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Poolverine fics rec' ✨
Yes, FINALLY.
So, basically what the title said: some poolverine's fics recommendation because i have nearly 100 bookmarks and sharing is caring so let's go!
I'll put title, link, tag the author (if they are on tumblr), numbers of words & chapters and probably silly summary or thoughts
I'll be adding some in the future with a red exclamation❗
The one without smut have a bunny emoji 🐰
My faves are on top
If you have some recs i'm happy to take them thank you 🤲
Faves
Come Hell or High Water by @farmhandler 84k, 11 ch. || love when a fic take mental health seriously and talk about it in a way that feel so right? (bonus the smut is *chef's kiss*
Promise Me We'll Be Back In Time by @back4destiel 108k, 17 ch. || 50 First Dates was one of my favorite movie when i was a preteen (yeah) so this fic fill me with nostalgia and happiness
where soul meets body by @edgebug 33k, 3 ch. || one of my first poolverine's fic and it sets the bar so HIGH (and tbh i cried so much reading it, it's concerning)
silence is what i do best (but still i hear it all) by @cainroses 25k, 3 ch. || feral! logan is very dear to me and the character's voices in it?? absolutely delightful (beware the smut is very good but spicy)
Until you get sick of me, honestly by @3koboldsinahoodie 101k, 20ch. (on going) || i love it so much i want to forget it and discovers it again, the peak of two idiots in love it's beautiful
whoever makes my baby cry (is gonna lose some teeth tonight) by @wickedscribbles 16k, 4 ch. || love some genderplay, bottom and protective logan, my dear, i love it but most importantly the writings is scrumptious
The Void by @rovingotter 115k, 23 ch. || i'm still trying to process what i feel with this fic, please please read this blindly and i assure you, you'll never be the same
The Soundtrack by @greatsnakestintin 39k, 14 ch. (on going) || love a good road trip fic, love music so it's absolutely perfect for me! and the plot is so?? fascinating???
Kaleidoscope by Space_wanderer 69k, 13 ch. (on going) || CHAPPELL ROAN REFERENCE! when Logan is such a idiot Wade need to go get him AGAIN in his universe
Don't you want me to run? by @decaying-lover 54k, 17 ch. (on going) || if you love angst, this fic will serve you ANGST! love their dynamics, the tension, their voices, everything
On going
Girl Dads by @starburstsobsessions 35k, 14 ch. || AU poolverine's fic are fire and this one, THIS ONE, omg! this fic makes my dream (aka seeing dilf! logan) a reality
Somewhere I belong by @terrasilvershade 24k, 6ch. || another girls dad AU but this one, my god!!! the feels?? it's so interesting to see Logan being envious and it's writing so well
Baby(girl) Don't Hurt Me by @peargreen-jellybean 16k, series with 4 works || 4 fics and i love them all! some good poolverine pining & domestic bliss + men in lingeries (my weakness)
In Another Life by @flash-bastardd 32k, 10 ch. || x-men origins but better! (bc it's gay) i have some feelings with this movie but this fic healed me and i love it!
🐰 Take Me Through the Darkness to the Break of the Day by The_Colour_Yellow 16k, 9 ch. || a very good fic around hanahaki disease with my two favorites idiots??? sign me in! even with so much hurt and angst UGH
call me when you’re ready to be real by @maroonmused 23k, 9 ch. || "and they were roommates" ofc like it's not absolutely obvious for EVERYONE except themself; a very good domestic bliss!
Don't Want To Be A Fool For You by @cuntylogan 45k, 2 ch. || bartender! logan who try to fight his addiction (and slowly fall in love) has a special place in my heart, you go boy
How To Pay For Rent 💸 by @fictionfeast 42k, 3 ch. || this fic feels like a fever dream, but a OH SO GOOD and well writing fever dream! (ngl as a french person Craig List scares me)
Complete
🐰 the dollhouse by @kanashikute 4k, OS || love the fluffiness in this fic, love how Logan accept to love, be loved and doesn't left Wade behind UGH they're so cute in this one!!!
🐰 Glass Shards by greaserbabes 9k, 2 ch. || always love when Logan and Wade are SO STUPIDLY in love; ngl the scene with the glass shards make me cry every time
🐰 The Folly Of Playing Gay Chicken Too Hard (Phrasing) by GayLord3000 3k, OS || the domestic fic where Wade is the stupid one, being so stupid in fact it's nearly cost him his relationship with Logan whoops
Love shot by lillygoeson 28k, 6ch. || another bartender! logan one, but AU no powers AND with a good "twist" in the middle; this fic is so bittersweet and good oml
look at you by @weedwilson 3k, OS || yes it's shameless smut and mirror sex, my beloved... and I LOVE when Logan worshipping Wade this much bc he deserves it
It's Just Chemistry by @farmhandler 37k, 5 ch. || in the same universe of Come Hell or High Water, there is so... so much angst but it's very good angst!!! still love this specific dynamic
🐰 We Should Just Kiss (Like Real People Do) by @nikaandtea 8k, OS || HOZIER REFERENCE! i'm still so happy when a fic talk about chronic pain combined with domestic bliss i'm totally sold
Night Terrors by educatedwish 50k, 13 ch. || love how Logan is written is this fic, how PTSD messed with his feelings in a serious way... my heart melt everytime i read it
second nature to me now by @edgebug 36k, OS || a investigation in a gay club??? with my two idiots in love?? and with old gay Logan? i giggled so hard reading this, i LOVE IT
🐰 It Feels Like Home by @twentyghosts 10k, 6 ch. || one of my favorite trope is the 5+1 and this one... my god, right in the feels! so much fluffiness, coziness, it warm my heart
🐰 stuck by the glue (oh and you) by prngslvr 3k, OS || a good rewriting of (some scenes) from DP&W, and one of my first fluff and non-smut fic that i read after watching the movie!
Let Me Get Back to You by ratflavored 14k, 2 ch. || pls i want to read more fics with phone sex in it (i know it's specific) but in the meantime, this one is SO good (and full of feels too)
tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow by signifier 10k, OS || i have a thing for time loop and this kind of fuckery, it's short but good and i love the title it make me chuckles
Oh, God, I Think I'm Fallin' by @slut-arc 15k, 5 ch. || the return of domestic poolverine and YES I KNOW but it's my weakness... and Logan is so emotionally constipated it's concerning
the bucket list by @kanashikute 33k, 4 ch. || read this one, please, really, it's so bittersweet BUT i promise there's a good ending (and i cried so much while reading it)
🐰 he’s the headlights, I’m the deer by NatalieK 7k, OS || it's interesting to see Logan's losing his healing factor for once instead of Wade! and seeing Wade taking care of him, my heart
🐰 holding out for a hero by @splinnters 6k, 3 ch. || once again, i have a soft spot for Logan trusting Wade so much he called him when something is wrong and this, THIS is good
🐰 I've got some color back (he thinks so too) by @mid13s 3k, OS || just a short fic with non-sexual intimacy because these two need comfort, hugs and a lot of affection (and the Hozier reference is chef's kiss)
#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#deadclaws#wolverine#deadpool#logan howlett#wade wilson#deadpool 3#poolverine fic#poolverine fics#poolverine fanfiction#poolverine ao3#ao3#ao3 fanfic#my faves#fanfic rec#fanfiction recommendation
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Ah yes. The origin of why we have the "post Many Unhappy Returns" tag. The angst y'all had before the rise movie rolled around. I'm a post movie fan but damn do I love me some post s1 fic angst that was written back in 2020
I love rise with all my heart, but I do wish that they did this differently, esp cuz there was no follow through? Maybe you can argue witch town was a response to this? Rise is so fast paced and is mainly comedy, which is why it's so fun, but it's times like these where I almost wish they treated it like 2012
Donnie has such amazing solo episodes but anytime the big plot happens, he does get sidelined (same with Mikey tbh). Like are we just gonna forget Shelldon? I FORGOT HE DIED BC NOBODY CARED IN THE SHOW
Also also, bro gets "yamcha'd" (the writers words not mine) in the s2 fight in the lair, but that board ended up being cut. Which fun fact, is why Donnie is missing from the fight when the lair is being destroyed by shredder until the very end when they evacuate
rewatching rise and??????? donnie got done so dirty in the s1 finale
spoilers btw if you haven't seen it
"all of my tech is on standby, and i mean ALL of my tech" is such, such a cool moment, icon the man the myth the legend
we even have the DRILL
and it does buttfuck nothing?????
mikey throws an entire ship at shredder (which was actually the coolest scene ever like GO BBG GO), raph drags shredder so hard and sucker punches him, leo is busy with splinter kicking ass, and donnie's tech does nothing 💀 why give everyone such cool scenes, then give donnie an epic ass shot and have his attack do nothing
and ykw??? maybe it was so there could be a plot of "he's so sad because he didn't contribute to the fight ☹️☹️", which would've been fun to see, i am a slut for angst, but no..?
honestly that could've actually been a point in a later episode because not only did his tech fail, but he got his battle shell destroyed by shredder, AND he was literally bait in the end fight so he got beaten up while his brother did the beating but NOOO mr. self-proclaimed emotionless bad boy can be useless and just cope with it
sigh this is kinda incomprehensible but whatever
like.... i'd be absolutely devastated if i knew that while my brothers were being awesome, i, who was also known for not being very skilled in fighting (ie. basketball, sportsball, lair games, giving up when fighting the crabs bc his techbo was dead) was still known for not being very skilled in fighting after giving it my all
credit where credit is due, he did learn how to control his tech-bo rocket thing, which would've been COOLER if he DIDN’T get FOLDED LATER
maybe he just needed to have his awesomeness toned down because he was very prominent in the season.... but leo (also prominent, more prominent) had a whole sidequest where he was insanely badass
yeah okay this made sense tldr donnie could've been so much cooler in the shredder fight
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i keep getting distracted while drawing the requests (ask me permission to use this mf thang)
#limbus company#projmoon#hong lu limbus#my art#mango's art#was gonna tag this ''tbh'' but that's not my heart#i COULD tag it as tbh but i've surpassed the searchable 5 terms it does not matter to me anymore#this is the third ever time i've drawn hong lu. first two are also on this canvas#i could draw the other sinners as tbh ig
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"I think this is the most inhuman; and human, that I've ever felt.." MUCH CAN HAPPEN IN A YEAR. IN FIVE YEARS. A DECADE. imagine how much can happen in a century. just ONE (1). How will you grow? what phases do you find? even in 5 years, you will find patterns.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#jrwi suckening spoilers#jrwi the suckening#arthur bennett#HEY SO THE REALLY FUNNY THING THAT THE CHARACTER DID THAT SEEMED RLY SILLY N GOOFY IN THE MOMENT?#LIKE THE WHIPLASH BETWEEN SERIOUS N SILLY ALMOST PISSED YOU OFF? WHAT IF I FOUND A WAY TO MAKE YOU SAD ABOUT IT#this was meant to be a scribble that would be a bigger part of a bigger page.might leave it on that page.#but still. bc o that i nearly posted it onto my wacky side blog.BUT NAYY I SPENT TOO MUCH TIME N ENERGY N YOU GOTTA SEE IT#ARTHUR BENNETT DRIVES ME CRAZY. I FEEL LIKE ITS ODD FOR HIM TO BE SO TECHNOLOGICALLY OUT OF TOUCH#WHERE HAS HE BEEN. HAS HE BEEN IN WAR? IS THAT WHERE MAGNUS CAME FROM? WHERE WAS HE WHEN HE WAS WITH EDWARDS CREW?#ARTHURRR I HAVE QUESTIONS ARTTHUUURR!! HEY CAN I ALSO ASK; WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU BECOME#DO YOU THINK HE HAD ANY IDEA HE WOULD VEER CLOSER AND CLOSER TO THE MONSTER HE DESPISES. ALL BC HE DESERVES IT. OR WATEVER#HE FASCINATES ME SO MUCH. TO LOOK AT THE STONE COLD STOIC FOOL FROM THE START OF THE SHOW#AND TO FIND OUT THAT HE USED TO BE A BAD BOY.. A DELINQUENT... A LIL PRANKSTER.... MY GODDD THATS ADORABLE#I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW MORE.... BUT I DOUBT THE LAST EPISODE IS GONNA ANSWER THOSE QUESTIONS..i love arthur bennett so much....#AS FOR THE ART!! i mostly used the fire alpaca watercolor brush. tbh im not a brush guy. anti aliased default pen tends to be my main game#but LATELY IM SQQQUIRMIN OUT OF AN ARTBLOCK so expirimenting like this is helping#DONT LOOK TOO HARD AT IT!! im still proud tho. colors are fun :3 im also very proud of the backgrounds#I LOVE THE CARTOON THING where the background looks all fancy n painted but the characters are solid colors#what else can i ramble abt. OH YEAH. i looked up the bikes to make sure they were time accurate tehehehe. 1913 to 2012.#almost a century apart!! isnt that neat? ALSO FUUUCK CAN I JUST MAKE A QUICK CONFESSION. DOWN HERE IN MY TAGS.#only the strongest can read my tags anwyay. SO I REALIZED WHY I LOVE ARTHUR SO MUCH. TIME IS A FLAT CIRCLE#while arthur is a Stoic and Cool vampire w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORs#THERE HAPPENS TO BE A ROBOT FROM A BAND W A TITANIUM ALLOY SPINAL COLLUMN#WHOS A Stoic and Cool ROBOT w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORS#the fuckkkiiinnngggnn The Spine from steam powered giraffe. WHATEVER. i cant escape from my heart. i guess.#i think The Spine and Arthur could be friends. Arthur saw the band perform back when they were the Steam Man Band#EDIT: WOOPS I DIDNT REALIZE THIS WOULD END UP IN THE SPG TAG. HI GUYS DIDNT KNOW U WERE STILL ALIVE SORREE 4 THE CROSS CONTAMINATION
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[ * RAAAAAAHHHH MORE OF THE CREATURE] [ * Draconink’s design is of course made by @starmonsterrr!! ]
(OG Ink -> Comyet)
#Star’s Scribbles#UTMV#Ink Sans#ink sans au#undertale AU#tags are so hard good god#QUEUE#Draconink#He gets his own tag in my heart#…okay gonna be honest. I’ve had this done for a few days#but I wasn’t satisfied with it right after finishing#so I didn’t want to show it off#but I looked at it again and I don’t know what I was thinking about!!#…well I do but tbh it’s nothing really#I’m happy with it how it is
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James who loved Lily for so long it became as natural as breathing
James who even if his love for Lily was incomparable also falled for anyone telling him he have feelings for him
James who have so much love in him that he thought it was normal to fall for more than one person
James who cried often after his new love broke his heart because they refused to be second behind Lily letting him confused because it was not that, he just loved both there was no order
James who was at the astronomy tower one day and saw Regulus in the beautiful light of the night and realized he was probably the most beautiful person he ever saw
James who started to watch carefully his best friend's brother everyday realizing he was more than Sirius' brother, he was Regulus and he was absolutely incredible
James who felt for Regulus without even knowing when for real
James who started to be intoxicated by his love, dealing with two love so intense it make him struggle to breath but always rejected because they thought he was not serious
James who one day had break, crying all his love out at night when everyone was asleep
James who decided love was just not for him and he should stop hoping to be loved back like he love people
James who became a ghost of himself, refusing to go to dates with everyone and doing less and less pranks
James who one day see again Regulus at the astronomy tower at night and even if he promised himself to stay away he couldn't help but trying comfort the other boy until his tears stop and they both go away without a words after that
James who returned to the tower every night and who saw the Slytherin there most of it
James who always take the time to comfort Regulus even if that mean staying up all night because even if love is not for him and he can't ask for anything he still love the boy deeply, so deeply it make him feel like drowning when he see tears on his cheeks
James who never expected anything from Regulus and who almost cried when one day Regulus asked him why he was doing all that and what he wanted in return
James who tried to put distance again so Regulus would not feel forced to give him anything
James who almost fell in the stairs of surprise when one day he returned to the tower and Regulus asked him in tears why he stopped to be there for him, if he was not deserving his comfort anymore, what kind of shit was that? Regulus deserve the world, of course he deserves comfort!
James who saw the night pass and the comfort became love slowly, night after night
James who felt his heart explode when Regulus kissed him and cried of happiness
James who started to be alive again to everyone surprise and joy but he was not like before too, he was just like back to life
James who kissed Regulus one last time before the summer vacations and when he stepped back saw the wand in his hand
James who felt dizzy for days after the last night at Hogwarts before the vacation without remembering why
James who felt his heart scream and cry when he saw Regulus back in September without knowing why
James who get confused by his feelings and ended up crying in Lily's arms one night after a bad nightmare he couldn't remember
James who felt his love for Lily grow more when they became friends for real after that night but refused to let his feelings ruins everything
James who refused to kiss Lily because she was drunk and never expected her to come kiss him the next day, sober this time
James who started dating Lily but felt like something was missing anyway
James who one more drink a potion thinking it was his pumpkin juice and vaguely heard Remus speaking about the fact it's one making people remember what they want to remember the most
James who drowned in memories of loving night under the stars and cried all the water in his body when he wake up from the experience
James who explained everything to Lily thinking she would hate him but felt even more love for her when she understood and decided to help her to get Regulus out of his family's hands
James who saw Lily cornering Regulus and forcing him to at least speak with them while James could only watch because Regulus refused to even look at him
James who saw Lily and Reg becoming closer after every secret meeting and felt his heart beat like drums about it
James who asked Lily to punch him in the face when she told him she started to maybe live Reg too because it could only be a dream right?
James who loved so much the time he could spend with his flower and star every night when everyone was asleep and hoped for this to never stop
James who promised Regulus they will come get him during the summer vacations so he will can take all his things and not let Walburga burn it like for Sirius
James who prepared everything with Lily under the confused eyes of their friends about their sudden urge to take Sirius' brother away especially when he refused to come when Sirius left
James who felt his heart break when Regulus ended up by refusing to leave and showing his lovers the mark on his arm saying it was too late
James who refused to leave and got forced to when Walburga entered the room as Regulus pushed him in the fireplace and send him back
James who cried with Lily for weeks as they tried again and again to have contact with Regulus
James who hoped that at least at Hogwarts he would see him and maybe fix things again only to see his hope crushed when Regulus kissed Crouch and Rosier in front of him seeming to have heart eyes for them
James who graduated with Lily and left Hogwarts knowing he would probably never see their other love anymore
James who was peacefully cooking when he saw a stag patronus enter the kitchen and screamed to Lily that Regulus needed them
James who again cried when he understood it was too late and Regulus was not here anymore
James who promised he would never lose another of his love and will protect Lily with his life, dying for her would be an honorable death for him
James who ended up having an honorable death as he faced his supposed best friend with loving eyes
#marauders#james potter#james#please I want to hug him...#this have break my heart honestly#kinda a part of my future fic tbh#but there's gonna have a lot more in this fic#regulus black#regulus#lily evans#lily#jegulus#sunchaser#starseeker#jily#flowerpott#sunflower#jegulily#starflowergazer#i hope the tag are good?#i mean#there's Jegulus Jegulily and Jily in this right?
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AshtonIrwin: Straight To Your Heart is yours. Music video and so much more coming tomorrow at 10am PT! Tune in at the link at 9:45am and we'll hang out to celebrate the release ❤️
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#not him deleting the Ai FM video bc he was wrong about the video release 😅😭#idk if I've mentioned before but i love him actually#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton irwin#ashton#straight to your heart#blood on the drums#instagram#ai ig#kh4f post#i know at some point my classic rock brain is going to accidentally tag this blood on the tracks & we're just gonna have to deal tbh tbqh#anyways i love him and i love this song and his writing and melodies and gahhhjhhhhh i love when things and people i love are loveable
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So what kind of gay people are in this game?
#is my question whenever i join a new fanfom related to video games#life is strange#rdr2#sadigail#sadie adler#charthur#stardew valley#mario#sonic the hedgehog#splatoon#splatoon 2#splatoon 3#anyways I always got gay vibes from the characters#the last of us#ellie x dina#tlou#apex legends too tbh#so#apex legends#hehhe the second time i posted smt on my hyperfixation tag#COD#call of duty#kingdom hearts#tell me if you have more games#im gonna do#alter apex legends#as a tag for that shes now confirmed ace!!!#cookie run kingdom#for my friend lmao#titanfall 2
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I have a gripe with the concept of "opposite day." If it was truly "opposite day" everything would technically be the same.
Take, for example, the opposite day concept we all used as kids where you have to say to opposite of everything.
Say you want to say the sentence:
"The dog is in the house."
If you said the opposite of every word in that sentence, (that being, every word that has an opposite,) you would get something along the lines of:
"The dog isn't out of the house."
Which is still the same, because the dog is inside, meaning it is not outside.
(If you think "cat" is the opposite of dog, it really isn't. There isn't really an "opposite" word for dog, but regardless, "the cat isn't out of the house," would also serve as true, because there was no cat to begin with.)
With the same concept, lets do another one, this one, more simple,
"The sky is blue."
Using opposite day logic, this would translate to either:
"The sky isn't orange." Which is true! (Unless you live in Gravity Falls during August of 2012, but then again you would still have to speak in "opposite speak," so that would turn out as "the sky isn't blue." Which is also true!)
Or, "The ground/grass/ocean isn't orange." And in most cases, they are not.
It really depends on how you word it though.
(If you think of the "opposite clothes" or "literal opposite day" hypotheticals, this also may not apply, its mainly just with the speaking one.)
#sorry to ruin the fun with logic chat#i still love opposite day with all my heart#and i will still say “its opposite day” if i fuck up saying something#even though its fundamentally and logically WRONG#god i sound like stanford fuckin pines#peazy's yapping#yapping#rambles#opposite day#would this count as etymology?#im gonna tag etymology#etymology#english#logic#tbh im ford pines fr#gravity falls#journal 4#lol#nerd shit
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MOBI DEAD GAY WIZARDS (not really but still) RANTTTT
I have major writers block, so for anyone who cares, I'm gonna talk (rant) about the Descendants movies/books while I write a chapter for my Descendants AU jegulus fanfic (the children are innocent linked here).
We DO NOT talk enough about how in the first Descendants book (don't talk to me about how canon or non-canon those books are, they ARE to ME, OKAY?) Ben and Mal had dreams about each other before the VK's got brought to Auradon??? like WHAAAAT. It adds SO MUCH to their relationship and those layers WILL be included in my fic. Like it makes so much sense???
Cause, like, even though we love Ben and Mal, we can all collectively agree that it was crazy how he just left Audrey, right? Like love potion, I know, I know. But my girl had every right to be upset because her boyfriend doesn't even break up with her, but just declares his love to the new girl who is a VILLAIN KID, through SONG, during a sports game where AUDREY was cheering for him??? And was low-key being weird (flirty, awe-struck?) with Mal from the second they met??? Like. Queen of Mean was so valid (and personally one of my fav songs).
BUTTTT if we think about it with the knowledge that he was DREAMING about Mal months prior, it makes so much sense. When he first met Mal when the vk's came to Auradon, that was the moment it clicked for him who he'd been dreaming about and he was down bad from there. I still think the whole love potion fiasco was unfair to Audrey, especially after Ben jumped in the enchanted lake and realized he was under a spell AND I refuse to believe that the scene at the end of Descendants 3 was the only conversation Ben and Mal had with Audrey about it. Like that apology wasn't even a real apology??? I head-canon that they had a much deeper conversation where they THOROUGHLY apologized to Audrey, her to them, and they ate strawberries and lived happily ever after friendship. But anyways.
It makes so much sense. Even though I hate what Ben did to Audrey, we also find out in the books that he had been questioning their relationship before he even met Mal or considered bringing the VK's to Auradon. He had been questioning EVERYTHING about his life in Auradon. (so James Potter coded of him honestly) Like we learn so much in the books and it's fucking crazy (I could make whole other post about THAT btw).
AHHHH. Like guys you don't understand, that children's book has me in a CHOKEHOLD because of... everything?? Like ugh.
But back to the dreams. That's so destiny, fate, soulmates coded of Ben and Mal. How did they dream about each other? THEY NEVER MET. We learn from Ben that he feels trapped in Auradon. Bro barely even leaves his castle??? Like at all??? (The United States of Auradon is an insane place when you think about it after reading the book) SOULMATES. IT'S THE ONLY EXPLANATION. He couldn't stop thinking about her after the dream. And at the end of the book, surprise surprise, he gets his idea to bring the VK's to Auradon after thinking about her. Like, of course he's doing it out of the goodness of his heart and because he wants change in Auradon, BUTTT.
It's also because of Mal.
He was thinking about her before he had the idea, thinking about how she is a poor unfortunate child trapped on the Isle. LIKE the way he stared out at the Isle before he made his proclamation (very much included and expanded upon in my fic) is so yearning, longing, 'I need you now, but I don't know you yet' core like- GUYS. you don't UNDERSTAND. They're everything to me. Soulmates, I tell you, SOULMATES.
The Descendants series has been all I can think about since starting this fic. Primary school me is having the time of his life because he too was obsessed with it. He didn't understand the NUANCES back then, though. I do. And I'm gonna share with it with the masses.
Everyone read the Isle of the Lost books by Melissa de la Cruz because so far it's so good! I'm only on the first one, but I love it. The writing style is amazing and also hilarious, and one thing you guys should know about me is that writing style means EVERYTHING to me. It's unfortunate because I've missed out on really good fanfics and normal novels because I just couldn't stand the writing style. But alas.
Expect more rants because talking about it inspires me to write and, as we've already established, I like to talk A LOT.
#no one understands me like Melissa de la Cruz does tbh#descendants#DESCENDANTS GUYS#like.#mal bertha#you are my life#Ben you have my heart I GET YOU DUDE#disney descendants#mobi's writing rants#fanfic writing#ao3 writer#should I tag it?#yeah I'm gonna so ya'll read my fic because sharing my writing makes me happy#marauders#marauders fanfiction#jegulus#james x regulus#james potter#regulus black#Ben and Mal are SOOOO Jegulus coded#no understands me like KENNY ORTEGA does#Kenny the man you are
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it's just that sometimes you're so... impossibly happy and full of so much incredible joy that you gotta post about it on the internet otherwise you may get on the roof with a bullhorn yknow.
#gav gab#FEELING VERY GOOD ABOUT MANY THINGS RN.......#I LOVE MY WIFE. MY WIFE LOVES ME. WE KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THAT MEANS AND IT BELONGS TO US.#other option is like... dropping the lonely island 'i just had sex' song into my friends' dms lsdkjfs#and they don't need me to be doing that LMAOOOO#it's not just the sex itself that's not even really the point#(though it's. very very good. and i have now learned some ALARMING stats about straight women in relationships)#(ladies if your husband/bf/partner won't take direction that is a failure on his part frankly)#it's like... idk#intimacy. trust. fun. security. safety. etc. all these things i already had with this wonderful person in my life#and being able to decide together what we want to do and what we want it to mean#building something that's just ours. a life a home a relationship etc.#for all that there's no like. blueprint for marrying someone In A Friend Way#and that can be anxiety inducing#(i felt like my heart was gonna pound out of my chest the first time i brought up maybe kissing my fiancee lskdjfs)#it also means we get to make all the rules#we get to make all of our decisions together in whatever way we want to make them and it means what we want it to#and i think that's one of the really wonderful things about like. qprs and committed platonic relationships etc#and it's something romantic relationships could benefit from too tbh#sex ment in tags
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Great googley moogley it’s all going to shit! Every day becomes exponentially more terrifying!
And all perfectly timed to just right at the start of what’s supposed to be my adult life where I get my shit together and be useful and productive!
#we’re cooked#we’re doomed#idk the end is nigh or whatever god damn#I just wanna be able to live in my own house and draw a guy sometimes without the ever present threat of the horrors is that too much#apparently yeah cause houses aren’t achievable anymore but man#m a n#especially if you didn’t/couldn’t go to college and aren’t capable of working most jobs#doesn’t help there’s the chance some part of my existence might be suddenly illegal or extremely dangerous yippie!#the options are literally 1. people die 2. people die what the hell do you even do man#how the fuck is this the election I’m gonna get forced to be a part of we’re living in hell#and nobody around me believes it’ll get bad yay great oh so wonderful#I can’t wait to lose rights and cause millions of deaths regardless of who gets chosen#I think one of these days I’m literally just gonna die of stress#it’ll either be a stroke or a heart attack or cancer or uh well ya know#we’re fucked#we’re screwed#I wanna have some kind of an actually visible break down but ive suppressed everything so much that I don’t outwardly emote much anymore :)#and the constantly dissociating thing too I guess#if you ever think ‘oh yeah I can just think of guy in a situation that’s so cool’ don’t it’s a trap—#although tbh this would be significantly worse without it so uh law of equivalent exchange I guess#fuck fuck fuck anyway#not putting this in the main tags#definitely deleting this later#if anyone in my house got any hints that I may or may not have different opinions than them well uh I’m financially dependent on them so um#literally wouldn’t have anywhere to go if anything happened#oh we’re really in it now Simon#hell world#there’s like what 7 genocides going on too I hate everything I hate everything I hate everything#I can’t do anything to help anyone either cause I don’t have a job and I could get kicked out or treated badly at home for it#not that anyone thinks very highly of me at home anyway I am kinda family disappointment number 2 I pretty sure
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Hey guys!! Sorry I've been quiet today/yesterday, my energy has been real low but I see all the posts people have tagged me in for the event and even though it's small I wanna thank everyone who's participated so far and continues to tag me in their gushing/art/writing 🥺🥺💖💘💖💘💖 it means the most to me and maybe sometime we'll do something like this again!
I love yall and your female f/os love you too, I don't wanna see the love stop even after this week, ok?
#jane journals#self insert talk#wlweek 2024#im still gonna read and reblog all those posts ive been tagged in!!#ive just been taking some time to rest and stuff#especially since work has been killer on me tbh ajfjf#but believe me i still see everything and i love it all!!#i love seeing the work and care you guys put into your pieces and it warms my heart 😭😭😭#absolutely everyone reading this!!
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It’s 7:30 in the morning and I’m exhausted but I don’t know if I’ll be able to fall asleep again any time soon….
It’s like I was *just* starting to heal from having my heart and trust shattered 3 years ago, and now it’s happening all again, only this time I don’t have the church to go to for comfort/prayer/encouragement. And instead of a friendship I had for 2-3 years, it’s a church I’ve been going to for TWENTY TWO YEARS
I feel like I’m living in the twilight zone, this can’t actually be happening, right?
(I’m not okay, I keep crying and I just want to wake up from this nightmare)
#I don’t even know what to tag this as I just can’t#I was literally just telling my counselor that I feel like I’ve never had the ‘years of plenty’#only the suffering and trials…and now this happens to seem to confirm that#and it doesn’t help that I was already having trouble trusting the leader after last year#and now it’s like a big ‘I told you’ from my brain which isn’t gonna help me trust anyone in the future#I was already having a hard time taking chances and trying to trust again ans NOW THIS#I know I should at least try to sleep again I just…I don’t even know anymore#I’m not even gonna tag this as any normal stuff tbh#how about just#aceo get her heart broken again#not to mention I’m terrified I’m going to fallback into the numb empty depression pit I only just kind of got out of#and faith? bro I understand how people left the church or faith cause it is HARD to differentiate between the church and God#I’m still trying to pray and stuff I just feel so empty and I can’t do this again#it doesn’t help that the church claimed that they felt ‘lead’ to this crappy situation whatever THAT means#I only heard it second hand tbh…I just…can this stop please? can this all just be a horrible dream that I wake up from? please
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Im finally reading some green arrow stuff instead of studying chemistry and wow can someone get cissie a ride home or something she literally doesn't know these people
#ramblings#obsessed with her getting assigned a dysfunctional family#like no!!! she's retired!!! she's literally never met any of the dc archers!!! literally why is she here#she's watching all these people who've known each other for years have heartfelt reunions and she just has to be there#let her be an actress in peace#objectively the funniest route to go with tho. cissie king jones. doomed to never retire#you can quit the hero life but the hero life knows your address and will put bombs in your head to get you to act accordingly#I'd love to know why Amanda Waller put a bomb in cissies head specifically#did she just need an extra archer. did she get confused and assume that since cissie was an archer that she knew green arrow#I have. many questions#now would be a crazy time to reexamine that joke her mom used to make about Oliver queen being her dad. it can only get worse for her tbh#ALSO#HAS ANYONE GIVEN CISSIE A PHONE TO CALL HER FRIENDS OR HER MOM OR LITERALLY ANYONE#has she just been sitting around with the arrow fam without telling anyone her location#imagining Bart getting a text that just says 'hey little man im gonna be busy for a bit. there's a bomb. in my head'#'do not tell Cassie. or Anita. or Kon. they'll have heart attacks'#liveblogging#should I make a tag for reading dc stuff....
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i love my job (not actually)
#lovingdelusions#i like the game tbh#i love love love staying in the breach shelter whenever there's a raid or some chaos going on#i explored the whole facility while there's an scp breach one time#there's an atrium apparently#ive been liking a lot of sciencey stuff lately idk#especially ro:bio#got me pretending to take lil sciencey notes on the diff viruses there#look. im.. stressed.#im doing this for self care#i wanna draw more of my experiences there tbh#that's my roblox character btw#the deer mask mf#also i may... or may not be coming back to my wh rainbow factory au phase#look... rf wally has a special place in my heart#and its easy to see the scp place to be his lil rainbow factory thing#i mean. cmon. test subjects?? THE NOTR TAKING? omg#also i chose the med team for this game because i don#*dont know how to do the sci lab thing. also the security and the other guys do the tests on their own anyways#anyways im gonna put the actual tags now#roblox character#scp: site roleplay#<- thats the game name btw#roblox#uhhhhh..#scp fandom#what.. what else#original character#original charater art#oc art
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