#we don't speak anymore
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me: its been two years, we dont speak anymore isn't gonna hurt me
me after we dont speak anymore:
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i have never had a song make me feel so full of emotion and yet so empty until we don't speak anymore. like this song makes me feel everything and nothing at the same time. i don't know how to describe it. it perfectly captures the essence of thinking of someone you simply drifted from, maybe even someone who used to be your everything, but who just,,,, isn't anymore. and the duality of wanting to reach out but not being able to. god this song has ruined me. i have no idea if @bearsintreesofficial will even see this, but if you do, thank you so much omg
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Gotta listen to the same song on repeat for hours! (i am so totally ok)
#stimming#audio stim#bears in trees#sandbox#we don't speak anymore#how to build an ocean: instructions#Spotify
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the new bears in trees song has me on the floor
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every single reference to christianity i can find in bears' in trees songs because. yeah. fight me
uhhh idk why i'm doing this at 1am but enjoy ig
just five more minutes:
4am: "for god's sake it's only 4am"
fly out to alaska:
"well moses saw God in a burning bush, so i'm praying please"
bits n' pieces:
fyaaa (bandcamp exclusive): "praying to saint jude all of our lives"
i see blue:
nights like these: "stop asking st anthony"
EDITED: two of my very lovely friends, berry and jamie 1, pointed out that "mother help me, madonna and child" is a reference to mary and Jesus. thank you guys!!
i want to feel chaotic:
rust: "a broken piece/of God's great plan"
"stop me eating the sand/stop me feeling so goddamm bad"
keep me safe:
laugh/cry: "demons of the soul"
and everybody else smiled back:
heaven sent is a coffee cup: ..."heaven" (repeated throughout the song)
mossy cobblestone (kind of): "stained glass" - stained glass windows are often found in churches
"my body is a temple" - common idiom with religious connotations
"and God knows i'll live forever/or die in the attempt"
confidant: "but because you were my home/built on stone instead of sand" - reference to the wise man and foolish man, a parable Jesus told in the new testament (in the bible)
little cellist: "“even Jesus Christ himself needed help to bear his cross”"
sun machine: "i cradle God on my walk to u n i"
"she preaches gospel truth down the hall"
if i just ask politely: " you tell me you're going to church in the morning"
precipitation:
"they said the clouds opened up/and the heavens came down" (technically it's an idiom but leave me alone idc /lh)
every moonbeam every fever dream:
kind love: "set 'em in stained glass windows/build cathedrals to our flaws/the spire's crowned by galaxies"
doing this again: "oh [my] God we're doing this again"
"my mother 'cites a rosary downstairs"
"but Lord these blesséd words fail me"
how to stay shining:
bart's bike: "find heaven sent in brooklyn street" - a reference to heaven sent is a coffee cup
how to build an ocean: instructions:
i can't see anything i don't like about you: "when i'm good, good god, i'm great"
"i am everyone and everything all of the time/oh god i'll be..."
all you get is confetti: "you are magdelene, mary" - mary magdelene is a woman from the bible, who was possessed by demons until Jesus told them to leave her alone. she then became a follower of Christ and was with him until his death. in all four gospels she is cited as one of the women, or the only woman, to be the first people to see Jesus' empty tomb. she also is the first person said to see Jesus resurrected. he speaks to her and she does not recognise him until she says his name.
henry says: "but/and i'll make snow angels out of all their bad dreams"
hot chocolate: "and if it snows right now that would be heaven/i mean honestly, that would be heaven"
nothing cures melancholy like looking at maps: "praying the police won't call on us"
we don't speak anymore: "we can part any sea/that surrounds us" - in the old testament, moses leads the israelites out of egypt by parting the red sea. it is a miracle that God performs through him. moses is also mentioned in fly out to alaska (above).
unreleased songs:
tea: "whether it's the devil's water or the holy water/your essence bleeds out and you diffuse"
#bears in trees#i got bored at 1am#i might do one of these for bird references at some point#christianity#religious imagery#rust#4am#fly out to alaska#fyaaa#nights like these#laugh/cry#heaven sent is a coffee cup#mossy cobblestone#confidant#little cellist#sun machine#if i just ask politely#precipitation#kind love#doing this again#bart's bike#i can't see anything i don't like about you#all you get is confetti#henry says#hot chocolate#nothing cures melancholy like looking at maps#we don't speak anymore#tea#the rust tag is refusing the go in the right place and it's really annoying me but i don't wanna delete all the other tags#so it's just gonna have to stay in the wrong place
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[A sad violin song plays over an image of a sad hamster]
Pac: This doesn't have anything to do with me – I wear a blue sweatshirt, you're crazy, this mouse doesn't even have a sweatshirt, this hamster! [Reading chat] Am I a depressed hamster?
[ Transcript continued ↓ ]*
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Pac: Actually– that's fine! I embrace that idea – of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy? [He hits his desk, then starts counting off people on his fingers] Fit is gone, Richarlyson is gone, Ramon is gone, Bagi and Empanada who were always there when we were there are also gone, I haven't seen them! It's just me and Tubbo, and sometimes Philza shows up.
Pac: I lost Chume Labs, I lost the Favela, I lost Murder Mystery, I lost Ilha Chume Labs, it's crazy! Look at how much I've lost, and I've gained nothing! Of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy?! How am I supposed to be happy?!
Pac: [Reading chat] "You have us Pac," that's true, thank you. No, that's true, sorry.
* NOTE: Please note that this is an incomplete transcript, as I was primarily relying on Aypierre's translation mod at the time and if I am not confident of the translation, I do not include it. As always, please feel free to add on translations or message me corrections.
#Pactw#QSMP#Pac#March 18 2024#As much as I love keeping people updated about Pac / the other Portuguese-speaking creators#I think I might not make as many transcribed posts for their clips anymore#I just don't think I'm qualified enough to be transcribing things for a language I don't know#like yeah we have the Qlobal Translator and Aypierre's translators to rely on#And I'm always upfront when I'm not 100% sure about a translation#but I've been thinking about it a lot and it kinda makes me feel a bit icky. Idk.#I might be overthinking this but I just I don't want to spread around translations I'm not super confident about#esp. since I know a lot of people cite my clips in analysis posts or link them to other people as resources#and 90% of the time I'm like ''Hell yeah I love seeing people getting a lot of use out of the archive''#but sometimes I get a bit anxious like ''Did I do a good enough job translating this''#''Am I ruining someone's entire perception of a conversation or character because I left one word out or mistranslated something?''#And like I said that's normally not a HUGE concern since if I'm not certain about a translation I just won't post a clip. but you know#idk it might just be the anxiety talking but I really really don't want to spread bad info#Happy to hear other folks' perspective#I'm really grateful for people like Bell and Pix and others who translate clips and I always try to reblog those#but we don't have a ton of people posting clips & translating things on Tumblr since we're so English-centric#which is part of the reason WHY I like sharing clips of the non-English-speaking CCs#but at the same time I want to do an accurate job representing what they're saying#Maybe I'll just start posting things and give a TLDR context of what they're talking about but not a transcript#that way native-speakers can hop in and add translations if that's something they're comfortable doing#and if not then well. at least I'm not sharing something that isn't super accurate#idk I'm just thinking out loud a bit in the tags#But I'm open to hearing other people's thoughts on the matter#Anyways giant rant aside. q!Pac is NOT doing ok rn
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thoughts on thistle and yaad's dynamic that i vomited in the tags of another post but will now try to articulate here: they're not actually family, or at least they shouldn't be. not in a conventional sense anyway. framing them as uncle and nephew (even in a non-literal, silly fantasy world way) rides more on technicality than anything concrete.
what i mean by this is yaad calls thistle by name and says he and delgal were raised "like" brothers. he talks about thistle like he's an outsider imposing himself into the melinis' space, and it's clear that thistle was never legitimized as a member of the family. for thistle's part, though we don't know how he would treat yaad pre-demon brainrot, it's safe to assume based on the way he punishes him—turning him into a doll—and how little is shown in the way of any sort of relationship between them that thistle only cares* about yaad as an extension of delgal (otherwise i'd expect something like kabru and milsiril, because it's not like another complicated interspecies family dynamic would be out of place, yet there's next to nothing on them even in bonus content, just their scant interactions in the main story).
in essence, they're strangers to one another. thistle's desperation to preserve the illusion of a family, a model where he doesn't even fit, was the snare they were caught in for the past thousand years of stasis. yaad-as-nephew is a prop to uphold that illusion, and thistle is playing a role he's unfit to play. in the context of post-canon interactions, attempting to reconstruct that facade would only be a reenactment of trauma for them both (in a deeply compelling way i'd love to watch unfold, tbh), as that "uncle and nephew" framing places thistle in an implicit position of power over someone he's already traumatized through misuse of authority in the past, a role which also perpetuates his adultification and yaad's infantilization in turn. it'd mostly be an obstacle to any real connection.
best to burn the melini family bridge, i think, and if there's still anything salvageable left in the rubble, let something different supplant it.
#not to say i don't enjoy when they're portrayed as a weird set of uncle and nephew - that's really fun too#i think their history and shared connection to delgal would be a key element to their dynamic no matter what#and it's something they would tryyyy to make work at some point. for lack of other options.#it's not smn i take too seriously either! but thinking about it for more than 2 minutes makes me go oh yikes#i do think they could be family - i'm a certified sucker and sap so i want them to be - but#growth means moving past that more conventional way of thinking of family#side note as someone with a large extended family i DO have uncles who are younger than me lmao#but i'm viewing the whole uncle + nephew thing with thistle and yaad more symbolically for the purposes of this#additional note the fantasy age-fuckery and power dynamics at play means thistle has been in an actual position of authority#over his younger family members like any older relative would be in spite of his being quite young and immature#so. no. don't try to be his uncle anymore. and he isn't your nephew. and oh god he isn't your dead brother let it go. stop with the labels#don't try to resurrect that corpse (< writing them trying to resurrect that corpse as we speak)#not sure if these tags are coherent pero basta lang. yaad and thistle stay complicated forever that's all i want#feel free to chime in or disagree as i'd like to crack into this like crispy lechon and my opinions are subject to change#roomba media#thistle#yaad#thistle & yaad#melinis#dunmeshi#dunmeshiposting#dunmeshi spoilers#thistle dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi#edit: changed some inaccurate wording in this one whew. english
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to my fellow creatives: never stop making art. art is an act of protest.
#i know that this is outside of what i normally post but a few days have passed and i've had time to think#the results of the US elections are hitting me really hard. i feel so gutted and betrayed and have no idea who the hell to trust anymore#so with that being said#I just want it to be abundantly clear that I am anti-Tr*ump and if you voted or support him in any way just unfollow me#actually do me a favor and block me#you do not deserve to read and enjoy art made by me if you think i don't deserve the right to fucking exist.#support black lives#free palestine#very fucking pro-choice#queer lives matter#disabled lives matter#i dislike the performative act of providing a list like this is a menu at a restaurant but i want there to be NO DOUBT where i stand.#there are many others who are more qualified and smarter than me to speak but i want to make it very clear to my followers where i stand.#and before someone says 'keep politics out of art' shut the actual fuck up. art and consuming art is and always will be political#and the only art worth anything is made by people like me and people who I love and support#and don't think it's only the US. the issues we have here are just as present in canada europe and asia and everywhere else.#there's so much more that i could say but that's all for now. my inbox is open.
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a few more because I literally cannot restrain myself from screencapping this man badly
#looking respectfully?? NEVER HEARD OF HER#using his chest as a pillow every single night#my coloring is awful but who cares????#the subject is BEAUTIFUL#sculpted by the gods using a blueprint i dreamed up#squeezing his arms would fix me#you can't see me in these photos but i'm actually just offscreen#being forcibly restrained from throwing myself on him and using my tongue on every inch of him#then we become lovers plot an escape and go live peacefully somewhere#we're married and live in a little cottage and raise crops and never have any problems ever again#and we have like twenty kids because i can't keep my hands off him#i will rewrite the stars and time travel for decades to get to him#just let me be his love#i love him SO MUCH it's not even a joke anymore#driving myself up the walls with desire for him#have you SEEN his neck???#i am kissing it so gently as we speak#and his tunic is long gone btw i have no use for it if it's coming between me and my love#i hope no one actually reads all these tags#i don't even know what i'm talking about anymore#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe#low quality screencaps of a high quality man
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rip to siffrin and loop but I'd get out of the time loops way faster than them and without having to have a complete mental breakdown because I'd tell my party about the loops almost immediately if not immediately and we'd figure it out together as a team
#tbh baffling to me that siffrin never thought to tell them till he couldn't hide it anymore#like?? Odile's a researcher why would you never ask her for her thoughts on it?? she might know something you don't??#Mirabelle's taken more classes than anyone else in the house??? we don't want her input??#like every member of your party could've helped and you just chose not to ask them for it ever??#couldn't be me. even if i didn't wanna ask for help I'd have caved and done it sooner rather than later#even at the very beginning where Siffrin was like “why would i tell them” i was like well why wouldn't you tell them#in stars and time#isat siffrin#im joking guys dw i know i cannot speak for how awful time loops are
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me, watching season 2 of Prodigy, every time Janeway and Chakotay are on screen: KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KI-
#I haven't finished the season don't tell me if they kiss or not#but SURELY we've matured enough as a society that we can have Chakotay and Janeway kiss#she's not even his commanding officer anymore#if they do not kiss I will riot#star trek prodigy#prodigy spoilers#I guess#prodigy s2#janeway#chakotay#janeway x chakotay#need these two to kiss. need them to get together. needed it since season 3~ of Voyager#a woman in command can have a boyfriend. as a treat#nuclear war speaks
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If anyone makes the argument in season 5 that Byler won't happen (bc they don't want it to) because Will has gotten over Mike so he doesn't reciprocate his feelings anymore, I will laugh my fucking ass off.
#i'm entertained now just thinking about it bc i can totally see jt#NO BUT THE TWO BOYS WON'T KISS SEE BECAUSE IT'S A ROMANTIC TRAGEDY ABOUT BAD TIMING#NO- NO- WILL GOT OVER MIKE BECAUSE IT'S BEEN SO LONG SO MIKE HAS FEELINGS FOR HIM NOW BUT WILL DOESN'T ANYMORE#MAYBE HE LIKES *ANY RANDOM* BOY INSTEAD OR MAYBE HE WILL WE DON'T KNOW#(this is about the homophobes not the milkvans ftr)#but it's the fact that i can totally see it and read the desperation for queer people not to be hapoy#as many queer people as you want fine but they are required to be miserable#'vickie dies and will gets over mike s5' like the vividness with which i can picture this argument#just speaks to how stupid the arguments are now#stranger things#byler
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Just came across this from shot from Spider-Man: Freshman Year...
Disney, just because you make Peter wear his yellow sweather and make him gay, it doesn't mean i'll watch it. (Like seriously, why are they staring at each other lovingly like that? We are about to get queerbaited so hard i swear)
i love the 60s inspired art style! very cute. very cute. i'm always very reluctant to get too excited about spider-man projects though. a sci has to manage their expectations (i don't want to get hurt again)
#sci speaks#i don't have a lot of thoughts about freshman year. but i don't have a lot of thoughts in general about anything really.#sci talks animation#i kind of don't want to see tiny twink nerd spider-men anymore.#give me jerkish twunk spider-man with resting bitch-face as he should be. why do we keep cutesifying him.
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i've been listening to we don't speak anymore (it's a spotify link, sorry non-spotify users) by @bearsintreesofficial since midnight (nearly an hour), and it's making me feel feelings.
i'm 16, and from the uk, so after june i'll have finished my current education (gcses). in england, people choose where to go for sixth form or college when they're 16-18. most of my friends are staying at the same school we're all currently at. i'm not.
i'm scared to lose them, in all honesty. i love them so much. i know friendships develop and change over time, and there's some people i won't bother to stay in touch with. but there's three people i don't think i could deal with not having as my friends.
yes, i'll make new friends at college. yes, i won't have exams or (hopefully) get bullied. but i am going to miss them with every fibre of my being. there's going to be a heavy feeling when i don't see them everyday. and i don't know how i'm supposed to cope with that.
i've known these people a while, some of them nearly half a decade (5 years) and they mean the world to me. they are the people who keep me safe. they keep me alive.
idk it's late i'm rambling a bit. i'm not sure what i'm going to do without my best friends there. i'm scared. anyway go stream wdsa by BiT!!
<3
#i was actually listening to bears in trees while writing this#bears in trees#best friends#we don't speak anymore#<3#songs on repeat#dirtbag boyband#from south london#i also binged like all their videos earlier on tt and yt and forgot to eat dinner 💀#but it's okay because ✨ bears in trees ✨#current hyperfixation#how to build an ocean: instructions#it's nearly half one now help#okay i'm going back to crying now bye guys 🫶
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BATFILES: Dick Grayson
FULL NAME: Richard John Grayson
ALIAS: Nightwing, prev. Robin
DATE OF BIRTH: March 21, 1991
HAIR: Black, wavy and thick
EYES: Dark blue
SKINTONE: Deep tan
HEIGHT: 5'10"/177cm
WEIGHT: 175lbs/80kg
ETHNIC BACKGROUND: Romani (tracing back to Spain, Romania, France and India mainly)
DISTINCTIVE SCARS AND MARKINGS: moles on face and body, piercing scar on left earlobe, small scar on chin
LANGUAGES: English, Romani (not fluent anymore), Japanese, Mandarin, Cantonese, Russian, Spanish, French, ASL (not entirely fluent), and some Tamaran
ADDITIONAL INFORMATION: suffers from regular pain in left knee due to injury acquired during early Nightwing days
#dick grayson#nightwing#dc comics#dc universe#headcanon#dc headcanon#romani dick grayson#I'm gonna go back and edit this 1000 times but here it is#I wanted to include some random facts but I didn't really know where to fit them#Dick is excellent at picking up languages#he might canonly speak more than Bruce#don't quote me on that though#as upsetting as it is I don't imagine he is fluent in his mother tongue anymore#and it does upset him#maybe he can find a way to be more fluent again#we will see where his story takes him#and thats right he had an earring when he was 17-22#he had it at the same time as the mullet#beautiful#and the discowing suit#he doesn't see the problem#batfiles
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I know the fandom is shrinking so it makes this even harder but are there active yr blogs who also contribute something to faves fest that doesn't include wilmon (besides like the two other blogs I can think of)? Or in general any blogs who post content of literally any other character? I seriously wanna know, are there Sara blogs, Felice blogs, etc? If so, I would love to follow them so in case you are and see this, please speak up
#young royals#sara eriksson#felice ehrencrona#i feel like I'm speaking into the void but I just had to try#2 years in the fandom and i have yet to come across more than one yr fanblog that isn't wilmon centric#and it only bugged me slightly before but it's bothering me more and more#i wanna see Felice gifs and pictures and sara and actually also august and wanna see people talking about them#just like they would do with wille and simon#and all that content is lovely but i wish i could curate my blog more specifically and diverse and less focused on one thing#i wish there was a community for the other main characters and also the side characters#i just want more variety#and idk if just nobody else does or if ppl got so intimidated by the vast amount of wilmon content they just never tried to go against it#i never complained about it either until recently but now it's probably too late to expect other content#I'm 2/3 years too late#problem in general is that people just don't reblog stuff anymore so how is something supposed to grow and be shown to others?#so any non wilmon stuff is just shared even less in the smaller fandom that we already have#and that is sadly not very encouraging#personal
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