#was gone for a week bc i. forgot this blog existed

[dailydragoncookies]

todays dragon cookie is: i could take them.

[chickenfetus]

ALL MY EGG (and for the four names: jae, killer kang, minhyuk (whichever one), and santa

deadass i did the 100 questions ask meme for this ask and almost posted it rip

🐰 what is one secret that you’ve never told anyone?

theres literally nothing i dont even know what to say ???? 

💗 if you could hug anyone, who would it be?

not 2 be delusional but i would give up my world to hug changkyun

🐹 what are some of your favourite Pokémon and why?

glaceon is UP THERE idk why honestly but the sinnoh games were my first and i just??? i was really into ice and snow and shit u know so glaceon... thakn u

another pkmn ill always have is lucario ????? its just so cool?????

��� if you were in charge of the world, what would the world look like?

hopefully forgiveness and like???? acknowledging mistakes and learning from those u know jst positive stuff and like?? water. god i love water

👀 what was the most recent vivid dream that you had?

hm okay i think this one was from last night or the night b4??? and like???? idk???? i dont even know how 2 start tbh?

so im like hanging over at this two kid’s im a kid 2 i think place and idk we just talk and shit??? idk whomst the boys were tho

and then we get to a scene where its like??? at a train station???? and i go to the washroom to shit or smth idk thankfully i didnt shit myself irl

then i have to get onto the train which isnt even a train its like a carousel with seats??? and its like on a train track boys this is 2 much and i forgot to get ready my train card thing so the guy (who i was p sure was evil) waited for me to remove it so i got onto the transportation device lmao

and then once im seated i remember i forgot my jacket so i make like hand movements 2 the creep and hes runnig 2 me with my jakcet but the ride’s way too fast so i yell and say ill come back for it even tho im p sure i wasnt going 2

after that i wke up wild

☀️ what do you like the most about your best friend?

i dont have a best friend and all of my friends have their own unique qualities if i went into a rant abt them rn this will b so long

😘 talk about your crush or partner

[minhyuk voice] theres none

💁 if someone was rude to you, would you be rude back?

ya bc im petty but it really depends on the person

🌟 what do you like about yourself? (must choose at least 3 things!)

my personality (the good parts)

my values

my taste in friends (my Big Friends are either geminis or scorpios good)

🐾 what are you scared of most? how will you overcome it?

the dark and bitch isnt gonna turn off her night light any time soon

🎁 what never fails to make you happy?

seeing my favourite happy, listening to the music i like 

💙 what annoys you about some people?

i jjust went into a full out rant abt this on the other reply so ill be quiet now

😤 do you get angry easily?

yeahhhhh 

🐇 what do you always daydream about?

my faves tbh

🌻 if you could change 3 things about the world what would you change?

bad people , gone.

everybody only sends love and happy things on anon

i just want everyone 2 b nice & friendly wars of any sort dont exist and no one wants anybody dead

🍓 send me 4 names: kiss, befriend, kill or marry?

if u sent jae’s name earlier id have trouble so im glad

kiss: tihis is so fucking embarrassing wtf minhyku (mx) but only on the cheek basically everywhere except the lips or anyplace weird

befriend: brian :-0

kill: jae goodbye loser

marry: sanha we can yell every time we gotta turn the lights off

✈️ what is your dream city and why?

tokyo bc its NICE

☕️ talk about your ideal day

cant read

🌸 are you an introvert, ambivert or extrovert?

i suddenly thought of the word ambivore which made me think of the word vore i wanna delete im a both? mayb idk

💧 when was the last time you cried?

nov 3 bc my heart hurts whenever i see ppl being a bad friend

🎵 name 5 songs you love at the moment

oh worm

all alone - day6

with you - astro

dramarama - mx (even though it isnt out yet lmao)

run - bts (the superior bts song)

hellevator - / (i was rly gonna make this mixed languages but rip)

⚡️ if you had any superpower, what would it be and why?

to fly bc im basic

💛 if you could talk to your younger self, what would you say?

dont do that

💚 who are you jealous of and why?

nobody in general????????? 

💎 which one would you rather have more of: intelligence, beauty, kindness, wealth or bravery? why?

intelligence i have 2 live somehow what if my money gets stolen

🙊 what are you ashamed of?

my humor

🌺 which languages do you know? which do you want to learn?

i (barely) know chinese despite having 2 take it all my life legends only

i know english but im bad at that 2 and its my first language once again legends only

i wanna learn japanese and korean 

🍀 if you could be any fictional character’s best friend/lover, which fictional character would you be?

the cow from voltron 

☁️ talk about your dream universe.

weve already discussed this

💜 which acts of kindness are you going to do today?

oh w-0rm ok so im a regular anon on this persons blog and i wanted to send an ask but never got arnd doing it so im gonna send her one. soon/

🐬 if you could transform into any animal/magical creature, what would you be and why?

let me live my life as a furry and cat

🍄 talk about someone/something you really dislike

are u ready 4 me to b the meanest person yet bc i sure am lets fucking go

so theres this girl. and i know her (unfortunately) and ive known her since like 4 years ago and back then she was already pretty shit tbh

she cried bc she had to sit in between the “weird” and “dirty” girls in our class and she headass cried in front of them and everyone just bc she didnt like the arrangement?? shes called the “dirty” girl disgusting before and has made fun of her in front of everybody its just bad :-/

now. fast forward 3 years and in addition to still being disrespectful and rude, she now vocalizes her weird fantasies for her “oppas”??? some examples: 

“when i go watch __ perform im gonna climb onto stage and then my mother and my future husband will fight for me” and she calls those kpop idols weird shit and basically sexualizes them/???? she says the weirdest fucking shit on her ig story and tags them??????? 

another thing. she went to korea nd took a picture of a complete stranger and posted it on her public ig and called him her “oppa” and said that they had a “fun day together” despite the guy not knowing her at all???? she posted the pic of him??? i still dont get it tbh 

she wasnt even being ironic at all??? she calls herself & classmates “autistic” whenever she/others do smth dumb or mess up and its just sososososo fucking wrong

being one of the people to see how shes basically grown from bad to worse is something i dont fucking enjoy and i jsut want to leave my class already lmao 

ok but there are times where i do appreciate her because sometimes the class will be rly quiet and the teacher is basically talking 2 themselves but she’ll always respond w/o fail so thats great but its only bc she talks so damn much 

i just got a flashback to when she “jokingly” said she wanted to be a trainee for the rest of her life how do i just. god

😣 talk about some things that have been making you depressed/angry/anxious lately

we’ve once again already discussed this

🍪 what did you want to be as a kid, and what do you want to be now?

i wanted to be various things honestly?? ranging from an astronaut to a vet to an editor to an animator to other stuff i get influenced pretty easily so if i watch smth and i think its cool ill want 2 be that i guess?? ive been trying 2 get rid of that habit so now i have no clue what i wanna be

🍰 what are some of your favourite sugary foods?

sweets and chocolate cake

🍑 what are you obsessed with?

drinking water and staying hydrated

making my friends laugh is great 2

💘 what happens to you when you’re stressed?

acne LMAO 

😪 what are you sick of?

the usual

🙀 are you an adrenaline seeker?

i love scouting on sif and bandori so yeah 

💥 what are some unpopular opinions that you have?

lets not 

☔️ would you consider yourself a good person?

to a certain extent

😊 what do you like to do as hobbies?

use my phone???? send nice anons and comment on art/fics 

🎤 what’s the last song you hummed or sang by yourself?

none

🐝 what’s your worst trait? how are you planning to improve it?

my tolerance for ppl’s shit is so low

🎨 what do you always doodle when you’re bored?

my ocs

🐻 what’s stopping you from chasing your dreams?

i dont have a dream hence myself

🌷 what’s your mbti personality and why do you think it suits you?

infpt i dont rmb shit but yeah

🐶 send me 3 fictional people and I’ll choose my favourite!

falen i dont rmb what u sent

👑 who are your favourite celebrities and why?

i dont follow any :-o zendaya has had my heart ever since shake it off tho

🐴 opinion on day6?

ur rly gonna do this 2m e?

all alone just started playng this is terrible lets get it

so day6. a band i only found out about in late june (thank u boxy) and before this i only ever listened to bts and mx bc my friends stan them so i thought i was gonna expect boys dancing, the usual. 

i clicked i smile and i lost my fucking shit as soon as i saw the instruments because prior to day6 i was a big 5sos fan so this was rly resonating to me tbh and i was just !!! so fukcng excited??? i never intended to even get into day6 honestly??? but after witnessing how good they are and watching about all of the available mvs at that point i was completely in awe so i caved a created a stan twitter for them.

now, this isnt even the most of it. after becoming a fan i realized how much more these 5 boys are. they compose (if im not wrong) and brian writes lyrics for the songs each month because of their everyday6 project and again, im wow-ed because??? the amount of dedication???? they went from releasing 2 title tracks in 2 years to releasing 12 title tracks and 12 bside tracks in a single year. they havent released the december song yet but haviing to work on 2 or more songs in 4 weeks is fucking amazing if you ask me. 

theyre really talented and theyre just so versatile (am i using that word correctly) and each month their songs sound different. this project has given them the opportunity to try new things and you can hear the steady improvement in each of their vocals (dowoonie not so much since he barely gets lines, but we all know hes working hard) and if you listen to their debut song - kongchu and compare it to the version they released along with sunrise it just???? the drumming has even changed from the original version nd its so noticeable that whenever i hear kongchu from 2015 i know its the old ver

to add to those, they do vlives every week and although those vlives are always scheduled it still makes my day seeing them and watching them do the usual. 

one thing im upset about is that how they barely promote themselves, they rarely get on variety shows (the most is individual schedules) and we, as mydays never really get to know the boys so its harder to fall for them as a whole. i dont know if its jyp or day6′s decision but if this is how they want to be known for - their music only, then so be it. we still have jae’s presence on youtube, music access and asc. thats the most we can get and it makes it difficult for us to learn about the rest but thats okay.

another thing. their concerts are something i always look forward to (even though my interest has died down a bit;) their concerts are just so fun to listen to?? there’ll always be mydays who stream the concert so everyone else can listen to them play and they sound so good live it drives me crazy. mydays are always so hyped and whenever mydays sing along it just gives me goosebumps??? bc theyre so???? good????? 

tldr; day6 deserve more, following wise and promotions wise because they work so hard and once this project ends i hope they’ll manage to rest but still remain as a presence that will be known instead of returning to jyp’s dungeon.

🍋 do you consider yourself an emotional person?

there are days where i am more emotional than usual 

📚 share 3 books that you love and your favourite quote from them.

this is tiring

😔 what do you always do when you feel sad? does it help?

i sleep and boy it really helps

😌 what thoughts keep you going when you’re sad?

rest

🌍 which country do you live in?

singapore

🐧 describe yourself in 3 words

lame funny swag

🐵 which quotes changed you?

“rocky swag” - park minhyuk, 2017

💭 do you keep a diary?

nope

💫 who inspires you?

brian kang 

👻 do you believe in ghosts and why?

yes bc i love losing sleep

🎀 what’s your fashion sense like?

terrible

🎬 what are some of your favourite films?

i watched spiderman homecoming and i have no idea why i didnt see the plot twist coming but its GOOD watch it

🍦 what is one treasured childhood memory?

theres none lads

🐼 if you could meet anyone, who would it be and why?

all my internet buddies but sometimes i dont want to bc im kinda....gross

[idk-yet-when-i-feel-like-it]

Unexpected, to say the least. Chapter 1

Yo read the background info one first. I’ll figure out links eventually but for now, I’ll only post this one thread on this blog.

I think each day will be a chapter, idk tho bc they can be hella long

Warnings: Swearing, kiss?, talking about body? idk what warnings are needed

y/n-your name

y/n/n-your nickname

The house you moved into in the fifth grade was pretty modest. It was a simple two-story house plus an attic. The attic was finished so when the Dolans came to visit their parents would stay in the bed up there. It also had a bathroom. The second floor held your room, your parents’ room, two bathrooms (one for the whole floor and one for your parents) and one other room (for your sibling(s) or office or bonus room). The main floor held your kitchen, living room, dining room, and the fourth bathroom in the house. We don’t talk about the basement at all but it was just used for storage and laundry. The twins stayed in the living room on any furniture they wanted and sometimes on the floor. When Cameron would come along she would stay in the third room on the second floor. She did not come along on this trip because she was finishing her finals in college.

December 10th, 2018

“The Dolans are coming today!”, your mom shouted up the stairs at a whopping 5 am. You had to go to school today and being awake an hour early was not your plan for the day.

You reluctantly rolled out of bed and got dressed and ready for school. You also cleaned your room because it was embarrassingly messy. Maybe the extra hour was needed you thought to yourself as you got into the car and drove to school.

Your mom had texted you during second period that the Twins had arrived but their parents weren’t going to make it until the next day.

“I have so much homework for English. Mrs. Meyer is killing me with the speech we hav-” your lunchtime rant was interrupted by an insane amount of shrieking. Looking to see what the cause of the screams were, you instantly rolled your eyes. The twins had come to your school. You missed them so much so you ran over and pushed past the batshit crazy girls trying to get near them. The security guards at your school had to keep the boys outside while they calmed everyone down. That really sucked for the boys since it was mid-December and 20 degrees Fahrenheit. You called Grayson and watched him pick up the phone.

“So much for the stealthy entrance I guess,” he said while laughing.

“Gray, how did you think that would ever work?” you asked rhetorically.

“I didn’t honestly know that there were so many people at your school. I mean it is a private school. I assumed we’d be chill.” he replied.

“Okay, well, lunch just started and I have next period off, wanna grab a bite?”

“Yea but how are we gonna meet up? I mean these girls are all over us.” He said with that cocky ass tone.

“Ok, hot stuff I’m parked out back, drive your car around and I’ll get my wallet from my car.”

“See you there.”

As soon as you hung up, he talked with Ethan and they went to their car. You went out to the parking lot with only a sweatshirt on because honestly, 20 degrees was pretty damn hot compared to the weather your town had a week ago. Grayson hopped out of Ethan’s moving car and ran to wrap you up in a huge hug. Ethan parked and hugged you as well. BUT it was just your luck that the girls who stormed Ethan and Grayson before found them and went batshit when they saw you with them. Half-laughing half-sacred to death you and the twins sprinted to the car and took off.

You all had decided to go to a local fast food chain, Tom’s Drive-In. They have the BEST cheese curds. (For my non-midwest friends, cheese curds are balls of cheese that are breaded and fried and they are one of the best-fried foods you will ever eat). The whole time the boys kept their hoods up and stayed pretty damn incognito.

“So, y/n, we missed the shit out of you. Two years is way too fucking long.” Ethan said.

“Yo, I’ve missed you guys so much too. I’m hoping to go to school at ASU so at least we’ll be closer then. I even got accepted to UCLA so maybe even closer.”

“Shit that’s right, your school is so preppy and your smart ass is going to college. Damn.” Grayson exclaimed.

“Yea,” you chuckled, “’My smart ass is gonna make more than you ever will.”

“Right, right after you pay off all that crippling debt,” Ethan retaliated.

“Fuck off,” you laugh.

After lunch, Grayson had to go back to your house to get the camera and shoot a montage so you and Ethan took your car from school, with no interferences, and went to a smoothie place. Since Grayson had always been a sort of buffer between you and Ethan it was usually pretty awkward when it was just the two of you. Today, it was different. The rare silence between topics was comfortable and honestly, you had a huge ass crush on him. You didn’t hide from them that you thought they were hot as hell, but Grayson was like a brother to you while Ethan had the boy next door vibe. The slight distance between you made it so easy to like him. You sometimes doubted that you’d be friends with him if Gray wasn’t in the picture. Today, you didn’t doubt anything. You even thought you caught him checking you out but told yourself to quit imagining things.

To be harshly honest, you weren’t pretty, you weren’t thin, you weren’t anything to be notice. You body was something you had an off and on again relationship. Some days your confidence lead you to see your slim thick figure and love it, but others there was too much cushion everywhere and nothing fit or looked right. You had gone out with a few guys before, but the shit ton of walls you surrounded yourself with ended those pretty quickly. The walls didn’t really exist with the Twins though. You fully loved them and they you. Your relationship was rooted in your childhood, thanks to that you knew every brutally honest thing about one another.

“Y/n?”

Ethan’s voice pulled you away from your train of thought and back to reality.

“Yea?” You answered.

“Don’t you have to get back to school soon?”

“Shit, I’ve only got 15 minutes left.”

“Wanna do something crazy?” The change and tone and sparkle in his eye scared the shit out of you.

“What?”

“I want to shadow you, tomorrow.”

“Eth, that is a terrible idea.”

“Exactly.”

“Alright. Bet.”

And that was it, you drove back to school and got permission to have a shadow the next day. You gave Ethan your keys and told him to pick you up after school, because Gray forgot about him.

When Ethan picked you up he made the biggest deal out of it. He parked in the visitor’s spot and went to the office and had an announcement made to call you into the principal’s office in an attempt to freak you out. The dumbass didn’t realize that the vice principal was the one who dealt with student misbehaviors.

Walking out of school together Ethan grabbed you by the waist and turned you toward him. It was hot as hell. He whispered into your ear:

“I kinda want to make your life hell.”

“How are you gonna do that Dolan?” You challenged.

He leaned in so close and said

“Those girls won’t leave you alone after this,” he motioned towards the crowd that had gathered by the doors.

“After wha-“ you were cut off as Ethan leaned down and brought you into a kiss. Not just any kiss, not just a kiss to make the girls obsess over you. It was a deep, passionate kiss. He pulled away and left you shocked.

“Come on, y/n/n, we gotta make it home in time for dinner.” He laughed.

“What the fuck, Dolan?”

And that was the last conversation you two had alone for the rest of the night.

Dinner was surprisingly comfortable, you had almost forgotten the kiss had happened because of all of the commotion in your house. It was a lot different with two more people and another two coming the next day.

Your parents went to bed at 8, they keep going to bed earlier and earlier every year.

You, Grayson, and Ethan stayed up until 12 catching up and watching Ferris Bueller’s Day Off. You actually ended up falling asleep on the couch, on top of Grayson, with Ethan asleep on top of you.

This is the only photo I could find that was close to what I meant lmao

Chapter 2 soon. Please criticize me. Lmk what you want and any mistakes or misunderstandings.