#we are only at the second part byr

[inumakkin]

We are getting somewhere

[i-cant-sing]

I am in love with your yandere ideas, I don’t know where they come from

Probably some deep dark internal place where god has long since shown his light

Yes💖💖💖 but speaking of God, you know what type of yandere I want? The type we all deserve?

A religious yandere who is on knees every single day, praying and crying to God for you. A yandere who is a firm believer that you're two soulmates, that your name was written along side his way before the creation of the universe.

A yandere who does excessive charity and good deeds, asking everyone to pray for him that his God grants him the one he loves.

And perhaps the yandere has tried to get you, but he wasn't successful. Maybe it's because he's poor, maybe it's because you're not compatible with him, or maybe it's just because he's a walking red flag with his inability to take no for an answer (for real, you've threw your shoe at him too when he showed up at your door

Soon, people start to pity him/admire him for his persistent and pious self, and when they hear the way he describes you, how utterly and completely in love he is with you, their heart just breaks.

So, now people start to slowly pressure you into accepting him, telling you that his love is pure, and that no one will ever love you/care for you as much as him.

You turn them all down, telling them to mind their own business and of course, they're hurt by your rudeness. They tell yandere about how mean you are and how he deserves someone much better. The yandere shakes his head and smiles sadly.

"Her. Only her. God has made her for me, and I for him." He'd say, before going back to praying and it's only now that people realise that that's all he does. He prays for you, all day, all night. And it's starting to show that he's also stopped taking care of himself, spending his all of his time doing selfless good deeds and praying for you.

They are moved by how... devoted he has become. Watching how even when he's sick, dishevelled with the high fever, all he could mutter is your name over and over again like a broken record. And they ask him, why do you not ask your God to grant you health? And yandere would smile and reply, "I'd never ask Him to take away any suffering he gives me, for perhaps he'd take pity on me and grant me my beloved Y/n."

With him becoming a sort of Saint now, and being impressed by his love and devotion to you, the yandere mentality starts to spread to them. Soon, the town people form a small cult. Their mission?

To bring you and yandere together.

And since you're not taking the easy way, they're gonna go ahead and kidnap you, keep you locked up in their basement where perhaps once or twice a day, you're tortured by someone, telling you this is how your life is gonna be from now on.

While you're slowly breaking down every day, the yandere is worried now that he can't find you anywhere. He starts running around panicking, looking for you everywhere, heart sinking when he can't find you.

And that's when the town people's second part of the plan begins: guide yandere to where you are and let him be your Knight in shining armour.

The yandere finally finds you (after all the hints from the people) and he looks like he can finally breathe again when his eyes find yours.

"Y/n." He breathes out, walking towards you, but restraining himself from hugging you, for he remembers how you told him that you're repulsed by him, he remembers all the terrible things you'd spew at him.

But then a miracle happens. You throw yourself at him and start crying, begging him to save you- to get you out of here.

He feels like his world stopped for a few moments when you touched him, his rapidly beating heart finally coming at ease, matching the rhythm of your heart.

He nodded, inhaling your scent (despite you being sweaty and grimy) and telling you that everything will be alright.

And when he takes you home- to his small, humble abode, taking a washcloth to clean the dirt of your face, the town people can't help byr watch from the windows as their plan succeeded. The yandere tells you to sleep, that he promises that he won't do anything unbecoming of a man before leaving his house to get you something to eat.

And the people can't help but ask why he looks sad right now. Didn't their plan work?

The yandere sighs. "I'm worried. Y/n, she was hurt by someone. And- and I don't want to think what would have happened if I didn't save her. But..."

"But what?"

"But now she wants to leave the town. Says its too traumatising for her to stay here." He sniffles. "What will I do when she's not here? When I can't even see her anymore? What if someone hurts her again and I'm not there?"

What the fuck?

-

A day or two later, when reader starts packing her stuff, some people from the cult come to hera and lay down the law for her.

"You're not leaving, Y/n. Because if you do, we'll make sure it's in a coffin." They start threatening you, even thrashing you.

Another part of the cult goes to yandere and starts putting ideas in his head.

"You can't let her leave."

The yandere sighs sadly. "What can I do? I can't force her to stay here-"

"Yes, you can. Yes you can! Don't you see? She's your soulmate, the one who was created for you. You can't let her go- that would be like rejecting God's gift to you!" They begin brainwashing him. "She's too naive to see what's good for her! It's upto you, her better half, to save her!"

"But she wants to leave-"

"She doesn't know what she wants is not good for her. She doesn't know what she really needs! What if she wanted to jump of a cliff? Would you let her? What if she she wants to put herself in danger? Would you let her?"

The yandere's eyes darkened. "No."

"Then save her. Save her from herself."

-

By the time yandere comes to your place, you're all bloody and bruised from the beating from the mov earlier, and yandere growls as he asks who did this to you.

This time, he doesn't think twice about touching you as he picks you up and carries you to the couch, and starts cleaning up your wounds.

"They- they won't let me go! Please, you gotta help me leave town!" You cried, and his heart breaks a little at your tears.

He wipes them away. "I'm afraid I can't help you."

"Why?!"

"Because I can't protect you if you're not with me." He cups your cheek. "You're God's gift to me, and I am His gift to you. You are mine, and I am yours. And we cannot be apart from each other, Y/n. Don't you see how much harm it has already caused you?"

The cult outside couldn't help but smile as they watched you begin wailing and trying to escape yandere, only for him to tackle you down and kiss you.

They decided to leave you two alone (not really, a few of them still stood outside in case yandere needed their help capturing you or you tried to escape/hurt yandere.

The rest of the cult now began the third phase of their plan: making yandere and you as the cult leaders.

Should I make this an oc? A new one or perhaps an old one?

[emigotchi]

More potato stuff

Tagged by @oh-my-otome. Thank you for thinking of me! (u_u)

What’s your age?

I named my MC in MidCin “I farted” just to pull off a post like this [x]. What does that tell you about my age? What’s that? I am stuck at the mental age of a seven year old?

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You are absolutely right. Next question!

What’s your current job?

I have a degree in existential crises. I am pretty good at having existential crises on the fly. :v Give me the most random thing and I will spiral. :v

What are you talented at?

I am  talented at getting lost. Ever took the wrong turn as soon as you stepped out your door? No? Well, I’m not exaggerating when I say that it has happened to me. ( ;-; )

What? That’s self-deprecating? :v Oh well. :v

What is a big goal you are working toward?

Conquering the world with Byron

Not sure if it’s a big goal, but I’m wrestling with my thesis right now. *sigh*

What’s your aesthetic?

Byron Wagner. I MEAN LOOK AT HIM:

He can rock whatever he wears. I bet he’d make tacky garbs look classy. :v

(Okay, who didn’t see this coming? >:V This troll response is something you should have seen coming from miles away. :v *drowns in bricks*)

If you’re asking about my wardrobe, then I prefer clothes that aren’t too flashy. Colorful is fine, but not... right in your face flashy. Maybe on the classic side, but not on the “oh mah gahd, is she wearing her grandma’s clothes” side of things? 

I don’t know... As long as my clothes suit me, I’m happy with it. xD

Do you collect anything?

I suppose I collect happy moments, since I write down at least one every day? In a sense, you could say I collect diaries and journals since I need them to write. xD

What’s a topic you always talk about?

Byr-*bricked*

I don’t talk much, so whatever people talk about, I will listen and chime in from time to time. I suppose anything that has a plot (so video games, books, anime, etc) could get me going for a while because I like analyzing stories (and coming up with theories).

What’s a pet peeve of yours?

Oh, it certainly isn’t the lack of respect for personal space. What has you thinking that I hate it? :v

Go ahead. Invade my personal space. See what happens. 

（╯°□°）╯︵(\ .o.)\  

Good advice to give?

... Smile in the face of adversity? I know it helps me. xD

What are three songs you recommend?

Byron’s voice

ONLY THREE?! Unf, fine...

1- Fairytale by Kalafina [x] 

I’m trying really hard to hold back with Kalafina because I just can’t pick a favorite song... OTL BUT HIKARI NO SENRITSU IS REALLY GOOD TOO [x]. Kalafina is the group that sang Lacrimosa [x], which is Kuroshitsuji’s second ending theme.

2- Kingdom Hearts’ OST. (KH 1 [x], KH 2 [x], KH: BBS [x], KH: Re: CoM [x])

The songs are generally soft and great for studying. You don’t get distracted by lyrics and whatnot. 

(Anecdote: I had Bohemian Rhapsody stuck in my head while trying to write a letter. You can imagine how THAT went... Something along the lines of “Oh, I should include this idea. Easy come, easy go, will you let me go. But how do I link this part and this part... BISMILLAH NO! WE WILL NOT LET YOU GO!!! Hngmhngm...” Never again.)

3- This rendition of This is Halloween by VSQ [x]

This.Really. Makes me. Want. To learn. Either the violin or the cello. Even more. In fact, go take a look at their channel. It’s pretty impressive. xD

Thank you for reading this far if you have (u_u)

Tagging:  @lustfullyleocrawford @confused-tofu @theempresskaizer @rimalupin @melodramatic-butterfly @spyrothetimelord @agrossivepatato @pumpkingamelodge

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New Releases

At YallWest this weekend, I went to a panel where Maya Motayne spoke about her new novel Nocturna, and I got so excited, so adding her novel to my ever increasing TBR list. Which of these will you be adding to yours?

Somewhere Only We Know by Maurene Goo Farrar, Straus and Giroux (BYR)

10 00 p.m.: Lucky is the biggest K-pop star on the scene, and she’s just performed her hit song “Heartbeat” in Hong Kong to thousands of adoring fans. She’s about to debut on The Tonight Show in America, hopefully a breakout performance for her career. But right now? She’s in her fancy hotel, trying to fall asleep but dying for a hamburger.

11 00 p.m.: Jack is sneaking into a fancy hotel, on assignment for his tabloid job that he keeps secret from his parents. On his way out of the hotel, he runs into a girl wearing slippers, a girl who is single-mindedly determined to find a hamburger. She looks kind of familiar. She’s very cute. He’s maybe curious.

12:00 a.m.: Nothing will ever be the same. — Cover image and summary via Goodreads

Kings, Queens, and In-Betweens by Tanya Boteju Simon Pulse

Perpetually awkward Nima Kumara-Clark is bored with her insular community of Bridgeton, in love with her straight girlfriend, and trying to move past her mother’s unexpected departure. After a bewildering encounter at a local festival, Nima finds herself suddenly immersed in the drag scene on the other side of town.

Macho drag kings, magical queens, new love interests, and surprising allies propel Nima both painfully and hilariously closer to a self she never knew she could be—one that can confidently express and accept love. But she’ll have to learn to accept lost love to get there. — Cover image and summary via Goodreads

With the Fire on High by Elizabeth Acevedo HarperTeen

Ever since she got pregnant freshman year, Emoni Santiago’s life has been about making the tough decisions—doing what has to be done for her daughter and her abuela. The one place she can let all that go is in the kitchen, where she adds a little something magical to everything she cooks, turning her food into straight-up goodness.

Even though she dreams of working as a chef after she graduates, Emoni knows that it’s not worth her time to pursue the impossible. Yet despite the rules she thinks she has to play by, once Emoni starts cooking, her only choice is to let her talent break free.

— Cover image and summary via Goodreads

Nocturna (A Forgery of Magic #1) by Maya Motayne Balzer + Bray

To Finn Voy, magic is two things: a knife to hold under the chin of anyone who crosses her…and a disguise she shrugs on as easily as others pull on cloaks.

As a talented faceshifter, it’s been years since Finn has seen her own face, and that’s exactly how she likes it. But when Finn gets caught by a powerful mobster, she’s forced into an impossible mission: steal a legendary treasure from Castallan’s royal palace or be stripped of her magic forever.

After the murder of his older brother, Prince Alfehr is first in line for the Castallan throne. But Alfie can’t help but feel that he will never live up to his brother’s legacy. Riddled with grief, Alfie is obsessed with finding a way to bring his brother back, even if it means dabbling in forbidden magic.

But when Finn and Alfie’s fates collide, they accidentally unlock a terrible, ancient power—which, if not contained, will devour the world. And with Castallan’s fate in their hands, Alfie and Finn must race to vanquish what they have unleashed, even if it means facing the deepest darkness in their pasts.

Laura Dean Keeps Breaking Up With Me by Mariko Tamaki & Illustrations by Rosemay Valero O’Connelle First Second Books

Laura Dean, the most popular girl in high school, was Frederica Riley’s dream girl: charming, confident, and SO cute. There’s just one problem: Laura Dean is maybe not the greatest girlfriend.

Reeling from her latest break up, Freddy’s best friend, Doodle, introduces her to the Seek-Her, a mysterious medium, who leaves Freddy some cryptic parting words: break up with her. But Laura Dean keeps coming back, and as their relationship spirals further out of her control, Freddy has to wonder if it’s really Laura Dean that’s the problem. Maybe it’s Freddy, who is rapidly losing her friends, including Doodle, who needs her now more than ever. Fortunately for Freddy, there are new friends, and the insight of advice columnists like Anna Vice to help her through being a teenager in love.

Mariko Tamaki and Rosemary Valero-O’Connell bring to life a sweet and spirited tale of young love that asks us to consider what happens when we ditch the toxic relationships we crave to embrace the healthy ones we need. — Cover image and summary via Goodreads