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koterkot · 5 months ago
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@nanaten hey hey pspspspspspps
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viralarcadian · 9 months ago
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of all the redesigns i did scorch was always my fav.
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skippingseaglass · 6 months ago
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(don't worry he doesn't actually believe that uzi's biromantic because she's from a country of biromantic people he's going along with the bit and making her think he does because he gets to be mean sometimes too. awesome biromania lore in the tags)
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o-wyrmlight · 2 years ago
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What does it mean if your workers' comp agent misspells 'decision' as 'decisaion' after leaving your messages on hold for almost two weeks when you already requested an update as to the current situation?
Asking for a friend. The friend is me.
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enjisbf · 7 months ago
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Hungry man
° Pairing: Enji Todoroki x fem!reader
word count: 935 words
summary: During the first heat spent together, Enji finally gets a taste of your slick. Also, reader has a quirk that gives her bunny attributes (ears and tail + behaviour)
warnings: nsfw (duh), lots of pet names, fingering (fem receiving from herself and m), praises and thigh riding! (if i missed anything, pls tell me!)
author's notes: I need to get this out there before it consumes my whole being, folks. This is basically the origin of pussywhipped!enji lmao. The idea wouldn't leave my mind ever since I revisited this fic by @nyxronomicon (great great great writer by the way, i devour all of their fics so check it out <3). Actually, that fic could be the continuity of this one if you don't think too hard. Anywayz, I'm rambling I know most of you just want the unhinged thoughts sooo hope you enjoy !!! <3 Again, any mispells or mistakes left are my fault ;-; (tried to proofread it but blergh boring)
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The first time Enji had gotten a taste of your sweet ambrosia, it had been an accident. It happened during your first heat spent together. You were being such a sweet bunny now that he thinks about it, playing with yourself so he could rest after the rigorous day spent together for the first time.  
However, you couldn’t help yourself. Your fingers were no match to his thicker ones, you were twisting and flicking your wrist in vain, trying to find the right rhythm. Growing frustrated, whines turned higher pitched, trying all sorts of positions to ease the tight knot in your tummy.  
With all the noises leaving your mouth, it was inevitable for the flame hero to slowly arouse from slumber. Eyelids still heavy with sleep, he rubbed his eyes while sitting up against the headboard to pull you onto his lap, but Enji didn’t account for his pretty bunny to be so pent up that she just straddled his thigh and started riding it. 
Now, Enji was a strong man and his stamina had to be good to be Japan’s number one hero, but he was only a simple man at the end of it. So, when this simple man saw his good bunny desperate to rub her clit on his strong thigh, he couldn’t do anything but watch. Well watch and flex the muscle under her.  
“Fuck, baby, look at you being such a good bunny.” His dick was probably crying from all the action it had gotten, but fuck, it was still trying its best when the flame hero heard his bunny’s whines. “My pretty baby was trying to let me rest, huh love? Don’t worry about that next time. It’s all yours, my legs, -” He flexed his thigh once more for good measure. A whimper escaping your mouth at his words and at the added pressure, making the friction on your bundle of nerves so much better. “my fingers an-” He quickly shut his mouth when you grabbed his right hand and directed it near your lower puffy lips while continuing to ride him.  
“Enji, fuck Jiji, please please can I have your fingers. Please, they’re so much bigger and fuck- I- I just want them in me, baby.”  
Did Enji die and wake up in paradise? Here you were, your slick covering his upper leg, your mouth in a pretty pout, your pupils taking over your irises, lust painted all over your face, and you were begging for him to finger you. You were so good, waiting for his approval, for his ‘yes’ even if he could see tremors taking hold of your body from the frustration dancing in your bones.  
In awe of his luck, the number one hero just nodded in response to your pleas. His fingers pressed on your puffy lips when you stopped directing him. Of course, you were just waiting for him to finally easy the knot in your stomach, but your Jiji seemed to be in a lust haze thinking you were waiting for his fingers to be less dry. It didn’t matter that your slick was plenty enough already. Enji couldn’t feel, see nor think clearly.  
So, as Japan’s best hero, he executed the best course of action, sucking his fingers. You, on the other hand, were on the verge of tears, when you felt his fingers leave your wet cunt. Your frustration didn’t get the chance to be voiced out when you heard Enji’s groan.  
He couldn’t believe it. As his fingertips grazed his tastebuds, he couldn’t believe that he hadn’t had a taste beforehand. Your slick was coating his fingers, coating his tongue, mixing in with his saliva, dripping down his throat. He audibly groaned at the taste of yourself. He had to get more, he needed to have more. He licked every last drop of your juices before parting ways with his slick covered fingers.  
“Fuck, think you can give me more of that, bunny?” You just nodded your head at him, excited to have his fingers back to yourself now. “Yes, yes, yes, just- please please just make the pain go away, Jiji.” Your lover cooed at you as two of his thick fingers thrust in one stroke in your pussy, making you cry out from the relief. His bunny was chanting Thank you’s, love and lust dancing around every letter, syllable escaping your throat.   
He couldn’t wait to get his mouth on your ambrosia once more, but first he had to make you feel better. Had to see just how well you took him whether it be his cock, his fingers and fuck his tongue soon.  
It didn’t take much from the hero to make you cum, you were already on the edge of an orgasm, on the cusp of it from all your attempts earlier, you riding his thigh, and now his fingers. Finally, you felt the knot in your stomach untangling itself, coming loose. Incoherent words and noises graced Enji’s ears as he worked you through your orgasm. His eyes glancing from your face to the arousal leaking out of your lips to his fingers. 
The both of you knew that it wouldn’t take long before the pain would come back in your stomach, but before you could voice out anything, the number one spoke up. His eyes sparkling at the idea of drinking directly from you.  
“Fuck, bunny, think you can give me another one?”  
Suffice to say that that night, Enji Todoroki learnt a new skill, because who would you be to pass up that kind of service from your beloved? <3  
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cheesit-notes · 1 year ago
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pervy tf141 x reader (pt2 kinda)
you're hot as fuck; the team knows it, and so do you. and god, you're such a tease about it.
➥ requested by anon!
tags: lowkey nsfw under cut!, fem!reader, sub gaz, sub soap, every tf141 member kinda subby, voyeurism w/ ghost, teasing, reader kinda dom implied, ass and lots of it, reader being a tease, bold reader
a/n: i started at 9pm and ended at 1am and sometime between then and now, i got really tired so sorry for any mispellings, none of my work are ever edited.. my brain isnt quite functioning rn and i want to sleep but thanks for requesting anon, whoever u are ;3
Gaz who’s gets so flustered over how… just how bold you are. god, you’re teasing him with those clothes that just fit your body so, so well. his morals are already questioned when you come in, he couldnt stop imagining you in different positions. but now he doesnt have to imagine! because now, you’re bending over, purposely showing him your plush ass, to pick something up, showing him what you’d look like in certain positions. and my, gaz is a little pervert isnt he? getting hard in the middle of the common area just because you dropped your drink and picked it up. his face is flushed embarrassed and his growing erection sure doesn’t help. quick, someone might enter the room and see his throbbing cock strained against his pants so sit on his lap, tell him to be quiet, and help him out, yeah?
Soap who love the confidence you have, he’s like putty around you.. if you initiate more physical contact with him, specifically touches that can be easily misunderstood if anyone were to see, and he’s practically drooling. has been pushed against the wall by you, his hand pushing up your thigh because he just couldnt help himself, and your lips just mere inches from his. he’s rock hard, you can feel it as you press yourself onto him, and he’s leaking so much precum, its like he pissed himself. yet all this to be interrupted by your dear old Lieutenant Ghost who happened to discover the scene. poor Soap who’s most intimate moment with you just disappeared and left with a throbbing cock, but you seem fine. in fact, you’re smiling cheekily. you whisper to Soap, telling him to wait for you in his barracks before happily walking away like nothing just happened. ah, but Soap can’t wait. he jacks himself off twice, unable to stop. and he’s panting like a dog! it only took you 30 minutes to come to his barracks, but he’s already a sopping mess; sweat dripping down his face, bits of cum splattered on his stomach, and a small pool in between his legs. then you start stroking his soft cock, and he shouldn’t like this. he’s can barely get hard, the overstimulation is so painful to him, but he’s a like a bitch in heat in your hands.
Ghost who gets so fucking hard during team briefings. god, his erection is painfully obvious to anyone who just so much as glanced by that area. he doesnt mean to get hard, its just.. you.. you’re there. right next to him. your ass is within reach, god, and your wearing those tight leggings again. he needs you to blow his poor needy cock off and he needs it bad. he usually wants to at least look decent in front of captain Price. oh, but god, he wouldn’t mind the entire crew watching him get a sloppy blowjob from pretty little you. he wouldnt even mind the entire crew watching him stroke his hard meaty cock if it meant you were watching. leans back and as casually as he can, he droops one arm over you. he’s afraid you might say something, anything, about his off behavior but you don’t; you lean into his touch. one hand so close to touching your tits and the other laid near his crotch. at first, its just little touches while he imagines how your pretty tits would feel, especially in his mouth. but within minutes, hes practically openly palming himself while imagining hes sucking on your tits. his mask is a savior for covering his flushed face. god, and he sees you looking over at him, staring him up and down, and he knows you see his big fat cock pushed against his pants. all you do is give a barely noticeable smile, and look away but he’s already cumming in his pants.
Price who finds your bold personality quite amusing. still calls you a rookie despite you being far from it. it’s a constant game of who can push the other off the edge with the two of you. you’ll visit his office in the later hours of the evening and plop yourself on the edge of his seat. the two of you are having the most mundane conversation, sharing a single chair while the sexual tension is screaming. he’ll move you onto his lap, you’re looking down at him and smiling, he’s looking up at you with a hand gripping your ass. he’s a bold bastard, leaning into your chest, pulling you closer to him until your basically straddling him. god, you’re really pushing his nerves. you should be flustered, an embarrassed mess at his perverted actions. but nooo you’re enjoying yourself, smiling. and lord, he’d be lying if he didn’t enjoy your teasing. now, the question is: how many late evening visits will it take for an overnight stay in the office?
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weebsinstash · 9 months ago
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*strums guitar* you know who would be a total piece of shit, to be stuck up in Heaven fuckin FOREVER with
This douchebag! Gotta get some Adam content out before the finale drops and then I'm sure I'll be back for more then too!
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I was listening to "You Didn't Know" again and I HATE this man, and because I hate him and he's an asshole, I can then see his wretched character doing shitty and debauched things
Which then means he's conceptually fuckable and we must discuss
I was sitting and thinking about. Ok in the most dramatic fucking way possible can you imagine being in the courtroom with Charlie as a Sinner Representative because you're dope like that, and Adam just starts fucking beefing with you on sight and you give it right back to him because HOMIE BASICALLY INVENTED MISOGYNY, you're standing in HEAVEN while an ANGEL looks you dead in the eye and calls you a CUNT like I wouldn't fucking tolerate it I'd be screaming at him like a feral beast, "why don't you look at your FEMALE BOSS and say that again, you dickless loser?!"
But can you imagine just having this insane BEEF, you guys are having MUSICAL DIAGETIC SINGING BEEF, and then, like. Either there in court or later on in the plot, hey, everything is good now, Sinners/you can ascend or we can go from heaven and hell and visit our families and everything is good now, yaaay! Or your name was mispelled on a form and it's like oh shit you were supposed to be in Heaven all along our bad and ONLY you are cool to "go upstairs"
And you can't even be happy about it because it's literally "oh cool I DO belong in Heaven!">wait but my friends are in Hell > oh fuck THAT ANGEL THAT HATES ME IS HERE, and sure enough he's standing there at the pearly gates to personally welcome you into Heaven, grinning like the cat that ate the canary, making it EXTREMELY CLEAR that he's basically gonna be stalking you because he wants to personally witness you fuck up and get sent back to Hell where he can kill you himself
Homie is back at base posting photos of you all over the walls like an insane person, "look at this tricky fucking bitch, fucking scheming, fucking planning something, fucking bitch" and even Lute is standing there, ".... that's a photo of them eating a sandwich, sir" and she's like TRYING to see where he's coming from but these are photos of you like SLEEPING and the suspicion that you might act out becomes an excuse to stalk you as he gets progressively more unhinged and perverted and frustrated (in more ways than one)
Let's also just discuss some baseline ideas! Abso fucking lutely do I see him as some, frat boy piece of shit who is always at least vaguely hostile to women so we're discussing female Reader specific ideas. Like imagine he's trying to actually be friendly and be cool with you or maybe you guys even hang out on good terms or whatever, maybe you both play guitar and he likes how you can shred it, and, he's the kinda guy to invite you to hang out and not specify other people are gonna be there so you get there and he's with his buddies and they're all talking about, gross shit like the size of the tits on the girl they last fucked, "oh hey did you sleep with Stacey" "fuck yeah I slept with Stacey you know that slut takes anyone", like, Adam deadass expects you to stand next to him with your red solo cup as they all talk about "the massive cow tits on that bitch" and if you even mildly imply this isn't entertaining "you're just bein a prude babe!"
Like Adam has no self awareness, he'll be saying horrid shit about women and then one of his buddies makes the most MILD of comments about you, "yeah your friend is kinda fuckable" and Adam is like in a RAGE, "hey man, that's not fucking cool! Let's go, outside NOW, fuckin step up, bro!" and he's brawling dudes for shit he's said about their conquests PLENTY of times
Just picturing the idea of like idk Saint Peter or even Emily flying around and they see you sitting on a bench outside far far away from where other people are and they fly down to greet you with the biggest smile, "hiya, how are you?" and you um look at them with such a genuinely dead, depressed, empty expression that they like cannot even fathom it. You're??? Unhappy??? In HEAVEN??? they cannot even comprehend it.
The real kicker is if you started to CRY and look this angel or seraph directly in the eyes as you ask, "can i... go back to Hell? I'm allowed to leave, right?" and THAT'S what raises massive red flags and sends that angel straight to their fucking boss. Sera would be over here, "oh she's having problems with Adam oh that's unfortunate but they'll sort them out -- WAIT WHAT DO YOU M E A N SHE WANTS TO LEAVE????" And,, oh, NOW they suddenly care about how happy you are, NOW they're suddenly willing to help maybe mildly keep Adam away from you. Because why? Because now you're potentially going to damage Heaven's perfect track record, and, geez they can't have you running around DEPRESSED, with your face looking all... ICKY and SAD! What if you made the other darlin-- I mean other residents of heaven sad and they maybe wanted to leave their precious angel protectors too? Huh? Ever think of that?
I love how I was sitting over here "what if like the entire Spider Society was yandere for the Reader" and ever since then my brain is like a puppy chasing treats, "what if I made this entire community mentally unhinged"
Also. Carmilla Carmine and her family + Zestial protecting Reader from Adam or any other angels because 👏 we can have as many mommies or daddies or fake family members as we want down here and that's the facts on that 👏
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cringelordofchaos · 5 months ago
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random craig tucker headcanons
has level 1 low support needs autism
gay (not a hc bt whaever.)
special interest is star trek and space in general
watching red racer every day is a routine he mustn't under almost any imaginable circumstance break
got some peruvian ancestry (from which parent's side? heck if i know) + knows a bittt of spanish
his family mostly goes without saying a word to each other during meals
when hes waiting outside the counselor's office for flipping off someone again he sits and either thinks about space or looks at images of stripe on his phone to ease any tension that migth be there
barely ever smiles except when stripe, space or tweek exist
closer to thomas than to laura
his parents taught him everythin ghe knows <33 (emotional constipation and invlulnerability but breaking the ice every one in a while)
sometimes just randomly infodumps about random facts about star strek or space or guinea pigs at the most random of times (actually canon as briefly shown in TFBW)
likes to learn / memorize random facts abt red racer, space, star trek or guinea pigs
random fact i almost mispelled guinea pigs every single time wtmf is wrong with me
for birthdays he mostly gets space-themed stuff cuz everyone knows he loves it
if hes overwhelmed, instead of having a meltdown he'll usually have a shutdown instead
sometimes rants to stripe abt stuff like relationship drama w tweek lmao
he actually liked the clothes he wore during the metrosexual fad, (evident by keeping them in his closet as shown in TFBW)
most emotion he shows is anger/being pissed off
"sooooooo happy" is actually a stim of his and it feels satisfying for him to say it every time hes sooo happy
even when hes sooo happy the most emotion he'll show is a faint smile
doesn't really smile in any pictures unless hes forced to
flipping people off for him is kinda like pushing people away and making them pissed off at him so he wouldnt need to care abt what they think of him and that way he sorta protects himself (mostly saying this bc of one of his attacks in tfbw)(i swear im sane)
hes sometimes overwhelmed from his relationship w tweek but he fucking sucks at communicating (his kryptonite in TFBW is literally communication) he didnt communicate that to tweek just yet (this is mostly shown in buddha box)(NOT SAYING CRAIG DOESNT CARE ABOUT TWEEK HE LOVES HIM HES JUST OVERWHELMED SOMETIMES FROM FEELING LIKE HES COMPLETELY RESPONIBLE FOR HIM ANDN OIEAHDKKSH leave him alone) i like to imagine tweek and craig resolve this at one point cuz im pretty sure they get married in the future and they always push through their struggles together and they rly need each other so .
u can point to a star n hell name it
has space themed pajamas
(StOLEN HC IdK FroM whO) has those glow in the dark stars in his room
i googled it sometime ago n apparently he has blue eyes ? idrc
his childhood dream was to become an astronaut (I FORGOT HOW TO SPELL IT I LITERALLY HAD TO GOOGLE IT I HATE MYSELF) but when he grew up he probably settled for something less extreme. idk what though
either got diagnosed w autism at age 10, in his teens, in his young adult years, or far afterwards, or never at all. when he was told by someone that he migth be autistic he didnt rly even bother to look it up or anything but if he did he would go like "idk i dont really think im autistic i dont think i do (x symtom) all that much" and tweeks like "You do that literally all the time !!!!". but yeah even if he gets diagnosed he doesnt rly end up taking any medication or specializzed therapy but he does gain a larger understanding of himself and how to handle things like shutdowns.)
really picky eater (cuz sensory issues)
hates wearing jeans or similiar uncomfy clothing so he wears exclusively sweatpants (again cuz of sensory issues)
his whole family is autistic actually ive decided so when mr mackey brings up the possibility of him being autistic laura and thomas deny it cuz all the symptoms he shows are what they do as well, andthyere obviously not autistic so neither can craig be.
sometimes he goes over to tweeks house completely unannounced and so does tweek (actuallycanon as shown in put it down)
0verwhelmed by the concept of emotions in general but his relationship w tweek forces him to confront that part of him he tries to avoid and forces him to open up a bit which is actually rly important
since tweek is on meth, he heavily lacks appetite and sometimes skips meals or just doesnt take care of himself enough. craig learns abt this (not the meth part cuz tweek doesnt know that eithrer) so he helps him eat enough food throughout the day so he doesnt fucken starve to death
replies to tweeks texts instantly (actually canon)
tolkiens best friend (canon according to the official south park wiki). clydes a closee second
clyde annoys the fuck out of him but in a friend teasing way and they both care abt each other obvu
i actually dont rly have hcs for him n tolkien sryyyy
jimmy makes the best remarks abt creek (canon)(in put it down he asks craig (when craig doesnt know why tweek isnt in school) "uh oh. trouble in paradise?" and in TFBW during a battle tweek tells craig smth like "ill be right with you super craig!" and jimmy says "OK, i guess illbe the third wheel." anyway live laugh jimmy)
extremely blunt pessimist (canon)
despite his reputation as a troublemaker hes actually a decently polite kid (minus the constant flipping off)
barely goes out the house or does anything exciting. nice n boring. just the way he likes it.
hates changes or sudden surprises or his routine being broken
on the verge of being diagnosed w oppositional defiance disorder
sometimes wears black nail polish (again cuz in tfbw its kinda implied he liked the metrosexual fad n black nail polish migth be a more neutral form of such self expression)(mostly self projecting here)
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during one pride month thomas went all out and bought craig a shitton of pride themed merch that he mostly doesnt use
he loves loves lovess seeing tweeks smile !!!1!! hes like omfg finally hes getting a fucking break (tweeks life is a fucking mess)
appears unphased by some stuff even when hes really uncomfortab;le
sometimes sleeps without pillow ehn he deems it more comfortable
deals w some form of small anxiety, not to a disordered amount thogh
maybee has depression ?!? idk
dated a girl in the past cuz he thought he was supposed to, but he felt like "she was holding him back". overall he didnt give a fuck abt their breakup cuz he didnt really care that much abt the relationship and when others questioned him abt it he was confused and didnt know most ppl were heartbroken after a breakup. (sorry i love early craig being a gay mess in denial)
sometimes cartman calls him a pocoyo rip off and each time he feels the strongest urge to either decapitate or defenestrate him
before he n tweek got together he would joke to tolkien abt how he was gonna propose to him when they grew up so he could live off his wealth and not have to work for any money. (SORRY i got this concept from a webcomic (the four of them))
he n tweek send heart emojis to each other (implied)
mostlyyy dry texter (he doesnt mean to)
at one point he n tweek buy a pair of guinea pigs for stripe to befriend and craig names them castor and pollux
he n tweek get married in the future
mostly likes dry, tasteless and cold food (There r obviously exceptions thats why i said mostly)
says and intreprerts things more literally than most
still sarcastic at times
hates huge social events with too many people and noiises
used to blend in well and fit in w mob mentality but doesnt really care anymore
it wont let me write anymo
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homiu-l · 3 months ago
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Seeing remarks about the Felties' typing quirks in my latest felt fanart post, so may as well share some of my hcs about that!
(it wont be all about numbers replacing letters, more of an analysis on how their typing habits would be)
(01) - hea lways types inahurry and pretty much type out whats in his midn lots of piledup words and mispells no upercase no punctuation except exclamation mark 1!!! which makes his words sich apainintheass to read but who fucking cares those are awasteoftime to him anway 1!!!!!!!!
(02) - He types with large spaces between each word ,, probably holding the spacebar for too long.. dozeee off quite offeeeen,, yet trying his best to finish his sentence with normal grammmmmmmmmma anddd punctuationnnnnnnnn..
(06) - ...... He seldom engages in conversation initiatively and...... quite reluctant to keep up...... Also he just saw someone 6ied from 6ropping from the rooftop. Yes he uses 6 to...... replace the d letter in the verb "6ie"...... as well as other words associated with concepts of 6eath. 6isaster. 6oomed. You are the one 6ropped from the rooftop by the way. He saw it with his 6oll, of course. (......He also tends to ghost others midway in convo)
(07) - Perfect spelling and perfect punctuation, which are expected from a professional. Keeps his words short and on point, no time to waste on mumbling while being third-in-command. Have you seen his 7? He means his crowbar, and he expects you to understand that. Probably he is the only one who bother to seperate their object-based names from the actual objects- Wait are you even listening.
(12) & (13) - they both dont know many words! ONE TYPE IN BIG WHILE OTHER TYPE IN SMALL! oh did you hear timer go ring? WAIT IS IT THE OVEN? ring? OVEN? ring? OVEN? ring? OVEN? ring? OVEN? ring? OVEN? ring? OVEN? ring? OVEN? ring? OVEN? ring? OVEN? ring? OVEN? ring? OVEN? ring? OVEN?
(TBC these are what I come up with a solid setting so far, likely going through everyone else!)
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bewbin · 1 year ago
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you can mispell crazy liek crayz and it still works wait you can mispell like like liek and it still works WHY THE FUCK HAVE I BEEN SPENDING SO MUCH TIEM SPELLING SHIT CORRECTLY???
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astralleywright · 2 months ago
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How do you feel about Orym's deal with Morri?
There was something kind of funny about Liam getting increasingly obvious - 'ORYM HAS DARK VINES IN HIS VEINS. YOU CAN ALL SEE THIS.' and it still going unacknowledged, but now it just feels like a damp squib. (to me at least)
anon i had no fucking idea what a damp squib was. i thought you mispelled squid. it makes perfect sense now that i've looked it up-you damn british-and i agree but i was SO confused about what squids had to do with any of this
anyways, onto the actual answer-yeah. it's a shame, because its one of the most interesting decisions Orym has made, and maybe the most interesting one that has managed to stick around and inform the character, but. it's been treated so underwhelmingly so far that its hard not to think about it as such.
and i don't blame the other hells at all, really. they were on the moon! and then FCG died and who knew if Orym's deal was relevant any longer! one of their own spontaneously learning to teleport is just an average tuesday for them! (as i've joked before, they might just think its ashari shit! [FCG voice] he's doing it! his aramante!)
as someone who's been playing a similarly reticent and repressed character for the last year and a half in a weekly COfD game, one thing i quickly learned is that if you sit back and wait for the other pcs to ask, you might be waiting a really long time. if you're waiting for the other pcs not just to ask but to push and prod over your continued avoidance, you might be waiting forever. the other players are fallible, and probably don't know your character as well as you, and have their own characters as well as a billion other things to focus on. they may be too wrapped up in their own problems or the problems of the pcs who already shared to (or might simply be playing a character that would not) ask about yours.
take the confession during swordgate: it was in the middle of a tense situation where one of the party members (Laudna) was in clear emotional distress, two of them (Imogen and Ashton) were completely focused on her, and two of them (Dorian and Braius) didn't know what Orym even meant by it or that it was a secret up to that point. that left Fearne and Chetney, and Chetney may or may not have been asleep at the time. so that leaves Fearne. she clearly clocked it and has the most reason to care, but Fearne is honestly even more emotionally repressed and avoidant than Orym, and with all due respect to Ashley, she is not who i would rely on for "initiating rp conversations" and "remembering things."
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(Also Fearne tried to check on Orym earlier that day and this was his response, so like.)
TTRPGS are collaborative, yeah, but i would argue that part of that is not leaving the responsibility of your own character’s development largely to the other players. Or if you do, accepting that you might be playing a character whose vivid inner life remains entirely hidden, and also that that might not be as interesting to the other players as the things they can readily interact with. Which makes it less likely for them to follow up on it, and so on, until "sold the rest of my life to a hag to protect everyone" kind of feels like a damp squib.
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msnanu · 1 year ago
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Life Twist 07 | JJK
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⏤ banner by the talented and sweet: @archivedkookie ❣
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⏤summary ❧ After an enormous loss in your life and breaking a long relationship with your now ex boyfriend, you decided you needed a life twist. So you move into a new country to try restart your life and seek for your happiness. What you weren’t expecting was someone like Jungkook entering into your life as soon as you got to Seoul.
⏤𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 ❧ jungkook x female reader
⏤𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘳𝘦 ❧ fluff, angst, smut, slow burn, 4 years age gap (reader is JK’s noona)
⏤𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 ❧ mature language
⏤𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 ❧ 10.9K+
⏤ author’s note❧ Sorry babes, I took a few days off since I was sick during last week and the update took longer than expected! 😷 Please enjoy this new chapter and I'll be waiting your thoughts on it as always 🤗. I'm excited for this one and what's coming up next!! FYI - I didn't get to finish editing the whole chapter as throughly as I wanted so it might have mispellings, bear with me💜
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Last night was a dream. You wake up today with Jungkook kissing your neck and mumbling a ‘Good morning beautiful’ that made your stomach flip on itself.
‘Good morning handsome’ you said as you turned around wrapping your arms around his body.
Jungkook watched with bated breath as your eyes looked over him, admiring him. He’d grown more accustomed with your gaze, but still, every time your eyes were on him made him anxious.
‘I feel like I haven’t had enough time with you’ You kissed just beneath his left cheek. There was a thin scar there caused by a fight he had with his older brother when they were kids.
He felt his heart was about to rip out of his rib cage and smiled at you saying ‘You’ve had me all night’ even though he felt exactly the same, he couldn’t get enough of you.
‘Although to be honest, I feel that’s nowhere near plenty of time’ said Jungkook again making you smile sweetly at him.
‘If we take all the time we’d like, I don’t think we’d ever leave this room’ you said while giggling. The giggle that came from your lips was menacing.
‘I wouldn’t complain. Would you?’
‘Not a bit’ you responded while your hand started to caress him at his collarbone, fingertips ghosting along his warm, soft skin. His chest felt pleasant against your fingers.
‘Are you cold?’ You asked him, taking note of the goosebumps that rose on his tattooed arms.
‘No’ He answered quietly.
Your eyes flickered up to meet his. You had already noticed his cock was hard as a rock, and you suddenly felt horny yourself. Just the thought of having him on your mouth again was making you salivate. You leaned down to kiss just over his heart.
Jungkook turned his head, his hand coming up to the back of your head.
You continued to move down Jungkook’s torso, your kisses becoming a little more wet and less planned out. He remained tense, his fingers curling into your hair just slightly.
He let out a breath of relief and his head fell back on to the pillows.
‘Jeez, baby. Not even 10AM and you’re already making me go crazy’
You hummed against him, teeth nipping at his hip bone.
‘Y/N’ he said your name sternly.
‘What?’ You lifted your head to get a better look at him. Your hand slipped beneath the blankets that kept you both warm. Nimble fingers found his cock. He jolted and hissed. Your fingers were cold against the heat of his manhood, erected waiting for you to touch him.
‘You don’t have to do it, baby’ His hand wrapped around your wrist, but he didn’t pull you away from him.
You pouted, sticking out your bottom lip and you said ‘But JK’. He was about to fold; you look so fucking cute looking at him with that pouty mouth.
‘We should get up, baby’ said Jungkook while he shook his head, propping himself up on one elbow. It’s not like he didn’t want you to suck his dick, he was delighted to. But he didn’t want you to feel like you had to do it just because he had a boner. It’s something totally normal in the mornings to happen, even more if he’s waking up by your side and you’re only using that damn long shirt that Jungkook just wants to take it off you.
‘Let me do this for you first, baby’ you whined a little, pulling against his hold on your wrist and reaching for his cock again. You gripped the base of him, enjoying the way he shivered, and his head lulled back while he spited a curse through his mouth.
‘Fuck’
‘You don’t let me spoil you enough, JK’
You moved once more to lay horizontally across the bed while you keep yourself underneath the blankets. Kissing along his hip where skin and muscle were pulled tight over his hip bone.
‘I’m trying to do something for you, but you don’t make it easy’ you said in a teasingly manner.
Your teeth scraped gently along his hip, and you noticed he was silent, so you stopped your actions.
‘You’d tell me if I’m making you uncomfortable, wouldn’t you?’ You lifted your head to meet his gaze.
His eyes widened for a second and then he said sweetly ‘You aren’t, baby’.
‘But you would tell me, wouldn’t you?’
He nodded.
‘Then why won’t you let me?’ You faked a little pout. ‘Did you not enjoy it last night?’
‘No, no. That’s not it. Definitely not it at all’ he responds almost immediately, you wanted to chuckle at him, but you maintained your pout while you said, ‘Then what is it?’
‘Because I-I don’t- Ah, fuck!’ He cursed, hips bucking up as you licked the underside of his cock. ‘Don’t-don’t want you to think that’s what I want from you.’
‘Silly boy’ You kissed his cockhead tenderly. ‘You’re allowed to want this from me. You’re human. It’s okay for you to want something like this from me’
And there goes Jungkook’s sanity out of the window. If you wanted this, he wasn’t going to deny it from you.
Your thumb swiped over his slit, spreading the dribbling clear precum around. You looked up at him through your lashes as you put his cock between your lips. His chest heaved with every breath he took.
You only took in the tip, swirling your tongue around and moaning softly. Jungkook reached out to put his hand in your hair. Your free hand rubbed along his thigh, squeezing here and there while you sucked on his hefty cock.
Your name fell from his lips like a prayer, sweat glistening across his flushed skin. You hallowed out your cheeks, offering more suction, and took more of him until he bumped the back of your throat. You hummed around him, delighted with the way he responded.
‘Ah, fuck!’ He lost control of his hips for a moment and bucked upwards, causing his thick member to slip down your throat and choke you. Being that you weren’t ready for it, you pulled up. Your hand on his thigh tightened. As you pulled off him, you sputtered and coughed a little.
‘Shit! Shit, Y/N. I-I’m so sorry-’
‘Baby, don’t worry, it’s okay.’ You cut him off, wanting to stop all his worry and anxiety over hurting you. Your hand traveled up from his thigh to his lower stomach, admiring his toned muscles that rested there. ‘You didn’t hurt me’
He nodded at you and pressed his lips together in a firm line, brows drawn together as he looked down at you. He had been enjoying himself, you knew that. His pupils were blown wide, nearly perfect circles instead of slits.
You moaned out loud, a broken and desperate sound as you ducked right back down to wrap your lips around the head of Jungkook’s cock. You swirled your tongue around the head, moaning around him. You could feel his blood rushing through him, could feel it pulse in his stamina run.
Those strong fingers in your hair tugged, pushing you further down and you surely loved it. Loved when Jungkook took control, loved when you were reminded so physically how powerful JK is. It was a rush to know this man - this beautiful, cute, brilliant man - was under you. Was falling apart from your mouth on him. You could feel the muscles in Jungkook’s thighs tensing under your hands as he rocked into your mouth, and you couldn’t avoid moaning around him.
With one hand, you reached to palm at yourself over your underwear that was drenched at this point as you bobbed your head, you felt so hot you couldn’t help it, you were touching yourself the same time you were giving pleasure to Jungkook, you never felt so desperate for a man in your entire life.
You swallowed around him, moaning each time Jungkook’s fingers tightened in your hair. With every sound Jungkook made, every breathy moan of your name, you bobbed your head faster.
His gaze travelled down your body, his cock twitching in your mouth at the sight in front of him. Glancing down he noticed you’d managed to slide a hand between your legs without his permission. Jungkook tutted in a feigned disappointment.
‘You know, you should ask before doing that’ said Jungkook with his dark raspy voice and you almost moan at his tone, he sounded so fucking hot.
The hand in your hair reluctantly let go and instead left a quick, sharp slap on your behind, causing you to moan around his cock. ‘At least let me watch, baby’
He tugged at your thighs, turning your ass to face him, and groaned at what he found. Your fingers were already pumping in and out of your delicious cunt, completely coated in your slickness.
‘I should be the one making you cum’ he said sounding so demanding.
‘Fuck’ you couldn’t help to stop working on his cock and curse out, his little dirty talk was driving you mad to the core. You must focus on making him cum Y/N, come on – you thought to yourself while occupying your mouth again and sucking his dick expertly.
He couldn’t resist; Jungkook reached out to rub at your swollen clit idly, gritting his teeth and brows furrowing together when the vibrations of another moan yours surged through his cock. A shiver ran down his spine as you continued to make sounds of pleasure around him.
You could feel the veins of his cock twitching and seconds later the first strips of cum landing on your tongue. Jungkook’s hands clenched up when he came, grabbing harshly your thighs and you were sure that’ll leave a mark, but you didn’t care. He threw his head back, gasping out something that might have been your name. And you kept going through it, while Jungkook occupied himself again making wonders with his tongue on your clit. You whimpered around Jungkook’s cock, feeling a tingle run through your body as the taste of him kept hitting you.
When you finally pulled off of Jungkook’s cock, you licked at your lips with another little moan. Meanwhile he was determined to make you cum in record time, he sucked desperately at your clit, letting his teeth graze it just like he did last night, making you see the stars. He closed his teeth around it, giving it the slightest tug. Your hips stuttered forward, a barely contained shout of his name filling the room while you were climaxing all over him. God, he is amazing with his mouth. Your slick coated his face. You whimpered loudly as he placed a soft kiss against your clit before letting you come back to your senses and turn around while you fall back by his side, smiling at the intense orgasm he just gave you.
Jungkook, still breathing heavy, moved at a fast pace and grabbed your shirt to tug you up into his lap. You both rushed in for a kiss, your noses bumping and very nearly missing. Jungkook licked into your mouth eagerly, chasing the taste of himself.
Once you stopped all the kissing, Jungkook takes a good look of your cute form, your lips red and swollen when he says ‘You woke me up in the most splendid way, baby’ while smiling at you.
‘Mhmm, I’m glad you liked it. I loved it too’ and you grin at each other.
‘I’m gonna take a shower, you can go after me if you want, I have some clean clothes from Chris here that should fit on you. I’ll make some breakfast for us once I finish, okay?’ you said while getting up of the bed.
‘K, go Noona, but first a kiss’
You cupped his face and give him a long kiss before winking at him and going towards your bathroom.
Jungkook stayed on the bed with a smile plastered on his face. He never felt this happy.
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You were already cleaned up, making breakfast for you two at your kitchen while JK finished showering when suddenly your phone vibrates and the screen lights up informing you have a new message. You take a quick look to see it and you come upon with a notification with Minho’s name on it.
You haven’t talked to him since you decided to part ways, but you did agree with him on staying friends. You think it’s been enough time for both of you to not feel that awkward at being just friends and even though you don’t usually stay friends with the guys you’ve dated, it wasn’t like you had a long relationship with him or even something official and he is honestly a good guy, someone who is definitely worth to have in your life.
So, you open the message app to respond his message while waiting for the coffee to be ready.
Minho: ‘Hey Y/N! It’s been a minute since we talked. How have you been? I’m already settled in Australia 🙂‘
‘Hi Minho! I’m happy you’re already settled, how is it living there? I’ve been doing great thankfully, swamped with new projects at work but things are going pretty well!’
Minho: ‘Being honest, it’s been amazing! I was slightly worried about being homesick but the people in the new office made me feel as if I was at home since the very first day, so I have no complains so far. Hope I didn’t wake you up, I just realized that we have a slight time difference’
‘I totally get you; I had the same feeling when I moved to Seoul, I was afraid to not fit in the society haha. It’s nice to know everything’s working out for you! ‘
‘Don’t worry, you didn’t wake me up, I was actually about to have breakfast with Jungkook’
Minho: ‘Thanks! Not gonna lie tho. It was pretty hectic the first few days at the office, but now I feel like all my efforts are finally paying off’
Minho: ‘Oh, right, Jungkook! Say hi for me! I don’t want to interrupt anything 🤭 and I also have a work meeting in a few minutes, so I’ll let you be. I was curious to know how you been doing. I’m happy to know everything worked out for you too🙂, stay in touch!’
The coffee machine started to make a noise letting you know the coffee was ready to be served, so you leave your phone and go grab two mugs to pour the coffee.
While doing so, you feel Jungkook’s arms going around your waist from behind and you smile by the feeling of having him so close to you again. He leans down and places a soft kiss to your cheek making you feel all sorts of butterflies through your body.
‘I missed you’ he says.
‘Mhmm, I missed you too. Do Chris’s clothes fit you well, baby?’ you say while turning around and handing over to Jungkook his mug.
‘Well, it’s like using one size smaller that what I’m used to, but it works. Chris doesn’t have as much muscle as I do, baby’ he says while winking at you and taking a sip of the coffee you’ve just handled him.
‘Yeah, Chris is not a gym enthusiast like you. He just does it to maintain his figure and to hook up with every girl he meets at the gym’ you say while snorting.
Jungkook chuckles saying ‘Now that you say that, I just remembered something. This week when he came to the gym, he tried to hit on a girl that he already had hooked up with, but he had forgotten about her. The girl almost kicks his ass, you should have seen it. I think he’s losing his touch’
You both laugh for a solid minute, and you say ‘God, I would have loved to see his face! He usually has a good memory for the girls he hooked up with. He must have something else in his mind, his work is draining him lately’
‘I swear the panic face he had was invaluable’ said Jungkook while snickering and then he continued ‘He mentioned something about the new project at his work, I’m sure he has his mind on that, you know how serious he gets with his work’
You nod at him while thinking about your best friend for a second. You made plans with Chris to hang out today at the afternoon, you’ll take him to the same cat café you went with Emma and Aria, you know he would love it. He’s a cat lover same as you. Well, to be honest you love dogs too, but Chris is more drown to cats.
Suddenly you remember your little talk with Minho via messages a few minutes ago and that you didn’t respond his last message yet. You think you should tell Jungkook about it. It’s not like there’s something going on between Minho and you anymore, but you think you might feel weird if you found out that Jungkook talks with Lina or any other girl he used to hook up without telling you. So, it’s better for you to tell him, you don’t want to hide anything from him, and you want to assure him that he can trust you.
So, while you are eating your breakfast along with Jungkook you say ‘Minho texted me. He wanted to know how I’ve been’
You immediately feel Jungkook’s gaze on you.
‘Minho… as in the guy you dated before me?’
‘Yes, the only Minho we both know’
His eyebrows furrow and says, ‘So, you’re still in touch with him?’
‘To be honest it’s the first time that he reaches out to me since we broke things off. But we did say we were going to stay friends’
Jungkook scoffs at that and replies ‘Yeah, I’m sure he wants to be friends with you’
‘Am I sensing some jealousy?’ you snicker and push a little bit with your shoulder over to Jungkook that barely moves while he gives a small chuckle but then you notice his look is serious, and you immediately get serious too and say ‘Hey – do you not trust me?’
He sighs because he is jealous indeed, but he doesn’t want you to misinterpret him, he trusts you. So, he grabs your hand while kissing your knuckles ‘I do, baby. But I don’t trust him’
‘If you trust me then you don’t have nothing to worry about, I’m with you. Plus, he lives in Australia now, remember? I really don’t think he’s gonna try anything being 5000 miles away. I’m sure there’s plenty other women where he is now’ and Jungkook nods his head while he’s still spacing out.
So, you grab your phone and show to Jungkook the messages while saying ‘See, nothing to worry, he now knows I’m with you’
Jungkook’s features soften. He didn’t want you to feel obligated to say to Minho that you’re dating him or to show him your messages, even if he’s insanely jealous it’s your privacy and you are entitled to talk with whoever you want. Then he realizes Minho’s response didn’t sound as someone who’s surprised when you told him that you were having breakfast with Jungkook.
‘He’s weird. He didn’t even sound surprised when you told him you were with me’ says Jungkook and he doesn’t want to be a douchebag just because he’s jealous so he thinks he should say hi at least to him ‘Um, say hi to him too. And also, next time you don’t need to show me your messages. I respect your privacy and I trust you, noona’ while you just nod at him with a little grin and text Minho back with your final response.
‘Working on the weekends too, huh? I guess that’s what happens when you’re the CEO! Haha. Jungkook says hi too. Thanks for reaching out, Minho! Talk to u soon hopefully, fighting!’
You leave your phone at the kitchen counter and then you go on explaining Jungkook why Minho didn’t even sound surprised at the news of you being with Jungkook.
‘He doesn’t sound surprised because he knew about you and me, since before we broke things off’
Jungkook’s doe eyes widen and he’s the one surprised now.
‘He did?’
You nod your head and continue ‘Remember when we got together in the bar with all the guys and Minho came with me?’
‘How could I not remember? I wanted to rip his head off’
You snicker along with him and then say ‘Yeah, well… suffice to say you were not the most discreet person; you were sending daggers towards him the whole night and he obviously noticed it because when we got to my place, he asked me if there was anything between us’
‘And what did you say?’
‘I said the truth. When I met Minho, I told him that I was expecting to be with certain guy that night but that I saw him with another girl’
Jungkook cringes at the thought of that night and how everything unraveled so differently to what he expected thanks to Lina meddling between you two.
‘At that time, I didn’t mention that the guy was you. So, when Minho asked me if there was anything between us, I told him that you were the guy that I expected to be that night at the club. But I also told him that I was now with him, and he shouldn’t be worried because you knew I was dating him, and you were going to be respectful of that. He said that he trusted me, and he didn’t talk about it anymore’
Well, now it has much more sense to Jungkook why Minho didn’t act surprised.
‘To be honest I don’t know if I would have been respectful for much longer. I was losing it’
You both laugh at his words while you stand up and grab the dirty dishes to wash them up.
‘So…did you go slow with him too?’ you hear Jungkook ask from behind you.
You suddenly tense and you keep your gaze out of Jungkook’s curious eyes.
‘Um…not quite’ you say slightly worried about telling the truth. Why the hell are you worried? You slept with Minho the first night that you met him, that’s it. You did nothing wrong. Maybe it’s just because you don’t want to make Jungkook think that you somehow don’t want to have sex with him, or you don’t trust him enough.
‘Noona, it’s okay you don’t have to tell me about it if you don’t want to’
‘It’s not that I don’t want to tell you. It’s just…’ you trail your response trying to find the best way to explain what’s on your mind right now.
‘Just…?’ repeats JK after you.
You sigh while turning around meeting Jungkook’s eyes again and say ‘I slept with Minho the same night that we met at the club’
‘Oh’ it’s all Jungkook said. His gaze went straight to the kitchen counter, and he stayed quiet.
You were already seeing him overthinking everything and before his mind could go elsewhere you said ‘Hey, I don’t want you to overthink this. To be honest, I was extremely frustrated that night, Minho showed up, we clicked, and it just happened. I honestly did it thinking that it was gonna be a one-night stand, even when I’m not the kind of person that does that, not that I’m judging anyone who does but it’s just that I don’t usually sleep with guys on the first night I met them’
Before Jungkook could tell you that you don’t have to explain yourself you pause him going by his side and grabbing his hand you say ‘With Minho it was only about sex’
Okay, that sounded so much better in my head – you think -
‘Wow, it’s so good to hear that’ says Jungkook ironically while rolling his eyes at you.
‘Ugh, that came out wrong’ you say while rubbing your temples.
 ‘What I was trying to say is that, with you it’s different, I like you…a lot. And I like you since the very first day I met you, for me with you it’s not just about sex and that scares me a little bit. Things didn’t start exactly the way I would want to with all the Lina drama and the fights we had, and I really want to make it work with you and that’s the only reason why I said maybe we should go slow and take our time’
Jungkook smiles at you, cups your face, and then proceeds to plant kisses on your cheek, then your nose, your forehead and then finally places a peck in your lips.
‘I want to make it work with you too and we’ll take the time it’s needed to make sure it does’
You grin and then say ‘You won’t have to wait a lot longer tho. I won’t be strong enough and it’s really hard to control when you look like this’ while pointing at him.
‘I know, I’m irresistible’ he says while wiggling his eyebrows and you roll your eyes at him.
‘Ugh, you’re so cocky sometimes, but you really are irresistible I’ll give you that’ you punch him in his arm, and he shows his bunny smile as you return to wash the dirty dishes.
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‘Oh my god I’m the happiest person in the world’ squeaked your best friend.
He looks like a little kid patting a little calico cat that was resting on his lap.
‘I knew you were going to love this place, it’s cat paradise’
‘I don’t know how the hell I’ve been living here for 2 years, and I never came here before’
‘I’m the one that usually drags you to these kind of places with me, so it makes sense that you didn’t come until now. You were too busy with your hook ups and work before’
Chris laughed and said ‘That sounds about right’
‘Speaking off… I found out that the other day at the gym you had a nice encounter with a previous hook up’ you say while giggling at your friends unamused face.
‘Ugh, that traitor, I knew JK was going to tell you, that brat has been teasing me since that happened’
‘Hey now – since when we have secrets?’ you snicker while throwing him a napkin at him and you both laugh in unison.
‘I gotta say tho, I would have paid to see your face when you found out it was someone you actually had already hooked up with’
‘I almost shit myself; she was so angry. And I don’t blame her, she must think I’m an asshole now’
‘Well, you kinda are’
‘Hey!’
‘Just kidding! So, what’s going on in your head that you’re so distracted that you don’t even recognize your hook ups?’
‘Just work kicking my ass as always. I’m working on this new project; it’s not as demanding as the last one because at least I get to hang out with you and the guys from day to day. But honestly, I think I should take some days off as soon as I’m done with it, I’ve been working nonstop for the last 2 years, and I feel like the last project really drained my energy, I putted a lot of effort on that one’
‘I totally agree. You need some vacations to recharge and have some time for yourself, bestie. You deserve it, you’re such a hard worker. And it’s only human to feel drained sometimes, especially when you’re so dedicated to your work as you are. You shouldn’t feel guilty for wanting to enjoy your life, 2 years without vacations it’s insane. So, now that I’m here I’m going to make sure you put a stop to being a work-acholic’ you say while smiling at your best friend sweetly.
‘God, I didn’t know how much I missed having you around, you always get me’
‘Soulmates for life’ you say while you both clink your coffee mugs giggling.
‘So…how’s it going with JK?’
‘It’s going amazing, last night we had our first date’
You go on telling your best friend all the details about the dreamy date you had with JK and how he had organized and decorated the balcony at the club, cooked dinner for you and prepared all the picnic beautifully.
‘Wow, I’m impressed. He can be romantic when he’s not busy being a brat’
‘He really is. And tonight, he invited me on another date’ you say proudly
‘Two nights in a row? I’m surely seeing that you both are “taking things slow”’ says your best friend snorting at you.
‘Hey – we haven’t had sex yet’
‘No, you just had his dick on your mouth, and he had your pussy in his, I can see how slow you’re going’
‘Piss off. It’s not an easy task not to have sex with him when he looks that hot’ you say while you get lost thinking about his veiny tattooed arms. God, how gorgeous Jungkook is.
Your best friend notices you are spacing out while thirsting over Jungkook and he’s the one to throw you a napkin now to bring you back to Earth.
‘You’re so fucking horny! Please, get laid’
‘Yeah, I don’t think I’m gonna last longer. It takes so much effort not to jump at him every time I see him’
Chris starts to laugh because he can’t believe what he’s hearing. You didn’t have a problem on taking your time with the previous guys you’ve dated.
‘I don’t think I ever heard you this horny about a guy ever’
‘Me neither. Until JK, I haven’t met someone that could make me get wet by just looking at me’ you say while your best friend was taking another sip of his coffee.
Chris starts coughing and he almost chokes at your raw comment while you start laughing at his widened eyes. You two always talked freely with each other but usually those kinds of comments came out from your best friend’s mouth, and you were the one that used to get disgusted at his rawness. The tables have surely turned.
‘Y/N! That’s TMI! I love you and I’m happy that you’re getting some, but please, eww! I don’t want to think about you and my friend in that situation’ says Chris with a disgusted face and swinging his arms above his head as if he was erasing the picture of you and JK together.
You laugh at him until tears are gathering in your eyes.
‘I’ve put up with you and your million hook ups over the years, so suck it up big boy’ you say while cleaning the few tears that dropped on your cheeks.
‘Fair enough, I’ll have to get used to you two humping like rabbits. Anyways, what’s the plan for the tonight’s date?’ said your best friend trying to change the subject.
‘Um, tonight’s a little bit simpler than yesterday. We are having movie night at JK’s place’
‘Somehow I don’t think you’ll get to see any movie’ says Chris while wiggling his eyebrows.
‘Honestly, I think we really are going to watch a movie. Back at my place earlier we were talking about our favorite movies and JK got outraged when I told him I haven’t seen the last movie of Avengers yet so; he wants to make sure I watch it because he said, and I quote “It’s the best movie ever”’
‘Oh yeah, forget about it then, he’s gonna make you see the movie from start to end. He has a deep love for Ironman and RDJ’
‘Yeah, I’ve noticed. He looked like a little kid talking about it, such a cutie’ you say giggling reminiscing how sweet JK looked talking about Ironman.
‘Ugh, you two are obnoxious’ he says, and you stick your tongue at him while he raises his middle finger, and you gasp putting your hand in your chest faking you’re outraged.
Immediately you both start to laugh at each other. You must look like two idiots teasing each other.
‘K, I’m gonna go to the bath please behave meanwhile’ you said while getting up and chuckling along with your best friend.
‘Always, bestie’ he replies while playing with the Calico cat that’s still on his lap.
When you come back from emptying your bladder you see your best friend talking to the waitress, well not talking but clearly, flirting. You snort while shaking your head. He’s unbelievable, he really doesn’t waste his time at all.
The waitress leaves your table all blushed after Chris gives her back her phone. He obviously asked her number.
You take your place again while grabbing a Siamese kitten that was surrounding you and start patting him in his belly while you start inquiring your best friend.
‘What the hell did you tell her? She looked like a tomato’
‘Ahh, you know, this and that. I got myself a date for tonight too. Her name is Irene’ says Chris with a smug face.
‘You really have a talent with ladies. Just make sure you remember her face this time’ you say while laughing and Chris’s smug face erases.
‘Fuck you’
‘Oh, come on, it’s just a little joke. I love you, bestie’ you say giving him puppy eyes and pouting, you know he can't resist when you do that expression.
He sighs and says ‘I love you too, babe’
‘Did Jin contact you about your birthday?’ suddenly asks Chris
Oh, right, your birthday is next weekend. You were already forgetting about it. And Jin had volunteered himself to be the party planner.
Jin had only texted to ask you if you preferred your party at the night club or a bar with pool tables, bowling, etcetera. You told him you preferred a bar this time. You like going to night clubs from time to time but you can’t properly have a talk with your friends there, so you think this time is better to celebrate in a bar.
‘He only texted me to ask me where I preferred the party to be placed, I told him I preferred a bar and then he told me to not worry, that he was on it. So, I don’t have a lot of information about what he has on mind’
‘He’s really good throwing parties so don’t worry. Plus, he’s using me to get all the information he needs. I imagined you were going to choose the bar, but I told him he should ask you first to confirm’
‘You know me so well, bestie. I’m pretty sure that if Jin is relying on your knowledge about me, it’ll be a good ass party’
‘You bet’ he said smiling at you sweetly.
You talked for around one more hour with Chris while enjoying the kittens company. You hugged outside the cat café for a little while promising to see each other again during the week and you parted ways heading back to your place to prepare yourself for your movie night with JK.
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You were just out of the shower when your phone vibrates with a new message notification popping on the screen.
JK :) : ‘Hey baby, how was the cat café with Chris?’
JK :) : ‘Am I too clingy if I say that I miss u already? 😳’
Gosh, you’re so fucking whipped. You are smiling like an idiot while immediately responding his message.
‘Hi cutie! It was great! Chris was so excited, he looked like an 8-year-old surrounded with the kittens. I took a video of him squeaking when a Calico cat sat on his lap 🤣’
You look through your gallery and sent JK the video you took of Chris at the cat café while giggling.
‘I don’t know if that makes you clingy or not, but I really don’t care because I miss you too already, baby ’ you respond at his last message and you leave your phone for a bit in your nightstand while you start drying your hair.
JK :) : ‘lol, I haven’t seen Chris this excited ever, he really looks like a little kid. I’m glad you had a good time together’
JK :) : ‘Yah noona! You’re making me blush! But I like it tho’
JK :) : ‘What time should I pick you up, baby?’
‘Yeah, he acted like a little kid for a while but then went full on Chris-mode and ended up getting himself a date tonight with the waitress 😂’
‘You don’t have to pick me up, don’t worry about it, baby. I’ll call an Uber! Just text me your address, I think I can be there in about an hour if that’s okay with you’
JK :) : ‘I mean, I would be lying if I said I’m surprised that he hit on the waiteress. He really doesn’t waste any time’
 JK :) : ‘Baby I don’t mind going to pick you up at all, it’s already night time I don’t want you to take a cab all by yourself. I can be there in an hour’
‘I know you don’t mind picking me up. I’ll send you my location when I’m at the Uber, so you don’t have to worry about me getting kidnapped 🙃. I have to finish getting ready, cutie’
‘Text me the address! I’ll see u in an hour, 😘’
JK :) : ‘Ugh, okay. Chris was right… you really are stubborn sometimes, noona! 😒’
You snickered seeing his last message and then continued preparing yourself while your phone vibrated again. You checked your phone screen again and saw that JK had already sent you his address, so you reserved an Uber to pick you up in about an hour.
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Since you knew it was a movie night date you went for a simpler outfit than yesterday. You went for a white crop top and black skinny jeans with your black Air Jordan’s.
Once you got into the Uber you sent JK your location so he wouldn’t get worried. Your place and his wasn’t that far away, it was less than 10 minutes away on a car drive.
When you arrived you couldn’t help but to think what a nice building and neighborhood he lives on, it’s quieter than your place but still near the city. You definitely are going to hunt apartments on this area when you are finally settled.
For now, you are renting where you’re living. You rented your actual apartment thinking about living there about 6 months or a year and then when you have more time and feel like going apartment hunting, you’ll start looking properties so you can be an owner and stop depending on rent.
Rent is not cheap on Seoul, it’s an expensive city to live on but thanks to your dad’s inheritance you were able to afford a nice apartment for yourself if you wanted to.
You were greeted at the entrance by a middle-aged man who you realize is the concierge.
‘Good evening, Miss. I’m the concierge, Park Baekhyun’
You politely returned his greeting, and he asked you to what apartment you were going to and your name, you told him your name and the apartment ‘613’ as JK had texted you earlier his apartment number.
‘Oh yes, Miss Y/N you can take the elevator upstairs. Mr. Jeon had already informed that you were coming,’ said Mr. Park while showing you the way to the elevators.
‘Great. Thank you, Mr. Park’ you respond offering him a smile.
This building is posh. You’re not sure if it’s something normal in Seoul to have concierge but back in your homeland only the most luxurious apartments have a concierge. And in your actual apartment there isn’t one even though it’s a really nice building and it has great amenities. You think is cool to have a concierge, it gives a lot more sense of security.
You get out of the elevator and ring the bell at the ‘613’ apartment, not even 30 seconds later the door opens, and you find yourself already checking out Jungkook who’s smiling at you brightly.
He takes your breath away and it’s not like he’s made a lot of effort on his outfit. He’s only wearing grey sweatpants and a black oversized shirt. His sleeve of tattoos on his arm is fully displayed for you to enjoy.
Your trail of sinful thoughts is interrupted by his sweet voice while he grabs you by the wrist gently and engulfs you in a hug.
‘Finally. Hi gorgeous’ he says while placing a kiss on the top of your head.
‘Hi handsome’ you say while returning the hug that you don’t want to ever end.
He smells so good. You realize you already missed his scent. It’s insane how attached to him you feel. It’s also scary, even though your fear is slowly fading away as you spend more and more time by his side.
‘Come on baby, I’ll give you a little apartment tour’ he says while closing the door behind you.
‘Aren’t you going to give me a kiss first at least?’ you say while pouting at him
‘God. Stop pouting at me, you make me weak. I’ll give you all the kisses you want, noona’ he says while you mischievously smile at him.
Suddenly he realizes the crop top you're wearing, showing off some of your belly and rib area. His gaze goes straight to your tattoos that are placed on your left rib cage area.
You never told him you had tattoos and he never saw them until now. He traces with his thumb the delicate and colourful tattoo of a flower that extends on your left side. He also saw a date number above the flower that knowing you, he assumes it has something to do with your father. Maybe his birth date.
'I didn't know you had any tattoos, baby. They look so good on you'
You're starting to feel shivers from his touch on your body. He really has a big effect on you.
'I- I have 3 tattoos but they're not that visible as you can see' you start stuttering, you can't function well when his touch is still on you.
'The flower and the date are 2 tattoos. Where's the third one, baby?' he asks with that raspy voice that drives you insane.
'T-the third one is under my right breast. Fuck-' you curse while his hold on you tightens. 'Y-you'll have to wait a little bit to see that one I guess, baby'
He grunts and quickly cups your face and kisses you intensely. The two of you were locked in a passionate kiss, one that you both hoped would never end, your hands were resting against his hips and his were now tangled in your hair.
You led him to the wall, and he felt his backside slam against it and let out a grunt. You weren’t paying attention, you didn’t care anything else, you just wanted to keep him close to you.
He was such an addiction to you. You wouldn’t stop kissing him, your lips never straying too far from his. You explored his lower body with your hands while your lips were finding their way to his neck, you kissed and bit his skin with such a gentleness that he almost didn’t feel it at all. 
Almost as if you could hear his thoughts, you became a bit rougher, and dug your nails into his arms, you pulled him away from the wall only to shove him back against it and started to suck on his neck.
Jungkook felt like he was connected with you in a way he could never be with anyone else, you were like the piece that completed the puzzle of his life.
He suddenly grabbed you by the arm, gently twisting it around so he could have the control of the situation, he pushed you against the wall, gentle enough to not hurt you but hard enough to force a moan from your lips. 
He kissed your neck and down to your shoulder, feeling your body shaking against him.  You put your arms around his neck and pulled him closer, the two risking suffocations just for the feeling of having their lips against each other’s.
This made him feel alive, it was exciting, strange, and new, and he didn’t think there was anyone in this world he would rather share this feeling with than you.
When you are finding almost out of breath you stop the kiss and Jungkook rests his head on your shoulder while both of your chest’s heave with quick breathes. You put your hand over his chest feeling his heart beating at a fast pace. He fully straightens and gives you one of his bunny smiles that can melt you down immediately.
‘How’s that for a kiss, baby?’ says Jungkook while caressing softly your face with his thumb.
‘It was way better than what I expected. You know, it’s hard stop kissing you’
‘If you didn’t notice, I feel the same way when I kiss you. We got to work on that, to control ourselves. The best way to do it is keep kissing each other, you know?’ he teases.
You laugh at his lame excuse to keep kissing you and he joins you while taking you on the apartment tour he promised a few minutes ago.
His apartment is bigger than yours, that’s for sure. Your apartment has only 1 bedroom whereas his has 2 bedrooms. He uses one of those as an office space, since he works a lot remotely, pretty much like you.
You work almost 80% of the month at home, from time to time you have meetings that you have to attend in person, so you go to the office only when it’s needed but thankfully your job is possible to do it daily remotely.
When he showed you his bedroom you saw a dog kennel and reminded you that he told you Bam lives with him. So, you asked about Bam’s whereabouts and JK said that Bami was staying with his brother these last few days because he wasn’t at home a lot and he felt guilty leaving him alone.
The kitchen is really big, it’s an open space that leads to the living room and a big balcony with amazing views to the Han River.
You recognize a videogame case that you know too well settled on a coffee table on the living room area.
‘You play Overwatch?’ you ask him while looking at the videogame
He nods while saying ‘Tae, Chris, Joey, Jimin and I usually play together. Do you play too, noona?’
‘Yeah. I used to play with Chris often, we haven’t played in a while though. But I always beat his ass’ you say while chuckling.
JK seems surprised that you also like to play Overwatch. Why do guys always seem impressed when you tell them you like to play videogames? It’s not an exclusive thing for men.
‘What? Surprised?’
‘Yeah, but not because you play Overwatch too. I’m just thinking where you have been all my life’ says JK making you blush for the 100th time.
‘You have to stop saying those things, my face is burning’
Jungkook just grins at you while coming closer and giving you another sweet hug.
‘I prepared bulgogi for tonight and of course we have kimchi too’ he says while hugging you.
‘Oh my god, that’s what smells so good? You really must teach me how to cook Korean food’
‘Sure baby, next time you can come earlier, and you’ll help me with the cooking. Now, let’s have dinner and then we can continue to watch the most amazing movie in history’
You laugh while shaking your head ‘You’re building too much expectation for this movie’
‘You’ll see. Ironman is amazing’ he says while going towards the kitchen.
The food was spectacular, he cooks insanely good. You find yourself asking how the hell you got so lucky to find this piece of man. He’s perfect at everything that he does, at least everything that you have seen from him until now. You almost feel like you must be thankful, to the Gods or to whoever is up there, that he had only came across with girls that clearly didn’t appreciate him enough and that you got to meet him before anyone else saw how amazing he is.
You chit chatted for a long time. He told you he was helping Jin with your birthday organization next week and you felt your heart getting warmer, he’s so sweet and caring.
You didn’t even realize that you were talking for hours until your cell phone alarm went off, letting you know it was time to take your birth control pills. That’s when you both saw what time it was and laughed at how time flies when two are together.
You helped him do the dishes even though he refused at first. But your stubbornness as always ended up winning.
He had cooked an amazing food for the second night in a row for you and the least you could do was helping him clean everything.
As soon as you were done with the dishes, he had already everything set on the living room to watch the movie. You really like Avengers movies but with all that had been going on in your life the past years you weren’t able to watch the last one.
The movie was really entertaining just as JK had said. He was so excited watching the movie that if you didn’t know that he already had watched you would think it’s his first time seeing it.
Somehow you both ended up crying while cuddling on the sofa when Ironman sacrifice himself. As you said before, you’re not the one to cry to often but movies make you sensitive. And it seems like Jungkook is just like you because he was sobbing by the end of the movie.
You remember how your ex insisted for years on you to watch the movie ‘Life is beautiful’. You knew that the movie was set in the Holocaust and specifically on a Nazi concentration camp, so you were refusing to watch that movie because you knew you were going to end up crying like a baby. Your ex finally convinced you to see it and you won’t ever forget the huge void on your stomach after seeing it. You were a sea of tears. So, you really avoid watching those kinds of movies that might make you cry.
You didn’t expect tho to end up crying while cuddling to JK because of an Avengers movie. You realize your sensitivity level has gone up definitely.
‘Okay, that really was the most amazing movie I’ve seen. You were right’ you said while cleaning the tears that were still falling.
‘See, I told you’ JK said while sniffing his tears
‘I can’t believe we are crying over Ironman’ you say while chuckling
‘Hey – He’s the best superhero ever’
‘Yeah, you’re right’ you say while cleaning his tears away and then you feel the urge to say to him ‘You’re too cute, you know?’
‘Mmhm, I know’ he says while humming with his eyes closed, enjoying your hands caressing his face.
‘I like it a lot spending time with you’
He feels like his heart skipped a beat at your words. He opens his beautiful doe eyes and grabs you by the back of your head and gives you a nice long kiss and then looks at you straight in the eyes.
‘You make me happy. I like it so much to spend time with you too, baby’
‘You make me happy too’
You realize how easily he is tearing down all your walls of defense that you had put up since you broke up with your ex-boyfriend. With Minho you never really got to feel this way. But with Jungkook it's like there's no way to have those walls around your heart, somehow, he always finds a way to slip inside it.
Suddenly you can’t help to yawn, you’re already sleepy. It was a busy day for both of you. Your yawn was followed by Jungkook’s, and you both laughed.
‘I think it’s time to go to bed, noona’
‘Yeah, I’m drained. Can I borrow a shirt from you to sleep on? I forgot to bring my pajamas, I brought only clothes to change tomorrow’
‘Of course, baby. I’m dying to see you wearing my clothes’
You snicker while he helps you getting up from the sofa, you could easily fall sleep on it, it’s so comfy.
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Yesterday you both fell sleep as soon as you landed on his bed. You swear that Jungkook's bed has some kind of sleeping effect because you are sure that in less than 1 minute you fell asleep.
When you got up today, Jungkook was already up working at his office space. Last night he had told you he had to work a little bit on the morning.
You pocked your head in his office. He was fully immersed drawing for a new videogame that he’s designing. He must have felt your gaze on him because he turned around a few seconds later and smiled at you.
‘Hi baby, good morning. Come here, give me a kiss’
You were only using the oversized t-shirt that he gave you last night to sleep and of course your underwear under it. He patted his lap inviting you to sit on it so you made your way to him while shily smiling.
‘Good morning, cutie’ you say while giving him a kiss on his lips.
‘I never thought I could enjoy so much seeing someone else wearing my clothes’
You grin and hide your face in the crook of his neck, smelling his sweet scent that you’ve come used to.
‘You look hot while working’
‘Only while working?’
‘Well, no, you look hot always to me. But I don’t know’ you say while caressing his face and then going up to his glasses while he gives you all the attention in the world ‘There’s something about this glasses that get me going’
‘If we weren’t taking things slow, I swear I would have already bended you on this desk and fucked you endlessly’ he says with his raspy voice and lusty gaze.
Your eyes widened while you felt your cheeks getting red and you swear your pussy clenched around nothing. Jungkook starts to laugh at your surprise face.
‘God, you’re the cutest when you’re flustered’ he says while placing a peck on your lips.
‘You’re such a tease. Anyways, I was thinking on taking a quick shower and then making breakfast for us. What do you think?’
‘Sure baby, I think you have all that you need in my bath, there’s a hair dryer on the cabinet near to the shower if you want. And about breakfast, I have to go to the grocery store because I don’t think I have anything for us to eat. We can order something for now if you’d like and later, you can come with me to buy supplies’
‘K, you want me to order or do you wanna do it?’
‘I’ll do it noona, there’s a place nearby that I’m sure you’re gonna love the food. You can go ahead and shower’
You nod at him and give him one last kiss before heading to his shower. Once you get off his lap, he slaps your butt shamelessly and you look at him with your eyes wide open while gasping.
‘What was that?’
‘Sorry, I couldn’t help it, it’s so tempting’
‘You’re unbelievable’ you say while snickering and walking out of his office and hearing his laugh from behind you.
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You had just finished drying your hair when you heard the doorbell ringing. JK was finishing a few details on his drawings, and you heard him from his office calling you. You grabbed another one of his oversized t-shirts and some sweatpants that he had told earlier you could use, it’s a few sizes smaller than what he uses normally so it was the only thing you could use without falling off you.
You get to his office already changed and he says sweetly ‘Baby, could you get that, please? It must be the food delivery, I already paid through the app. I’ll finish in a bit’
‘Yeah sure, cutie’
You quickly head towards the front door and open it with a ‘Good morning’ falling off your mouth and expecting to see the food delivery person, but you’re surprised to see a guy who looks almost as surprised as you. You realize he looks like Jungkook but slightly older and a little bit less muscular, the guy is with a dog by his side that you swear is Bam or at least looks like the pictures that JK showed you from Bam.
‘You’re not the food delivery guy I guess’
‘And you’re not my little brother’ says the guy pointing at you after chuckling a little bit.
And it suddenly hits you. It’s Jungkook’s older brother. And you’re dressed in his brother’s clothes. In the morning. Looking like you just got from bed, which you basically did.
You feel your face heating up on embarrassment. God, it’s the first time you see any Jungkook’s relative and you’re about to have a panic attack.
Suddenly the guy in front of you – aka JK’s brother - speaks again
‘Sorry, where are my manners? I’m Junghyun, Jungkook’s older brother, and you are?’ he says while extending his hand.
You nervously grab his hand that’s still extended, hoping that he doesn’t notice that your hand it’s sweating like crazy and shake it.
‘Sorry, I didn’t introduce myself either. I’m Y/N, JK’s… friend’.
Well, it’s not entirely truth but you’re not lying either, what should you say if not that? That you’re friends with benefits? No, you don’t feel like that with him. That you’re knowing each other? Maybe, that would be the most accurate. You’re not sure what is the correct definition of you and Jungkook at this point. And you don’t know what Jungkook would want you to say to his brother so, it’s easier to say that you’re his friend. Though, seeing Junghyun’s little smirk he didn’t buy the ‘friend’ part. But who can blame him when it’s 10AM and you’re in his brothers’ clothes opening his apartment door as if you lived there.
Thankfully, Jungkook comes to save the day before his brother could inquiry on why the hell, you’re the one opening his brother’s door.
‘What’s taking so long, baby? Did they made a mistake again with the order?’ he says before freezing on his place when seeing his brother and Bam at the door with you and your flaming cheeks.
He forgot his brother was coming to drop Bam. Idiot.
He suddenly awakes from his trance when he sees you glaring him asking for help with your eyes to get out of the situation.
‘Oh. Junghyun. I forgot you were bringing Bami’ says JK while walking towards the door and standing beside you.
He goes grab Bam who’s jumping excitedly after seeing him.
‘Yeah, sorry I forgot to text you when I was coming, I didn’t know you were with a friend’ he chuckled and made and emphasis on friend. And you just wanted for the Earth to swallow you.
You take the opportunity to escape.
‘K, I’ll leave you two alone so you can talk’ and you ran out of there like a coward.
What you don’t realize is that Jungkook’s brother is checking you out while you turn around quickly towards the living room area.
JK do realizes and immediately snaps his fingers in front of his brother’s face while angrily saying
‘Hey – Eyes here!’
‘Sorry. It’s just that your friend is insanely gorgeous. Is she single?’ he teases the youngest.
Jungkook glares the shit out of him and is about to give his brother a good punch when Junghyun starts to laugh.
‘I knew she wasn’t your friend. I mean it’s barely 10AM in the morning, she’s wearing your clothes, you called her ‘baby’ and you almost rip my head off when I was checking her out. Come on, I’m not that stupid. But I gotta say, she is gorgeous that is true’
‘Okay could you stop thirsting over her? She’s mine’
‘Oh, is she now? So, you have a girlfriend, and you didn’t think to tell your only brother?’
‘She’s not my girlfriend. Yet’
‘Oh, so she’s single? That means she’s available, maybe she likes the older version of you’
‘Junghyun, I’ll beat your ass if you even get close to the air she’s breathing’
His brother loves to tease him and Jungkook falls so easily on his jokes.
‘Calm down you lover boy. I would never take a girl from you. Jeez, you’re so whipped’
‘Fuck off hyung’
Junghyun snickers and then proceeds to deliver Bam’s leash over to JK’s hand.
‘Anyway, Bam was a good boy these last few days. He had a nice time over his uncle’s, isn’t that right Bami? Meanwhile your daddy was having fun with his new friend’
‘Ha ha very funny, hyung. Thanks for taking care of him, let me know if you need me to take care Song and Paeng one of these days too’
‘No worries little bro, I have to get going, I’ll talk you later’ says Junghyung and then proceeds to pock his head into the apartment and sees you on the couch watching something on your phone so he screams over to you ‘Bye Y/N, hope to see you soon’.
‘Oh, bye Junghyun, it was a pleasure to meet you’
‘Ohhh no, the pleasure was all mine’ says Junghyun while sending you a wink and waving goodbye which left you speechless and you just waved back with an awkward smile in your face.
Jungkook almost pushes his brother out of the apartment fuming because of his flirty tone towards you.
‘Yah! You brat – be respectful to your elders’
‘I told you she’s mine so back off’
Junghyun jokingly pinches Jungkook’s cheek that immediately hits his hand to take it off
‘I love to tease you. It’s so easy to make you angry’
‘Actually no, it’s not easy to make me angry. It’s only that you have the skills to make me easily angry’
He keeps snickering while entering the elevator ‘I’m your older brother, I have the right to be annoying with you. Anyways, see you soon little bro, enjoy your morning with your friend’
Jungkook closes the apartment door and supports himself against it while sighing, his brother really gets on his nerves sometimes.
Bam starts to ask for his attention while jumping at him.
‘Hey Bami, I missed you so much. Come on, there’s someone special that I have to introduce you to’ says JK while caressing him and walking towards the living room where you are trying to calm your nerves down from meeting Jungkook’s older and clearly flirty brother.
‘Sorry. I forgot my brother was bringing Bam’ says JK while scratching the back of his head as if he was afraid that you were angry with him because he sent you straight to his brother.
It must have been embarrassing for you, it’s not easy to explain your relationship with him right now.
‘Don’t worry about it. I was embarrassed as hell because it’s pretty obvious that I’m not your friend at all but never mind, what’s important now it’s this beautiful doggy here’ you say while crouching in front of Bam and trying to forget the embarrassing moment you just had.
‘Oh yes, Bami, this is someone really special, this is Y/N. You must be good with her so that way she’ll want to stay with daddy’ says sweetly Jungkook to Bam while also crouching by his side. Bam is enjoying your caressing and already laying on the floor while you rub his belly.
‘Daddy. I like the sound of that. Can I call you ‘daddy’ too?’ you mischievously say while looking straight to JK’s eyes.
Jungkook bites his lip ring trying to contain himself. The only person that he likes teasing him is - without a doubt – you, and you’re so good at it, you make him go crazy in a matter of seconds.
‘God. You’re such a menace, noona. You’ll make me do unholy things in front of Bami’ says JK.
You snicker and say ‘Sorry. I’ll have to get used to behave in front of Bam, is like having a kid’ while patting Bam.
Bam starts licking your free hand lovingly, like he's known you forever and you can't help to smile at him.
'Hi Bam, I've been wanting to meet you for a long time. Your daddy talks a lot about you' you say while Jungkook just looks at both of you with starry eyes.
He realizes he doesn't need anything else than this and he wants this moment to last forever.
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sakumasmut · 1 year ago
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hi a simple mayoi simp who keeps mispelling his name as moyai here.
mayoi having an s/o who's a pillow princess, who takes no initiative, and so he can only rely on palming at his own dick to be able to get off to his adorable little partner, he can barely handle the waiting they put him through, every time they don't go to fuck him leaves him wanting more and soon enough he snaps, wanting to fill all of their holes with the cum that's been building up in his cute little blue balls. When he finally gets to his adorable little s/o, he doesn't stop until tears are streaming down their face, making them feel everything he felt while they left him hanging for so long. He sobs while he defiles them, marking them over and over again with his sharp teeth, feeling so bad but not apologizing or stopping, he feels so good now that he's cum himself dry.
i also wanna imagine mayoi with an s/o who's a huge masochist and totally being into being stalked and harassed by him, having him taking creepy photos of them and watching them from the vents makes them excited and they love the fear they get from it, and they don't think Mayoi is disgusting or creepy for hiding in the vents or talking about scary stuff, they love him just the way he is and would love for him to use them as a fucktoy or something similar.
man. I am not okay. ANYWAYS. yeah, how did i do. this was my first thirst thing since turning 18 lmao
well, you probably put into words the thoughts of the at least 10 mayoi fuckers on my blog, so I think you did pretty okay
I do think forcing him to repress his urges is an interesting concept. even if you let him masturbate, it just isn’t the same as fucking you, you know? so it’s that sort of tension everytime you’re in a room together, wondering when he’s going to snap and claim you, and the flash of both fear and delight when be finally does
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noobsomeexagerjunk · 10 months ago
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day 7 update/reactions of my first run, semi-blind, of disco elysium. end of run.
my god. what a game. something happened to me through it all and i haven't figured it out. i am happy and can't wait to see what others discovered when they played this. i hope the twitch streamers i watch decide to play this game, even if its better enjoyed blind
details on the previous days here, apologies for mispellings, i'll get the hang of it
under the cut:
- by this point in the story my Harry can't afford getting too distracted
- Kim's room is very organized
- for narrative purposes I up my Volition, Shivers, and Espirit de Corps simultaneously. Hearing Revachol itself is a wonder.
- BLOOD ON THE GROUND! good on you Cindy. I doubt I'll light it on fire though
- after much deducing we go to Fishing Village again, with our dear Lilienne lending us her boat. her kids are sweet as always!
- that skillset perking up apparently let me know that the officers watching Harry's ass for the past few days plan to meet him
- "point of no return" what the fuck do you mean, Inland Empire
- pull up the boombox, we're boating!!!
- abandoned island creeps, open doors, and the SNIPER'S NEST. oh fuck the Sniper lives here. can't sleep in that bed yet!!!
- OH SHIT OH SHIT the culprit: M. Dros, a communist deserter from the old revolution. With can opener tactics, we fish out information that makes a confession.
- I can't believe it. Kim and Harry arguing over who gets to bring the Deserter over. To me this is the most logical conclusion after saving each other during a standoff.
- BRO THE PHASMID???? IT'S REAL! is it meant to show up just as we get the confession?????? Dros is in a fetal position and can't see it
- Kim can see it! Yes! No pics yet bestie, I need to talk to it. I get to talk to it. Why are you in awe of me you strange creature? I'm flattered you think such divinity can rest in my brain
- Okay Kim take the picture now. It's such a pretty scene and wonderfully drawn by the game!!! Goodbye insulindian phasmid!
- The Deserter being reduced into a dummy state solves our travel issue. We walk back. Kim, I think I'll take that nap now.
- what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck
- oh no. God-Wife. This is why we forget at all.
- "suggestion (92%): kiss her." i need to try but i hope this fails—"CHECK SUCCESS." fuck. and she didn't even kiss back!
- she's right Harry, your deification of your ex isn't a good idea
- must you call me poor? fuck wait, that's Harry's self-loathing. I've been playing as Sorry Copotype, this makes sense. Like, I get that we, the player, have been playing with the voices in Harry's head all game but I maxed Inland Empire so literally anything can talk at this point. The city fucking talks, why shouldn't this?
- it's tiring to make Harry like this. We need to let go, my blorbo, we've come this far.
- in retrospect, was that. was that foreshadowing. what the phasmid told me?
- Hi Kim. Let's head back to the Fishing Village. Oh shit the other cops are here too
- TRANT??? you've been helping my precinct and refused to say shit about knowing me???
- i know Jean, I'm a sorry sack of shit
- Kim 😭😭😭 you say such nice things
- "he's a [communist]" bro I was making Harry kiss everyone's ass regardless of politics! is this the game acknowledging that i didn't Forget the associated Thought or did it pick up on my dialogue choices ending up being predominantly communist? i mean, i was building up to sympathy towards that by the end but like. sympathy. idk all Harry and I care about is that Kim spoke well of me
- enjoy that picture you bastards
- Join me at 41, Lt. Kitsunagi!!! You bore with an awful man at his most awful time and you both came out better for it! WAAAAHHHHH
- We're still in, baby! The sun sets on a new chapter for everyone in Revachol, in Martinaise.
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enjisbf · 17 days ago
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fairy lights & illusions
Chap. 2 : tea and biscuits
° Pairing: pornstar!John Price x inexperienced!fem!reader
word count: 5k words (actually 4 9696 but whatever)
summary: Meet cute but you actually already met lol
warnings: lovefools being in love but one is in denial :p
author's notes: Hello, hello, hello !!! Apologies for the delays, fellas and non fellas. I fear that I have been hit by the ao3 author curse lol :p Now, do not be afraid, I've already started chapter 3 and hopefully, the wait would be shorter lol. Can't promise anything, though :p I HOPE YOU ENJOY !!!! Thank you so much for the lovely words, you guys don't understand just how much they brightened my days <333333 This is so nerve wracking. I am sure that I am going to find mispells and mistakes in a few days, hope they're not too bad lol. Don't hesitate to tell if you find a real bad one o7 Did not proof read this, didn't even check with a spelling thingie thing program. I am raw dogging this :3c Okay, I'll stop yapping. ENJOY <33333333333333
He couldn’t get you out of his mind. It had been a week since the release of the video, and a week and a half since he last saw you. However, he remembers your softness, from your lips to your gaze, as if it had only been since yesterday. What’s more, the fans couldn’t quite forget you either, based on the comments they were leaving. From his private channel to his public one, the viewers were overjoyed with this softer version of the ‘Capt’n’. They loved how he would hold your hand every time you came, or how gentle and full of affection the aftercare was. Fuck, what a good girl you had been for him.  
His team was equally as happy to see that the fans loved this version of John. So much so, that they advised him to contact you to see if you were up to film more videos with him. Of course, he immediately agreed. To please his fans, of course. Ah, who was he kidding? He couldn’t lie to himself. He had felt the capture of his heart by your softness, the second you had introduced yourself. 
Shaking himself from thoughts of your sweet smile and even sweeter nectar, John sets on walking to his destination. Some days ago, Kyle had recommended this coffee place not far from the studio. The Capt’n trusted the man’s recommendation and was sure that he could find his happiness there. As John entered the place, he checked the lads’ orders again. Kyle wanted guava leaf tea with some milk, Simon’s order was a peculiar one and Johnny wanted a double shot espresso.  
He looked around as he waited in line for his turn, and he had to admit that the place felt very cozy. The sunrays streaming through the windows provided a comfortable vibe to the place, and the many plants adorning the place made it livelier. As he waited, he texted the boys that the shop was a bit busy, and that he would probably be back in 15. When it was his turn to order, he noticed in the corner of his eyes, a silhouette that he was familiar with, for it had been haunting his mind for days. As if his body was a planet and you his sun, he felt himself gravitating towards you. When his order was done, and he hoped he made sense to the worker, instead of finding a place to sit, John was approaching you. When he deemed that he was at a good distance, he greeted you in joy by calling your name.  
As your head turned at the sound of your name, John’s eyes were given the privilege to gaze into yours again. He might have watched your video plenty of times, but nothing could compare to having you in front of him. Breathing, within reach and possible to gravitate towards. Surprise quickly painted your face before it was covered by happiness.  
“John! It’s so nice to see you here!” 
“That it is, poppy! I am glad I ran into you! Was just thinking about sending you a message to meet up, pet.”  
If John possessed the powers of reading into minds, he would see you screaming into yours because he thought of you??? He was glad to run into you??? Okay, you had to calm down before melting from happiness right in front of his eyes. You took a subtle deep breath, or at least you hoped it was subtle, before meeting his beautiful eyes again. The both of you were sporting lovesick smiles, happy to finally be in each other’s orbit once more. Checking your watch, you noticed that it was close to your break time. You told him so just before his name was called out to take his order. With a charming smile still on his lips, he pointed to a vacant table with his thumb.  
“Perfect, may I give you company during your break?” So, what if your heart skipped a beat foolishly at the beauty of this man? Only you would know of it and so with a dazzling smile you accepted his invitation. It didn’t matter that you would never have a tangible relationship with this man. You will take whatever you get. As he carried his order with him, he walked the both of you to the table. His other hand itching to hover at your backside. He couldn’t. Not yet. He had to wait. He had to show patience and while he was known by the lads for his cool. You made him feel differently. However, ever the gentleman, he made sure to pull out your chair for you before sitting down himself.  
“How ‘ave you been, poppy?”  
“Ah, you know, quite sore but I wouldn’t dare complain about it!”  
“Yeah? Would apologise to ya, but I enjoyed it too much.” Was said with a cheeky wink on his part. You hummed in confirmation at his words before speaking once more.  
“That and ever since the video has been posted... Well, let’s just say that the toy really does not compare to the real deal.” It was your turn to send him a sly wink. Although, in his eyes, with your cheeks all flushed and your wink, he was just left in complete awe at your beauty and cuteness. He was also left with his dick slowly hardening in his pants. His jaw clenched, his head tilting a bit as he tried to readjust himself in his pants.   
“Jesus, pet, I’m already struggling as it is to keep my hands to myself.” With his legs spread wider underneath the table and his hands placed above, he leaned closer to your space before speaking in a lower tone. “Unless ya want me to bend you over this table and show all the patrons and your coworkers just how badly I’ve missed you, hm?”  
Well, play with fire and get burnt because you were also adjusting yourself underneath the table now. Thighs rubbing together to relieve the pulse growing stronger between your legs. Of course, the motion didn’t go left unnoticed by the bear of a man. Now, it was your turn to lean in his space, his pull on you being too strong to ignore.  
“Hm, what did you want to meet up for anyway?”  
“Ah yes! Well, don’t know if you saw but the viewers were very pleased by our video.” He paused to look at you in confirmation. However, instead of seeing your sweet smile or flushed cheeks, you had leaned back from him with a small pout on your face. Fuck, he hated to see that look on your face. His hands itched to connect with yours, to give you some reassurance, to have the both of you in your own world once more. “What’s that look for, pet?” He couldn’t help himself. As he saw how you were slowly retreating to your own space, he leaned as far as the table let him, his pinkie reaching out to touch you. As he finally allowed himself to have some contact with you, he felt himself breathing easier. At the touch, you allowed yourself to look into his eyes once more, and his heart broke a bit at your dejected look.  
“I didn’t- I didn’t see those kinds of comments when I gathered up the courage to check on what your fans thought.”  
The anger that curled around his ribs at your words was pushed to the side as he looked at you. Your frown deepening and your eyes slowly being filled with tears. He turned his hand upward near your own, trying to communicate that he was there for you. Your eyes quickly looked at his hand before looking back down at your lap. Fuck, this had been going so well and now you were close to crying. Try as he might, he couldn’t leave you with thoughts of yourself like that, and just as he was about to speak, your name was being called.  
You looked at your coworker who looked stressed as more clients entered the café. This was just the beginning of rush hour. You nodded to confirm that you will wrap this conversation up. Before getting up from your seat, you set your watery eyes on John. “I’m sorry, John. Work’s calling.” Just as you were about to escape from the harsh reality you were reminded of, Price gently grabbed your forearm. The grip was firm, and you knew that if you wanted to, you could escape his hold, but did you?  
“Poppy, please.” Whatever that was going to leave your mouth was cut off by your coworker once more. John felt his impatience creeping up on him. His jaw clenched; his nails dug in his free palm as he set his eyes on whoever called you. The hard set of eyes met those of the unfortunate soul. Which was plenty enough for them to quickly look away from the both of you. As he looked back at you, his jaw and hand unclenched. He called your name when you wouldn’t meet his eyes, moving his head in whatever direction your eyes stubbornly followed. His hands found themselves on your biceps, softly squeezing the muscle and fat. Blood and bones underneath his hands, after wishing to hold you for so long, you were finally in his grasp. “I won’t be able to continue on with my day if we part in such ways.” As your eyes finally his, the noises around you were reduced to a slight buzz. “I know we have neither the time nor privacy to talk more about this, but would you be willing to continue this conversation somewhere else?”  
After some seconds of hesitation, you agreed with a nod. Of course, you would listen and agree, you were his good girl after all. He made sure to voice those thoughts and the small quirk of your lips was enough to please him. For now.  
“I really have to go now, John. Just text me the address, alright?” 
“Alright, sweets. Take care of yourself and I’ll see you soon.”  
“I will. See you soon, John.”  
However, instead of letting go, instead of escaping his hold, the both of you stayed in each other’s orbit. Not willing to separate after being apart, even if it had been for a short time, even when you would see each other soon. As you gathered the courage to part with him, you felt his hands move along your body. One of his palms came to rest on your hip while the other rested on the back of your head. Safe in his arms, once more. He leaned in and your eyes closed in anticipation, awaiting his lips to meet yours. However, the kiss didn’t land where you had expected. Instead, the bear of a man gripped you a bit tighter before bringing his lips to your temple. The Captain lingered a bit in that position before moving his hand, grabbing your chin between his pointer and thumb, making sure to hold the eye contact between you two.  
“Can’t wait to see you again, my good girl.” And with that, he left you with a peck on the forehead and a fuzzy feeling in your stomach. ‘This fucking man might just kill me.’  
As you joined your coworkers’ side once more, they side eyed you a bit before getting back to work. You were sure that some of them will ask plenty of questions regarding that little moment between John and you. However, for now, you will treasure seeing him again and ignore your heavy heart.  
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Upon his return from the coffee shop, the lads had whined and bitched about their beverages going cold and him taking ages. However, he couldn’t bother more than deliver the drinks and growl to the boys to shut up before he went into the break room. Not when the fallen expression on your face was still imprinted on his mind.  
Now, with his phone beside him, nervous anticipation was running in his system as he waited for his pet to reply. As he was leaning back against the counter, with his arms crossed, the man wondered why he hadn’t just gone home. Of course, the Captain should have expected the muppets to follow him when he wanted some quiet to think. They probably sniffed out that there was more than him being “an old man” that explained his delay. As he was waiting for a reply from you, Johnny and Kyle kept going back and forth while Simon just grunted occasionally.  
“Reckon John ran into someone he knew and just talked their ear off.”  
“What if he pulled a Johnny and forgot that he had a video to shoot?”  
“In ma defence, a lad sometimes forgets he has tae film a public porn video, ken” 
“That type of shit only happens to you, man.”  
“Well, ye dinnae ken that, do ya? Is the bonnie lad correct, Captain?” 
John lifted his eyes to look at the boys in front of him before answering.  
“Simon’s guess is the closest one to being true.”  
A mumbled ‘fucking right’ from Simon reached everyone’s ears. His hand outreached to the other two men. Kyle and Johnny grunted in annoyance before placing money in the man’s palm.  John just watched the scene unfold in amusement. When the boys’ attention returned to him, he could already imagine the ticking bomb that was about to go off. Their minds trying to decipher who had taken hold of his attention for so long. Just as the dozens of questions were about to roll of their tongues, John heard his phone go off.  
He quickly looked to his side and saw your name. Not willing to waste any time, he took off with his phone and said his goodbyes quickly to the lads.  
“Gotta go, boys. My poppy is waiting for me.”  
As the Captain walked rapidly towards the exit, he could hear the boys placing new bets on who he was talking about. Couldn’t give two shits, though. Couldn’t bother to do more than chuckle. Not with you on the forefront of his mind. Price felt adrenaline and excitement shoot through his veins, his pace rapid to reach his car. He was close to trembling at the idea of seeing you, of being close to you once more. While he was pulling his seatbelt, he checked the messages once more.  
Hi, poppy.   Wanted to know if you would be willing to meet up at my house?   Here’s the address: yada yada street, 141 London 
Sure! Could you just pick me up near the store ‘Assortments’ and meet up in two hours?  If that’s okay with you, of course ^^ 
Of course, pet. I’ll be there. 
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With sweaty palms and a kaleidoscope of butterflies in your stomach, you were feeling a sense of déja vu as you waited for John on the bench. Today was all about feeling past emotions. When you felt the buzz of your phone, when you were getting ready for John, the feeling of being too nervous and too excited. You hoped he would like your dress; you hoped he would like you.  
With a shake of your head, you dismissed your last thoughts. The only reason you had even met John Price was because you won a contest. This was no love story about soulmates. No, this was harsh reality, and the quicker you got that inside of your brain, the better. Your thoughts were getting more jumbled together. Maybe, this invite was so that he could cut you off... but he was the one who reached out to you. He said he was thinking of you. That couldn’t be just to cut you off, right? Right? Oh, you just wanted to lie down in bed and bury your sorrows. With your head in between your hands, you tried to make sense of the situation.  
“What’s that look for, pet?”  
There it is, again. Past emotions surging back to the surface. Unbothered by the world, by the people walking nearby, John squatted down in front of you. (The look of pain not going unnoticed by you.) His soft blue eyes looking at you with an emotion you couldn’t quite determine. His hands took hold of yours to gently remove them from their positions.  
“John! Were you waiting for me in your car? I’m sorry-”  
“Nah, poppy, don’t worry about none o’ that.” His hands were still in yours and were resting on your lap. Enlaced together, orbiting towards one another. “You ready to go?”  
“Y-yeah, I think I am.”  
His eyes crinkled in the corners, his lips perking up into a soft smile. The sight was enough to bat away the feelings that had crept up to you. By the stars, he was such a pretty man.  
“Alright, pet, come on, then.” So, with his hand still enlaced with one of yours, the man got up from his position. Groaning a bit as he did so, placing his right hand on his lower back. While walking to his car, you chirped a little comment.  
“You know, if your back hurts, I know this great massage place!” He turned his head to look at you properly, only giving you a meh sound, with his smile still on his face. Your lips, in turn, quirked up in a smile at the words leaving you next.  
“Ooor, I’ve been told that I give a pretty good massage.” At this, his lips were painted in a grin now as he replied to you.  
“Yeah? Well, I’d much rather have your hands on my poor back, poppy.” You mirrored his expression, stopping in your tracks since he did as well. As always, with him, you had been too occupied with his beauty that your surroundings turned into a blur. Looking away from his beauty, you realised that you were probably in front his car. The Captain opened the door for you, helping you get inside, helping you fasten the seatbelt. He made sure you were alright before closing your door.  
‘Well, here goes nothing.’  
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The drive to his house had been surprising comfortable, but you should have known that it was impossible not to feel at easy when you were with John. It hadn’t been a long trip, maybe 20 minutes passed before you reached his house. At the sight of it, you chirped that it represented him well. He thanked you as he parked the car, telling you to stay in your seat. So, you did. You were pleasantly surprised when John had rushed to your side to open the door for you. When he unfastened your seatbelt and took hold of your hand. When you walked side by side to the front of his home.  
Upon entering his house, you had both taken off your shoes. John had asked if you wanted to be shown around, but your stomach’s rumbling had turned his attention to another matter. You had smiled a bit in embarrassment at his chuckle. Then, the bear of a man had guided you to the living room before leaving to the kitchen to make some tea and prepare a snack. Making sure to tell you to feel at home and kiss your forehead before parting ways.  
While you waited for him to return, you inspected your surroundings. This house was exactly what you had imagined. It was true when they said that your living space was a reflection of yourself. The home didn’t feel like a bachelor pad. No, instead, it felt warm and comforting. Adjectives you would use for John. You were seated on one of the armchairs, feeling as thought you were on a cloud. With your knees pulled to your chest, you cherished being surrounded by John’s smell. He must spend lots of time in this place.  
You breathed it in, eyes closing in satisfaction. With the sounds coming from the kitchen, and your feeling of bliss, you could pretend while you waited. You could pretend that this was just another day. That John felt something for you, that you could feel something for him. That this was just another day in the Price household. Alas, reality wasn’t so kind to you, and you were brought back to the present world.  
When you opened your eyes, you saw John walking in with a tray in his hands. A smile still on his face. ‘What a pretty man.’  
“Here you go, poppy.” He placed the tray on the table in front of you. Taking a seat on the sofa on your right side. 
“Thank you so much, John. You didn’t need to do so much.” The tray was full of things. He really had taken the time to prepare this. The thought warned your chest, feeling something blossoming in your ribs. As soon as the thoughts started to pop in, they burst into nothing. No, John was just a gentleman and a good host. Nothing more, nothing less.  
“None o’ that, pet. Didn’t know how you took your tea, so here’s everything you might need.”  
You thanked him once more, smiling in contentment at the kind gesture. As you prepared your cuppa, the two of you chatted. It was always so easy with him. You couldn’t control the many butterflies flying in your stomach, fighting to be let out. To be let free.  
You couldn’t know just how badly John was having his own battle at the same time. How badly he wanted you. How he yearned to have you in his home like this every day, sitting in his favourite armchair with a face of contentment. You looked so at home, so at peace, sitting with your eyes closed in happiness. John’s eyes crinkled as he took in the view. Suddenly, he remembered your stomach grumbling in annoyance and picked up the plate of biscuits. As it nudged your hand, you opened your eyes. They were so full of warmth. He could only hope that the words leaving his mouth won’t dampen the light in them.  
“Here take one, pet.” You softly thanked him, taking two biscuits in your hand. Your stomach was so happy to receive food that you did a little dance of happiness as you ate. John’s cheeks were starting to ache from happiness, you looked so beautiful. “I hope I don’t disturb your mood by saying this, poppy, but how about we continue our conversation from earlier?” Your chewing slowed, your stomach feeling heavier for a different reason other than food. You didn’t really want to think about the mean words, again, but John- You could trust John. Right?  
Sensing the hesitance from you, he reassured you that it didn’t have to be now if you didn’t want it to be. That didn’t mean that you would never have this talk thought, but he was willing to go at your own pace, ready to follow your lead. Even if you had only spent most of your time together in... a particular position, you trusted this man, and so you agreed to talk.  
You talked about the comments you had found under his public channel. How they had made you feel small. How you had tried to ignore them, but their cruelty would come back as whispers. It was when tears had gathered in your eyes that John took hold of your hand and pulled you out of your seat to be seated next to him. Within reach to be able to wipe down the tears that slid down your cheeks. He whispered words of encouragement and praise in the hopes to help you calm down. You wanted to stay there indefinitely, and yet you knew that this could not be. At the thought, fresh new tears slid down your tears and John’s frown deepened. His concern and fury mixing in together in his rib cage. Tendrils mingling with one another and circling his every bones.  
He told you that he would turn off his comments until his fans learnt to be respectful. That he would go as far as making the videos private if it meant you would have some peace of mind. Immediately, you refused. You couldn’t let him make such a big decision for little ol’ you. This was his way to pay the bills, to pay the groceries. You wouldn’t be able to sleep at night if you knew that he was running short on money due to you being sensitive.  
“And I wouldn’t be able to rest easy if I knew that you were crying like this because of mean trolls, pretty girl.” His hands never left you; they were always touching some skin. Gently caressing your cheeks, making sure no tears were left. He didn’t know if he was doing it to reassure you or himself. 
You weren’t going to agree on this topic, for now. So, you opted to change directions, in the hopes of forgetting about it altogether. (You should know better.) When you felt his hands retract, you quickly grabbed them. Reaching out to him, fingers tracing small circles on his palms, feeling how his rough his hands were, and yet they always handled you with care.  
“Anyway, what- you wanted to talk about something else earlier, right?” Your head tilted as you asked, and John felt his heart ready to burst at the sight. How were you so beautiful?  
“Yes! Yes, I wanted to talk to you about something my team and I discussed.” He took a deep breath, waiting for a sign from you to continue. You nodded and he dutifully obeyed, opening his mouth to deliver words at your lap. “They noticed positive feedback from this type of content. Told me it’d be good business to keep on going.”  
“That’s good. I’m glad for you, John!” You smiled at him all sweetly, perfect poppy that you were. Your smile remained on your face as your eyebrows slightly scrunched in confusion, fingers stopping their movements. “Although, I don’t see how that involves us having a talk? Unless...” You looked at him with eyes full of emotions. Uncertainty being the lead dancer in your irises. 
“Well, told my team that I completely agreed with them, of course.” Price tried his best not to get too excited, continuing the movements you had stopped to redirect his energy somewhere. “They wanted me to do it with someone from the studio, but well,” Even with the skin contact you both had. It didn’t feel enough. It felt like he would orbit out of your gravitational pull if he kept on going like this. He wanted, nay, he needed to explode, interlink your world with his. Your eyes wouldn’t leave his and that was a good sign as any to keep on talking. “told them that the fans were asking for you, poppy.”  By the way your eyebrows shot to your hairline, you hadn’t expected those words to come out of his mouth. With a stunned voice, you voiced your emotions.  
“I don’t understand- I am not-”  
“I know, I know, but you’re a breath of fresh air for the fans, pet. You don’t hold back on your expressions, on the sounds you make, they eat that up.”  
“...I’m- but what about you, John? Wouldn’t you rather deal with a professional? Wouldn’t you rather do this with someone else other than me?”  
That was what his team had told him. He had been quite in denial at the start. Reasoning with them that he was just trying to please the fans. That his insistence that it was you and not someone else was purely for the business. What a fool he had been to have thought that, to have believed that for even a second.  
“Pet, you wouldn’t be here right inside of my house right now if I wanted someone else.” 
Your hands left his, attempting to ground yourself, to believe the words that were leaving his mouth.  
“So, what are you saying? What do you want me to do?”  
“Nothing that you don’t feel comfortable doing of course.” You nodded because that was obvious from the get-go. “To sum it up, I want to make more videos with you. We’ll share the profits 50/50, of course. The themes would be similar to our first video. Soft and nice, poppy, just how you like it.” His pointer and thumb quickly took hold of your chin, snapping you back from your thoughts, from the mess of words in your head. When your eyes found his, he smiled just like how he always did when it was directed towards you and released your face.  
“Where will you post those videos? And how many times would you need to do this per month?” 
“Everything would be on the private channel. Of course, any raw footage will be sent to you, anyway. As for how many times, I can’t tell you quite, yet. We can work around your schedule, but maybe we could do a session every week? We can work out the details later if you agree to this.” You nodded in thoughts, attentively listening to every word dropped from him. “I understand that you would need time to think this through. That’s no problem, please take the ti-” 
“Yes.” It was now John’s turn to have his eyebrows shoot to his hairline.  
“Pet, are you su-”  
“Yes, I am sure.”
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mockingbirdshymn · 2 years ago
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i had a reallt weird but fun dream but i woke up from it and now im sad
so the dream went like this
there was a sentient ai like a physically sentient robot ai in our home who was like. trying to become a human being or somethin because she wanted to fit in with the world
somehow she ended up just living in my sister's computer, and the monitor was now super-sized, and it was like a view into a grassy plain with clouds like it looked fucking perfect land and the ai lived inside and she was kind of pretty
then somehow, fucking timeskip, i was driving with my mom under a bridge and there was a car accident and that sucked
apparently part of the car fell on top of our car but it didnt matter and we just drove home like normal
then apparently we found 3 kittens (a black kitten, a gray kitten, and a gray tabby kitten) which belonged to someone in the car crash (i found out though like. a website that showed the victims of the car crash and all of their pets and apparently there was a lot of them that got lost in the car crash
and i eventually convinced my mom to take the kittens back to the owner while i talked to the sentient ai lady and i was sayin "i know youre alive but nobody else believes me :("
then essentially my mom sent me a text photo of her posing with the other pets in the car crash and said smth like "thank you because we found the other pets"
she then took them all home for some reason and waited for the owners to pick them up
one of the pets she brought was a german shepherd who had a cast on his leg becase it broke in the car crash and the owner of the dog hit him for some reason and the dog whined
but the owner of the cats was all appreciative and happy and stuff and he drove a motorcycle with a like box on the back to put the cats in and then he left
but i was sad because we didnt find the mother of the kittens :(
but i think eventually in the dream we did and the owner thanked us and took her home
then an ice cream truck (i think?) came and it had a sort of game feature on the side where you had to type something really fast and stuff and im a fast typer so i typed something super philasofical and it was so amazing but my dyslexic ass had a billion mispellings in the thing so i lost to some random kids and got sad
then timeskip once more to PRESTON GOODPLAYS FUCKING HOUSE???? at this point i wasnt even a person in the dream more like a spectator watching as if it were a tv show
preston was just being traumatized and denying it idk
then jump to my grandms house where there was this random girl there who was in a toxic relationship and she looked like fucking sasha and then made a comment about how her legs were bright pink and my grandma said that wasnt healthy and bootleg sasha ignored her
then preston was there or whatever and tried to tell bootleg sasha to get out of the relationship
then all of a sudden preston was a deer hybrid with like fucking antlers and ears which doesnt make sense
and they got in a yelling match kind of like this
"YOUVE BEEN ASKING FOR A SIGN TO LEAVE HIM? HERE IT IS! LEAVE HIM!"
"no"
"gasp. [insult]!"
"[INSULT]. THERE. BITCH."
"GASP!!! [INSULT]!"
"WELL AT LEAST IM NOT AN ANIMAL HYBRID"
"[shock] I CANT BELIEVE WE WERE EVER FRIENDS"
then preston goodplay the deer hybrid went fucking rabid and killed all the chickens in a coop in my grandmas backyard (she doesnt own chickens) even though people pointed out deer didnt even eat meat
tthen something or other happened and deer preston turned into mcfucking jaypaw from hit book series warrior cats (not jayfeather, jayPAW), squirrelpaw from warriors was just there (again, squirrelPAW) and then bootleg sasha turned into lionpaw
then they were all on an adventure for some reason and were thinking about when they went on the great journey from the new prophacy together?????
and apparently they had a fuckinng pumpkin tunnel they used to get into the forest with. like a giant pumpkin. like james and the giant peach size.
and apparently they each dug their own tunnels to get there and they were all different
like squirelpaw's tunnel had the insides bright red (her favorite color) and when she fell out of the tunnel she would fall on her side
jaypaws tunnel ended with him falling on his head and getting covered in dirt but that was meant to happen
and lionpaws tunnel ended with his tail bristled in a perfect shape so as to not get dirt on his fur and he was called girly for it??
then jaypaw-preston said "i still hate you lionpaw. and you squirrelpaw, but youre not as bad" because jaypaw had the memories of preston and how bootleg sasha-lionpaw was an asshole
then i woke up before i could find out the end of the dream and so i am sad
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