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Virgil x Shy!Witch!Reader - Part 2

I am so sorry this is so late. this was like requested months ago and i never got around to doing it. I’m so sorry.

@companionjones here you go, you deserve it and once again i apologise for not posting it when i promised to. im so bad. 

here’s part 1

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The paper planes flap their small wings, circling around the two of us. They follow each other in single file, dancing in wave-like motions.

I glance at Thomas who ‘awe’s in amazement, a smile spread across his face.

I reach into my small pouch and pull out a small pinch of pink dust. I sprinkle it in a horizontal line between me and Thomas.

I look back up to the cranes watching as they slow their speed and spiral down to where the dust is, sliding to a stop in single file and returning to their inanimate pose.

“Wow.” Thomas awe’s and smiles in amazement. “That was amazing! And you practice these sorts of spells?”

“I practice what I can. Most of the spells I know takes several hours to make so I use this spell to occupy myself.” I say, tying up the pouch tightly. “But this particular spell itself takes a full week to make so I always have this being prepared at my house.”

Thomas stares at me with interest. “Wow. So how big is your house? Must be big to fit all your cauldrons.”

“It’s not as big as I’d like it to be but I manage.” I reply.

“It should be smaller.” I gasp and look up behind Thomas, finding the threatening glare of Roman. “You don’t deserve that big of a house anyway.”

“Roman.” Thomas turns to glare at Roman. “Be nice.”

“You don’t deserve to have your own space. You’re a disgrace to humanity. A terror that deserves to perish.”

“Roman!” Thomas stand up, putting himself directly in front of Roman. “Stop this right now. She doesn’t need your torment. She doesn’t deserve it.”

“Oh don’t be foolish Thomas.” Roman disregards Thomas, instead directing his glare at you. “Who’s to say she hasn’t brainwashed you already?”

“Roman that’s enough.”

“Such a pitiful creature.”

His words are like swords plunging through me, each one more painful then the last.

Tears begin to line my eyelids, threatening to spill over. My breathing starts to become irregular and rigid, I can feel my limbs begin to shake and stiffen at the same time.

“A waste of space here. No one needs you.”

“Shut the Fuck Up!” Virgil roars as he appears, harshly shoving Roman away.

I look up at Virgil, but all I see is the back of his head. I can feel his anger as it radiates off his body, overpowering Roman’s shock and Thomas’ fear.

I bring my knees up to my chest, wanting to disappear from the scene and cry alone and afraid.

“I’m only saying the truth Virgil! Open you eyes and look at her!”

“How about you open your own eyes! She’s just living her life! She doesn’t need your constant torment! So why not take that giant stick out of your ass and stop being an asshole to her!” Virgil seethes through his teeth, spitting and glaring at Roman.

Thomas gives up his attempt to stop the fight. Instead he takes the initiative to sit beside me, rubbing a warm and comforting hand up and down my back.

I lean into him, hugging my knees closer to my chest.

More harsh full words are thrown around. Some aimed towards me, some at Virgil and some at Roman. I don’t pay attention to them. I can’t. It’s too much for me to focus on.

“Stop fighting. Please.” I barely hear or even register myself saying these words.

I begin gasping for breath, my lungs constricting painfully, not allowing me to gain a full gulp of air. I close my eyes in pain.

More words slip out of my mouth, louder and probably the same words as before, but I’m not completely sure.

I feel a blunt pressure on my knees as I grip them tightly with my hands, trying to regain composure and some sort of balance within the room.

Thomas’ hand slip away and I begin to freak out before it returns, this time slightly different in the grip.

A wave of nausea hits me, almost making me vomit, but it disappears as quick as it comes.

Familiar warmth envelops me along with a sense of consolation and relief.

Tears rush down my face as I struggle to regain my lost oxygen.

Words of encouragement begin to reach my ears through the ringing, the voice distinct and familiar.

“It’s ok. You’re okay. Breathe with me, come on. You can do it.”

The voice bring a new anchor to me. Something that helps me keep me on the ground, something to hold me down from the rising anxiety.

I stagger my breaths, eventually regaining some control over my breathing.

“That’s it, breathe. In for four, hold for seven, out for eight. You can do it. I believe in you.

I slowly grasp back proper control of my breathing, syncing into a rhythm of a heartbeat that pulses comfortingly in my ear.

I blink my eyes open, noticing the sleeve of a familiar, purple-checkered jacket.

I close my eyes peacefully, Virgil’s arm tightening slightly. I snuggle into his chest, my body rested in his lap

His free hand makes its’ home by threading its’ fingers through my hair.

I let out a final sigh, releasing all my previous tension and fully leaning my weight on Virgil, who only hugs me tighter to him.

A few seconds of silence pass by, nothing but our quiet breaths filling the room.

I open my eyes, the final droplets of tears dripping down my face. I stare blankly into the room, keeping my heartbeat and breathing in control.

I instinctively flinch upon feeling the gentle stroking of a thumb wiping away my tears. I trace the thumb up an arm before converting my gaze to Virgil’s.

His eyes are full of concern and slightly anxious, which is expected from him. He stares at me, his eyes piercing into mine.

He doesn’t speak it verbally, but his eyes clearly express the question for him, whether it’s intended or not.

“I’m fine.” I answer the unspoken question. “Thank you Virgil. I really appreciate it.” I hesitantly wrap my arms around Virgil’s waist. I feel him tense up slightly before reluctantly relaxing.

“No problems.” Virgil replies. “There’s no need to thank me, you needed help.”

Silence ensues the room once again, this time more peaceful than before.

A question peaks at my mind as I delve in the comfort of Virgil’s embrace. I ponder of the question, nervous to even consider it. Virgil seems to notice my spike of anxiety as he asks:

“Are you okay? Is something bothering you?”

My face flushes a bright red. I gulp down my nerves and coyly look up at him.

“Is...Am I?...C-Can I...st-stay h-here?...T-Tonight?” I manage to stutter out.

I watch in anticipation as Virgil’s face flushed with a pale red. His lips slowly upturn into a small smile.

“O-Ofcourse.”

I smile up at him, nuzzling into his chest.

Virgil slowly unwraps his arm from my chest and grabs the blankets. He then leans back and guides me to lay in the middle of the bed. I shuffle away from him slightly, letting him raise the blankets and pull them up to my shoulders, tucking it in behind me.

I immediately snuggle back into his chest as he opens his arms in invitation.

We nestle into each other’s comfort and warmth.

A rush of exhaustion slams into me like a brick wall. I let out big yawn, covering it with Virgil’s chest. I hear Virgil chuckle lightly, his chest bouncing with each breath. He returns his hand to my hair, brushing through the strands of hair with his fingers.

“Goodnight.” Virgil whispers as he nuzzles his nose into my hair.

I smile contently. “Goodnight.”

Roman’s previous comment suddenly arises back into my head and before I can process my thoughts, I blurt them out with no hesitation.

“I love you.”

I feel Virgil’s anxiety spike up in a split second before falling back into a euphoric state. I can feel Virgil’s smile widen as I fall asleep.

“I love you too.”

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You’re Welcome: Virgil x Reader

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Request: I heard ur doing Virgil x reader so maybe female reader who is the orange side?? Lots of fluff and maybe some angst, as a treat / Orange side anon again, maybe she could be like the lazy one? Not sleep but just not motivated to do anything and wants to sit in bed and watch youtube all day?? And then everyone is surprised when it's Virgil getting her up and taking care of herself instead of one of them doing it for him ;)

Summary: You represent sloth, and most of the sides are not a fan of you hanging around. So what happens when one of them gives you another chance?

Words: 1000+                                        

Warnings: swears

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“Oh no. Oh no oh no oh no-“ Logan mutters.

“You alright Logan?” Patton asks, coming up behind him.

“She’s here again,”

“Oh! Well we should go say hello!”

“No!” Logan grabs him. “We cannot acknowledge her presence. She is a direct threat to everything I’ve worked for!”

“Oh look who it is,” Roman laughs. “Have fun, Logan,”

“Is no one else worried that her being here with drastically harm Thomas’ productivity levels?”

Patton nods, “Of course we are, Logan, but don’t you think it might be better to try to reason with her?”

“Absolutely not.”

“Okay…”

“Oh my gosh, what are you guys arguing about now?” Virgil rolls his eyes. “Oh…”

“Just proceed as normal. We have tasks to finish,” Logan leaves to go to his room.

“I’m gonna go talk to her,”

“Virgil, no! Logan said-“

“I’ve dealt with her before,” Virgil pushes past the others and stands in front of the TV. You’re sprawled across the couch, boxes of snacks all around. You can’t remember the last time you took a shower or put clothes on besides pajamas, and you have no intention of getting up from your spot.

“Hey! I’m watching that!”

“You need to leave, okay? Logan is going to go ape-shit on all of us if you mess with his plans,”

“Whatever,” you sigh. “Can you move, please?”

Virgil huffs, stomping back over to Patton and Roman, “I tried,”

“Maybe if we’re quiet, she’ll just go away?” Roman shrugs.

“I can hear you!”

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 Long story short, you didn’t leave. You’ve claimed the couch as your new hotspot, and you’ve spent days just chilling there on your phone. Logan’s been trying his best to ignore you, but he’s still going insane. Sloth is the enemy of productivity, after all.

You honestly don’t see what the big deal is. Thomas could use a little more laziness in his life, right? Someone has to balance Roman and Logan out when they want to spend all of Thomas’ time creating and learning things. Doing things is just so…eh.

If only Virgil was still on your side. You and he used to be friends, but ever since he was accepted by the light sides he’s wanted nothing to do with you. You suppose it’s for a good reason, since you only made him worse. If anxiety gets bad enough it can cause a total shut down, and that would give way too much control to you. If you had it your way, you would want Thomas to completely stop creating content, stop taking care of himself, and stop educating himself. You just don’t see the point in it all. It’s so much more fun to sit around and watch what others make and let people do the work for you.

“Why are you still here?” Virgil hisses.

“I don’t know, I just don’t feel like not being here,”

“You need to leave, okay? You’re ruining everything!”

“Nah,”

Virgil sits next to you on the couch, “I’m sorry, that was harsh,”

“I literally don’t care,” you mumble.

“No, you do. I know you do,” he lets out a loud sigh. “Look, I know we don’t really talk anymore, but I want to help you,”

“I don’t need help,” you brush him off. “Besides, I don’t try to help you with your job, so stay out of mine,”

“Do you trust me?”

“Absolutely not—hey!“ before you can process, Virgil’s picking you up bridal-style and bringing you to outside his room.

“Stay here, I’m going to get some things,”

Who does he think he is?

Virgil returns with his arms full, “Okay so, don’t tell Roman, but I stole his really nice shampoo and conditioner for you to use, and I got you some fresh clothes,”

“Why?”

“So you can take a damn shower? You smell almost as bad as Remus,”

“Fine,” you snatch the pile from him and go into the bathroom.

Virgil races to the kitchen, searching the cupboards for Patton’s recipe books and sloppily flipping through the pages. You desperately need a real meal and if he had to be the one to make it for you? So be it.

He doesn’t have a lot of experience with cooking, so he picks something fairly easy with lots of vegetables and protein and gets to work.

As much as you hate people telling you what to do, especially Virgil, you have to say the warm water and the sweet smell of Roman’s fancy products is rather nice. Maybe it’s not so bad to get up and do things once in a while.

You step out of the shower and put on the clothes that Virgil brought you and head to the kitchen. Usually you only go there for snacks and microwave meals, but this time you smell something delicious.

“I uh, made you some food,” Virgil sets down a plate in front of you.

You stare at it and hesitantly sit at the table, “Since when have you known how to cook?”

“It doesn’t matter. Just try to eat some of it okay?”

You begrudgingly take a bite, “Well, it’s not bad,”

He smiles, eating some himself.

 -

 Virgil spends the rest of the day with you, encouraging you to drink water and go on walks with him. You never realized how highly irritating yet comforting it feels to have someone care about your well-being.

“Why are you still helping me?” you ask him.

“Maybe I just don’t feel like not helping you,”

“Oh, shut up, I’m serious,”

“Look,” he exhales, “I guess it’s just, I know what it’s like to not want to take care of yourself and just give up trying to do anything,”

“Well,” you smile, “Thank you,”

He nods, his response cut short by your arms wrapping around him. You can’t remember the last time you hugged someone, but after all he’s done for you today, it seemed worth the effort.

Virgil cautiously hugs you back, slowly leaning his head against yours.

“You’re welcome,”

[clanwarrior-tumbly]

So, what if Thomas’s female friend (reader) had sides of her own? What kinda fun, platonic moments would ensue? (Also what if her creativity wasn’t princess-y at all?)

Oooo! If we’re going by how the Reader’s Sides all represent mortality, logic, anxiety, and creativity:

Your moral Side and Patton would basically be the parents of the group. They’d share a lot of puns, too.

But she would probably be more open about her feelings than Patton usually is, explaining to him that there’s no shame in admitting you’re sad.

Your anxious Side and Virgil definitely have similar tastes in music, are startled easily, and try to be scary at times towards their respective creators. But they both just want what’s best for you and Thomas.

Any time Thomas’ Dark Sides try to bother Virgil, your anxiety would tell them to back off, even shifting into a monster to intimidate them into leaving.

Logan and the your logical Side get along quite well, talking about astronomy and other things related to science.

While she might be confused about his immense love for Crofters, once she sees he got his own jelly brand, she’s like “ohhhh congrats!”

She’d definitely teach him how to properly use slang/metaphors/idioms.

Roman would be flabbergasted that your creativity isn’t a princess, but a knight in shining, glistening armor.

Nevertheless, he admires how she broke the stereotypes and always refers to her as “Lady Creativity”

The two just go back and forth with their tales of bravery and exchange a lot of ideas.

[speedypandaweasel]

SUBMISSION FORM - RULES AND INFO

HOW TO SUBMIT:

HOW I WORK:

As you can see through my work, I am not very big on dialogue and focus on the scenery and actions the character makes. That being said, I am starting to work towards building up conversations and diverting emotion through language as well.

WHAT I WRITE:

Fluff, platonic, BIG ON ANGST (gotta relate to something), Genders:

Female cause I identify as one, definitely not because I want to be included in these stories

Gender Neutrals -

I don't write from any others simply because I don't want to offend anyone unintentionally.

CHARACTERS I AM WRITING FOR:

Markiplier Egos - Actor!Mark, Damien, William (Colonel WKM), Wilford Warfstcahe, Abe, Yancy, Illinois, Captain Magnum

Sander Sides - Roman, Remus, Janus, Logan, Patton, Virgil - NO SELF SHIPS More will be added over time, but for now, these are the characters I main.

RULES

• NO NSFW - I felt very icky when receiving these posts in the past, so I've decided not to do them at all. + I was bad at them.

• NO PERSONAL REQUESTS (NO SPECIFIC PERSON SUBSTITUTE) - These stories are meant to be read by everyone so having self-inserts will make the story lose its inclusivity. This doesn't include x reader, this just means, I won't specify who the viewer/reader is.

*NO SUICIDAL THEMES - including self-harming, self-loathing/hatred ETC

*NO FORMS OF ABUSE WHATSOEVER.

Thank you for your patience & I can't wait to see them!

~ Mills

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REQUESTS OPEN

Hello there internet! For a short amount of time I will be taking requests for READER INSERTS ONLY. Please read EVERYTHING before you request something from me.

Rules:

Be patient, I am one person with only so much time

Be kind, don’t demand that I write something for you

Be as specific as you can with what you want, or it won’t turn out the way you want it to

Limit yourself to 1 or 2 requests. Please don’t go on anon and send 10+ requests

If you’re shy like me and want to send request via Anon, but would like to be told when the request is put up, shoot me a PM (I promise I don’t bite) and I’ll message you when I finish/post the story)

If requesting for Sander Sides (with the exclusion of Sleep), understand that I will most likely not take requests for romantic stories with a female!readers (non-binary is okay)

If requesting for Connor, specify the model (RK800, RK800-60, ext)

For these requests I will need the following:

Character(s) name(s)

Reader Pronouns (If not specified, I will use they/them)

Plot (Or simply say fluff/angst/platonic/ext if you’d like something generic)

An Example: “Can I get a platonic Patton Sanders x Fem!Reader fluff where the reader can’t understand her feelings and goes to him for help”

Fandoms I will write for (read character list before requesting):

YouTube Egos

Detroit: Become Human

Sander Sides

Stuff I will NOT do:

Ships (Anti x Dark and stuff like that)

Full On Smut (suggestive stuff is okay)

The Act of self harming/suicide

I will not write a toxic relationship w/ a happy ending (example: Person A cheats on Person B, and Person B forgives and stays with them)

Non-Con

Real People (exceptions can be made (example: being friends w/ Nate and meeting Natemare for the first time))

Write cannonly gay characters in straight relationships (Sanders Sides)

Stuff I will do:

Poly relationships (only two (2) characters + reader)

AU’s (Highschool, Human, Coffee Shop, ext)

Crossovers (example: Fluffy Poly with Connor and Google)

Love Triangles (if you don’t specify who you want reader to end up w/, I will either choose or leave it on a cliff hanger)

Character Death (Reader death as well)

LIST OF CHARACTERS UNDER THE CUT OFF

Characters I will write For:

Darkiplier

The Host

The Author

Google (all 4)

Bim Trimmer

Bing

Doctor Iplier

Cool Patroliplier

Wilford Warfstache

Antisepticeye

Doctor Schneeplestein

Chase Brody

Robbie the Zombie

Marvin the Magnificent

Jackieboyman

Jameson Jackson

Natemare

The Phantom

Mercer (vampire!Nate)

Eram Moonstruck (reverse!Natemare)

Logan Sanders

Patton Sanders

Virgil Sanders

Roman Sanders

Sleep (Remy Sanders)

Deceit

Blankgameplays

Geargameplays

Mad Mike

Benjamin Butler

Apocalypse

MadPat

Connor (RK800, RK900, RK800-60, RK800-01)

Markus

Kara

Hank Anderson

Simon

Gavin Reed

Note: RK800-60 is the Connor who kidnapped Hank to use against RK-800, RK800-01 is a fan made Connor who is basically Bryan Dechart dressed up as Connor.

[terry-perry]

MASTERLIST

Attack on Titan/Attack on Titan Junior High:

Levi Masterlist

Armin Arlert Masterlist

Think of Me (Erwin x Reader)

Call Your Name (Dead!Eren x Reader)

Brave Enough (Erwin x Reader)

Fatherly Surprises (Headcanons for Armin, Jean, Eren, and Levi)

Death Note:

L Masterlist

Jaded (Mello x Reader)

Game of Thrones:

Heated (Cersei Lannister x Female!Reader)

Nightly Visits (Cersei Lannister x Female!Reader)

Harry Potter:

Draco Malfoy Masterlist

Barty Crouch Jr. Masterlist

Luna Lovegood Dating  Headcanons

First Kiss (Harry Potter x Reader)

Sanders Sides:

Ferris Wheel (Virgil x Male!Reader)

Marvel Cinematic Universe:

Steve Rogers x Y/N Odinsdottir: A Look into Their Love Story

Steve Rogers Masterlist

Loki Masterlist

Bucky Barnes Masterlist

Thor Odinson Masterlist

Moon Knight Masterlist

She’s Gone…(Thor x Sister!Reader x Loki)

She’s Gone pt. 2 (3?)

Being Peter Parker’s Childhood Friend with Magical Abilities…

A New Home (Peggy Carter x Fem!Reader)

Protective (Captain Carter x Teen!Reader)

When I Fall in Love (Peggy Carter x Teen!Reader)

Epilogue (Platonic!Wanda Maximoff x Reader)

Love Language (Tony Stark x Reader)

Only Lovers Left Alive:

Ian Masterlist

Undertones (Adam x Male!Reader)

Unwelcomed (Adam x Sister!Reader)

The Sisters Brothers:

Charlie Sisters Masterlist

Her:

Theodore Twombly Masterlist

Stranger Things:

She’s the Girl (Jim Hopper x Reader)

True (Eddie Munson x Reader)

Good Enough (Eddie Munson x Reader)

A Helping Hand (Henry Creel x Reader)

Just Want To Have Fun (Eddie Munson x Reader)

Thank You for the Music (Steve Harrington x Reader)

Corroded Coffin Cutie (Steve Harrington x Reader)

Knives Out:

Ransom Drysdale Masterlist

To Die For:

First Time (Jimmy Emmett x OC) (SMUT)

Nice Girls (Jimmy Emmett x Reader)

Signs:

Having One of Our Own (Merrill Hess x Reader)

Dream This Night Away (Merrill Hess x Reader)

The Master:

Disappearing (Freddie Quell x Reader)

First Birthday (Freddie Quell x Reader)

Gladiator:

Submit (Commodus x OC) SMUT

You Were Never Really Here:

Joe Masterlist

Defending Jacob:

Andy Barber Masterlist

DC:

Arthur Fleck/Joker Masterlist

Jason Todd Masterlist

Just a Trim (Slade x Reader)

X-Men:

Warmth for the Winter (Hank McCoy x Reader)

Hank McCoy Dating Headcanons

Hazbin Hotel:

Alastor Masterlist

[sleepychai-fics]

Virgil x Female!Reader - Conflict of Sexuality

Request: @deaf-girl-of-pismobeach i compltely forgot your exact request but hopefully this comes close to your request

basically the reader is thomas’ sexuality

thats all you need to know for now

its angsty????????? then fluff

Tag list:

@thecinnabitch @dontcallmecedge

Words: 1169

This wasn’t supposed to happen; it never was supposed to happen. He was never supposed to like her, but what could I do? Everything, anything. I’m his sexuality of course, but…. I’m not his gender.

“She’s so beautiful.”

I never felt right being a male, it felt weird and uncomfortable. So being a part of Thomas’ sides, I decided to represent myself as female.

“She’s an amazing dancer.”

I can feel his deathly gaze on me, but I don’t dare to look up, knowing what consequences will come out of it. Instead, I lose myself in my thoughts.

“I nearly tripped just looking at her.”

It’s my fault. I had everything to do with this. Because of my actions, because of my choice, because I changed my representation. I never intended this to happen, but it did.  It’s all my fault, all because of my own selfish reasons.

“We’re getting along so well.”

I feel the stare sending daggers towards me, each second that passes sending another wave of pain. Tears slip past my eyes and slide down my cheeks.

“I think I might confess to her.”

“YOU WITCH!!!” Roman screams and charges at me in full speed.

I don’t move away; I don’t make any attempt to block myself from harm. I simply stand there, tears streaming down my face, ready to face the pain. But all that comes is a rush of air.

I open my eyes only to collapse down and curl in on myself.

Logan and Patton each take one of Roman’s arm, struggling to keep him from escaping. Thomas stands in front of Roman, both hands on his chest also making an attempt to keep him there. Virgil is standing protectively in front of me, his hands clenched tightly in fists.

Roman thrashes around and makes a desperate attempt to escape their grip. Thomas shouts at him, demanding him to stop. Virgil looks over his shoulder at me, eyes widening slightly. He kneels down to my level, slipping a hand in mine and giving it a gentle squeeze.

It’s a squeeze that comforts me, or is supposed to at least. But all I feel is guilt and shame.

“I’m sorry.” My voice is croaky and quiet, impossible to be heard over the shouts. “I’m so sorry.”

“She has influenced you to liking girls. She has turned you against boys!! All because she wanted to be selfish!!!! IT’S ALL BECAUSE OF HER!!!!”

“ROMAN!!!” Thomas yells out, silencing the room, the only thing to hear being my silent sobbing.

“This has nothing to do with (Y/n).”

“She’s your sexuality, she has everything to do with this!!!” Roman argues, teeth barred.

“Roman, that is enough. I made the decision myself, it doesn’t matter who I’m attracted to. Just because I may seem straight doesn’t mean I stop supporting the LGBT community.”

“But you are no longer a part of that community. You’ll never like men again and it’s all her fault.”

“Roman, shut the fuck up.” Virgil’s voice is low and deadly, almost like he’s ready to kill.

Roman snarls at him. “Why should I listen to you?! You’re not any better than her!”

Virgil stands up, fists clenched and shoulders tense. “Don’t push it.”

“Stop.”

“You stand up for that witch! She is definition of treason!”

“Stop.”

“Roman shut the fuck up! She doesn’t deserve this!”

“Stop.”

“She doesn’t deserve anything! She is an abomination to us!!!”

“STOP!”

The room silences within a second, everyone stopping their movements. All eyes land on me, standing up, hands quivering, tears dripping, sobs escaping.

“Just stop.” I grab a fist full of my hair, pulling it hard, the argument replaying in my head.

“(Y/n).” I hear Virgil’s footsteps come closer, but before he can touch me, I drop out of the apartment and into my room of the mindscape.

It’s different than before, no longer the brightly coloured, rainbow room it used to be. The colours had now almost completely fading out, converting into a plain, white room. Even the decorations and the furniture had faded out. The room was dark, and blank.

I collapse onto my knees on the floor, clutching my head as I scream. Tears aren’t subdued, screams are stopped, crying never ceases. All I feel is pain. Pain inflicted on myself.

Nothing slows down for an hour. Not until my throat is raw and sore, my scalp is tingly and sensitive, my ears ringing, my eyes swollen and stinging. I drop to the floor in a clump, laying the middle of the now empty room.

The last thing I feel before I give in to the darkness, is the warmth of another.

I never expected myself to wake up. I thought I would just disappear from the mindset completely. Even then, I thought I would be forgotten. However, I’m still here, still alive, still in the warmth of another.

I gasp as the realisation comes to me. I’m in the comfort of a bed. Definitely not mine as mine had disappeared. More sensations come to me, the feeling of my chest being pressed against another, my arms loosely wrapped around another’s waist, the feeling of tightness wrapping around my waist and pulling me closer to the body.

I slowly blink my eyes open, eyes not taking long to adjust to the light, considering it’s dark, and immediately recognise the other person. I smile gently and nuzzle into his neck. He shuffles instantly, dragging a hand away from my waist and immersing it in my hair, caressing my scalp, letting me immerse myself in tranquillity.

“Are you ok?” His voice is clearly concerned and almost hurt.

I sigh through my nose. “Define ok.”

I can feel his smile forming, and it makes me smile as well. “Are you functioning?”

I shrug my shoulders. “Somewhat.”

I feel his lips grace my forehead for a few seconds before it returns to its position.

“Virgil, I’m sor-“

“Don’t apologise. You did nothing wrong.”

“But I changed my appearance. I changed Thomas’ sexual attraction.”

“Who cares?”

“Roman.”

“Roman is an insufferable idiot who only cares about himself.” Virgil leans his head down and uses his hand in my hair to gently guide my head up to his. We lean against each other’s foreheads, staring into each other’s eyes. “You did what you were comfortable with. Don’t let anyone judge you on that decision. It’s no one’s choice but yours and if they can’t deal with the consequences then so be it.” He places a small peck on my nose, making a faint blush appear on my cheeks. “I love you for who you are, not what you are.”

Tears prick my eyes, but not the ones I had spilt earlier on. These ones are filled with happiness. I see Virgil’s panic rise at the sight of my tears, but I simply drag him into a kiss to assure him I’m happy.

And that’s all I need to know. As long as he is by my side, I’ll always be happy.

[sleepychai-fics]

Thomas Sanders H/C - Sides react to you picking them up bridle style

Request: Anon;  All the sides reacting to their s/o (the reader) picking them up bridal style in front of the other sides? (Headcanon form plz)

here it is 

i think it’s what you asked for?????

if its not im happy to re do

hope you enjoy 

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@fanderrawr @thecinnabitch @dontcallmecedge

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Roman

he would be the most chill about it

and would also act like he had been rescued or swept off of his feet by his betrothed

would kick his legs lightly and stare in your eyes the whole time you had him in your arms

would definitely have his arm around your neck

would probably, if he was tired, lean his head on your shoulder and most likely fall asleep like that

Virgil

would instinctively pull himself closer to you, burying his face into your chest in embarassment

he’d deny his actions and blush as you carried him to wherever

he’d be grumpy at first, pouting for a bit and glaring anyone who dared to tease him, but would get used to it after a while

might also try to hint at him wanting to be held by you

he feels safe and happy in your arms

Logan

he would be the least reactive side, only faintly blushing

but would show it in his own little way

leaning against you when you did it but would argue that it was on instinct

you didn’t think he liked it until he lazily held his arms up for you that one time

now whenever he’s sleepy and tired, he basically begs you to pick him up

Patton

giddy the whole time

would have his signature grin and almost cause you to drop him with the cheery movements he does

wrapping his arms so tight around you that you may struggle to breath for a bit

nonetheless this boy loves it when you twirl around with him in his arms

would giggle and kiss you the whole time, not caring who watching

[sleepychai-fics]

Thomas Sanders H/C - Sides react to you in their Christmas Sweater

Requested: Yes

Anon; Would you do head canons for each of the sides reacting to finding you (this s/o) in only your underwear and their Christmas sweater (the ones from the recent video)??? Please and thank!!!

i know it’s late but its here 

hope you enjoy!

Virgil

you’d be snuggled up in his bed, clutching his sweater on you and blanket over your body

you wouldn’t be having a good day and his sweater made it seem a lot better as soon as you put it on

you’d end up asleep and Virgil would end up finding you curled up in his bed

his reaction is shock and embarassment

he never thought that you’d even think about his sweater let alone wear it

he’d gently wake you up and ask if you’re okay, obviously noticing your anxious vibe from when he opened the door (he’s anxiety what do you expect)

“No, I came in here `cause it made me feel a little better and when I put your sweater on, I felt a lot better.”

he was touched when you said that his sweater made you feel safe, it filled him with a sense of pride

Virgil could feel you needed more comforting so without any more words, he snuggled with you in bed and wrapped his arms around you

and that’s how you slept

Logan

he’d find you reading in his personal library with his sweater on you and underwear being seen

he may blush a little bit before confronting you, noting how you are in your underwear

but he thinks it looks great on you and frankly he’d be the most calm reaction out of them all

turns out you were bored and found his sweater lying around in his room so you took off your clothes and slid it onto you

"I’ve been on this couch ever since. Now are you going to stand there or are you going to join me?”

he’d join you of course, sitting at the other end of the couch with a book

you’d eventually end up with your head in his lap as you both continue to read

Patton

This muffin would casually stroll into his room before stopping and staring at your dancing form

you jump across the room in nothing but underwear and the light blue sweater on you

he would have a full on fanboy party in his mind and theres no way you can stop him from taking a picture, you looked too adorable to not have a picture of you in his sweater

the quick flash of his phone is what would drag you back into reality as you’d turn to face Patton

“Hey Patton! Sorry I took your sweater, it looked really cute and i kinda startedd dancing with it. Care to join me?”

do you think Patton would skip the invitation? NO! he’d jump at the chance!

Roman

now this boy would literally be in shock

he’d just come in and see you in his sweater with his christmas folder in hand

AND you were also silently singing the words

he’d be in a frenzy of happiness 

there was NO WAY you could stop the swinging hug

you’d nearly shit yourself

“Oh my god Roman! Don’t scare me like that!”

he’d eventually put you down, the huge ass smile never leaving his face

you’d reveal that you were trying to surprise him and sing to him

he would beg you to sing for him and thats exactly what you would do

[galactic-magick]

For the Sanders Sides x reader propmts: 29."How long have I been asleep?" with Virgil and a female or gn reader please? I have no other ideas for this but I think it would work out somehow

Of course!

[sleepychai-fics]

Requests I won’t be Writing

Anon: Omg yay requests are open! ❤️ may I request a Shiro x reader where the reader Is captured by the galra and they get their arm replaced like shiros but INSTEAD they are now kind of like kuron being controlled by this weapon and they have to fight Shiro. So very epic like Shiro vs keith. With these dialogue prompts “Hey it’s me, it’s just me” “oh god...what did they do to you”... I hate to ask but Can there be a heart to heart moment where they just shower each other with love. Shiro needs it XD

@cityofdespair9 : Can i request a tim drake x reader, where she wants to surprise tim wearing lingerie but he has a long patrol and she falls asleep waiting on him. End result some morning sex please?

Anon: This is a stupid request, and you won't even see it for a while, but I ask it anyway. This is specifically Damian x Reader (she has an illusion power and knows jui jitsu; Damian wouldn't date a weakling!) but it's an instance where the whole family is hanging out, including Jason, and she randomly says in the middle of their movie (I guarantee Dick chose Big Hero 6) that "I'm pretty sure when you hit someone till they stop moving kills them" and there's an awkward pause. Thx!

Anon: Could you Raven x reader where the reader has magic and Raven helps teach them pls?

Anon: 18. How about a kiss? For Nadia Rizavi and James Griffin, Voltron Legendary Defender

Anon: Virgil Sanders x Female Reader where reader has to comfort Virgil as he has an anxiety attack?

Again i apologise, i just have no inspiration to write these. Believe me i tried to write them but i kept getting writers block