie's again. Ana told me she is now also friends with Dennis. She talked to him about me and meant Dennis's cool. Yup! Let's see... đŹ
That day we had a date with Sandra & Liam. We went out for dinner. And agh,....it's going to be a really crazy night, which I didnât expect at all!!!! It started so.... innocently. We were eating, having fun, I played with Liam and after that we were all on our way home.
But Ana was a little drunk. In that restaurant where we were, we got three mini vodka-bottles. It was a gift. I donât drink and was pregnant anyway, so Ana gulped down mine and her mini bottle plus Sandra's! S. also didn't want it.
And well, on the way home, Ana & I decided to stop by Nico's place, because we talked about him and Stephanie before. I wanted to know if she was with him. I mean, Nico has been ignoring me for 8 weeks now!! I havenât seen him for so long. For me, it was over with us. The more days went by without N., the more I felt like a singel. Ngl, I missed him! I cried and was sad about everything that had happened. I waited for him to call me. But he didnât, so I assumed Nico didnât want me anymore. After a while I started to feel better, without Nico and also without Daniel! I felt kind of strong & good. All the stress I felt the past weeks was almost gone. Secondly, I was very happy about my pregnancy. I was looking forward to my Baby, which distracted me. Also talking to my therapist helped me a bit, I think. Still, deep inside me, I wanted to be with N. Whenever I thought about our Baby, I wanted to share these thoughts with him. I wanted him with me during pregnancy. I missed him. So I let myself into Anaâs crazy idea to stop by Nico to spy on him. đ¤Śââď¸đŤŁ
If Ana hadnât been so drunk, maybe it would have worked!?? But oh my God, this is gonna be so fucking awkward!!! Nico wasn't alone, but he wasn't with Stephanie either or any other girl. There were no women at all. Just.... men. đ¤ˇââď¸
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My oldest betta, Benedict, passed away last weekend.
It's been really hard trying to navigate the loss and grief.
I got Benedict shortly after my 16 year old cat, the first cat I ever owned, passed away. My grief over his loss has resurfaced.
When I got Benedict, my ex-husband and I were still married. Losing things from that time has been varying degrees of difficult, too.
My life kind of feels like it's been divided up.
The duration of my marriage into the separation on April 30, 2024 was one extended era.
May 1, 2024 until early June when my ex-husband moved out was an era in and of itself, the start of falling out of love and saying goodbye.
June 2024 to September 19, 2024 when I learned the divorce was finalized was a very difficult era and guest starred a hurricane that knocked the power out for 8 days in the Texas summer heat. I almost didn't make it out alive, literally.
I visited my family for a few weeks in late September into October for a much needed change of scenery and support, which wasn't really an era so much as a desperate, ragged breath after I'd been drowning.
Then, I headed back down to Houston feeling a little better, a little stronger, a little more resilient. I found a glimmer of hope inside of me that I was doing my best to nurture and grow.
I met the guy I've been seeing on the dating site/app Boo the next day on October 17, which started this era. Things are still going very well with him. I really, really like him. He makes me happy, brings light into my world, and I actually sleep well when he's here a couple nights a week.
I no longer want to be with my ex-husband, no longer desperately wish I could change things and be together again. I watched the slow descent of that ship sinking into the murky depths. I accept my role in that and do my best to learn and grow from my experiences after all is said and done.
But losing things from that period of my life is still hard for some reason.
I cried for quite a while when I got rid of the old glass end tables and coffee table that I hated the entire time we were married. We'd gotten them when we got our first apartment together, and I let him choose the furniture and decor. They were a constant, painful reminder of him and the life and love I lost.
Benedict was always mine and never his. He didn't then and still doesn't like my aquarium hobby. I like my little ecosystems in glass boxes. It's something that brings me joy, and since the separation, I always try to embrace things that bring me joy and light after such deep, crushing darkness.
Now that Benedict passed away, I'm left with Benedict's Neocaridina shrimp and snails and a giant mess of hair algae. They are very important to me, other than the hair algae, since they're a piece of Benedict.
I'm going to move them to a different tank to let the shrimp colony grow and flourish. It barely made it through the hurricane power outage. I probably cleaned out 30+ dead shrimp after the power finally came back on. They're currently in a 5.5g. I have a 10g, 20g long, and 55g that are empty.
It seems kind of silly to build a 55g aquarium around a colony of cherry shrimp, since the tank mates are so limited if you want the colony to grow. Fish will eat the baby shrimp if they fit into their mouths, and the baby shrimp are tiny.
The cherry shrimp colony could easily live in even the 5.5g they're in now after I clean up the hair algae that I've been battling for months and get it completely eradicated. There's a lot of other cool aquarium inhabitants I could put into a 55g that can't live in a small tank.
Decisions, decisions.
I'm trying to focus on honoring Benedict's memory and the future instead of what I lost.
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