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tragedy enjoyers when a character perpetuates the cycle of violence they themselves were a victim of
#SORRY IT'S COMPELLING LOL#i was gonna write up a meta post abt astarion but im only in act 1 & havent got as firm a grasp on his character as id like to do that yet#one day soon mayhaps...#len speaks#len's memes#astarion#<-tagging my current blorbo du jour bc he's the reason this post exists
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#story ideas#brainstorming#talking about writing#on writing#vibes only#the writing process#creative writing#life of a writer#compels me though#memes#writing memes#writing humor#writer problems
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fucking hell
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing swansea#mouthwashing anya#mouthwashing curly#mouthwashing daisuke#mouthwashing jimmy#mouthwashing is a very dark but very good horror game#really compelling writing#leaves you with much to think about#mmmhm
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When I was a child I was struggling at school, and I was unhappy, so my parents started taking me to a therapist. I ended up telling this therapist that I wanted to be a girl. I hadn’t heard the term transgender yet, but I knew I wasn’t a boy.
This therapist told me that it was a fetish. It was my first time hearing the word fetish. She told me that wanting to be a girl was something bad that I should be ashamed of. I was told not to tell my parents because they would be disgusted, and that if anyone found out it could ruin my life.
I held onto that shame for a decade until my senior year of high school when a transgender student started going to my school. I never met her, but I saw her around, and heard people talk about her. This was a transwoman living her life openly and publicly. She was doing the very thing that I was told would ruin my life, but her life didn’t seem ruined. She had friends, and seemed happy. Happier than me.
A year later in October 2013 DC comics published Batgirl #19 by Gail Simone. In this issue Batgirl’s roommate Alysia Yeoh came out to batgirl as a transwoman. Batgirl was so loving and accepting in that moment. My favorite superhero didn’t see anything wrong with being transgender. I sat at my computer reading peoples reactions and reviews to this comic for hours. I sent the author an anonymous message on tumblr thanking her for helping me find the strength to love myself.
I still had a long way to go before I was able to come out, but these things helped me start to heal. This is why visibility and representation are so important. Seeing another trans person in real life, and seeing trans people in the media I was consuming helped me be less afraid, and helped me hate myself less. In october 2019 I started HRT at 25 years old. Nearly 5 years later I’m happier than ever, and I love life.
#tw: transphobia#transphobia#idk why I felt like writing about this today#but I felt compelled to talk about this#maybe I just needed to share
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Saw a screencap from Perfect Blue and I wanted to draw it with Obi-Wan
Smth about bloody feral obi-wan contrasted with the in-universe propaganda of him...
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#i have thoughts about this drawing#i may write up said thoughts into a fic or smth#because consider this: what if he was attacking cody?#and the role reversal#and cody is injured clearly and is looking up at completely side-lit obi wan with half of his face completely silhouetted except those eyes#idk its just so compelling#obi wan kenobi#star wars#star wars fanart#my art#perfect blue#sith obi wan#sith!obi wan#the clone wars#tcw#blood#tw blood#cw blood
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messy megop yuri sketches bc this song for some reason keeps reminding me of them (and also bc i've been thinking on revisiting my humanformer designs lmao)
potentially? suggestive stuff below?? (idk if it counts, maybe? doing this just in case lol)
accidentally got so carried away last night that I ended up in Narnia whoops
#o ya that one with empty dialogue- was too lazy to write it out but they're worrying about leaving rodders and the crew alone for a few day#got so many things due but hmhgf the yuri drawing urges compel me#irresponsibly drawing tf yuri lmaoo#transformers#maccadam#transformers fanart#maccadams#tf idw#frootertooter archive#megatron#optimus prime#megop#humanformers#doodlydodads#tagging just in case ->#cw suggestive#suggestive#Spotify
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I've played the Fire Emblem Husbando Dating Simulator Games
#what is it about flawed media that makes fanart so compelling#awakening was a much stronger game than fates but i wanted to draw Corrin more than Robin#sometimes... things that are better written... are harder to draw funny doodles for rip#carrying over my posts from twitter choo chooooo#this one was posted to twitter so long ago im so sorry#anyway favorite protag: Shez#she's so stupid and explicitly so#If I were to rank the games... hm....#Houses for character writing but Engage for gameplay#Fates for map design#Awakening has the strongest core story I think#and Hopes has Shez#so there are no clear winners#i know there's going to be ppl asking where the other femc's are#answer: i cannot play as Kris in the west so i dont know her she's a stranger#secret confession i have no idea why anyone would use the friendship seals in fates i dont get them#also i still think Alear asking OG Army Breeder Sigurd how he feels about eugenics is funny thank u#fe3h#fe awakening#fe fates#few3h#byleth#corrin#shez#alear#there is no way robin has her own tag
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#ultrakill#minos prime#v1#fuck am i supposed to tag this as#saw something funny. felt compelled#gen art#added tags later from twt— i think terminals should have some social media system they offer to all the machines that use them#and they post stupid shit like this. dont ask how v1 got one#why did i write v1. i meant minos
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Everyday I exist and every day I get more and more exhausted seeing the “lol Batman looks at Danny and goes “who’s gonna adopt this kid” He’s so adoptable!” posts.
#bones rants#bones speaks#dpxdc#bones writes in the tags#i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again#GIVE AN ACTUAL REASON FOR BRUCE TO WANT TO ADOPT DANNY!#this man had seen thousands of black hair and blue eyed kids in misfortunate situations and with backstories parallel to his own#so why is Danny the exemption and is the person he puts under his (bat)wing#make a reason and make it compelling. I understand forwarding a plotline to get to the scene you envisioned#but making a character one dimensional ain’t it man.#always ask why Danny is the exemption to the other thousands of kids who could’ve gone under Bruce’s wing. Bruce is a very paranoid person#and doesn’t bring people into his inner circle easily. offering a complete stranger a room in his home could happen#maybe he then relates to Danny and wants to help him with his need for Justice#and THEN adopts him but man oh man. look at all of the robins adoptions.#that shit wasn’t willy nilly and it had actual weight behind the adoptions
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beef no one at dc thought about but that i would love to see: cassie sandsmark finds out steph (on bruce's orders) nearly got tim exploded to death, when he is the very last one of her emotional support idiots alive, and she does NOT forgive, and she does NOT forget. she will be holding this against steph (and bruce, but that's a whole other list and also this ain't about him) until her dying day. Fucka You, Basard.............. if this moron gets exploded she'll fucking snap because she can't take any more grief. did you even think of that..... no!!!! smh!!!!!!
#rimi talks#i just. man. i knowww steph's writing suffered from so many writers hating her but like#the warehouse explosion compels me#and i think cassie deserves to be a hater she's gone through so much. tim is her rock and she's his.#i think she deserves to be Incapable Of Chilling about threats to his life at this point bc kon and bart are dead. it's just him and her#and i think the idea that he came that close to dying would scare the shit out of her#and that terror would come out as anger bc she's going Through It and at least being angry feels like she's in control#and i just think that particular fear (of losing tim) and that anger (that someone tim loved would endanger him like this) would linger#cassie is a steph hater for YEARS imo. yj are already gatekeepers (see: kon @ steph robin lmao) but this? no sir#tim is cassie's little purse dog. except that cassie doesn't wear purses but like you know. carabiner dog?#you do not threaten a dyke's little carabiner dog. that thing is load bearing to her mental health and she will Not Forgive.#cassie#steph#tim
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In your Spitfire AU, since Zuko is looking after Lu Ten II, what happened to Ursa?
Zuko is slightly older in the Spitfire AU. He was banished at fifteen, his head a little clearer and denial a little weaker than in canon. After his first look through the Air Temples, Zuko decides that if he can't find a myth, he might as well search for the next best thing.
Finding Ursa isn't easy, but in time he makes it to a secluded house in a near-forgotten part of the world. His mom is there, older and stronger and alive.
But she isn't alone.
And Zuko, as it turns out, didn't keep the best company during his search.
When Ursa is discovered and her secrets are laid bare for assassins (for Ozai) to find, she begs Zuko to take his little brother and run. She'll do anything it takes to protect her children, even if that means leaving them behind to keep a target off their back. Ursa diverts attention from them and allows Lu Ten's ancestry to be kept a secret. She orders Zuko not to follow her again, and disappears.
Zuko is left with a little three-year-old brother to raise and a mother he cannot hold onto.
#dema answers#atla#spitfire#Spitfire AU#prince zuko#atla ursa#Lu Ten II#The Ursa/Hakoda parallels are going to be insane in this one I swear#It's okay tho#It's absolutely intentional#(The other option was killing her. But I happen to find family conflict and abandonment issues way more compelling to write)#Luckily Zuko isn't alone. He's a mess of course—and raising the little brother you never knew you had isn't easy.#But he has Uncle and (once those loyal to his father have been taken care of) he also has his crew.#Look three years into the future and you've got a six-year-old Spitfire running around the ship and giving Zuko early gray hair#Ursa will be reunited with them in the future. I just don't know when would that happen yet.#Probably post-war#She returns to her children only to come face to face with their overprotective found family (aka the Gaang)#Their reunion would be quite messy at first but...it'll all be okay#They all love each other deeply. And sometimes love isn't enough. Sometimes there are things that you can't forgive or forget.#But Ursa did everything she did because she loved them. And Zuko knows that. Zuko understands that.#(He was forced to make the same decision in Ba Sing Se—giving yourself up and leaving the people you love behind so that they're safe)#(He understands)#But Lu Ten II doesn't#He doesn't remember Ursa. Not really. He knows of her what Zuko and Uncle tell him. But he doesn't remember ever having a mother.#(Tara is soft and warm and kind to him. She holds him and takes care of him and makes sure he's well-behaved. And he loves her.)#(Is that what makes a mother? Or is it the blood you share?)#Ursa isn't much like Tara. But she loves him dearly—there's a reason he has the name of someone who was so dear to her.#She is Lu Ten's mother. Zuko's mother. Uncle's sister.#And she isn't like Tara. But she loves him even if he can't remember her.#So maybe he can learn to love her back.
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My issue with writing Julian POV is that I don’t think Julian is actually self-aware enough to realise how mind-blowingly attracted to Garak he actually is, no.
I think he would be in denial about it conciously, because Garak is a dangerous Cardassian who may or may not be a spy. Julian would filter his attraction through whatever justifications he can for why he’s not ~really~ attracted to him. (While blushing and being flustered by Garak’s overt attraction and flirting back like his life depends on it for reasons he will conveniently brush over in his head.)
But you see, I cannot conceive that anyone could ever, ever look at Garak and not immediately be overcome with lust that makes them dizzy. I can’t imagine having someone who looks like that approach so blatantly flirty and not just immediately following them back to their store to do whatever the fuck they tell you for as long as they want.
So it’s very hard for me to write Julian not being immediately on his knees for Garak because it baffles me that he didn’t just throw himself at Garak over the table in that replimat to begin with.
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Maybe it’s my bizarre taste in men talking but how did this scene not end with Julian following him back to his store and being like “Yes, sir, what do you want to do with me, sir”.
#star trek#star trek ds9#garashir#elim garak#julian bashir#stella talks#.i’m down bad for the lizard okay. down SO BAD. it’s shameful.#.conversely i can’t write garak POV at fucking all bc bashir just does nothing for me sexually.#.he’s very very pretty and i love him and he’s compelling as fuck.#.but i have zero carnal desire for that man.#.he does give me real bad gender envy tho.#.my working theory is that garak is so easy to read as transfem that it’s overriding my lack of interest in men bc garak is a woman to me.
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The Warg, Goregon, or Wargonopsid is an endematic creature fabricated by the Endling Cult. Much like their creators, these animals serve a variety of purposes, functioning variously as beasts of burden, hunting hounds, and companion animals.
I describe these animals chiefly to advance Warg husbandry beyond the shores of Earth. This is a common source of misunderstanding between Endling envoys and Imperial diplomats, whose superstitions about the Endeme place them at odds with one another. I also seek to demystify the creature in the eyes of the Archive, which lacks the capacity to study them directly. In so doing, this dossier endeavors to ease certain tensions under the current ceasefire.
Read 'On Wargonopsids' ▶
... goggy (gorgonopsid doggy)
#chief and the r.a. tag#the doctor tag#(clenches fists) writing in her voice. it compels me.#to do what. well. beat my head against the wall
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my favorite part of the finale was when they kissed
#someone please help me im not sane#sorry simon and betty ummmmmmm ummm#the gay gods compel me THEYRE WRITING FANFICTION TOGETHER#THIS WAS GTHE BEST ENDING I COULD HAVE ASKED FOR GRAAAAAHHH#fionna and cake fanart#fionna and cake spoilers#prismo the wishmaster#scarab the god auditor#prohibitedwish#more like prohibited ship AAAYYYY ok#my art#ah I forgot my water mark. wut ever
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Thinking about Caitlyn's 'you really think i needed all the guards at the hexgates?' and how it completely surprises Vi and pulls her out of her spiral... I think that is so fitting for their relationship.
They have always surprised each other, in numerous ways, ways which brought them to love. They have always defied what maybe they should have been by their world's standards (oil and water). Even when it looked like that world might win, here Caitlyn is trying to reclaim that element of surprise and defy the world, and hopefully even begin to change it for the better, in the end.
And what is even more beautiful is that it comes out of knowing. Caitlyn knows Vi, understands her. She is not surprised. She knew she would help Jinx escape, and knows, in that moment, that Vi needs something surprising to stop her cycle of guilt.
And Vi is surprised because she is used to losing the ones she loves but here Caitlyn is, supporting her, trusting her. Knowing her and loving her. Here Caitlyn is, choosing Vi and love, and doing it for herself, too.
And so Vi surprises her right back. She is not going to let this go, she is having this for herself. For both of them.
The element of surprise in this moment has become something not to challenge previously held beliefs/misconceptions they might have held about each other but to legitimate their deep connection and knowledge of each other and to use it to reach out and express that connection.
#this is just off the top of my head but i felt compelled to write it down#caitvi#caitlyn kiramman#vi
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'my cousin is all stomach and no heart' is such a funny thing for illario to tell rook if he maybe is picking up on a little bit of a Vibe going on there. the 'LMAO. well good luck with that friend. better hotties than you have tried and failed and dashed themselves against the legendarily unamorous cliffs of my cousin's complete obliviousness and lack of interest to no avail. (optional 'may I suggest a more hah-hem *undoes another few buttons on his shirt that thing is open almost to his navel now it's borderline obscene* available dellamorte for your consideration. I mean if you're like in the market for one anyway' devious undertone as you see fit)' energy is off the charts.
(illario is above all a funny petty bitch and that's why I love him so indescribably. no no lucanis is right we need him around to drop shade like this he is in fact also an essential crow. we all contribute in our own ways)
#also I need to see his face when he realizes that lucanis IS in fact fucking that weird little goth twink. On The Regular and w enthusiasm#'of ALL the people who've thrown themselves at you over the years THIS is what you go for?? 'festooned in skulls' is your thing???'#(lucanis' thing is emotional security and safe sincere enduring affection but I don't think illario could grasp that in a thousand years)#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#illario dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#I actually think the writing as it stands for illario could work really well if the voice direction had been better#the voice actor is using such an obvious aggro Ze Evil Voice tone the whole way through I think if he was more soft-spoken#and more seemingly good-naturedly jocular and sometimes vulnerable the actual words work well enough to add some subtlety#(I mean. not a lot of subtlety. it's not like you'd wonder who the traitor is and I frankly don't think you're really meant to#that's not the point. it's a car crash you have to watch. but it would make the emotional tone a bit different and more compelling)#between that and some of the environmental storytelling -- the burned letter from zara even though the whole house is FULL#of venatori there's really no point in like. hiding evidence at this point lol vs. the one he wrote lucanis lying neatly on a table#in the same room -- the fact that he can't bring himself to hurt caterina. he seems to be staying in the room across the hall from her.#you know there are some signs here that just maybe#lucanis' hopes for him are not as completely incomprehensibly delusional as it looks on the surface haha
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