#voicification time

[mellonaide-skys]

INRODUCTION

hello!!! i am Link/Orpheus on the platform!!

i use He//Rot pronouns, but He/Him and any neos are also perfectly fine to use

i cover lots of art for fandoms and ocs of my own, and i also prefer to post art rather than post my own thoughts. but there is the occasional post of mind

Rot/Rots/Rotself

the pronouns may change in due time, but any pronouns work as well!! including neos :3

i don’t tend to post often, and if i do it’s a repost or art. so be patient with me please!! i’m not as active as when i joined a few months back, but i am an unreliable narrator

the tag i will hopefully try to use:

- #Astarion Voiced for any posts that isn’t art related

i’m also apart of another account!! @in-gst

the banners belong to user Sweetmelodygraphics

and most often i have my notifications off

have fun exploring the blog!!

[crepuscularmelody-blog]

Okay so here i am and i have no idea what to do for your birthday. Originally, I planned to do a ‘18 things i love about you’ but it is either: 1) i love YOU as a whole and that’ll be only 1 or 2) i love everything about you so 18 things aren’t enough?? am i making sense here? no?? great.

I just want to greet my adore a bel love a happy birthday. Today is your special day so i hope you’ll feel the happiness you deserve to feel every single day and that don’t feel anxious about anything. You told me about your “October curse” but beks im here to protect you and to do anything that I could do to prove you wrong.

Hay beks, i dont know what to say pero malamang mahaba to kasi ang dami kong gustong sabihin pero ang gulo kaya bahala na.

I really appreciate every single thing that you do, from cheering me up by singing me a song, reaching out your wrist, giving me something to eat.. even your presence alone is comforting for me, sobrang gusto ko nalang lagi umiyak at i-hug ka sa sobrang pagging thankful sayo. :( jnaslkjcnasn okay gulo gulo nanaman isip q.

I also love how your mind works. Ah, my genius beks, genius hindi man sa way na halimaw sa math pero your curiousity and creativity is something that fascinates me, and I know that a lot of people also look up to how brilliant your mind is and how you leave people astonished by your wonderful thoughts. God created you in a very special way; you are special and one of a kind, the only one actually. I can’t even express how different you are — in a good way, ofcourse.

I love how kind you are. Not only to me, but also to other people. You might not know it but you have one of the softest hearts, you are always there to help others. Hay sobrang swerte ko talaga to have you, to love you and to be loved by you. In little ways you cheer people up sinasadya man o hindi. You make a room brighter even with your dark humor (haha), you just have this very very special aura (here i am talking about auras again but) I just don’t know but auhnsdkjabh man you’re so special to me.

teka lang, naiiyak na q.

hay ean nakahinga na q onti tas sinabi ko nalang na nanonood ako Corpse Bride kahit wala talaga ak pinapanood hhhh alam mo naman ako last minute lagi gumawa :(( okie inhale exhale kasi 12:00 na di pa q taposdkajsdna wait lang ha beks sorry nasingit pa pag-iyaq q hhh

I love your voice. Sobrang UHUAHDKAJHNDKAJNDA. Sabi ko sayo na ang boses mo ay voicification ng isang long n warm hug. Sobrang comforting, sobrang :(( everytime you talk to me, you call me by my name, you sing, you call me through vid call, you laugh, you breathe, haynaq ayan nanaman naiiyak nanaman ako anuna ely di ka na natapos  yung puzu q tumatalon or nagsskip ng beat. AAAAHHH BAT AK NAIIYAK SHET

haynaq d q na kaya yung puzu q nasa 2 na yata kasi sobrang d q alam haynaq pwede ba i hug nalang kita nang sobrang higpit hay mahal na mahal kasi kita nde q na alam gagawin ko yung sipon q bessy HAHAHAHA

I love everything about you, I love you Mr. Jonh Alfred C. Mendiola. Kahit na baligtad na nasulat yung n at h sa name mo, part yan nang pagging special mo para sakin. Kahit na yang ilong mo napaling at mahina pang-amoy, part yan ng pagiging special mo sakin at mahal ko yan. Kahit na may wrinkles at pimples ka, part yan ng pagging special mo, mahal ko yan. Kahit na ang liit at chubby ng daliri mo at pudpod lagi kuko mo, part yan ng pagging special mo kaya mahal ko rin yan. Kahit na machulit na bata ka at masungit minsan, part yan ng pagging special mo kaya mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal kita.

Sorry. Sorry for all the times na naging masungit o madamot ako, na naging duwag ako, na hindi kita kinakausap. Sorry kung napapag-alala o nasasaktan kita. Sorry kung napapahirapan pa kita, I know you’ll do everything pero I always wish I can be okay, I can feel better so I can show how much I love you. I want to be stronger and braver for you, I want to live for you  — and I will.

Thank you. Thank you for everything, for every single day of you cheering me up, giving me energy, giving me more and more reasons to dream, to believe, to survive, STARSTRUCK (charot nagpapatawa lang talaga ak kasi umiiyak na q)  Thank you for all of our dates and more. Thank you for making me feel happy again. Thank you for making me feel safe. Thank you for all the hugs, may they be irl or virtually. Thank you for your concern and care and support. AAAAHHH YUNG PUSO KO SASABOG NA. Thank you for literally saving my life. For staying and for wanting to stay. I can never put to words how grateful I am to you. This paragraph doesn’t and will never have the capability to express how thankful I feel so maybe I’ll just express it every single day that I’ll spend with you for the rest of my life.

I know we’re still young, but you make me think about how I want to spend the rest of my life and grow old with you. Before, I couldn;t even think of going on for another day but now, look what you made me do, by taylor swift you made me want to wake up every morning to see you, and I can’t wait for the day to come that these dreams will come into reality.

I know we’re still young, that there are still a lot of things ahead of us, bad things, great things, unexpected things. We might end up together or not, but I want you to remember that no matter what happens, I love you and you deserve love and happiness, kahit na kanino pa sya manggaling, kahit na hindi ako yung para sayo (teka lang) but I do hope that we’re the one meant for each other, I badly want to be with you for the rest of my life. God knows how much I love you, how much I pray and wish that you are that person that is meant for me, no matter how corny it may sound. I don’t want to lose you, just the thought of it makes my heart ache.

I know we’re still young. You, 18 and I, 17. But I know we’ll still spend lots and lots of birthdays together, watch movies together, drink more coffees together, study together, nap together, laugh together, cry together, travel together, live together.. I want to believe that we’ll spend the rest of our lived together, but what I want to do even more is to achieve those dreams, kahit na hindi lahat, basta magkasama tayo.

Mahal na mahal kita, Jonh Alfred C. Mendiola, my beks, my future Atty., my dog, my machulit na bata, my love, maligayang kaarawan.