#was uscjean

[jeremyknox]

i honestly do not think i would be as okay as i am right now if it weren’t for love, simon. and no, i’m not just being over dramatic here like. i went through a pretty rough breakup and i was by no means okay afterwards, arguably i was the worst i’ve been in a very very long time. nothing really felt okay and i was in this fog of not even feeling like myself or being myself in any way whatsoever.

and then we went and saw the movie. and it took me a few days but the fog began to lift. i started being okay more often than i was not. i had something to love, something that was mine, and i felt like maybe i could be okay. so much of simon’s story resonated with me, even though i’m 22 and out already.

so, i’m sorry that i hyperfixated so hard. but when i say love, simon pretty much fixed my life... love, simon pretty much fixed my life.

so thank you to that movie and everyone involved. i arguably wouldn’t be as okay without you.

[transgenderboobs]

my roommate made sure to tell me abt you staunchly defending our sober birthday boy and i rushed on tumblr to tell you how much i adore you

(wow i can’t believe my Love for kevin day is like, a topic of conversation in someone’s household i dig it) anyway kevin day deserves to be healthy and find peace and get better and i Will defend that to my Grave

[voidmenace]

you left the discord and gave me a dang heart attack :0

hrgfhdhd im sorry dad, i’ll be back!!! ive just been having really bad brain days and needed to take a step back, plus im going to visit my family, but ill probably come back in a week or two!!!

[farklelucas]

uscjean replied to your post “Idk about the other characters getting canon acknowledgement, but i...”

GOD ME

hey im katie and welcome to my ted talk, entitled: “I Don’t Want My Token LGBT Character To Be the Evil Guy and Here’s Why”

[fandomboardss]

name board for @uscjean

karter - one who carries, transporter of goods via carts

[fendergender]

uscjean replied to your post: GUYS TONIGHT’S B99 EP HAS ME DEAD ON THE FLOOR

IVE BEEN YELLING

DUDE ME TOO I CAN’T BELIEVE IT

[steampunkburie]

Appreciation post pt. 2

Here’s the next round of appreciation cause I love you all.

Karter (@uscjean)

- quite honestly one of the kindest rays of sunsshine on this earth.

Nat (@jeanmoreauz)

- you’re tol, and deserve all the wine in the world. And trains. Jokes aside you’re pretty, and amazing in general.

Van (@palmettofoxden)

- you’re the reason I met all these fantastic people, which I will never be able to thank you enough for. Your writing and ideas are endless and just…amazing.

Jahz (@novishu)

- I love love your art and your kitties and ranting about anime with ya.

Mia (@permanentchaos)

- moo, kinda worried about cha! But you’re so kind to us kiddos, and give us good content. You’re great!

Andee (@1980sghostboy)

- style goals, person goals, art goals, goals. Andee you’re an amazing person, and words fail to describe how much I appreciate you.

Vic (@bloodwrit)

- okay one, your cosplay has me dead. Your art too. Talent? Wow. You’re amazing, and also gorgeous.

Chels (@cigarettesmokeandexyracquets)

- I’ve been reading your content for a while and it’s been so nice to get to know you a little better.

Max (@designnerds)

- you created the game. Bless and curse you. But seriously, you’re awesome dude, and your writing kills me.

Isra (@andrewminyardownsmyass)

- You just joined us, but you were in tfc discord and I find you pretty dang funny.

Dyonne (@aphroditv)

- :rise: amazing, you are. All around. Just. Yeah.

Mika (@blurredmxnds)

- last but not least in the slightet, Mika!! My second, or third mother I have no clue. Anyways, you’re a goddess that deserves all things good. You’re a sweet heart.

THATS IT FOR ME LOVE YOU GUYS.

[jeanmmoreau]

tagged by: @irishforjane ty 💕💕
tagging: @godless-cynic @sunshinemoreau @helenqanseys @uscjean idk I mean if you like 🙈

birthplace: scotland, uk

current time: 6.21pm

drink you last had: vanilla coke

easiest person(s) to talk to: my cousins and my best friend

fave song: rn I’ve had genghis khan by miike snow stuck in my head for about a week

grossest memory: ehhhh I sliced off part of my finger on a mandolin once and wanted to throw up

horror yes or horror no: noooooo thank you 

in love: nah

jealous of people: more than I would like

kylo ren: idk? I’m not down with the cool kids these days 

love at first sight or should i walk by again: walk by again, lees walking by, maybe hit me on the head and spell it out

middle name: rebecca

number of siblings: one

one wish: to not have to worry over money

person you called last: my dad

question you are always asked: ‘pardon/sorry could you repeat that/what??’ (bc I am unable to speak loudly on most occasions 🙄) or ‘where are you/where is your accent from?’

reason to smile: books, amazing fandom creators, all the doggos

song you last sang: never enough from the greatest showman

time you woke up: first of all 8am then 11am

underwear color: grey

vacation destination: melbourne or sydney, or london

worst habit: biting my lips/nails, fidgeting a l w a y s

x-rays: none?? I guess? unless there’s some other meaning here I’m not getting

your fave food: spinach lasagne, but more generally potatoes

zodiac sign: taurus

[dreamykrimi]

Today I got to see some of Philadelphia with my friend @uscjean! They took me to the art museum and walked me around the little neighborhoods, and they didn’t even laugh (too much) at me when I stomped through the snow like an actual five year old. It was my first time going out with a friend in like three years, so I was nervous, but my friend turned out to be a wonderful guide and such an art nerd, it’s impossible to be nervous when your friend is getting choked up over Van Goh and being generally adorable. Thanks for showing me around a bit! Philly is amazing and beautiful and fucking cold as balls right now- I LOVED it!

[carterbennett]

Hey so I just finished Wolfsong and now I'm in desperate need of a fandom!!! And I found your blog, which is pretty rad... I hope it's ok to message you :)

hi!!!! it’s totally okay to message me :D this is my first message like this, i finally feel valid. make sure to follow @greencreeknews too!! it’s not my blog but i’m part of the group that helped start up the fandom and my one friend posts a ton of news on there!

you can always message me about wolfsong whenever on here or on @uscjean!!!!!! ♥

[jeremyknox]

i was tagged in 3 tag games in the last day or so and instead of making 3 separate posts in which i tag much of the same people, i decided to consolidate. i love you all who tagged me.

uh....idk if i have anyone to tag? you guys kind of covered everyone i WOULD tag. i guess @flowerparrish, @colormekorrasami, @jordanetalaredead, @megayest, @twin-ace, @lakesandquarries, @peachy-shrimp, and @hotdamnlookatthispan.... if any of these look interesting, you should totally do them!

okay everything under the cuuuuut

tag game number one: tagged by the sweetest human, @carrie-frances

what’s your favourite song(s) to sing/hum? this is a tough one? currently i’ve been singing You by Keaton Henson a lot and also Ophelia by The Lumineers. Let Her Go by Passenger is another goodie for singing lately. Oh and Lost Boy!!!! by Ruth B.

what’s your favourite flower/tree/plant? I love nature wow. My favorite tree is definitely a Weeping Cherry Tree or Willow. My favorite flowers are sunflowers and roses! Plants in general, I just really love cacti? It’s a product of having family I adore in Arizona haha

what do you always doodle? hm... cats, mostly

how do you take your tea/coffee? With plenty of splenda and some milk

favourite candle scent? Vanilla, mostly. just sweet things

what perfume do you wear? body sprays from bath and bodyworks, usually vanilla or peach

what’s your go-to dance move when you’re alone? i have zero clue haha

favourite quote? i don’t know off of the top of my head! perhaps the one i have tattooed, from star wars. “luminous beings are we, not this crude matter.”

favourite self care routine? putting on good smelling lotions. reading a book. snuggling oliver. calling someone i love.

fuzzy socks or house slippers? both! but mostly fuzzy socks

what colour are your eyes? just plain ole brown

what’s your favourite eye colour on others? idk? i think blue or green but i adore brown eyes on everyone

favourite season? why? autumn, i like the colors and the clothes and the smells

cheek, neck or nose kisses? cheek! but the real MVP are forehead ones

what does your happy place look like? the beach but without all the people. or a quiet forest with light filtering in

favourite breed of dog? i’ve always loved boxers the most, and cavaliers

do you ever want to be married? if so, what colours would you pick for your wedding theme? yes, i think i do? i don’t know what colors, it’s always changing. i think it depends on the person i’m with because their input would matter. i’d want the colors to be whatever colors they think of when they see me and vice versa

cursive or print? it’s a solid mix but mostly print

favourite weather? raining and warm, but not thundering

tag game number two: tagged by the amazing @dancyon

— What was your last…

1. Drink: iced tea

2. Phone call: my aunt calling with some hard news

3. Text message: my aunt with an update

4. Song you listened to: love me by the 1975

5. Time you cried: yesterday and i’m gonna cry later today @ love, simon

6. Dated someone twice: yeah

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: for sure

8. Been cheated on: by two different people, apparently im easy to cheat on

9. Lost someone special: sadly, i’ve lost a few

10. Been depressed: lmao got that good good depression goblin

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: god yeah whoops sorry friends

— Fave colours

12. purple (any shade really)

13. blue (any shade really)

14. soft yellow

— in the last year have you…

15. Made new friends: ahhhh!!!! yes i have ♥

16. Fallen out of love: hhhhhhhhhh

17. Laughed until you cried: probably

18. Found out someone was talking about you: oh yeah

19. Met someone who changed you: yeah, in more ways than one

20. Found out who your friends are: idk???? kinda yeah

21. Kissed someone on your facebook friends list: uh i think i have my ex still

— General

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know irl: majority

23. Do you have any pets: my boy @ollycat and then my dogs and cats @ my parents house

24. Do you want to change your name: i actually did but now i’m back to my birthname bc being NB is one big ???? of what do i want 

25. What did you do for your last birthday: oh shit well w my friends i got drunk on rum, dressed up like a pirate, and played d&d. and then fam was the usual cheesecake factory adventure

26. What time did you wake up today: uh around 8 something officially?

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: i think i fell asleep before midnight? if not i was watching Critical Role

28. What is something you can’t wait for: my next tattoo!!

30. What are you listening to right now: just the sounds of my grandparents house

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I have an ex named Tom and a Grandpa named Tom

32. Something that’s getting on your nerves: just like....everything about this breakup and stuff i guess

33. Most visited website: god uh...tumblr and twitter????

34. Hair colour: naturally a dark brown with some reddish in it. it’s currently died as close as possible to that

35. Long or short hair: medium?

36. Do you have a crush on someone: no currently i’m avoiding all romance like the fucking PLAGUE

37. What do you like about yourself: i’m pretty tenacious

38. Want any piercings: nah, i’m more the tattoo type

39. Blood type: ..............why

40. Nicknames: bird, birb, kbird, kbirb, broseidon

41. Relationship status: single

42. Sign: aries

43. Pronouns: they/them

44. Fave tv show: on air right now it’s b99 and the good place. in general, buffy and gilmore girls

45. Tattoos: i currently have 6 and i want sooooo many more

46. Right or left handed: left!!!!

47: Ever had surgery: tonsils and stomach yeah

48. Piercings: none

49. Sport: none currently but football (soccer) will always have my heart

50. Vacation: currently in arizona!! i’ve been all over though, i miss mexico a lot

51. Trainers:  what does this....mean....like.....shoes???????

— More general

52. Eating: currently nothing? 

53. Drinking: iced tea currently

54. I’m about to watch: LOVE, SIMON AGAIN BITCH!!!!!!!

55. Waiting for: life to feel right

56. Want: a nap, like always

57. Get married: okay your answer of “if i get past my commitment issues and find someone that loves me, sure” was fucking perfect

58. Career: teacher!

— Which is better

59. Hugs or kisses: hugs

60. Lips or eyes: eyes

61. Shorter or taller: taller

62. Older or younger: older

63. Nice arms or stomach: arms

64. Hookup or relationships: relationship

65. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

— Have you ever

66. Kissed a stranger: nope

67. Drank hard liquor: hell yeah

68.Turned someone down: in high school yeah. and like once in college

69. Sex on first date: ........im an ace baby

70: Broken someone’s heart: supposedly

71. Had your heart broken: mhmmmm

72. Been arrested: nah, just brought home by cops

73. Cried when someone died: yeah, i cry at everything but especially death

74. Fallen for a friend: ..........only friends tbh

— Do you believe in

75. Yourself: trying to? cullen says my heart’s vibranium

76. Miracles: some days i do

77. Love at first sight: probably not, i used to though

78. Santa Claus: not anymore

79. Angels: i’d like to

— Misc

80. Eye colour: brown!

81. Best friends name: i mean..... jenny, ellie, michelle, and cullen? plus like max and jor, of course

82. Favourite movie: i guess the princess bride is the Most Favorite of All

83. Favourite actor: my MAIN MAN, hugh jackman

84. Favourite cartoon: danny phantom right now

85. Favourite teacher’s name: in HS it was mrs haley and in college it was dr trainor....grad school so far it’s been jen lynady

final tag game: tagged by the cutest, @blurredmxnds

bold the statements that are true

APPEARANCE:

I am 5'7" or taller

I wear glasses

I have at least one tattoo

I have at least one piercing

I have blonde hair

I have brown eyes

I have short hair

My abs are at least somewhat defined

I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY:

I love meeting new people

People tell me that I’m funny

Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me

I enjoy physical challenges

I enjoy mental challenges

I’m playfully rude with people I know well

I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it

There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY:

I can sing well

I can play an instrument

I can do over 30 pushups without stopping

I’m a fast runner

I can draw well

I have a good memory (lmao about some things???)

I’m good at doing math in my head

I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute

I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling

I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch

I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES:

I enjoy playing sports

I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else

I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else 

I have learned a new song in the past week

I work out at least once a week

I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months

I have drawn something in the past month

I enjoy writing

I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES:

I have had my first kiss

I have had alcohol

I have scored the winning goal in a sports game

I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting

I have been at an overnight event

I have been in a taxi

I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year

I have beaten a video game in one day

I have visited another country

I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIPS:

I have a crush on a celebrity

I have a crush on someone I know

I have been in at least 3 relationships

I have never been in a relationship

I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them

I get crushes easily

I have had a crush on someone for over a year

I have been in a relationship for at least a year (on and off)

I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE:

I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”

I live close to my school

My parents are still together

I have at least one sibling

I live in the United States

There is snow right now where I live

I have hung out with a friend in the past month

I have at least 15 CDs (somewhere in my things)

I share my room with someone

RANDOM SHIT:

I have breakdanced

I know a person named Jamie

I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce

I have dyed my hair

I’m listening to one song on repeat right now (i JUST ended my thing w this)

I have punched someone in the past week

I know someone who has gone to jail

I have broken a bone (just a toe)

I have eaten a waffle today

I know what I want to do with my life

I speak at least 2 languages

I have made a new friend in the past year

[transgenderboobs]

PREM IM FINALLY READING SHOOTING FOR THE STARS AND I HAD TO DOWNLOAD IT ON MY PHONE JUST SO I COULD HIGHLIGHT ALL THE BITS I LOVED!!!!!! I’m gonna go back and comment on chapters when I’m done but I had to come Yell ™ in your inbox first

DFKGHFSKFG OH MY GOSH wow no one’s ever Downloaded and highlighted my writing before i feel Honored jhdfghdfg thank u wow i’m Very very glad u liked it !!!

[voidmenace]

uscjean replied to your post “hhhhhh horses hhh”

more like hhhhhhh harley hhhhhhh

karter pls

[farklelucas]

uscjean replied to your post “uscjean replied to your chat “me: oh my god a bisexual character on...”

i'm probably going to watch this season but only because i want to read into the few sterek moments and see this shitshow finally end??? but mood :( teen wolf does that pretty constantly

same. plus scott, liam, and lydia are still three of my fave characters of all time, and i want to see jackson and ethan again. but that = it.

[reneewalkrr]

thirty questions

tagged by @mattboyyd

thank you! <3

Rules: Answer 30 questions and tag 20 people.

Nickname(s): nance ?? (only close friends use it tbh there’s not many nicknames for nancy )

Gender: female

Sign: sagittarius

Height: 5'4"

Time: 10:48pm

Birthday: 14th december

Favorite Bands: the 1975, the wombats, two door cinema club, panic! at the disco, catfish and the bottlemen, oh wonder, bts, red velvet, twice

Favorite Solo Artists: dodie clarke, declan mckenna, shura,hayley kiyoko, iu, suran, SZA, troye sivan

Song stuck in my head: swim by fickle friends (what a bop)

Last movie I watched: deck the halls (got to get into that christmas spirit)

Last show I watched: jane the virgin (i’m obsessed)

When did I create this blog: well i properly starting using it in early summer so around july i think

What do I post: all for the game content and occasionally other book series

What did I last google: 2017 SBA gayo daejun (to be prepared for the twice and red velvet colab)

Other blogs: @imisstherainn it’s basically where all my shit that isn’t aftg goes (probably not worth a follow)

Do I get asks: occasionally but not really which is sad because anyone could literally send anything and it’d make my day

Why did I choose this URL: because renee walker is the light of my life

Following: 453

Followers: 308

Average hours of sleep: 7-9

Lucky number: 3

Instruments: i used to play the piano ?

What am I wearing: a cropped pink sweater and light blue jeans

Dream job: being a writer and writing whatever

Favourite food: oreos, white chocolate and cheese cake

Last book I read: i’m reading a gentleman’s guide to vice and virtue by mackenzie lee

3 favourite fandoms: all for the game, red velvet, six of crows

Tag 20 people:

@uscjean @damnwilds @frytk-a @minyard-03 @neiljostnss @loyalfoxes @aminyxrds @ohmyneil @crackerdxst @xndrew-minyxrd @trojandermott @andrewsmolyard @reneeewalker @naminyard @notesofsolace

[jedinerds]

I was supposed to do this for when my blog turned one year, but I’m about four or five months late for that. Oops, I guess. So I decided to do it once I reached 500 hundred followers instead.

So. Thank you for still following me and sticking with me, even through all the changes of interest, failed attempts at jokes, gifsets with questionable qualities for things most of you don’t care about and... well... everything else.

I’ve been following some of you for a long time and some others for a short time, but I would just like you to know that you’re here, on this silly follow forever, not only because you stuck around, but because you make my dashboard (and my day) a little bit brighter and I can safely say that my tumblr experience would feel a lot empty without you all. 💜

The special cutie-pies who deserve the entire world and also a special mention right in the start:

@undeadnymph, @celestialgoth, @cremisiusaclassii, @serkonans, @spookyagustd, @jafaels, @nooowestayandgetcaught, @onereyofstarlight, @nintendork, @aloyzerodawn, @hawkate, @marisjellyfish, @errrbodylovesfinn

A — G

@acelukeskywalkers, @agent-astronaut, @arachnophobicmage, @arorevan, @baeiaorgana, @binarysunset, @blueciphers, @buckycap, @citygay, @crayolasaurus, @damien-haas, @edoras, @emptyspacebrokenplace, @enjolrant, @ersosamidala, @finnskywallker, @fuckyeahsmoshgames, @gaygalaxys, @greywardenblue

H — O

@heytveit, @ialmcstdo, @jacensolo, @jakeyillenhoolahey, @jons, @korcariiwitch, @kylosvader,��@latexturadejabba, @leia-thegeneral, @leiahoth,  @leviathong, @liaratisoni, @lukeskywalkersdaughter, @makelovenotbloodmagic, @moderndaycirce, @naughtygoblin, @nightspires, @orbitaljurisdiction

P — S

@prxncessleiaa, @rainbow-celebi, @rapunzette, @reyskeywalker, @reyskywalkcer, @sarasarres, @saveahorse-rideacowbae, @scroodley, @seekersoftruth, @sithezra, @skybridger,  @skygualker, @skyrey, @skywalkerapologist

T — Z

@talktothemabari, @tasteslikecoconutandmetal, @tato0ine-luke, @tatooineknights, @thefaultinsupernovas, @theprincessleia, @thespookymarie, @tomhollnds, @twlveparsec @uscjean, @warpfactortwo