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bee-cried · 2 years ago

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Welp

I'm a slut for this fic

Expand this post at ur own risk

but i warned you and you're still here

interesting🤔...

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i wonder how sbj feels about fic written for her story? That's why I don't like tagging these posts with the mth tag because I feel like that's both rude and like...

I don't know.

If I made a fanfic for a show I loved, shipping my favorite characters, and I felt like all the ships are basically otp, just for someone who's read my story and liked it, to come and rewrite it to fit their original characters in it, I'd feel... quite odd to say the least. 😐

But I wanted to post this because I was going to post art but it's too late and I don't feel like drawing. I hate drawing rn. It is what it is.

If SBJ ever does come across this post and she's not with it, I will take this down because I get it. It's her idea.

But weird confesstion time: I think I'm more of a fan girl for MTH than PPG at this point. Does anyone else feel this way? :I

I think Racket admitted that once, I don't know, don't "quote me" but.... yeah...

I've been reading this fic since 2014, dead ass, and when I tell you guys I've literally been rewriting the entire story to make my own AU

I'm not lying. It's... very strange, I know :(

okay very weird confession time over. I'll regret that in the future lol.

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So before the story -i'm going to get to it, I promise- I just wanna explain the premise here.

Such as SBJ has aged up the ppg and rrb, I've done the same for my characters.

In a very odd sense, Lillian Bella ,and Jenna are remarkably similar to Bubbles, Buttercup and Blossom.

In many ways, such as the way they interact with each other, their personalities and blah, you'll see what I mean as you read the bit I'm posting.

But I'm dead ass when I say, I made my characters way before I read more than human.

Their personalities did shift though because of other things that influenced me. Such as, Lillian is literally Cat Valentine TM and I know ppl say that Bubbles is also Cat but no-

I have based Lillian off of cat since like 2015. before the conversation for Bubbles started online.

Lol but whatever, these characters do read as rip offs :( i'm sorry.

Lastly, Lillian and Boomer where in a relationship. In this AU Lillian is basically the stand in for Hailey, and the break up made her fall on her ass hard. So yeah, maybe one day i'll repost that "chapter" where u can obviously tell she's trying to ask Boomer out before he inevitably goes for Bubbles.

Sorry Lillian girl, but the blues are fate 💅🏾

so ALLLLLLLLLLLLL that aside.

here's the damn thing, with a lack of attention to spelling and grammar. it's based off of chapter 10 when the boys get sick.

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Bella flew on her back as she guided Jenna and Lillian though the sky.

“They live right over there, beyond the other apartment complex,” she ordered them, “see?”

Lillian squinted into the distance, “Wow, you really do have good memory.”

“I’m your fucking sister, you should know this first.”

Jenna flew before them, “Come on, I don’t want to be over here too long. The professor should be on his way.”

“Oh, the Professor’s coming? I haven’t spoken to him in awhile,” Bella said.

“He was at the Introduction dance the other day,” her twin responded.

“I know, but we never got to say hi. Too busy bothered with… other things.”

“Like going to the boy’s house?” Jenna asked.

“Precisely.” Bella nodded.

They continued to chat as they neared the complexes. Talking eased Lillian’s nerves at least. Eventually they made it in front of the door. Jenna knocked.

“Go the fuck away,” Butch’s voice said, hoarse.

“Butchy boy, I brought you a present.” Bella said in a singy songy voice.

“Bella?” he muffled. There was faint shuffling before the locks of the door opened. It cracked as Butch peered.

“You actually came?... and Wow, you really did bring a special gift,” he said, oggling the other two girls. “Too bad I’m too sick to enjoy-”

“Butch let us in, we came to fix you,” Bella ordered bowling open the door.

He stumbled aside as they walked in, “That’s one way to ask if you can come in I guess.” His slacked expression drifted to Jenna as she crossed the threshold. She didn’t notice him starring.

“This place is huge,” she marvelled.

“So is my room, you wanna check that out?” Butch offered.

Bella snorted, “You’re literally crippled right now, and you think Jenna want’s anything to do with you?”

Butch was determined, but Jenna moved along the apartment, more interested in the layout and design.

“Butch” a throaty deep voice croaked from a lump on the couch, “I thought I told you to shut up. Why are you inviting fucking guest over?”

Lillian immedeatley turned her head. Boomer was turned to the couch he lay on, blanket over his head.

“Boomer, we’ve got ladies,” his brother grinned.

“I don’t care,” Boomer groaned.

“Don’t worry Boomer, we’ll be out of your hair in no time,” Jenna reassured him. She stood a bit rigid in the dining area, “We’re just waiting on your brother to come so we can get this process over with.”

“You sure you don’t want to stay for the hot tub?” Butch rose a brow.

Lillian was amazed. “You guy’s got a hot tub?”

At the sound of her voice, it seemed the Boomer lump went stiff.

“Sure, if you guys stay over,” Butch sniffled.

Lillian considered, “Mmmh. No thanks, maybe some other time.”

“Think about it,” Butch muttered.

“I’m thinking about how the fuck you guys are survivng off of just silverware and cereal.” Lillian and Jenna turned to Bella who was scouting their kitchen. “What the fuck are you guys even eating in here? Do you share this?” She shook the cereal box she was indicating.

“Get out of their kitchen,” Jenna ordered.

“No. How about I go get food for their kitchen.”

“Volunteering to be a personal butler?” Butch peered up.

“You’re real funny,” Bella muttered opening their fridge. “I’ve got my own butler to demand around. I cant have a butler and be a butler. That’s just silly.” Just then the front door opened and everyone turned to.

Buttercup and Bubbles stood in the doorway, laddened with grocery bags.

“Huh. I’ve gotta make sure I lock that thing more often,” Butch noted to himself.

“Welcome to the party,” Bella said from the kitchen.

Bubbles instantly rushed to Boomer as Buttercup dropped her groceries, “I didn’t even know we were having one.” Butch helped himself to her bags.

“What brings you guys?” Jenna asked. Bubbles was sat on the edge of the couch, comforting her sick boyfriend.

“We’ve bout some stuff to help the boys feel better in the meantime. I’m cooking soup.”

“You’re going to cook for us?” Butch said, a sparkle in his eye.

“Don’t get too happy. I’m just doing this as a friend.”

“Oh Buttercup, you really are the bestest friend in the whole wide world.” Butch moaned blearily.

“Uh huh.”

“Hey! what about me?” Bella called from the kitchen, closing the fridge door. “I came to help as well.”

“Help raid our pantry?” Butch offered.

“No,” Bella replied back just as snarky, “Help bring my sister so that she can make you guys feel better faster.”

“She’s telling the truth,” Jenna sighed, pulling out a chair for herself, “Lillian is here to help with recovery. But aside from that I have no clue why Bella tagged along.”

“Emotional support.” she said as if it were obvious.

“Guy’s I don’t mean to be a mood killer,” Bubbles said gently from the couch, “but Boomer say’s that he’s really tired and he’d like some rest.”

The room replied with various apologies before ending the conversation. Having nothing else to distract him, Butch eventually fell back asleep on the floor as Buttercup began assorting the groceries, the other girls offering their help alongside her.

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LAtEr

aye

THIS PART IS LITERALLY SBJ'S WRITING. WORD FOR WORD.

I am just showing off the parts I added in, to show the general vibe of how I weave in my story.

Read More than Human it's better anyway lol :)

continuing

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“How are you feeling?” Bubbles asked as she poured a fresh glass of water for Boomer and carried it over to the couch. “Any better?”

“I guess. At least until you leave.” He grinned weakly at her, and she smiled.

“Ugh, now you’re making me sick,” Buttercup gagged from the kitchen. Lillian had just finished chopping the carrots and dumped them into the bowl beside her. Jenna was washing dishes and Bella made use with Butch’s playstation portable in the meantime.

Bubbles shot a disapproving look over her shoulder. “Nobody asked you to stay,” she retorted, and Butch raised his hand from where he laid on the living room floor.

“I asked,” he pointed out. “Because Boomer didn’t feel like playing with me. ‘Go play with yourself,’ he said.”

“Hey,” Boomer warned, eyes narrowed. “We got ladies in the house.”

“Ladies cooking for you, no less,” Buttercup muttered under her breath as she set a pot of water to boil. “A little help, Bubbles?”

She picked up the bowl of vegetables Lillian had just chopped up for her. “Well, at least I got some help. Thanks, Lillian,” she mumbled giving her sister a pointed glare.

Lillian giggled, “It’s no problem. I love cooking.”

“I can tell. You did good with these.” She shuffled the bowl around inspecting the cuts she was granted with.

As she did so, Lillian went to chop some onions, quietly keying on the conversation in the livingroom.

Bubbles looked down at Boomer and smiled again. “Drink your water.”

The look on his face was apprehensive. “Don’t leave me. What if I drown?”

Bubbles stifled a giggle and tried to look serious. “You’re going to drown in that cup of water?”

“I’m very sick, you know. It could happen.”

“You’re just… you’re so silly!” Bubbles laughed, and leaned down to kiss him on the forehead.

“Hey, how come I don’t get any kisses?” Butch sounded upset.

“Bubbles! Help much?!” Buttercup snapped. “Seriously, for Christ’s sake!��

“Alright! Keep your shirt on,” Bubbles grumbled, squeezing Boomer’s hand before heading for the kitchen.

“Please don’t,” Butch said hopefully. “Please don’t keep your shirt on.”

Buttercup pitched a dish towel at him.

Bella who had headphones on and was sat at the dining table, removed one muff not taking her eyes off of her game, “Are you guys seriously talking about fucking while the boys are sick?…. Because that would be actually sick.”

“Put your headphones back on,” Buttercup grumbled pulling out a spoon.

“No. I want in on this. If the room is in favor of an orgy, I am too.”

“But didn’t you just say that was sick?” Lillian blinked innocently as she peeled her onion. Bella was too distracted by the game in her hands to answer.

“She is no help,” Buttercup mumbled.

“Trust me Buttercup, her being occupied with the game is the greatest help you’ll get from her in this situation.” Jenna said nonchalantly drying a dish and setting it aside.

“Yeah, Bella’s pretty bad in the kitchen,” Lillian giggled, thinking furtively back to her sister's many kitchen atrocities.

Bubbles had joined her side. She was bright, “Ooh! Blossom’s not good as well. I guess we all aren’t so different after all.” she said giddy.

Lillian quietly looked at her as Bubbles, chipper, reached for a knife herself. She decidedly moved her cutting board to the other counter where Jenna was apart of, “Yeah, maybe so,” she said in a quiet voice. Bubbles blinked.

Some tomatoes was set in front of her.

“Get to chopping,” Buttercup ordered.

Bubbles rolled her eyes lightheartedly and began chopping up a tomato, all the while she cast Lillian a distrait look over her shoulder.

--And lastly, closure between Lillian and Boomer--

Lillian was the last at the boys house. As awkward as it was arriving, eventually with the day panning along she’d loosened up and got more comfortable.

After the girls left, Jenna surely left. She checked on Brick before leaving though, but he’d been asleep. Lillian noticed she’d been glancing at Brick’s door all day, especially when Blossom was in it.

After she left, the professor showed up. He was very delighted to see Lillian and Bella. They talked for a while, shared pleasantries, and then he did his part before waving goodbye. Bubbles had waved too and thinking back to the hard time Lillian was giving her today, she granted her a small wave back feeling a bit guilty.

Eventually, Bella fell asleep at the table as night fell and Lillian worked on her personal remedy that she needed to give to the boys before she left.

She looked at her glowing hands and sighed, then casted a look at the living room. Boomer and Butch had left for their rooms. She thought about calling them out, but figured their day was hard enough and shook out her nerves before starting off-

“Want me to go with you?” Bella mumbled beside her. Lillian blinked to her.

“No. It’s fine.” she mumbled before starting for Brick’s room.

Brick was asleep luckily for her, so she made his visitation quick, so was Butch. Boomer’s room was the door she hesitated in front of. The soft sleep of her sister was just beyond her, like a personal reminder to get a move on.

Lillian swallowed thinking back to the one and only time she got a glimpse of his room. It was a Nirvana poster and an acoustic guitar, and it stayed that way and it was perfect that way when she thought about it.

She placed a reluctant hand on the knob and twisted very gently, easing the door open as not to make a sound.

He said nothing.

She opened the door a little more and shuffled in, trying not to be so awkward about this. She got a good look of his space. There were posters plastered everywhere, mainly blonde girls and rock stars. She noted those blonde girls specifically though, and wondered, grudgingly, what he’d ever saw in a girl like her?

His room was a little messy, not as wild as Butch's but messy nonetheless. He was lied on his bed turned to the other wall with a window shining dimly behind curtains. It was dark, but she didn't want to wake him up so she used the light around her to her advantage.

When she reached him, she halted, hovering above him a bit. She felt her stomach doing cartwheels.

He slept very peacefully on his side. He didn't snore or breath heavy, he just lay real still, blankets pulled over him.

her hands tingled to touch him with the remedy. She took a deep breath and reached out for his shoulder-

He turned. Lillian wretched her hand back and gasped.

His eyes were open but heavy.

"You're still here?" He asked, surprisingly nonchalant. His voice was still sore, she could hear it, but it was also drowsy.

"I'm… I'm here to help you." Lillian whispered. "Get better."

"Mhh," he hummed. Then he sniffles. "You're not gonna get sick?"

"I'm immune to the virus naturally," she said fiddling with her fingers.

"Oh. Sweet," he muttered.

She touched his shoulders feeling how incredibly warm he was. It was worrisome, though all the boys had that temperature tonight. The light in her hand navigated slowly through his body.

As she waited for the remedy to pass through, she cleared her throat, a bit awkward. "H-how long were you up? Are you okay? Do you need water or…anything like that?"

"No. It's okay." Boomer croaked. "I wouldn't want to bother you."

Lillian looked simultaneously confused and frustrated, "why would that be bothering me?"

"Because like… you still sort of hate me and all."

Lillian went quiet. She bit her lip looking down. She didn't hate Boomer but…

But maybe she was being a jealous friend.

She sighed shaking her head, "Boomer, I don't hate you." She said softly. She looked at him, "I'm sorry for making you feel that way."

He coughed and looked down, "You don't have to apologize."

It was quiet for a moment before Lillian muttered, "I feel like I should."

It was quiet again.

"Well whatever I did, I'm sorry too," Boomer mumbled.

"That's the thing," she mumbled. A horrid sense of guilt began to wash over her as she looked down at her shoes. "That's the thing about this entire situation. You've done nothing. You don't deserve to feel bad because I'm upset. It's just not right and… I'm being a bad friend trying revolve everything around me." She blinked, sadly, "I'm-... you're not in the wrong here."

Boomer looked at her. She didn't catch the gaze he casted her.

“Sorry,” she finally breathed.

His hand was hot as it clasped around the wrist of the hand healing him. She finally looked up into his eyes, though sick, ironically warm.

“Me too.” He said, his voice soft like a whisper. “About…everything. About how it all went down.”

She could tell, he was talking about something different. Deeper than her entire petty dilemma, and that struck something within her. Something regretful.

Was this the only closure she was going to get? A tragic one?

As she looked into Boomer’s eyes, recalling the look of admiration he once gave her that he now gave to another girl, she came to a stubborn realization.

That perhaps she was asking too much from a boy. A simple boy, who only wanted to move on, and for some reason she wanted to keep him forever. It could simply be that she needed to let him go and appreciate the extension of friendship he offered her over and over again.

Even when she ignored it. Even when she hated him for it.

The pressure of his hand went slack as he began to drift unconscious, probably too exhausted to keep up with the conversation he engaged with her in the first place.

She stood by his bedside, hand on his shoulder and her heart heavy.

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Bella shook her head awake as a tap came to her shoulder.

“We can go now. I’m all done,” Lillian whispered.

Bella made a loud ‘Phew’ sound that Lillian immediately, sternly, shushed amidst the various snoring in the house. Bella stretched to get up, “You were taking forever, what time is it?” she yawned.

Lillian tugged her phone out, light briefly illuminating her face, “It’s 11:20.”

“Whoo! We just stayed past curfew at the rowdyruff boys house,” Bella cheered. Lillian winced.

“Go. The fuck. Home.” A dark voice muttered from Brick’s room. Both twins looked to his door.

“We should go.” Lillian whispered hurriedly, to her sister as she steered her out.

“But I wanted another bowl of that soup-”

“Come on,” Lillian said, pushing her out the door. She locked the bottom, even if it seemed futile to do so, out of respect for their privacy, and possibly to discourage her sister from trying to get back in.

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okay- that's it. i'm done lmao

if you stuck around this long, thanks for reading!

oh and, for reference, if it matters, I have pictures of Lillian, and Bella but not Jenna so

Jenna is brown skin, I can't decide on her eye color atm but she has long dark auburn hair.

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uglygirlstatus · 2 years ago

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A couple songs I'm really into rn:

Build Me Up Buttercup - You Me And Everyone We Know

Six Feet - Patent Pending

Yellow - Yoh Kamiyama

Stutter - Marianas Trench

Monkey Wrench - Foo Fighters

I have so many others I'd love to recommend but alas, my taste ranges from Slipknot/Korn to ABBA/Elton John lmfaooo-

build me up buttercup - yes great a classic. I liked when in was in The Kissing Booth 2. Already saved!

Six Feet and Yellow - both good beats, were perfect for the fact that I was on a walk while listening

Stutter - YEAHHHH YEAHHH WOOOOO MARIANAS TRENCH WOOOOOO my beloveds.

Monkey Wrench - ok I only knew this song from rhythm game song mash ups so nice to hear the original finally

#thanks !#ask #song meme

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plush-rabbit · 4 years ago

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Kurogiri - Headcanons

Warning: Brief mention of AFAB on NSFW 2

A/N: Kurogiri is a really interesting characters while i dont keep up with vigilantes, i do know who he is supposed to be or who he was and i think it would be really interesting seeing the immediate aftermath of the whole thing and while I love the dadgiri headcanons, i would love to see the actual interaction between him and shiggy but given what the doctor(?) or someone honestly ive forgotten rn, they did state that kuro has the habit of babying shiggy or something of the like and i wish we could see more but uh,, yeah!! Enjoy!!

SFW:

As a partner, Kurogiri is very attentive. Always watching and listening, he knows very well what you like and dislike. He keeps a close eye on you, always knowing what you need before you can even voice it. He cares deeply for you and while he can be rather stoic and at times have an underlying of a harsh tone in his voice, he cares for you and will make sure that your needs are met.

While he knows what you like and dislike, he does have trouble communicating. It’s often difficult for him to express what exactly he’s trying to communicate to you about his feelings. He’ll clear his throat, hold his hand out and with the buttercup yellow mist that makes his eyes might not be easy to determine their view, you know that he’s looking at you. His smoke tends to become a bit unruly, thicker as it puffs out, and there’s a nervous tap of his shoe against the floor. It’s times like these where he’ll simply nudge you into speaking first, wanting to hear what you have to say and then going off on that.

Oftentimes, you’ll find small gifts strewn about your home. Nothing extraordinary, just small, simple things that he knows you would enjoy. He’ll wrap the gift, place a nice bow on it and write a simple to and from note on it, and leave it on your bed. It’s both a selfish and selfless reason why he does this. He likes knowing that you enjoy what he’s gotten you but he enjoys it more when you come to him, hugging him and smiling up at him, thanking and praising him for the sweet gesture.

Late nights are spent together where he tells you what he can remember and talking about the upcoming future. He has complete faith in Shigaraki’s goal, and will follow him until the end, but because of that, he also knows that he’s willing to sacrifice himself for the young man. He doesn’t talk about reality, but rather fiction when speaking of the future. He’ll speak of owning a cat, making coffee for you and taking you on a proper date. He knows that you must know it’s all fiction from the way that you hold his hand tighter when he speaks of it, the way that you kiss him and how he’s certain that he can feel something wet touch his smoke for a second before it’s gone.

Kurogiri is highly devoted to you. He has a fair number of people that he’s grown to care for in his dead heart, and he’s loyal to every single one. But it’s different with you. For some reason, he feels as if he’s being split into two and he leans into you during these times. He holds your hand, something solid against something less than that, something less that you and he knows that he can’t remember much and when he tries to he’s left in pain, but he promises to himself that he’ll always remember you. It’s the few times that you can see him so deep in thought, your hand held in his, feeling the wisps of his smoke ghost over you.

NSFW:

Kurogiri isn’t necessarily the type to act out any wild fantasies but when he is in a rather frisky mood, he will use a portal during sex. He’ll have your upper half through one, splitting your body in half so your face is against his, and he’s inside of you, gipping your hips. Likes the intimacy of it, having the ability to have you from behind while also kissing your lips and seeing your expression. His quirk has many benefits and being able to have you in such a vulgar form is just one of them.

Due to experimentation, he is essentially infertile and due to that, he is free to spill inside of you without worry of an upcoming child. Perhaps, a part of him once wanted children, always helpful, a thought that lingers is blown away when you cusp his face and kiss him with needy lips and pull him close to you. The thought is ruined, gone with a simple kiss as he holds you close and pinches at your nipples, the smoke in the air becoming thicker as it surrounds you. He’ll spill inside of you, watching as semen escapes through your fluttering sex and spills onto his thighs.

He has the stamina of a never tiring man. While he mostly prefers to go for a few rounds, he is no stranger to going until you’re orgasms are nothing but quivers that shake your body, and your eyes heavy with drowsiness. He can go for hours, holding onto your hips and letting his hands roam your body, his thumbs barely grazing over your already overstimulated causing you to moan out his name all while your eyes fill with tears. He can be forgiving but he mostly falls onto the crueler, more uncaring side of his, wanting nothing but to vent his frustration against your willing body that clings and sounds his name so sweetly until your voice is hoarse and tear stains have made their mark on your lovely, flushed face.

As mentioned prior, Kurogiri has moments where he can lose himself with you, to endlessly pump himself inside of your twitching sex until you’ve orgasmed so much that tremors are now a familiar feeling. He has moments where he can be sweet, to press his face against yours in a mock kiss, to hold your hand and let his honeyed eyes look into yours as he promises to make you feel good. There are early mornings- or rather late nights- where he has to rise, where his body has surpassed the need for sleep but you lay on his chest, your hand lazily pumping at his shaft until he decides to turn you over and slip himself into your entrance, pre glistening on your skin like pearls.

Perhaps one of the best things about Kurogiri- when it comes to the bedroom, that is- is the wispy nature of the caring man has allowed him to become a grower in ways that benefit both him and you. Quite large as is, when deep into you, it’s almost as if he expands, trying to fill your entire being with his cock. His cock is slender, bulging towards the end, the tip flared as creamy, pale semen drips from the slit and down to the middle. He fills you so nicely, your gummy walls already molded to his shape only to leak upon him the more he grows aroused, his cock expanding in girth as it stretches your tight hole.

#bnha imagines #bnha #kurogiri x reader #kurogiri imagines #kurogiri headcanons #bnha kurogiri x reader #enjoy!!#bnha headcanons #kurogiri

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howtosingit · 4 years ago

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Call me a pessimist but I feel like things are going TOO WELL for the Strand family and that something terrible is bound to happen and it’s gonna be them losing the baby. I wish this storyline wasn’t even introduced because I don’t want TK having to deal with the loss of a sibling he never knew and probably his parents splitting up once again when it’s all over. I cannot see this show continuing with an infant in the cast and on set especially not with Owen and Gwyn being so busy and TK being of age to start his own family (plus during covid I doubt they are even allowed to be bringing in babies rn because it’ll have to be a set of twins playing the baby and the parents will have to be present while filming and thats too many extra unnecessary people present during a virus rn. Similar to how I heard that Buttercup isn’t seen as much anymore because a handler is needed on set with the dog and they can’t have too many ppl present due to covid). Like it’s all so bizarre and not realistic at all. I just feel like this is all being set up to just cause TK more trauma and pain and Owen having more issues to add to his unresolved ones.

The most bizarre thing to me is the tongue-in-cheek way that the writers keep pointing out how bizarre it is... like, already we knew Gwen’s age was a factor in risk, Owen has been going through chemo (“After chemo treatment, sperm production slows down or might stop altogether. Some sperm production might return, but can take many years, and sometimes does not return at all.”), and this week we learned that Gwen was on birth control as well. The writers are literally like “haha so this is, like, such an impossible baby, how did this even happen” week after week, and yet they’re still making us sit through it?? I think they think it’s funny, but it’s really not. It’s stupid.

Also, yes, I do not see this baby being carried to term. I just don’t. I don’t see how the show will function with Owen having a newborn, and I don’t think the writers actually want this baby to be born. Which means... we’re getting this entire story for the manpain. And now, TK’s been brought into it as well, so I’m not looking forward to that. 🙄

#now that TK knows it's only a matter of time for the ball to drop #might be a cliffhanger for the hiatus?#only time will tell #ls spoilers #anonymous #asks #the whole storyline is meant to parade around how virile owen is #and then to give him something to cry about #and I for one do not want to see rob lowe fail at crying on screen

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marselzeen · 4 years ago

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I have a lot to say on the PPG live action, but honestly, after this post I’m just gonna leave it. Just a heads up, this is kind of a mess of my late night thoughts n stuff about it, there’s not really one particular focus >>>

If this fandom does change because of new fans then <//3 bc the way it is rn is so awesome- but I also figure that if it does grow, the newer fans will basically be interested in a whole different story than us? if that makes sense. And the characters im assuming won’t be exactly the same as how we as a fandom collectively see them, so the headcanons etc will be kind of different,,, I personally don’t see things changing that much for the fandom? From what I know of it they’re basically two different things // ofc the fans of the live action will obviously exist but I’m not sure they’ll get our posts as much as we will theirs.

I honestly haven’t thought much about the casting,, theres nothing I’m against, but I won’t be using them as faceclaims anytime soon. I loved seeing a POC Buttercup, though! Of course, I don’t know how the characters will be depicted exactly, but I hope they don’t make her an ‘aggressive black girl’. I really, really, really hope they do her justice.

Also, just as a side note, I’m kinda interested in how they’re going to depict Bubbles- this bubbly little girl in a CW show feels so strange, and there are so many ways to go about it. Adult Bubbles is very fun to think about!

Actually, while I’m mostly thinking about Bubbles, I’m wondering about all of them,, how you are as a 5 year old doesn’t tell you much about who you grow up to be. I guess with these cartoons they do establish a distinct personality for each of them, but what you’re like growing up is important when writing an adult character; essentially, these characters could be anyone.

Ok, that’s it for a while, unless theres something new that I desperately need to address // after this post I’m most probably going to forget about it for a bit :-)

#ppg #the powerpuff girls #ppg live action #the CW #powerpuff girls #buttercup utonium #bubbles utonium #blossom utonium #blossom ppg #bubbles ppg #buttercup ppg #rowdyruff boys #the rowdyruff boys

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dracosaurusrex · 4 years ago

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cute asks!!;))

angel, awe, baby, blossom (all 3), buttercup, calm, candlelight (or just the last dream you remember), charming, cozy (both), cuddly, daisies, dear, dobby, dovey, euphoric, forever, garden, heart, honey, hugsy, jiggly, kissed, prince, princess, prinky, shine, smitten, sparkle, starlight, soft, squeezed, thimble, velvet, whiskers, wobbly

LOL YOU AND THESE ASKS HAHA I LOVE IT ❤❤❤😂😂😂

angel; do you have a nickname?

Ina on tumblr, but people I know personally call me Sab or Sabby

awe; how old are you?

2ne1

baby; favorite color?

I like darker colors, but recently I’ve been into emerald

blossom; favorite book/movie/song?

My fave book rn is the Housekeeper and the Professor by Yoko Ogawa.

Fave movie Howl’s Moving Castle!

Fave song as of now is Lighthouse Keeper by Sam Smith

buttercup; showers or baths?

Showers :D

calm; favorite scent?

My mum’s perfume :) Oh and KBBQ, pasta, and chocolate

candlelight; what did you dream about last night? (or the last dream I remember)

Hmm...Draco kissed me LOL and it felt real. Like yknow how you dream in third person? I didn’t that one time (it was 1st pov), and it really seemed like he was there aha. His forehead was all up in my face and errythang LOL

charming; have you ever been in love?

Yes yes haha. Although, I had a false sense of what love was back then

cozy; eye/hair color?

Both brown!

cuddly; what’s your favorite time period?

The Renaissance! Mainly for the artistry and craftsmanship that arose during that era.

daisies; describe a moment when you felt free.

When I started indulging in things that I enjoyed for myself. No care given to how people would respond to me, just living for myself and myself only.

dear; zodiac sign?

I’m a cap!

dobby; dream job?

I’d like to be a cancer researcher with a focus on the tumor microenvironment :)

dovey; any paranormal/magical experiences?

Not really paranormal, but there was one time I read too many creepy pastas at once, and I couldn’t sleep because my senses were just 💥💥💥

euphoric; talk about someone you love.

He has the looks, but I think his mind is much more beautiful. I don’t know how long it’ll last, but I’m certain I can learn a thing or two from him, and that’s why I’m grateful to know him in this stage of my life.

forever; where do you feel time stop?

When I play organnnn or when I’m drawing

garden; how many languages do you know?

2: english and love language LOL JK. Um I can’t speak Tagalog, but if someone were to talk to me I’ll be receptive and respond in English. I think others call that receptive bilingualism?

heart; silk or lace?

Silk all the way, but I do fancy an elaborate lace from time to time

honey; coffee or tea? how do you take it?

I like both, but I personally like tea more only because I can drink so much of it without getting a freaking headache.

I like my coffee black most of the time, and I take my tea the same way (just plain). Although, if I’m sick I’d include honey because I find it soothing haha.

Jasmine, black, and oolong are 💥💥💥 btw

Also, if my lovely Brit friends can tell me how they prep their tea that’d be lovely, coz Lord knows I can’t put cream without the drink tasting funky afterwards oml

hugsy; do you enjoy people watching or bird watching more? why?

I like people watching more. This is not to hype myself up or anything, but as an artist I like taking reference from features I observe IRL, and people have so many physical differences that I tend to fixate on that immediately regardless of where I am or who I’m with.

jiggly; what do you usually like to do on weekends?

I like running, drawing, writing, but almost always there’s something else that I have to do aha

kisses; what romantic cliché do you wish for most?

A bookstore kind of love where the bad boy falls for the intelligent girl and they trade books with their thoughts annotated on the pages

prince; how would you describe your handwriting?

Imma just include a pic coz I honestly don’t know. Pardon my notes LOL

I guess kinda whispy? Slanted? e l o n g a t e d?

princess; do you play any instruments? if not, are there any you wish you could play?

I play the organ and the ukulele aha. You’d think I’d know piano coz of organ, but I honestly don’t (technique-wise) lol. It’s definitely something I want to learn tho.

prinky; how do you relieve stress?

I like to meditate. If I can’t do that, then I’ll go for a walk to think about how I can combat whatever is stressing me. If that doesn’t help, I take a nap to rest my mind.

shine; art or music?

alkfj;asdlkfjasd BOTH. Well, if you interpret music as an art, then art all the way.

smitten; do you collect anything?

yes, trash. LOL Okay forreal tho, I’ve never thought about it til now but I tend to collect a lot of art supplies and stationary. I’m a simp for those things.

sparkle; do you wear jewelry?

Yes, rings and earrings mostly.

starlight; what was your favourite show as a child?

I was a weeb child and Cardcaptor Sakura was my ultimate fave, no cap.

soft; describe your favourite spot in your house.

When i wake up early and the sun is still on the east side, it casts a pleasant light in my dining room. It helps me concentrate on my work a lot.

squeezed; who do you miss right now?

My best friend who currently has a bf. I don’t tell her that tho LOL. Every time we hang, it’s like nothing has changed so it’s honestly chill even if we don’t talk for ages.

thimble; is there somebody you look up to? who are they?

All writers, artists, creators here and everywhere. Honestly, shout out to y’all because I seriously build off from the energy that they give through their work. Like, woah you produced something from your mind, your heart? That’s so cool. I feel like I find more pieces of myself because of you.

velvet; are you an early bird or a night owl?

I am a night owl. But times are changing, and that 7am orgo chem class won’t be waiting for me so I’m working on it LOL

whiskers; do you usually wear makeup?

Not usually, tbh.

wobbly; have you ever wished upon a star?

I tend to look up at the stars more than I do wish on them hehe. The sky is so pretty.

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gaybullies · 4 years ago

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tagged by: @cheerynoir

rules: tag 9 people you'd like to get to know better!

three ships: hanbrough...... ben and eddie is oddly hard to figure out a ship name for but I love that one. stozier!

last song: last song I listened to uhh let me check my youtube history. technically “nutcracker” and it was a princess tutu amv but the last song I liek intentionally listened to was buttercup (jack stauber) or animal (neon trees) if i remember right

currently reading: oh god what am I reading. okay like the little white bird I think? but more recently and more true to the current thing it’s. rps ive had between me n my friends!!

currently watching: oh is this supposed to be like rn or shows. uhm. okay ive been watching shark boy and lava girl over and over again recently. comfort. in the middle of watching how to get away w/ murder and crazy ex girlfriend but kiddos moved in while I was in the middle of those shows (they are NOT kid appropriate) and I havent been able to watch them since bc they go to bed at like 8 and by then im tired too.

currently consuming: last thing I ate was dry raisin bran and water bc my neice is very sweet and her idea of food is this.

currently craving: roleplays with like three specific ppl honestly but we r all always busy. some alone time or down time bc there’s so many ppl living here and i cannot have any. to draw or write but idk what to draw or write! maybe I should go back to one of the fanfictions on here that I have started.....

tagging: @kenzie-ann27 I know we talk much of the time but also.... i feel like i dont know enough abt you! also i miss you. @hot-tea-and-sweater-paws what is goin on in your life fam. @imsicksartblog what’s goin on in YOUR life? @cezulian love u miss u. @starboystan hewwo! @richietheteenagewerewolf yeah... miss you!!! @batriddler @underthespellofparlay @hocksteter @theatlanticaprincess

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caztiel · 4 years ago

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All the botanical asks you haven’t got yet

lia that’s so many 😳

lavender; soundcloud or vinyls?

soundcloud, i don’t have the money for vinyls, but if i had the money for them then vinyls

primrose; what book does everyone right now need to read?

i can’t think of any lol

lunar mist; do you like wearing other people’s shirts/jackets?

yeah

bird of paradise; what was the best thing that happened to you this month?

i hung out with my friends yesterday! also November 5th was incredibly funny

gardenia; what’s a promise you’ve recently made to yourself?

i promised to be nicer to myself, and to exercise every day, and to get a job, and to write more

whirling butterflies; would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

have not kissed

marmalade skies; do you plan your outfits?

sort of?

apricot drift; how do you feel right now?

a bit tired! also a bit annoyed at the universe because I keep dropping and breaking things lmao (I dropped a glass lid everywhere and then kept stepping on glass as I was cleaning it, and then spilled water everywhere)

everlasting daisy; what’s the last dream you remember having?

recurring apocalypse dream, I don’t remember the specifics

queen’s cup; what are you craving right now?

chocolate

lavender dream; turn ons/offs?

uhhhh i don’t like most perfume smells, or specific sudden loud noises

water lily; when was the last time you cried? why?

i cried a little bit yesterday when I was watching bly manor, but it wasn’t a full on cry

lily of the valley; did the one person who hurt you most in your life apologize?

no, but I don’t expect one, i’ve moved on

winterberry; do you bite or lick your ice cream?

both

desert rose; do you like yourself?

a little bit more every day. two steps forward one step back

snapdragon; have you ever met or seen in person a celebrity?

nope

night owl; how many countries have you visited?

5, i think? excluding one flight layover

heliotrope; have you ever been in a castle?

yes! in Germany

creams and sky; what’s the craziest/bravest thing you’ve done?

idk if i’ve done anything really

lantana; what’s on your mind right now?

the mini nanowrimo i thought I would start, that I haven’t written anything for (10k words in two weeks)

pumpkin patch; what’s your zodiac sign?

aquarius sun, sagittarius rising, scorpio moon

tulip; name 5 facts about yourself.

1. i love rollercoasters, 2. i love love, 3. i cut my hair the other day, 4. i overheat easily, 5. i am a bad actor

daphne; do you believe in karma?

yep! even if not in a spiritual sense, I think that being kind can bring kindness back to you, and being cruel can bring cruelty back to you

queen of the meadow; ever been in love?

perhaps, but I might be wrong

wisteria; whom do you admire and why?

someone I once knew, they are good at making boundaries

angel’s face; what was your favorite bedtime story as a child?

i don’t remember

remember me; did you make someone laugh today?

hannibal played by mass mikkelsen

lilac; if you could go back in time which time period would you visit?

hmmmm 1920s? 1980s?

caramel kisses; would you want to live forever? why/why not?

i would want to be immortal until I want to die. there’s so many things that I want to experience! but I don’t want to live FOREVER, that’s too long

primula; what makes you sad?

a lot of things. there’s a lot to be sad about, especially this year

rain lily; was today typical? why/why not?

it’s typical of the holidays, i’ve spent the morning watching netflix

queen anne’s lace; who do you trust the most?

damn idk that’s a loaded question. next

forget me not; do you have any regrets looking back in your life?

yes lol many

lunaria; what’s your favorite fictional universe?

honestly? rise of the guardians

violet; favorite tv show?

doctor who is my favourite comfort show, but i have a lot of shows that i love like dghda and bly manor

snowdrop; what does your ideal day look like?

visiting a theme park with someone i love, and then we have a picnic, maybe on the beach. it’s sunny and there’s a nice breeze. then we go for a drive along the coast and listen to music together. we get home and it starts storming so we hang out together and watch movies

tiger lily; do you have any hobbies?

knitting! i started a blanket in the Irish moss stitch :) i like writing too. i also like baking and cooking, and i sometimes pick up guitar and ukulele and duolingo. um also games.

peony; share a small random book passage that means something to you.

there’s a bit in the book thief by markus zusak where Death describes the colours of the sky

tea rose; what’s something you always wanted to do but were too scared?

can’t think of anything rn

honeysuckle; do you usually date people your age or older/younger?

i’ve only “dated” one person and they were my age. i’m not really into dating people older or younger

love in the mist; best books you’ve ever read?

i literally cannot remember and I'm too lazy to try and remember

foxglove; who is your favorite cartoon character?

dr doofenshmirtz

magnolia; coffee or tea?

both! i love coffee!! i also love tea!! i’m a multifaceted person

crown imperial; would you rather be extremely rich or extremely loved?

extremely loved. but if i had a lot of money i could help a lot of people

snowflake; are you a dog or a cat person?

both!

bell flower; what is your biggest addiction?

don’t judge me lmao i am addicted to asmr, it makes my brain go brrrr

cosmos; do you ever think about the galaxy?

all the time

moonflower; what’s your favorite color?

yellow, but also pink, and blue, and so many others

freesia; do you have a good relationship with your parents and siblings? why/why not?

yes, they always try to be good people. also i just generally get along with them

poppy; have you ever dealt with a mental illness?

perhaps. i think so yeah. self diagnosed. i’ve gotten pretty good at dealing with it over the years

clover; how would your friends describe you?

uhhhhhh idk quirky? 🤪 i don’t know.

dandelion; do you consider yourself an extrovert or an introvert?

introvert, i’m good at spending a lot of time alone, and that’s how i recharge. but i still enjoy people’s presence. i think the words extrovert and introvert are uhhh misnomers? it’s like asking if you prefer the darkness or the brightness. there’s different shades of light on a spectrum

lilly; what’s something you love watching/reading but you are too embarrassed to admit you do?

asmr but i’m only tentatively embarrassed

anemone; describe yourself in 3 words.

weird, eclectic, trying

lotus; best memory as a child?

can’t remember much, but i can remember that time i went on the green lantern rollercoaster at movie world like 4 times

angelonia; what is your eye and hair color?

brown, dark brown/black

dahlia; do you like crystals?

yeah, not really in jewellery (it tends to look a little tacky (not always!)) but i like crystals :)

buttercup; if you could change one thing in the world, what would it be?

stop overall suffering. it’s not one thing, it’s a series of things: war, poverty, food deserts, etc. um if i had to choose one i’d make it so that there’s a reliable source of water available to everyone

baby’s breath; what’s your hogwarts house?

hufflepuff

calendula; biggest pet peeve?

people who have a very different sense of personal space to me and don’t respect mine

blanker flower; would you rather go to a cocktail party with your best friends or stay home and read a book/watch a movie with your pet?

hm stay home? but also i want to hang out with my friends. i haven’t been to a cocktail party before with friends

blazing star; share a secret.

scroll through my old blog, i’ve blurted a lot of secrets on there

carnation; would you rather live longer or happier?

happier

bluebell; do you wear glasses?

nope

orchid; do you like exercise?

depends on your definition of “like”. I like the benefits, the after effects. if i’m walking, i like the time alone, and the time out in nature and on the street

pansy; do you like poetry?

yes duh i’m a poet

morning glory; any special talent that you have?

adapting

botanical asks

#txt #ask #ask game #sobcultures #lia #this was so many omg

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sponfawn · 5 years ago

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So @racketballz made a post about how Butch seems to have a hyperfixation in relation to Buttercup. I had a lot of thoughts about this but I didn't wanna derail their post or anything so I cut and pasted the stuff here.

I wrote a long post about Butch's ADHD tendencies awhile ago, and it's sorta related to this one. I'll post the link in a reblog.

Ok, so for my purposes in this Butch + hyperfixation/ADHD post, it's kinda important to understand some of the mechanics behind why we can't focus on some things, yet experience hyperfixation, and what that looks like.

Ppl with ADHD don't have reward centers in the brain that function like neurotypical ppl's. Our reward centers are underactive. This means that it's harder for us to focus on certain things, cuz stuff that might give other ppl just a little feeling of accomplishment to make it worth it, gives us zilch. So when something is fun and interesting to us, we can finally get some of that dopamine and a sense of reward as we work/engage with it and it's easier to do so. When something is boring, it's much harder to ignore other stimuli in order to focus, and our brains go "NOOOOO this is excruciating, do something that makes us feel anything!" This is also why many of us need to listen to music or something in order to focus while doing homework/etc. We can trick our brain by giving it a bit of pleasure, while we do unrewarding but necessary tasks.

When we hyperfocus on something, and work on research or a project for an entire day without food, bathroom, or sleep, it's cuz weve found The Thing that feels extremely rewarding and good. And that's rare for us, so our brains tend to go into overdrive and ignore anything else that's less rewarding (like peeing, hydrating, eating, etc). Hyperfixation often comes with the desire to know everything about the subject of focus, to use all of one's mental resources learning about and experiencing said subject, cuz why would you not want to do that?

So how does this apply to Butch?

When he's not around her or doing anything in relation to her, he's generally bored af. There are times when it gets to the point where Brick considers his boredom dangerous. His interactions with Buttercup are definitely fueled by the reward centers in his brain, and dopamine, making her one of the few things he can really fully focus on, and enjoy doing so. We see this when he first starts trying to get her to fight him. He spends as much of his time as he can trying to piss her off, trying to get a reaction that he knows will make him feel, even if that feeling is just pain and adrenaline. Later, he finds out that other interactions with her (talking, hanging out, etc) also produce dopamine and good feelings, and that becomes a priority for him.

When he felt jealous of Mitch and wanted to know what she was like before the Boys returned, it was largely due to wanting to know the most about her and feeling left out and anxious about that. He realized that others knew sides of her that he didnt at all, and that was really distressing for him.

The thing about hyperfixating on a person that you know, is that their attention is extremely gratifying. In Butch's case tho, when others get more of her attention, it becomes a point of stress and jealousy. Hes also very protective of her and their relationship, as it is a big source of happiness for him (and one of the few non self-destructive ones). When others mess with her or she's in an awkward situation, he's quick to bail her out or rush in to fight alongside her.

I could absolutely see him being able to spend like 10 hours with her without eating or going to the bathroom cuz his brain is just like "nope this is the most important/interesting thing rn, don't do anything else". Like when he went through Mitch's photos and rewatched that video over and over again, even tho it hurt. That was definitely reminiscent of hyperfixation.

Tbh I think he goes further than even Boomer in some ways in terms of attentiveness and adoration of their respective love interests. Boomer is very fixated on Bubbles but consciously, he seems to focus more on how she makes him feel. Of course he wants to make her happy and protect her, but I think he's very much hooked on feeling loved as well. For him, when she's happy he doesn't question it or think about it, he just basks in it. On the other hand, Butch puts a great deal of energy into being sensitive and observant of how Buttercup feels. Part of this is cuz as someone with (headcanon) ADHD, it's hard for him to identify his own emotions and internal experiences. But part of this I think, is cuz he's so hungry for gentle contact and emotional intimacy with her, that he's just scared of spooking her off and ending that interaction. He knows she isn't too big on sharing feelings and quiet touches, so when he gets them, he's very finely attuned to what she wants and is comfy with.

It's so interesting to me, cuz Butch really is highly perceptive of other ppl's feelings and wants. He knows how Brick and Blossom feel about each other from relatively early on. I think maybe even earlier than Bubbles. Due to his (headcanon) issues with rejection sensitive dysphoria (mentioned in my other Butch ADHD post), he's almost always hyper-aware of the (perceived) reactions, feelings, and social cues of the people around him - even strangers. What makes his sensitivity to BC so unique, is the depth of his understanding, but also that he feels she's worth the effort of adjusting his behaviors to accommodate her needs and wants. That's something he doesn't do for anyone else. It's simply not rewarding enough for him to care. He knows what Brick wants from him, and he grudgingly obeys for a finite amount of time to avoid punishment, but he says that disobedience is always worth it. He knows what Blossom wants him to do when she tries to order him around, but he makes a point of doing the opposite. But Buttercup doesn't even need to voice what she needs from him, because he makes the effort to predict those needs and accommodate them. Her comfort and trust is rewarding enough for his reward-deficient brain that he does it without thinking. That's fucking profound.

In the most recent chapter when a guy sexually harasses her, he immediately jumps into throw down mode, even before she does. He reacts as viciously as she does, almost as if he was the one who was violated - except he probly wouldn't even react that strongly on his own behalf. Later that same chapter, only the thought of Buttercup's potential concern could make him stop dangling off the mall's second floor bannister. Racketballz' assessment that he doesn't care that much about himself, that she's his top and possibly only priority is no understatement.

#sbj more than human #butch #meta #greens #longpost #adhd #sbj more than human meta

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madonna-la-cardinalessa · 5 years ago

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Another tag by my beautiful friend @tiffany-of-wales which I am glad to do finally :D

Flower tag:

jasmine; what mythical creature do you wish actually existed?

Unicorns. And I also believe that what we call mythical creatures once did exist and somewhere still do.

lavender; soundcloud or vinyls?

May I say CDs instead? I always like to have a CD booklet and like own the CD, putting it in my cupboard and say “ Look, I own this.” – not only on an online platform.

primrose; what book does everyone right now need to read?

Hmmm. Everyone? I do not think every book if for everyone but I recommend classics from Goethe, Schiller, Lessing and Shakespeare.

lunar mist; do you like wearing other people’s shirts/jackets?

I share some clothes with my mom. But if I had a boyfriend rn I would love to cuddle in his hoodies at times I think^^”

bird of paradise; what was the best thing that happened to you this month?

That I finished my bachelor’s thesis. I learned so much and I hope the work was worth it so that I pass it and get a good mark!

gardenia; what’s a promise you’ve recently made to yourself?

That I will try to get things done now that I have time during Corona.

lion’s fairytale; would you rather be the sky, the ocean or the forests?

Forests!

whirling butterflies; would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

Definitely not Ö.ö

marmalade skies; do you plan your outfits?

Yes!

apricot drift; how do you feel right now?

Bored. I don’t like the current situation.

everlasting daisy; what’s the last dream you remember having?

Omg this night I dreamed sm shit, I swear. I was horse riding at night in the forests (no sane soul would do that lol) and found a deserted planetarium.

queen’s cup; what are you craving right now?

Getting a good mark on my bachelor’s thesis xD Oh, and I hope that I will be able to visit Rome this year – we had to cancel the Rome trip that was planned in a week for obvious reasons..

lavender dream; turn ons/offs?

Dangerous vibes/ being clingy and/or wimpy.

water lilly; when was the last time you cried?

Last week I think. Maybe the one before that.

lily of the valley; did the one person who hurt you most in your life apologize?

No.

winterberry; do you bite or lick your ice cream?

Depends, actually I do both.

honey perfume; favorite movie ever?

Hände weg von Mississippi (2007), Die Wilden Hühner (2006), most Studio Ghibli movies.

desert rose; do you like yourself?

Yes, I do.

snapdragon; have you ever met or seen in person a celebrity?

Yes, I did.

night owl; how many countries have you visited?

Only 5.

heliotrope; have you ever been in a castle?

Many, many times. I love visiting castles and monasteries.

creams and sky; what’s the craziest/bravest thing you’ve done?

Riding nearly every day into the woods with my high speed thoroughbred? xD Does that count? My girl is FAST.

lantana; what’s on your mind right now?

My horse Poly <3

pumpkin patch; what’s your zodiac sign?

I’m a Capricorn.

tulip; name 5 facts about yourself.

1. Even though I may look like it, I am no party girl at all.

2. Since childhood I had to deal with envy towards me which is why I never had many friends.

3. My best friend and I broke up several times – we’re both stubborn but we love each other a lot.

4. My love for history started with a documentary I watched when I was about 14. It was about vampirism in the balkan states. And it manifested with watching “The Tudors”, since then I knew that I wanted to study history – and now I do.

5. Without my friend Sandy I would have never settled down in church history during the Renaissance.

daphne; do you believe in karma?

Absolutely.

queen of the meadow; ever been in love?

Never with a person from this time period, no. I hope I will in near future tough.

wisteria; whom do you admire and why?

People who don’t spend their time with overthinking what other people might think of them.

angel’s face; what was your favorite bedtime story as a child?

The tales my father invented for me.

remember me; did you make someone laugh today?

My dog when I offered him a bit of my banana.

iris; do you believe in ghosts?

Yes.

lilac; if you could go back in time which time period would you visit?

That is hard. Renaissance Italy sure is fascinating but 17th century Europe comes to my mind more often, it’s weird.

caramel kisses; would you want to live forever? why/why not?

Maybe not living forever, But I would not mind at all staying young and beautiful as long as I live xD

primula; what makes you sad?

What mankind does to the world, to the earth to it’s creatures: plants and animals. I think we deserve to suffer and die out.

rain lily; was today typical? why/why not?

No, since everything is upside down thanks to Corona.

queen anne’s lace; who do you trust the most?

Myself.

Lady’s slipper; what did you have for breakfast today?

Toast with Nutella and fennel tea. <3.

forget me not; do you have any regrets looking back in your life?

I wished I had done more social things during my teens. I was always studying and reading with my head in the clouds. I wonder how things would be different now when I had been in relationships earlier etc.

lunaria; what’s your favorite fictional universe?

Torn between LOTR and Harry Potter.

violet; favorite tv show?

Borgia, now and always.

sunflower; share a favorite quote.

Look like the innocent flower, but be the serpent under it.

snowdrop; what does your ideal day look like?

Getting up early, go seeing my horse and take a long ride into the woods. The weather would be cold but sunny. After having a nice lunch with my mom I would relax in the afternoon and then go visiting my best friend, for dinner we would have sushi and watch a nice movie together like best friends do. When I got home I would watch an episode of Borgia to relax and then go to bed <3.

tiger lily; do you have any hobbies?

Reading, writing, history, horse riding, dreaming…..

peony; share a small random book passage that means something to you.

In Neil Gaiman’s Coraline when Coraline is about to find the last child’s soul and the other crazy old man says: “You’re too clever and too quiet for them to understand. They don’t even get your name right.” I feel that sm.

tea rose; what’s something you always wanted to do but were too scared?

Partying maybe? I am a very shy person and would feel uncomfortable but I am afraid I miss something always staying at home at night.

honeysuckle; do you usually date people your age or older/younger?

Mostly about my age, but I like the guys to be older than me tbh.

sweet pea; who means the world to you?

My horse Poly.

love in the mist; best books you’ve ever read?

Actually I really enjoy Ludwig von Pastor’s History of the Popes. It may have it’s flaws but I it is really good researched and I appreciate all the notes and footnotes. Even though it’s academic literature it is still enjoyable to read.

foxglove; who is your favorite cartoon character?

Sailor Moon! If that counts as a cartoon.

magnolia; coffee or tea?

Tea, I have one right now.

crown imperial; would you rather be extremely rich or extremely loved?

Can’t I have both?

snowflake; are you a dog or a cat person?

I love both but probably more a dog person.

bell flower; what is your biggest addiction?

History.

cosmos; do you ever think about the galaxy?

Yes, we are so small, aren’t we? And yet mankind pretends to be so special and to know everything. How pitiful.

moonflower; what’s your favorite color?

Fir Green.

freesia; do you have a good relationship with your parents and siblings? why/why not?

I think so, yes.

sundrop; are you a morning or a night person?

A morning person.

poppy; have you ever dealt with a mental illness?

Yes, but I try to lock it inside.

clover; how would your friends describe you?

Calm but clever.

dandelion; do you consider yourself and extrovert or an introvert?

Introvert.

lilly; what’s something you love watching/reading but you are too embarrassed to admit you do?

In romance novels I am always waiting for the s*x passages lol xD Probably because this kind of thing is missing in my life atm xD

anemone; describe yourself in 3 words.

Astute, spiritual, special.

lotus; best memory as a child?

The holidays in Bavaria. Nothing was more beautiful.

angelonia; what is your eye and hair color?

Smokey grey, blonde.

dahlia; do you like crystals?

Yes.

buttercup; if you could change one thing in the world, what would it be?

Let everything bad for the environment disappear.

baby’s breath; what’s your hogwarts house?

Slytherin.

calendula; biggest pet peeve?

Pollution.

blanker flower; would you rather go to a cocktail party with your best friends or stay home and read a book/watch a movie with your pet?

If you read everything till now you will now – stay home with my pet and watch a movie/read a book. xD

blazing star; share a secret.

Why would I?

carnation; would you rather live longer or happier?

Happier.

petunia; who’s story is your biggest inspiration in life? why?

I stopped looking for rolemodels but try to live and be the best I can.

bluebell; do you wear glasses?

Nope.

And I tag everyone who wants to do this :D

#about me #me

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ofravensandgenesis · 5 years ago

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Get To Know Meme/20 Questions, plus Playlist Game

Questions and answers under the cut!

Tagged by: @amistrio, @englass, and @chyrstis!! Thank you for the tags, pardon the delay!! Playlist game tagged by @undead-gearhead, thank you for the tag as well!! :D I’m combining these two so as to not spam the dash. x’D Playlist game is at the bottom of the 20 Questions. Rules: Answer 20 questions, then tag 20 bloggers you want to get to know better.

Name: Jake

Nicknames: Jakey/Jakie and whatever else people come up with at a given time xD

Zodiac Sign: Capricorn

Height: idk man I don’t check my height ever until I need to. OTL I’m tall enough to reach things on the high shelves with some tippy-toe stretching, that’s what counts!

Languages: English, with a very slight garnish of a few words in other languages like Latin and such, but nothing fluent.

Nationality: American

Favorite Season: Ah winter I love thee so, but winter—she does not love me quite so fondly D:

Favorite Flower: Daisies or marigolds I suspect, though I’m likely to forget bc I don’t think on flowers much. x’D They’re cheery lil blossoms though! Rosemary too, smells quite nice.

Favorite Scent: Trees like pine or timber scents. Also books. Chinese herbal shops. Tiger balm.

Favorite Color: Green! Darker, more natural tones in particular.

Favorite Animal: Dragons of varying sorts if mythical creatures count. Birds, cats, dogs or hamsters if not. (look they’re cute and so are fish, lizards and snakes, it’s hard to pick. Then we have dinosaurs! Dinosaurs are fucking awesome. Specific species are not given bc it’s hard to pick just one. I’m terrible at picking just one favorite of anything usually, as you might have noticed. x’D Expect lists if I don’t have a known answer.)

Favorite Fictional Character: [thinks on that for a good twenty minutes] This is a hard question, if we’re talking recently, then that’d be one of either John Seed, Varric Tethras, or Damien Bloodmarch. I like the passionate and/or dramatic ones with their own personal, colorful sense of style, I admit. All time’s more difficult to think of, ngl.

Coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: If we’re talking drinking frequency, herbal tea for sure. I think all three options taste nice though!

Average Sleep Hours: 6-8, depending on what counts as asleep. If we mean unconscious, 6. Resting but conscious and still tired, 8.

Dog or Cat person: Cats bc I’m low energy x’D They’re both lovely though!!

Number of Blankets Slept With: three to five depending on the weather (it’s cold out here rn.) Dream Trip: Japan seems lovely, though there are many places to pick from, both nationally and internationally. There’s a lot to be said for the national parks and forests, and the local woods and wildlife reserves are lovely too in their own fashion. No I am not a nature person, I just like to visit the peripherals of it and take a walk sometimes.

Blog Established: December 2019 apparently, I just got here. I might’ve made the blog a month or so earlier tbh, or at least I think I did.

Followers: 15, hot diggity! And hello! :D ♥

Random Fact: I think roasted nori is fucking delicious as a snack, though the brand I get needs an extra roast in the pan until it gets that nice translucent green-almost-brown color. Tastes too fishy otherwise, instead of that nice rich roasted faintly-oceany flavor.

Bonus: I’m allergic to bananas. They make my face itch, which is a shame, they’re tasty. If these last two facts seem suspiciously food related, it’s because I’m hungry and munching on dinner. xD We’re snooping on your playlist. Put your music library on shuffle and tell us the first ten songs that pop up. Then tag your victims.

1. “Do It Better,” by JAXSON GAMBLE

2. “Jenny of Oldstones (Game of Thrones,)” by Florence + The Machine

3. “Walk Me Home,” by P!nk

4. “Build Me Up Buttercup,” by The Foundations

5. “Soldier,” by Fleurie

6. “Kamikaze Love,” by Poets of the Fall

7. “On Fire,” by Melano

8. “Colors,” by Kulick

9. “Take Me to Church,” by Hozier

10. “Renegades,” by X Ambassadors

Ngl I’m surprised there wasn’t Fallout Boy on that list. Also lmao, two of those songs are from @undead-gearhead’s songlists for some of her OCs, specifically Melanie for the first one (no. 2) and Kirsten with Sharky iirc for the second (no. 3,) which amuses me greatly that they both ended up there. xDD

Tagging: I’m late to the party, so anyone who wants in who hasn’t been tagged yet!! Please consider yourselves tagged! :D ♥ And happy Chinese new year of the rat to you all!!

#ask game #20 questions meme game #playlist ask game

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sweetbitterpdf · 5 years ago

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tag game: this or that & some faves

i was tagged by @lepetitepeach !! the love of my life tagging me in cool things as per usual merci nat !! some other people may have tagged me too looking back through my activity page is a MESS

coffee or tea? coffee!! i do love a nice cup of tea, but i’m in the depths of an undergrad degree, coffee’s my lifeblood rn

early bird or night owl? this one’s gotten tougher over the summer, since i was up so early so regularly. before this summer i would have said night owl for sure, but now there’s just... something about the way everything looks when the sun is just about to rise, and about getting to spend some time to myself before the rest of the world wakes up...

early bird now i think!!

denim or leather? denim!! leather has a weird texture imo it makes me uncomfy

pearl or gemstone? ooh i love them both!! maybe gemstone, just because there’s so many different ones with so many different colours!!

barefoot or shoes? i like wearing shoes most of the time!! i only have a couple of pairs but i wear them super regularly!!

if we were talking about, like... a nice grassy field, or the beach or something though, i’d go without them!!

eye colour? i’m not sure if this is asking my eye colour or my favourite eye colour— my answer to the former is a fairly dark brown, and the latter is green!! i love green eyes so much!!!

bath or showers? i’d love to say baths but i’m 5′11″ with long legs so having baths just isn’t realistic for me most of the time because i don’t fit in tubs well :// so showers!!

favourite emojis? ✨💖👍🥰👀🤙 (not sure abt favourite ones, but these are the ones that i use the most!!)

night in or night out? night in!! i love a night out with some friends from time to time, but but most of the time i just want to curl up on the couch with my cat by the time my day is over lmao

secret garden or secret library? secret library!! i’ve always wanted to have my own library, and the concept of having a secret one?? yes please!!

tattoos or piercings? tattoos, definitely!! i don’t have any of either myself but i love tattoos so much and i have a few ideas about ones i’d like to get!!

freckles or dimples? oh my god, freckles, they make me melt

eyes or lips? eyes!!

handwritten letters or texts/emails? there’s something so beautiful and personal about letters, especially in the electronic era when they’re a lot less frequent! i’d love to have someone i could send letters to, i’ve been sort of lowkey looking for a penpal?

i also had a thing with a girl once where we were across the world from each other and we would send letters to each other lmao

favourite colour? i’m a notoriously indecisive person, and this shows when someone asks me about my favourite colour! i really love warm colours, soft yellows and oranges and pinks... i also really love green!! i can’t pick just one!!!

favourite flower? i’m not really a huge flower person tbh?? when i say that i mean that flowers are lovely but i’m not super informed on the different types!! daisies maybe? or buttercups?? roses????

favourite ships? elu (& all the other evaks obvs), but also alex/henry from red, white, and royal blue, monty/henry (different henry!! no relation!!) from a gentleman’s guide to vice & virtue.. there’s probably more, but those are the ones i came up with off the top of my head!!

favourite scent? there’s so many!! i love roses, my go-to scent is lush’s rose jam body spray, and i adore everything they release with that scent!

also vanilla, orange, peppermint— as for like... naturally occurring smells, i also love the smell of a good ‘ol campfire, as well as petrichor, and the smell of fall!!

last song? wait for me (reprise) from the broadway cast recording of hadestown !! i finally listened to it and the man who plays orpheus has??? the most beautiful voice?? how does he convey such a longing and an ache through sound alone???

AU where eliott is orpheus and lucas is eurydice anyone???

last movie or tv show? i watched a few episodes of SKAM the night before last!! it’s the only show i have downloaded on my laptop, and the power was out. i’m on season two now!!

favourite gifs? i don’t use gifs frequently at all, so i’m just going to search SKAM stuff and include some of my faves that i see!!

credit is included with the gifs!!

this one cause it’s a mood:

this one cause this whole scene makes me so fucking soft:

also this one bc i will never get over a) the way even’s eyes are fucking glowing and also the lilt to his voice that you can hear in the gif when he says ‘halla’ listen i am an even bech næsheim stan first and a human being second:

as for skam france, this one bc have u ever seen a boy so in love before?? yeah me neither:

this one bc it takes me back to the first time i saw this scene and it makes me remember holding my breath (maybe not literally, although i really don’t remember..?) for an entire fucking scene!! the pacing!!! the tension!!!!!:

and this one bc everything was okay again in this moment and it was just so tender it makes me soft whenever i think about it they love each other so much what the fuck:

i could link gifs all day but i’m not going to so instead i’m going to tag people!! i tag @lallemants, @oheliotts, @amorgignitamore, @loca-over-luca, and @lowquallife if u guys haven’t done this already!! if u have no worries!!

#tags;#this took me a while but it was a lot of fun!!

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shakingsphere · 6 years ago

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um i need a distraction so heres a question thing that yall are supposed to send to me but i just answered all of them if ur interested

Alisons: Sexuality?

straight i think

Amaranth: Pronouns/Gender?

she/her cis

Amaryllis: Birthday?

january 30th!

Anemone: Favorite flower?

idk what they’re called but these vine type flowers on the side of my porch!

Angelonia: Favorite t.v. show?

atla

Arum-Lily: What’s the farthest you’d go for a stranger?

depends on the context, definitely nothing where they could take advantage of me

Aster: What’s one of your favorite quotes?

i hate quotes i can never remember any lmao

Aubrieta: Favorite drink?

.... diet coke

Baby’s Breath: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

Balsam Fir: Have you ever been in love?

maybe? he didnt love me back

Baneberries: Favorite song?

vienna by billy joel

Basket of Gold: Describe your family.

my parents are nice and supportive but overbearing and judgmental. my dad has a tendency to talk when its not his place and my mom is very jewish. my sister doesnt like me very much and is kind of rude. one of my brothers is really nice and the other is awful

Beebalm: Do you have a best friend? Who is it?

I dont

Begonia: Favorite color?

green

Bellflower: Favorite animal?

red panda

Bergenia: Are you a morning or night person?

night

Black-Eyed Susan: If you could be any animal for a day, what would it be?

a cat

Bloodroots: When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?

an animator

Bluemink: What are your thoughts on children?

i love kids theyre so cute

Blazing Stars: What are you afraid of? Is there a reason why?

heights bc theyre scary, and unachieving because i dont want to waste my life

Borage: Give a random fact about your childhood.

i used to play with ants a lot

Bugleherb: How would you spend your last day on Earth?

like if i was conscious it was my last day? i dont even know

Buttercup: Relationship Status?

single :/

Camelia: If you could visit anywhere, where would you want to go?

central asia and iran

Candytufts: When do you feel most loved?

when im with my friends and we’re just hanging out

Canna: Do you have any tattoos?

no ma’am i am a child of god

Canterbury Bells: Do you have any piercings?

my ear lobes and i want to get my doubles done

California Poppy: Height?

5′3. it be like that

Cardinal Flower: Do you believe in ghosts?

yes!!!!!!!!!!!! omg

Carnation: What are you currently wearing?

a college sweatshirt and pj pants with penguins on them

Catnip: Have you ever slept with a nightlight?

when i was little....

Chives: Who was the last person you hugged?

my friend hannah

Chrysanthemum: Who’s the last person you kissed?

i haven’t...

Cock’s Comb: Favorite font?

um lobster?

Columbine: Are you tired?

yeah lol

Common Boneset: What are you looking forward to?

college and moving out of state!!

Coneflower: Dream job?

something where i can use my degree lmao

Crane’s-Bill: Introvert or extrovert?

i think im an introvert but i also might just have anxiety

Crocus: Have you ever been in love?

maybe?

Crown Imperial: What’s the farthest you would go for someone you care about?

i would take a bullet for most of my loved ones

Cyclamen: Did you have a favorite stuffed animal as a child? What was it?

yes. a tie-dyed teddy bear named tie-dye. he is my husband.

Daffodil: What’s your zodiac sign?

aquarius

Dahlia: Have you done anything worth remembering?

nothing that people who arent me should remember, but i think our experiences shape us so

Daisy: What do you feel is your greatest accomplishment?

im not dead idk

Daylily: What would you do if your parents didn’t like your partner(s)?

um id probably be upset i care about my parents approval way to much

Dendrobium: Who is the last person that you said “I love you” to?

my friend hannah again lol

False Goat’s Beard: What is something you are good at?

public speaking!!

Foxgloves: What’s something you’re bad at?

math

Freesia: What are three good things that have happened in the past month?

um i met my future roommate, i lost a bit of weight, and i got some cute shorts

Garden Cosmos: How was your day today?

stressful!

Gardenia: Are you happy with where you’re at in your life?

Gladiolus: What is something you hope to do in the next year or two?

join my college’s honors program and study in russia

Glory-of-the-Snow: What are ten things that make you happy/you’re grateful to have in your life?

im not doing this one too tired

Heliotropium: What helps you calm down when you feel stressed?

xanax

Hellebore: How do you show affection?

i try to tell ppl they are important to me

Hoary Stock: What are you proudest of?

im funny i think

Hollyhock: Describe your ideal day.

i wake up at 9:30 its 70 degrees Fahrenheit and i get lunch with some friends and then we hang out for the day

Hyacinth: What do you like to do in your free time?

im so bad about this all i do is watch youtube and study, but i love to draw and im going to start reading more

Hydrangea: How long have you known your best friend? How did you meet them?

Irises: Who can you talk to about (almost) everything?

Laceleaf: How many friends do you have?

Lantanas: What’s the best compliment you’ve ever received?

Larkspur: What do you think of yourself?

Lavender: What’s your favorite thing about yourself?

Leather Flower: What’s your least favorite thing about yourself?

Lilac: What’s something you liked to do as a child?

Lily: Who was your best friend when you were a kid?

Lily of the Incas: What is something you still feel guilty for?

Lily of the Nile: What is something you feel guilty for that you shouldn’t feel guilty about?

Lupine: What does your name mean? Why is that your name?

pretty sure its french for clear or bright (depending on the context). my mom just liked it

Marigold: Where did you grow up? Tell us about it.

im from a suburb of kck. its a nice and safe place to grow up but i wouldnt choose to live here

Morning Glory: What was your bedroom like growing up?

nice, but its in the basement so the view is really bad i hate that

Mugworts: What was it like for you as a teenager? Did you enjoy your teenage years?

no nope no

Norwegian Angelica: Tell us about your mom.

she is very smart and hardworking but very judgmental and a bit inconsiderate. she loves me very much tho

Onions: Tell about your dad.

he is short and angry. he tends to interrupt me a lot. he is supportive of everything i do. he is stingy about money tho

Orchid: Tell about your grandparents.

my mother’s mom died before i was born, and my i was never close with her father. he died when i was 8. my other grandma has bad dementia and isn’t sure who i am anymore. shes presbyterian but she would send my sister and i dreidels and such for hanukkah. im told i look a lot like her. my grandfather has been very grumpy for as long as ive known him.

Pansy: What was your most memorable birthday? What made it be so memorable?

my 13th. i had an anxiety attack and had to go home early.

Peony: What was your first job?

i was a hostess at a seafood restaurant.

Petunia: If you’re in a relationship, how did you meet your partner(s)? If you’re not in a relationship, how did you meet your crush/how do you hope to meet your future partner(s), if you want any?

Pincushion: How do you deal with pain?

i give myself time to process it and then just move forward i guess

Pink: Where is home?

where your sense of belonging is ig idk

Plantain Lilies: If you could go back in time, what is one thing you would stop/change?

i would have made better grades and quit band in middle school haha

Prairie Gentian: Who is someone you look up to? Describe them.

Primrose: Describe your ideal life.

i want to be happy with 2 kids and a husband and live below my means but still be comfortable

Rhodendron: What is something you used to believe in as a child?

nihil was a philosopher.

Ricinus: Who’s the most important in your life?

fuck idk my dog

Rose: What’s your favorite sound?

background noise when your sitting outside

Rosemallows: What’s your favorite memory?

Sage: What’s your least favorite memory?

Snapdragon: At this moment, what do you want?

for everything to work out!!!

St. John’s Wort: Is it easy or difficult for you to express how you feel about things?

very very hard

Sunflower: What is something you don’t want to imagine life without?

the internet

Sweet Pea: How much sleep did you get last night?

8 hours but i overslept

Tickseed: What’s your main reason to get up every morning?

i have to

Touch-Me-Not: How do you feel about your current job?

i dont have a job rn and thats bad

Transvaal Daisy: What’s your favorite item of clothing?

my jeans from uo

Tropical White Morning Glory: Describe your aesthetic.

cool librarian or 90s mom

Tulip: What would be the best present to get you?

160,000 dollars :)

Vervain: What’s stressing you out most right now?

the cost of college!!!!

Wisteria: How many books have you read in the past few months? What were they called?

oof like 2. i read Dune, and Slaughterhouse Five

Wolf’s Bane: Where do you want to be in life this time next year?

college! finishing up my first semester

Yarrow: Do you know what vore is?

yeah :(

Zinnia: Give a random fact about yourself.

ive been late to ap french almost every day this semester #c’estlavie

#personal

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