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oh my gosh it's so weird, whenever ive written or planned fanfiction with boothill and i had like a bad guy there, his name would always be silas as well! can't wait for more:)) p.s pls show rat pics, i love rats
THATS SO FUNNY SHENFJSJSHH i actually have an oc named Silas that's just kind of a bastard but it's such a great name for a villain isn't it??? smth about it has this insane "cold businessman" feel i guess lol? or just generally "this guy's trouble"
RAT PICS RAT PICS !!!! his name is monkey :)
#sal.ask#we have the same brain cell anon#rats#also BOOTHILL FANFIC đđđ feel free to share if you'd like
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could you do a third part to buried alive where the reader finally gets a bit better and goes out into the field for the first time and then the team goes and gets drinks after bc they are so proud of her :) -đ±
back again | S.R.
part one | part two
in which you go back into the field (and kick ass)
who? spencer reid x fem!BAU!reader
category? angst and then fluff
content warnings: established relationship. PTSD undertones. guns and physical fighting. reader is paired with morgan and kicks ass. usual cm case stuff. going to a bar and alcohol consumption. use of 'ass'. reader is referred to as a girl.
word count: 1.8k
a/n: hey anon i love you!!! i never expected people to like this story so much, but im so grateful i hope you enjoy!! thanks for reading <3 don't forget to like and reblog <3333333333
It felt good. Standing outside of a suspect's house with Morgan felt normal to you, having your firearm holstered, felt right.
He was trying to get ahold of the team, but the two of you were far from the town and, apparently, cell service. âThe call keeps dropping, but they know where we are. They should be on their way,â he told you, getting out of the car. âIf youâre uncomfortable going in, you donât have to.â
You rolled your eyes and got out of the SUV. âIâve got your back,â you responded self-assuredly. It was your first case back in the field, and besides, you werenât about to let Derek walk into the lion's den alone.
Despite your attempt at confidence, you hadnât planned on going to a suspect's house. The two of you had been on your way back from talking to a victimâs family, meaning you didnât have vests. âI know you do,â Morgan confirmed, removing his sunglasses and snapping the temples down. âGo around back, Iâll take the front,â he said.
Nodding, you unholstered your weapon and kept it pointed toward the ground, you took a deep breath before wrapping around the white farmhouse.
Paranoid thoughts pelted your brain. Did you remember to shut off your phoneâs ringer? What if the suspect had a gun? What if the information you were given was wrong and you didnât have probable cause?
You shook your head, peeking in through the open blinds, you saw the kitchen. The town you were in was on the smaller side, and the only thing that surrounded you was farmland. You saw movement out of the corner of your eye and wished you had been given more time to prepare, having comms right now would be remarkably helpful.
Approaching the back door, you leaned against the siding before reaching over and turning the doorknob. It was already unlocked, which could either be a good thing or a bad thing. You swung the door open and stepped inside the house, pointing your Glock around the kitchen, you saw Morgan entering the living room in your peripheral vision. âClear!â You called out, and shortly after, Morgan called the same.
Once you had cleared the main floor, Morgan moved upstairs and you moved downstairs, pulling your flashlight from your belt, you pointed it down the steps.
âJackson Fike this is the FBI,â you called, making yourself known. You reached the bottom of the stairs, just to see another door, wide open. âDamn it,â you cursed, âMorgan, heâs running!â You shouted, hoping your voice would be able to carry up two flights of stairs.
You pocketed your flashlight and took off running out the door. Distantly, you saw a man fitting the suspect's description sprinting towards the woods. Without a second thought, you followed, expecting Derek to be not far behind you.
Thankfully, it was still light outside, the scent of the damp earth filled your senses, but it didnât overwhelm you. You wouldnât let it.
You skidded to a halt in the forest, keeping your back to a tree so you could be attacked from behind, âJackson Fike, you canât keep running like this. You know as well as I do that the road ends here.â You spoke loudly, hoping he heard you from wherever he had disappeared into the woods.
His choices here boiled down to giving himself up or being on the run for the rest of his life. Based on the profile the team had put together, he would never be able to leave this town. Not by choice, at least.
The snap of a twig gave his location away, you twisted your body in the direction of the noise. Your ears perked up like a bloodhound. âJackson, if you come with me and tell me where the girls are, maybe I could see about keeping you close to home. Close to your house, thatâs whatâs important, right?â You tried to negotiate with him. You didnât know if he was armed, but you did know that suicide by cop wasnât in his profile. It was also less paperwork if you cuffed him without a fight.
âYou canât make me that promise, agent,â he responded. His voice was gravelly despite only being in his late thirties. âWhy would I negotiate with a fed when I could just kill one instead?â He asked.
His question sent a chill down your spine all the way down to where your handcuffs rested on your back. âYouâre right,â you ceded, âYouâd be worshipped in prison for killing a fed, but why take that chance?â
In a flash, the UnSub smacked your wrist, causing a misfire into the trees, and making your weapon hit the ground.
That was fine, your marksmanship was good enough to pass your qualifications, but hand-to-hand was where you really excelled. He charged at you, but you jumped out of the way.
Closer to the farmhouse you heard voices, but you didnât let yourself get distracted. Instead, you used your one boxing lesson with JJ and kicked. The inside of your foot provided enough surface to daze your opponent, he stumbled around, and you made sure to keep both of your feet firmly planted to the ground.
He swung back, but you ducked just in time to feel the breeze of his swing against your face. In response, you swung back, hitting him across the face.
Jackson retaliated, using both hands to push you into a tree, crushing your shoulder but not doing anything to stop you from throwing another hit, striking him on the head, and causing him to fall to the ground. He groaned as you crouched down and pulled your cuffs out, fastening them around his wrists.
As you read him his rights, the local police and the rest of your team approached you. Emily looked at you warily, Spencer was searching for injuries, but Morgan was grinning. He was like a giddy little kid who had heard the ice cream truck turn on his street.
Handing off the UnSub to a local, you eyed Morgan suspiciously, âWhat are you smiling at?â You asked, rotating your shoulder in a failed attempt to make it feel better.
âYou took that guy down,â Derek said, gesturing to where the police officer was now taking the UnSub.
Confused, you shrugged, âYeah, and?â
He laughed again, âOh, you are so back, pretty girl.â
A flight later, you were hunched over takedown paperwork, something you certainly hadnât missed during your time away from the field. At the desk adjacent to yours, Spencer was flipping through a book, waiting for you so you could go home.
After initialing each page and signing the last one, you placed the papers into the confidential file. Going up the stairs to Hotchâs office, you knocked on the door, âCome in.â
You stepped into the office and reached over to hand him the file, âMy takedown paperwork for Jackson Fike.â
He nodded, the stern look on his face fading as he looked at you, âYou did impressive work today, Y/L/N. By taking the initiative to arrest Fike, you saved the three girls he had captive.â
Shrugging, you fiddled with his nameplate, âI just did what felt right.â
âOther agents wouldâve shot him, and it wouldâve been justified, but you didnât,â Hotch said, raising his eyebrows. âItâs good to see you out in the field again,â he told you in that fatherly, parental tone of his.
You looked out the window of his office, âItâs good to be back out, sir.â Watching as the rest of the team gathered back into the bullpen, âI thought everyone had already left?â
Hotch set your file down and stood from his desk, âI believe they were all waiting for you in Garciaâs office.â
Confused, you walked outside of the office and down the steps, âHey?â You said cautiously, looking around at everyone, âWhatâs going on?â You looked at Spencer, but he just shrugged like he didnât know any more than you did.
âWe,â Derek said, âare going to OâKeefeâs,â he said, grinning as you reached over your desk to grab your bag and your coat.
Shoving your arms through the sleeves of your coat, you looked at the team curiously, âIâm getting the sense that I donât have much of a choice in this outing.â
Grinning, Penelope excitedly walked towards you, looping her arm through yours and leading you out of the bullpen, âyou donât!â
You laughed, looking back at Spencer, who was just smiling at you. It wasnât in your nature to turn down what Emily called âteam bondingâ, so the lot of you went to the familiar bar, a place you hadnât been in nearly four months.
At the same table as always, standing room only with the eight of you, Rossi paid for all of your preferred drinks. Something you had learned to not protest over the years, as long as he was there, heâd never let you pay for your drinks.
Casually, Spencer had his arm around your waist, the two of you were more affectionate outside of the office. âHowâs your shoulder?â He asked, gently skimming the pad of his thumb over the sensitive skin. Naturally, Spencer didnât say anything in front of the team when you mentioned being shoved into a tree, but behind closed doors, he had asked to take a look at it.
You hummed in response, leaning into his touch, âBetter, just bruised a bit.â
He dropped his hand back down to your waist, âgood,â he whispered, ducking his head, and pressing a kiss to your cheek, causing you to smile.
Grabbing your attention, Derek cleared his throat and raised his glass in your general direction. âTonight is about you, pretty girl,â he said, causing everyone else to turn to you. Your cheeks burned, ânot only did you kick some UnSub ass, but you threw yourself back into the field after months on the sidelines.â
At your side, Spencer squeezed your hip, you were grinning like a fool.
âIt has been an honor to be able to watch you reclaim yourself. I, for one, am proud of that accomplishment,â Morgan continued. âI hope youâre proud of yourself, too.â
You nodded enthusiastically, âThank you. All of you, really.â You reached forward where everyone was clinking their glasses before taking a sip. Setting your glass down, you turned and looked at Spencer, âI love you,â you whispered to him.
He dropped a kiss to your lips, earning a whoop from Garcia. When he pulled away, he smiled at you softly, âI love you too.â
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can we ask for threesomes for kinktober? in case we can... bear with me. worst!Logan x reader x whatever version of Logan you choose + this prompt âI bet they canât fuck you like I can.â.
horny goblins have taken over my brain since I watched DP&W, I'm sorry đ
More of you
A/N: Donât worry anon, our horniness for this man knows no bounds. Thank you for sending this request!
Pairing: worst! Logan x F! Reader x Lumberjack! Logan
Warning: 18+ pure smut, threesome.
đđ Kinktober 2024 đđ
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Your dreamy sigh followed by a faint moan is what roused Logan from his sleep.
Initially he was concerned but as he saw a hint of a smile on your features, he was relieved you were probably just dreaming. It amused him as yet another quiet moan escaped your lips, your legs parting while you caressed the pillow underneath you.
Whatever this dream was, sure seemed like a pleasant one.
If only he knewâŠ
Biting your bottom lip, you rolled your hips seductively against Logan's crotch, smirking when you felt him twitch underneath you. He had his vice-like grip upon them, almost possessively keeping your anchored to him while the other 'him' hovered around like a predator on a prowl.
His gaze wasn't as gentle or loving as your Logan's was but the eyes sure held the same darkened lust as they drank you in, it was one thing they had in common. The intensity made a shiver run down your spine as he approached, using your hands to undo his zipper.
"Open your mouth and take meâall of me in like a good girl.." the other Logan growled, letting out a shaky breath when you wrapped a hand around his length, stroking him.
On cue, your Logan slid your panties aside, gathering your slick on his fingers before undoing his zip to free his own erection. He didnât seem completely onboard, he could never be. Logan still needed to be the one inside you, claiming you as his while the other guy had his fun.
Desire pooled deep within your belly as you tasted meaner Logan's salty eagerness on the tip of your tongue, your warmth coating his cock deliciously as you made room for more, obeying his command.
âWhat a good fuckin girl..â he grunted, tugging on your hair as his cock twitched inside your velvety mouth.
Your moan was muffled as the man underneath you shifted, pulling you up only to have you sink down on his sizeable dick.
"All mine, Y/N." Logan murmured, teasing his thumb against your clit while the other guy scoffed, letting his fingers tangle in your hair before guiding himself deeper in your mouth.
It could only be a cosmic blessing you were experiencing to have not one but two Logans agreeable, albeit reluctantly, to your every dirty desire. Your body had never felt more alive, every cell greedy for them, craving them both carnally.
Logan began fucking your mouth deliberately, making your eyes water as he hit the back of your throat with every thrust, as the man used you for his pleasure, pleasure you were more than willing to give.
With your pussy stuffed as luxuriously as your mouth, the sensations tingling all over your body were both too much and not enough all at once. You could feel the building tension desperate for release, the coil that tightened as the men had their way with you.
A needy whine escaped your mouth as your body shook, abruptly jolting you awake, making your eyes snap open.
You were so closeâŠ
âGood dream baby?â Logan smirked, his fingers already trailing south towards the evidence of your horny subconscious. Leaning his head against his hand, he knew you had a sex dream before you could confirm or deny. He had smelt your arousal.
âThe best.â You blushed, letting out a soft gasp as his fingers dipped inside your moist folds.
âIs that so? Who was it? Whoever it was I bet they canât fuck you like I can.â Logan was already rolling on top of you, determined to prove a point.
The apparent jealousy in his voice made you chuckle, making your train of thought resume its journey. What a wild thought you had had.
If only he knew...
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I have a fucked up skully thought that you may hate or like idk. Skully turns you into a pumpkin and fucks you. You can't fight back and he can fill you as much as he wants
My dearest anon, we are on the same brain cell because I thought this same thing but didn't say anything,,,, but my cowardice will not hold me back from being đ»đđđ¶đđ for Mr. Graves!!!!! (âąÌáŽâąÌ )Ù I'm happy someone can also have this thought!!! Gross pervert Skully pining for a darling who just isn't interested in him. :( he's so in love with you, but you've turned him down countless times. Even so, he knows deep down that one day you might reciprocate his feelings.
He really only meant to turn you into a pumpkin so he could kidnap you more easily,,, but curiosity (and his overflowing love/lust for you) wins in the end and he just can't help himself!!! He's sorry for being such a brute, but he just wants you to feel how much he loves you. Only you can make his dick this hard. orz he's babbling on and on, apologizing profusely, all while he fucks into the smiling mouth carved onto the you-pumpkin. Please don't hate him or think he's a pervert!!!! He really does love you,,, >_<
And maybe when you're turned back into yourself,,, you have a belly full of cum and cum dripping from your mouth and hole,,,,, yes, I see the vision!!!!!!!!!!
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KNOCK KNOCK, GUESS WHO! ౚà§ă
€suguru geto.
synopsis / premise â±ă
€when things in your life go well for a long time, there will undeniably be a problem knocking on your door. this time, the issue is your ex-boyfriend, wanted by the jujutsu society â who is very angry with you, even after he stole your money. || PART ONE (previous)
featuring â±ă
€suguru geto (jjk0 / 2017 version) x FEM reader.
warnings â±ă
€ NSFW âĄïž ă
€porn with very little plot ! toxic behavior ! suguru (GENOCIDAL man) ! unprotected sex (wrap it up) + unrealistic portraits of sex ! creampie ! reader and gojo are not in a relationship, but mutually interested in each other ! coercion / dub-con (both consent but just to be safe) ! genocide / death mentions (geto) ! stalking and breaking in ! bondage + choking ! spanking ! edging ! obsessed suguru agenda ! delusional suguru (you will see) ! seduction !
honorary mentions (inspirations, please read) â±ă
€this ask, by anon! all credits to them, i was not planning a part two, haha. whoever you are, i hope you enjoy it.
authorâs note â±ă
€so, today i was sitting down and thinking âim going to finish that yuta draft and probably start the sukuna draft for the event, since heâs winning the pollâ. guess which of these two things I did? exactly. none. so, here is more suguru geto for you. i apologize in advance â i am not good at writing seduction. this is a bit rushed lol. repost because i can't see my post in tags
THERE IS NOTHING SCARIER than discovering that the person you love most is hiding a dark secret. it could be a lover, a second family, a dark past or a real, rotting present. thatâs the feeling you get: everything is rotten. the walls around you and the space are shaped into a molten mist that rots as time passes, as you read the letter that someone slipped under your door.
the highly wanted criminal, suguru geto, was seen in your apartment two weeks ago, as shown in the photos below. we ask for your full and complete cooperation in the investigation, and soon some sorcerers will need to interrogate you. expect their visit at any time and answer the door when the time comes.ă
ۉ the higher-ups from jujutsu society.
oh, hell. no. this cannot be happening.
as the procedure says, you burn the letter and get rid of the ashes.
although your situation is absolutely desperate, the secrecy of jujutsu comes before your disastrous love life. you turn to look for your cell phone, and the delay hurts your bones.
it seems like the object disappears when you need it most. when you find the damn phone, you donât even hesitate. as you type the number that, at this point, your head knows by heart, your hands shake. this cannot be true. they are lying, they are trying to deceive me and defame suguru. but why? why would society need to do this?
of course, mentally, you suppress yourself. and a rational part of your brain â the part that isnât driven by the love you feel for a man whoâs been with you a long time â slowly realizes that this is the truth.
thatâs why the disappearances in the middle of the night, the slight disregard for non-sorcerers touching you or him. the preference for privacy and not allowing you to post photos of the two of you together. he doesnât have social media, he said. it feels very public. what a lie, he was actually a wanted criminal and cult leader.
no one answers the call, and you press the button once again. and again. and again. by the sixth time, youâre not sure if your hands are shaking with fear, disgust, or hate.
your money. your savings, built up after you left the witch life behind. a small guarantee of your future, a future you planned to have with suguru. a future stolen and lost, by the same man who once stole her heart. beautiful black hair and purple eyes really make a girl forget to pay attention to the red flags.
you leave voicemail after voicemail, until the box is full. then, messages. text after text while your fingertips digit furiously. it didnât take long for you to realize that a response from him would be even worse, so your last messages were simple, direct. do not talk to me anymore. donât ever appear in front of me again. and donât you dare involve me in your affairs, you bastard.
pressing the send button through tears was one of the hardest things youâve ever done in your life. and so, blocking the number seemed like the most sensible solution. itâs not like he would respond, even if you gave the number to the investigators â your exact intention.
so everything went as it should. 39 missed calls, 104 unanswered messages that changed her perspective of him forever, along with a letter that turned to ash, like a caterpillar turning into a butterfly. your life took a new direction, an unpredictable metamorphosis that made you move to another address after the entire legal process on your part was concluded. you didnât know, and you had no involvement, as hard as it was to believe. and then the sorcerers left you alone, and this was your second new start to normal life.
lonely and with a betrayed heart, in a new apartment far from your ex. unloading the last box does not bring the relief of releasing a chain, but the pain. the pain of losing something. as if the chain had tied itself to one of your ribs and ripped it away, taking a part of you.
but the tears dry. time passes. the pain diminishes, and the space that takes it in the heart is hatred. you become your priority again, and in time, you rise again only to fall again. one last effort, a call to a certain sorcerer you once knew, satoru gojo. this was his noahâs ark, his last hope before resorting to more desperate methods.
he answered. and since then, a lot has changed.
itâs been almost ten months since suguru stole your money and trampled on your love and dignity. almost ten months in which you had your heart broken, and you slowly put the pieces back together. now, your latest relationship â itâs not really a relationship.
six weeks ago, you and satoru had sex in your apartment for the first time. since then, he has been very helpful in all aspects of your life and visits you regularly. he takes you on dates and even carried you when his feet got sore from walking. it sounds crazy, feeling so comfortable with someone after just six weeks, but thatâs what happens.
gojo is more than an arrogant boy who uses humor in every situation he sees, he has a heart, and a very generous one at that. despite his insistence, the credit card that was entrusted to you is rarely used (and you managed to convince him to change the password, too). his intention was to ask for help, not to become a parasite that will take as much from him as he can. not when heâs a much better person than you expected. a kind of clumsy white knight, in a cute and a bit of a loser way at the same time.
so, of course, the dates have become routine now. cinemas, walks in the park, roller skating, going for ice cream. these experiences stand out in your memories, as sweet as scenes from clichĂ©d romance films. kisses in the rain, desperate hands pushing you into the apartment â maybe this time, you might be able to tease him a little, make him lose it and have you right there, in a dark corner? the idea is exciting, dangerous, and so stupid it makes your heart flutter.
he still owes you a new bed, though. you keep fucking on your couch because you two broke your single bed the last time you did it.
checking yourself in the mirror before a date is, naturally, what everyone does. the red dress that adorns her body is a little short, the kind of thing you see on a seductive movie character. but satoru asked for this tiny â as tiny as the dress, in his words â favor and promised anything you wanted later if you wore that and hung on his arm all night. even when heâs being a pervert, heâs just a guy whoâs whipped for you.
the idea makes you take a step back. satoru canât be in love with you. yeah, okay. he does cute things often. he takes you on dates almost every week. heâs always trying to make you laugh and has already learned most of your quirks, likes and dislikes. he remembers you throughout the day, at random intervals, and buys you things so casually that you had to beg him to stop and not max out his card bill â he just laughed and said it was all cheap anyway. heirsâŠ
but he canât be in love. itâs all new, recent. perfect, but maybe itâs just hidden by the love fog at the beginning of a relationship. it has already blinded you to bad signals once, and you internally wonder if you are using gojo.
of course, part of you has already thought about it. having sex with your exâs best friend and solve your financial problems. two birds, one stone. but satoru is everything suguru is not â true. intense and real, without a mask of sweet truth that covered a rotten truth.
honestly, you donât want to think about it too much right now. this is a conversation that should be between you and satoru, not between you and your intrusive, insecure thoughts. he deserves to know the truth and he deserves to know that youâre just as interested as he is â not on the money, but on him.
a text message makes you smile right after spraying a sweet perfume on your neck. the screen lights up with that contact that has now become your favorite.
toru <3; ă
€ already in the dress? photos or else ill die (seriously)
a small laugh escapes your throat, and you immediately prepare to take a photo. stepping back a little and posing in front of the mirror, you could swear you heard something near your apartment door while simultaneously hearing the soft click of your cell phone.
one pose to show the front, and one for the back, with a soft, evil smile. satoru isnât your boyfriend, but with his attitude, he could very well be. he looks at you as if you were the only woman in the world, and as if he wanted you forever. itâs beautiful. itâs such a beautiful emotion to see in those blue eyes that you canât wait for the next time you look.
after texting back, asking what time the movie starts, your eyebrows come together in a frown. omnisity takes over the environment quickly, and you swear your heart stops beating.
this energyâ it cannot be.
âhi princess. missed me?â
the whisper in your ear is so sudden that you immediately turn your face to look. a hand grabs your chin and forces your head to turn back to the mirror, and you gasp, immediately struggling.
suguru geto, on the flesh, the greatest traitor to have walked the earth since judas. traitor to the jujutsu society, criminal and mass murderer, and of course â your ex-boyfriend. right behind you, and forcing you to stare at the mirror as his free hand snatches your phone away.
you hit him with your elbow, but he barely moves. humming, as if he is amused. as if you are some game. getoâs hips press forward against yours, and he efficiently traps you between the sink and him.
this cannot be happening.
what suguru doesnât find amusing, though, is your text messages with satoru. long or short, little flirtations or obvious nudes, these messages are simply something that makes him turn his nose up in disgust. how dare him. how dare satoru take the one thing suguru truly loved that way?
âget off me.â you murmur, your eyes widening. like any sorcerer, you know the basics of defending yourself, but panic runs through your veins like poison. your muscles feel like solid stone, and you canât stop your breath from hitching when his hand stops cupping your cheek to grab you by the throat.
heâs a criminal who definitely must have had his share of fights. you are a sorceress who has not been in the field for almost ten years. in a real fight? he could drown you in that sink and satoru would only find out hours later.
satoru. the thought makes you immediately ramble.
âdonât you dare lay a hand on me. satoru willââ he squeezes your neck softly, a silent message for you to keep your mouth shut. suguru sighs, annoyed he needs to explain it to you, word by word. he really, really likes you, but heâs not in the mood after all these games.
this small action â squeezing your neck gently â makes you remember old times. old times, not good days. because, although they were good, the memory was effectively corrupted when he left you, almost a year ago.
âsatoru will not do a thing. he doesnât know iâm here, and he wonât know.â a break. âyet.â
your eyebrows shoot up, before your face contorts into confusion. what does he mean, yet? if anyone knows heâs here, he will be executed. why would he risk it, just to see you? is he here to kill you?
the thought brings visible panics into your eyes â the wonderful, pretty eyes you have. the window to your soul. your soul and body, which suguru would like to possess again.
again, what a ridiculous term. he never stopped owning it, in the first place.
maybe if you buy time, satoru will come see whatâs taking so long. he will help. youâll be safe.
but the date is only thirty minutes, and for satoru to come in person, you would have to wait another forty. one hour and ten minutes with your genocidal ex-boyfriend. wow. this must be some kind of twisted lottery of fate, where winning makes you unlucky.
you force your voice to remain calm, composed. he does not deserve the satisfaction of your fear.
âwhy are you here?â
âoh, look at her.â he mocks, as if youâre not even just there, listening. âasking why iâm here as if she has no idea.â
âi donât.â you grit your teeth. âthis is why people ask, imbecile. they want answersâ ugh.â he squeezes your neck again, making you grow quiet until he relaxes.
âdarling.â suguru smiles softly, but some veins are popping up on his hand. he is absolutely pissed, using that sweet voice to smooth you. âyou know why iâm here. donât play dumb. youâ let satoru touch you.â
his tone is still soft, affectionate as the boyfriend you once called yours. but beneath the sweetness, there is an anger, a possession. like an animal whose territory has been pierced.
âdid you think I wouldnât find out?â he leans in, his hot breath making shivers run down your spine violently. âyou underestimate me, my love. iâm a bit offended. coming from you, i expected so much more.â
his hand snakes all over your body, and close as he is, youâre sure he can hear your erratic heartbeat. thump-thump. thump-thump. thump-thump.
like the engine of a machine, accelerated to its limits. if your organs are your gears, you believe you are malfunctioning right now. a poorly functioning machine due to information overload.
itâs a lot to handle. his hands are warm as they gently pull your dress up, groaning. âi barely had to move it away. what, you enjoy dressing like a slut for satoru?â
it seems like your voice only works normally, as it should, when you feel your panties being pulled down, gasping. âsuguru, no! you canât!â
âoh, i canât? why? câmon, darling, just the tip.â he throws your phone away â the sound the device makes when it breaks against the wall is blood-curdling. he wraps both his arms around your waist, pressing his hips to yours. âpretty please?â
you grit your teeth. why the hell is this attractive? perhaps itâs because you barely heard geto beg before. but, no. you canât. satoru, your satoru, heâs waiting for you â instead, you have your freak ex humping slowly against you. no way, is he wearing buddhist attire? like a monk or something. but these thoughts donât matter. his words take you out of your head.
âi saw everything that day, you know. and a little before, and after that. getting all cozy with satoru, because iâm not here? you offend me, sweetheart. iâm a bit hurt.â
âoh, iâm not hearing this.â you curl your hands into fists, slamming them on his arms. ânot after you lied about who you are, stole my damn money, and left! fuck you, geto! fuck. you.â
he smirks against your ear, grabbing your wrists and pulling your arms behind your back. you groaned, and he quickly decided to hit two birds with one stone.
tugging at the clothing strip that holds his robes together, he rips it off and uses it to tie your hands together as you squirm. he gives it a little tug, confirming itâs not too tight, and throws his clothings to the other side of the room.
âi know i havenât been here.â he pauses, and you can watch him through the mirror as he forces you a bit down. âand iâm sorry. i wanted to tell you, i did. but i couldnât. i know what you would think, andâ i couldnât lose you.â
itâs like a sincere admission, but youâre not foolish enough to feel sorry. not for him, definitely. throwing salt at the wound is your strategy right now.
âyou lost me anyway. yâknow, satoru really has a way with backshots thatââ your words are cut off by a gasp, when he rips your panties off you and holds you down by the back of your neck. your back does a pretty arch for him like that, but suguru is not nearly amused enough.
âdonât be a brat. i made mistakes, but you, too. whoring yourself for my best friend? are you kidding me, love?â
âiâm not your love, donât call me that.â he grabs you by the hair, tugging your head back up to look at his eyes through his reflection.
a pause, and suguru decided against what he was going to originally say, softening his grip on you.
âi missed you. i did. canât i show it to you? just a little, baby, please?â he presses his hips into yours a bit more gently, and you can feel it.
his rock-hard erection, rubbing softly against your warm pussy. it makes you shiver and hum against your will. a part of you misses it. nothing wrong with satoru â heâs a great learner for an inexperienced guy â but geto knows just how to blow your back and be soft at the same time. an art satoru hasnât mastered yet.
the idea of doing this to that white haired man who is so good to you â it brings tears to your face. how dare you want to say yes? but also, how could you say no when suguruâs head is rubbing deliciously against your entrance?
you close your eyes in defeat, not able to look at yourself.
âbe quick. and donât ever ask me anything again. you get thisâ and you disappear from my sight. forever.â
a deal with the devil. sacrifice something and gain something. your body for peace.
he chuckles, throwing his head back with a smirk. âoh, you and i both know thatâs not happening, sweetheart. iâll be here, forever.â he slips his hands down your waist, grabbing it gently and pushing his cock in.
the feeling isâ exquisite. geto could try all he wanted, search in all the world, but he never could find someone like you. your body is almost poisonous â intoxicating is the right word. he just bottomed out and heâs already mixing his thoughts. thatâs the effect you have on him.
suguruâs hips start moving at a restless pace, not giving you time to breathe or a warning. he canât waste time with words, not now. not after being pulled away from you, his beloved, for ten torturous months. just when he was planning to come back and convince you to join his cult â or just grab you and lock you up, whatever â, he found you riding his best friend. sinking down satoruâs cock and making him cream all inside you.
the idea makes him huff, thrusting harder.
and you, under him? with your wrists tied up? well, youâre a mess. youâll have to try bondage with satoru later, itâll surely make his cock explode. your eyes widen, and you babble something â whatâs wrong with your head? why are you thinking about satoru, then, suguru, then satoru again?
oh, lord above, maybe both at the same time? itâs a fantasy that makes you blush more than what youâre doing right now.
suguru guides your head up again, holding your neck gently.
âwhat are you thinking about, love? you keepââ he grunts. âclenching down on me.â
ânothing,â you stammer out. okay, there is something seriously wrong with you for enjoying this so much. a moan escapes you before you can stop it. ânnghâ satoru!â
his eyes widen at the same time as yours. if your hands werenât tied up, you would have brought one up to your mouth. the squeezing on your neck is firm, enough to not cut air circulation, but present. surely. the whisper of your name echoes through the bathroom.
âwhat did you just say?â
he looms over you, blushed cheeks and vulnerable expressions changing all the time, staring at your dumb little face in the mirror. suguru has a soft frown on his face, his eyes wide in horror, and his lips are slightly parted. but thereâs a dark shadow oozing off him, a rage that cannot be contained.
heâs hurt. heâs mad.
you try to justify it quickly, to do damage control. âsuguru! i saidâ i said suguru!â
but itâs a little too late for that, and lies only make it worse. he pins you down harder, his hips moving back at a ruthless pace this time. harder, faster â no mercy or trace of the sweet man who used to make love with you as if you were made of glass.
now, he fucks you as if he hates you, he hates your guts.
your moans and whines are muffled by the obscene sounds escaping where your hips meet. plap plap plap, mixed with a softly, slightly wet whisper of some sort. suguru lets go of your waist and brings his hand up.
you gasp when it hits the back of your thigh in a loud smack!
he forces you to look up, breathless as he murmurs.
âstart counting.â he groans, harshly. and he smacks you again, right on the ass. heâs hitting so hard that you believe his intention is leaving a red mark â a present for satoru to look at later. and youâre right. his friend knows no boundaries and keeps taking what is his. what choice does he has, unless to mark you up?
smack.
you shiver, trying to squirm away and kick before he pins you down again.
âbehave, brat. now start counting.â
smack.
âoneââ you moan when his heat hits your sweet spot, huffing. smack. âtwo.â
âgood girl.â smack. smack. smack. âhow many is that, princess, mm? ohh, thatâs the good pussy i missed so much. soâ tight.â
ângh! three! four! fâfive?â
âis that a question, or are you answering me, my love?â
he chuckles meanly, thrusting into you again. you both grunt â near the edge already.
âsuguru.â you throw your head back, whimpering. âiâmâ iâm gonnaââ
âohh, youâre going to cum? that fast, honey? satoru hasnât been good enough to you, i see.â he thrusts harder, laughing meanly at the way your eyes widen and tear up. âaww, he canât treat you like you want. he fucks you like a good girl, i bet. but you want to be fucked like a slut.â
he leans down, peppering your neck with kisses and hearing your deep breaths. âitâs okay. iâm close, too. you have this effect on me, my love.â he grunts again, grabbing your hips. âthrow that ass back on me, baby, yeah? yeah, juuuust like that.â
he grabs your chin, forcing you to look up as he presses his lips to yours in a upside down kiss. it would be romantic if it werenât so possessive, visceral, crude. carnal. desperate.
when your lips part, he grunts and sighs softly, while youâre moaning loudly. nearly at the same time, your orgasms hit you both with everything.
suguruâs thrusts become messy, sloppy, and his skin feels a bit sticky against yours as he fucks himself using your pussy, pushing in ropes of cum to paint your insides.
you let your head fall forward when itâs your turn, squirming and whimpering softly. his forehead would have hit the sink if he werenât holding you up. some more seconds, to dry out both of your highs. slowly, gently, he pulls out of you, watching the fat drops oozing out of your used hole.
suguru smirks as he undoes your restraints, kissing the back of your neck tenderly and adjusting your dress.
âdonât forget who has you first, mkay? i left a little gift for you and satoru here.â he sighs, sounding a bit sad. âiâll have to go again, iâm sorry. but iâll be back soon. donât miss me too much. just leave your window unlocked, and iâll be here again.â he grabs your face to turn it again, brushing his lips against yours. âunlocking them is a chore.â
geto leans back, and you shiver, confused. the sound of clothes being adjusted and thrown back into a body makes you turn your head moments after you heard it, still a bit too slow.
and he is gone. as you fix yourself up on your feet, you shiver as the realization hits you hard as a stone. no, no. satoru. no.
you stumble to the corner of the bathroom, picking up your phone. the screen is broken, but a call icon appears. you accept immediately, nearly sobbing.
âhey, senpai,â the nickname is soft coming from his lips. a small joke, playing with an honorific that he does not use with figures he should use. âyouâreâ a bit late. did something came up, or?â
âsatoru.â you sob, and even through the screen, you can feel him tense up. his voice becomes more serious.
âwhat happened? are you okay? where are you? iâm on my way.â the scraping of a chair can be heard in the background of the call.
âiâmâ my apartment. i have something to tell you. we need to talk, seriously, weââ
you shiver, and for some reason, you can picture your ex perfectly â walking proudly, with his nose up, the wind making his black hair flow behind him and cruel, purple eyes accompanied by a soft smirk.
âi made a mistake.â
ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE, I APOLOGIZE FOR ANY MISTAKES.ă
€thank you for reading! <3
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hiii! for the hallosleepover, can I get jean x reader + enemies to lovers who unintentionally wear a coupleâs costume to a Halloween party? đ„ș
hallo-sleepover '24!
hello, anon! thank you for sending this in. i've never written jean as a main character before, so let's see how this goes, yeah?
saving horses, matching costumes.
pairing: jean kirstein x f!reader word count: 1.1k+ warnings: halloween party mishaps, miscommunication, enemies to kinda lovers, fluffy, banter, jean is a cowboy bc of the s4 mullet i dont make the rules credit: dividers by @saradika-graphics
read on ao3.
âOh, you have to be joking.â
The complaint comes out of your mouth faster than you can stop it.
As much as you hate that your eyes lock onto Jean Kirstein every time he walks into a room (a sixth sense, if you will, after putting up with him throughout college and beyond) youâre glad itâs you who spotted him first.
Youâd never hear the end of it if itâd been Sasha, whoâs busy shoveling yet another candy apple in her mouth like sheâs discovered the wonders of life â while dressed in a cozy yet outrageous inflatable cow costume.
Be friends! she says.Â
(As fucking if.)
He likes you, but he thinks you hate him! she claims.
(False. He hated you first, so you hated him second.)
This yearâs costume had been a panicked choice when Sasha reminded you of Mikasaâs costume party a mere twelve hours ago.
Scrambling through your closet before work, the outfit basically built itself: a pink hat, some old cowboy boots, jeans and a denim vest and ta-daâ
A cowgirl!
To be fair, you thought Sasha changed her outfit to a silly cow to match you when you texted her the outfit a few hours before the party.
The foreboding dots, however, are connecting in real time:
Jean walks into the house with a bandana tied around his neck, a deep brown hat, a half-buttoned white shirt, and fringed chaps.Â
He holds the door open, waiting for someone else.
Behind him waddles in Connie, dressed identically to Sasha as an inflatable cow. He sandwiches the puffy middle through the door before jumping out like a bursting star to greet the people mingling at the front of the house.
This?
This was an ambush.
âWhassajo?â Sasha slurs, cheeks puffed with food. She turns on a heel towards you, not in the least aware of her bulky surroundings.
But before you can answer, she recognizes the two walking through the front door, lights up and flings a hand to the sky.Â
âConnie!â
Sharing the same brain cell, the man in question pauses, posing in his cow costume, before pointing at his wonder twin. He lets out a battle cry and rushes over the best an inflatable costumed-person can.
Of course that gets Jeanâs attention, his eyes searching the crowd until they land on you, and the drop of his smile confronts the uncomfortable truth:
Youâre the only cowgirl at the party, and as far as you can see, heâs the only cowboy.
God.
Damn.
It.
âYoooo, you matched us!â Connie yelps, slinging a puffy arm around Sasha.
âFor the record I didnât try to, but I also didnât know you both had matching cow costumes,â you state, trying to make it abundantly clear that this? Not your idea.
âOh, these olâ things were a last minute thing,â Sasha states once sheâs swallowed her food, grinning ear to ear. âAnd they were on sale at Spirit, soââ
Jean cautiously makes his way over to your little corner of the party with his hands shoved into his jean pockets.
Either the lighting is making his face red as a tomato or heâs genuinely as embarrassed to be wearing a matching costume with you.
He mumbles a greeting, keeping his chin down.
The Monster Mash plays for the fourth time from the speakers â no doubt a takeover from Yeager, wherever heâs hiding at this party.
Connie pipes up after a minute, letting go of his partner in crime. âWhereâd you get one of those, anyway? I want apples.â
âKitchen,â Sasha states, looping her inflatable arm around his. âCâmon, to the promise land we go.â
Like clockwork, they leave.
They fucking leave you â and Jean, for that matter, because he still stands across from you with his head down and hands in his pockets. His mullet is neatly combed under the hat, stubble grown out for the occasion.
(He looks good, but you donât have to admit it.)
â...so.â Jean speaks, though itâs barely audible. âThis is a thing.â
âYep.â
âDesigned for us to get along?â
âProbably.â
âSasha told me to go as a cowboy.â
âProbably after I told her I was going as a cowgirl.â
âAt least weâre not wearing the same colored hat and stuff, right?â he tries to joke, shuffling his boot to poke at one of the plastic pumpkins lining the room. âBecause that wouldâve been really damn freaky.â
After acknowledging his statement with a grunt, silence meets you.
For a moment, you wonder if maybe thatâs the end of the conversation.
This presumed coupleâs costume will be a mere coincidence and no one will think otherwise and the night will go on its merry drunken littleâ
âSorry.â
The word surprises you to the point of looking his way, but before you can, heâs already sliding closer to talk directly to you.
âOkay. Hear me out, alright?â
Your brows slide up your forehead. âHear you⊠out?â
âItâŠâ
Trailing off, Jean scrunches his nose and takes the hat off his head to smooth back his hair.
âAh, fuck, just let me get this out one time and one time only and if itâs a shitty idea? Weâll pretend it never happened.â
âUhââ
âWhat if tonightâs a truce?â he interrupts, gesturing between your denim-and-pleather-clad bodies. âWhatever beef we have with each other could be fixed or something.â
You open your mouth to speak, but Jean keeps going.
âBecause I donât hate you. Connie says you think I hate you, or something, and I donât really know why you would ever think Iââ
âI thought it because you hated me⊠first,â you try to remind him, tilting your head in confusion. âYou literally declared it freshman year in front ofââ
âI didnât actually hate you!â he whisper-shouts over the mouth, conveying his emotion without the outburst. âI didnât. Seriously. I said some stupid shit to get Yeager off my damn back about you and I regretted it as soon as I said itââ
âWhat?â
âI just want a chance, okay?â
Finally, with his hands flexed before you, Jean seems to get to the point of his ramble.
Squeezing his eyes shut for a brief second, he exhales and softens in defeat.
âOne chance â to show you Iâm not some sort of douchebag because I got tongue-tied years ago. Iâm not that moron anymore. Just⊠let me get you a drink or water or something, and Iâll fix it. And if I still suck to you, then at least Iâll have said my peace.â
For what feels like ages, you simply stare at him.
He stares back as the party lights twinkle like a halo over his cowboy hat, eyes rounded and pleading.
As much as you hate to say it, youâre intrigued.
Jeanâs right: itâs been years.
Why hold an arbitrary grudge if it was genuinely an accident?
â...fine,â you relent. âBut just one.â
Relief floods his expression, and he sheepishly tips his hat to you. âYes, maâam, just one.â
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Gayly crashes inside here/J
Anyways may I request a Jing Yuan with [platonic] bio-child reader.. Who has the most chaotic personality ever [ft sharing the same braincells as Yanqing] thank youuu
â đ«¶đ» Anon with a teddy bear gift đ§ž
A/N: THANK YOU FOR THE GIFT, IâLL TREASURE IT FOREVER 𧞠I HOPE YOUâLL LIKE THIS
Genre/Trope: Platonic + Family (JY, You and Yanqing!) + Crack
Format: Bullet Pointed Scenarios/HC
Warnings: None
Extra: Reader is a teen in this // Single Father JY again but he loves his kids // Yanqing will be your younger brother for this // Reader works under Fu Xuan // Not fully proofread // Some mentions of modern day stuff but time is still taken in the HSR Universe
Loveable Headaches - Platonic Dad! Jing Yuan x Reader
Jing Yuan really does love his children, both you and Yanqing...but you two never seem to give him a break do you? From your brother always buying swords to you deciding to dramatically gasp about the future, causing them to be scared when all that happened was that they trip over a pebble the next day...
On a day where he wished he could be sleeping having done all his paperwork (or...most of them) Fu Xuan comes barging in dragging you behind her, glaring at the man. And although making people scared of their future is rather bad when you're a diviner...he can't help but chuckle sometimes Fu Xuan tries to make him lecture you.
Fu Xuan: General Jing Yuan, your kid started laughing when they saw someone's future. Jing Yuan: Is that so? What did they laugh at? Fu Xuan: A poor guy who got jump scared by a ca- Jing Yuan: Wheeze Ah ahem I mean, they did?
When you and Yanqing are hanging out together. It's either Yanqing being the responsible one and leading you out of trouble, or the other way around. Not one time have you two shared a brain cell and thought logically. At rare times, both of you would have no brain cells and Jing Yuan would have a Cloud Knight knocking at his office and bringing the two rascals who scared the trainee knights.
When Mimi first grew up and the family realised she was in fact a lion, you climbed on her back and began riding her around like a horse.
[Name]: Go Mimi go!! Jing Yuan: SweetieâŠplease get off her. [Name]: What why? D: We're both feline great Jing Yuan: *Trying not to laugh* G-good oneâŠbut you're gonna get hurt.
You and Yanqing probably on more than one occasion tried to go into R rated films when you both were younger. Unluckily for you, everyone knows the Generals kid.
The Dozing General loves his naps and sleep but he also loves you!...But if he hears you playing "We Will Rock You" at 3am in the morning with pots and pans one more time-
Honestly you give Fu Xuan a headache too sometimes. We already said you laugh at a divination you give that scares the other person but you also tend to act disgusted, concerned or any negative emotion when reading future moments...this can either lead to you telling them what happened which is usually such a small thing or you not telling them, simply stating "Can't say, ruins the future"
You probably stole a bunch of things from his room, it worked out for a bit as he wasn't sure where everything was going but you revealed yourself as the lil thief when you tried to steal his heavy sword. (It's a sword right? Or smt??)
You made Jing Yuan wear a powerpuff girls outfit once for Halloween. If he was a powerpuff girl or Dr whatever his name was I forgot, is up to you.
Jing Yuan seems like the type of guy to give kids the big chocolate bars for Halloween, so he needs to hide them from you and Yanqing before Halloween is here or else the kids won't have any as you snatched them with your lil brother.
I see that when you and Yanqing were younger, you tried dressing up as each other, wearing wigs and each other's clothing to try and trick Jing Yuan...however, your clothes were too big on Yanqing, and his clothes were too small on you.
Yanqing tried to jump scare you once when you were using the hose for something, needless to say. Yanqing came back in the house absolutely soaked.
Perhaps one day, the two of you dressed up as Jing Yuan, he found it so adorable!! He took so many pictures of the 'Mini Generals'...he may or may not have attempted to take a day off, gesturing to the 'Mini Generals' and how they would do the work.
Fu Xuan: GeneralâŠthey're kids, they're not ready for your job Jing Yuan: Kids! That want to be me, why not train them? Fu Xuan: General Jing Yuan: Ah, no fun Madam Fu, I'm going I'll do my work, I'll do my work.
He questioned if you were a dog in disguise when you were like 5 tbh. Cuz you bit a lot of things, heck he once came into a meeting with you hanging off his arm...by biting him...doesn't hurt him but he did question where you learnt that.
Yanqing was adopted as a kid, when Jing Yuan first came home with the lil guy, and introduced him to you as your younger brother...you tried to make him fly by throwing him off the kitchen counter, to which THANKFULLY Jing Yuan has the quick reflexes to save Yanqing, he scolded you of course. And hey, good thing Jing Yuan did save your brother as you wouldn't have your partner in crime otherwise.
Idk if I made the reader chaotic or not but hopefully this was alrightwfiof.
Sorry for slow updates (I say as if I didn't mention I'd also be concentrated on other things). I'm going to some resort or something for a school tour(?) and apparently it has no wifi/signal, so wish me luck...gotta bond with my classmates.
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we seriously need to change the language when it comes to abuse. narc abuse does not exist. abusers can have mental disorders, triggers, or traumas but that does not mean people with the same disorder is abusive.
when i first realized i was abused i fell down the narcissistic abuse tiktok trail, i started to believe the only reason my ex was abusive was because he had NPD (he is diagnosed) but then after more of my own research, and conversations with people who are diagnosed with NPD, I realized that abusers are just abusers, and that a lot of people with this disorder are the ones being abused, ostracized from society and not taken serious.
The thing about abusers is they all share the same brain cell, which is why you can list off 10 things most abusers do and a lot of victims will relate. I get countless anons of victims telling me things their abusers did, and I can usually 8/10 times relate on some kind of level, because abusers, again literally only share one brain cell.
The issue with this is abuse has been almost synonymous with the word "narcissist". The amount of shit you see with "Narc abuse", when it's really just abuse. People making countless posts about "how to spot a narcissist, how to fix the narc", etc and I can guarantee you that not all of these abusers have NPD.
BUT we live in such a world of "what about me", so when people try to break the stigma of NPD, victims assume you're telling them they weren't abused. They mention x y z thing that their abuser did, they bring up their mother who maybe was one and maybe their abuser does have NPD, but then these same people want to scream about mental health awareness. They want to say that "Your disorder is not your story", or that everyone with a disorder deserves love, respect, therapy and help but once anyone with a disorder that isn't socially acceptable, it's as if these people turn a blind eye to anyone with a disorder that isnât classified as worthy. No one is telling you to respect or love the piece of shit who abused you, hurt you, bullied you. Fuck that, but we HAVE to stop associating abuse with npd. if we want to make a change to mental health and the stigma, we need to do with all disorders.
People make these videos, blogs, books, posts, etc on narcissists like they arent...human. The stigma has turned anyone with cluster B personality disorders into something hideous, when really, most of these people are born this way, or deep rooted trauma. BUT when people hear this, they think its giving an excuse. No one is telling you that you have to love ur abuser who might be a narcissist, or that mental disorders = pass. No. Your abuser can have NPD, OCD, depression, etc and be a completely terrible person, and no one is giving them a pass. (Maybe some might but thats a completely different story.) but to just assume NPD = abuser and abuser = npd, is incredibly ableist, but people aren't ready for that one.
The way people talk about people with NPD like they are monsters, and ghouls waiting in the dark corners of the street, waiting to snatch their next victim (who they always describe as being an empath because these people think having empathy = being a good person, when most people aren't even empaths.) They like to romanticize their abuse as well. Talking about how narcissists spot victims who are so "kind, loving, wonderful, special." They try to make it this thing that it's not. Abusers do not abuse you because you are special. they abuse you because they are abusers. Your abuser is a piece of shit who deserves to die because they are an abuser. not because they have a disorder.
period.
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It was worth it
Daryl Dixon âą She/Her Pronouns âą Impatience is real. Stubbornness as well. Daryl just wished he took the damn thing from you before you decided to let your one brain cell act impulsively âą SFW/NSFW - Implied smut / Nudity âą TW: Minor Injury
Requested by: Anon
Daryl wanted to test his bike out before going on recruitment runs with Aaron. He trusted his build enough to have to girl test it out with him. Y/N always loved the motorcycle rides they went on back during their prison days so she wasnât turning this down.
âYea ready?â The archer watches his girl step out of the house they were given in one of the town house strip.
âYup! I didnât really bring much. Think we can find some things while weâre out?â
âIf we run into a place, yeah. But thought weâd enjoy a quick rideâ
âOh well. We are in the wrong placeâŠâ Y/N smirks swaying in a playful manner making her partnerâs face turn best red instantly.
âI hate youâŠâ
âYou love meâ She smiles bringing herself close and kissing Daryl feeling his arm wrap around her with his hand trailing down. âMmmâŠâ she hums against his lips before parting. âMaybe I can go for a ride laterâ
âMm. If the bike doesnât take us out out thereâ Daryl chuckles lightly feeling her lips return to his for one more kiss before finally getting on his bike.
After Abraham let the two out of the community, the ride went smoothly. Daryl did a good job with building this bike and he was enjoying himself that he got to do something he enjoyed in the old worldâŠand with his girl.
The two stopped at a small strip and rummaged through some of the stores as Y/N found herself in a small convenience store. Daryl stood outside lighting himself a cigarette and keeping an eye out for anything while she went through it. He dropped the cig when he heard her scream inside.
âJACKPOT!â
Daryl quickly ran over to Y/N seeing her hold up a jar of peanut butter which made his annoyance show instantly.
âSeriously?â
âBitch. Itâs the creamy kind too. Not the gross crunchy one you found last weekâ
âThe things I do to satisfy my girl and she disses itâ Daryl scoffs playfully, helping her stand from her crouching position. âRemind me not to bring yea back anythinââ
âWhat! Just because I wasnât happy that one time?!â
âYou canât tell when Iâm teasing huh?â
âOh I can tellâŠjust. In bedâ Y/N smirks making her man blush to her words before she exits the building squealing happily.
The archer did one last sweep of the place for anything useful to the rest of their community, watching Y/N struggling to open the jar where she stood beside his bike.
âWait til we get home, and Iâll open it thereâ
âIâll open it. But yeah this deserves the comforts of our home. In bedâ
âNot in bed. Why yea eating in the bed?â
âI can be lazy if I want. You ever heard of breakfast in bed?â Y/N questions him watching the confused look return. âRemind me to spoil you one morning. But fine I wonât eat this in bedâ
âCome on crazy girl. Letâs go homeâ Daryl took the jar from her hands seeing that death glare of hers come out. âTurn around. Iâll put it in your bagâ
âYou better!â She playfully threats listening to him scoff once again, feeling her backpack shift which meant he actually put the jar in her pack. âThank youâ
âMhmâ Daryl zips up her pack before resting his hands on her hips a second as he leaned into her from behind kissing her cheek. âNow come onâ he pats her butt in a playfully manner as she did the same to him when he approached his bike. âSeriously?â
âIâm not the only one with a fine buttâ
âStopâ Daryl rolls his eyes getting on his bike and feeling the shift when Y/N got on and wrapped her arms around his middle.
Once they returned, the jar of peanut butter was forgotten about given the two returned late and Daryl had about enough of his girlâs flirting. The second he stepped off his bike after Y/N and kicking the kick stand up, Daryl took her face into his hands smashing his lips firmly against hers. She was taken back by the action before wrapping her arms around his neck continuing to kiss her man.
âMmmââ Y/N pushes him off gently. âI ainât strippinâ in the streets, Dâ
âAs much as that would be a show, only I get to see yea nakedâ Daryl quickly picks her practically running up the small stairs, and kicking the door open.
When he past the threshold, Y/N kicked the door closed before slipping out of his arms to rid herself of her clothing. She slowly backed away from him as every article of clothing of hers fell to the floor. Daryl didnât know to take her right then and there or grabbing her and carrying her the rest of the way to their bed.
âLike what you see Dixon?â
âAlwaysâ
âThen come and get me, sunshineâ Y/N smirks using the nickname for her on Daryl which somehow riled him up as he quickly closes the distance picking her up and taking her to bed.
A few hours pass and Y/N stretched some of the soreness of her body out as she got up in the middle of the night. Or morning rather. It was still dark out but her body was telling her to get some water. After a couple rounds with Daryl, she needed much more than just water to recuperate. Maybe a day of sleep. She quietly slipped out of the bed feeling the wobbling in her legs that made her stumble. He was not gentle.
Y/N decided that since he wasnât shy about leaving his bruising mark on her that itâs only fair for her to wear his shirt and boxers while she went to get water.
âI feel likeâŠIâm missing somethingâ She whispers to herself and then remembered.
The peanut butter.
Thatâs when Daryl stirred when he heard commotion happening in the other room. He felt the empty space beside him and knew it was just Y/N. Probably getting waterâŠmaybe sheâll figure out how to get ice for the claw marks stinging on his back. He suddenly flinched when he heard Y/N curse loudly in the other room.
âThe fuck she get intoâŠâ He groans getting up and out of the bed, grabbing his sweats from the other night that were still on the floor of the room slipping those on quickly.
The archer enters the room seeing the back of Y/N on the couch as he can hear the satisfied humming from her. She finally got to eat her peanut butter. Since he was up he decided to get himself water and as he reached for a glass he noticed blood on the counter.
Daryl stopped reaching for a glass and checked if it was fresh or dried and it was definitely fresh.
âHey, did yea make yourself a peanut butter sandwich and nicked yourself or something?â
âNo?â
âThen why is there bloodâŠâ Daryl turned to his girl seeing her in a huddled position on the couch with her arm holding the jar of peanut butter and not her hand. For obvious bloody reasons. âOh my god. What the fuck?!â
âWhat!â Y/N yells back as she scoops another spoonful of peanut butter with her uninjured hand and immediately eating it.
âWhy are you so fucking calm?! Your hand is a geyser!â Daryl snaps grabbing a towel off the kitchen counter and walking toward Y/N about to wrap her hand when her whole body retracted. âHey now, youâre fucking bleedingâ
âI am well awareâ Y/N hissed when he tried reaching for her hand again. âItâs just a scratchâ
âThatâs a goddamn flesh wound!â
âAnd?â She scoffs clearly ignoring the fact that she was bleeding a lot, granted her mind was elsewhere. âCan you hand me those?â She pointed with her foot to the crackers on the coffee table, seeing Darylâs extremely confused face. âFine. Iâll grab itâ
As Y/N grabbed the crackers from the table after setting the spoon down, she went back to her huddled position on the couch now eating the peanut butter with the unsalted crackers she took from the pantry the other day.
âYouâre starting to piss me offâ
âWhy? I was hungry. Couldnât open it. Found a way and now we are hereâ Y/N laughs slightly as she continues to eat like no issue was happening, even if her hand started to sting a bit.
âY/N. You should go see the doctorâ
âIâm sorry, last I checked this is my stab wound. Not OURâ She waved a cracker around before scooping up some peanut butter with it. âNow let me enjoy my peanut butter IN PEACEâ-before I get blood on my crackersâ
âYou are getting blood on your crackers thoughâ
âHuhâ She looks at the situation in her lap. âWell at least itâs my bloodâ and went back to eating.
The next day crawls in and Aaron decided to visit their residence to ask about the ride they went on yesterday. He knocked happily and was met with Y/N in the same attire she was wearing last night. Daryl wears practically only black or dark clothing. Aaron couldnât see the blood stains. But he did notice the heavy bandage on her hand.
âOh no what happened?â His worry caught Darylâs attention as he approached the door to see Y/N give it a good thought before smirking.
âVigorous love making that involved a bitâŠâ Y/N leaned in a bit. âof knife playâ she whispers watching Aaronâs face flush which made her laugh as she made her exit back inside the house. Leaving the two to share a bit of awkward silence.
âY/N went to stab the lid to her peanut butter jar last night and missed the first timeâ
âOhâŠthank god it wasnât the other thingâ
âMm. She was lying about the knife play. Not the other thingâ Daryl smirks deciding that was the end of that conversation closing the door on Aaron.
Leaving the poor guy traumatized.
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Hi Hi Hi!!! lol sorry Iâm the anon who called you TWST Jesus! Itâs just a new thing I do whenever I find a tumblr blog where people frequently ask the person to do in depth analysis type stuff on whatever fandom they write for đ
This actually ties in with an ask you got from two other anons a while ago (they wanted your opinion on whether you think Leona will already be aware of his dream in the next part of book 7). I saw a post from today of a screenshot from back in book 6, and in it Idia is saying âLeonaâs probably the kind of guy who always knowâs heâs dreaming, whereâs the fun in that?â And then it struck meâŠis it possible that the devs used that as foreshadowing for the Savanaclaw portion of Book 7? We all know Leona is beyond exceptionally intelligent, noticing things that other students havenât, coming up with plans on the fly, and the game has been very consistent with that. So is it possible that the game developers decided to use that line as a way to foreshadow that Leona will already know heâs dreaming? Because honestly it wouldnât be like him to NOT know, especially with how frequently he sleeps, or do you think it was a coincidence? đ§
Hereâs the post I was looking at: https://www.tumblr.com/ladyyummy/759496757321318400/calling-it-now-leonas-gonna-know-hes
Hereâs your post that I said ties in with this ask: https://raven-at-the-writing-desk.tumblr.com/post/758633674087579648/idk-if-anyone-brought-this-up-before-but
[Referencing this post!]
Aaah, I see đ
I donât think we can really say one way or another whether Idiaâs one line is meant to be foreshadowing⊠TWST has a track record of promising things but then not delivering on them just as much as it actually foreshadows things and then actually follows through with it. Theyâve fucked up before with representing Leonaâs intelligence and itâs possible that they miss this opportunity the same as they did back then.
Iâd personally love for nothing more than the monotonous dream segments to be significantly changed up and for the main story to acknowledge Leonaâs big brain cells again, but at the same time I donât know if I have the faith in TWST to break from the pattern theyâve established, especially so late in the list of boys to wake up. If TWST wanted to do something different, I feel like nowâs too late and they should have started changing things up for every dorm so Leonaâs not the only one that stands out. I mean⊠better late than never, but I feel like that would only contribute to the wonky pacing of book 7, and not in a good way OTL I dunno, itâs complicated.
#twisted wonderland#twst#Leona Kingscholar#disney twisted wonderland#disney twst#book 7 spoilers#notes from the writing raven#question#Idia Shroud
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its very funny to me ngl that people think ryan would be against it considering the shit he says unprompted in interviews
LITERALLY ANON
Like:
âCloser than everâ
âThis goes beyond friendship and love you to the coreâ
âYou deserve all the love in the worldâ
â"And the way Eddie navigates that is just kind of a no, that's just who he is. And nothing ruffles my feathers. Even if you break my ankle or maim me itâs fine, thatâs who he is and I love him either way. And there is no competition for Eddieâ
âEven if he doesnât have Shannonâ
âBuck always shows upâ
âOh yeah weâre trying to give the audience what they wantâ - when asked I think abt 7x04 (prior to it airing) and buddies dynamic (my memory is shit but i remember going feral)
âThe buck and Eddie thingâ
"We just got to the point where Buck is having this own personal growth of himself, so it's like baby steps towards anything and if anything," - abt the possibility for buddie
"I love the ambiguity of Eddie and that there's connective tissue there - for queer people or not â to relate and to fall in love and to find themselves in who Eddie is," and then in the same answer "That's what I see the 118 being for Eddie, It's this therapy, this family, whether you're lesbian like Hen or you're bisexual like Buck, it does not matter your sexual orientation. We can all share the same dinner plate and we can all love each other and feel safe enough to say whatever it is we want to say.â
And so many more but Iâm legit typing this on a bus and the heat has fried my brain cells
And the fact that the one interview they use as a defence you can literally play a drinking game for everytime he says right now (Iâm exaggerating but like yeah heâs making it very clear what the context heâs talking abt in)
#911#buddie#evan buckley#911 abc#911 fox#911onfox#eddie diaz#evan buck buckley#buckley diaz family#asks open#send asks#my asks#send me asks#answered asks#asks
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Ok but imagine barto with a lover who like really likes when he bites.. I mean he has the epithet âThe Cannibalâ for a reasonâŠ
also goes with the idea it jay be a different kid of eating that heâs doing if ykwim
I hear you loud and clear tulip anon and I've been thinking about this for so fucking long
We share the same brain cell I'm convinced and I'm just mischievously smiling at my phone rn
this one has my usual no pronouns but reader had a coin slot for this one so it can be read as fem or trans masc đ
âŒïžanw this one is nsfw so please be advicedâŒïž
Warnings: Nsfw, eating out, masochist reader, bottom reader, blood play (?)
you like it when Bartolomeo bites you
and i mean you really like it
he loves to give you little love bites
he mainly does it for attention or to show off to his crew as a reminder not to mess with you
but you especially love it when he bites your thighs
one of your hands is gripping the bed sheets underneath you and the other is tightly gripped on in his brightly colored hair as he eats you out like a man whose starving
he licks and sucks at your clit as two of his fingers are pumping in and out of you
âfeeling good, sugar?â
he would ask every now and again. it may sound like teasing to anyone around but you know that deep down he wants to make sure youâre doing alright and its not too much
last thing he would want to do is hurt you in a bad way
once he gets the okay to continue, you dont have to tell him twice
turns his head to face the inside of your thigh
he presses kisses to the soft flesh before biting it
not hard enough to cause a serious problem but just enough to break the skin
the painful sensation quickly turns to pleasure as he licks the spot he just bit to sooth it and collect any blood that may have spilled from the wound
you moan even louder and arch your back off the bed at the sensation
âBarto! more please!â
He laughs lightly and bites you again on the opposite thigh âwhat ever you want, Sugarâ
he then adds a third finger inside of you right as he bites you
this was enough to pull you over the edge
you came on his fingers and scream his name.
you pulled his hair
he groans when you do and slows down his movements to help you through your orgasm without overstimulating you
once you come down from your high he pulls his fingers out of you and starts to suck on them, tasting your realease
you moan softly at the sight of him
once he was finished cleaning his fingers, he hovered over you and kissed you deeply
you can taste your release and blood in his mouth
âwell hope ya ainât tired yet, I want secondsâ
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miss girl, iâm back 𩩠since the demand on noah being a pleasure dom is high and i am, in fact, delulu âš and i do believe we share one brain cell, you and i.
loved your thoughts on the topic, iâd like to add a few more things, if i may.
man loves edging. there, i said it. he will edge the shit out of you. you wanna cum? just after 20 minutes of teasing? nah-ah. you will be edged an hour before the show and he will go up on that stage knowing that heâs made that pussy throb and he will give out signs throughout the whole show. heâll tease the hell out of you from that stage. growling and looking down at the cameras like heâs satan reincarnated himself. he will bask in the glory of those red lights knowing damn well that once he gets off that stage heâll find you crying, beginning, gagging, throwing up in his dressing room. pleading for just one touch before he gets in the shower. manâs a menace and heâs well aware of that. you want two fingers? you get one for being a bratty slut. and for no longer than 30 seconds.
oh yeah, iâm very positive he likes to call you degrading names as well. princess? yes, you will get the princess treatment. baby? yes, he will baby the fuck out of you. but are you also his little needy, greedy whore? yes, you are. does he just LOVE seeing you cry from overstimulation? he thrives in it.
âlook up, slut, you donât get to be shy about this. you brought this upon yourselfâ
now he may also give you a slap across the face or two, depending on how high heâs feeling after the show. you wanna act up and be a little brat in front of everyone? heâs gonna gently place his hand on the back of your neck and guide you through the crew. firm and steady. not enough pressure to make you cry out, but just enough to hear you gulp and gag on your own saliva. then once youâre all alone heâll make sure he puts that whiny mouth of yours to good use.
idk how else to explain it but i just know he likes degrading. he likes to be the one to do it. heâll call you pet names, he might tie you up, he knows his around ropes and cord ties, heâs had to use plenty with all that gear on tour.
also can we talk about the height difference between him and his partner? ugh. doesnât matter how tall you are, manâs a whooping 6â3. heâs huge. my next fav topic is âmanhandlingâ but i feel like iâve said too much, so i better stop.
𩩠signing off for now (but i can come back if you want me to đ)
MISS- GIRL- I-
ANON!
GIRL I AM- MY - MY JAW ITS BEEN SNATCHED
NOw while I agree with you I was in the middle of reading articles for classes and this justb caught me off guard but MAAM I_ I have so much to say but also no words. WHAT! But yes I also agree we do share the same braincell we are the same
you are me and i am you.
LIKE I KNOW whenever he's walking on stage and looks off stage its AT YOU DIRECTLY. I have nothing to add cuz this was *chefs kiss*
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Fight me all you want but huntlow/lumity antis are the weakest links in the toh community,
HEAR ME OUT...
...unless you don't have ears idk block the haters
SKIP IF YOU'RE NOT INTERESTED IN SHIPS WARS IT'S HONESTLY EMBARRASSING I HAVE TO SAY THIS!!
All this slander is coming from the goldric/huntmira/lunter/guster/amiter shippers, yes that's a mouthful, and yes I'll be blocking you if you're a toxic shipper, if your not, good! except if you ship amiter, fuck off you lesbianphobic bitch, anyways back to my rant, also sorry if this comes out as insensitive, rude, or if I sound over dramatic I just really hate these types of people
If I had a dime for every toxic shipper I've encountered since I first came into the toh community...BITCH ID BE RICH CAUSE SOME OF Y'ALL ARE WILD ASF đđ, this is based off of a rant I got below this post so yeah credits to anon it was very helpful pookie
Y'all toxic ass shippers will go FUCKING PARAGRAPH LENGTHS TO DEFEND YOUR SHITTY SHIPS, and this is targated twords lunter and goldric, again, if you're not toxic this ain't for you I don't mean to offend anyone, cause tell me why there is this account on Pinterest, I ain't afraid to say their name it's something like TheGoldenCoven, or some shit like that, BROS A LUNTER FAN ACCOUNT đ, and a toxic one too, dw I got some proof
How the fuck do you normalize the TWO MAIN COUPLE OF A SERIES??? Hunter was never intentioned to date Luz and vice versa, this is a perfect example of toxic a lunter shipper, and not only are they toxic they're...LESBIANPHOBIC!! I know it was probably from 2021 and they've moved on buuuut they did post amiter art, and they're not even a nice person although having in their bio "I'm nice you if you're nice to me" or some bullshit idk
As for toxic goldric shipper accounts I haven't seen any Pinterest or Tumblr accounts so that's good! But majority of the shippers are the most insufferable human beings on earth, their only excuse for shipping them is "they want a mlm couple and they're the same age" noting against wanting a mlm couple it'd be super nice...buy may I remind you this is post early season two...HUNTERS NAME WASN'T EVEN CONFIRMED YET đđ, And let alone having only two or three minutes of screen time makes the ship have an even worse reputation, and the shippers are just bitchy and biphobic, always complaining that Hunter should be canonically gay instead of literally anything else so he can be shipped with only Edric, and I know huntmira shippers exist but I've actually never had an interaction with one, hopefully they aren't too bad
Y'all will come out withe the stupidest excuses not to ship huntlow/lumity, also sorry I got off track đđ, for lumity, don't know how it exists, but it's either "it's abusive" or "it's toxic" brother ew đ, name one way Luz or Amity have hurt each other and DO NOT say it's by how Luz always makes stuff mess even though it's literally apart of her personality or by how she didn't wanna tell her about the portal door in S2 or how she accidentally helped Philip/Belos, I'll wait đ, and I see the point of how Amity's personality downgraded to only being Luz's gf but she still did have her family problems but I guess they just didn't wanna make it an episode, I mean we got Clouds on the horizon that counts ig?
And for huntlow I keep hearing the same shit "I-Its a crack ship, I-Its forced, t-they have no chemistry đ„șđ„șđ„ș" yeah I can see your toxic ass shipping a 12 and 16 year old together don't think you're slick bitch, and just because huntlow was rushed doesn't mean it's necessarily bad, you don't know if Dana had intentions on it but because of the cancellation it was forced to be rush, and I'm sorry to y'all hearing the shortened s3 excuse but it's true since there's literally no other explanation, also don't come into the comments saying "B-But you don't know that!!đ„șđ„ș" it's just speculation my brother in Christ đđ, merely a theory put together with brain cells which almost everyone in this community doesn't have, another weird double standard is how everyone ships gustholomule and veesha even though there's very little evidence it'll be canon was supposed to be canon but since it's a more noticeable and popular ship no one bats an eye for some reasons even though huntlow is too a popular ship, but these are the more bigger ones so I'll more obscure like cameda or aladarius which where probably never meant to happen and totally fandom operated
Anyways that's all, I'll block haters/toxic shippers in the comments so don't think you'll get a reaction outta me with some half baked and barely thought through argument you found in a Reddit post
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re: that compromise ask (diff anon but heyyy right there with u) i was literally JUST thinking abt smth similar, about how esp in future/reunion fics, itâs always steve crawling on his knees for forgiveness for how he used to be, and eddie like. heaving a big sigh and âgoing back on his principlesâ or whatever to forgive steve. and steve like having to prove heâs better now or whatever which like. fine sure yeah steve was a high school bully. he threw slurs around and he definitely objectified women (although come on itâs high school social strata everyone was objectifying everyone, ainât none of those babies had enough brain cells yet to see other people as people, thatâs just being fucking 16) and he was a bitch, not arguing there.
but like 1) he was fully a child, he was literally a teenager, mike is an asshole too and no one is arguing he canât possibly grow up or be redeemed, or that he needs to repent to earn love? like itâs one thing in canon era fics where theyâre all still growing up, but i haaaaate in future fics when steve is a whole grown ass adult man still expected to grovel for the sins of being 17,
and 2) canonically eddie is the judgmental one??? i mean steve literally apologized and made amends on screen but if thatâs not enough look at just purely going off the way the kids interact with them! theyâre completely comfortable with steve. yeah he rolls his eyes and huffs and complains about their ânerd shitâ but he still drives them to dnd nights! he still does that lame ass handshake with dustin! he still listens to all the stuff they ramble about, and you know he does it every time even when we donât see it on screen, because theyâre totally comfortable doing it! no doubt, no question steve will listen and support them, even when he doesnât understand. dustin comes to scoops knowing without a doubt that steve will drop everything to listen to him talk about camp, and be excited about it! steve doesnât give a shit about science camp, but dustin does, and thatâs enough for him! yeah dustin is excited to talk about suzie, because girls are common ground with steve, but steve doesnât know he met suzie when he takes his break, he just wants to hear about how dustinâs nerd stuff was going! he doesnât have to understand or relate, he just wants them to do the stuff that makes them happy, and they know that. they trust him to listen even if he doesnât get it
but the way mike and dustin were so nervous to ask eddie to postpone hellfire, even after months of knowing him, shows that they donât trust him to let them have interests outside of his understanding. and they shouldnât! heâs proven that he veered so hard into ânonconformityâ he just reinforced the same social boundaries he claims to hate. everything with eddie is âus v them,â and like! i get it! i think itâs a complicated dichotomy and makes for an interesting character! iâm an eddie stan first and a person second ok listen i love the man. but if anyone needs to beg on their knees for forgiveness for being a dick in high school, itâs the guy who ruined BOTH of lucasâ favorite activities in one fell swoop by projecting his own insecurities and fake social rivalry onto a literal child. (iâm still so mad he managed to force lucas to miss the campaign finale heâd worked so hard for AND made sure that none of his friends or family were there to watch him play basketball all at once iâm never over it. iâm frothing at the mouth. apologize to lucas or meet my blade)
but thereâs this trend where people are like âoh man eddieâs such a good person for looking past king steve and loving steve anyway! heâs rehabbing the jock! heâs fixing him!â fuck you. fix your damn self. the duffersâ childish ass hatred of ânon nerdsâ is sooooo pervasive in this fandom itâs so gross.
oh my god, this is just beautiful. i literally couldnât put it any better.
i wish we had gotten to see eddie repent for what he did to lucas, because honestly, i still hold it against him.
whatâs especially funny to me about it is that steveâs sins (in s4) were over two years ago, eddieâs were last week lmao. like, one of them needs to go around apologising and itâs not steve.
but yeah! the kids have an ease around steve that they donât around eddie. classic example: all the kids go to steve in s3, not even pretending to be polite or actually ask, and just pound on the bell until he comes to let them through the back of scoops to watch a movie. they donât worry about his reaction. steve could literally get fired doing this, but they know heâs going to do it, and feel so comfortable that he wonât have a bad reaction, that there isnât any hesitation.
when asking eddie to postpone a game, mike and dustin are shaking in their little boots. theyâre flinching and looking away, and trying not to actually ask. those arenât kids in the presence of someone comforting!! this isnât a guy they would think deserves steve begging on his knees. if eddie was being a prick about steveâs past for no reason other than to hold some moral superiority over him, the kids would get pissed off.
if anyone is getting rehabilitated in their relationship, itâs eddie, not steve!! because being a jock isnât inherently bad, and being a nerd isnât inherently good, no matter what the duffers may be trying to tell you.
#steve harrington#eddie munson#steddie#dustin henderson#mike wheeler#lucas sinclair#stranger things#asks#anon
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BAE IâM COMING THROUGH W THESE I SWEARRR, canât remember if I already sent one but I got one I think is cuteee idkkk (I despise anything I write at all)
The BEST THING JUST TICKLED MY BRAIN, HEAR ME OUT
Izuku x Fan!reader, BUTTTTđ€ Reader is from our world, definitely possesses a bunch of merch of specifically Izu and one faithfull day they decide to listen to maybe a shifting meditation, more as a joke than seriously but the hope still gnaws at their heart. You can imagine the disappointment as they wake up in their own roomâčïž but as soon as they open the doorâŠboom âšUa dormsâš they slam the door shut before opening it and slamming it shut again and again staring in disbelief before squealing, and rummaging through their closet to find a uniform :DD then being introduced to the class and realizing they donât speak a word Japanese and panicking slightly, we just need a tiny bit of struggleđ€
And ofcourse trying (and failing miserably) to keep the fangirling at bay
It should have to be in the early days of class 1A so that they seem just a little more creepy for loving them so much, but also so they can predict a few things and then just say that that is their quirk :) like random visions
They donât actually have a quirk but using their knowledge of the manga to their advantage :3 idk does that make sense??? And IMAGINE meeting Izu for the first timeâŠreader just being a mess and Mina quickly picking up on itâŠreader being bi dosenât help as Mina comes close to tease them and they grow Almost as pink as herâŠGJEKDKSKSK (Iâm soo gay for Mina and jirou itâs insane) okay I think I should stop Iâm just writing whtv at this point but alsoo HIM SEIENG YOUR DORM or catching a glimpse of his pro merch??? The figurines??? Heâs actually be SO weirded out but also curious??
Bonus: reader actually is the mc of a very very unpopular secret underground exclusive manga that Izu happens to be a huge fan of and he goes crazy when he sees them and first thinks they only look super similar and just canât be around them because heâs do flusteredâŠone day either he or you is sick and Aizawa asks who could bring the sick one the notes and Izu/reader volunteer a little too fastđ€ so when they then see the roomâŠlittered with merch of themâŠwjdiwnykdnkxks Iâm insane
Sincerely, Izu anon<3
#đą„ izuku anon
WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT BECAUSE THIS
THIS IS GENIUS!!!! I WANNA EAT YOUR BRAIN!! /POS
okay so this roughly takes place before the stain incident BUT theyâre in the dorms bc canon divergent is my thing /j
the day was slow and boring and you were curious!!
so you turned up that music and focused on shifting to the mha universe!! which failed the first timeâ but you werenât gonna give up!! no no no. you tried again!!
and you succeeded. very successfully.
you didnât realize you hadâ because your room was still the same! but that was until someone knocked on your door! you thought maybe it was your parent/guardian or sibling! but nope! it was aizawa and nezu!
you had no clue what your story was as to how you got hereâ did they somehow already get a random explanation? or what?
you were honestly so nervousâ shaking from it all.
âcome with us!â nezu smiled and motioned you to follow the two.
after a silent five minute walk, you reached a private room.
âyou canât go back for a while. you know that, correct?â nezu asked. you looked at him nervously, what did he mean? âiâm sorry? i donât understand.â you tried feigning innocence but it didnât work. they both gave you a âwe arenât dumbâ look.
âhow did you know?â âwe arenât stupid kid, we know who belongs where. who is from here and who isnât.â aizawaâs voice was firm and tired. âlookâ i didnât think this wouldnât actually work. i meanâ it failed the first time i tried. how was i supposed to know itâd be successful the second time?â you were quick to defend yourself, afraid that maybe theyâd lock you up in a cell until you were able to go back âhomeâ.
âdonât fret, child! weâd just like to propose a deal,â nezu was snuggled up in aizawaâs scarf, it was kind of adorable. âwhatâ what would that entail?â you were waryâ you knew he was a goodâŠ. person? animal? whateverâ you knew that he was good but, you were still afraid. who wouldnât be?
âyou know what happens here, yes?â you nod your head. âthen, youâll act as our help. your quirk is vision. you will tell us what happens before it happensâ aizawa waves his hands in explanation.
âand for my side..?â âweâll get you home.â âokay.â
the next dayâ youâre introduced to the class âbefore we go in, you need to understand that you cannot fangirl or whatever they call it. you need to pretend you only know them because of the sports festival and your visions.â aizawa had you at his desk while students piled in. good lord did it take everything in you to not scream.
âwe have a new student, introduce yourself then take that seat behind midoriya.â aizawa pointed to the pretty green haired boy that you loved.
after a quick introduction, you were very quick and eager to take the seat behind him. âwelcome to UA!â he gave you that smileâ the one you loved so much.
after class, everyone was quick to come up to youâ excited to know about your quirk since you hadnât said what it was during your introduction.
âwhatâs your quirk? how does it work? whatâs your hero name? do you have any special moves?â izuku was close in front of youâ you could die right then and there. you were incredibly flusteredâ
âwellâ uhm⊠my quirk is vision and uhâ well itâs what it sounds like⊠i have visions so i can see what happens before it happensâŠâ
âhowâs that even useful to us!?â bakugo, the asshole, yelled. while you did like his characterâ he was annoying sometimes. so, you just rolled your eyes and ignored him. opting to answer everyone elseâs questions. he, of course, got angry at this. âdonât ignore me, brat!â he grabbed your collar and lifted his hand. âcan you stop?â you asked in a rather annoyed tone.
honestlyâ this baffled everyone. but, izukuâ izuku was thoroughly impressedâ he even had a little crush on you now. ;)
as more time passed, work studies came. aizawa paired you with iidaâ after you let him know of the stain incident he had all heroes on guard and wanted you to make sure iida didnât run into him.
now. the incident. you did EVERYTHING in your power to make sure iida stayed awayâ you kept him from the alleyways, watch his moves, etc. but still, he found stain.
thenâ izuku showed up. you knew he would at some point, of course. âmidoriya, you need to go!â iida yelled, you were tending to nativeâs wounds. since your âquirkâ was just vision. you carried first aid equipment with you. he wouldnât leaveâ you knew that. but, you wanted to at least try. maybe this time it could be different? maybe this time heâd leave and get help?
âpleaseâ izuku youâll hurt yourself! iâve seen it!â he ignored you, of course he did. he was a stubborn hero in training after all. âi have to help you both!â and with thatâ he attacked.
you saw as the hero killer paralyzed izuku, you felt soâ powerless. you wanted to do more. you needed to do more. as stain was about to take another stab at iidaâ you moved to protect him but, todoroki showed up just in time.
the fight was long. and hard to watchâ it was always difficult to see. all three characters you loved were getting hurt and you couldnât do anything. but, you saw iida do everything in his power to force himself upâ it was admirable, he was learning to do what was right and you loved that scene. then you rememberedâ stain would throw his knife to hit todoroki and iida would take it. iida doesnât need more injuries.
âmove!â you yelled as you shoved the two of them, the knife went through you. just above the heart, though it seemed like it struck directly into it. âyou idiot!â todoroki yelled at you, and izuku looked horrified. he felt sick. he was angry. that gave him all the fuel he needed to activate his quirk.
the pros arrived as soon as the two took him out, izuku rushed to you, ignoring the yells of the heroes. did they not see you bleeding out? how could they just ignore you like that? it only angered him more but, he knew he needed to calm himself. itâd only make the situation worse.
you were put in a different wingâ you needed surgery for your wound. it was deep and there were specs of his blade in you.
the surgery ended up having you on bed rest, so you werenât able to attend classes. it sucked but at least you had your sweatshirts for comfortâ your deku sweatshirts for comfort.
there was a knock at your door, then it opened. you forgot to lock it. thoughâ you didnât think much of it anyways, it was probably aizawa bringing you your work. which, you wish you didnât have any.
oh. now you wished it was aizawa bringing you your work.
izuku walked in with a few papers in handâ the light from your opened window displayed all of your merchandise. oh no.
he lookedâ well, his expression was⊠mixed? he looked, confused, unsettled, happy???
âuhmâ izukuâ i can uhmâ i can explain!â you sat up quickly, forgetting you were injured, your mortification overpowered the pain. âthatâsâ thatâs meâŠâ he pointed at a figurine. he turned around in a circle, taking in all of your items. then, he faced you. you, who was wearing a deku sweatshirt with a small plush of him on your pillow. âiââ his eyes were wide and his brows were scrunched, you were embarrassedâ noâ thatâs an understatement.
âso⊠i was rightâŠâ he mumbled to himself. âwhat do you mean? you were⊠right?â
he rushed to the doorâ closing and locking it, then threw your papers onto your desk.
âyou arenât supposed to be here! i was right!â he exclaimed in joy. âi canât believe itâ youâ oh my god i wasââ he threw his hands up in the air then planted them on his head, he was being confusingâ i mean, shouldnât he be freaked out?? âwhat do you mean you were right!?â you asked louderâ while you loved that he was happy, you wanted to know how the hell he knew!
he sat next to you, âyouâre notâ youâre not us. youâre supposed to beâ youâre not supposed to be here!â he pulled out his phone, showing you a picture of⊠you? âthis is amazing! i justâ i canât believe it. i mean, i knew you looked familiar, you sounded familiar, you acted familiar. but, i didnât want to be wrong.â he was mumbling again, it was cute.
âam iâŠ?â âyouâre my favorite character!â he exclaimed. he was beyond happyâ he was beyond thrilled.
âhow did you get here? did you build some kind of machine? no that wouldâve happened in the manga⊠what did you do? is this why the manga suddenly stopped?â he held your hands, wanting answers. you swear he was trying to kill you, his sweetness was almost suffocating.
âwell uhmâ thereâs this thing called shifting where iâm from and uh⊠i did it and succeeded, i guess. i didnât think itâd work but uhm⊠yeah. it did.â you felt a bit shy, was that weird? wanting to shift into this world? âso why did you want to do it?â he squeezed your hands, he was excited. should you tell him why? should you tell him itâs because you wanted to see him? would that be weird? thatâd be weird, wouldnât it? wellâ nothing could be as weird as⊠this.
âi uhm⊠i wanted to uhm uh see you.â god you wanted to die right then and there. âme? likeâ me me?â âuhm yeah⊠thereâs no one else hereâŠâ he blushedâ oh no he was weirded outâ he must be. this was the end for you. âthat makes me happy.â he whispered as his blush deepened
oh. oh. OH.
i hope this was what you were looking for!!
i had fun writing it!! i wanted to incorporate the stain fight bc itâs one of my favorites!!
#my hero academia x reader#boku no hero x reader#mha x reader#bnha x reader#izuku x reader#midoriya x reader#deku x reader#/á - Ë -ă works â âĄïž#âĄïž â izuku anon
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