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What’s a pup gotta do to get some belly rubs around here
#was so brave and cool today#showing up to my tattoo shop to hang out and I did it without throwing up from anxiety#and my artists gave me a bunch of advice for my paintings#felt light headed leaving but oh man. I DID SO GOOD
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‼️ART TRIGGER WARNING: Mild body horror/gore
Sooooo I kinda unexpectedly deviated from what I would consider my normal art preferences here. Mostly because I’ve seen a lot of talented artists drawing their own renditions of menacing Puzzles fanart where he goes fully insane and whatnot. I wanted to also contribute to that trend somehow…although it’s slightly out of my usual comfort zone << especially with his recent design change of loosing his whole lower body lol. Adapting that into my art was an interesting experimental challenge
Here is my own take on Puzzles falling apart! Quite literally! I still wanted to add a bit of empathy in here for him tho— because I’m going to be so distraught if WOTFI 2024 is his resignation from the spotlight for good. His final bow on stage if you will; the grand finale of his performance before he departs in death (MAN I SURE HOPE HE DOESN’T DIE BUT THE FANDOM SPECULATIONS AND PARANOIA ARE GETTING TO MY HEAD. And it just seems like the narrative progression is leaning that way). Well not matter what happens to him this upcoming Saturday…this tragic TV guy has impacted me in unexpected ways and I’m just so glad we got to spend and entire year with his character. And he’s sure not gonna disappear from my art anytime soon. Hopefully I won’t be maiming him ever again after this though jksjsksp he’s suffered enough angst for now <3
And here is just a black & white sketch version without the red overlay stuff!! Although it’s an older version so not everything is exact
#….guys should I post this on Instagram too or not I’m actally worried about this unintentionally scaring some people off#I’M SORRY NO WAIT COME BACKKKK NOOOOO /J#at least here I’ve got a community with variety of people that may find this cool to stare at#but on Instagram? my friends are for sure going to think I’ve lost my mind 🥲#I’m trying so hard to not judge myself or get self conscious or hide my art I’M TRYING#however when my brain decides to pull something like THIS outta the blue I start to question my life again lol#maybe visiting the Hana Lock art gallery today impacted me more then expected whoops#very skilled artist but she tends to do a lot of body horror as well#…..yea okay think I solved the culprit here#hplonesome art#tw body horror#body horrow cw#cw body horror#tw mild gore#smg4 mr. puzzles#mr. puzzles smg4#….still a tad worried about people finding it so thats the only tags I’m brave to put at the moment#even though I know it’s not the popular ones#might change it later though who knows!
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i was so so brave today and guess what. i have to keep on being so so brave tomorrow. i don't even get to have a 72 hour rest and treat time lockdown to celebrate and recover from how brave i was. being an alive human continues to test me in devious and tortuous ways the devil himself could only dream of
#(my masters program orientation was today)#(a lot of meeting new people and small talk and listening for long periods and masking while trying to Network and Be Cool™️)#(coinciding with this being a busy and quite stressful week at work)#(so as you can imagine. my autistic ass is running on fumes..... and i still have to take the train home and work a half day in person tmrw)#CLAP FOR ME PLEASE IM SO BRAVE AND STRONG [NOTICEABLY TREMBLING FROM EXHAUSTION]#mine
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(sexy voice) i hate myself
#somebody tell me im cool#guys i left the house today#im so brave#it was so scary#gonna cry about it
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genuinely kind of terrified as to what will happen to me when i see bare live in three (three!!!!!!!!) days. i will either go fully insane or transcend mortality or perhaps both. either way i will most likely end up full weeping.
#going to see bare with my mother will be on par with seeing deh with her in regards to our [gestures vaguely] relationship#we will hold hands. we will cry. we will have emotionally intense conversations on the walk back to the hotel.#but guys. i genuinely tried to listen to a clip of just an instrumental from the show and teared up.#bare is just. Such a big part of who i am. i literally wouldn't be anything like i am today without it and the people it brought me.#and i laugh and joke but this is Such a full circle moment for tvp nation.#like i am currently about to self-produce a workshop of my play that has professional theatre companies interested.#and all of that started from writing a silly little show about bare when i was 14 to make cool people online laugh.#and since then the plot of bare (peter's version) Has Happened To Me Twice but i have been so so brave about it#i haven't listened to the full soundtrack since last year and i've been going cold turkey in Anticipation#i just Know my ***** is going to have the most insane reactions on it.#god. it's so crazy to me. what if you were gay and catholic and an angsty pop rock punk opera teen and you grew up to be happy.#anyways. in my feels. going to have lunch and listen to bway breakdown before class.#BECAUSE I GO TO A CLASS NOW!!! EXCITING!!! it's for writing and marketing stuff :) which is super helpful and fun#anyways haven't done a tumblr rant in a while. miss you guys in my phone <3 if you're reading this i love you forever mwah
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guys did you know that if your ssri's make sex harder you can bring it up with your therapist and she'll be absolutely professional and normal about it and talk it through with you and it might actually make you feel better?!
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Today's sniffer enrichment is sprinkling treats in differently layers in the toynlbox. And hiding treats in some of the toys themselves. Easy enough.
#i also was brave enough to walk him around the block today#it looks different in the daytime so that may be the ticket for now#its usually too hot to walk but the rain cooled things off dramatically today#he was so good and remembered his leash manners mostly#then some FUCKING DICK had his two dogs loose in his yard#and of COURSE they charged right at us and one was biting at stoli#i tried to pick him up but also was afraid of being bitten#anyways that was stressful and not how i wanted the walk to end 🙃🙃🙃#video#stoli#whippet#enrichment
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The v cool @carrie-tate asked about my tickle headcanons of Teruki (EVERYONE HERE SUSH IT’S <3 <3 h i m <3) in This Asky because of This Post and I shall answer because Teru is one of the most interesting and fun charaters to me so! Let’s gooo!!
🦁 Teru’s Headcanons 🦁
(Teru's new hair reminds me of a lion cub so that is the emoji of today VWHGWYWGW)
He is just so *incoherente noises*. This guy has just so much Vibes I can’t take it
Tickling someone? YES. Being tickled? Absolutely yes. He is perfect for everything and that is a fact.
First of all, Teruki is a hell of a ler. Not only because he knows how to look for sweet weak tickle spots and has teases dripping freely from his lips before the person can even realize what is happening, his attentive eyes actively searching for everything that makes the bean that is being tickled flustered and giggly and just latching on those things until the person is lost admist laughter and tickly tingles.
(Mob lost the count of the amount of times Teru would manage to make him squeal tickling spots that he isn’t even aware he was ticklish in the first place)
But, anyway, he is one of the biggest lers ever because he. is. so. smug.
He is very good at making people a mess of giggles and he knows that. And he knows that you know that he knows that. So, the entire time attacking someone with clawing fingers and distracting pokes he will just have That Smile. The Smile. The Smug, Teasy, Playful smile that automatically makes shivers run across the your spine and makes giggles bounce on your throat.
He doesn’t have a very good poker face because of that, btw. Mah boy can’t pretend that he didn’t realzie he was tickling someone by accident or feigning innocence for his LIFE
Teru doesn’t do a lot of antecipation too. He is more of a:
“Hmm. I think I am going to tickle you.”
“Wha-”
And then give the person no time to process his words or run away sdfghgfdsdfg
EXCEPT when it comes to Shigeo. Because he is extremely cute trying to not titter and yelp every time Teru decides to tease him w anttecipation by lightly - very, very lightly - skittering his fingers on his torso and wondering out loud about “What tickle spot should he gave his especial attention today?~’
Talking about cute and soft things, Teru is an absolute SOFTIE. Yes, he is an evil, teasy, smug, playful and meanie ler who can and will use all his tickly power (both metaphorically and literally because no, he is not above using his powers to help him tickle someone sdfghjhgf) but he is WEAK for cute things. He will forever deny it but making someone just... laugh is very nice. It’s fun. It feels like he is able to make something important, to impact someone’s live positively even without his powers.
Now, now, talking about adorable things, don’t even get me started on Teruki as a Lee. Because ohhh gosh.
Oooohhh gosh
Before everything I 100% agree with your Teru’s in a Lee Mood headcanons and they are *chef kiss* fabulous, perfection, incredible absolutely amazing.
Now picture with me: Mob in a Ler Mood and being too shy to do something about it and Teru realizing. And he wants Mob to loosen up a bit more! He wants him to just feel free to be playful and silly with no worries
So he decides to be a gremlin.
Teru will act a bit like the way he is when in a Lee Mood, but with less embarassement. He will be stretching all the time, wearing crop tops and asking for Mob’s opinion, tapping his own fingers on his stomach or sides, laying on Shigeo’s lap and putting his hands behind his head, sometimes even giving Shigeo a poke or two to show he would be okay w a tickle fight in that moment.
And then Mob (and here I am heavily LOOKING at Otomiya’s idea of Mob tickly “”power”” building up until 100%) will finally attack and Teru IMMEDIATELY will go from a grinning come-on-tickle-me-I-dare-you to NONONONOWAITWAITPLEASEPLEASEWAIT in like half of a second.
That man can’t take what he dishes out AT ALL. If someone gives him a single one (1) jab on his side and he is falling on the floor he is smiling like crazy he is pleading for mercy he is ded.
Maybe it’s because he was so used to being feared and looked upon during his entire life before his fight with Shiego but the idea of someone being silly? Tickling him and being teasy and having fun and paying attention to him and not his powers his reactions and smiling and caring makes him very, very, veeeery flustered. And extremely giddy. And at least 100% more ticklish because holy gosh-
99,9% of the times he is tickled he was almost sure he was melting and honestly by the awed way Shigeo looks at him when he is tickling the blonde maybe that is still a possibilty SDFGHJKMJNHB
He has ticklish elbows. Mob can tap-tap his way from his wrist to his elbows and he will giggle and snort his head out. Sorry that is the true I don’t make the rules.
#I don't know if he actively interacts with more main characters than mob on the 3 season but I do hope so because he is <3 <3 so cool <3#smug lil softie bastard#I can and I will be giving every character from Mp100 at least one (1) uncommon tickle spot#Shigeo is cheeks#Teru is elbows#Shou gives me the vibes of someone w v ticklish calves#and Ritsu is his cheeks AND his shoulderblades#Sorry sorry I don't make the rules this is canon now <3#SDFGHJKJHGF I'm kiddinggg#Ticklish!Teruki#Switch!Teru#MP100 tickles#MP100 tickling#MP100 tickle headcanons#one day I will be brave enough to try to write Reigen that day unfortunately is not today because !!!!! YOUR PERSONALITY IS SO COMPLEX OMG!#Don't get me wrong everyone is complex in Mob but Reigen is SO UNIQUE. I don't remember writing fanfic w someone who acts a bit like him#anyway living and learning I guess dfghjkjhhgfdsrt#Mob pyscho 100 tickles#Mob pyscho 100 tickling#I WAS GOING TO LOOK FOR A GIF OF HIM SMILING OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT BUT OH MY GOSH THERE SO.SO.SOOOO MUCH.SPOILERS.OHMYGOSH.
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needs to send a text and is being so fucking brave about it
#<- is super not being brave abt it#i dont. like. having to ask for favors. it feels cruel; especially since we dont talk that much aside from me asking for favors.#i might also need to drop two hours on work every friday from now on bc schedule changes. which.#is doing wonders for my money anxiety. and general everything anxiety.#im not going into detail; im already scrambled up enough today and it will no doubt make things Not Better#but.#rocinante i want to go HOMEEEEEE#piktalk#and its ok and im cool! and were being so cool about it. ^_^thumbsup
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also shout out to my coworkers who were so nice to me all week and messaged me today to see how my nerves were
#[static]#they both messaged me today to tell me i was so brave and normal and i love them for it#me: big and mean lookin on the outside but like a feral animal on the inside#and my friends telling me repeatedly that im so brave and normal and cool for taking my car to the shop lmao
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ahhhhhh the friends i've made at jiu jitsu invited me to the queer bjj class at the gym across town that's once a month, and since it's free, more people came and!!! i have made more friends!!!
there were soooo many other trans and queer folks at this bjj class, and the coach herself was trans, and ahhhhh it was just so good. i haven't been around that many queers at once in, stars, 7 years??? since college??? and never with the self confidence i have now for sure!!!
also i'm really starting to get the hang of what i've been learning! i'm still suuuper weak, but i can feel my stamina already increasing. my muscles will get stronger eventually 💪 but the person who's the most skilled in our group said they really like rolling with me! and i could actually flow through moves when we sparred! i don't know many yet, but i joined at a spot in the curriculum where we're learning some really solid basics, and i very often end up in a spot where i get a lightbulb "i know what to do here!!" moment!!! already!!! after 7 classes!!!
#ahhhhh#and the lady at the regular class's spouse is a short fat enby like me#and when i got there today they were like 'oh you must be nik!' and i was!!!! like omg!!!!#they were so excited to meet me!! and we rolled together a lot which was great bc we were very evenly matched in size!!!#and we hit it off right away and we're already chatting on discord 🥹#ahhhhhhhh everyone was so cool and they all seem really close but welcoming to new friends???#i've gotta gotta gotta be brave and be social. i want to!!!! make!!! friends!!!#if even just to have people to excitedly yell with sometimes#narrating my life
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>Just a man, not a hero >Just a boy who had to sing this song >He cares very much >The world will never take his heart or break him >He will carry on
#ordinary courage — makoto#work has been in a word: exhausting. i'm on my feet this past week so much i'm drained as hell once i get back home and i just play vidya..#but i've been listening to welcome to the black parade and!! it still is absolutely a makoto song!!#except the 'i don't care' part Makoto CARES and he cares VERY MUCH and this is his whole thing!! he cares a lot about others!!#if your muse is makoto's friend i hope that they know they are extremely important to him!!#we'll see what i can get to today though. i don't think there's any heavy lifting going on for a bit so i hopefully won't be so exhausted#all the time. optimism!!#makoto IS a hero btw he's just not a hero in the sense that he's a great man he is a hero in that he is a BRAVE man!!!!#(and also Makoto will always see himself as just an ordinary person and tends to be pretty self-deprecating)#i love the difference between eiyuu (英雄/great man) and yuusha (勇者/brave man) in Japanese guys it's so cool#I LOVE LANGUAGE SO MUCH
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goes to look at the berdly deltarune tag on tumblr and comes out weary & covered in blood
#rambles#deltarune#berdly#why cant people just be normal about him!!!!!#im tired of people treating him like hes evil & the scum of the earth. hes like 14!!!!!!#saw a bad take today and im being so brave about it#it is worth it though. for the cool art....
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going to watch a movie it is 1200 midnight rn exactly.
I also have prior commitments tomorrow(today...) at 12 noon so yay
#E#Fucking up my sleep schedule is one of my favorite past time hobbies#But anyway I can't believe I drew 2 whole arts today that was so brave and cool of me was#Tomorrow I won't be as free so I guess I just went ham haha
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Hii Zay hi hiiii ik you're not on twt anymore but I saw this on my tl today and thought of you 🫶🩷 https://x.com/quintortion/status/1734973558433219063?s=20 I hope you've been having a lovely day so far 🫶🫶
omg that is such a beautiful portrait of seulgi fdhfdshfsdhf it makes me. want to pick up a paintbrush again (it has been months ueueuueue) ... i think ik what im gonna try 2 do this winter break !!! ty for 1) thinking of me <3 2) sending me a sign that maybe i should try drawing even when it feels daunting LOL
#ty ana beloved i had a late start today but i went to therapy and the weather is warmer than usual for canadian winters which is. concerning#but it feels nicer LOL#i hope work is going well for u :''''') i see all ur textposts abt the stresses of being left in charge of phone calls organizing materials#and running errands and can i say. ur so brave for not quitting over a minor inconvenience bc it seems ur plate is full#also omg ur a writer who writes thats so cool to meee i didnt know abt that until ur more recent text posts#if you write in english french or spanish and ever feel comfy posting work on here i would be so thrilled to read it#asks#mewchiez
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every day i wake up and go "hmm i think i will draw something quickly:) probably wont render it" and then black out and wake up at 3 am with a full piece in front of me. anyway
#TO THE ONE OTHER PERSON IN THIS TAG POSTING ART: HIIIII YOU'RE SO COOL#I DIDNT REALISE I TOOK SO MUCH INSPIRATION FROM UR “THIS CANNOT BE THE ONLY WAY” PIECE#BUT IT'S SO AWESOME!!!!#erm anyway im trying 2 figure out their designs by mashing together their canon designs with those in the first act's cd case. very fun:)#im normal i promise.#<- lying#the protomen#not brave enough to put this in the megaman tag. maybe someday#tumblr wont stop fucking up the layout so no bonuses today#hash tag sosad#bug.png
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