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sergeantbarnessdoll · 3 months
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Sebastian Stan characters finding out you’re pregnant » Mickey Henry
Pairings: Mickey Henry x Female Reader
Summary: Mickey finds out you’re pregnant.
Warnings: Fluff, language, pet names
Written on my phone. I’m sorry for any mistakes.
Header made by @buckys-wintersoldier
GIF IS NOT MINE! Credit goes to the creators. I found it on Pinterest.
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You find out you’re pregnant a couple weeks after the “fun” night you and Mickey had on the beach.
You have it planned out. You and Mickey hangout on the beach after his DJ set. You tell him you have a surprise for him and show him the positive pregnancy test. A smile grows on his face and he hugs you, spinning you around causing the two of you to fall down in the sand. You land on top of Mickey.
Mickey would be ecstatic that he’s going to be a dad.
He holds your hair during your morning sickness.
After your morning sickness, you demand cuddles which he happily gives you.
Mickey telling you how much he wants a daughter or a son or both.
He can’t get over your beauty when your baby bump starts growing.
Mickey already bought your favorite snacks and foods before you ask.
Him holding you when you’re crying over something that shouldn’t be cried over.
Him giving your belly soft kisses.
You stealing his short sleeve button up shirts cause why not.
Mickey working extra DJ gigs for extra money.
You waking up in the middle of the night, because the baby decided that you should be awake so Mickey rubs his hand on your baby bump to calm the baby down so you can get some sleep.
You telling Mickey about the cravings you’re having.
Kisses and cuddles.
You and Mickey coming up with names for the baby together.
You and Mickey agreeing on what the design of the nursery should be.
You complaining about your feet hurting and Mickey gives you a foot massage while watching your favorite movie.
You waking up Mickey in the middle of the night cause you’re hungry.
You begging Mickey to stay home when he’s about to leave for a DJ gig.
You waiting up for him and falling asleep on the couch. When he comes home, he moves you from the couch to the bedroom so you’re more comfortable.
Him telling you how much he loves you and the baby.
Him talking to the baby all the time and calling it daddy and son time or daddy and daughter time.
You two smiling widely when the baby starts kicking.
Mickey laying his head on your lap so he can be closer to your baby bump.
Him kissing your lips and saying “I love you, babe.” and kissing your baby bump and saying “And I love you too, little one.”
You buying a lot of stuff animals for the baby.
You showing Mickey how cute something is for the baby while shopping in store or online.
You and Mickey laying in bed at night, smiling at each other and maintaining eye contact while his hand rubs your baby bump.
You and Mickey telling each other that you two can’t wait for the baby to be born.
Over all, Mickey would be beyond thrilled about having a baby with you.
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videostarblogs · 2 months
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6. ganguro gyaru
ganguro gyaru is a distinctive substyles of the gyaru fashion movement that emerged in Japan in the mid-1990s. known for its striking and unconventional look, ganguro gyaru is characterized by deeply tanned skin, bleached hair, and bold makeup. here's a detailed breakdown of ganguro gyaru.
origin and development
ganguro gyaru developed as a reaction against traditional Japanese beauty standards, which favored fair skin and natural looks. the term ganguro translates to blackface, highlighting the deep tans that are a Hallmark of the style. influenced by western fashion, beach culture, and the rebellious spirit of youth, ganguro gyaru emerged from the broader movement, which itself was a reaction against the conservative and conformist norms of japanese society. the style peaked in popularity in the late 1990s and early 2000s, particularly in Tokyo's Shibuya district, a hub for youth culture and fashion innovation.
key motifs
deep tan: the most distinctive feature of ganguro gyaru is the artificially deep tan, this is achieved through frequent visits to tanning salons or the use of self tanning products
bleached and colorful hair: hair is typically bleaches to a platinum blonde or dyed in vibrant, unconventional colors like silver, orange, or pink. the hair is often styles in voluminous and wavy or straightened and sleek look.
dramatic makeup: makeup in ganguro gyaru is bold and exaggerated. white eyeshadow and eyeliner are used around the eyes to create a stark contrast against the tanned skin. black eyeliner and thick false lashes enhance the dramatic effect. lips often are painted with pale pink or while lipstick
colorful and layered clothing: ganguro gyaru fashion includes eclectic and colorful clothing. layered outfits, short skirts, crop tops, and platform shoes are common. neon colors, animal print, and flashy accessoires like large hair slips, bracelets, and rings are frequently used aswell.
accessories and nail art: accessories play a significant role in completing the ganguro look. oversized accessories, decorated nails, and vibrant nail art with rhinestones and 3d embellishments are popular.
music
the ganguro gyaru aesthetic is often associated with energetic and fun music genres such as jpop, eurobeat, and para para music. these genres align with the lively an bold spirit of the fashion.
here are some artists to listen to
Kyary Pamyu Pamyu
Namie Amuro
Ayumi Hamasaki
Morning Musume
Maximum the Hormone
G-Dragon
Namie Amuro
Dir en grey
AKB48
Big Bang
movies
films and media that explore Japanese youth culture and fashion often feature ganguro gyaru. the 2004 film shimotsuma monoatari, also know as kamikaze girls, showcases aspects of the gyaru life style, though it focuses more on the broader gyaru culture rather than ganguro specifically. documentaries and tv shows about Japanese street fashion, like Tokyo girls, often highlight the ganguro subculture as part of the broarder gyaru movement.
here are some movies to watch.
Suicide Club (2002)
Tokyo Tribe (2014)
Female Prisoner 701: Scorpion (1972)
Battle Royale (2000)
Azumi (2003)
Death Proof (2007)
13 Assassins (2010)
Audition (1999)
books and other medias
manga and anime: some manga and anime feature characters inspired by the ganguro style. titles like gals by mihona fuiji provide a glimpse into the gyaru lifestyle and fashion.
fashion magazines: magazines such as egg and kawaii have historically featured ganguro gyaru offering fashion tips, makeup tutorialsm and street snaps of individuals embracing the style.
social media: platforms like Instagrams, TikTok,a ND various fashion blogs have become essentials for ganguro gyaru enthusiasts to share their looks, connect with like minded individuals and keep the subculture alive. online communities and forums dedicated to gyaru fashion also play a significant role in fostering the ganguro gyaru community
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overall, ganguro gyaru is a bold and rebellious fashion subculture that embraces deep tans, dramatic makeup, and colorful, eclectic clothing. it challenges traditonal beauty standards and celebrates individuality, creativly and a carefree, youthful style.
make sure to like, reblog, annd follow for more fashion posts like this!!!! leave any suggestions you may have aswell
videostar signing off...........
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kermit-the-hag · 1 year
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thanks for the tag @female-fogbank this was a fun one!
rules: bold the ones that are true and tag 15 people to do it.
APPEARANCE
blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear makeup // i don't often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards
HOBBIES AND TALENTS
i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand
RELATIONSHIP
i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online
AESTHETICS
i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season
MISCELLANEOUS
i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dogs
no pressure tag (except for you @rhaenyyras you know the deal): @steviesbicrisis @scoupsahoy @munsinner @lunatictardis @bowersbubbles @changemunson @bettiebloodshed @wynnyfryd @killyspinacoladas @corrodedbisexual @catgirl-vampireboy @dwobbitfromtheshire @taoargents @taylorscarbonfootprint
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mayonnaisetoffees · 1 year
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Oversharing on the Internet
Tagged by: @mistmarauder 🧡 (I can respond to these in a timely manner! Who knew? Though I always say waaaaay too much hence the readmore)
ONE: Are you named after anyone? My middle name was for my mum's great-nana I think? Maybe great-grandma and I only think great-nana because we only had a great-nana. But not my first name, no. But fun fact: My parents ONLY had one name for a girl. If my younger sibling had been born a girl they'd have been fuuuucked. (Also part of why I keep my name despite it being v much female-coded because like I earnt this. Also, like... it's my name. It fits me, thought I more often than not get confused seeing it written down because like that's my verbal name, Mayo is my written name.)
TWO: When was the last time you cried? Last week? Little sleep + stress of moving = lots of tears at random times.
THREE: Do you have kids? Nope! Don't have pets either. I wanna foster/adopt/support (probably older kids/teenagers) at some point but not for a few years and I absolutely do not want bio kids. Pregnancy freaks me the fuck out.
FOUR: Do you use sarcasm a lot? Fairly often? I can't even tell anymore tbh like I just talk, even I'm barely paying attention to what I'm saying half the time! Less so online I think (this is where people are like nah mate you do that here too) because it's definitely been misunderstood before - sometimes making me look very daft and I'm like I don't know you people well enough to say that that was what is called a joke
FIVE: What sports have you played/do you play? I never found one I liked apart from, like, bench-ball. The fact that there aren't (that I've found at least) casual places to play bench ball as an adult is a fucking travesty.
SIX: What's the first thing you notice about people? Their smile/laugh/sense of humour? I'm really bad with faces, but if someone laughs or makes a joke pretty soon after I meet them, I remember them a lot more easily. Online it's definitely like the quirks of their writing style.
SEVEN: What's your eye colour? Brown! Pretty dark brown too so like none of the "ooh it's got XYZ in it in the light" it has brown with hints of brown
EIGHT: Scary movies or happy endings? Happy endings - I am the biggest wimp with scary films. I was part of the "let's go hang in the kitchen with the leftover pizza/snacks" gang if horror films came on at a sleepover!
NINE: Any special talents? I'm not the biggest fan of cake, but by god will I make the best cake you've tasted. I can also do a good mix CD (less good at specific playlists because playlists it's just a big mess of great songs) and I can flick through to the right page in a book for a quote pretty easily - drove some people mad in English because people would be trying to find it for like five minutes and I'd just be like drrrrrrrr (idk how to write the noise for fanning through the pages) There!
TEN: Where were you born? At home, south of England (I'm very much Northern, being there for like two memories max one of which was falling asleep indoors doesn't count 😂). I can't remember if it was me or my older brother this happened for, but my mum went into labour in the middle of the night and woke my dad up and was like "The baby is coming" and my dear father went "If you still think so in half an hour, wake me up again" and rolled back over. Needless to say, he was not, in fact, allowed to go back to sleep. He also hates that story so we tell it as often as possible 😇
ELEVEN: What are your hobbies? Uhh I watch a lot of TV? 😂 I need to get more hobbies that get me outside tbh. But I podfic, I knit sometimes when I'm watching stuff and I play games when I watch stuff, I cook a lot, I bake, I like long walks on the beach actually I like reasonable length walks by rivers/green areas or along the promenade if I'm at the beach because sand (Anakin Skywalker was right and he should say it).
TWELVE: Do you have any pets? Nope! Just moved, but I used to help look after my friends' dog every so often - she's a black cockapoo called Luna and I love her dearly but she also made me realise if I do get a dog, I don't want a puppy. They are a lot of work. Which makes sense because they are literally baby
THIRTEEN: How tall are you? 5'7", please don't ask me for the metric - I haven't had to be measured in a while so I only know it in imperial. I wanna say like 167cm maybe? Does that sound right???
FOURTEEN: Favourite subject in school? English (Language over Lit) or French 100%. I always say that my optional GCSEs were all basically an extension of my skills in English (AKA bullshitting): Religious Studies (taught tbh as Christianity + a few other examples), French, Spanish (both still bullshitting just in another language), and Drama (absolutely bullshitting and also in my case scaring the shit out of an examiner because the plate smashed into lots of pieces that flew everywhere rather than just a few in a controlled space like it had in rehearsal)
FIFTEEN: Dream job? God I miss working in a cafe/events. But they don't pay the bills as well! Also like I would ideally want to do my current job 3 days a week and a manual job 2 but like without having to work lots of extra hours to keep on top of both, yk?
Tagging: @glaftwlet @emryses @snapshotmaestro @idyllic-idioms @alloverthegaf and idk anyone else who wants to do it! Brain empty can't remember usernames
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theadorelocksly · 1 year
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Heyyyy so I’ve been tagged by @ununpredictableme and @female-fogbank to do this so
Put in bold what’s true about myself 🤠
Appearance
blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear make-up // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards
Hobbies/talents
i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own (possibly, depending on how long. I’ve watched a shit ton of survival stuff and have been camping)// i have read a new book series this year (like 4😎)// i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand
Relationships
i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year (I’ve never been in a relationship tbh🤣)// i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online (soooooooon)
Aesthetics
i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars (does a tent count?🤣) // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like (fuck yeah baby and also snow creammmmm) // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season
Miscellaneous
i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend (sometimes) // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love (kinda maybe) // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dogs
Shamelessly too shy to tag people 💖 join if you wish!!!💐
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akane-no-mai · 1 year
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I was tagged by @female-fogbank. Thanks for tagging me <3
Rules: bold the ones that are true and tag 15 people to do it.
APPEARANCE
blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear make-up // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards
HOBBIES AND TALENTS
i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing (I just don’t do it very often) // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand
RELATIONSHIP
i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online
AESTHETICS
i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean //i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season
MISCELLANEOUS
i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend (sometimes) // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dogs
tagging: @frodo-sam @ladybingley @sophturne @taelephnt @surrealflower @unwineggxy and anyone else who wants to play the game!
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mathgirl24 · 1 year
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I was tagged by @scratchybeardsweetmouth. Thank you! I somehow didn't have you followed. I know I've followed you before for Goran/Garcy stuff. Anyway, fixed that!
Rules: bold the ones that are true and tag 15 people to do it.
APPEARANCE
blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear make-up // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards
HOBBIES AND TALENTS
i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing (I just don't do it very often) // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand
RELATIONSHIP
i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online
AESTHETICS
i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season
MISCELLANEOUS
i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend (sometimes) // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dogs
Tagging @kissedbydragonfire @districtunrest @norbertsmom @ununpredictableme @even-in-winter @magnificentcowboypeanutpaper @mollywog @titanicnerd-blog @female-fogbank @skinnystreakofsexy @ladycliostarr @blackaquokat @patientlibrarian @scary-kitty @pirate-owl
And of course, anyone who wants to play.
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hcrtbraker · 9 months
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☼ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞
𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙖   𝙠𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙮   is   the   fifth   youngest   of   ten   siblings   &   was   raised   on   a   large   compound   in   the   midwest.   her   parents   joined   a   cult   in   their   twenties   &   ended   up   settling   down   there,   abandoning   their   normal   lives.   growing   up   india   was   oblivious   to   things   like   movies   &   television,   processed   foods,   & the   internet.   her   only   link   to   society   was   going   grocery   shopping   in   town   with   her   mother.   it   was   through   those   short   trips   that   she   formed   a   plan   in   her   mind   to   escape   the   cult   one   day.   at   nineteen,   that   day   finally   came,   &   she   left   a   letter   for   her   parents,   leaving   in   the   middle   of   the   night.   she   hitchhiked   to   the   nearest   big   city   &   learned   everything   that   she   could   about   the   world.   india’s   free   spirit   remained   &   she’s   been   traveling   from   city   to   city   ever   since,   selling   her   jewelry   at   farmer’s   markets   and   on   street   corners   to   get   by.   she   found   more   success   selling   her   pieces   online   through   etsy.  
india's   still   learning   everything   that   she   wasn’t   exposed   to   growing   up,   &   her   innocent   nature   always   shines   through.   there’s   an   awkward   air   about   her   when   people   strike   up   conversations   about   pop   culture   or   anything   else   that   she   isn’t   familiar   with.  
☼ 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨
𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞: india kelly 𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞: indie (by her family members) 𝐚𝐠𝐞: 23. 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐬: human. 𝐳𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐜 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧: pisces. 𝐬𝐞𝐱: female. 𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲: american. 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞: frequently moves from town to town in a beat up van that she bought at a yard sale. she sleeps in the back seat. 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬: gardening, knitting, hiking, swimming, arts & crafts, seeking out sustainable products, volunteering, people watching, horseback riding, camping, beach volleyball, reading any book that she can get her hands on (mostly in public libraries or local little free libraries). 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲: pansexual. 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧: freelance jewelry designer. she sells her jewelry at farmer's markets, on street corners, & on her etsy store. 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐞: petite, hourglass shape. 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬: blue. 𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐫: strawberry blonde & red depending on the season. 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞: very relaxed, slouches when she sits. 𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭: 5'6". 𝐯𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞: soft, tiny, & singsong. speaks quickly when she's excited and sometimes trips over her words. 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐟𝐢𝐭: lots of mom jeans, flowy maxi skirts, and cute summer dresses with floral print. peasant blouses and t-shirts that are two or three sizes too big. sandals or cowboy boots. only wears second hand clothing, so she's seen in variations of the same outfit often & donates what she doesn't want anymore. 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫: verse dependent 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬: because of how often she moves from place to place, she doesn't have any animals. 𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐬: people who force their ideas on others, any kind of cult mentality (mainly what her parents and family members subscribe to), religious zealots & any kind of organized religion, cruelty of any kind, bullying. 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐭𝐡𝐬: her empathetic nature, isn't judgmental of others, always willing to lend a hand, creativity, kind nature, has the ability to deescalate situations, highly adaptable when it comes to being in new places, carrying a conversation. 𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬: staying in one place for too long, putting down roots, commitment when it comes to romantic relationships, staying in touch with friends, talking about her family & the cult that she grew up in & escaped, expressing her actual feelings, handling stress. 𝐟𝐫𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐬: watermelon, cantaloupe, kiwi, strawberries, blueberries, pineapples. 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬: water with lemon, flavored sparkling water, iced coffee. 𝐚𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐜 𝐛𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬: doesn't drink. 𝐬𝐦𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐬: never. 𝐝𝐫𝐮𝐠𝐬: only weed. 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞: yes.
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survey--s · 1 year
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Who is your most loved person?  My husband and my parents.
Have you ever been bullied?  Yeah, for several years as a teenager/pre-teen.
Who makes you the happiest?  My animals.
What is the most heroic thing you’ve ever done?  I honestly have no idea.
What calms you down when you’re upset?  A nice hot bubble bath, followed by my favourite movie and snacks.
Have you been betrayed in the past? How?  Sure, in lots of different ways.
Who do you miss the most?  I don't really miss anyone at the moment.
What’s one sweet/candy you miss from your childhood?  Toffos! The fruit ones were my favourite but they were discontinued years ago. I used to buy them at least once a week.
Do you have a favourite celebrity chef?  Gordon Ramsay or Andy Hearnden if he counts as a celebrity.
Do you prefer diamonds or pearls?  Diamonds.
Is there anything coming out soon (books, albums, movies, video games) that you’re looking forward to?  I want to see the Barbie movie while I'm off work.
How do you go about finding books/movies/music to read/watch/listen to?  Books - I just browse bookshops until something catches my eye. Movies - I look at Netflix or whatever and see what I fancy. Music - Spotify or YouTube mostly.
What’s a band/musician you were really into for a while but who you don’t care about or hardly listen to anymore?  Uh, Dashboard Confessional.
What is something someone recommended to you that you disliked/hated?  Hmm, nothing is coming to mind right now.
Do you find it difficult to keep up with online friendships?  I don't really try to keep up with them, to be honest. I'm not really great when it comes to maintaining friendships so we just speak as/when - luckily most of them appear to be the same as me lol.
Has there ever been a person you regret ever being friends with?  No.
Do you think you have a good understanding on love?  I mean, I don't really think that I need to understand it. As long as you're happy in your relationship then it's fine, surely?
What do you want to do on your honeymoon?  We went to Scotland for our honeymoon and rented a house with a private beach which was amazing.
What do you think of your parent(s)?  I had good parents. They did a lot for me and generally I had a really good childhood. If I could change anything it would be how much they worked.
If your best friend confessed that they can see the future, you would…?  Tell her to go and get some help lol.
What’s your least favorite pizza topping?  Pineapple or anything spicy.
What’s your dream pet?  If I had the time and the space, I would love a horse. I also love the idea of a Savannah cat but I don't think it's fair unless you have the space.
Most unattractive male name, in your opinion?  Derek.
Is your pet dog male or female?  He's male. All our animals are male, actually, though we've had female cats in the past.
Have you or would you try shark meat?  I have - it was pretty good, actually. I'd have it again.
Do you know anyone that’s pescatarian?  Yeah, my dad is.
Do you think the government has a cure for cancer, but is hiding it from public?  I don't exactly believe it, but it genuinely wouldn't surprise me lol.
Do people normally describe you as sexy? No.
Was your ex born in America?  No.
Has your best friend ever made you cry?  Yeah.
Do you still talk to the person you liked six months ago?  We're still married, so yeah.
Has anyone ever talked you into doing something you didn’t want to do?  Sure, isn't that a fairly normal part of life for most people?
Are you smiling in your Facebook profile picture?  No.
Be honest, does the person you like actually deserve you?  I don't really get this idea. He picked me and chose so me and that's enough for me.
List 5 things that have been on your mind most recently.  Seeing my mum on Sunday, finishing work for the holidays, getting the food shop done, looking after Monty in September and sorting out my sister-in-laws cat.
Would you ever wear black lipstick? Do you know anyone who does?  No, no.
If you wear eye shadow, do you put on a dark colour or a light?  It depends on my outfit but normally I go for darker ones.
Do you combine your socks and underwear in the same drawer?  Yes, I do.
Does the last person you kissed live within walking distance?  Yeah, we live together.
Is there someone you could hang out with all the time, without ever getting bored of them?  No. I need my space and couldn't cope if I had to spend all my time surrounded by other people. Even Mike and I need space.
Do you know a girl named Beth? Tell me about her.  I used to - she was my boyfriend's best friend. She got married a few years ago and got pregnant and then I think her husband cheated on her? As the marriage didn't last very long and now she has a baby.
Do you think the last person you kissed has ever lied to you?  Yes.
Have you ever been hit on by somebody way too old for you?  Define "way too old"?
First kink tried?  Bondage.
First time doing oral?  I was...15 I think?
Do you send nudes? Do you like receiving them?  No, no.
How much teasing do you like?  I'm not really a fan of it at all.
Are you okay with name-calling in bed?  No.
How often do you do unprotected sex?  All our sex is unprotected.
Do you like wearing/seeing people in lingerie?  Sure.
Are stockings/thigh-highs a turn on?  Not for me.
How many other people know your bra size?  I doubt anyone else does. Maybe my mum?
Do you have any friends you’d sleep with?  Nope.
Does the person you like have any flaws?  Sure, everyone has flaws.
Has anyone ever given you a ring? Why?  Yeah, once "just because", twice for engagement purposes and then one wedding ring too.
Creation theory, evolution or the Big Bang theory?  The Big Bang Theory and evolution kind of go together? lol. Anyway, those. I don't understand how anyone can believe in creationism.
What was your last serious conversation about?  I don't remember.
Have you ever been into a real cave?  Yes.
Have you ever posted mean comments on YouTube?  I don't think I've ever left a comment on YouTube, good or bad lol.
Name the strangest game you’ve ever played (video game or real game):  Nothing in particular is coming to mind right now.
Who was the last person to play with your hair? Are they cute?  I have no idea, I hate people playing with my hair.
Who was the last person close to you that died? Did you cry?  Probably Val and no, I didn't. It was a relief more than anything else, as absolutely awful as that sounds.
Do you know anyone who uses medical marijuana?  No, that's not legal here.
Do you know anyone who’s died in childbirth?  No.
Do you agree with the “they’re just being kids” excuse?  I mean, "kids are kids" explains things like, them spilling drinks or eating with their mouths open, but it doesn't justify really bad behaviour or anything.
Have you told your parents all of your secrets from when you were a teen?  Nope.
What’s the worst name your mom has ever called you?  She's never called me anything awful.
What’s your stance on spooning?  Aww, I love spooning but I hate feeling all enclosed and sweaty lol.
Do you currently want a new computer?  I'd like one but I can't afford one so there we go, I'll just have to make do lol. This one is fine for now though.
How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?  My mum actually quite likes my tattoo but my dad just refuses to speak about it - I think he likes to pretend it hasn't happened lol.
Who is your truest friend?  Mike and Susie.
Who is your oldest friend?  Jimmi.
How long have you known them?  Since we were two, so 32 years lol.
Where are they right now?  I assume he's at work.
Have you ever dated a friend of one of your siblings?  I don't have any siblings.
Have you ever dated someone who had a child?  Yeah, and I would absolutely never do it again.
What has been your biggest failure in life?  I don't really consider anything I've done as a failing, tbh.
Do you trust yourself?  For the most part.
Would you ever consider getting an abortion, under any circumstances?  Yep. I have zero desire to have children thanks.
What was the last bug you killed?  A spider.
Do you prefer profile pictures by yourself of with someone else?  As long as I look decent, I really don't mind lol.
Has a boyfriend’s/girlfriend’s parents ever gotten mad at you? Why?  Not so far as I know.
What is the funniest thing a child has ever said to you.  I honestly don't know.
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tinderbox210 · 1 year
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I was tagged by @female-fogbank. Thank you for tagging me 😊
Rules: bold the ones that are true and tag 15 people to do it.
APPEARANCE
blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear make-up // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards
HOBBIES AND TALENTS
i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing (I just don't do it very often) // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault //i enjoy singing// i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand
RELATIONSHIP
i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online
AESTHETICS
i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean //i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season
MISCELLANEOUS
i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend (sometimes) // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dogs
tagging: anyone who wants to be tagged
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alsjeblieft-zeg · 2 years
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285 of 2023
Are you like any of my penpals?
Created by pinkchocolate
The statements below are all related to my penpals. Are you at all like any of them? Let's find out.
Amy P You have dyed your hair various different colours. Your hair is currently blue. You have a floral tattoo somewhere on your body. You're a trained chef. You're diabetic. You have endometriosis. You've had COVID-19 at some time recently. You volunteer for a charity, or have done so in the past. You don't have a good relationship with your blood family, and rarely speak to them. You've had relationships with both men and women. Your hometown has a beach. You're a loyal friend, and consider it one of your best qualities. You enjoy baking - particularly cakes. You don't currently have a pet, but would like one.
Kerry You're married. You have a son. You've experienced the loss of a close family member. You have lived in the same city for most of your life. You hope to move to the USA someday. You love Halloween. Before COVID, you enjoyed going to concerts. You like to read historical fiction. As a child, your favourite cartoon was Rupert Bear. Your favourite type of cake is coffee cake. You're a fan of Doctor Who. You have a Yorkshire terrier. You don't have/take many photos of yourself.
Rosie B You're a natural redhead. You have fibromyalgia. You are planning to move house in the near future. Your preferred form of exercise is cycling. You find change difficult and struggle to adapt to it. ...But you are currently working towards some life goals. You have quit a job because you felt you were treated unfairly. You've ended a past relationship because your partner was controlling/possessive. You're a good singer. You find music and singing to be therapeutic. You're a fan of Adele. You use TikTok.
Amy S You live in the southern hemisphere. You have your nose pierced. You have a greyhound. You have been in your current relationship for 5 years or more. You have many online friends. You have exchanged letters/gifts with friends who live in other countries. You don't wear make-up very often. You love to watch RuPaul's Drag Race. You have mostly been working from home during the pandemic. You love cooking and baking.
Rosie W You're a brunette. Your hair is quite long - almost down to your waist. You have a Ragdoll cat. You have a masters degree in English. You would describe yourself as a bookworm. You collect bookmarks and own many of them. You spend more time reading than doing anything else. You have over 1,000 followers on Instagram. You love chocolate, but dislike the kind with fruit and nuts in it. You have a weakness for biscuits/cookies. You sometimes find it hard to open up to others. You have recently ended a relationship that you felt wasn't working out. You're bisexual.
Sophie Your hair is dyed red. You live with your long-term partner. You have disowned members of your immediate family. You have two cats, and they're both female. You share many pictures of your pet(s) on social media. You like word games/puzzles. You like to make jewellery and keychains with resin. You like journalling. You like diamond painting. You enjoy listening to audiobooks. You have visited the London Eye.
Georgie You like to wear your hair in plaits. You love unicorns and everything to do with them. You're on the autistic spectrum. You live in a city that's popular with tourists. You enjoy the city you live in, and feel lucky to live there. You enjoy singing, but are shy about singing in front of others. You don't live with your parents, but see them regularly. You're a fan of Ed Sheeran. You like adult colouring books, particularly mandalas. You enjoy the Marvel movies. You have a bubbly personality.
Jerrica Your first name and surname both start with the same letter. You have a chronic condition which impacts your physical health. You were home-schooled. You commuted to university instead of living on campus. You have taken a photography course. You are not musically inclined, but wish you were. You are a fan of 90s British sitcoms. Your favourite colour is yellow. You like to write letters to friends and family. You have a black cat. You have a black-and-white cat.
Joan You have two children. You have been married for several years. You have visited Cornwall, England. You read the Bible regularly. You enjoy jazz music. Your favourite colour is orange. Your house has a large garden. You're fluent in Welsh as well as English. You see lots of wildlife in the area where you live. Your favourite meal is pie and mash.
Raven You are in a committed relationship. You have a Labrador retriever. You share a house with other family members. Your favourite colour is black. You write dark fiction. You enjoy books by Anne Rice. You receive a lot of compliments on your handwriting. You like to write with calligraphy pens. You have accompanied a band on tour before. You enjoy going to vintage/antique shops.
That's all I can think of for now... So, which one of my penpals do you think you have the most in common with? Jerrica.
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slonline · 2 years
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Black dynamite season 1 episode 5 uncensored
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The series ended on Januwith a total of 20 episodes in two seasons. Most episodes of the show were rated TV-MA (akin to the R rating of the movie itself) for bloody, stylized violence, strong sexual references (including nudity, references to prostitution, and depictions of sex acts), profanity and humor derived from racism and discrimination. The original music is by Adrian Younge (who also composed score for the hit film) for season 1 and Fatin "10" Horton for season 2. LeSean Thomas is creative producer/supervising director. Scott Sanders, White and Minns are producers. It was produced by Ars Nova, Jon Steingart, Carl Jones and Jillian Apfelbaum are executive producers, with Brian Ash as co-executive producer. as the restaurant owner Roscoe and Arsenio Hall as Tasty Freeze. Throughout the first and second seasons, Cedric Yarbrough also reprised his film role as Chocolate Giddy-Up, along with Jimmy Walker Jr. Debra Wilson as Amazon Moon Bitch Leader, Lil' Orphan Penny, Eartha K.I.T.T., Euphoria, Li'l Orphan Arnold, Li'l Orphan Rodney King, Li'l Rodney Munchkins, Givinya Morehead, Child Services Lady, Hotel Employee, Hoe Crowsīlack Dynamite actors Michael Jai White, Byron Minns, Tommy Davidson and Kym Whitley reprise their film roles as Black Dynamite, Bullhorn, Cream Corn and Honeybee, respectively.Gary Anthony Williams as George Washington Carver III, Radio DJ, Reporter.Denzel Whitaker as Donald the Accountant, Jermaine Jackson.Tionne "T-Boz" Watkins as Pam Grier, Reverse Strip Club Owner.Smoove as That Frog Kurtis, That Bastard Kurtis Kevin Michael Richardson as Melvin Van Peebles, Don Cornelius, Bill Cosby, Fred Berry.Christopher "Kid" Reid as John the John, Sun Tzu, Black Lucky, Jamaica Labour Party Member.Donnell Rawlings as A Cat Named Rallo, A Slave Cat Named Rallo.Clifton Powell as Crenshaw the Slime, Daddy Dynamite.Tim Blake Nelson as Chief Humphrey McGillihorn, The Wicked Bitch of the West Side, Donald Sterling, Television Executive, Cracker Cop, Director.Charlie Murphy as A Cat Named Rollo, A Slave Cat Named Rollo.Lil Mo as Nurse, Teacher, Rondell's Mom.Jonathan Kite as Richard Nixon, Henry Kissinger, James Bonds (Sean Connery and Roger Moore), News Reporter, Elvis Presley.Orlando Jones as Basehead, Flying Junkies, Stewie's Brother, James Brown.Carl Jones as Frank the John, Crenshaw Pete, Puppet Minion, Shark Victim, Stewie Fig Newton, Announcer, The Mayor of Beach City, Teacher, Laughing Prisoner.Eddie Griffin as Richard Pryor, Paul Mooney.John DiMaggio as Rip Tayles, Female Cop, J.Wu, Chinatown Assassin, R.A.C.I.S.T., Bill Cosby's Assistant, Dick Clark, Newscaster, Child, Reporter Erykah Badu as Fatback Taffy, Hoe Crows, Rita Marley, Wolf.Tichina Arnold as Tinbee's Singing Voice.Tommy Davidson as Cream Corn, The Boss Man.Byron Minns as Bullhorn, Rudy Ray Moore, Singer.Michael Jai White as Black Dynamite, Jim Kelly.Agent and full-time ladies man, Black Dynamite, who's out to avenge the death of his brother against kung-fu masters, drug-dealing pimps, and The Man. This animated blaxploitation action comedy-spoof follows ex-C.I.A. There is no place like KissAnime with free anime online so I uploaded this full anime here, now each person can watch this anime from here for free.Black Dynamite further chronicles the exploits of the central character, Black Dynamite and his motley crew. You do not have to fall in love with a action & adventure to enjoy this anime. My favorite anime of this director, and that’s saying something! This anime online seriously is incredible. Everytime I watch this anime online, I really enjoy the music, it is just pure soul of that anime. The anime is openly dreamlike, and like most dreams it moves uncertainly down a path with many turnings. action & adventurecategory did not create a better anime and you can now watch for free on this website. Strike the Blood is one of the biggest surprises of the year 2013. Forced together by circumstance, the two form an unlikely alliance as Kojou comes to terms with his abilities and they both struggle to protect the city from various emerging chaotic forces. Fearing Kojou’s destructive potential, the Lion King Organization sends in an apprentice sword-shaman, Yukina Himeragi, to monitor, and should he become a threat, kill the boy deemed the world’s most powerful vampire. It isn’t long before he is thrust into the center of attention when it is discovered that he is the fourth primogenitor, an immensely powerful vampire whom most consider to be merely a legend.
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Kojou Akatsuki’s days as an ordinary high school student in the Demon District of Itogami Island come to an abrupt end after a fateful encounter leaves him with the remarkable abilities of a vampire.
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Paparazzi
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Title: Paparazzi Fandom: RPF: Sebastian Stan Pairing: Sebastian Stan/(female)Reader Rating: PG-13 Warnings: Fatphobia, internet trolls, bullying, body dysmorphia, depression, anxiety, etc. Sebastian being the best boyfriend (yes, that is a warning, shut up) Summary: You and Seb have been dating for a while, and while you try to keep out of the spotlight, a surprise paparazzi photo of you arises on the internet and trolls have taken to attacking you. Sebastian comes to the rescue, reminding you that you're perfect no matter what any online bully says.
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Yet again, shout out to my beta reader @welcome-to-the-sin-zone for putting up with me :P love you, girl! I do not typically write real person fanfictions, so this is probably going to be the only one I ever write. But enjoy!
User15428654: did u see teh photos of him and his “girlfrined” at the beach? she looks like a beached whale!
User47504165: He looked like he was having fun. She makes him happy, what does her weight have to do with anything?
User58462465: shes a fat bitch. shes just a gold digger, anyway. Theres no way he actually likes her. she probably just gives great head or something. 
User14984145: Seriously, he could have anyone, and he’s wtih this fat cow. The hell? She so ugly.
You sighed and closed your laptop. It wasn’t like you went looking for the negative comments. It was just a hazard of the internet. You had gone online to look for more fanfictions when you managed to tumble down the rabbit hole that is Tumblr, and ended up on a you-bashing thread where everyone was commenting on the paparazzi photo of you and Sebastian that got leaked earlier that week. 
You knew dating a celebrity had consequences. It was one of the many things the two of you had discussed before you agreed to start dating. When you met, you were just a team member of the catering business hired for one of his movies, but you had hit it off so well, he asked you out and you’d been dating ever since. But you both took extra precaution to avoid the spotlight.
Sebastian would invite you to every event, party, and premier he went to, and you would always decline. You weren’t supermodel beautiful. You weren’t this blonde haired blue eyed, 110lb little actress or model that usually hung off the arms of celebrities.
No, your entire life you’ve been reminded that you’re ugly. Fat. And that keeps you out of the spotlight. Your mental health was fragile enough as it was, you didn’t need internet trolls or anyone else making you feel worse.
But Seb had convinced you to go on vacation with him. Not that there had been much convincing. You had jumped on the opportunity to get away, just the two of you, for a week of relaxation and fun. You had gone scuba diving, boating, swimming, and dolphin watching. It was the best week of your life.
Until a photo of you in your swimsuit surfaced the internet. Now, you were back home, in your tiny ass apartment in New York while Seb was at another one of his events, and you had just wanted to read some fanfiction for the night. 
Eyes stinging with unshed tears, you shoved your laptop into your bedside table and threw your phone against the wall, not caring if you broke it. This was why you had been hesitant to date him. You loved Seb. You really did, and he understood you. But being in the public eye was not something you ever wanted. And now, here you were. Feeling worse than you had in months. Your heart felt like it was literally trying to sink into your stomach, your stomach felt like you could vomit at any second, and the tears you had been holding back were now streaming down your face faster than you could wipe them away. 
“Fuck!” you screamed, throwing yourself onto your bed and burying your face in your pillow.
Your whole life you’d been self-conscious of your weight, your parents having pointed it out ever since you were 4. You had tried every diet, been to more Weight Watchers meetings than you could count, and still nothing helped you lose weight. Your parents forced you into sports to try and make you lose weight and even that didn’t work.
There were days when your self-esteem was so low, you couldn’t look at yourself in the mirror. Your favorite outfits felt wrong, and you just wanted to take a scalpel to your body and carve away all the fat and rolls to create your perfect body. 
Those days were the worst. And today was becoming one of them. You tried, you really did, to not let other people’s opinions of you sour your own opinion of yourself. But after over 28 years of not knowing who you were because you had tried to be someone else, it was hard. You’d tried your whole life to be the person others wanted. It wasn’t until you were around 28 that you finally started working on yourself to be authentically you. 
But hearing people trash your boyfriend, the love of your life, because he was dating you, was the straw the broke the camel’s back. It was like every fear you’d had came to light. So you just curled up in bed and cried until you finally fell asleep, hating yourself more and more.
You were woken up by the sound of someone entering your apartment. Any other time, you’d have grabbed your baseball bat and charged like a madwoman at anyone who attempted to break into your place, but you felt so bad you just didn’t care. If they wanted to kill you, let them.
But then you heard Sebastian call your name and you sighed, pulling the blanket up over your head more. You really didn’t want him to see you like this, but your luck was always shit. So you weren’t surprised when he slipped into your tiny bedroom and sat down on the bed next to you .
“Hey, you asleep?” He asked softly as he rested his hand on your head.
“No…” You admitted, your voice rough from crying all night. “The event over?”
“Yeah, it ended last night. Are you alright?”
Last night? You frowned, glancing up from the covers at Sebastian. “What time is it?”
“It’s noon, baby,” He chuckled. “Are you sick? Or just tired? You haven’t answered your phone, I thought maybe you were sick…”
You sighed and rolled over, shaking your head. No, you weren’t sick. Not unless you counted the sickly feeling in your stomach from crying so much. “Just tired…” you lied. 
It was an easy lie. One you’ve used more often that not throughout your life. “How was the… whatever it was?”
“It was good. Wish you had been there.” He always says that. “Scoot over, I wanna cuddle.”
“You know I don’t like the spotlight…” You did as he asked, scooting over as far as you could on the full sized mattress, making room for him.
“I know, but you would have had such a good time. Everyone was cracking dad jokes like it was their job,” He teased you, knowing your love of lame jokes, bad dad jokes, and puns.
You couldn’t bring yourself to even smile, though. “And if I had been there, all the jokes would have been about me!” You bit. “The fat bitch Seb is dating, oh look at the beached whale trying to squeeze into that dress, isn’t it fucking funny? I bet he doesn’t even have to move when they have sex, just smack her belly and ride the waves!” 
“What -” Sebastian sat up and looked down at you, concern etched into his features. “What the hell are you going on about?” He asked, angry.
“Nothing.” you muttered, trying to bury your face into the pillow again, assuming he was pissed at you.
“No, no, no,” Sebastian grabbed your shoulder and rolled you over, actually looking at you for the first time that day, taking in your blood shot eyes, puffy bags underneath them, and the tear stains down your cheeks. “What happened? Who said that to you?” He demanded. “Give me their names. I’ll fucking kick their asses!”
“No one,” You muttered as you rubbed your eyes. “Just - a photo got leaked online and -” “Babe…” Sebastian reached out and brushed the tears off your face. “You are beautiful and perfect. I wouldn’t change a thing about you. And I know you know that, so what happened?” You shook your head a little and sighed, sitting up a bit on the bed and accepting Sebastian’s offer for a hug. “I just wanted to read some fanfictions…” You muttered. “I got on Tumblr and was just trying to find some good Stucky fics, yeah, I know. I’m a dweeb.” You felt Sebastian’s chuckle more than you heard it. “But somehow I ended up on this thread about the photo of me in a swimsuit on our vacation and I just…”
“Please don’t let internet trolls get to you, babe.” Sebastian pleaded. “They don’t know you, they’re just jealous.”
“I know. I know they’re just toxic fans and they’d find any excuse to complain about anyone you were dating, but I am fat. I know it, and I know I’m not some conventional beauty, or live up to any beauty standards, and it’s taken my whole life to try and be comfortable in my own skin, but it still hurts. It hurts so bad… And people posting about how we’re never seen in public because you’re ashamed of me - and I know you aren’t,” you quickly added before he could say anything. “I know. It’s my choice, and I want to reply and be like ‘listen, cunt, the reason he’s not seen with me is because I asked him not to! Not the other way around, you stubid fucking walnut’, but I can’t because I don’t wanna be attacked even more… I wish I was skinny… I really do. I want to be a size four with perky little tits and a small ass and a thigh gap so my legs don’t chafe as I walk, but that’s not the body I was born into. I’ll never be that girl. But I just -”
“People suck.” Sebastian rubbed your back. “And they’re taking cheap shots because it’s easy and makes them feel better about themselves. But you can’t let them get to you like this, baby. You are such an amazing person and you are so caring, and so kind. And so beautiful. Inside, and out. And if they can’t see that, that’s on them. I’d never want to change a thing about you, and I would love to show you off to the world. Show everyone what they could have, but they can’t. Because I have you.”
“I don’t want anyone attacking you because of me, though…” You admitted, looking up at him. “And you know they would.”
“Babe, people have been attacking me for everything from being too thick during Civil War to being too skinny during Pam and Tommy. They’ve accused me of everything from homophobia to racism. That’s part of being a celebrity”
You made a face and grumbled under your breath for a moment. “People suck.” 
Sebastian chuckled again and kissed your cheek, nuzzling you. “Yeah, babe. They do.”
~*~Fin~*~
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princessjungeun · 3 years
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More Than Friends Love Friends: Heejin x Reader
Request: Could you please do a heejin x female reader one where your in a party and some frats get you drunk and passed out and your friend texts heejin cause she likes you and she drives u to her house and lowkey confesses huh the rest is up to you ((: thanks !!
Warning: light alcohol, mention of weed
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When most teenagers get to university one of the first things they do is party. Weekends were always guaranteed for at least one party in your neighborhood, most of the time there were three on one street. You often found yourself cooped up in your bedroom watching some random movie or tv show over again for the fifth time that month, hands deep in a bag of microwave popcorn as you tried to block out the sounds of drunk teenagers down the street. Despite being well into your university career, you had never once gone to a party or even thought about going. On multiple occasions you had been invited, but it just wasn't exactly your idea of fun so you decided to just stay in.
It was yet another Friday night and you were in your bedroom online shopping with your best friend on FaceTime as she got ready for a party. She asked, "Are you sure you don't want to come Y/N? This one is gonna be lowkey." You replied, "See- Som, that's what you said about the last one you invited me to and then there was a literal drug bust and police investigation three minutes after you left." She rolled her eyes, "In my defense I didn't know that Chris was inviting all those other people. But seriously, this party is going to be small, it's at Jackson's parent's beach house, only like 30 minutes from your place. I can pick you up on the way out there?" You contemplated for a minute, you knew that if you went now you could cross college party off your list, and you had been meaning to leave the house for anything other than school for the past week. Sighing, you caved, "Ugh fine, honk when you're outside." She squealed and clapped her hands, "Oh my gosh yay! I didn't think you'd actually come with me! Thank you, love you, bye!" She hung up and you shook your head as you laughed to yourself.
Standing in front of your closet you scanned the hangers of hoodies and the stacks of folded up sweatpants that made up nearly half of your wardrobe. You looked at the other side of the closet and looked over the jeans and t shirts, crop tops, and other things that you distinguished as "not sweats". Never having been to a party, you didn't even know what to wear. Already getting annoyed with the entire thing, you just picked up the phone and called one of your other friends.
She picked up on the second ring, "Y/N, hey!" You responded, "Hey, I need your help with something. Can you help me pick out an outfit?" She nodded, "Yeah sure where are you going?" You replied, "A party, Somi's forcing me to go." The girl on the other line asked, "Wait- YOU'RE going to a party? Like a real party?!" You asked, "Why do you sound so surprised...?" She told you, "I dunno, parties just aren't your thing and you have like no friends." You rolled your eyes, "Okay that- that is a good point. But that last part was totally unnecessary Gigi I have plenty of friends. I have you and Somi, and Heejin, and- damn you're right."
Giselle laughed and said, "I was just teasing, anyways lemme see your closet, show me what I have to work with." You fixed your phone up on your desk and for the next ten minute held up nearly every top in your closet until she found one that she liked. You two did the same for bottoms until you were left with a crop top and short skirt. You put the two on and looked at yourself in the mirror, standing stiff as a board you looked back at your phone, "I feel like if I move I'm gonna just rip through all of this like the Hulk..." Giselle laughed, "Is it really that bad?" You nodded and she said, "Fine, swap the top out for that one striped crop top and that button up with the patch over the boob, and the skirt for those jeans- no the green ones- yeah. Wear your black converse and there you're good." You changed and sighed, much more comfortable in the outfit you had on compared to the one before. You heard Somi outside your house, her lights flashing in your driveway. Giselle told you, "Okay have fun, I'll probably swing by there, Yizhuo wants to see someone that's going too I think." You nodded, "Okay thank you so much, bye Gigi!" She hung up and you ran out with your shoes and phone in hand.
When you got in the car Somi looked you over, "Honestly, I was expecting sweatpants and a hoodie. You look good Y/N." You told her, "Thanks, you do too." She wore a white crop top, white pleated skirt with shorts connected, and a pair of white doc martins. The entire outfit was simple, but knowing her it probably cost more than your entire tuition and house combined. She waited for you to put on your seatbelt before she pulled out of your driveway and headed down the read. Tugging on your converse and tying the laces, you asked, “So is there gonna be anyone I know here?” Somi kept her eyes on the road she replied, a smirk on her face, “I already asked, Gigi told me that Rina told her that Minjeong told her that Ryujin heard from Hyunjin that Heejin isn’t coming.” You deflated knowing that your crush wasn’t coming, but that actually probably would have made you even more nervous about even going to the party in the first place. 
Somi asked, “Why don’t you just ask her when she’s going somewhere? You always ask me to find out which of course I’ll always do- but wouldn’t it be faster for you to text her, instead of having me ask 5 people to get a simple answer? You two are literally friends...of literally 5 years anyways.” You responded, “I mean I could...I dunno- I just don’t know how to talk to her without blushing. Every time I try I end up getting all nervous and I say something stupid. So I only ever talk to her about school related things. She does the talking I do the listening.” Somi replied, “So you’re telling me that of the three hours of group studying you two do together twice a week, plus the three classes a week you all have together, on top of the 5 years you’ve known her- you never once initiated a conversation about anything that’s not class related?” You nodded, “That is exactly correct.” Somi sighed, “Oh God you’re giving me nothing to work with here!” You took a sip of the Starbucks she picked up for you on her way over, “Good, I don’t want you to do anything. I’m just letting this friendship ride. I can’t mess it up, I’d rather have a huge crush on her and just be friends rather than like her and not be friends because I messed it up.” Your best friend nodded, “That’s fair. But I do expect you to make a move before we turn 50 okay?” You playfully hit her and she laughed, “Then you do something about Gigi too.” She pouted before hitting you back lightly. The rest of the drive was the two of you playing all of your favorite songs and singing along, laughing and giggling as you looked at the traffic whiz by on the road. 
When you all arrived at the house, there were a few cars, not many though which eased your nerves right away. Stepping into the house you were hit with the smell of weed, alcohol, and sweaty bodies covered in cheap perfume and cologne. There were definitely more people than you thought, but if this was considered small, you would hate to see what a big party looked like. Somi held onto you, raising an eyebrow as if to ask you if you were okay. You nodded and she asked, “Do you want me to help you pick a drink?” You didn’t like the idea of drinking to be honest, it smelled funny and tasted like nail polish remover and hand sanitizer. You preferred to just drink a can of soda or something and let the other people around you engage in the alcohol consumption. However, you decided that there was a first time for everything, so you nodded, “Sure, but only a little...and make it taste like juice.” She motioned for you to follow her, so you did, holding onto her arm you let her guide you through the crowd of people. 
A boy stood by the drink table, he smiled when he saw Somi walking his way, “Heyyyy Somi, and friend.” She replied, “Hey, and this is my best friend Y/N, she’s a little shy.” The boy flashed a cocky smile and winked, “Hey, nice to meet you.” When you awkwardly looked to the side Somi hit his arm, “Stop being weird Keeho.” He put his hands up in surrender, “I’m sorry let me try again, I’m Keeho, one of Somi’s close friends. I’m in fashion design and marketing, nice to meet you.” Somi leaned over and whispered loudly, “He’s also Felix from accounting’s boyfriend.” The teal haired boy replied, “We are just friends.” Somi shot back, “Friends who kiss.” Keeho tried to justify himself, “We are not- yeah no we are...friends who kiss...anyways Hi nice to meet you!” Your grip on Somi’s arm loosened, “Hi I’m Y/N.” He motioned to the cups, “Can I get you a drink?” You tensed up at the idea of anyone that wasn’t your best friend making you a beverage, “No that’s okay.” Somi reassured you, “Don’t worry, he makes mine all the time, holds all the girl’s drinks when they get up, and drives them home if they need it. But if you want, I will make yours myself.” You nodded and mumbled, “Yes please...sorry.” The boy with bright teal hair reassured you, “It’s okay, I’m not taking it personally. You’re just extra cautious.” You smiled and watched as Somi put a bunch of fruit juices then one shot of flavored vodka and a generous amount of grenadine into a cup before handing it to you with a smile on her face, “Here.” 
Cautiously you took a sip from the red cup in your hands, you smacked your lips together before you looked at Somi with wide eyes, “HEY THIS IS GOOOOODDDD!!!!!” You took a bigger gulp of the drink just for Somi to grab the cup from your hand, “Woah woah, slow down! We just got here, drink it slowly and if you want another I’ll make you one okay?” You nodded, already taking another sip from the cup. She had Keeho make her a drink which was just vodka and punch, before you two walked off to go find other people. 
Somi sat you down next to her on a couch on the deck of the patio, there were a few boys around and a few girls as well, a couple of them walking over when you two sat down. A taller boy sat next to Somi, cozying up to her and trying to be smooth as he said, “Heyyy Somi, it’s been a minute.” His arm wrapped around her shoulder, she narrowed her gaze and stated, “Let’s remember what happened the last time you put your arm on my shoulder.” He immediately pulled his arm away and nervously said, “I- uh- Chaeyoung is calling me- nice seeing you.” Somi smiled sweetly, “Mhm go on now.” When he walked away she brushed her arm off, “Man he never learns.” You asked, “What did you do the last time?” Somi laughed at the memory, “Oh, yeah he tried to put his arm around me and I dislocated his shoulder. He was out of wrestling for two seasons.” Before you could respond she got up and hugged another girl that walked over, “Yena, hey! Are any of the other girls here?” The brown haired girl nodded, “Sihyeon is over there, I brought Yuri too. Oh and- wait you brought a friend and didn’t introduce me!” She pushed past Somi and stuck her hand out, “Hi I’m Yena, nice to meet you!” You swallowed the mouthful of punch you were drinking and shook her hand, “Hey, I’m Y/N.” 
Yena pulled you and Somi eagerly over to a group of girls and boys in the main room of the house, “We’re about to play a game come on!!!” Halfway through the first game of flip cup, you were only observing, Somi was being pulled away by another one of her friends. She asked you, “Do you want me to stay with you?” You waved her off, Yena was by your side and her friend Sihyeon was too, so you were fine. By the time flip cup was done Yena was tipsy and leaning on your shoulder drinking some water that you’d gotten her earlier. A few of the boys had ended that game and started a new one, Shot Roulette. You decided to play because you hadn’t played the game before, and the frat boys that were starting the game were actually pretty nice. Luckily for you, almost all of the shots that were alcoholic went to other people, but you did happen to get two shots of vodka back to back which was enough to make you tap out of the game quickly. 
Leaning on Yena, who was dead asleep next to you, you watched Sihyeon, some girl named Jungeun and her girlfriend Jiwoo, and the four guys down shot after shot. Twice the boys offered you more but Sihyeon firmly declined and stuck with your water bottle. A girl came over to you and picked up Yena, telling her that it was time to leave, that leaving Sihyeon for you to lean on. The girl didn’t mind, her hand rested on your head as she talked to a boy across from her. 
You were wide awake and didn’t feel tired like you thought you would, you just felt like your body was humming. Gently you felt someone pulling your hand, looking up you saw Keeho pulling you off of Sihyeon’s lap. He told you, “Come on, let’s go find Somi.” You pulled at his hair gently and asked, “Is it blue raspberry flavored?” Opening your mouth you stood on your toes in an attempt to bite his hair, just for him to pull his head away and say, “Okay, so noted for next time. You’re a lightweight.”  You laughed and said “Sooooo lightweight.” Whispering you leaned over, “What’s a lightweight?” He tightened his grip on you, despite you walking perfectly fine, and not slurring your speech at all, you were still not in the right space for him to let go of you. 
Keeho found Somi and passed you off to her, “Hey, I would drive her home but I actually came with Denise and she’s waiting for me in her car. Text me when you get her home, and when you get home okay?” Somi nodded, “Okay I will. Bye.” She waved and held your arm and asked you, “How much did you have Y/N?” You counted on your fingers, “One from you, and then like 3 from that game I played with your friends!” Lowly you whispered, “I didn’t like that clear stuff, it was nasty.” She nodded, “Okay yeah you should go home...” You asked, “But don’t you wanna see Gigi?” She waved you off, “No no, I can see her another time.” You refused, “I can get a ride with someone else, call Heejin.” 
Somi was never one to let someone leave a party with someone else if they came with her, but she did know that Heejin would come get you if she asked. She pulled out your phone and opened it with Face ID, going to your contacts she found Heejin’s number and called. She smirked when Heejin answered on the first ring. 
Heejin answered, “Hello?” Somi replied, “Hey, Heejin it’s Somi. I’m Y/N’s friend.” Heejin responded, “Oh yeah, you’re friends with a few of my friends. Is everything okay?” Somi told her, “Yeah, I’m just at a party right now and Y/N needs a ride home. She didn’t want to make me have to leave so she said to call and ask you if you could come get her. I can totally take her home now though no sweat, I just wanted her to know I at least checked you know?” Heejin replied, “Oh yeah I can come right now. Just send me the address and I’ll be right over.” Somi beamed, “Okay thank you, bye.” She hung up the phone and sent Heejin the address before taking you outside, “Come on you need some air and more water.” 
You sat in a chair in between Somi’s legs, your back leaning against her front as she scrolled through her phone waiting for Heejin to arrive. Giggling softly you asked, “What’re we doin’?” Somi replied, her hand in yours and shaking it as she replied, “You, are going home. Heejin is coming to get you okay?” You nodded, “Oh I like Heejin, like I like her like her, how you like Gigi. That’s how I like Heejin.” Somi’s face turned red as she told you, “Okay, and no more talking about me and Gigi okay? Thank you.” She kept you rambling on about whatever came to your mind for a few more minutes, drinking a few water bottles between that as well. She could tell that you were starting to sober up faster than she would, probably because you only had two or three shots. 
When Heejin arrived Somi tapped your thigh and you stood up, holding onto her arm as Heejin walked over to you. Somi told Heejin, “Thank you so much, I can pay for your gas money too. Also, let me know when she’s in the house please.” Heejin replied, “No need, it’s my pleasure. I’m just gonna take her to my place for the night, and take her back home in the morning. I’ll have her text or call you.” Heejin held out her hand and you grabbed it, giggling and holding onto her as you waved goodbye to Somi. 
Heejin opened the passenger side door and let you in first, buckling in your seatbelt for you because you were already leaning your head back and closing your eyes. She got in on her side and handed you a mini trash can, “If you need to, in the bucket please and not my car okay?” You hummed, “Mhm...bucket not car got it.” She couldn’t help but smile fondly, even when you were out of it you looked perfect and were the cutest thing. 
The first five minutes of the ride were silent as you kept your eyes shut, listening to your friend hum softly as she kept her attention in front of her. When she looked over and noticed your eyes open, she asked, “Did you have a good time tonight?” You replied, not giggling anymore, “Yeah, it was fun...I wanted to see Gigi and Somi though.” Heejin looked at you as she asked, “Why together?” Your eyes were shut again as you replied, “Somi likes Gigi.” 
Heejin laughed and asked, “Does she now?” You nodded, “Mhm, she sure does. She likes Giselle so much, like how I like you and stuff.” Heejin stopped laughing and swallowed thickly as her mouth went dry, “What?” You hummed, “Mhm...Somi wants to kiss her and go on dates with her and hug her all the time and she says she wants to hold her hand in a girlfriend way and not a friend way. She always says that Gigi is the most beautiful girl she’s ever seen and she just wants to call her, her girlfriend...But she doesn’t want to mess up the friendship so she never says anything and just watches Gigi have interest in other people, even though she says it makes her heart a little sad. She said admitting her feelings isn’t worth losing the friendship because she said that their friendship is her favorite thing. I get it though...I feel that too, not about Gigi though.” Heejin’s eyes were like a deer in headlights as she continued to drive, trying not to let herself feed into the fact that you literally just confessed your feelings for her. 
You added immediately, “Wait don’t tell Somi I told you that!” Heejin laughed and said, “I promise I won’t tell her.” She locked her pinky with the one you held out for her. She decided not to turn on the radio out of concern for the music making your head hurt or something. You rolled down the window and took deep breaths of the fresh air outside. Eventually Heejin was pulling into her driveway and she unlocked the door for you. When you got out and stood up you were more sober than you were earlier, but you were still out of it a little. Heejin turned her car off and got out, putting your arm around her shoulder as she walked you inside the house. 
Heejin told you, “Okay, I’m gonna give you something to change into and I’m gonna wash your top and bottoms because the smell alone is about to get me secondhand high and drunk.” She threw a t shirt and pajama pants at you gently, “Here change into these.” While you changed she did them same but in the bathroom, also grabbing you two aspirin for the morning. When she came back you were dressed with her clothes on. Sleepily you told her, “I’m tired Heekie...” She blushed at the nickname you gave her years ago, one that she was so fond of and only ever let you call her. Softly she ran her hands over your hair, “I know, but text Somi and tell her you got here with me first and then you can sleep.” You hummed and reached for your phone, she got up and put your clothes in the washing machine. When she came back you were half asleep with the light in her room off, she turned it off but stayed on her phone so she could put your laundry in the dryer when they were finished. 
After 45 minutes Heejin got up and put your clothes in her dryer, turning it on before heading back to her room to go to sleep. She tried to be as quiet as she could, slipping next to you beneath the covers in her bed. You rolled over and mumbled, “Heejinnie?” She hummed, “Hmm?” You sat up and told her, “I love you.” She answered easily, “I love you too.” You put your head back on her pillow and murmured, “No like I love you more than friends love friends.” She sighed, “Yeah, I do too baby. Now go to sleep okay?” You hummed in reply and turned towards her, she could still smell the faint scent of vodka on you, a painful reminder that everything you said tonight could all be bullshit. She placed her hand by you, smiling when you slipped your fingers into hers. Although she knew there was a chance this was all fake and just the alcohol doing all of this to you, she pretended it was real for just a moment. 
In the morning Heejin woke up to you sitting beside her, even right when she opened her eyes, she was still stunning. Unbeknownst to you she was thinking the same thing. She got up to go brush her teeth as you sat and chugged the water and two aspirin she left out for you. The headache you were expecting was far worse than what you actually got much to your relief. You thought for a moment, remembering as much as you could from the night before. Feeling your heart race, you realized that you might have drunkenly confessed to Heejin not once but twice. Taking a deep breath you calmed yourself down, waiting for her to return from the bathroom.
Heejin came back to her room with a glass of water in her hand, she sipped from it as you asked, “Did I say anything weird last night? Like anything I wouldn’t normally have said?” Heejin raised an eyebrow and asked, “Does telling me about Somi’s love life count?” You replied, “Eh kinda...but that was it? I didn’t like say anything else?” Heejin lied straight through her teeth and said, “Nope, just Somi and her love interests, nothing else.” The things you said from the night before ran though her head once more: 
“How I like you and stuff.” 
“No like I love you more than friends love friends.”
She reminded herself that all those words were probably just the alcohol doing the talking, so confirmed once more, “Yeah no...you didn’t say anything weird, don’t worry.”  
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astrella-writes · 4 years
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prompt | anonymous asked: Could I get some general relationship headcanons (with some fluff please!) for Chishiya, Arisu, and Kuina 🥺👉👈 let me know if you need a more specific ask! :)
warnings | written with the intention of female pronouns but can be read as gender neutral, very minor suggestive implications, mentions of alcohol, nicotine and eating habits, might be considered kinda cheesy oops, the use of the pet name ‘bunny’.
word count | 1.4K
author’s note | ‘m loving this request. this is written with the intention of it being pre-borderlands. 
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Shuntarō Chishiya 
- Frequenting local cafes for routinely study dates. He helps you with topics that you may struggle on and you buy him the bizarre flavored ‘treat of the week’ as a thank you. He jokes around that you’re probably using him as a test subject, because who would order sweet potato brownies with the premise that they would taste good. Much to his surprise, they actually do.
- Visiting a cat cafe once, but not getting around to completing any work. The image of Chishiya cradling a fluffy kitten close to his chest and holding softened eye contact with it is now your permanent lock screen. He has a matching lock screen of you holding a kitten from under the armpits and touching noses with it.
- Learning new skills together. Chishiya is pretty much down for anything that he considers interesting enough. That’s how you ended up frustratingly trying to follow along to a complex origami cat tutorial at 2 in the morning as Chishiya worked quietly with his earbuds in, listening to a different tutorial. Only once he presented you with a perfect paper flower did you smile for the first time in the past hour, the frustration dissipating. That very flower has claimed its indefinite place on your bedside table, something that didn’t go unnoticed by him.
- Doing escape rooms together every so often. It baffles you to some degree how he figures things out so easily, but then again, you’ve known how smart your boyfriend was since the day you met so it shouldn’t really come as a surprise. You just can’t help but admire him, and voice these admirations out loud. Your compliments being the only ones which truly affect him.
- Despite how genius your boyfriend is, you remain concerned about the mental toll college might have on him. If he is stressed, he barely gives it away, but you’ve grown to read through his indifference and pick up when something is wrong - even if he’s attempting to hide it for your disburden. You allow him to de-stress in your arms, playing with the tips of his hair and speaking through what has got him so troubled.
- Late night dates that consist of trips to the corner store where you buy your favourite snacks and walk down to the beach together. It’s a relaxing way to wind down after a stressful week filled with work and college. If it’s not too cold that night, you substitute sitting on your usual bench for a stroll along the sand. If he finds a pretty seashell, Chishiya will give it to you wordlessly.
- He buys you a lot of small things that reminds him of you. A cute keychain he found by chance while buying groceries, splurging his money on a random claw machine because he spotted a plushie character from that show you really like, buying your favourite snacks to calm you down before a big exam that you’ve been studying really hard for. It’s the little things that show how much he really loves you.
Ryōhei Arisu
- Offering him a place to stay for a few days if he needs a break from his family, Arisu will pack up his gaming laptop along with him and you two will game with each other side by side. He anticipates the moment you rest your head on his shoulder and once you do, he rests his own head upon yours with a small: “you tired, bunny?”
- Being extremely supporting and non-judgemental on the topic of him getting a job. You search listings almost daily and send any promising ones through to him, leaving an encouraging message afterwards in hopes he gets the right intention. You care for him deeply and don’t want to see his father eventually kicking him out the house for being unemployed and making the situation ten times more difficult for him.
- Helping him get out more and introducing him to places he quickly grows to love. A quaint coffee shop with a grassy roof hidden deep within the cracks that he never would have found if it weren’t for you. It’s become your usual spot for dates, and Arisu enjoys the tranquility of it all.
- Going on trips to the game store together, even though Arisu usually just buys all his games online, and he’s pretty sure you do too. Regardless, it’s an excuse to meet up and hang out for a few hours after, something he’s found has become more enthralling than gaming. 
- Staying up on video call into the late hours of the night as you both battle it out on some mmorpg. You’re confused when you see his idle avatar and look over at your phone screen to find him staring at you in a trance. It catches you off guard at first, but seeing him snap back to reality upon getting caught and getting all flustered left you replaying the scene over in your head for days later.
- Dates to the arcade, because of course. You two definitely hog a specific game with a line of pouting children waiting impatiently to get their chance. Arisu only agrees to move on when you mention a new game you spotted earlier. There is no new game, you just feel bad for the kids. Once he’s caught on, you merely give his lips a quick peck and you’re instantly forgiven.
- Playing in one of those immersive game machines with the curtains on both sides, only for Arisu to stare at you dumbly, leaving you a flustered and confused mess. This usually leads to a one-sided lean in and a small make out, only for an innocent kid to pull back the curtain and run away mortified. Their screams are the highlight of your boyfriend’s day, and you swear he’s holding some mental record of how many kids he traumatize through doing this.
Hikari Kuina
- Working at the same clothing store and having Kuina intervene whenever you’re faced with a rude customer. She might not be all too friendly if they insulted you, and if getting fired is the cost of standing up for you, then so be it. You’d quit alongside her and find some place new to work.
- Helping tend to her sickly mother in hospital, whom you had made speechless upon your first visit. She was delightfully thrilled upon finally being introduced to her daughter’s significant other, Kuina sharing to you afterwards that she hadn’t seen her mother smiling so brightly in a long time. You always present her mother with gifts upon each visit, whether it be flowers or a small cake. She’s become like your own mother, and so you help pay towards hospital bills as well.
- Comforting Kuina if she ever gets upset about her past (especially her relationship with her father) or her mother’s current poor health. You make her feel so valid; it leaves her a sobbing mess in your arms as you comfort her with soothing strokes and affectionate mumbles. Once her wailing has calmed, you offer to make her favourite - hot chocolate topped with cream.
- Constant sleepovers, which include wearing face masks, ordering takeout, watching some sappy romance before switching it over to an action movie and sipping on some cheap beer. The buzz of the alcohol always makes you more daring as you suggest showering together, and you’re never turned down by your equally audacious girlfriend. 
- Helping her overcome her nicotine addiction and being the initial person to suggest chewing on a dummy cigarette whenever she felt the urge to smoke. Her mother couldn’t thank you enough for getting her into this, expressing her hidden fear of having to watch Kuina smoke herself into ill health or worse, a premature grave. 
- In return, she looks out for your own well-being: reaching out to hold your hand before you both cross the street, showing up with lunch the next day at work if she thinks you haven’t been eating as much lately, keeping headache pills in her bag ever since you complained about a migraine that one time, keeping an extra umbrella in the break room just in case it rains later that day and you’ll need one.
- It’s never a dull moment dating Kuina, always planning fun and exciting dates like getting drunk in a private karaoke room only for it to lead to sloppy make outs. The one time she was so insistent on riding the kiddies train at the amusement park, only for the both of you to fall off once you reached the sharp bend in the tracks. It left you both a giggling mess, but the pain afterwards definitely made the whole situation regrettable. 
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Had several female hysteria moments tonight!
I hardly ever go to the movies. If an interesting new movie comes out I usually just wait until it becomes available to pirate online. But for some reason I woke up today with a really passionate desire to go see the new Elvis movie on the big screen. None of my friends are available today so I decided I was going to try to kick social anxiety’s ass and just go and see the movie by myself. I’ve never been to the theatre alone before so I was really nervous walking in but as soon as I got there I realized it wasn’t really a big deal so that was a big win for my mental health!
Anyway, I really really liked the movie! Which kind of surprised me because usually when I watch music biopics I become pretentious and end up finding a lot of things to hate. And when the movie started I wasn’t liking it, it was just so incredibly busy and fast-paced and there was so much weird tiktok-esq music added into it for some reason. I started writing a snarky letterboxd review in my head ("oh hell naw 😭 they modernized Elvis") BUT THEN the first performance happened and ohhhh man.
I think this movie is required to watch in theatre. I know if I watched this on my cheap little laptop I’d probably find the film cheesy+cringe. But sitting in that theatre with the loud ass 360 speakers blaring some of my fav music and the giant image of the Elvis-actor writhing around and fucking the air (he did a crazy good acting job btw)…. I felt the female hysteria rattle through my whole being!!! A 10/10 experience. Sure, the film wasn’t THAT historically accurate, but i don’t care… there’s no way to make a film 100% accurate anyway so i think the main purpose of a biopic is to portray the energy of the individual as best as possible, so for Elvis, the movie had to be loud+sexy+grand and it was!! The ending of the film even moved me emotionally so there was that as well. I recommend.
But as if that wasn’t enough rock n roll history for the night, as the credits rolled and I walked out of the theatre and down the hall to the exit, something magical happened to me. Out of my peripheral vision I see none other than the beatles!! There were a lot of people in the hallway so I didn’t stop to take a proper pic, but I managed to take this as I walked by for proof… (blacked out some parts of the text because I don’t want to doxx myself so easily)
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So apparently the movie theatre used to be a real theatre and the fucking Beatles performed here?? I was sitting where THE BEATLES used to be?? The stage was where the ticket buying area now is so for a moment I was literally standing exactly where John and Paul did that gay little mic sharing thing… I didn’t even realize how emotionally attached to the Beatles I truly was until that moment. Just the knowledge that I stood where the Beatles stood was enough to make me weak at the knees. I know my british (and even american) mutuals will prob laugh at me but as a born and raised Saskatchewan girl I had accepted the sad reality that I’d never be close to anything historically cool, in fact it was one of the reasons I moved, so that was a first time experience.
But this all reminded me of some cool Saskatchewan lore I’ve never shared on here before. Perhaps the one cool historical thing. There’s a really small town in the middle of nowhere with a little rundown building called Danceland. It was by the beach. I would go there during the summers as a kid and I remember my friends and I playing around on and behind the stage in Danceland, since there was nobody else there except some old guys who would sit there together to drink and play cards. They kept telling us stories about how once upon a time the town was bustling with life and colour and Elvis would come and play in Danceland. I can’t find any proof of it online other than some people on Facebook reminiscing about it, apparently it happened around ‘53/’54. Very interesting stuff. So there’s my possible connection to Elvis Presley as well!
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So yeah. You could say I experienced some good old fashioned female hysteria TWICE tonight. A true girl moment. History and rock and roll are my favourite things in the world ❤️❤️❤️ amen
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