#vox the very first human soul to be capable of caliginous feelings

[onesidedradiostatic]

every time I try to describe how vox feels about alastor in present-day (post-fallout) in my head it just ends up circling back to one-sided kismesissitude I'm going to cry I just can't escape it (the homestuck)

if you want a more detailed explanation. I think vox used to love alastor pre-rejection, but now he hates him but he's still attracted to him (this results in scenarios like episode 8).

here we're separating the equivalence of love to attraction. does vox still love alastor? debatable. is he still ATTRACTED to him? oh yeah. yeah. and he kinda hates that he is.

and every time I combine hate and attraction in my head it just keeps going back to kismesis. maybe hussie really was cooking when he invented romantic hate.