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My son was never a talkative person, he preferred using noises to get his thoughts through.
Typical of a cat, I'm sure. I am one!
Never understood why, maybe because I never got the chance to use that technique (since my parents wanted me to know the entire English vocabulary at four years old.) but I never put too much thought into it.
Until one day he came up to me, right after he woke up, hugged me and stared at me.
I thought he'd slow blink, usually he does that instead of a "I love you", maybe he's hungry, or just wants me to pick him up, but he just stared.
I didn't get it.
Until he said his first words, ever. "I love you mummy." Those were his first words.
He knew how to speak, at least we assumed, he just never did. And the first thing he says is that.
Then just walked away, walked away and went to get ready for the day and play with his many toys.
Like if he didn't just say an entire phrase.
it was the first time someone told me they loved me aside from Richard. Not even my parents ever said that.
My son's first words, and they were just there to tell me he loved me.
I think I spent the next hour or two crying about it.
#wanted to try something out#anyway i love gumball and Nicole#my favorite characters frfr#listen nicole has so much trauma#she deserves some love from his son#tawog#the amazing world of gumball#gumball watterson#nicole watterson
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She was beloved by every- oneâfrom the mightiest of diplomats to the lowliest of subjects. During her 17 years as queen, Elizabeth of York was exactly the consort needed by England to help end the ugly, internecine Wars of the Roses. Sometimes, a gracious personality far outweighs the power of the potentate. Elizabeth of York was such a queen. ⯠Elizabeth of York: Queenship and Power, Arlene Okerlund
#wanted to try something out#she's been my fancast for a time now#edit#perioddramaedit#perioddramagif#elizabeth of york#EoY#julie delpy#fc: julie delpy#fancast: julie delpy#tudor history#tudor queens#historical women#historicalwomendaily#historicaledit#historical dramas#historyedit#tudoredit#*gifs#*gifset#userrias#userriasgifs
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Dazai
#art practice#wanted to try something out#i liked the reference so#i didnt do the background i just used the one in the reference#bsd dazai osamu#bungo stray dogs dazai osamu#bsd dazai#bungo stray dogs dazai#bsd fanart#bungo stray dogs fanart#fanart#my art
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Chapter One: Tick
Synopsis: Eventually, everyone will learn to understand that everything will one day change. It wonât happen quickly, no matter how much you wish it does. It only happens
Word Count (in this excerpt): 504
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Rain splattered the window and broke into lacquered pearls, rolling down and gracefully leaving tracks. I tapped the windowpane absentmindedly, as the mist of my breath thickly coated the glass. Fortunately, enough for us, the shower season started. It was earlier than expected as it would have usually shown signs during early March, but we were lucky, nonetheless.
We were driving through a bushy grove, a background of vivid green leaves and lucid entanglements of wildlife. I saw a red fox near the side of the road, peering out from a log taken over by plants and various species of mushrooms. I donât normally see animals come out and, like the shower season, they never stay for long. I liked the woodlands, though, as it was one of the few green, non-artificial things I was privileged enough to see. When we lived in the cityâ which was a large chunk of my life, maybe six yearsâ I couldnât see anything as green. I mean, I did, but it just wasnât as⊠you know, vibrant. It was kind of dull and not as deep nor as flush or as real.
Back then, everything was glass and metal, and the colors came in sterile burstsâneon signs, the glaring light of ads on every corner, and the same calculated greens planted in pots along the sidewalks, as if to remind us that we were connected to the earth. But the earth was something we only managed, never truly lived with. I remember the artificial trees outside the tower blocks, their branches twisted in perfect symmetry, so neat they could have been made by a machine. The city's air was so thick with filtered oxygen and chemical perfumes that you couldnât really smell the rain, or the earth, or the grass.
Clean, controlled, efficient.
But here, the air is different. Itâs heavier, filled with the scent of wet soil and decaying leaves. It smells real, in a way that the city never did. I donât know if Iâll ever get used to it. The mornings are colder here, and the sunâ when it showsâ seems to shine with more weight, like it has to fight through the clouds. Itâs the kind of sunlight you donât get in the city, where even the sun feels artificial. It was like there was a roof over the Earth and the hole was the only source of light in all areas of darkness.
The car jolted as we hit a bump, and I instinctively gripped the door. I turned to glance at my mother, who was driving in silence, her knuckles tight on the steering wheel. She wasnât one to talk much, not anymore. It wasnât like she didnât careâ she had just learned to keep most things inside.
I wondered if she ever missed it. The city, I mean. The life we left behind. It was hard for me to imagine, now that I had experienced this other world. The peace of it. The natural chaos.
The thought crossed my mind, fleeting but sharp: what would I have been doing right now, if we were still there? Still living the way we had before everything changed? Would I still keep living?
But that question, like most others, had no answer. Not yet.
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#the first page of the âbookâ im writing#i haven't even worked on this for like a week#cuz im burned out#so i decided to post this to get some feedback or sm#idk#im naming it the âthe new worldâ#ikr so original#hope ya like it :D#wanted to try something out#i have most of the plot worked out#but i still have to keep writing which i dont really feel like doing at the moment lol#writing#novel
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love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking
#yes i want things to be free like ??? that is not a weird desire#'but but it costs money to keep up' ok and? how is that my problem#the government has plenty of murder dollars they could reallocate a few to make internet services universal if they wanted#also these companies were perfectly capable of supporting themselves before the internet got drowned with ads so ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ#edit: muting notifs on this post bc new additions have kind of petered out#so no one feel bad about adding something someone else has saidâ it is not bothering me im just trying to keep my#notifs page cleanish lol#also since i saw some people are being redirected to read my tags: firstly hiiiiii this is a special secret message for you:3#secondly i have learned since making this that the reason they were able to support themselves previously was because#of investors bankrolling everything#and theyre now finally realizing that theyre never going to actually make a profit and arent as willing to invest#however thats just a minor correction and doesnt change my overall point#once again. so many murder dollars#so thats why im just adding it here in the tags rather than making an actual correction#anyways . love yall đ#origibberish#bigger gibbers
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Not telling y'all that you should be able to identify AI slop (but it is a valuable skill, you totes should), but if you're to be accusing artists of being AI left and right at least go and do your homework, or at least do the bare minimum and use AI identification tools like Hive Moderation, so you 1- don't ruin someone's lifehood 2- don't make a clown out of yourself maybe
Like, i get it, AI slop and "AI artists" pretending to be genuine is getting harder and harder to identify, but just accusing someone out of the blue and calling it a day doesn't make it any better.
The AI clowns shifted to styles that have less "tells" and the AI arts are becoming better. Yeah, it sucks ass.
They're also integrating them with memes, so you chuckle and share, like those knights with pink backgrounds, some cool frog and a funny one liner, so you get used to their aesthetic.
This is an art from the new coming set Final Fantasy for MtG. This is someone on Reddit accusing someone of using AI. From what i can tell, and i fucking hate AI, there is NO AI used on this image.
As far as i can tell and as far as any tool i've used, the Artist didn't use AI. which leads to the next one:
they accused the artist of this one of using Ai. the name of this artist is Nestor Ossandon.
He as already been FALSELY ACCUSED of using AI, because he drew a HAND THAT LOOKED A LITTLE WEIRD, which caused a statement from D&D Beyond, confirming that no AI has been used.
Not to repeat mysef, they're accusing the art above, that is by Nestor, to have used Ai.
REAL artists are not machines. And just like the AI slop, we are not perfect and we make mistakes. The hands we draw have wonky fingers sometimes. The folds we draw are weird. But we are REAL. We are real people. And hey, some of our "mistakes" sometimes are CHOICES. Artistic choices are a thing yo.
If you're to accuse someone of using Ai, i know it's getting hard to identify. But come on. At least do your due diligence.
#no#i will not âtagâ the Ai artists of the catsune miku and the cat cux for all i care AI artists can go to hell and burn#but like#there are many of them#and when you figure out how to spot ai and how the AI generate the images#please trust me on this one#it gets super easy to ident like 80% of most of it#the catsune miku is the HARDEST to ident so far#because it did something out of the ordinary#but otherwise the others have very easy tells#they're trying to mimic styles like watercolors and acrylic#that have blurred edges#and impressionism#that have undefined shapes#so theyr âmistakesâ pass as intention#but that's besides the point#what i want here is people to just think a little but before randomly accuse people#cuz it's really getting out of had#and god i do love seeing an AI artist getting their wig yanked out of their fucking scalp for pretending to be a human#but y'all need to know when to do it#some of you don't know how to behave and it shows man
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when your dog starts vibrating because treat
#artists on tumblr#comics#sequential#sketchbook stuff#muffled laugh#purely personals#sorta recent interaction that was sitting in my brain haha#wanted to try something a lot looser/faster? than like fully sketching out/inking#or wanted it to feel traditional and the shaky dog drawing came out exactly how I wanted it to hAHA#...I think this is the most accurate I've ever drawn him mfghf
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sometimes you just need to hear it v some stills below the cut v
#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf security breach#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf sun moon#dca fandom#dca x y/n#artists on tumblr#fan art#digital art#animation#gif#watercolour background from unsplash!! (phenomenal free photos website)#it's been a tough one lately!!! ooooh boy#its hard to caption this one because I fundamentally want to stay positive but it's been.. difficult. with everything going on in the world#so I broke this WIP out from a few months ago when i was having a bad episode of my own and was trying to make something to get me thru it#i felt like it was worth finishing and sharing now#If you're someone that needs art to get through scary stuff (i very much am) then we're in this together!#I'm gonna keep making stuff and cherishing this community#and we're gonna get through it all together <3
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early spring, back at the 41st
#my art#disco elysium#still trying to work out how to draw Them but practice makes... something?#honestly cannot believe how attached I got to so many of the characters in this video game... i want them to be happy
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It is imperative to me that Bill and Stan do torrid Duchess Approves roleplay and argue about character motivations
#Stanley has a canon self insert now! Everyone say thank you to FluffleCat for sharing their amazing cosplay contest prize#I need to draw something based on that audio frfr its so good#Stan: Its about the power reversal Ball!! Pinesworth out scoundrels him! Ogle's met his match and thats what draws 'em together#Bill: ugh fineeee#originally i was planning to do something with Stan roleplaying the coachman but this? This'll be funnier#Part of a longer comic! Not sure if I'll keep this style. Just wanted go try it out for a panel or two#gravity falls#Fan art#bill cipher#Stanley pines#Comic#Gravity falls comic#GF fanart#Fanart#Post canon#Grunkle stan#Stan pines#the duchess approves#Should i tag this TDA Oglebottom x Stanlarius Pinesworth or#billstan#Artists on tumblr#my art#BillStan Fanfiction Buddies AU
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what you see is the void beyond
#grian#bdoubleo100#hermitcraft#hermitcraft season 10#hermitblr#my art#idk i kinda wanted to try something horror-esqueđ#shout out to connor nopedog tm for finding the song for the lyric i wanted to use as the caption of this#but i misremembered the lyrics and they in fact do not involve eyes so i cant use them HAHAHHASDHSHADHDSH
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Just your average male living space.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wen qing#lan wangji#A-Yuan#wei wuxian#(***Content warning for me talking about unhygienic living conditions in the tags today***).#The worst part of drawing this comic is that I've seen so much worse. This is a livable space.#I've helped out friends and family who were struggling and let me just say...I have seen some pretty dysfunctional living spaces.#Hell I've *lived* in some very dysfunctional living spaces.#Hording dishes under the bed was always something that grossed me out but it's unfortunately something I've seen people do way too often.#The horror everyone has upon walking into WWX's 'living' set up is so consistently 'Mate how are you living like this?'#It's honestly so integral to me that WWX's 'just left home for the first time' house/room be a depression/dysfunction pit.#You can learn a lot about someon's state of mind from how they keep their living space...and this guy is oozing 'deep depression'.#I don't think he's eaten anything but foods that classify as a struggle meal in a year.#Everyone is trying to stage an intervention but he just isn't in a good enough place to help himself.#By the way: I want to steer away from shaming people who have messy homes/rooms because life *does* hit hard sometimes.#My love language is coming into your home to do your dishes and do some housework. Don't apologize for the mess king.#Nothing could top some of the places I've had to help my older siblings out of.#I'd be okay with my flatmate having a severed limb and a blood pool at this point.#As long as he lets me take out the dishes from under the bed - We're good! My standards are so low at this point.
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Fic where Dustin recruits Eddie to help him get his brother a girlfriend because, âItâs getting kinda sad. He keeps going on a these dates when heâs obviously in love with his best friend. He just needs to see it.â
Eddieâs got literally nothing else to do so he says yes and then immediately gets hit in the face with:
(1) Dustinâs brother is Steve Harrington, same guy Eddieâs had a crush on since the dawn of time.
And
(2) Dustin is trying to set Steve up with an obvious lesbian.
Eddie takes all this information in and decides that itâs going to be hilarious so, âYeah, Iâm in. What do you have planned?â
#in fairness to Dustin Steve is in love with Robin but itâs platonic#also while this is happening Steve is trying to get Robin a date so she can have her first kiss#the ultimate betrayal is when Dustin walks in on Steve and Eddie making out because he doesnât just want Steve to be in a relationship#he specifically wants him to be in a relationship with Robin so she stays a part of the family#Robinâs literally wearing a pin that say something about lesbians and Dustin looks at it like: Iâm also an Ally#steve harrington#eddie munson#dustin henderson#robin buckley
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trying smth out
#homestuck#homestuck fanart#hs#homestuck art#hs fanart#dirk strider#roxy hs#roxy lalonde#hs roxy#dirk hs#hs dirk#platonic dirkroxy#just wanted to try something out#this audio is so them#homestuck fandom#fan animation
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coyote fur study
#my art#wb art#my new fursona is a coyote so im locking in...#also on a whim decided i wanted to figure out how to draw fur digitally#crazy how intimately you get to know something when trying to learn how to draw it#never knew that coyotes had so many colors on them
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we were sitting on the floor and i was cutting out tiny pictures to make a collage for a friend's birthday. you were on your phone and you laughed about something, and i was still in love with you then, so i asked what had you giggling.
"sorry. i was just..." you took a moment and went back to texting. "i was telling someone about how you're afraid of the dark."
i'm afraid of the dark because something bad happened. "oh." i felt a little slinky of shame crawl down my throat.
you glanced up, and maybe it showed on my face, because you rolled your eyes and held the phone to the side casually so i could see the group chat. "what? was it a secret?"
i looked down to the scissors in my hand. "i just..." no, it's not a secret. it just felt like something private, something serious. saying why would you tell someone that just feels like an accusation. it's unfair. i honestly am not even ashamed of it, it's just a fact about my person that i don't usually share.
what a strange experience. is this a human thing or a generational thing? for our grandparents: did they need to worry about how quickly someone can just... share your personal information? again, i didn't even really have a true objection. what could i say? i want any person in my life to feel they can be honest with their friends. it's not like i said don't tell anyone this.
i cut out another letter to complete the rainbow happy birthday, started hunting for the exclamation mark. i heard you sigh dramatically.
"don't make a big deal about this," you said.
this entire conversation was a pattern for us, and this was when we got to my least favorite part of the pattern. i would get my feelings hurt in some oblique not-technically-terrible way, and then it would be making a big deal about something. you'd get frustrated for me for being soft, but i was born soft. you knew i was soft when you pierced me. it's one of the things that made controlling me so easy.
"i'm not," i felt my voice crack. the question came without my wanting. "why are you guys talking about me?" and why are you saying that thing? why not like - i'm telling them how you're generous and kind and pretty.
you let out this low, tragic groan. "oh my god." you tossed the phone away from your body. "there, see? i just won't talk to them if you don't like it."
the rest of the hour went the way it always went, between us: i said i don't actually mind if you talk to your friends but -, you found a way to call my minor expression of discomfort "being dramatic." you got upset that i had been offended. i ended up apologizing, even though i hadn't actually done anything.
afterwards, you picked up the phone again. after texting for a little bit, you snorted. "okay," you said, "but it is kind of funny you're afraid of the dark. i mean, when you think about it."
#spilled ink#writeblr#i'm trying to write about this really specific and wierd new experience#that i think is specific to the internet generation#where people you trust can just... say whatever??? and while most people are trustworthy#sometimes they'll just like... put ur shit out there????#and the thing is that sometimes it's GOOD - i want you to tell ppl if ur partner is being cruel!!!!!#i want u to be like ''hey is it normal if xyz happens'' ... but stuff like ''she's afraid of the dark''#PARTICULARLY when it's CLEARLY making fun of me....#what is the point of that.#this is huge and complicated and happens outside of romantic relationships too btw#like someone u thought of as a friend will be like . oh did u know she's scared of heights and it's like.#girl why are u fuckin doing that tho?#it's not a SECRET i just ...???????????????????????#and i think that gross feeling of like -- ''i can't REALLY be upset bc there's not a TRUE RULE about this....''#it's just not something talked about. bc it's so specific and yet so complex#bc how could i say like '' this is a violation of trust'' when it... technically I GUESS isn't????????????#idk maybe im just like super sensitive but please tell me in the comments/tags/etc if this is#something u have experienced (a trusted person like spreading ur shit) and if u were cool with it
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