#was soo busy this week couldn't even make a post

[maria-eve-falcon]

BEEN A WHILE I'VE ;AUGHED LIKE THIS

Must read ..

Babes, it is with a heavy heart that I must inform you that Joe DID NOT LIKE MY Birthday Instagram post. (Yes, I checked)

Therefore, I am hereby handing in my resignation as a Joe Alwyn fangirl. I'm also going to divorce him. He can't be my husband anymore after he made the deliberate and cruel decision to NOT LIKE MY Birthday Instagram post.

I now fully understand how TS felt 12 years ago when Jake Gyllenhaal dropped her hand at the dinner table. 😭 Please take the time to harass Joe daily on my behalf.

I will, of course, take this personally and stay mad about it for the next decade of my life. I will also release a 21 minutes song about it. 😤 😤 😤

You lost a fangirl Joe Alwyn. You lost me, and I'm the best thing at this party!

If you need me you can find me crying in the refrigerator light.

P.S. You dropped my f*cking post, Joe!!! 😭😭😭

[smoking-jakelane]

Str!ke

Greta Valentines

Pairing: Jake Kiszka x reader!insert

Word Count: 2.2k

Warnings: fluffy fluff, little makeout session, mentions of bad childhood/ bad relationship w parents | all in all really just heartwarming jake boyfriend

Summary: Jake has planned a Date for you since you completely forgot about Valentines Day.

I saw this post from @seenoversundown and I KNEW that I wanted to write a little blurb to the Valentine's Day theme. So I picked the Bowling Date idea

Soo here it is! I hope you enjoy. Please note: English is not my first language so ignore weird wording or idk anything that you think makes no sense. My dms are open for everyone in case you want to know anything or just to say hi <3

"Could you like, at least tell me where we are going?"

"Absolutely not my angel." Jake said as he mindlessly caressed your thigh with his hand.

"Uurgh." You pout and lean back against the headrest of the passenger seat.

You hear Jake laugh as he turned the music up.

You closed your eyes even though they were covered with Jake's bandana.You silently tapped your feet to the beat, thousand thoughts wandering through your brain; wondering where the hell you two would go this evening was the main one.

The last week has been very stressful to say the least, so you were more than thankful for Jake to make up for it. It did catch you by surprise when he came home today and told you to get ready. When you asked him more than one time what he had planned,he smiled to himself and kept quiet.

You felt the car making a turn and eventually coming to a stop. You turn your head to Jake in anticipation to finally get your vision back.

"Come here." Jake said in a soft voice and carefully turned your head away from him so he could untie the knot at the back of your head.

You grabbed the cloth from your eyes and pinched them together as they were adjusting to the light.

The neon red colored arrows pointing to the entry of the bowling alley catched your eyes. Your lips turned into a smile as you progressed and you turned back to Jake who was watching you.

"We're going bowling? Babe that's awesome!" You laughed as you leaned in and gave him a kiss.

He cupped your face with one of his hands and pulled you back in for another, more deep connection. You sighed into the kiss as you felt your heart beat faster and the warmth of his fingers spiraling from your cheek through your body.

You were at loss for words and even thoughts.

Jake was the first to break the kiss. You didn't even notice that you two were losing yourself in a whole makeout session in the middle of a public parking lot.

Jake brushed the strands of hair out of his face and smirked at you. "As much as I'd want to continue this, I also would like to not miss our reservation."

You giggled at his words. Even after more than two years of dating, it felt like you were still at the start with how much emotions he brought up in you with just the simplest of things he did.

Whether he brought you something from a shopping trip that made him think of you, or the little notes he left on the counter to let you know he loved you and couldn't wait to come home again.

He felt like home. He brought peace in your hectic life and thoughts. Sometimes he could silence the whole world around you and all what mattered stood right in front of you. With hair that reached his collarbones, eyes that had just that sparkle to them and a little mustache which made him look older than he was.

"Oh before I forget, I got something for you. Saw it in a window and immediately thought you would like these."

"Jake..." you tried to stop him but he silenced you with his hand. You softly swatted it away from your face.

"I just wanted to say that you didn't have to do all this. I mean it's a normal Friday evening. What is all this for?"

"Okay look." He stopped and took both of your hands in his. His thumbs slowly stroked the back of your hands.

"I know that you've been busy as hell the last couple of weeks. I feel it the way you are asleep almost every day when I come home. And how you have no motivation or energy on the weekends. So since today is Valentine's Day-"

Oh shit.

He was right. Today was Valentine's Day. You absolutely forgot! Your heart sank and so did your eyes. You were ashamed for the way you neglected him the past weeks and the way he put it in perspective for you now. The sting in your chest hurt and you didn't dare to look at him.

"No don't you dare my sweet angel." You felt his fingers at your chin, slightly tilting it upwards to make you look into his eyes.

"I love you and I want to do anything I can to help you take the load off of your shoulders. You shouldn't feel bad for having a stressful time. Remember me when we prepare for touring? I know how hard it is. And how you are always there for me. So let me do this for you. I swear I love seeing you smile about things that I did. It's an immense boost for my ego you know."

He ended his little monologue with a wink and a playful smile. All you could do was listen and feeling yourself so full of love for this man in front of you. You didn't know how on earth you deserved him.

He squeezed your hands briefly before releasing them. His hands grabbed something from inside his Jacket and handed it to you.

You looked at the item in your hands. It was a black square box with a small satin bow sitting on top. You couldn't wait to see what's inside but you wanted his approval to open in right here in the car. You looked back up at him and he gave you a slight nod.

With your pointer finger and thumb you pulled on one side of the bow and let it fall down in your lap. Slowly you opened the box and let out a silent gasp.

"Jakey..." you whispered and he laid his hand on your thigh.

Inside the box was a pair of beautiful silver earrings. They looked like little swords and had some kind of rhinestone in the middle of the handle.

You began to smile and looked back up at Jake. "They are beautiful, oh my god.." He smiled with you, glad that you liked them as much as he did.

"So.." he started as he began to put away strands of your hair so he could change your earrings. "I think you might know for what these stand."

Of course you knew.

"Starcatcher." You smiled and he nodded.

"Exactly. I thought that when you eventually join us on our next concert, you might as well want to match."

He finished changing your jewelry and looked you up and down.

"Stunning." He said and patted himself on the shoulder; proud that he found something so fitting for you.

You couldn't help but laugh. That was his way of showing you his love, but also playing it down like he was a shy school boy.

His eyes had a spark to them and they seemed  to enchant everybody within reach. But right now, right here, they were sparkling just for you. You held your arms out and he immediately leaned in, returning the hug.

"Thank you Jake. I love them. And I love you." You nestled your head into the crook of his neck, the cold silver of the little daggers on your ear sending shivers down your spine.

You breathed in his cologne, mixed with the smell of hair conditioner you both shared. The love you felt for him filled your head and heart.

When you ended the hug his hands were at your shoulders and he looked you in the eyes. "I think we should get going now." He quickly placed a kiss to your forehead before he turned to get out of the car.

You smiled to yourself and opened the passenger door.

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"Yes, I found you guys. Reservation for 8pm on the Name Kiszka right?" the Lady at the reception had a friendly smile and her hair was colored in a soft purple.

Jake nodded and gave her the number of your shoe sizes. She turned around and searched for them before returning to the desk. In the meantime you let your eyes wander over the many bowling alleys. The light was dimmed and the air kind of thick.

It wasn't too full, maybe three or four alleys still unused. You smiled to yourself. It has been a while since the last time you went bowling.

The lady returned to the desk and handed you the shoes. "Thank you and have fun you guys." She smiled polite as she let her eyes fall back to the monitor in front of her.

"I love your hair, it really suits you." You said and smiled at her. She immediately looked back up and raised her eyebrows in surprise. You caught her offguard by the way it took a moment for her to react to your words.

Her face began to visibly light up and her hand flew to the strand of hair that was hanging loose from the messy bun. "Oh my god thank you so much!"

You felt your heart grew big in your chest. That was exactly why you started to give other people compliments. It was your mission to make the people around you feel good about themselves.

Nowadays, those words slipped easily out of your mouth. But that wasn't the case right before you've met Jake.

From your childhood on, you were surrounded by nothing but egoism. Your parents, your siblings; everyone put themselves first without thinking about how others might feel. In the end all they did was hurt themselves and the people around.

Everything inside of your body was rebelling against this behaviour they showed you. So you wanted to change. It was a hard battle, especially when you still lived with them.

When you moved out of your parents house and in your own flat, that was the turning point for you and your life. Finally, after years, you've felt at peace. Not only with yourself but also with your parents. It was in your hands when you wanted to see them. And that was almost never the case.

While you were working in that little music shop in Nashville you've met Jake. He was there almost every weekend renting out a huge variety of guitars and basses. Jake always wanted to talk to you, even though he almost never had enough time to do so.

And when you weren't there, he let your coworkers give you little handwritten notes with questions or random stuff that were going through his brain.

He never failed to make you smile.

You felt Jake's hand in yours and he patiently smiled at you before he led you to your designated bowling alley.

„I love the way you're always in your head after giving away compliments to strangers." Jake said with a soft voice.

You looked at him while he smiled to himself. „Stalker!" you laughed and softly shoved him.

When you arrived at your Bowling Lane for the night, Jake typed in your names in the little computer. You sat down and looked at the drinks menu, deciding that a little alcohol would be the right perfect way to go.

Shortly after Jake was done, the waiter came and you ordered for the both of you, knowing exactly what he would want to drink.

"Ready to get destroyed?" Jake asked and wiggled his eyebrows with a devilish smile.

"Uuh cocky." You smiled and got up from your seat. "Let's hit it."

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„I absolutely destroyed you there you know that?" the satisfaction of winning against Jake made your cheeks hot and your heart pumping in your chest.

„I'm never going again! It's not fair how good you are!" he playfully whined and slowed down in his steps.

You didn't notice as you kept walking to your car. You felt so happy, this whole evening making up all the stress from the last couple of weeks.

Your slightly drunk mind was still singing that one song that the bowling center played in the background and you started dancing on the sidewalk. You hummed the melody of the song and let your arms sway from side to side. As you turned around while dancing you caught Jake standing still with his phone pointed at you.

He sheepishly smiled at you and stored it in his back pocket before making his way to you. As he came closer, you tilted your head up and put your hands on your hips.

„Did you just film me?" you said and squinted your eyes at him.

Jake came to a stop, just millimeters from your body and you could feel his breath on your skin.

„I wanted to keep this as a memory." he whispered and put his hands around your shoulders.

You smiled and layed your head on his chest, his heart producing a steady beat. „Oh Jakey... thank you so much for tonight" you sighed and closed your eyes.

„Not for this Angel." Jake smiled and softly kissed your head.

When you released yourself from the hug, he let one arm laying around your shoulder as you continued your way to the car.

„Oh did I tell you about how I absolutely ended your bowling career?" you started again and the vibrations of his laughter shook both of your bodies.

„You're going to hold that against me forever, aren't you?" he said while smiling down at you.

„Oh absolutely I will."

[noxiatoxia]

@pumpkinmetaphor HII ur asks are off and tumblr DMs are a nightmare to navigate so I will respond here to spare poor poor op

soo I have quite a bit written out actually, but idk if it'll ever come to be ...? I think I actually made a post abt it a bit back. It's just one of those many many things I write in my downtime for fun that will prob never get finished. Anyways the concept revolves around werewolves because I love stories of protags having some deep secret they cannot reveal for fear of rejection or worse. In the story, Kaoru has been infected with lycanthropy after being attacked badly by a werewolf. He lies about this encounter to everyone, doctors and his brother included, as he genuinely believes he must have saw wrong. He was attacked at night when he couldn't see well, the animal seeming to be a wolf...but there aren't any wild wolves in Japan. So Kaoru believes it must have been something else. (side note idk how the disease spreads as of yet. Think either saliva in the bloodstream like rabies or it's a thing of if you get killed by a werewolf you come back as one not knowing you technically died...)

Soso Kaoru beings acting strange after this event. After weeks recovering physically, coming back home, his personality shifts unknowingly to himself. He becomes a lot more restless at night, much more snappy and rude, generally kinda acting like his brother more lol. He just seems to be losing his temper easier and being more aggressive and physical, even with Hikaru, who he also becomes more snappy with. Obviously he doesn't understand why he's acting like this, neither does anybody in the club.

Then the big thing happens...full moon baybeeee. Up to this point Kaoru would feel more awake/elevated heartbeat when looking at the moon, but when the full moon comes around, he feels fucking crazy. Like manic and uncontrollable and he starts to freak out a bit. However he sticks it out because the club is hosting a prom event like episode 2, so it's like, whatever, go home and sleep later.

Until he makes the mistake of forgetting to keep himself busy, which leads to him compulsively staring at the moon, and then he finds he can't look away, and well.

And the transformation thing sort of has him black out. In my head, I imagine the werewolves look like regular wolves, just a tad bigger with bigger paws that may be more human-like. Definitely makes him lose all cognitive ability, and by the time he snaps back to normal, he doesn't know where he is, his clothes are tattered, he's in so much pain, and there's blood, and he's like whaaat the fuck happened here...

He's able to hide these facts, not wanting anyone to know how he found himself when he woke up bc that shit cannot be good. quickly through talk he finds that morning that haruhi got hurt last night, so of course hikaru (who is doubly worried about his brother who disappeared for a chunk of the night) urges that the two of them along with the rest of the host club check up on haruhi (who is at home trying to tell them "im fine guys gooddd")

but like, ofc its the club so they knock the door down lmfao. and tho haruhi plays it cool, she is obviously a little shaken about whatever happened. she has some bandages but nothing awful.

turns out, as she explains, an animal attacked her last night (cue tamaki wailing) and she scared it off by blindly slashing a pocket knife at it ("WHY ARE YOU CARRYING SUCH A DANGEROUS WEAPON AROUND!?!? IF YOU NEED BODY GAURDS KYOYA CAN DO SOMETHING IM SURE-" "i use it to open packages senpai.")

kyoya of course takes the idea of a wild, vicious animal on school grounds very seriously, and so inquires on the appearance of the animal. haruhi pauses but admits it looked like a wolf. of course kyoya tells her that can't be right, it must have been a stray dog, but haruhi insists it did NOT look like a dog.

anyways, the club are in uproar about this, arguing back and forth about this wolf-not-wolf that nearly killed haruhi, and kaoru is silently watching from the back as a terrifying realization dawns on him. he remembered waking up with there being blood. namely, blood on his hands and under his nails, and a nasty cut he got on his cheek which he assumed he acquired by tripping and hitting something sharp. But if he pairs that with what haruhi says, it seems INSANE, but also...it would make sense. everything to this point would make sense.

and it terrifies him. it terrifies him more that hikaru swears up and down that he's going to "kill that filthy mutt" that hurt haruhi, and it terrifies him that kyoya says he's going to bring this up with school staff about increasing security. he wonders if he told them that it wasnt just a wolf, it was HIM, that if they would be merciful, or if they would still hate him. if hikaru would want him dead still. and the fact is, he HURT someone. his friend. this is his fault and he cant even blame his friends if they wanted to go as far as kill him if they found out, now that he is literally a monster that can kill people.

this, finally, is where the carriage thing comes in (took long enough!) the story functions as an elaborate ass metaphor, where kaoru's lycanthropy is a physical metaphor for his anxieties about the person who he's supposed to be, the harm he thinks he's causing other people, the harm he's causing his brother. he's running around, trying to find a cure while keeping everyone in the dark, praying no one finds out before he can fix this and fix himself. and if he cant, his only option is likely a grim one, but he CANT let anyone know, it's too risky, he has to do this by himself. his self-destroying obsession with keeping everyone safe and doing the right thing for his friends causes him to push them away from fear of hurting them or getting hurt himself. there's that part of him that's convinced he won't be able to solve this.

it basically drives him to his lowest point mentally and physically. he avoids all his friends so he can't hurt them with his uncontrollable temper or possible transformation, he's doing tons of shady shit in an effort to cure himself. he goes to nekozawa bc if anybody knows how to solve this fuckery its nekozawa and nekozawa treats him like a little lab experiment lmao bc of course he is enraptured by kaoru's newfound form and the physical changes it has made to his body (sharper canines, faster-growing hair, possibly an inch taller, newfound silver allergy). but of course as news of the wolf attack on campus spreads so do rumors, some "crazy" rumors about werewolves being real, of course rumors that are mocked by most of the kids as being nonsense scary stories, but this does NOT help kaoru's paranoia...

as for how this story ends WELL it's unfinished so you can guess (i have no ending.) i do want some part of hikaru obviously finding out at the worst possible moment, probably a very unfortunate circumstance where kaoru is unable to escape transformation on a full moon and hikaru is there. and he probably begs and pleads for hikaru to leave him alone but of course his brother won't do that, and obviously he is fucking stunned to see his brother turn into ?? a wolf. like erm *marvel voice that just happened..... and since kaoru has no control in this form, he tries to attack and even kill hikaru. hikaru would obviously not fight back, bc he doesn't want to hurt kaoru. that and he is stunned silent.

there are other elements of the story i want. for example, if i ever finish this thing, i do have ideas of ayanokoji being involved somehow. probably a witness to kaoru's odd behavior/actual transformation and thusly being able to use this against him cuz Fuck Da Host Club. or even try to kill him herself bc he's a fucking wolf dude idk. i also had this scene in my head with arai being involved bc the night kaoru attacks his brother he wakes up far as fuck away from tokyo with no memory except knowing A) hikaru was there and B) there is blood all over him he can only think of the worst possibilities so he kinda wanders in an unfamiliar back road in a fugue state until some lady almost accidentally hits him with a car and is like. who is this child covered in wounds and blood......and very sane thing to do she is like. hey do u need like. a lift. you look like ur gonna die. you have like 3 stab wounds. and kaoru is like. floor it chief. anyways turns out it's arai's mother ! woah. which is funny because after helping Kaoru and hanging out with him she admits she's like, "oh i helped you cuz you remind me of my son. you seem about his age" and kaoru is like oh ha ha that's nice of you....and then fuckin arai shows up a few hours later and kaoru is like "ohhhhhhhhhhh............................uhoh."

to which since kaoru doesnt have his phone on him arai offers to phone haruhi for him since he has her number and of course 5 minutes later the host club is at their location in a fucking helicopter or some shit bc ZOMG KAORUUU WE WERE SO WORRIED ABOUT YOUUUUU WHERE DID U GOOOO (hikaru withholding information)

it's an incredibly "fan fiction-y" story i admit. but that's the fun of it. it could get soooo dramatic too. cuz like yeah duhh hikaru wouldn't want to kill kaoru ofc not but OTHER people ? there's a guy who is a werewolf. umm. can't see that going over well. and the general attitude kaoru would hold and the way he attempts to figure everything out on his own. the day he and hikaru reunite after hikaru finds out the truth could go so many ways, from silence to yelling to crying to awkward laughing to kaoru just blankly asking what hikaru plans to do with him now, like he's a prisoner accepting his execution. sorry i am a fan of introducing trauma between the toxic codependent twins. and like the other members of the club? i can see people like tamaki being quick to try and help kaoru (despite what he did to haruhi) and haruhi being like "this may as well happen welcome to Ouran Fucking Highschool" but people like Mori or Kyoya may be more hesitant, pointing out kaoru, while not malicious, genuinely CANNOT control himself in his canine state and has shown multiple times that can and WILL kill people, including his friends, and that can't be ignored or brushed off. maybe they put a muzzle on him idfk. either way, it's also a great metaphor for stigma bc once his friends start finding out, they are obviously treating him differently. Even (or especially) hikaru. he's being treated like a different person now. it makes him feel more inhuman than ever. they only see this awful monster he can become now, he feels, and honestly, maybe they're right. it's not all of who he is, but it's a part of him, a part of him that has hurt two people he loves most, and so he can't help but judge himself based off that too.

well ermmmm yes! that is my funny funny story that i have like 6k written down in a word document of that i may or may not finish who fuckin knowwws

[jellyfishright]

At A Distance, Spring Is Green -BL Version (Yeo Jun x Nam Soo Hyun) - Chapter 1- Worlds Apart

2021

Myungil University

There had to be atleast 20 screaming girls flocking him as he walked up the steps. He was sure. No less than 20.

As they screamed,more eyes turned to look at the source of the commotion.

What they saw were those perfect teeth from Yeo Jun's dazzling smile. His bleached hair  gleamed like threads of gold in the sunlight.He truly was the golden child, Heaven's kiss.

Atop the stairs, he turned to face his adoring public as they continued to scream and pay him compliments while taking photos of him.

"You're so handsome."

"You're so cute."

"I love you."

In this blend of voices, he wasn't sure who said what but one thing was sure– this group with the blushing cheeks and bashful eyes – they all loved him.

Somewhere In Town

In the bustling street a solitary figure stood still. Tall with a straight bang cut across his forehead, he held a sign.

SUSHI 13,000 Won

Attracted by the sign, a young couple came over. Between them, they couldn't seem to decide whether or not they would be eating sushi— in the end they left.

This couple caused Nam Soo Hyun to think.

Leisure. Dating. Those are a luxury for a person like me.Because those who barely scrape by don't have the free time.

Time. 24 hours in a day did not seem to be enough.

This was his second job for the day. When he was finished here, he had three other shifts at other places. When classes officially began  they would need to be crammed in as well.

What a pitiful existence.

Even the skies seemed to agree with him as the dark clouds that had gathered overhead finally burst their seams..

One drop...

Two drops...

The people walking by scattered, dashing for cover as those drops increased both in size and number.

Only Nam Soo Hyun remained, holding his sign.

SUSHI 13,000 Won.

Later That Evening

The only real complaint Yeo Jun had about the Freshmen Orientation was that it ended too quickly.His adoring public had to be left behind, atleast in person.

He returned to his upscale condo, a special type of student housing where only the wealthy students resided.

The lights came on the minute he walked in. 

He was home.

.......... Alone.

Setting his backpack on the ground, he retrieved his phone from his pocket.Since he'd checked this morning, he'd gained atleast 250 new followers on social media.

His notification tab was overflowing. He was thrilled.

It seemed in just a few short hours he'd managed to earn himself a fan club– social media page and all.

Looking at it he smiled. In addition to the pictures and videos that were taken of him today, the page also reposted some the pictures he'd posted on his personal page.

There were so many comments..

Tucking his feet under him in the sofa, he thought to himself.

"It's the easiest thing to do right? Making friends."

He pulled his knees up to his chest. If that was true, why did he fell this way right now?

The Next Week

Myungil University- Business Marketing Class

Collective gasps and suppressed squeals could be heard the minute Yeo Jun stepped into the classroom.

A brilliant smile on his face, he nodded to those whose eyes he met.

"He's so stunning."

"So handsome."

"Can you believe it?"

"It's Yeo Jun."

"He's that good looking freshman."

They weren't even trying to whisper.

That's right. They loved him.

Now in the lecture hall,Yeo Jun made a beeline for his two friends, Han Jung-ho and Oh Chun Guk.

"Coffee Time!' He handed them each the drink he'd brought for them.

"You just have to be this generous don't you?" Han Jung-ho asked as he took a sip . "Giving us the card would have sufficed. You didn't have to buy these yourself." he leaned forward a little on the desk "Is there anything you're not good at ?" he flattered

"I don't know. Maybe you should guess." Yeo Jun replied as he took his seat.

Whether he as humouring him, or actually giving it a thought,Han Jung-ho looked a little more focused.

Just then, their professor walked in.With his usual lollipop in the mouth, Professor Park stood at the front of the lecture hall.Everyone shuffled to take their seats.

Looking ahead, Yeo Jun realized there was a figure sitting immediately infront of him with his head resting on the desk. Seeing that the Professor had now arrived, he stretched forward to tap the figure on the shoulder.

Han Jung-ho stayed his hand .

"Just leave him be."

"But the professor is here." Yeo Jun pointed out.

"It's best not to get on UP's nerves." his friend told him.

"Is that UP?" Oh Chun Guk asked. "Jun, he saved you just now."

Yeo Jun furrowed his brow, genuinely confused. "UP?"

Oh Chun Guk used his hand to cover his mouth and lowered his voice to a whisper. "Ultimate Psycho.That's Nam Soo Hyun."

"No one in this school has ever seen him smile." Jung ho added his two pence, also in a whisper "Eerie right?"

Jun didn't know what to say.

He looked at the figure again. All he could see was dark hair, some fair skin folded into his arms and his dark clothes.

"I'll take the attendance.." Professor Park announced.

One by one he called the names, each student answering in turn.

"Yeo Jun."

Jun stuck his hand up. "Here."

Professor Park ticked and moved along to the other names.

"Nam Soo Hyun?" he called after awhile.No answer "Soo Hyun?" Silence.

Professor Park looked up from his list.

Yeo Jun looked around nervously.All eyes were on the sleeping student but none dared say a word.

He leaned forward again to tap the person on the shoulder.

Unfortunately, this single motion led to catastrophe.Forgetting he'd put his own coffee at the edge of his desk, when he leaned over to tap Soo Hyun, it tipped the cup forward.

He watched in horror as the beverage spilled.Making a mess as it splashed Soo Hyun's pants and shoes.

That sleeping figure slowly  raised his head and looked at his feet.

Jun sprang to his feet and retrieved some napkins he kept in his backpack.

"I'm sorry." he extended a hand to try to clean the mess.

A firm hand caught his and for the first time he could clearly see the face of the UP, Nam Soo Hyun.His dark hair was cut in straight bangs that rested perfectly on his brow.He was surprisingly handsome.

Flashing Jun's hand away he turned his eyes front.

"I'm present." he replied to the professor.

"Your health is important. So don't wear yourself out." Professor Park advised.Soo Hyun retrieved his books. Realizing he'd more than likely been tuned out, Professor Park sighed. "I'm probably on mute again." He hugged his attendance roster to himself, pouting a little. "Whatever. When I was your age—"

"You were the same!" the class replied in synchrony. They'd heard this way too many times.

"Exactly. So keep that in mind."

Jun eased back into his seat. Feeling terribly mortified by what had happened.Now all he could see was the back of Soo Hyun's head.He wasn't sure what kind of expression he might be wearing on his face.

As soon their class ended, within two shakes of a hair Soo Hyun was out the door.

Jun darted after him, catching him in the hallway.

"I'm sorry about earlier. I hope the coffee didn't burn you."

Soo Hyun looked at him with cold eyes before walking away.

Jun ran after him.

"I'm glad."

Soo Hyun, halted his steps. "You're glad?"

"I don't mean I'm happy about what happened." He paused. "Anyway. I apologize." he bowed politely. He looked at Soo Hyun's stained leg "You should probably get that washed."

Soo Hyun shook his head and was about to walk away when Jun grabbed him by the elbow with both hands.

"I'll feel guilty if you just leave like this."

Soo Hyun turned to face him.

"100,000 Won."

"Sorry?"

"It'll be 10,000 Won for the wash,40,000 for my time spent and 50,000 for new shoes."

Jun was momentarily stunned.

Soo Hyun looked at him unblinkingly.

Reaching into his wallet Jun produced the money and extended it to Soo Hyun. "Here you go."

"Unbelievable." came Soo Hyun's reply, sounding disgusted.

"Sorry?" Jun was confused again

"You're the school's ATM."

Jun's expression was awkward. What a thing to say.

"But it was my fault–" he began

"I know." Soo Hyun cut him off. "But I did too so we're both responsible."

Without another word he left.

Jun watched him go, his 100,000 Won still in his hand.

"What did I tell you?"  Jung ho and Chun Guk came up beside him. "If you're curious about the school's psycho, turn to Nam Soo Hyun"

Chun Guk nodded.

"If you want a beating laid on you. Then get in Nam Soo Hyun's face."

Jun was still looking at the corner around which Soo Hyun had disappeared.

"I guess he's smart though." Jung ho commented. "He's never lost out on a scholarship."

"Not even once?" Jun was curious.

"Never. He's relentless. Almost like a robot." Jung ho replied. He threw a heavy arm around Jun's shoulder. "Anyway. Us humans need to eat. Let's grab a bite."

Jun tried to ease himself from under his arm. "I need to get changed."

Jung ho clapped a hand on his shoulder "What you wear doesn't matter. Since you're pure gold itself."

No escape.

With his hand still around Jun's shoulder, Jung ho led him forward.

Turning the corner in the hallway, Jun looked over his shoulder— walking in the opposite direction farther and farther away was the back of that head he'd spent the last hour staring into.

He was curious.

Jun took another sip of his beer as he leaned on the railing, watching everyone have a good time.

After classes they'd decided to eat and then visit one of the local spots the university students often visited.Well everyone else had suggested. He'd just gone along with their plan.

If he was being honest, he was incredibly bored.

"What are you doing here by yourself?" Hye Ji, one of the girls they'd come with approached him.

"I prefer to observe."

She tucked her hair behind her ear.

"Then I think I'll take a break too."

He didn't reply.

Not one second after, someone else approached, grabbing him by the hand.

"Jun. Get on the dancefloor." Jung Ho pulled him from where he stood.

Within no time, he was the center of the ring, everyone gathering around as he danced.

Yeo Jun--- the center of attention.

"Guys. How about round two." Jung Ho asked as they walked out into the cool night air, his arm thrown over Jun's shoulder again.

"Are you going to treat us?" Hye Jie asked.

"Of course....I cant." he replied "I even look broke. Don't I jun?"

That smile that Yeo Jun often wore was back again.

"It'll be on me." he offered

"I knew it." Jung Ho clapped his hand on his shoulder "Jun's the best!"

"Of course!"Chun Guk chimed in.

Hye Jie frowned. "Jung ho. Jun paid for the entrance fees and all the drinks we had.He also bought lunch for us today. You guys should treat us this time around."

Jun's smile was gone. He merely listened.

"What's so bad about a rich boy paying?" Chun Guk asked casually. "If you're born into money you should give back to society." He really seemed convinced by his own words. It's called trickle down economics."

Hye Jie scoffed. "Are you really applying that principle to who buys drinks?"

"She's right." Gi Sun, Hye Jie's best friend spoke up. "You guys just can't freeload all the time."

"Aren't you also his seniors?" Chun Guk hit back. That's right. These four were juniors and he was just a freshman. He was the only freshman taking that advanced class and so he'd met this bunch.

'You were fine letting him pay." Jung ho accused

Jun sighed. He'd had enough.

"Guys cool down. Let's not ruin a sweet night. I'll pay.The next round will be on me. But first I'll find us some detox drinks."

There were no objections.

A few paces to their left, there was a convenience store that was still open so Jun headed there.

6 bottles. He got one for good measure.

He was about to head to the register when he saw Hye Jie.

"You didn't have to come." he told her.

"No need to be so formal. Just consider us as friends." she leaned in a little closer "We can even be more than that when it's just the two of us."

Jun dipped his head slightly.

"Really?"

"Of course."

He looked at her.

"I'm sorry. I can.'t.

"Why not?"

"Jung ho has a crush on you I think."

She made a face.

"Who is he kidding? He's not my type."

"I want to be on good terms with everyone." Jun confessed "And I don't want to cause any problems. You understand what I mean right?"

She nodded. "Yes I do. Even if I don't, I'll say I do."

He gave her a little smile.

"You're adorable." She blushed, tucking her hair behind her ear once more. He rode the wave. "If someone like you were my girlfriend---" he didn't finish the sentence.He suddenly felt there was something odd.

Turning his head he looked at the register.

His eyes connected with a pair of cold eyes, peeking from under a straight bang.

Seeing Nam Soo Hyun, Hye Jie quickly retreated.

"So here's where you work." Jun tried to engage him as he rung up his items at the checkout. No response. "Were you watching us?" he asked.

"That'll be 28,000 Won." Nam Soo Hyun replied.

Jun exhaled.

"You should have said something."

He retrieved his gold card and handed it to Soo Hyun.

When Soo Hyun took the card, for a brief moment, there was a flicker of an emotion in those eyes as he looked at it.

"Do you have a membership card?" he recentered himself.

"You're good at ignoring people's words aren't you." Jun countered. "When do you get off?We're going to get more drinks. You should join us.

There was a slight irritation growing in Soo Hyun's chest.

"Did you think I'd go?"

"No. That's why I want you to join us.If money's the issue. Don't worry.Your time and the drinks you have will all be paid for by Myungil University's ATM." He raised his gold card between two fingers.

Soo Hyun stared wordlessly with those cold eyes once more.

Jun felt awkward again.

"I just want to get to know you better." he stated "I'm more decent than you think."

"Maybe that's how you want people to see you." Soo Hyun maintained his frosty gaze. Jun's smile faltered "I don't intend to get to know you. So get going."

Jun was silent for a while. Rather than irking him, Soo Hyun's response made him feel a little sensitive, like someone had poked a finger into a tender place.

"Hmph." he looked over the counter "You're still wearing those pants. You should have just taken the money."

Soo Hyun exhaled sharply

"I intrigue you don't I?" Jun asked . No response. "Anyway. I'm freshman Yeo Jun." He smiled at Soo Hyun

"Why are you smiling?"

"Why aren't you?"Yeo Jun countered

Soo Hyun swallowed hard.

"Get going already. The others are probably waiting for your gold card."

Jun's head dipped again, ever so slightly before he looked at Soo Hyun with a shadow of a smile.

"Crack a smile for me the next time our paths cross.It's not like that costs money." He took his things and left. Soo Hyun's eyes never let him as he went.

Later that Night

"Let's go for round 3." Jung-ho offered as he stumbled forward, held under the arms of Jun and Chun Guk.

The girls declined, quickly running to their bus that just pulled up at the stop.

"Jun.Jung ho is too drunk. Let's head to your place and crash." Chun Guk suggested.

"Uhm..sorry to tell you but I still live with my parents." Jun replied.

"But we only drank past our limit because we thought we had a place to stay." Chun Guk complained.

"Sorry about that." Jun offered. "Here's a taxi. I'll pay the fare." After hailing the car, he gave them the money, more than enough for the fare before waving them off with a smile.

When the car rolled away his smile evaporated.Smiling like that. This was his way of keeping people close...but not too close.It was both his shield and sword.

When he was alone he exhaled sharply, running his fingers through his hair.

He hailed another taxi.

"A short ride at this hour is just going to waste my time." the cab driver told him when Jun told him his destination.

"I'll pay you three times the fare."

There were no further objections. The cab driver pulled away.

"I'm surprised you didn't try to convince me." the driver said shortly after they pulled away.

"It's easier this way." came Jun's simple reply.

The car rolled to a stop at the light. Looking outside Jun realized he was back the convenience store. There was someone clearing the little table outside that customer could used to rest. Their eyes met.Jun smiled at him. The car pulled away.

Soo Hyun watched the car bearing that blonde head until it disappeared..

They were from two different worlds...

A/N..I saw this series and enjoyed watching it.The original had massive BL potential but alas..no dice..so let's give this a shot lol! This fanfic will follow the issues in the series and also introduce a romance..rather than a bromance between these two..I hope you enjoy..xoxo.

[uroborosymphony]

GET TO KNOW THE MUN

NAME?: Lynn, Lynnie

PRONOUNS?: She / Her

PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION?: I use discord for chatting, plotting, talking about muses and making servers for resources and group plots! IMs is annoying, if someone's serious about plotting and doing things together, let's just go to discord

MOST ACTIVE MUSE(S)?: I have several blogs so my main blog is @uroborosymphony and I'm also a lot on @geaesaekki. The two most active muses are Ara and Gaya my favorite psychos

EXPERIENCE / HOW MANY YEARS?: I would say 10 years. I started on Tumblr back in 2012 it was such a long time ago wow. Then I moved to twitter it was fun the first years then turned into a waste of time and now back to Tumblr for some OG roleplay and I Love it here.

BEST EXPERIENCE?: Like Ferre, Lena and Winter said : our group plots!! Our verses are sooo exciting and the creativity is INSANE I love everything about it!! Also being back to Tumblr is soo satisfying and the fact I met all these amazing writers with whom we aspire to the same things for our muses I love it here.

RP PET PEEVES?: Honestly I've found my people all the RP pet peeves I used to have are completely gone. Simple : I deleted the people I couldn't stand anymore and all is right in the world, rp is perfect.

FLUFF, ANGST, OR SMUT?: I love a fair mix of all! I just like my plots intricate and with many layers and the moment we have that, it gives depth to any fluff angst and smut we might make

PLOTS OR MEMES?: I would say plots, I LOVE plottings I always have ideas left and right. What I like the most with plots is that then we get to discuss our muses and keep imagining more and more things to get into so it's not static plotting it's like an everyday plotting kind of situation with me .

LONG OR SHORT REPLIES?: Funnily enough it depends on the blogs and muses. I tend to write very long stuff here on @uroborosymphony and for my japanese boys @yaoogui too because the plots lead to long replies. As for @geaesaekki I manage do do shorter things. I like shorter things too these days, it's fun.

TIME TO WRITE?: It varies but usually during week days after work if I'm free in the evening, because on the weekends I'm always busy and traveling. I wish I could do something cool like a queued system but I tend to immediatly post when I get something done.

ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S)?: I don't think I am, my characters are usually insane, very toxic and love to toy with peoeple's mind HAH. I'm kinder than most of them even if I don't take shit from nobody. But I might be a psycho too who knows :)

tagged by: @stillresolved and @mythvoiced Love you hehehe

[julyarchives]

Don't You Hear Me Howling? || (M) || 04

Finding out you are a female Alpha sparkled some rivalry inside your pack, and resulted in you losing your best friend and your life turning upsidedown, so leaving for college was the fresh start you needed. Years later, you are about to finish your degree and suddenly this past comes back to mess with your head.

→ Pairing: Yeo One x Female Reader | Kino x Female Reader

→ Genre: Smut; A/B/O AU; Omegaverse; College AU.

→ Words:  2.8K

→ Contains: power dynamics; riding; handjob; some light hate fuck; dirty dirty smut; seriously, this chapter is almost a pwp heheh

→ A/n: We are soo sorry that it took us longer to post this chapter! This week was so rushed that we only had time to write on the weekend, and we got a little caught on a minor writer's block, but it's finally done (we literally are posting just right after we finished) and I hope we did a good job for you guys!

→ Index: 01 • 02 • 03 • 04 • 05 • 06 • 07

The next morning you woke up feeling refreshed, decided to put all the Changgu history behind you. Kino had texted you while you slept, checking on you and asking if everything went well after he left, which you quickly answered as "it was fine :)". You got up and got yourself ready to start the day. You packed his shirt in a bag and followed your day according to your schedule.

The classes went normal, except for the fact that you were self-conscious about the possibility of any bruises slipping out the collar of your shirt. Though people know you're an Alpha, they won't be surprised and will know what that was about, but still, you didn't want to draw any more attention to yourself.

At the end of the day, you decided to drop off Changgu's shirt. You knocked on the frat's door, but when no one answered you just let yourself in. You tried to call for someone, but got no answer back, so you just followed your way to his bedroom. You planned to just leave the bag on his bed and leave, but when your hand reached for the doorknob you heard voices inside.

You stopped, trying to make out the voices you heard. But even before you could you smelled what was going on. Changgu's signature scent was over the top, even more, alluring than ever and then someone else's. The giggle you heard confirmed it was a girl, she was clearly excited, borderline horny. Of course, he'd be chatting someone up when the house was empty. Part of your brain got super done with his antics, did he purposefully invite her over when the house was empty or was it a coincidence? But then the other, stubborn and stupid, part of you saw red. Yesterday he got you at the same position, somehow convincing you to fuck and he was doing the same with the girl, that was a little too willing from what you heard and smelled.

You acted before you though, opening the door with a bang, seeing them both sitting at the edge of his bed, his arm around her and her face almost into his neck, laughing prettily at him. They both stopped when they heard the door banging against the wall, your imposing angry body language making the girl coil slightly.

"I thought I smelled you, Y/N. Sorry, but I'm a little busy right now", Changgu was smirking at you, his arm tightening around the girl.

"No, you're not", you said with a huff. "She's leaving". The girl looked at you confused and immediately got up and positioned in defiance, arms crossed on her chest.

"Says who?", her eyebrow arched and a playful smile on her lips.

"Me", you said through your teeth, hands turning into a fist, body changing to attack mode as you couldn't stop the loud growl that came from your chest. It resonated loudly and Changgu got up, taking a few steps to position himself almost between you and the girl but more to the side. You saw the girl take a step back and hug herself in defense but she still didn't budge.

"Listen, you better leave", Changgu turned to her with his palms extended to her, but she only raised her eyebrows again, not believing he was making her leave.

"Either she leaves or I'll make her ", you growled again, even stronger this time, body almost trembling in anger.

The girl huffed and grabbed her bag from the floor, staring at Changgu with an outraged expression. He tried to grab her hand but she dodged, walking past you making sure to bump against your shoulder on her way out. You were turning to follow her just because of her attitude of no respect even facing imminent danger but a hand grabbed your arm roughly.

Changgu turned you around harshly and with his other hand, he closed the door. He seemed fuming but you couldn't care less. You tried to yank your arm away from his grip but he didn't let you, instead grabbing you by the shoulders and backing you against the door.

"Are you happy? Coming here to what? Fucking cockblock me?", he shouted.

"That's what you do? Spend your free time hunting around for girls to fuck?", you shoved him backward, using his moment of losing balance to shove him once more but he was quick.

"What does it matter to you?", he said, not even shouting anymore, focusing on regaining his balance and walking back so you couldn't overpower him anymore.

You froze. You didn't know. You had no idea why it bothered you so much and why it got to you so much. The feeling of betrayal and a sparkle of jealousy spurred you to see red and barge into the room. You tried to mask your confusion and your conclusion with a scowl but it was too late. Changgu smirked, watching the emotions clear on your face. Then he looked at the item on your hand, his shirt you clung to so strongly.

"Could it be that the mighty alpha is jealous ?", there was something on his voice you couldn't quite catch. It wasn't mocking he was not joking with you but he was teasing. You noticed when his eyes darkened and he took a step towards you.

"Tell yourself that, Changgu. I'm here to return your shirt, that's all", you also took a step further, meeting him halfway. "If you want her so much I can retrieve her myself", unfortunately, the sentence didn't come out as you wanted. It wasn't menacing or playful. It was laced with anger and jealousy. Just like he said.

"I can see right through you, Y/N", he closed the small space between you. "I know you wanted to be in her place right here", his hands going to your waist, "on my bed", he bit his lip, "again".

“I don’t know what you think, Changgu” you slap his hands away from you, rather strongly. “But I’m not some dumb girl that will fall for your little fuckboy act. In fact. I’m-”

Your sentence was cut short when he grabbed you and kissed you harshly. At the first moment, you cave in, kissed him back as if in a reflex, but when a second thought hit you, you instantly bit his lip. He stepped back and brought a hand to the bleeding spot where your bite hit.

“Seriously?” He chuckled “Is this how you wanna play?”

“Is that how you see this? ” You said, angrily, stepping toward him again “I’m not playing here, Changgu” you palmed your hand on his chest and pushed him, making him fall backward on the mattress “There is no game to play.”

Your heat started acting up as you felt your whole body on fire from the lust that filled the room, mixed with all the anger pent up inside you. You grabbed the hair on the back of his head and pulled, forcing him to expose his neck to you, but the hiss that came from him was not of annoyance.

“Not one you can win anyway,” you whispered, so close to his face that your lips were almost grazing his’.

You let go of him and walked away, but when you tried to open the door he stood behind you and pushed it shut, turning you around to back you up once again, his lips attacking yours. This time you wouldn’t let any part of him believe he had any control. You didn’t stop him, though you pushed him back, forcing him to switch positions, so this time you were pressing him against the way.

“I told you” You nibbled his earlobe “You cannot win” you bit on his neck, your hands holding him in place by the waist now explored inside his shirt “I will always have you my way.” you clawed his toned abs “don’t forget I’m your Alpha. You just can’t help but being just a silly little wolf to me.”

You lowered your hands, palming him through his pants, and chuckled against his skin.

“Look at you, I barely touched you and you're already so hard. You are so desperate for me that you tried to convince yourself that I’m the one running after you.”

You shoved your hand under his layers of clothes and grabbed his member in your hand, lubing it with his pre-cum and moving it languidly. You suck on the skin of his neck, trailing bruises around the area. The gasps escaping him making you feel your own wetness drip.

“I have you wrapped around my finger, and I’ll make sure you don’t forget that again.” You started speeding up your movements “But don’t you dare cum without my permission.”

“Fuck” he murmured under his breath “Fuck, y/n”

“That’s right, Changgu, I want to hear you saying my name”

He repeated, voice shaking.

“I can make you cum in your pants just like a teenager” you chuckled again, pumping his shaft with intensity as he threw his head back in pleasure, barely audible whimpers escaping his lips.

“Y/N, I’m gonna…” he stopped a split second “Can I-”

“You wanna cum?” You asked, using your other hand to grab his hair and make him look at you “Want me to make you cum all over my hands?” he bit his bottom lip and nodded. “I don’t think you deserve it yet”

“Please,” he said in a breathy moan “Please, Y/N, I need to cum”

“I like the way you beg” you sucked on the spot he was biting seconds ago, waning more moans from him

“Please, please, please” He said rapidly, desperate for his release.

You smirked, looking him in the eyes and enjoying his fucked out face, all completely at your mercy.

“Nah” you removed his hand completely from him, to which he gasped loudly in protest “You don’t get to cum until I do”

He growled in frustration, but a raise of your eyebrows was wimpy enough to get him back to his place.

“Take your shirt off” You commanded and he obliged immediately, and you sat on the edge of the bed and watched.

You let him stand there and stare at you in silence

“What will I do with you?” you wondered out loud.

You reached under your dress and took your panties off and he didn’t stray your eyes from you. You spread your legs apart and he took in a deep breath, probably smelling your arousal.

“Kneel” you simply said, and it was enough for him

He rushed in between your legs and wasted no time in licking in between your folds, humming in satisfaction. Your hand immediately grabbed his hair, guiding him to go exactly where you wanted, while the other pulled the hem of your dress up around your waist.

Changgu was desperate, hungrily sucking your clit in between his lips, and you bucked your hips.

“That’s right” you praised him, and he redirected his look at you, eyes filled with lust “Keep going.”

He licked the right spot on you and you let yourself fall backward, pulling his hair so he followed your motion, not breaking contact any second. He hooked his arms around your legs and you took the opportunity to steady him and fuck his face, chin now all smeared with your juices.

Your moans became louder and so did his hums, sending vibrations down your core, and your high hit you strongly, making your legs shake uncontrollably. You didn’t stop until you completely rode off your orgasm. When you released Changgu’s hair he stood up, eyes still not leaving you, and cleaned around his lips with the back of his hand, and you admired him lick it clean.

You stood up, then, and watched his chest rise up and down fast, the tent in his pants now more prominent than ever, and the feeling of complete satisfaction made you proud of yourself. You walked closer towards him, and he didn’t dare move. You reached to his face and grabbed his chin, unhurriedly pulling his face closer to yours. His gaze traveled from your eyes to your lips back and forth, and the smirk on your face was almost permanent.

“Okay, bye.” You walked away confidently, not bothering to look back.

You exited his room and made your way towards the exit, hearing his surprised “what” behind you.

As you were close to the front door, you heard firm steps chasing you.

He grabbed your arm just like he did before, this time you didn’t fight back, just to enjoy the desperate look on his face.

“I’m not gonna let you leave like that” He growled

You scoffed.

“I know you don’t wanna leave.”

“Try again, Changgu.” You turned around to continue your way, but he didn’t lose his grip

“I don’t want you to leave.” he pleaded, the distress in his voice so evident.

You stopped in your tracks and he let go of you. You turned back to face him and saw his smoldering eyes staring intensely at you.

“I’m listening.” you crossed your arms in front of your chest.”

“I need-” he thought his words through “Please.”

You stared him up and down quietly.

“Fine” you finally said “Sit” you motioned towards the couch with your head.

He obediently followed your instruction, and you took your time approaching him. You stood in between his legs and grazed your nail down the defined line of his abs, making your way towards his pants and hooking a finger under the elastic of his underwear. You didn’t have to say a word for him to understand your order, and lift his hips to push his pants down.

You finally straddled him, your hands cupped his face to pull him in for a kiss. He embraced you, strong arms flushing you against his chest, and moaned against your lips. You sway your hips down, feeling his cock rubbing against your swollen clit.

“Please, Y/N” He broke the kiss “I need to be inside you.”

“You’re so obedient today,” You said “I just love seeing you beg.”

“Please, Y/N” he repeated “Please, let me cum”

You laughed amusedly.

“So desperate for me, wolfie.”

You kneel up to quickly align your entrance and just sat down at once, getting him by surprise and making him moan loudly. You didn’t give him time to get used to your pussy around him, you just bounced on him at your own speed, and he couldn’t help but moan uncontrollably. He held your waist, fingers pressing harshly against your skin, and you held yourself on the back of the couch, nails slightly ripping the fabric.

“You just love this, don’t you?” You said, the grin still plastered on your face “getting fucked here so anyone that walks in can see how I make you lose your mind?”

Changgu didn’t answer, bucking his hips up instead, getting deeper inside you. His hair was all messy, skin glistening with sweat, pink swollen lips hanging open and heavenly sounds vibrating on his throat.

“I told you” you moved faster, the sound of skin hitting skin echoing in the living room “You will never forget your place again.”

He threw his head back, noises coming out of him without his control

“Y/N, I need to cum.” he pleaded “Please, I need to cum so bad”

You didn’t answer him, choosing instead to adjust your angle so you could rub your clit against his pelvis, chasing after your own release, his bare chest now rubbing against the fabric of your dress, who suddenly felt too hot.

“Hold it.” You ordered. “ Take off my dress. And don’t rip anything this time.”

He hurriedly followed your instructions and leaned towards you, capturing your nipple in between his lips and swirling his tongue around you. You were hitting your high for the second time, your walls tightening around him and moaning loudly.

“Y/N. Please, I can’t hold it anymore.” he pleaded, and you just love to see him looking like such a mess for you.

Still riding your orgasm, you nodded and he growled loudly, thrusting up faster and stronger, spilling himself inside you, making a big mess between your hips. He buried his face on your neck and you held him close, movements slowing down and noises becoming just heavy breaths until everything stopped.

He leaned back on the couch, still holding you close, and this time you buried your face on his skin, taking a deep breath and allowing yourself to get intoxicated in his scent just for a moment.

The moment ended and you got up, trying to fix yourself as good as possible, and changgu dressed up in his pants again.

“Don’t forget to clean this mess”

It was the last thing you said before turning on your heels and leaving, this time no one stopped you.

[hoebaring]

Open Books (17) | Kim Namjoon

An unpredicted switch of journals brings two strangers close. Strangers with similarly perturbing experiences, and beautifully healing souls. Abused, bullied, and traumatized, they help each other, and those around them break away from similar experiences, heal and grow gracefully. With thoughtful emotions, and ever growing minds, Y/n and Namjoon are delicate heroes.

They understand the best in each other, and the worst, like open books.

Tags/Warnings :- Child abuse, domestic violence, traumatized characters, bullying, self harm, mentions of toxic relationships, angst. I know it's dark but trust me it gets better! namjoonXreader, Namjoon and Y/n, A slow burn romance, fluff, strangers to friends, strangers to lovers, self love, healing, etc.

Cross posted on Wattpad

Written by Author G

Word count :- 636 Words

Additional Warnings :- Joon ‘catches’ feelings for her...I’M SQUEALING

Masterlist    Previously    Next

~Loud Silence~

"I absolutely love this song" Y/n sighs as she stares out the clear window pane of the bus, the busy streets basking in the pink orange glow of the evening sun serving as a breathtaking view.

"It reminds me of a beautiful rai-" Namjoon starts "a beautiful rainy forest?" Y/n assumes, completing his sentence.

"Yeah. Exactly" Namjoon breathes out, dazed.

He never really had anyone to talk to about music and how certain songs made him feel before. His father considered feelings and emotions to be a hassle and that it would make him 'less of a man'.

Y/n placed her head on his shoulder, her eyes closed as she softly hummed along to the tune. He looked at her and felt his heart flutter. He was suddenly more aware and conscious of their close proximity.

The feeling confused him. And to his surprise, it excited him too.

She looks so cu- wait- Why the hell am I staring at her? I am not a creep for god's sake.

He couldn't seem to look anywhere else other than her and that slightly scared him.

She lifts her head back up from his shoulder once the song ends and he immediately looks away from her.

"I didn't do anything!!" He says for absolutely no reason, panic stricken.

"Huh?.." she asks, confused, seemingly not having noticed that he was staring at her.

"N- Nothing" he stutters. To which Y/n grins awkwardly, not knowing how to respond to something as abrupt and non-contextual as that.

"Haha- ok" she fakes a laugh

An awkward silence blankets the air around them.

"Ahem.. What song should I play next?" He clears his throat, trying to change the topic.

"Maybe no songs anymore. Play the podcast we were listening to last week. The one regarding the constellations? It was soo interesting."

"Oh yeah.." Namjoon says as he scrolls through his playlist and clicks on the play button, relieved that the weird conversation, if he could even call it that, was forgotten.

"Constellations from Kratos is your connection to the innovators, business leaders, entrepreneurs and policy makers who are making and remaking  today's-"  The ring of his phone interrupts the podcast, Bang Si-Hyuk's name flashing restlessly on the screen, almost as if it was taunting Namjoon to answer. He excuses himself and walks over to the front of the moving bus while answering the call.

"Namjoon-ah. Do you think you can come over to the company now?" The manager's gruff voice says intently.

"I'm actually on my way home right now sir. Is it anything urgent or can I come after an hour or so? " He confesses, gripping the metal bus-bar so he doesn't lose balance.

"Sure. I expect to see you in 1 hour then. Goodbye." With that, the call ends and he walks back to his seat, to find Y/n dozing off, mouth slightly fixed in a pout, making her look all the more endearing.

He felt his heart warm at the sight, unlike earlier when his heart fluttered.

The flutter made him feel nervous. He felt the need to do something smart and impressive.

But this time, it felt like he was standing on the cliff of a mountain, not caring for a thing in the world other than the heart warming scenery, surrounded by nothing but silence. So silent in fact, that you could hear it. The kind of silence that makes you feel like you're going crazy, the kind that makes you nervous, and yet, the kind that makes you feel at peace. Something you want to run away from, and yet, never leave.

[iwroteinapastlife]

ChloNath prompts you say? My mind has been flooded recently! Chlonath with a leather jacket, Chlonath (but inspired by Not Another Song About Love by Hollywood Ending, Chlonath but forbidden lovers cause business rivals... There's just soo much XD

YOOOOOOOOOO THANK YOU for introducing me to this song! It is right up my alley to the point that I'm surprised I hadn't heard it before, and it is PERFECT for ChloNath holy FUCK.

I responded to the song (with the leather jacket tossed in) in this post.

Here's a little drabble on that business rivals idea~

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"You shouldn't be talking to me."

"You're right; I shouldn't."

Despite his words, the all too rebellious son of the Kurtzberg group still decided to lean back against the railing next to her. The quiet of the outdoor patio gave the illusion of solitude, but if they could still see the dinner party inside, the dinner party could still see them. Both of them were too recognizable, especially him with that glaring red hair. If anyone happened to see them–even if they were just talking–they risked another scandal.

So why did she find herself hiding a little smile behind her wine glass when he tossed that subtle grin at her?

"Why are you here then?"

She tried to keep any flirtation out of her voice on the off chance that they were overheard, but Nathaniel made no such effort. Turning around to lean his elbows on the railing, he came just the slightest bit closer and said in that unfair seductive tone of his, "I see a gorgeous woman walk out here all alone, and you think I have the power within me not to follow?"

Chloé covered her smirk with another sip of wine, but he definitely caught it. "No," he continued, quiet words meant only for her, "I think you knew exactly what you were doing luring me out here."

"Bold words, Monsieur Kurtzberg." She dropped to his volume, but still tried to keep up a professional tone. "An accusation like that could get you in trouble."

"Only if you wanted trouble."

"What makes you think I want trouble?"

"You're here, aren't you?"

Chloé spared a glance at those bright teal eyes of his. She knew the risk she was taking–knew that exciting and tempting way he always looked at her, knew how even just a second of eye contact never failed to weaken her resolve. It was exactly why she couldn't resist doing it.

It was even worse with the light of a setting sun reflecting in those ocean eyes.

She decided to fix her gaze on the Paris skyline. "Do I need to remind you what happened the last time someone saw us this close?"

He hummed as if in thought. "I seem to recall strawberry lip gloss."

A little huff of a laugh escaped before she could catch it. "Our pictures all over the news for weeks, both of our families furious, the scandal of the year." She paused to look him over out of the corner of her eye–took in the wild hair barely contained half drawn back like that, those little gold rings hanging from his earlobe, the loose tie, the undone top button of his shirt, the forearm tattoo revealed under his rolled up sleeve, the paint under his nails–and felt that all too familiar aching desire settle like a lead weight in her stomach. "...A very public break up."

Another thoughtful hum. "See, I was under the impression that public meant only public. Not private."

Her wine glass was empty. She had nowhere to hide the traitorous smirk rising to her lips. He turned to fully face her but she didn't risk the same, keeping her gaze fixed on the horizon.

"Because frankly Chloé," her whispered name on his tongue never failed to make her knees weak, "if you thought for a second that I could ever so easily give you up..." he purposefully waited until he had her eyes captive in his again, "...you were terribly wrong."

[tomholland20]

Chapter 2: A beautiful evening!

Cast:

Peter Parker: Tom Holland.

(Peter's aunt) May Parker: Marisa Tomei.

Y/n: You/ reader

(Y/n’s dad) Tony Stark: Robert Downey, Jr.

(Y/n’s mom) Kathryn Stark: Jennifer Aniston.

(Y/n’s brother) David Stark: Shane Harper.

(Peter's best friend) Ned: Jacob Batalon.

(Peter’s best friend) MJ: Zendeya

Warning: PG-13, bad language, violence, sadness, kissing, etc...

Credit: My best friend Anjali, who helped me with this story!

Before you start reading and you haven’t read this story from the beginning please go and read it from there it will make more sense!

Note: Hey guys, so I wrote this story for Marvel and Tom Holland/Peter Parker fans! I just want to say that this is just a fun story for entertainment purposes. I mixed everything up in this story, their love, action, drama, and more. And as you can see by the cast, I mixed it up. This is a story about Peter Parker and Y/n (your name) story. I hope you like it!! If you want a girl and a Peter Parker version tell me and I will do one........

Summary: You move to a new school where you find yourself falling in love with a guy named Peter Parker and can’t get over him... You and Peter knew each other for 3 years because he had an internship with your dad Tony Stark but you never really talked to him. One day during a scary fire that takes place in the mall. Spider-man (Peter Parker) comes to save you from the deadly fire. Later on in the story, You find out about Peter Parker being spiderman. This story is full of drama, romance, love and more, I hope you enjoy it!!

Chapter 2: A beautiful evening!

After 2 weeks of going to school, you and Peter became close. You also became close to MJ Peter's best friend as she was in the same drama play as you. Peter and Ned both forced you to watch Star Wars, which you really liked. Everything was changing, you were finally smiling genuinely and you were getting over your ex. It was like a new beginning for you. People at school liked you, you were smart, good looking, and nice. You were kind of popular as you’re Tony Stark's son.

“Hey, Y/n!” Peter yelled across from the school hallway

“Hey” you replied. “What happened, are you ok?” You asked, Peter looked tired and he was out of breath.

Peter: "Yeah I'm ok, umm do wanna come over today? I have math homework and I was thinking maybe we can do it together?”

Peter was so timid when he started talking to you, even you were shy when he asked you to come over.

Y/n: Yeah sure... w-what time?

Peter: Is 5 good?

Y/n: yeah! Well, 5 it is then!

Peter: Sure! See you... bye.

Y/n: bye…

5:00pm

It was finally 5 pm and you were ready to go to Peter's house. Happy your dad’s assistant dropped you off at Peters place. “Ok, y/n I want you to take care of yourself and be in your best behavior.” You were a little curious as to why Happy had to say that but you agreed with him and went inside. You were in front of Peter's doorstep, you took a deep breath as if you were going on a date with him. You knock on the door and May (Peter’s aunt) opens the door. “Oh let me guess, you must be Y/n! Peter talks a lot about you." “Hi, Mrs. Parker, yes I’m y/n” you give May a big smile and she offers you to come in. “Do you want anything to drink?”

May: ok then, I’ll call Peter

“Peter y/n is here.” Peter runs out of his room and walks right towards the living room where you were. “Wow, are you ok? you look stressed.” “Yeah, I’m fine don’t worry! Wanna get started with math homework?”

Y/n: sure!

Peter brings you to his room. His room was full of Star Wars DVDs, there was a bed and a tv along with his table. Peter takes out his math homework and starts working. While working you notice a bad cut on his hand that he was trying to hide from you. Your eyes opened wide. “Peter, how did you get that cut,” you say in a tensed way. “It’s nothing I promise.” “do you have a first aid box here?” “Y/n don’t worry.”

Y/n: “tell me!”

Peter: “there is one in my bag”

You quickly run towards where his bag was and open it. You look for the first aid kit and as soon as you find it you hurry towards Peter. Without saying anything you open the first aid kit and taking Peter's hands and you start to clean the cut. “Ouch!!.”

“Sorry! Does it hurt?” You ask looking towards him with a worried face. This was new to you caring so much for someone that you cant even control your emotions in front of them, even though you had had a boyfriend this still felt new and you liked this feeling. “A little..” he replies with a little smile, ‘oof someone needs to tell this guy to stop smiling like that, that damn smile is going to be the death of me’ you thought. You smile back at him and keep cleaning the cut, finishing it with a bandage.

Even though you couldn't see, Peter has been busy trying to contemplate this weird feeling, attachment towards. Weirdly enough he liked how you cared about him, made him smile, made all his days feel fun and he even wanted to tell you something but didn’t. After a while both of you were quiet and were done with the homework. May comes running into the room saying “pizza is here!” she hands out your pizza’s. “Oh I have to leave soon.” “It's ok, stay for pizza at least” Peter requests you. You couldn’t resist it so you stayed for 15 more minutes. You and Peter both sat down and started to watch star wars. “Hey, if you don’t mind me asking, how did you get that cut?” Peter stopped chewing on the pizza and looked at you “Uh I was in a rush so I guess my hand cut into something.” He says “You should be more careful next time you know” you tell Peter with a little giggle. You and Peter finish eating and start talking about each other. “Since you moved here I didn’t get to know much about you, so why don’t you tell me a little about yourself?” You look at Peter and smile "sure! Well I was born and raised in New York. Umm do I have to continue I’m really bad at this...” you and Peter share a little giggle again. “You’re really nice Y/n, seriously the way you handled my cut I really appreciate it, so thank you.” “No problem” you answered back blushing.

You get a phone call from Happy informing his waiting for you outside. “Oh Happy is here, I got to go. Thanks for having me over Peter!”

Peter: anytime!

You rush to the door saying bye to May and head out *take that bread and that head then leave!! Oky sorry bye*. You get in the car and Happy drives you home. “So how was your evening?”

“It was so romantic.” “What??” You snap out of your dreamy self and Happy is just surprised. “Oh wait no sorry I didn’t mean to say that, I meant it was good.” “You got me worried there.” You roll your eyes as you are tired of hearing people say things like that homophobic asswipes. When you reach home your brother walks out of the house and looks angry. “Hey, David'' you say when your voice fades away. You walk in and you see your parents tensed.

Y/n: Hey guys!

Kathryn: Hey honey.

Y/n: David just walked out, and he looked really angry.

Tony: don’t worry about him, how was your evening with Peter?

Y/n: it was good, we got to finish all of our homework, we ate pizza and watched star wars.

Tony: sounds like you had fun! Didn’t you...

Before you answer your dad’s question David walks back in again ignoring everyone in the dining room.

Y/n: Ok what’s wrong?

Mom: Sweetie, there's nothing to worry about. I promise you nothing happened. He's just a little moody.

Your dad cracks a joke saying “girlfriend problems” with a laugh, you also laugh since your brother was not the best boyfriend. *like who are kidding he’s so annoying how does his girlfriend even handle him? aight bye* Your mom looks at you and Tony.

Tony: What? it's true...

Kathryn: Don’t worry about any of these things right now. Tomorrow is a big day, there will be a new girl coming to school. She is your Dad’s Friend's daughter. So I want you to show her around the school along with Peter.

“Yeah I can do that” you reply fast as soon as you hear Peter’s name. “Aww honey thank you” she looks at you in a curious way. “You look really into Peter I can see, are you gay for him?” Your dad asks. “NOO” you say really fast. “I just want to make new friends, that's all” your dad looks at you and with his glasses by his nose. “I’m kind of tired so why don’t I go to bed now.” “Sure sweetie, good night!” “Good night mom, good night dad!”

Tony: good night!

You go to bed not being able to forget about your beautiful evening with Peter and you want the night to pass by fast so you can meet Peter again. You were really in love with him *only if that asshole knew jeez like can he just propose to me and get done with this shit? Babe I'm waiting? You here?*.

Note: Hey guys!! Sorry it took us so long to post this chapter. School and all has been stressful so we are sorry to keep you guys waiting. This chapter is soo cute honestly. I hope you liked it. Chapter 3 is on the way maybe we will be done by next Friday and then I will post it! But there is a lot to come in Y/n’s and Peters life. Do you think Peter is in love with you? What is he hiding from you? To find out read the story love in the air!