#vulnerablepost

[chussy]

thinking of contacting my favorite lovely wonderful cousin on my f*thers side who I haven't spoken to since I cut off my father and his parents and therefore that entire part of my family... god it's such a scary idea because idk what they told her about me and the fact that I ended up taking my father to trial over his abuse and if they even told her about it because they must've said something about why I'm not coming over there anymore when I used to go every year fuckkfkfkcjjfjfk

she's very anti my father and when she met my mom she told her she'll always be HER family and that she knows what my father's like and that my mom always has a place with her (context she's just a bit younger than my mom so auntie age but we're cousins whatever you get it) so she might be on my side and I miss her and her kids fuck man I'm gonna cry and I'll definitely cry if she rejects me. also she'll have valuable info on whether my father is in that town (grandfather's hometown) or not AKA whether it'd be safe to visit her house

[miiiwu]

do u want a deeply personal playlist to listen to with a bunch of super jarring emotional tone shifts about the ~~~gender journey~~~ of a complete stranger on the internet that isn't even finished yet??? by someone with abysmal taste??? say no more (because im posting it even though you just said no)!!!

[prettygirlgerard]

okaaaaaayyyy I’ll say it who gonna hold my hand and play with my hair

[evilwomansanctuary]

🤙 minding my own business and being unusual... thinking yet again about how much being in love just utterly wrecks house. what you won't do, you will do for love, and you'll do it again and again. what other stuff can make you so unnaturally strong and so unbearably pathetic in the same dose. it just can't be anything else except the point of it all. etc.

[pearlkeep]

girl help i can't stop thinking about depraved kinky st peter,,,

[ear-motif]

ok real question how does one know that theyre actually transgendered and dont just hate themselves and would rather be literally anyone else asking for a friend

[meera000]

Woke up with tears in my eyes. I miss them and i'm a bit spiteful again but i am also thankful tbh. My bday is in 2 days and i just want to sit with my mom. I like being 21 but i don’t like feeling like a baby (i feel like a baby at 21). Revisiting out getting ribs by king krule after actively not listening to it for years and it’s beautiful but i know why i chose to avoid it. For lack of better words i am so happy and also so sad. Text post

photos (L-R): twitter @/a24bitch, myself, instagram @/ crypticfrequencies, instagram @/sweetrelease08

[cgogs]

I feel like the more time goes on i just get sadder and sadder about techno #vulnerableposting but its true im really glad his family got so much support from his friends and everyone

[edwardalbee]

i need to be in gay love RIGHT NYEOW. sorry for vulnerableposting

[summerhighlandfalls]

Sorry for #vulnerableposting on main. Won’t happen again heart emoji

[ileasfitlife]

Here is my #vulnerablepost . 6 kids and tons of #stretchmarks . I used to wear shirts and shorts in the water. These shorts are shorter than what im use to and i havent worn a bikini top in years! I was so self conscious about my body. Since I started lifting weights I have become less. I am proud of my accomplishments so far. I feel #stronger and #healthier. My stomach may never be super flat and my marks will always be there but they are apart of me. I want my daughter and sons to look up to me and see that stretch marks aren't this bad thing and they are ok. I want to be an #awesome #rolemodel for them. I want them to be proud of me and hopefully instill these healthy habits for themselves. My body isn't where I want to be but its one day closer to what I want. 💪💜 #iam1stphorm #1stphorm #legionofboom #wedothework #1stphormathletesearch #bethe1 #duespaid  #Fitfam #fitnessmotivation #workout #getfit #becomestronger #learning #selflove #bodypositivity https://www.instagram.com/p/CBMLMFEgxgY/?igshid=inhsfp0rr7vg

[fueledbycoffeeandfaith]

#vulnerablepost I took this photo in March on my last drive to the valley totally raw, no makeup/natural in gym attire. I’m not one who wears a lot of makeup as it is or knows how to contour but I do know I look tired without eyeliner lol. I felt so good about myself this day & how I looked despite not looking my “best” & to me this is an accomplishment & progress in itself. I spent years drowning in insecurities & constantly comparing myself to others,& just never feeling comfortable in my own skin & I never felt/thought I was pretty or beautiful. And, unfortunately I drew a lot of my self-worth & validation from others whether it was in experiencing rejection, approval, & just how I allowed myself to be treated. I never felt noticed, pretty enough, or good enough & now I know it had a lot to do with my fragile & unhealed inner child...& not knowing my true identity in Christ or having a relationship with Him. Now I know that my actions (not justifying) & dating choices etc. were a reflection of my brokenness. Thankfully I learned how to “admire someone else’s beauty without questioning my own”,& that was so liberating for me in every way shape & form. I no longer ran to food/binging/purging for comfort or “control” & I stopped believing that I’ll be, feel,& look better/be more desirable when I’m skinnier & just all those stupid lies. I guess this post could be in honor of Mental Health Awareness month. Even though I’m not where I used to be (all glory to God), I can use my story & journey to help others who currently struggle with this & find it difficult to be vocal & suffer in silence like I once did. We’re in this together.🖤 #mentalhealthmatters . . . . . . . . #mentalhealthawarenessmonth #recoveryispossible #selfworth #Jesus #hope #freedom #wellness https://www.instagram.com/p/B_8cnaxhQWy/?igshid=uu8m1k0udgp7

[greenmarketgirl]

November 1st ... So happy to see this day! September and October served up some pretty uncomfortable challenges. They were all manageable life happenings, yet I was still presented with a number of things that hurt my income, added stress and a kick to my ego as an aging female in the work force. Along with recruiting the help of my loyal Charlotte tribe, and relying on the support of my incredible partner and my talented coach, I practiced a lot of the methods I share with my clients, and I was pretty dedicated in an effort to keep anxiety at bay. I journaled, wrote and meditated daily, I exercised once and sometimes twice a day, and I kept my diet pretty clean. I decided to get involved in learning more, staying focused on my goals ... podcasting, coaching and writing. I’m not gonna lie, I still lost two or three good nights sleep, and I still had to juggle the dollars a little bit, but I guess the point of this post today is to say that we do have really great tools for when life hands us stuff we don’t know how to deal with, when people don’t behave as we hoped, when things start bouncing out of our control ... Feel free to message me if or when you feel things are overwhelming you! Happy November 1st and happy freaking weekend! Shine on 🧡🎧🌺 • • • #coaching #anxiety #vulnerablepost #aging #november #women (at Saint Petersburg, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4VLnJWpaPE/?igshid=nobbfazoyhkh

[jennaalready]

I was like you.

Laboring under the delusion that I had permanently gotten my shit together. 

A few days without my SSRIs and I’m undone. I forgot this feeling: the buzzing and burning feeling under my skin, in my mind, when trying to start even the basic of tasks. The knowledge that there is an inaccessible part of my mental landscape that shattered against the rest of Me but remains in charge of the base emotions powers these inescapable cycles of fear, deep sadness, and anger. The levels are off. How did I live before Zoloft? 

I can’t be anything to anybody today, as much as I want to be. 

This too shall pass. 

[healingwithtania]

So honest post right herr & (yes also my judgements): here’s an excerpt from my blog I urgently wrote after being inspired by my teacher. 👩🏽‍💻For a good while I was highly turned off from my decision in becoming a yoga teacher AND I even blogged about it back then lol. Talk about my Scorpio rising coming out, but I digress. Back to my aversion to yoga. I noticed how yoga is so highly commercialized, stylized, sensationalized and more often than not gone to the opposite spectrum of the ancient practice. I was turned off by the fancy poses, the photo shoots, half naked women/men, the vinyasas, oh the vinyasas, the, “I’m really fucken spiritual look at me”. When in reality their “spirituality” started & ended in the ability to teach yoga/simply contort into shapes. It’s based on a facade, the external show rather than the internal work. Most importantly I loathed how it became an ego stroke. I was like WTF did I get myself into?!!😫 But the story ends well and I found my voice and figured out that my ability to be me and own it was my ticket. I may come off as fake to some & that’s fine too so I can also be apart of what I’m talking about. I just know that now I’m not trying to fill someone else’s box. This stuff is all me. The out there beliefs I have, the strong passion to be not only preach light but also let you know that I’ve been in grimy spaces too. I say this a lot but it’s not all 🌈 &🦋 How do you choose who you practice with, teacher/guide/energy practitioner? Also you can read my full blog post if you tap the link👆🏼 #honestpost #vulnerablepost #yogateacher #yoga #layoga #yogateachers #yogateachertraining #yogateacherlife #yogapractice #yogateachertrainings #yogateachertrainingcourse #energy #energyiseverything #energyworker #energywork #energyworkers #blog #blogger #yogablog #yogablogger (at Panorama City - California - San Fernando Valley) https://www.instagram.com/p/CNacFBVBycl/?igshid=5heu4wwys50w

[nightfurii929]

Feeling #determined and being my own #motivation. 💪🏻 It doesn’t always come so easily, but acknowledging that it came is a victory all on its own. 🏆 Winning for today 😅 #resistancebands #gofit #homeworkout #yogaball #focus #vulnerablepost #fitness #crocs #itsthesmallvictories #smallwins https://www.instagram.com/p/CNYCi_ajWmb/?igshid=4bwg0xikhlqy