#we are so back i missed doing late night oc rambles on tumblr

[monstatron]

(both characters are she/her!!)

silly 11 pm doodle of sunila and noctis based off of a tiktok i saw and it reminded me of them lol

sunila and noctis are best friends, originally they met in the fighting ring but ended up becoming workout buddies. sunila gave noctis some tips and they ended up forming an unexpected friendship

noctis knew who sunila was through obasi (considering that she leads the azure, an allied group with phantoms, the group obasi leads), but never quite expected to become her friend- or even face her in the ring

anyway yeahhh silly friends :P

[jiminspjm]

Christmas Wish + P. Jimin

:: this is my present to @chimknj !! merry christmas! im so sorry this is late :(( stupid tumblr wouldn’t send my asks!! i still had fun otherwise. anyway, i hope u had a merry christmas and enjoy your gift! 💓 ::

⇢ [characters] : park jimin x oc 

⇢ [rated] : NC-17 (strong language)

⇢ [glossary] : angsty fluff, oc whines, me trying to be funny, they makeout?? so there is that :) this is just bad okay

⇢ [index] : 1.6k

⇢ [preface] : none.

“I’m really sorry, little one I promise I’ll make it up to you.” Jimin’s soft voice echoed through the receiver. 

You felt tears begin to well up in your eyes, as you swallowed roughly. Clearing your throat, you smiled to yourself. 

“It’s fine Chim! Honestly, you can’t control the weather. Besides, at least you’ll get another day with the boys.” You spoke softly, picking at the threads of your blanket. Jimin was silent for a few moments, the only sounds you picked up were the boys’ obnoxious giggling in the background. 

“It’s not fine. I feel terrible, I wanted to spend Christmas with you. We haven’t missed one since we got engaged. I’m breaking a streak here.” You stifled a laugh, and rolled your eyes. Huffing under your breath, you fiddled with the piece of jewelry on your ring finger, the gems reflected off the dim lighting of your living room. 

“Oh, quit your whining Park. Better hurry back, or I’ll eat those cookies your mom brought over.” You snorted as he gasped. 

“You wouldn’t.” He spoke lowly. You hummed, looking at your nails.

“Oh but I would, so you better hurry back!” You spoke as cheerfully as possible. Jimin’s chuckle came from his end. “I love you, be safe. Tell the idiots I say hi.” 

Jimin was silent on his end for a moment, before he softly said, “I love you, little one. Merry Christmas.”  Blowing breath from your mouth silently, you bite your lip as your grip on the phone became tighter. 

“Good night Jimin,” you said, pausing for a moment, “Merry Christmas.” You said so quiet you didn’t even know if he heard you, as you brought the device away from your ear and ended the call. That night as you laid down in your bed, you rolled towards the side which Jimin normally sleeps on. Staring at the empty spot made the bed seem bigger than it actually was. You felt your eyes begin to burn once more as you finally surrendered yourself to exhaustion. 

-

You weren’t sure what time you woke up, but it was still dark outside when the front door to your flat creaked open. Confused, you slowly sat up in bed as you rubbed your eyes. You jumped a bit when you heard something break. Stilling yourself in bed, you blinked in the darkness of your room. Quickly ripping off your sheets and scrambling off the bed, you backed yourself into a corner near the window.

Well fuck, Jimin isn’t home? Is someone breaking in? What the hell do I do? This is the worst way to die. 

You felt yourself begin to panic as all these scenarios ran through your head. Taking a deep breath, you decided to stay calm and just think of the best way to approach the situation. You didn’t really have much time to think because the intruder was coming up the stairs. Internally swearing, and planning your funeral, you looked for some sort of way to defend yourself. Scanning your eyes across the room, you blinked through the darkness to try and find something. Eyes skimming over your vanity, you saw your hairspray and made a quick grab for the canister. Tripping over the rug a bit, you tried to calm your breathing as you stood by the bedroom door. A low swear was the first thing you heard before the bedroom door opened slowly.

Adrenaline decided to kick in as you closed your eyes and aimed the nozzle blindly at your assailant. Holding your finger on the nozzle, you looked away as the product expelled from the bottle.

“Please don’t kill me! Please, please, my fiancée will be mad if I am dead and then we have to cancel the wedding, and I really like my dress, and also I haven’t had sex in like a month so PLEASE! Just wait a few days and just-!” Your pleads were cut short when an arm snaked around your waist, and walked you back towards the bed. At this point nothing was spraying out of the can as you opted for trying to knee your assailant in his genitals.

“Fuck, woman your aim is terrible and you just wasted half a can of hairspray.” Jimin grunted, pushing your body on the bed. Wait, Jimin?!

You stopped your thrashing immediately and blinked up at Jimin in the dim lighting. 

“Jimin?” You whispered, letting your body sink into the mattress. “What the hell are you doing?” It was still dark outside, so the only light present was from the moon that shone through the half-opened curtains.

“Uh, incase you forgot this is my bed and my house,” Jimin spoke, leaning his face closer to yours. His hands were now situated on either side of your head, the weight of his body warmed your exposed skin. 

Rolling your eyes, you pushed him back slightly, hoping he would move. 

“I meant, what the hell are you doing here in our home when you should be in the states still.” You questioned, flicking him on the side of his head. 

“Ow, what’s your problem?” Jimin asked, bringing a hand up to his sore head. 

“My problem?” Your eyes turned into slits as you glared at Jimin. “My ‘problem’ Park Jimin, is you! Here I am trying to sleep and you sneak in at, God knows’ what hour! Scare me to death, and here I am trying to defend myself with a fucking hairspray cannister! While your dumbass sneaks in, and nearly gives me a heart attack! So my ‘problem’ Park Jimin is the fact that you are laughing at me right now.” You cut your rant short when you begin to hear his giggle as he leans into your neck. Huffing, you begin to feel frustrated tears in your eyes for no reason at all. To say the least, you are embarrassed. When you begin to sniffle, Jimin ceases his laughter and pulls back from you.

“Woah, hey, hey, what’s wrong?” Jimin asks, prying your hands away from your face. You shake your head, crossing your arms over your face. Jimin sighs, and you feel his weight leave your body. Soft footsteps pad to the other side of the bed, a quiet click resonates through the room.

Behind closed eyes you can see a warm glow emit through the room. Sniffling, you feel your arms being pulled away from your face. Shaking your head, you try and resist as Jimin pulls.

“Please, little one. Look at me.” Jimin speaks softly. You relax into his hold, as he gently pulls your arms away. A few seconds pass before you feel his hands slide up your face. His rings are cool against your face, as he thumbs circles under your eyes. “I am sorry for scaring you, and in all honesty I was trying to surprise you.” He snorted. The corner of your mouth twitched a bit, making your nose scrunch. Jimin smiled as you slowly opened your eyes, blinking a few times to adjust to the now dimly lit room. 

You blink up at Jimin, his plush lips pull into a grin as your eyes flit across his face.

“I hate you.” You murmured, looking him in the eye. Jimin snorts, but his eyes never leave your face. His hair was short, and a light shade of silver. The strands were pushed back, revealing his forehead. His face had a healthy glow- the tan skin stretching across his strong jaw. His plush lips were pulled into a stupid, cocky grin. 

Leaning closer to you, he grinned even more. “You know, for someone who says they hate me, you seem to like to look at me.” Jimin teases, dragging out his syllables. Mustering your best glare, you squint at him and try to ignore the fact that your cheeks are burning. Looking away from him, you try and block out his laughter. Jimin looks down at your flustered state, and tries not to laugh, but he thinks you are so adorable that he can’t help it. You on the other hand, are trying really, really hard to be mad and find any reason to ignore your fiancé. In all honesty though, you didn’t need to be mad. All he wanted to do was surprise you, but your just a big crybaby.

“_ _ _,” Jimin spoke your name gently, causing you to turn your head to look at him. He looked at you, sincerity in his eyes. “I am truly sorry for scaring you and laughing at you. Those were not my intentions, all I wanted to do was surprise you because I promised you I would be home for Christmas this year, and the last thing-,” You were tired of all this rambling, so you leaned up and pressed your mouth against his.

Jimin's’ words became swallowed against your mouth, as he reciprocated the kiss. His lips were soft and there was the faintest trace of vanilla on the tip of his tongue. Groaning against him, you carded your fingers in the strands of his hair and pulled him impossibly close. Jimin grunted against you, taking your bottom lip in between his teeth and pulling it back. His hand gripped tightly around your thigh, winding it around his waist. Kisses becoming breathy, you pulled back from Jimin as he continued to sponge kisses against your neck. 

“J-Jimin,” you whined. He hummed against your skin, sucking slightly on the skin behind your ear. “Let go or I w-won’t forgive your sorry ass.” You said, trying to keep your voice as steady as possible. Jimin chuckled lowly, squeezing the flesh of your thigh. 

“Hmm, but what about the sex you were whining about when you thought you were gonna die?” Jimin teased, smirking down at you when he saw your eyes widen. 

“Okay, now I am definitely not forgiving your sorry ass, Park.” You retorted, beginning to wiggle out of his grasp.

“Wait no I’m kidding, please suck my dick.”

[divinexchaos-moved]

I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH??

Hey!! So I hit 200 followers about a week ago and I’ve been meaning to make one of. these!! So!!! HERE GOES NOTHING!! First of all, I want to say that I love each and every one of you and I cherish you all so much!! I don’t want to miss anyone, but I probably will so just know that I love every single person who follows me and I have no idea why you have all stuck around!! That being said, I want to acknowledge some people who I wouldn’t be here without! It’s under a cut because I ramble and have so much love!! 

THE GANG

I have had the chance to talk OOC with each of the following, and they have all changed my world for the better. If you’re not following them then I really insist that you do! 

@thebvdguys || @bloodyknucklesx : Shy?? We met back when you were sinfuldreams and we have been together ever since. We have gone through more than just a few things with one another, and I would consider you one of my best friends. Watching the way you have grown on this website astounds me on a daily basis. You give your characters your all and ruin my life with all our ships!! You were the first person I befriended on this site so thank you for that! 

@rvnninonfvmes : Kat? Where do I even begin? I know you’re on hiatus but I still wanted to mention you because we connect so well. I enjoy all the things we do on discord, and all that we have built up with our characters. You are the angst queen and you own that title. You play some of the most interesting OC’s I have ever interacted with! 

@milkovichsmickey : Hello wife. Nic, I know we’ve only known each other a short while but you hold my heart and Mickey holds the heart of every single one of my characters? He has captivated them all in so many ways and you play him to justice. He is a super complex character but his voice flows into your writing every single time. Not only do we talk pretty much daily, plot for hours on end, and everything else-you are one of my favourite people on this entire site. <3. We have like a bajillion threads and I love them all.

@shxcklash || @nctyourplaything : Em. Seriously?? How long have we been talking?? I love you so much? The best Harper & Mandy around? You’re so talented and your OOC posts on your blogs make my day every time I see them. You’re a total sweetheart and more dedicated than a lot of people I know. Phenomenal writer and soooo intelligent. I’m grateful that I have the chance to write with you. 

@awolfsbxne : Jazz. You’ve been there through all my BS with picking muses up and setting them back down. All my late night plotting messages, every idea I’ve ever had, countless lost/ accidentally dropped threads. You’ve put up with spotty muse, rambling, long threads, and short. You never make me feel bad about getting overexcited, and anything I want to do you do with me. Thank you for being someone I can always count on! 

@illuminate-these-hopeless-places : Can I say fast friends?? I love all our plots and am excited for future threads together. Sweetheart to talk to OOC, makes my day almost everyday! Never change and may tumblr bring you nothing but good things. 

@mindlessnovamuses : Dyl? You’re never going to not mean a ton to me. I know you’re on hiatus, I don’t know if you’ll see this-but You’re still the Stiles to my Lydia and I miss you. We used to have 20+ threads going at a time and you helped me through a lot. Just a special mention for helping me build who I am as a writer. 

@felisis : Lily, you’ve also been here forever, we have exclusive muses, and have gone through multiple interactions. I love everything we write together and I thank you for always being so patient with me!! We have had countless OOC talks and interactions to go along with them. I hope that you’re active again soon!

MY LOVES

These are people I have interacted with more than once, whom I enjoy all my threads with. They all do amazing jobs of playing their characters and I wanted to thank you all for making me smile with every single interaction!! 

@heavenpetersuniverse  ; @storiesandtoysrps ; @thesinful-lot ; @especiallyfxckyou ; @cxntagixus  ; @wildmoored ; @litheletters​

PEOPLE I ADMIRE FROM AFAR

All these presences on my dash make my day so bright!! Some of you are new faces and some of you I have followed for a while now! I would love to get the chance to write with you, or talk OOC! (some of us have already) If not then I am just as happy to watch your URL float by on my dash bc I admire you all so much! 

@rayofsunshinc ; @chaostied || @southrot ; @southsidelover ; @knifedroses  @mcmachine ; @coeurxbrise ; @soldiiermade ; @kingfallen @lethalintelligence ;  @gllaghrs ; @keepsaked ; @mollysmythtymsyllom ; @geniusidict ; @kolhearted